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22lligm
02-20-2017, 07:45 AM
I spent WAY too much at the dancer store. Like I'm a little embarrassed to say the number lol but at least now i won't have to get new outfits for a while? I'm in a onesie phase so I got like a million different onesies in different colors. When i was in a dress phase I did the same with a bunch of the same dresses in a million colors lol. I went to work right after and made back double what I spent though.

Also.. I swore I would never spend any money on Kylie products but I gave in and bought the royal peach palette. She annoys me but the colors in that palette just look so pretty! Damn you Kylie lol

SnuffleUffleGrass
02-20-2017, 11:03 AM
I confess I'm seething with rage right now. My day job does scheduling through a web service that is dealing with a hacking/phishing issue right now. I can't log in to get my schedule due to this.

I feel old right now because I'm used to having my schedule on paper (old school.) Also I feel old because with widespread Internet ....."e" everything is the wave of the future.

BarbieNYC
02-20-2017, 01:26 PM
Last night's concert was even better than Saturday. There was a west coast rapper performing and it was so cool seeing the different types of people who listen to him. It was so crazy.

Also I got super blasted and went to work right after and somehow made a ridiculous amount of money and don't remember how I got it. I think I got a really good customer because I was looking at my text message history and I'm cracking up because when he texted me last night after work I replied with "Excuse me who is this" Lmao

I might actually still be a little drunk as I write this.

SnuffleUffleGrass
02-20-2017, 02:06 PM
I spent WAY too much at the dancer store. Like I'm a little embarrassed to say the number lol but at least now i won't have to get new outfits for a while? I'm in a onesie phase so I got like a million different onesies in different colors. When i was in a dress phase I did the same with a bunch of the same dresses in a million colors lol. I went to work right after and made back double what I spent though.

Also.. I swore I would never spend any money on Kylie products but I gave in and bought the royal peach palette. She annoys me but the colors in that palette just look so pretty! Damn you Kylie lol

I spent $265 on my last stripper store raid & ended up using everything I bought. In the long run the money turned out well spent.

whirlerz
02-20-2017, 02:07 PM
Sooo, I prob owe hotel hell here some $, I can't be bothered to find last receipt to know..
I put $ in my account JIC they call my room phone to ask, since I'm too fed up to go in lobby & actually interact w/them, so I can just give CC over the phone
I saw an Airbnb hotel room for only 25.00 nice hotel I guess a pilot sublets it.
I'll still keep this place, maybe try it for a night or so..
Staying in 2 places @ the same time, but when/ev

Glamourmilf
02-21-2017, 06:36 AM
I felt so bad for the salesgirl at Ulta, that I bought a $24 mascara I really didn't need.:'(
She offered to do my makeup the second I walked in, so ...ok.
Even though I didn't want to be bothered, I let her do it.
She was running around the store trying to find all the right products. She doesn't get commission or even know how to apply makeup, but, whatever.
I respect her putting in the effort.. Oh well, I can always take it back.:-\

Glamourmilf
02-21-2017, 05:50 PM
I felt so bad for the salesgirl at Ulta, that I bought a $24 mascara I really didn't need.:'(
She offered to do my makeup the second I walked in, so ...ok.
Even though I didn't want to be bothered, I let her do it.
She was running around the store trying to find all the right products. She doesn't get commission or even know how to apply makeup, but, whatever.
I respect her putting in the effort.. Oh well, I can always take it back.:-\

Cut to me taking the mascara back.
Just can't justify paying that much for mascara when I don't even have furniture yet.

lynn2009
02-21-2017, 05:58 PM
......

BarbieNYC
02-21-2017, 06:35 PM
^^that sounds like a good idea. Sometimes taking a minute to regroup is what a person needs. Take care of yourself lynn.

I know I don't have to say this on a site full of sex workers because I'm sure a lot of you go to the gym, but I really wish more women would weight train. My class had a good amount at the beginning and now there are only a few of us left. It's like all the girls dropped after he showed how to use the machines properly. :/ and it's super beneficial to have a coach you can ask questions with and who can tell you which machines to use. I thought I was squatting properly and he was able to pinpoint little things in my form I was doing wrong. But I can't wait to see the difference in my body that cardio couldn't do.

The only thing that was annoying was when the football team was passing by and trying to offer advice from the open door. So annoying. The look the coach sent them got them away from the door really quickly though lol.

