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Glamourmilf
01-07-2017, 06:54 AM
I have a crush on Tilda Swinton. I want to fuck her with a double-sided dildo. lol

This post was the last thing I read before I crashed last night.
I just woke up from a dream where I was supposed to meet you at Denny's for coffee, but there were lots of people in my house, who hid my car keys, phone, and purse. All of which made me very late.
You weren't pissed when I finally got there, though. So thanks for that.
Hmm.

amberlly
01-07-2017, 08:47 AM
My confession..I wanted to punch my cat in th damn face today,,(but I did NOT lol) I had to walk away and take a few deep breaths. He's so spoiled and entitle I swear, and talk about nagging! He thinks I exist to let him in and out and feed his ever-expanding ass lol. I'm just super on edge lately and good god

OMG you could be describing my fur ball.

WendiStarr
01-07-2017, 09:38 AM
I have two men, a boyfriend and a fwb. My boyfriend provides the stability that I need. He washes my laundry for me, buys groceries for me, spends time with me, cuddles with me, and all that good normal boyfriend stuff but there's not much of a sex life. Whenever I try to get sex from him he gets pissed and gives me a typical woman excuse like he has a headache, backache, not in the mood, blah blah blah. He has been having erectile dysfunction for a while now and it seems to be getting worse. Last time we attempted to have sex I went down on him for a long time and he couldn't get hard. He's good at going down on me and I love when he does that but I need dick in pussy sex too! I get tired of masturbating with fake dicks. He refuses to see a doctor about it. He's anti-medication for everything. I've heard things about stimulating a man's prostate to get him hard but he's not open to that at all. He got pissed off at me for even bringing it up. He said he's not gay or bi and doesn't want anything in his ass. My boyfriend is extremely vanilla. I don't know what to do. That's why I have my fwb. I feel bad about cheating on my boyfriend but I'm not some dried up old prune! I have sexual needs!

charlie61
01-07-2017, 01:17 PM
I fucked a woman with a strap-on a few weeks ago and she came three times.

seashell
01-07-2017, 02:14 PM
I went on my date with the Czech guy from class. It went really, really well.

Went to a sushi restaurant with those little conveyer belts, then went to a cat cafe (!), then drove through some beautiful falling snow (a rare event in Prague) to my apartment. Pretended to watch Sherlock, but really just made out for a long time. He accidentally missed his train back home... oops.

We both talked and laughed the entire time... like there were zero awkward silences. He's already a good friend...

I don't know what to make of this.

Dammit, I need to just find a boyfriend and settle down.

We had a rabbit like you
01-07-2017, 06:10 PM
Ok y'all were right, the coconut milk "SO delicious " frozen dessert is amazing!! No added sugar, only 100 calories for half cup , no dairy, I love it so thanks ��

I was checking out this HOT hipster 50 year old dude at the gym tonight ..totally jacked, full perfect beard, tattoos, and just goddamn! I love hot silver foxes so damn much

BarbieNYC
01-07-2017, 06:36 PM
^^lmao I just bought that today too. It's so good.

I compared a picture I took of myself now to a picture from around the time I cut out dairy and the difference is crazy. Diet really is the key to weightloss. I know I sound silly, but deep down inside I thought I could eat crappy and just go hard at the gym. Haven't been to the gym in a while so I decided to eat better and the results were way faster than when I was going hard at the gym but eating like crap.

Confession: I might have a shopping addiction if I am not careful. I was never into shopping at the mall or high end, but thrift store and Amazon prime are getting to me. Before I went up the register today, I made myself go through all the stuff I had thrown into my cart and only let myself get the articles of clothing that were classic or fit me perfectly. The slimmer I get, the more clothes I fit and I want to get them all but I have to assess how much wear I will really get out of a particular article of clothing. Just cuz it fits doesn't mean I need it.

However purses are another story. Got a Prada and Gucci bag that slipped under the radar and was in the non designer bags for $3 each. I quadruple checked to make sure they weren't fake and realized the only reason they weren't put in the glass cabinet was because their label wasn't obvious. I love that the men that work there don't know how to pick out designer too well. Lol but they both stood out immediately as soon as I got to the purse area.

