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LoveyDovey
04-09-2017, 12:02 PM
I agree. I noticed she's done the same with other friends of theirs, even though they moved on to other people, too. She's just stuck in 2009 or whatever. I honestly don't get people.
So what did you have to do to make him realize he wasn't getting any action ever? Gag in his face? I hate when people can't take a very simple hint and you have to spell it out for them!
Well, when he says shit like "I love you, I miss you, been thinking a lot about you" I reply "That's sweet" and change the subject.
Not answering his texts (dude didn't get the memo that numbers are for club appointments only, not to update me on everything going on in his life) and straight up telling him I'll be busy at the club, so if I can sit with/dance for you I will ...but don't hold your breath lol.
He was just getting obsessed and creepy and seeing that he hasn't texted me today or yesterday I think he finally got the hint...he will never, ever get in my pants, ever...
WendiStarr
04-11-2017, 11:32 AM
Ex fuck buddy came back into town today and I ended up fucking him.
Aurora_Sunset
04-12-2017, 06:47 AM
Sure! I'll keep updating. I caved yesterday when I was really hungry while out shopping and got Taco Bell - but still vegan! I made the crunchwrap supreme with black beans, subbed guacamole for the sour cream, and no cheese. Not super "healthy" still, but far better than the original. I find myself getting cranky in the later part of the day - I've gone periods of time without drinking, just naturally, because of my schedule, but I'm not used to feeling the urge to grab a beer after I'm finished with errands and having to skip it, or not being able to unwind with a drink at the end of the night when I'm burnt out on productivity, so it's putting me on edge, I think. I kinda figured that would happen so, while one of the goals of cutting down on/cutting out drinking is that I'll have more time to do productive things in the evening, I'm giving myself permission the first couple weeks to just sit on my ass and watch TV if I'm moody and not feeling up to doing anything - just sit with the feeling of wanting a drink but relaxing without it, and not trying to force productivity in those moments.
One thing I've found with the diet is that I can stay full, but for shorter periods of time. I have to eat more often, which can be tricky. But overall, my sleep is getting slightly better each night, and I can feel the difference in my body already. I have an easier time getting up in the morning, I don't feel bloated, my bowel movements are getting better (if you wanted to know lol), and I've even maintained a pretty rigorous workout schedule every day without feeling weak or anything. In fact, I'm pretty impressed with how hard I've been able to push the workouts and how little i feel sore the next day considering I know I'm very out of shape right now.
Update: A week in and I've lost 3.5 pounds! My energy and mood is really starting to skyrocket - I was in a super good mood yesterday for really no reason. I also did cardio at the gym yesterday and can already tell that my stamina is way better than it used to be. I've started being slightly more productive at night, reading for an hour or two before turning to TV instead of spending the entire evening in front of the TV. Some nights I still get twinge for alcohol but it's more mental than physical. I still have nights where I don't sleep well, but I honestly can't tell right now if it's because of adjusting to not relying on alcohol still or if it's because it's been warm at night and my AC isn't working properly. Or if I just naturally sleep like crap no matter what, which is why I started relying on alcohol and then weed in the first place.
Aurora_Sunset
04-12-2017, 06:48 AM
I saw Beauty and the Beast for the 2nd time yesterday and honestly might make it back again before it leaves theaters. It's sooo good!
Glamourmilf
04-12-2017, 08:43 AM
Ex fuck buddy came back into town today and I ended up fucking him.
We'd LOVE to hear the naughty details in my 2017 sexual adventures thread.
