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Genoveve
12-02-2016, 07:12 PM
Dear uppity a/holes that speed down a certain road & heavily tailgate my ass:

You're not out in the country, & I know there's going to be some type of speed trap set up, since today there was an accident involving a mail truck, (hot to mention other speeders) the state-ies patrol that way, & you're asses are gonna be toast.
Can wait,& have a great holiday!

I hate when random motorists actually think I'm going to break the law and risk getting a ticket for their sake. I'm very religious about coming to complete stops instead of 'rolling stops' and a lot of times I notice whoever is behind me while I'm fully stopping will get all huffy and puffy because it's not fast enough for them...........suck my dick. What on earth makes you think you are getting a ticket for dude.

Aurora_Sunset
12-03-2016, 06:49 AM
I actually really want to go back to dancing part-time, because most of my escorting has turned into purely regular clients. Not that that's a bad thing, (I've actually been structuring my advertising to start weeding out new guys because of vanilla work), but it's taken the fun aspect of meeting new people and getting all dolled up out of it. Now I just show up in slightly nicer regular clothes and talk about the same shit and go through the same routine with each person week after week. I miss getting "bombshell" ready for work and developing that rapport with new people. I've noticed that whenever I do randomly get a new client, I usually go over time all on my own because I just get so excited to actually have that fun, getting-to-know-you experience with someone new.

I'm sure that if I went back to dancing often and did that with tons of guys every night, it would be too much and I'd get sick of it quickly, and there's no way I could dance a consistent full-time schedule now around a full-time vanilla schedule. But being able to pop in once a week would be great.

However, as far as I know, there are no clubs around here that just let you set whatever schedule you want, except the one I've already been fired from for "not working enough" (because even though they say work whenever, they expect new girls to prove how much they want to be there by coming in often until they're granted "permanent" status). :(

miss.a.p1600
12-03-2016, 09:35 AM
I need to go shopping locally but I don't feel like getting out of bed. And I know once i do I'm going to have to deal with the holiday crowd. Fml. I wish I could just roll out of bed and run errands in my cozy pjs.

Also I'm really horny and have been deprived of male attention for at least 3 months. I feel like going back to dancing just so i can get a testosterone fix (and the money just sweetens the deal). Only thing stopping me is fear of being discovered.

Maybe I should try online dating again but this time use it the way I intended before I got caught up the last time ----- date for money and use it to slick find sugar daddy. There will be zero real emotions as it will be acting just like the strip club.

whirlerz
12-03-2016, 11:01 AM
I need to go shopping locally but I don't feel like getting out of bed. And I know once i do I'm going to have to deal with the holiday crowd. Fml. I wish I could just roll out of bed and run errands in my cozy pjs.

this time use it the way I intended before I got caught up the last time ----- date for money and use it to slick find sugar daddy. There will be zero real emotions as it will be acting just like the strip club.

Do it, Ms P!!!^

My allergies, ugh. + now getting colder, & dropping in the lower temps next week.
Still haven't done shite about organizing my stuff in my room, not to mention @ my new storage pl.
My nose looks like an apple.

rareaspasia
12-03-2016, 02:15 PM
I'm taking a staycation and I totally rolled out of bed and went to Tijuana Flats in the super slobby sweatpants and a huge tshirt with holes I'd slept in. I looked like a homeless person. Shameless giving of no fucks.

I'm also getting a haircut and I would do it today but I'm going through the struggle of how short to go. I do this every time, and noticed that I've pinned the same boob length haircut like four times on Pinterest but I just can't give up too much length. Every time I decide to go from very long hair to medium length I'll start noticing things like how nice it feels swishing around near my waist and how other people always look at it with admiration. But hair grows out so why am I being so wishy washy?

Edited to add a link to the cut I'm looking at. The before is very similar to how my hair is now.

http://www.wavygirlhairstyles.com/hairstyles/long-bob-hairstyles-2015.html

whirlerz
12-03-2016, 02:27 PM
It's pretty, but me, I won't give up my hair, would you consider a wig?^

rareaspasia
12-03-2016, 02:37 PM
It's pretty, but me, I won't give up my hair, would you consider a wig?^

In the club it would just be way too hot, I did it when I was growing my hair out from a really short bob and I made more money but it was just way too hot and annoying for me. I think I'm going to keep my length for now and just have her put in more choppy layers and bangs. It's almost 2017, why can't we have hair that grows with the push of a button?