Glamourmilf
01-07-2017, 08:35 PM
^^lmao I just bought that today too. It's so good.

I compared a picture I took of myself now to a picture from around the time I cut out dairy and the difference is crazy. Diet really is the key to weightloss. I know I sound silly, but deep down inside I thought I could eat crappy and just go hard at the gym. Haven't been to the gym in a while so I decided to eat better and the results were way faster than when I was going hard at the gym but eating like crap.

Confession: I might have a shopping addiction if I am not careful. I was never into shopping at the mall or high end, but thrift store and Amazon prime are getting to me. Before I went up the register today, I made myself go through all the stuff I had thrown into my cart and only let myself get the articles of clothing that were classic or fit me perfectly. The slimmer I get, the more clothes I fit and I want to get them all but I have to assess how much wear I will really get out of a particular article of clothing. Just cuz it fits doesn't mean I need it.

However purses are another story. Got a Prada and Gucci bag that slipped under the radar and was in the non designer bags for $3 each. I quadruple checked to make sure they weren't fake and realized the only reason they weren't put in the glass cabinet was because their label wasn't obvious. I love that the men that work there don't know how to pick out designer too well. Lol but they both stood out immediately as soon as I got to the purse area.

I was thinking today that I have the same addiction.
It's even worse now that I'm starting from scratch, and need to fill up a 2 bedroom apt.
I'm cutting myself off, because I remember how painful it was to be broke, and have to throw out so many of my belongings because I didn't have money to store everything.
But Amazon prime...... I am getting that next month , so I won't have to shlep so many bags.
I love how so many designer and one of a kind things are always at the thrift stores I've been discovering.

chanzep
01-07-2017, 09:17 PM
I am such a hermit!, day 2 of my 3 days off and ive been in all the time expect to get packages from office. when I danced I would spend most of January indoors only going to work once or twice a week lol. now I Have to go to my vanilla job all the time. looking into work from home money.

miss.a.p1600
01-07-2017, 10:39 PM
Every time I see confessions thread I think of that usher song "these are my confessions....just when I thought I said all I can say my chick on the side said she got one on the way.....these are my confessions"

ScarletKitten
01-08-2017, 12:53 AM
I fucked a woman with a strap-on a few weeks ago and she came three times.

So.....fucking.....jealous!

miss.a.p1600
01-09-2017, 08:16 AM
My apologies if I rant about this narcissist guy from my recent past.

I cut him off cold turkey but find myself still needing to rant - it's cathartic and ill eventually be done for good.

Plus if my horrid experience can help someone avoid the same fate then this is doing at least some good.

Aurora_Sunset
01-09-2017, 01:23 PM
I signed up for drawing lessons! I'm excited but also super nervous. I have ZERO artistic talent. I've always been interested in learning to draw. From as far back as 3rd grade, I remember marveling at how well older kids drew and being excited that one day, when I was older, I would get better at it too. But I didn't. I literally maintained the artistic skills of a 3 year old. Every time I tried to get into practicing in high school, I'd have artistic friends laugh at me; they'd try to teach me if I asked but just get frustrated, tell me how bad I was, and yell at me and quit; and then at one point, my mom went off on me for taking time to sit down and practice every day, getting snarky about how it wasn't like I was going to ever do anything with drawing, so I needed to focus on the things that would actually matter to my future.

After all that, not only am I nervous about confronting an art teacher and having her see how bad I am, but I'm telling absolutely no one in my life about it. I hope it actually helps and becomes a fun hobby like I always wanted it to be, not just another disappointment.

Genoveve
01-09-2017, 01:42 PM
my mom went off on me for taking time to sit down and practice every day, getting snarky about how it wasn't like I was going to ever do anything with drawing, so I needed to focus on the things that would actually matter to my future.

Yeah because God knows it's so out-of-line to actually have a hobby or something.