Just saying.:-*
seashell
04-12-2017, 12:28 PM
I bought black socks with rhinestones from ebay, and they look freaking CUTE, but also kinda like they should belong to a 12 year old, haha. I just hope they look good at the club. ;D
charlie61
04-12-2017, 05:08 PM
I cut my dead - weight - but - convenient friend out of my life today. It's very positive and healthy, but it did make me feel very lonely. I mean, he was basically just a fuckbuddy/project/distraction, which was nice sometimes, but mostly depleted my energy. Now I have no local friends. It's a good thing. Makes space for me to attract positive, egalitarian relationships into my life. But I do feel lonely, now that I don't have anyone at my beck and call.
buttonpop
04-12-2017, 05:43 PM
he was basically just a fuckbuddy/project/distraction, which was nice sometimes, but mostly depleted my energy. Now I have no local friends. It's a good thing.
This reminds me of a realization I've had lately. I am a massive introvert. I don't think I fully acknowledged it before, because I do thrive social situations and tend to be the life the party, but I'm starting to realize that being an introvert doesn't have shit to do with social skills but rather if being social gives you energy or drains you. It definitely drains me.
I've been in this town for 2 years now and I've cultivated many good friends and partners here, but now I think I've overextended my social threshold. It sucks because I genuinely like my friends here, and I don't want to cut anyone out because there really aren't any toxic people in my life, but I just don't have time to maintain this many friendships and relationships without sacrificing work, school, time for myself, health or my creative projects.
When I'm really buckling down in my work/study mode I'll only hangout with other people once or twice a week. But lately its been almost every day, Not having time alone has made me feel really weird-- I feel stressed all the time for no reason, I don't feel fully present in the moment, and I feel un-grounded. Other people don't seem to understand this, and feel rejected by me when I say no to hanging out.
I dont know what to do. I think I have to break up with some of the people I'm seeing and let my friends know I'm going under the radar till the semester is over.
JenniferNorth
04-13-2017, 08:07 AM
I am wondering if it is normal to be in your 30s and not really have friends. I had old work/school friends when I moved back here in 2011 during my divorce, and nearly all of my old friends have jumped ship/moved out of state. Don't blame them. I moved to my husbands town in 2013, and we moved here together as a couple in 2015. Between being a mom and working at home, I honestly don't have friends. I'm exhausted and drained most of the time with family obligations and work, plus attempting to go back to school. I feel like such a loser sometimes, like what 34 year-old doesn't have friends?
Aurora_Sunset
04-14-2017, 06:42 AM
I've been trying to curb my frivolous spending and failing miserably at it. The problem is, I told myself that this is a good time to work on myself and get into the things I've always said I'll do. But those things include hobbies that I need some equipment for, or really working on my physical appearance, updating wardrobe, learning new diet/cooking techniques, learning how to do makeup well... and I keep justifying my purchases every day as "this is a cute wardrobe piece/this is an ingredient I need for these recipes/I want to try this supplement for my skin/I need this to actually do my makeup correctly/I need this to be able to tackle this hobby"... so on and so forth. They're little purchases here and there, but I know they add up.
seashell
04-14-2017, 10:08 AM
I am wondering if it is normal to be in your 30s and not really have friends. I had old work/school friends when I moved back here in 2011 during my divorce, and nearly all of my old friends have jumped ship/moved out of state. Don't blame them. I moved to my husbands town in 2013, and we moved here together as a couple in 2015. Between being a mom and working at home, I honestly don't have friends. I'm exhausted and drained most of the time with family obligations and work, plus attempting to go back to school. I feel like such a loser sometimes, like what 34 year-old doesn't have friends?
Most people I know seem to still hang out with friends from high school, college, or work. I think it's waaay harder to make friends when you're not in school or a workplace. But there are a lot of good social activities like yoga classes or volunteering where you can meet people. I'm in the same boat, lol
Aurora_Sunset
04-15-2017, 07:44 AM
I was in the middle of schoolwork and had to stop for 45 minutes to watch April the giraffe's new baby trying to stand for the first time. SO CUTE!
SexxiLexxi
04-15-2017, 08:11 AM
I was in the middle of schoolwork and had to stop for 45 minutes to watch April the giraffe's new baby trying to stand for the first time. SO CUTE!