DonaDiabla
02-21-2017, 09:21 PM
My confession:

I am sick of phone sex company owners talking about it is so slow. Yet these same business owners do nothing when it comes to marketing or character building. In addition, many of these companies have the same content from 1986 and never use social media. I am just saying that social media and new content makes a difference. Sure, Farrah Fawcett and Heather Locklear type of content will get men still hot but you need to diverse your content. Also Twitter is a best pso friend and help get new clients. I am just glad that I have my own stuff ;)

LoveyDovey
02-21-2017, 09:59 PM
Bravo!
I'm peeing in my Depends as I'm reading this. Lol!
I've been on the road all afternoon and now I'm stuck in a long drive thru line at Starbucks.
Plus, I have a long drive home.
Aah, such a relief, isn't it?

I told my boyfriend about this and his reaction made me lol! He was like pleeeease don't do that! But it sounds so convenient. ...

Aurora_Sunset
02-21-2017, 10:01 PM
I know this seems dumb, but I am actually pissy that things have been going really well lately. This happens every year. Things aren't going well, or at the very least, are stagnant and not worth hanging on to - I go look for places to move to out of state because there's no reason to stay here any longer - I'm just about to pull the trigger on signing my intent to vacate letter for my apartment.... and then suddenly, all these opportunities open up and everything starts going great.

I was absolutely convinced that I was going to move to be near my sister because my vanilla job here wasn't going great and neither was my relationship. I have an apartment there that I was sure I was going to go sign a lease on next month. I booked a plane ticket and am in the middle of applying to the community college there and everything... and now suddenly, I got a raise, I got a shift I like, I'm making connections with people who work for the 911 company in town and being asked to come interview, and my boyfriend is actually getting his shit together and things have been really good.

I know it seems stupid to be upset that things are going well, but I want to move! I'm tired of being here. It's way easier to entertain the idea when things aren't going down a smooth path where I am currently. I know that if I'm gonna do it, I need to just do it. But when things suddenly start sliding into place, it starts to seem dumb to give up a clear, good path for the unknown and building from the ground up. I don't want to be stuck in place out of fear, but I don't want to stupidly upend things that are going great.

I swear - this happens every year. It's like November - February are just shit and I'm ready to get out of here, and then suddenly middle of February hits and the stars align... But I just want to get out of here without worrying that I'm leaving behind good opportunities and setting myself back unnecessarily.

rareaspasia
02-21-2017, 11:10 PM
I think I know who you're talking about lol

I bet I do too. I was wondering if I was the only one who felt that way.

And I definitely think separate finances are a good idea in relationships, we keep ours extremely separate and it removes a lot of stress. Especially since he's a spender and I'm a frugal cheapskate.

Ok, my confession for today is that one of my best friends just had a baby and I'm seriously incredibly happy for her and her husband but I'm soooo glad I chose not to have kids. I admire mothers for everything they do but I'm selfish as hell and I'm grateful that I didn't make that choice for myself. I'd rather babysit and love on them and then go home to my quiet house.

Glamourmilf
02-22-2017, 04:57 AM
I told my boyfriend about this and his reaction made me lol! He was like pleeeease don't do that! But it sounds so convenient. ...

Well, all I can say to your boyfriend is....wait until he has to pee really really bad. Then take away his option to use not only a restroom, but any outside surface, or potted plant .
I'm sure he'll reconsider. Lol!
I'm not getting a bladder infection for anyone, especially a guy.
Anyway, he's probably thinking about the ones that look kinda like diapers.
The ones I wear look like a maxi pad.
He DOES know you get your period doesn't he? Does he not believe in tampons either?
Or, did I let the cat out of the bag?

xxxGothBarbie
02-22-2017, 05:43 AM
I'm so confused lately about where I want to relocate. I thought about going home to LA but meh I wanna go where I don't know anyone & no one recognizes me. I know I'm gonna feel super lonely but fuck I'm seconds away from having a melt down due to being in the same area too long with nothing to do & nothing going on around here. I also don't have anything saved to get on the road & wander :( I barely have my rent now & it's a week away from being due. I am sick of living with my roommates, they're really cliquey & only seem to wanna chat with me if the others aren't around *eye roll*. I'm also pretty much done with my bf due to him being an asshole jerk to me the last 3 years & feeling like I've wasted my life here & with him. Ugh I needed to vent this shit~