My mom is an artist so I had the opposite problem, she was always trying to convince me to go to art school LOL.

seashell
01-09-2017, 02:11 PM
I signed up for drawing lessons! I'm excited but also super nervous. I have ZERO artistic talent. I've always been interested in learning to draw. From as far back as 3rd grade, I remember marveling at how well older kids drew and being excited that one day, when I was older, I would get better at it too. But I didn't. I literally maintained the artistic skills of a 3 year old. Every time I tried to get into practicing in high school, I'd have artistic friends laugh at me; they'd try to teach me if I asked but just get frustrated, tell me how bad I was, and yell at me and quit; and then at one point, my mom went off on me for taking time to sit down and practice every day, getting snarky about how it wasn't like I was going to ever do anything with drawing, so I needed to focus on the things that would actually matter to my future.

After all that, not only am I nervous about confronting an art teacher and having her see how bad I am, but I'm telling absolutely no one in my life about it. I hope it actually helps and becomes a fun hobby like I always wanted it to be, not just another disappointment.

Any good art teacher will be happy to help you grow. Art is a skill like anything else... it takes time to develop. You should see how much people can progress in a few months to a year, if they put in the effort. I think you'll love it. :)

Also, make sure to use decent quality materials. Graphite is the probably the most user-friendly and cheapest material to start learning with. The Lachri Fine Art youtube channel has really great videos, some of which are geared at beginners. And the book "Drawing on the Right Side of the Brain" is hugely popular in art classes for teaching students how to draw.

Elektra Luxx
01-09-2017, 04:40 PM
Tomorrow is my birthday, and my brother-in-law's cousin asked me out. I said yes. So I start thinking of all the things need to do to get ready for a date. Then all of a sudden it occurs to me, it's just a regular date. I'm not sure what he has planned, but I know going to his place is definitely not in my plans. So I don't have get all shaved, waxed and made up. He's just my brother-in-law's cousin, right?

Whew, what a relief!!!

buttonpop
01-09-2017, 05:25 PM
I have a moral dilemma. My two best friends, Allison and Tara, broke up 3 months ago after a two year long relationship which Allison ended in order to date someone else because she felt like they were both too inexperienced and both had dated only 1 other person before each other. We've always been close, affectionate and flirty with each other; my friends and I often cuddle and even makeout casually. Well last week I was in town and I kissed Tara and realized that I have developed feelings for her (which I have not told her about). Tara told me she liked me a couple months ago as well.

I've always been against dating your friends exes without permission (unless a long enough time has passed). The reverse situation has happened to me before and it was so so painful.

I don't know what to do. I told Allison that I like Tara, and she got suuuuuper pissed at me. I want to preserve my friendship with Allison so badly, but I also feel like she is being unfair for being angry at me for having feelings I can't control, even though I already said I would not sleep with Tara if Allison didn't want us to. She told me she would be angry if I told Tara how I feel too. I feel like I am sacrificing this opportunity that is right in front of me for a friend who isn't even grateful about it and is going to be pissed at me whether or not I act on my feelings.

I think Tara deserves to know I have feelings for her, and I think she should be a part of the decision... somehow it seems wrong for both me and Allison to decide without her who she gets to be with.

Agh. I don't know what to do. One of the reasons they broke up is because they were both super inexperienced in bed & relationships as well, and Allison got a chance to sow her wild oats and I think Tara deserves that chance too, but I also totally recognize that I am not the ideal person for that experience to be with.
I feel so guilty, but I can't help how I feel. I really like her.

charlie61
01-09-2017, 05:59 PM
^If you're looking for feedback, start your own thread! :) :hug:

hamdinger
01-09-2017, 07:10 PM
Ach, my boyfriend trampled my boundaries in a threesome situation then acted like an ass when I told him it hurt my feelings. Now I'm feeling very shitty and lonely. We've been together for a long time, best friend types ��

Trying to decide if I should flee into the ice storm or wait out the long evening at home. I wish I had a shoulder to cry on.

LegoMoney
01-09-2017, 07:37 PM
I did a face full of makeup just now to go to work, but I think I'll be staying at home instead. There is a HUGE event going on in my city tonight. An urban club has hyped it up a lot, but I just don't feel like competing with the feature dancers or staying out all night plus it's cold AF outside. Plus, I don't think the event will actually bring customers to an urban club.

I don't think I should waste the makeup so maybe I'll grab a drink at an upscale bar. It's just really hard cause my bed is comfy right now and I don't wanna leave it. I don't feel like being overly sexy and making convo with guys. In or out the strip club.