SnuffleUffleGrass
12-03-2016, 06:07 PM
Ugh I confess I'm dealing with serious seasonal depression. I also can't afford to stop stripping yet. It could be worse. Just gotta fight on through

Glamourmilf
12-04-2016, 04:31 AM
I actually really want to go back to dancing part-time, because most of my escorting has turned into purely regular clients. Not that that's a bad thing, (I've actually been structuring my advertising to start weeding out new guys because of vanilla work), but it's taken the fun aspect of meeting new people and getting all dolled up out of it. Now I just show up in slightly nicer regular clothes and talk about the same shit and go through the same routine with each person week after week. I miss getting "bombshell" ready for work and developing that rapport with new people. I've noticed that whenever I do randomly get a new client, I usually go over time all on my own because I just get so excited to actually have that fun, getting-to-know-you experience with someone new.
:(

I 'get it'.
I just started doing independent escorting and I love it!
Getting dolled up, and meeting new people is such a turn on for me. I offer outcall only, so going to guy's houses/condos is fun. Especially after 6 years of being a 'hermit' holed up in my apt. camming for endless hours.
I mean, camming has its place, but there's NOTHING like human face-to-face interaction/contact. Especially for someone like me, that is a 'people person.'

And the money....whoa...the $$$$$$$$$$$$ Fuckin' a awesome!
I am also applying at a local strip club as a waitress. Just to get out of the house and socialize, while making money.

lynn2009
12-04-2016, 02:36 PM
I know I always say this and it always ends up fine but I'm getting really worried about my classes... I've been so overwhelmed all semester and like 'fuck this' to everything and I'm afraid I'm going to get a C in at least one of them...ughhhh. It's hard to say until she updates my participation grade. It's also not such a big deal as long as my overall GPA stays above a 3.0 and I'm allowed to get two grades below a B- but god I hate being such a fuck up the semester right after I get in.

baer45
12-05-2016, 11:32 AM
I didn't keep up all the bills of this month. I didn't want to look at them after the holiday shopping. Probably need to call my credit card companies to get the refund of late fee.

victoriavein
12-05-2016, 05:43 PM
i'm actually relieved I got my period today because it means NO cammng or at least no streamate for the next 3-5 days. I know some girls can work through it but I can't/won't. I needed a forced break from that site. It's just been making me depressed.

Aurora_Sunset
12-06-2016, 10:59 AM
The pace at which I am writing a final paper today:

-Spend approximately one minute deciding where I would find information
-Go off on stupid tangent for 5 minutes with boyfriend who is supposed to be focusing on his own school shit
-Find the information I need and pull one quote from the text. Maybe write one supporting sentence
-Reward self with 10 minutes of procrastinating on facebook, youtube, emails, and Stripperweb
-Go back to word document
-Stare at it for a moment before deciding that I need to go find food or something to drink... again
-Get back into "the swing of things" on the computer by once again procrastinating

Repeat

I've been "working" for 3 hours and all I have done is the most basic of outlines for the 6 sections of the paper and just cracked open my textbook to find supporting evidence.

BarbieNYC
12-06-2016, 11:22 AM
^^^lol omg this is so accurate.

I just wanna say that I think it's awesome that there's girls on here going to school. It always motivates me to push through the semester. And it's so funny and reassuring seeing everyone scramble everything together the last two weeks of school. Good to know I'm not suffering through finals and last minute assignments by myself. Lol!

SnuffleUffleGrass
12-06-2016, 02:00 PM
I confess that even though I'm stressing over little stupid things, my life is pretty good & I should not have a bad attitude about ...anything.

rareaspasia
12-06-2016, 03:46 PM
I'm using the fact that the cat is sleeping on my lap as an excuse to put off getting up off my ass to go and start getting ready to go to the club. I'm not burnt out at all, I just always seem to find a good reason to stay home instead of driving out there. Someone tell me to stop being a lazy fuck.

Velveteen.Rabbit
12-06-2016, 03:48 PM
^^^lol omg this is so accurate.

I just wanna say that I think it's awesome that there's girls on here going to school. It always motivates me to push through the semester. And it's so funny and reassuring seeing everyone scramble everything together the last two weeks of school. Good to know I'm not suffering through finals and last minute assignments by myself. Lol!

I want this semester to be over so bad. I do not know how I made it.

lynn2009
12-06-2016, 06:02 PM
^^^lol omg this is so accurate.


I'm the same way. I took the day off yesterday to do my final and I still didn't make real progress until 8pm. There's nothing like a time crunch to pull your shit together!