SnuffleUffleGrass
02-22-2017, 08:09 AM
I'm so confused lately about where I want to relocate. I thought about going home to LA but meh I wanna go where I don't know anyone & no one recognizes me. I know I'm gonna feel super lonely but fuck I'm seconds away from having a melt down due to being in the same area too long with nothing to do & nothing going on around here. I also don't have anything saved to get on the road & wander :( I barely have my rent now & it's a week away from being due. I am sick of living with my roommates, they're really cliquey & only seem to wanna chat with me if the others aren't around *eye roll*. I'm also pretty much done with my bf due to him being an asshole jerk to me the last 3 years & feeling like I've wasted my life here & with him. Ugh I needed to vent this shit~

Move to Phoenix AZ. Similar to SoCal without some of the extra costs.

My advice, just simmer for a while. I often have fits of restlessness when things aren't going my way. Try to meet people & network where you are right now, see what comes up. Life can turn on a dime.

SexxiLexxi
02-22-2017, 09:08 AM
Sometimes I really feel like being an introvert sucks. I wish I could change it....But I don't see that being possible.

lynn2009
02-22-2017, 09:48 AM
Sometimes I really feel like being an introvert sucks. I wish I could change it....But I don't see that being possible.

The book Quiet by Susan Cain is an excellent read.

persianprincess
02-22-2017, 12:32 PM
My confession:

I am sick of phone sex company owners talking about it is so slow. Yet these same business owners do nothing when it comes to marketing or character building. In addition, many of these companies have the same content from 1986 and never use social media. I am just saying that social media and new content makes a difference. Sure, Farrah Fawcett and Heather Locklear type of content will get men still hot but you need to diverse your content. Also Twitter is a best pso friend and help get new clients. I am just glad that I have my own stuff ;)

Was TOTALLY thinking of this last night - I actually was sitting around wondering how business is for them being the business model doesn't seem to change much and a lot don't seem to integrate well with tech developments.


So my confession is - I'm totally losing my soul right now, not in a dramatic sense, I just spent 99% of my free time keeping up with salon appointments and "maintenance" and don't really have any other interests other than sex work right now.

SnuffleUffleGrass
02-22-2017, 12:42 PM
So my confession is - I'm totally losing my soul right now, not in a dramatic sense, I just spent 99% of my free time keeping up with salon appointments and "maintenance" and don't really have any other interests other than sex work right now.

I wish this was me right now. I am on a budget so my hair & makeup is pathetic at best right now.....

persianprincess
02-22-2017, 12:44 PM
I wish this was me right now. I am on a budget so my hair & makeup is pathetic at best right now.....

Don't get me wrong I appreciate being able to do this stuff, it's just so time consuming to the point where that's my free time ... salon appt to salon appt.

buttonpop
02-22-2017, 05:55 PM
salon appt to salon appt.

This is why I stopped getting my nails done.

I think i wasted half my summer last year getting my damn nails done and when i stopped my money changed not one bit. what a waste. They're pretty yeah but its just too much time. I tried doing them myself and that took even longer.

I also started wearing my hair w/ my natural curls and it saves me about 2-3 hours a week and i get more compliments on it now anyway. i dont know what i was thinking before.

xxxGothBarbie
02-23-2017, 01:54 AM
Move to Phoenix AZ. Similar to SoCal without some of the extra costs.

My advice, just simmer for a while. I often have fits of restlessness when things aren't going my way. Try to meet people & network where you are right now, see what comes up. Life can turn on a dime.

yes I agree bc it def would be worse if I just up & left with zilch. I needed to hear this , thanks :)

seashell
02-23-2017, 09:51 AM
So, funny story...

I'm living with a friend and stripping for the next few months (boo), and I've been trying to make some DIY knee pads for work. I bought a pair of knee pads with foam inserts yesterday, and couldn't sleep last night, so I decided to try to reshape the foam/whittle it down so that the pads would look less bulky/obvious under my thigh high socks. I tried using scissors to cut it, but the only scissors my roommate had were dull and barely useable, so I got a serrated knife and successfully reshaped the pads (they're still a bit too bulky, but oh well). I felt like a bit of a creep because I was doing this at 2am, and I realized it would be really awkward if my roommate found me walking around with a knife on my way back to the kitchen to put it away. So being the idiot I am, I decided to just stick it under a basket in the bathroom cabinet for now (which I share with my roommate), and put it away when they left for work in the morning.