I gotta snap sexy photos for a guy who's gonna handle a big bill for me later this week and a dude who is booking a flight for me at the end of the month. I can use my full face of makeup for that. Lol

I'm not sure what it is, but men constantly asking for photos and following up when said photos will be sent enrages me and makes me want to tear my own eyes out.

whirlerz
01-09-2017, 07:42 PM
Yes, I hate that too about the photos, makes me think they're collectiong

Genoveve
01-09-2017, 09:55 PM
I'm rearranging my bedroom for the sake of having a large mirror across from my bed so I can get my freak on properly. Although I never get laid so maybe it's wishful thinking.

baer45
01-09-2017, 09:59 PM
Tomorrow is my birthday, and my brother-in-law's cousin asked me out. I said yes. So I start thinking of all the things need to do to get ready for a date. Then all of a sudden it occurs to me, it's just a regular date. I'm not sure what he has planned, but I know going to his place is definitely not in my plans. So I don't have get all shaved, waxed and made up. He's just my brother-in-law's cousin, right?

Whew, what a relief!!!

Happy birthday! And sure , sure :)

We had a rabbit like you
01-10-2017, 03:11 PM
I applied for fuel assistance and food stamps at the welfare office this week and felt really degraded and ashamed lol..I'm like my father, very proud..I hate accepting help,or being dependent on anyone else or admitting to money issues. I will never mooch or beg for money/have people pity me..sex work doesn't feel degrading to me, being broke and not supporting my kids does.
But then I'm like "Im temporarily outta work,due to pregnancy and I've been paying state taxes so get a grip girl. Everyone needs help now and then. It's only for like 2-3 months".
I kept trying to justify myself to the caseworker and then realized he doesn't gaf and isn't judging me, he just wants to go home and get outta the office lmao.

Elektra Luxx
01-10-2017, 03:50 PM
Tomorrow is my birthday, and my brother-in-law's cousin asked me out. I said yes. So I start thinking of all the things need to do to get ready for a date. Then all of a sudden it occurs to me, it's just a regular date. I'm not sure what he has planned, but I know going to his place is definitely not in my plans. So I don't have get all shaved, waxed and made up. He's just my brother-in-law's cousin, right?

Whew, what a relief!!!


Happy birthday! And sure , sure :)

You called it. I shaved everywhere I could reach and then I said to myself "Okay, I'm good." Later "No, not good." So I left early to get a wax. I'm not going to let anything happen, but you never know.

whirlerz
01-10-2017, 04:01 PM
We had a rabbit..
I had to go on assistance also, I hated doing that but I had no choice

So, my confession's I really wanted to punch this shitty stylist..
She sent me a refund for my hair she fucked up, she sent it w a tracking# but didn't tell me?
I didn't see it in my PO box, the clerk forgot to put the notice in there, I later called & asked.
So she (stylist) has a freaking fit about it?
You already knew it was delivered jackass!

baer45
01-10-2017, 04:32 PM
You called it. I shaved everywhere I could reach and then I said to myself "Okay, I'm good." Later "No, not good." So I left early to get a wax. I'm not going to let anything happen, but you never know.
Oh, I know, I know :)

MyButter
01-10-2017, 04:57 PM
So I had to get a " 3+" episiotomy because my spawnling was a brow presentation, and the OB sewed me up tight like a tiger. Like I tried to use a dildo today and my vagina was like "YOU shall not PAASSSS!!!"

charlie61
01-10-2017, 05:26 PM
Every weekend, i treat myself to coffee at home, and i drink too much of it, so i spend the day in this lowkey state of anxiety. Why do i do this to myself?

seashell
01-10-2017, 05:59 PM
I'm going to Vienna this weekend, but really I should be camming.

miss.a.p1600
01-10-2017, 08:51 PM
Getting my mind blown .... by watching David Blaine. And his viewers freaking out.

Crazy ass men swallowing swords n shit.

Selina M
01-10-2017, 10:40 PM
I signed up for drawing lessons! I'm excited but also super nervous. I have ZERO artistic talent.