Selina M
12-07-2016, 03:20 AM
I don't normally do gossip but tonight I got sloshed with SO's coworkers. The little girl gang that loves me was talking shit about people and I just haaaaad to ask "what's up with so-and-so?" (The one who had brought him candy and death glares me and has now blocked me on Facebook)

One of them says "Who? Oh, that bitch that looks like Taylor Swift got smacked in the face with a frying pan... Twice."

I confess it was so mean and so petty but they almost had to pick me off the floor, I laughed so hard.

victoriavein
12-07-2016, 10:16 AM
I finished a box of Oreos by myself in two days...

seashell
12-07-2016, 10:22 AM
My FWB has started telling me how much he misses me, and saying things like "I wish you were here so we could watch a movie and cuddle."

NOOOOO. No no no no no. No feelings!!!

I miss him, too, but now we're in different countries. I dunno. It's cute, but... :\

Genoveve
12-07-2016, 05:51 PM
I finished a box of Oreos by myself in two days...

Is that bad? I do that in a half day. Speaking of which I haven't done it in a while......maybe tonight's the night. }:D

whirlerz
12-07-2016, 07:05 PM
I just ate some mini candies from my hair salon from yesterday..I also bought & ate a single 'hot cocoa' candy from Walgreens..
I like those Bark Thins dark choc pieces,(you can break them up if you want) I can tell myself it's healthier (it is) they come w/almond, coconut, mint, & a few others in a reclosable bag

So, this morn I got a feeling to text the sd..saw him already this wk but he sees some other old bitch (IDGAF as long as I get my $) & tell him to keep his damn mouth shut about me to her. He likes gossip & drama (I know, gross) & he sent me mssg bk, ok, so he better have STFU

lynn2009
12-07-2016, 08:54 PM
I love animals and now that I have him I'm not going to give him back but I am really regretting this new cat. I agreed to take him before I met him because someone needed a home for a stray and I was like sure, whatever. The first couple of days he kept throwing up or getting diarrhea from all the horrendous crap he ate outside and that finally stopped. And he wasn't eating his dry food so I got him wet food and so far today he's eaten 4 cans! I mean I can't deal with this cat eating four cans of cat food a day plus dry I'll be spending 150 a month just on his food. My last cat, I only even had to add to his dry food every other day or so. This ones a young adult, and he is affectionate but not really playful and is too stupid to figure out this huge cat tree I got (since he was an outdoor stray and I didn't want him to be bored) is his. He's scratching at the carpet when he has all the posts on the cat tree plus another one I got. And even if his diarrhea stopped he has the most rancid poop I have ever smelled from an animal. And my one class is finally completely over and the second one met for the last time tonight and I was in such a good mood when I got home :(

Genoveve
12-07-2016, 08:59 PM
^^^Play with him near the cat posts with a toy, when he starts going crazy clawing at the toy trying to catch it move it up the cat tree so he will accidentally catch his claws on the post and then realize it's a good texture for scratching. It may take a few tries. I know you said he's not playful, you may need to drug him with catnip. My last cat wasn't using his scratching post but he would treat my leg like one when I had a treat, so I started holding his treat over the post so he would do that to the post instead and end up scratching it discovering the texture.

lynn2009
12-07-2016, 09:50 PM
...........

Vyanka
12-08-2016, 04:02 AM
I love animals and now that I have him I'm not going to give him back but I am really regretting this new cat. I agreed to take him before I met him because someone needed a home for a stray and I was like sure, whatever. The first couple of days he kept throwing up or getting diarrhea from all the horrendous crap he ate outside and that finally stopped. And he wasn't eating his dry food so I got him wet food and so far today he's eaten 4 cans! I mean I can't deal with this cat eating four cans of cat food a day plus dry I'll be spending 150 a month just on his food. My last cat, I only even had to add to his dry food every other day or so. This ones a young adult, and he is affectionate but not really playful and is too stupid to figure out this huge cat tree I got (since he was an outdoor stray and I didn't want him to be bored) is his. He's scratching at the carpet when he has all the posts on the cat tree plus another one I got. And even if his diarrhea stopped he has the most rancid poop I have ever smelled from an animal. And my one class is finally completely over and the second one met for the last time tonight and I was in such a good mood when I got home :(

He's probably an older kitten. Older kittens eat a lot. Then, it's 2 a day. As for the rancid poop, maybe he has belly issues? The Tidy Cats glade scented litter one masks the stink, plus hooded litter box. Good luck.

persianprincess
12-08-2016, 09:01 AM
Maybe he has worms? My friends cats had the worst poop recently and weird smelling breath and turned out he had worms, so a dewormer was used and his stomach balanced out pretty quickly - or he could just be adjusting to the food you're giving him, depending on what he was eating before?

xo

lynn2009
12-09-2016, 10:46 AM
Thanks everyone. Last night went much better.