Well, this morning my roommate starts asking me random questions, and then out of nowhere, "So... I have a question for you. Why is there a knife under the basket in the bathroom cabinet?"

OMFG. *facepalm* I just started awkwardly laughing and explained everything, showed him the knee pads, and apologized profusely. Luckily we know each other pretty well and he just laughed at my dumbass self. He said he thought maybe it was there so if someone broke into the apartment, I could defend myself from the bathroom.

persianprincess
02-23-2017, 11:13 AM
Ugh same. I don't have tons and tons of appointments but because I don't live close to all the places I go to for them, going takes out big chunks of my days so it feels like I'm doing a lot more than I am.

My braces are finally done with, they took them off in December but then one of my teeth started moving so I still had to keep going back for more appointments so they could manipulate it back into place but now I finally don't have to go back for months. My electrolysis is finally starting to yield results, I go for a 90 min appt every month and hopefully soon I'll be able to get away with 60 or 30 min appointments and/or only have to start going every other month. Every week I either have a nail appt or lash appointment, both take forever. I need my lips redone really bad but I'm so not in the mood to take the time to go.

110% - my lash person - preferred one is 20 mins away, but literally a fill with her takes a good solid hour and 15 because she has worse OCD than me ...
Nails ... 2 hrs once they remove gel, fix pedi, fix extensions
Then it's like factor in traveling to all the other preferred salons/aestheticians etc.

You know I started the electrolysis and for the life of me could not keep the appts and so pissed off I didn't continue :(

Was is just the one tooth that slipped a little with your braces or do you notice any other settling?

ScarletKitten
02-24-2017, 04:56 PM
I confess that I'm lonely, and I just want someone to hold me in his arms.

persianprincess
02-24-2017, 09:02 PM
^^Exactly, my lash place is a 30 min drive each way and my fills take 60-90 min, my nails are also 30 minutes away each way and they usually take around 2 hours for a fill, sometimes 90 minutes, sometimes 2.5 hours... My braces were really far, like an hour, the electrolysis place is like 40 minutes away, my hair place is 40 minutes away, my filler place is 40 minutes away....

As far as my tooth, my teeth move a lot. I had braces as a teen but they all moved back to where I had completely crooked teeth again, I even had a permanent metal retainer glued to the back of my bottom teeth and the teeth moved so much that they broke it. So I'm not surprised that within days of my newest braces coming off, one of my front bottom teeth--which was glued to a new permanent metal retainer--started shifting. It's because he didn't shave the tooth, my front bottom teeth are very triangle-shaped and so when they're straight they only barely touch each other at the tops. They needed to be shaved so that they can sit more flush with each other, I don't know if I'm making any sense. My 4 front bottom teeth were like this(before he shaved them): http://boltonfamilydentist.com/wordpress/wp-content/uploads/2016/11/BT1-300x200.png

I relate, - same thing happened to my teeth as far as having braces as a teen and then they all just wiggled back into almost original place again. I just want veneers at this point, but then dread the potential maintenance.

SnuffleUffleGrass
02-25-2017, 09:04 AM
I relate, - same thing happened to my teeth as far as having braces as a teen and then they all just wiggled back into almost original place again. I just want veneers at this point, but then dread the potential maintenance.

I confess this post made me put my retainer in lol. My teeth have shifted a tiny bit but honestly my orthodontic treatment worked out great.

My confession for today- I feel like my life turned out the way it should have. I am happy. I have come a long way from being a witless kid getting kicked around by life.

BarbieNYC
02-25-2017, 09:34 AM
I was really depressed about being alone for my birthday this year. For the first time in ages it's on a Friday and I have no one to go out with. So I figured I would just work since my birthday week is usually a really good week because of tax season ballers.

But then I see that my dog is getting old and I am scared she might be sick with something terminal :/ so I've decided for my birthday this year I am going to take her up to the Bay Area and take her to all the places I used to take her to when she was little. I hope she remembers as it's been years. I didn't get a chance to say goodbye and do this with my dog in New York so I really want to do this for her. I've already booked my trip and the simple act of booking the airbnbs has made me so happy. Being with my lovely loyal dog is the best gift I could give myself for my birthday

ScarletKitten
02-25-2017, 03:01 PM
^Awwww! That is so sweet, Barbie! You are such a good mom. BTW, Happy Birthday! <3

KaraLynn
02-25-2017, 03:24 PM
I have no interest in men or dating.

xbrandyx
02-25-2017, 06:40 PM
i've only dated 2 guys, one of them is still a good friend and he was always nice to me but i broke it off because i knew i was just using him and had to force myself to be attracted to him. second guy was cringey af and i have no idea how i agreed to date him. again, no attraction and just using him. I still get embarrased when i think about the fact that i dated him. i know im not attracted to men at all but i keep doing this to have someone i can use for emotional etc support for a while since they're easy.