Have you tried painting?! I was the same way, always wanted to do art but couldn't draw for shit. But painting is much different and so forgiving of mistakes.
Check out The Art Sherpa on YouTube, they're paint-a-long videos and she's so fun and quirky :)

miss.a.p1600
01-10-2017, 10:53 PM
Reminds me of that Bob Ross guy. And to think this whole time I thought his Afro was real.

Genoveve
01-10-2017, 10:59 PM
^^^^WHAT???

miss.a.p1600
01-11-2017, 08:37 AM
Yeah in my mind it's rare to see Asians or Europeans with tightly curly hair so when I see Bob Ross with this unique real looking Afro I was mesmerized. Come to find out the producers of the show made him put a curly perm his hair and style it like that. I don't think he liked it but his fans did and that end up being like his signature style on the show.

You know the guy who created Kinkos. I believe his parents are Lebanese. He had a real curly Afro. In his documentary he said the reason he named the stores kinkos was 1) it was a unique short memorable name 2) He named it sort of after himself because he had kinky hair

Elektra Luxx
01-11-2017, 09:19 AM
A younger cousin of mine tried to commit suicide by hanging herself on a door. She was home alone. She had been arguing with her mom over something. When her mom got home and found her. She is on life support and has no brain activity. There are going to disconnect her from life support when her sister gets into town to say goodbye.

I didn't even know her that well and I can't stop crying.

miss.a.p1600
01-11-2017, 09:24 AM
Sorry to hear. I wish I could reach through computer and give you a hug.

LoveyDovey
01-11-2017, 10:31 AM
EL , that is devastating. I'm so sorry.. Sending hugs.

baer45
01-11-2017, 11:08 AM
How the hell did this happen? Just because an arguement with her mother? This is very sad news. So young, so stupid, so heartbreaking.

SnuffleUffleGrass
01-11-2017, 11:18 AM
A younger cousin of mine tried to commit suicide by hanging herself on a door. She was home alone. She had been arguing with her mom over something. When her mom got home and found her. She is on life support and has no brain activity. There are going to disconnect her from life support when her sister gets into town to say goodbye.

I didn't even know her that well and I can't stop crying.

I'm sorry. A doctor in the next city over (where I lived in CA) lost his son that way. A few years later the doctor committed suicide the same way. Very sad.

whirlerz
01-11-2017, 03:04 PM
Yes, so sorry to hear, Electra!

BarbieNYC
01-11-2017, 08:49 PM
Elektra I'm so sorry *hugs* praying for you and your family

chanzep
01-11-2017, 09:42 PM
Sorry to hear that Elektra .

Elektra Luxx
01-11-2017, 11:58 PM
Thank you to everyone's for the support. I can't stop thinking about it. I can be doing something and my mind immediately goes back to it again. It's just so sad.

She lived in Houston and was 15 yo. The family is bringing her to San Antonio for the funeral. From other family, I found out that her mother has had her own demons in the past and hasn't always put her kids needs first. Another family member said that after leaving the hospital, the mom was angry with her. People handle grief in different ways. When I worry about people I really care about, I get very angry at them for making me worry about them. My cousins's family has asked the extended family to not contact them for several days.

SexxiLexxi
01-12-2017, 01:06 AM
A younger cousin of mine tried to commit suicide by hanging herself on a door. She was home alone. She had been arguing with her mom over something. When her mom got home and found her. She is on life support and has no brain activity. There are going to disconnect her from life support when her sister gets into town to say goodbye.

I didn't even know her that well and I can't stop crying.

I am so sorry! Losing family is one of the hardest struggles in life I believe


I just can't believe the entire no brain activity thing from doctors anymore because my mom tried committing suicide last year (she suffers from severe depression and my two siblings are pieces of crap, long story). The doctors had said the same thing that she had no brain activity then she woke up about a week & a half later as I refused to take her off life support and this was the second time she had tried. She's a little slow but she's alive and functions just fine.

DonaDiabla
01-12-2017, 04:06 AM
Oh I am sorry to hear that. Here is my virtual hug.



A younger cousin of mine tried to commit suicide by hanging herself on a door. She was home alone. She had been arguing with her mom over something. When her mom got home and found her. She is on life support and has no brain activity. There are going to disconnect her from life support when her sister gets into town to say goodbye.

I didn't even know her that well and I can't stop crying.