It is about damn time that baby was born! lol
lynn2009
04-15-2017, 04:20 PM
I was in the middle of schoolwork and had to stop for 45 minutes to watch April the giraffe's new baby trying to stand for the first time. SO CUTE!
I have a thirty minute presentation to do on Tuesday and haven't done shit for it yet...
lynn2009
04-16-2017, 10:32 AM
So now that I've been working my new job for four weeks now with no more luck finding something local, I'm finally packing up my apartment...
seashell
04-17-2017, 07:55 PM
I confess that I'm a big fat nerd who just paid for an anime streaming site membership, lol. Had no idea these existed!
whirlerz
04-17-2017, 08:52 PM
I had such a cute pair, from Playboy, sold them on ebay^
Glamourmilf
04-18-2017, 08:17 AM
I confess that I have developed a fear of men.:'(
I am constantly realizing how much physically stronger they are, and that they could potentially harm me.
I purposely don't watch the ID channel, or murder shows.
But I do watch the news, or Twitter.
Am constantly reminded how fucked up in the head a lot of them are.
Even that sick and twisted Steve Stevens had me in a panic yesterday, thinking he would be in my area and shoot me.
Everywhere I go, men are creeping around, trying to get my attention. And I never dress sexy anymore, because of it.
Just last night I was walking out to my mailbox. This guy in front of me heard me. Then, purposely stopped, pivoted around to say hi, and held the gate for me.
Just the fact that he was then behind me, gave me the creeps.
I really don't know what to do about this new phobia I've developed.
I constantly feel like this photo. I know I need to stop it, before law of attraction makes it come to me. But, how?
Any one else relate?
47925
Genoveve
04-18-2017, 08:43 AM
Any one else relate?
No. Honestly you might want to see a professional for this or something, it sounds pretty serious.
ETA if you let it keep festering it could keep getting worse and you could start having panic attacks in public and start not wanting to leave your house at all and develop agoraphobia.
SnuffleUffleGrass
04-18-2017, 08:53 AM
I confess that I have developed a fear of men.:'(
I am constantly realizing how much physically stronger they are, and that they could potentially harm me.
I purposely don't watch the ID channel, or murder shows.
But I do watch the news, or Twitter.
Am constantly reminded how fucked up in the head a lot of them are.
Even that sick and twisted Steve Stevens had me in a panic yesterday, thinking he would be in my area and shoot me.
Everywhere I go, men are creeping around, trying to get my attention. And I never dress sexy anymore, because of it.
Just last night I was walking out to my mailbox. This guy in front of me heard me. Then, purposely stopped, pivoted around to say hi, and held the gate for me.
Just the fact that he was then behind me, gave me the creeps.
I really don't know what to do about this new phobia I've developed.
I constantly feel like this photo. I know I need to stop it, before law of attraction makes it come to me. But, how?
Any one else relate?
47925
I think I can help you.
Most people who teach self defense point out that the majority of keeping safe is avoiding situations in which you are vunerable. & Being hyper aware of surroundings. My ex was a US Marine for a decade & he constantly bagged on me for "not sizing up situations before I walk in" & how I am wayyy too relaxed. (Honestly Marines never stop thinking like Marines. It's a fact of the lifestyle.)
You will feel better if you invest in training to protect yourself. A LOT of people in 3rd world countries have to do this because being rich/famous in certain places (like Latin America or South Africa) is often a guarantee of lessened personal safety.
In the last big American city I stripped in, cab drivers & the club staff were constantly reminding me to be careful & I never left work without a bouncer. For certain reasons I won't name here that particular city has high crimes rates. Me being hyper aware of this helped me avoid being robbed or attacked.
WendiStarr
04-18-2017, 09:45 AM
Aww, glam! That sounds awful. You don't have to worry about Steve Stephens being in your area anymore. That creep killed himself this morning. While it is a good thing to keep your guard up at all times, to live your life in fear of men is not good. Sure there are bad ones out there but there are decent ones, too. I agree with SnuffleUffleGrass. Take a self defense course. I think that'll help you feel better about being able to handle a situation should one ever happen.
whirlerz
04-18-2017, 10:02 AM
Well, I live in fear too, I almost had my room broken into twice by some crackhead s
Yesterday I went to the post office, some guy was yelling in there about waiting too long for a passport. It was distracting.