BarbieNYC
02-25-2017, 08:01 PM
^Awwww! That is so sweet, Barbie! You are such a good mom. BTW, Happy Birthday! <3

Thank you Scarlet! :)

Vyanka
02-27-2017, 12:38 PM
I was really depressed about being alone for my birthday this year. For the first time in ages it's on a Friday and I have no one to go out with. So I figured I would just work since my birthday week is usually a really good week because of tax season ballers.

But then I see that my dog is getting old and I am scared she might be sick with something terminal :/ so I've decided for my birthday this year I am going to take her up to the Bay Area and take her to all the places I used to take her to when she was little. I hope she remembers as it's been years. I didn't get a chance to say goodbye and do this with my dog in New York so I really want to do this for her. I've already booked my trip and the simple act of booking the airbnbs has made me so happy. Being with my lovely loyal dog is the best gift I could give myself for my birthday

Happy belated Birthday. Just saw this now. Xoxo

chanzep
02-27-2017, 04:13 PM
Yes Belated wishes to you.

BarbieNYC
02-27-2017, 11:35 PM
Aww thank you guys. :D My birthday is actually in the middle of March, but I really appreciate all the well wishes. You guys help lift my mood and I'm so thankful for sw.

Confession: I am feeling a little overwhelmed with school and work and I know I should cut back on work but tax refund season is upon us and all those tax season ballers are coming out to spend. I've been working every other weekend but in reality I should be working only about every third weekend. I understand why a lot of girls still dance every once in a while even if they don't need to. You miss the feeling. It's like when I'm gone I miss it but when I'm there I hate it after a little bit. LoL

persianprincess
02-28-2017, 08:25 AM
My confession for today- I feel like my life turned out the way it should have. I am happy. I have come a long way from being a witless kid getting kicked around by life.

I really like this.

SexxiLexxi
02-28-2017, 09:27 AM
@BarbieNYC Happy Birthday! Hope it's a good one!


Confession: Feelings are complicated. Depression is a bitch. I'm a shy introvert & it is making me feel like I'm in a cage of myself. I want to be interactive. I want to be outgoing with people. But they don't seem to understand that my brain says otherwise. I'm not being rude or a party pooper.

seashell
03-01-2017, 09:17 AM
@BarbieNYC Happy Birthday! Hope it's a good one!


Confession: Feelings are complicated. Depression is a bitch. I'm a shy introvert & it is making me feel like I'm in a cage of myself. I want to be interactive. I want to be outgoing with people. But they don't seem to understand that my brain says otherwise. I'm not being rude or a party pooper.

I so relate. :(

seashell
03-01-2017, 09:25 AM
My confession is that I love men too much, and right now, stripping feels like being a kid in a candy store.

Aurora_Sunset
03-01-2017, 02:05 PM
I've been masturbating to gay porn lately. Like, man/man gay porn. I have to wonder what the psychological appeal is for a woman, because I'm pretty certain it's not just "omg, penises!" That's not why I like it... but I can't put my finger on why.

xbrandyx
03-01-2017, 02:24 PM
I've been masturbating to gay porn lately. Like, man/man gay porn. I have to wonder what the psychological appeal is for a woman, because I'm pretty certain it's not just "omg, penises!" That's not why I like it... but I can't put my finger on why.

I used to do that a lot! Colby Keller was my fave :D

persianprincess
03-01-2017, 02:39 PM
^^^ Sean Duran did it for me lol

seashell
03-01-2017, 07:57 PM
^OMG! I went through a gay porn phase a while back, too. I think I liked the combination of a man being vulnerable and another man being dominant. Also, as a straight girl watching, there is a novelty factor.

I was also super into gay male erotica. lol

charlie61
03-01-2017, 08:14 PM
I've been masturbating to gay porn lately. Like, man/man gay porn. I have to wonder what the psychological appeal is for a woman, because I'm pretty certain it's not just "omg, penises!" That's not why I like it... but I can't put my finger on why.