LoveyDovey
12-09-2016, 10:54 AM
Whoever replied to you first is right, you can be supportive for him but need to set your own boundaries. You do not ever owe anyone anything, even if he is terminal. If men mistake kindness for affection that is their problem. If you are not up for it, don't see him.

(Also you need to clean out your pms :) )

Yes, exactly.

SnuffleUffleGrass
12-09-2016, 08:46 PM
I confess I like that one of the heroes of "Criminal Minds" is named Garcia, since it's one of my family names.

rareaspasia
12-10-2016, 12:51 AM
Things are starting to look better for me, doing well lately at both the club and the vanilla job, bipolar is starting to simmer down, relationship is good, bestie is having her baby soon... It's making me nervous. I confess that I can't ever totally relax when things are good. I'm always waiting for something fucked up to happen.

seashell
12-10-2016, 01:30 AM
Went out to some bars/clubs last night with people from my class, and it was sooo fun! I haven't gone out like that as a single person in... omg I don't even want to count the years! So much dancing. So much flirting.

Since I stopped drinking, everyone keeps nagging me to drink, and it's really fucking annoying. But I genuinely don't need alcohol to loosen up... just give me a dance floor. lol.

Glamourmilf
12-10-2016, 04:40 AM
I confess that I am extremely attracted to a guy I have a business relationship with. (Not adult related).
However, he's very, VERY reserved, and aloof. I can't get a 'read' on him./:O
He never smiles, or even laughs ( I've seen him with his kids, and he's even serious with them). Hmm. (he's divorced).
He's got the body I totally like, and I also LOVE that he is very quiet, and doesn't say much.. When someone is quiet, it's a turn on, particularly when everyone around me always seems to want to talk my ear off.
I just wonder if he would be a dud in bed. The last guy I ever slept with was like this, and it pushed me straight into being celibate. (Although that dude was in the military, and a hardcore player).
I wonder if 'still waters run deep' with this one, or if he'll be a disappointment.
Any of you ladies ever been with a guy like this? If so, how was it?

SnuffleUffleGrass
12-10-2016, 10:09 AM
I confess that I am extremely attracted to a guy I have a business relationship with. (Not adult related).
However, he's very, VERY reserved, and aloof. I can't get a 'read' on him./:O
He never smiles, or even laughs ( I've seen him with his kids, and he's even serious with them). Hmm. (he's divorced).
He's got the body I totally like, and I also LOVE that he is very quiet, and doesn't say much.. When someone is quiet, it's a turn on, particularly when everyone around me always seems to want to talk my ear off.
I just wonder if he would be a dud in bed. The last guy I ever slept with was like this, and it pushed me straight into being celibate. (Although that dude was in the military, and a hardcore player).
I wonder if 'still waters run deep' with this one, or if he'll be a disappointment.
Any of you ladies ever been with a guy like this? If so, how was it?

Yes, these guys are often hiding twerpiness. OR they're bisexual.

Glamourmilf
12-10-2016, 02:44 PM
Yes, these guys are often hiding twerpiness. OR they're bisexual.

Hmmm. Interesting. I kinda do get a gay...ish vibe from him. But having kids throws me.
Don't yet know if I want to go there yet.

miss.a.p1600
12-10-2016, 10:21 PM
Hot guy just messaged me on Facebook. Im such a dork. Is 10ish on a saturday and Im just now realizing I should have waited till tomorrow to respond so I don't look like some lame with no date on a saturday night ---- fml

I fucking hate facebook! Ok it's a love hate. Ughhhh!!!!

buttonpop
12-11-2016, 03:23 AM
I haven't posted on here in a while because i've been busy with finals, and i met a new boo. (x-rated post ahead)

he's the most gorgeous man ever. He is a dead ringer for this instagram model that I used to jack it to regularly (philbottenberg, for those who are curious). good job/personality/etc. buuut the sex... i dont know. something is off. when he goes down on me, i can't feel anything. i wonder if his beard is numbing me, i think the mustache part is too long. i hate having to tell him what I want/like; my ex could read my mind and always knew exactly what I wanted.

lately it seems like every guy has some kind of issue getting hard/staying hard. Is this really that common, or do I just keep getting duds? i have no patience for it and it makes me want to cry and hide when it happens. I don't know how to act when it happens. I find flaccid dicks disgusting and it turns me off to see one. Is it an age thing? when I was younger guys never had this problem and would stay hard even while going down on me for an hour.

i would do just about anything for a satisfying orgasm. its been almost six months since the last time i squirted. i hate that sex is so important to me. i think i've been spoiled with amazing sex in the past and now my expectations are unrealistic.

miss.a.p1600
12-11-2016, 09:39 AM
^^^hey if it's x rated post in our Ladies Only fuckfest thread too!