Ive been upset about what happened, I was getting 2 money orders & the clerk forgot to
give me my change,so I went back today to ask about it, (+ I had to mail some stuff)
Well, the clerk that shorted me wasn't there, I figured they'd see the overage from yesterday, but this other bitch totally humiliated me, she made it sound like it was my fault, I was so upset & crying
I filled out their survey on the receipt
Update I called & talk to someone @ the PO, a supervisor already called me & left a mssg& is calling me tomorrow
seashell
04-18-2017, 12:09 PM
^Carrying pepper spray gives me some peace of mind. And self-defense classes really do help. I did kung fu for about a month, and just knowing the basics of self-defense/knowing I'm capable of defending myself makes me feel more confident. When you're out by yourself, use resting bitch face, and don't be afraid to ignore/tell off creepy guys.
My confession today is that I finally told my boyfriend how bad I felt about not going back to Europe. It's all I can think about. I'm still basically living out of a suitcase. He said he had been fully on board with leaving his job in Arizona and moving to Portland with me... but if the only option now was to go to Europe or break up, he'd come to Europe with me. We talked a lot about what it would be like to work there, and I taught him a few Czech words. Whether he comes with me or not, I'm honestly really relieved that he now knows I'm going through with it, buying my plane ticket, and looking for an apartment over there. And if all goes well, I'll at least be able to keep living with him until then.
Glamourmilf
04-18-2017, 07:23 PM
Thanks ladies for your input. It means a lot.
whirlerz
04-18-2017, 07:52 PM
There's 2 safety products sites in the thread in Stripping called, 'what do you do w)$ after work"?
They have pepper sprays, & a key chain alarm thingie I want to get
WendiStarr
04-18-2017, 08:00 PM
^ I always keep pepper spray on me. I think that all women should. Shit, if stun guns weren't illegal in my state I'd own one of those.
SexxiLexxi
04-18-2017, 08:03 PM
There's 2 safety products sites in the thread in Stripping called, 'what do you do w)$ after work"?
They have pepper sprays, & a key chain alarm thingie I want to get
They are, sadly, a necessity nowadays especially for women who are out & about alone even during the day. Hubby got me pepper spray that hangs around my neck and it makes me feel more safe.
Soon though I'm going to suck up my fear from guns (a horrible past experience) and go learn how to shoot one. Then get a license and all that jazz to be able to carry one on me especially for when we move because we may have to move into a not so great neighborhood in order to save money.
SexxiLexxi
04-18-2017, 08:04 PM
^ I always keep pepper spray on me. I think that all women should. Shit, if stun guns weren't illegal in my state I'd own one of those.
I never knew they were illegal in certain places?! I've thought about getting one of those...I guess I should do research on whether it's illegal in FL or not.
Aurora_Sunset
04-19-2017, 07:08 AM
One of the big reasons I started overhauling my diet and working out, especially strength training, is to be stronger for work. But, as vain as it seems, another really big motivator is that I just want to be fucking hot. I've been getting a lot of motivation from watching hot stripper music videos lately. Maybe I miss that, and my 22-year-old stripper body lol I think I'll print out some pictures as motivation.
Glamourmilf
04-19-2017, 07:12 AM
I think I can help you.
Most people who teach self defense point out that the majority of keeping safe is avoiding situations in which you are vunerable. & Being hyper aware of surroundings. My ex was a US Marine for a decade & he constantly bagged on me for "not sizing up situations before I walk in" & how I am wayyy too relaxed. (Honestly Marines never stop thinking like Marines. It's a fact of the lifestyle.)