Aurora_Sunset
01-12-2017, 07:42 AM
I know this makes me look like a shit-head, and I don't know how to feel about it: Earlier this week, when my bf was leaving my place, he asked if we could see each other after work on Wednesday (last night), and I basically shot him down with the idea that I would be too tired (and this was my honest thought at the time). Well, my neighbor, who I used to have a massive crush on, invited me over after work last night, and he works a more similar schedule to me, where it's not necessarily shady to be hanging out late - it's just the type of EMS schedule we have. Anyone else, I would have said, no, I worked too long a shift, but I've been meaning to get ahold of him and hang out for over 2 months, so I agreed, and figured, at latest, I'd stay until 4 or 5am. Which is late, but still would have left time to sleep a decent amount before getting up to work again.

I ended up enjoying being over there so much that I stayed until damn near 7:30am (I had to be up at 10:30 at the latest), and by the end of it, we were pretty much cuddling on the couch. Like, not in what I would consider a sexual way, but definitely in a way that I don't think I'd feel justified trying to explain to anyone else, especially my bf who I blew off in order to hang out with this guy. I was having such a good time though. I always enjoy hanging out with him, and last night actually felt like deeper conversation than he would normally let me in on so I didn't want to stop it and ruin the conversation and connection flow.

In my mind, I would absolutely not have taken it as far as cheating on my bf, but another part of me totally recognizes that I overstayed a normal friend interaction in a way that I don't think I could justify to my SO. I've been having relationship doubts lately anyway, but also, I know that this friend of mine is so hung up on his ex that it's not as though anything would have seriously happened between us even if I was single, so it's probably best that I had a buffer of "oh no, I haz a boyfriend, so we're just friends hanging out."

I don't feel bad about the hanging out at weird hours part, because that just seems to be a product of our weird schedules. But the fact that I didn't want it to end when it should have, I was so damn comfortable with him, and I feel weird admitting it.... Idk, it makes me wonder. I know, I know I'm a fantastically shitty gf... And even if I wasn't in a relationship that prevented me from being more flirty with this dude, it would be a horrible idea to get involved considering his shit with other women right now, but I just can't help myself at the moment.... I hate the fact that I so want to hang out with him more and make more time for him despite ridiculous scheduling, when I would never do so for anyone else, but shit... I wish I was this gung-ho and into anyone ever,...

I don't know what to do with myself these days. I'm not gonna be a total asshole and just go around cheating, but I don't feel committed to my relationship and am way too into the thought of other people. I can't tell anyone in my life this because they would just lecture me about how shitty I'm being.

I just feel like it shouldn't be this hard in the first couple months... I should be more attracted, I should be less tempted, I should be more excited and not at all questioning things in literally the first two months. I can't pinpoint anything my bf has specifically done to be a bad boyfriend, because he isn't, I'm just.... not into it. I think I made a mistake, but bailing now would also be a mistake, and what would I be bailing to? More loneliness and pining after men who are pining after other women? No thanks.... God, I feel sick. Sorry for the rant.

Genoveve
01-12-2017, 05:04 PM
I just feel like it shouldn't be this hard in the first couple months... I should be more attracted, I should be less tempted, I should be more excited and not at all questioning things in literally the first two months. I can't pinpoint anything my bf has specifically done to be a bad boyfriend, because he isn't, I'm just.... not into it.

Agree that you are in the honeymoon phase and things should be feeling a lot better than they are. Also I have been getting the vibe from your posts about him that every little thing he does seems to irritate you, just because he hasn't done anything wrong doesn't mean you're compatible.


I think I made a mistake, but bailing now would also be a mistake, and what would I be bailing to? More loneliness and pining after men who are pining after other women?

Tbh it sounds like you currently feel lonely, otherwise I feel like you wouldn't have ended up in the situation you were just in with the neighbor. I mean your bf obviously isn't fulfilling you so it makes sense that you could have a partner yet still feel lonely.

xStacey
01-12-2017, 10:18 PM
I think I am realizing more and more how true the old adage " You born and die alone " is.

whirlerz
01-12-2017, 10:51 PM
Aw, Feel better hon^!

I was looking @ a pr of pink ballet slippers, I'd need those why?