Girl I'm cracking up on your dislike for flaccid penises. They're basically useless so I could see why you don't like it. And yeah most guys in their 20's and 30's don't have that problem. Last guy I dated was way older than me in his 40's and he went limp and couldn't put the condom on. I was so pissed like dude I'm giving the chance to have this once in a lifetime opportunity and your weak a$$ dick can't even rise to the occasion??? Like get some viagra and then call me cause I don't have time for that sh*t. I wanted to talk so bad to him but I played it off like I didn't care which I kind of didn't cause I didn't feel like f*cking him that day anyways.

Congrats on your new boo :)

lilylilylily
12-11-2016, 10:06 AM
Glad to see I'm not alone in this. I've had a few problems with limpy ass dicks too

Vyanka
12-11-2016, 10:22 AM
ButtonPop, do you know if he does any type of drugs?

I've only had one limped guy, and it was bc he use to do coke before we became exclusive. Then it stopped.

miss.a.p1600
12-11-2016, 11:29 AM
I have no clue how to flirt in Text messages. Wth!

whirlerz
12-11-2016, 12:44 PM
Well, that's b/c it's a flat, emotionless thing..you can't see the person or know what's up..
Kinda like the 'net in general, it has no 'voice' (you can't tell HOW the person means what they're saying) which's 1 reason why so many fights online.

Another thing: I think you overstress/overthink about the relationship/find someone thing.
Just my observation.

Me: waiting on a pizza in a blizzard, nice.::)

miss.a.p1600
12-11-2016, 12:59 PM
Lol! Yes your probably right. He messaged me on FB and was cheeky and flirty in his responses And I spent damn near two hours thinking of a cleaver non thirsty way to reply. Wtf? Then I was like I hate facebook because the recipient knows when you open their message AND if they're on mobile I believe they can see you typing. I was like fuuuuck he knows this so I have to respond now so he won't get offended. Well it was so late at night i was like fuck it, I might as well just wait till tomorrow when I have more time to think of a response.

Part of it is me not dating for that past few years, being very introverted and recovering from narcissistic abuse. I think I just need to have some restraint too. I feel like I need to take more breaks from being online.

That time I saw a psychic he told me something to the same effect. I was like I thought I was relaxed about the whole dating experience but hearing you say that made me think perhaps I do have a slight neurosis when it comes to dating these men. I don't think it's bad enough that it would push men away but it is something I could improve. Life = work in progress.

seashell
12-11-2016, 01:44 PM
I confess that I am addicted to Tinder.

Two dates coming up. Yeppp. Bring it on, Czech boys.

Genoveve
12-11-2016, 06:12 PM
I had 3 sausage mcgriddles and 3 hashbrowns from mcDonald's for breakfast and I am tempted to go back and get the same thing for dinner. It's just a matter of if I feel like getting in my car again.

whirlerz
12-11-2016, 06:14 PM
I ate a whole pizza today..

buttonpop
12-11-2016, 06:32 PM
@vyanka, He doesn't do coke but he does drink A LOT. He holds his liquor very well and doesn't act the least bit drunk at all but he does drink quite a lot. I bet that's the problem.

how annoying.
why you'd rather drink than have an all night fuck fest with me is beyond me.

lilylilylily
12-11-2016, 07:11 PM
I was supposed to go shopping for Christmas decorations today but instead got side tracked and bought 3 pairs of the exact same jeans, they actually fit so well so why not? I figured. Didnt get any Christmas shopping done.

persianprincess
12-11-2016, 07:20 PM
@vyanka, He doesn't do coke but he does drink A LOT. He holds his liquor very well and doesn't act the least bit drunk at all but he does drink quite a lot. I bet that's the problem.

how annoying.
why you'd rather drink than have an all night fuck fest with me is beyond me.

Went through the same thing with my guy recently - vodka was the issue :( he got the hint through when I threw a fit about it lol