You will feel better if you invest in training to protect yourself. A LOT of people in 3rd world countries have to do this because being rich/famous in certain places (like Latin America or South Africa) is often a guarantee of lessened personal safety.
In the last big American city I stripped in, cab drivers & the club staff were constantly reminding me to be careful & I never left work without a bouncer. For certain reasons I won't name here that particular city has high crimes rates. Me being hyper aware of this helped me avoid being robbed or attacked.
Aww, glam! That sounds awful. You don't have to worry about Steve Stephens being in your area anymore. That creep killed himself this morning. While it is a good thing to keep your guard up at all times, to live your life in fear of men is not good. Sure there are bad ones out there but there are decent ones, too. I agree with SnuffleUffleGrass. Take a self defense course. I think that'll help you feel better about being able to handle a situation should one ever happen.
Well, I live in fear too, I almost had my room broken into twice by some crackhead s
Yesterday I went to the post office, some guy was yelling in there about waiting too long for a passport. It was distracting.
Ive been upset about what happened, I was getting 2 money orders & the clerk forgot to
give me my change,so I went back today to ask about it, (+ I had to mail some stuff)
Well, the clerk that shorted me wasn't there, I figured they'd see the overage from yesterday, but this other bitch totally humiliated me, she made it sound like it was my fault, I was so upset & crying
I filled out their survey on the receipt
Update I called & talk to someone @ the PO, a supervisor already called me & left a mssg& is calling me tomorrow
^Carrying pepper spray gives me some peace of mind. And self-defense classes really do help. I did kung fu for about a month, and just knowing the basics of self-defense/knowing I'm capable of defending myself makes me feel more confident. When you're out by yourself, use resting bitch face, and don't be afraid to ignore/tell off creepy guys.
My confession today is that I finally told my boyfriend how bad I felt about not going back to Europe. It's all I can think about. I'm still basically living out of a suitcase. He said he had been fully on board with leaving his job in Arizona and moving to Portland with me... but if the only option now was to go to Europe or break up, he'd come to Europe with me. We talked a lot about what it would be like to work there, and I taught him a few Czech words. Whether he comes with me or not, I'm honestly really relieved that he now knows I'm going through with it, buying my plane ticket, and looking for an apartment over there. And if all goes well, I'll at least be able to keep living with him until then.
There's 2 safety products sites in the thread in Stripping called, 'what do you do w)$ after work"?
They have pepper sprays, & a key chain alarm thingie I want to get
^ I always keep pepper spray on me. I think that all women should. Shit, if stun guns weren't illegal in my state I'd own one of those.
Pepper spray is what I'm going to carry. And take self defense.
I mentioned how guys always wait until I'm out of a store, and in the parking lot before they approach me.
It happened again yesterday.
I was at a furniture store, and one of the hispanic workers came out and followed me to my car.
I remembered him from 6 months ago, when I was last in that store. He tried to get my address, saying that he wants to help me ( for free) , hang my new pictures in my new home.::)
Oh, please. Just leave me alone.
WendiStarr
04-19-2017, 09:32 AM
Because of my paranoia with being indy lately, I decided to try out a booking agency that I found on sexyjobs.com. I still feel paranoid though.
SnuffleUffleGrass
04-19-2017, 09:56 AM
One of the big reasons I started overhauling my diet and working out, especially strength training, is to be stronger for work. But, as vain as it seems, another really big motivator is that I just want to be fucking hot. I've been getting a lot of motivation from watching hot stripper music videos lately. Maybe I miss that, and my 22-year-old stripper body lol I think I'll print out some pictures as motivation.
I HAVE to resort to this thinking. My body is on track to be the Mom Pudge Jelly Roll body that guys sneer at. I have it better than many people but I still have to crack down on diet.
persianprincess
04-19-2017, 10:23 AM
Because of my paranoia with being indy lately, I decided to try out a booking agency that I found on sexyjobs.com. I still feel paranoid though.