For me it's more about not being able to find man-woman porn in which the women are treated well/ like equals. When did 90% of porn become about brutalizing, degrading, and harming women? I literally cannot find a simple, hot missionary-style video where the actors have some decent chemistry.

Aurora_Sunset
03-02-2017, 01:27 PM
For me it's more about not being able to find man-woman porn in which the women are treated well/ like equals. When did 90% of porn become about brutalizing, degrading, and harming women? I literally cannot find a simple, hot missionary-style video where the actors have some decent chemistry.

That might be a good part of the reason. One day I specifically went in search of a porn video where a man was giving a woman a clitoral orgasm - without it being through sloppy oral that's obviously not actually getting her off and super fake. Doesn't exist. Literally. Any porn videos of a woman reaching orgasm through clitoral stimulation are solo masturbation videos and the occasional lesbian massage video. Men doing anything but pounding away at a woman's vagina to bring her to orgasm does not exist in the porn world. I was like "no fucking wonder men are so bad at clitoral stimulation." It really saddened me.

ScarletKitten
03-02-2017, 01:55 PM
I've been applying for vanilla jobs lately. I just don't have the enthusiasm for stripping anymore. I will probably work a couple more nights here and there, but I need to take another break from it. I've realized that when I start dancing again, I'm all into it for about 4-5 months, then I want to quit again. Please, Saturn, send me a vanilla job interview soon! Yes, sometimes I pray to the planet Saturn.

seashell
03-02-2017, 04:19 PM
That might be a good part of the reason. One day I specifically went in search of a porn video where a man was giving a woman a clitoral orgasm - without it being through sloppy oral that's obviously not actually getting her off and super fake. Doesn't exist. Literally. Any porn videos of a woman reaching orgasm through clitoral stimulation are solo masturbation videos and the occasional lesbian massage video. Men doing anything but pounding away at a woman's vagina to bring her to orgasm does not exist in the porn world. I was like "no fucking wonder men are so bad at clitoral stimulation." It really saddened me.
I found some really hot MMF porn recently. It was on pornhub and it was called "Bromance." The two guys treated the girl like a goddess. Actual legit slow oral and sex. It was hot as fuck. It was from the early 00's or 90's, so it's a bit outdated, but I will take what I can get. ;D

charlie61
03-02-2017, 04:28 PM
I've been applying for vanilla jobs lately. I just don't have the enthusiasm for stripping anymore. I will probably work a couple more nights here and there, but I need to take another break from it. I've realized that when I start dancing again, I'm all into it for about 4-5 months, then I want to quit again. Please, Saturn, send me a vanilla job interview soon! Yes, sometimes I pray to the planet Saturn.

Remember the thread i started on Chronic Stripper Burnout? I feel ya girl.

Genoveve
03-03-2017, 09:28 PM
I've been applying for vanilla jobs lately. I just don't have the enthusiasm for stripping anymore. I will probably work a couple more nights here and there, but I need to take another break from it. I've realized that when I start dancing again, I'm all into it for about 4-5 months, then I want to quit again. Please, Saturn, send me a vanilla job interview soon! Yes, sometimes I pray to the planet Saturn.


Remember the thread i started on Chronic Stripper Burnout? I feel ya girl.

Tbh I don't think this is a stripper thing as much as it is a general human nature thing. Something I have seen a lot on SW over the years is girls on here doing a lot of vanilla/stripping cycling. Like they eventually get so burned out on stripping that they begin to crave a vanilla job, so they get a vanilla job and at first they love it but then over time they begin to hate it and miss stripping, so then they go back to stripping and at first they love it again and wonder why they ever left, but then over time they get burned out and start looking for vanilla work again...etc. And it's not just strippers who do this, I have friends with vanilla jobs who leave one job because they get to where they can't stand it anymore, and at first their new job is great but then over time they start to dislike it and want to leave for somewhere else again. People do it with relationships too, at first their new partner is great but then over time as the honeymoon period fades further and further away their partner starts to become more and more annoying LOL. People do this with everything. I don't know if it's a matter of us needing to learn to appreciate what we currently have and the positive aspects of it or if it's just that people regularly need change and variety and most of us simply don't thrive when we get locked into the same routine for months or years.