I totally get the booking agency thing in a way - like you think it'll take the burden off you of screening etc, but I briefly did it and I was devastated by how much I didn't trust their screening and also the clientele they sent. Though the did send a lot of appointments my way.
In further news, my fiance of a month did leave me, but I got a pretty gorgeous diamond out of it, he decided to go back to UAE and be with his ex, good riddance, au revoir, bit confusing. Heading to DC. Met a really cute MMA fighter that looks like Channing Tatum but more rugged. Life goes on. Pups just got really cute haircuts :D
WendiStarr
04-19-2017, 10:33 AM
I totally get the booking agency thing in a way - like you think it'll take the burden off you of screening etc, but I briefly did it and I was devastated by how much I didn't trust their screening and also the clientele they sent. Though the did send a lot of appointments my way.
In further news, my fiance of a month did leave me, but I got a pretty gorgeous diamond out of it, he decided to go back to UAE and be with his ex, good riddance, au revoir, bit confusing. Heading to DC. Met a really cute MMA fighter that looks like Channing Tatum but more rugged. Life goes on. Pups just got really cute haircuts :D
I worked with a different booking agency before and they weren't that great. They kept sending me 15 minute appointments. I don't do any appointments under a half hour , which is why I quit with the other one. I think that anything under a half hour is a waste of time and attracts cheap/undesirables. This new one claims to only book for 1 hour or more so I'm hoping that this works out.
Sorry to hear that your fiance left you. That's messed up. It sounds like you deserved better anyways if he was still hung up enough on his ex to go back to her. Aww, what kind of pups?
SnuffleUffleGrass
04-19-2017, 10:42 AM
OK shocking confession- I don't regret being childfree (genetic reasons) but I do regret that my life is so messy that I wouldn't be able to be a foster or adoptive parent for at least a decade. I see a lot of kids at my day job & it's kind of melting my heart where before I had good reason to not go all goopy about kids.
(& BTW I was trying to conceive for a short while last year BUT it worked out ideally with someone else getting knocked up & not me. Totally ok by me lol.)
I feel this regret deeply when I read news stories about shit parents. Like, damn. I know I could have been a great parent but chose to not do that.
whirlerz
04-19-2017, 10:53 AM
Pepper spray is what I'm going to carry. And take self defense.
I mentioned how guys always wait until I'm out of a store, and in the parking lot before they approach me.
It happened again yesterday.
I was at a furniture store, and one of the hispanic workers came out and followed me to my car.
I remembered him from 6 months ago, when I was last in that store. He tried to get my address, saying that he wants to help me ( for free) , hang my new pictures in my new home.::)
Oh, please. Just leave me alone.
If u or anyone interested, I bump the thread in Stripping, "What do u do w $ right after work"?
It has 2 site links for security/defense prods Melanie provided
persianprincess
04-19-2017, 03:24 PM
I worked with a different booking agency before and they weren't that great. They kept sending me 15 minute appointments. I don't do any appointments under a half hour , which is why I quit with the other one. I think that anything under a half hour is a waste of time and attracts cheap/undesirables. This new one claims to only book for 1 hour or more so I'm hoping that this works out.
Sorry to hear that your fiance left you. That's messed up. It sounds like you deserved better anyways if he was still hung up enough on his ex to go back to her. Aww, what kind of pups?
I believe there's one in LA that's really good, they seem to book for a ton of porn chicks and other escorts at various price points. Yeh that whole "short stay" thing I just don't get ... wtf am I supposed to fly around achieving in 15 mins, but again, to each their own everyone has a different style etc. I'm positive the 1 hr or more will be a ton better, hope it all works out and you get some peace of mind :)
Fiance was a twat, but the ring was worth the hassle and we never had sex based on his religion and no sex before marriage thing, so in a way it was a win.
Pups ... mini schnauzers lol ... little dictators
22lligm
04-19-2017, 06:27 PM
I just ate In-n-out while wearing my waist trainer lol
#healthy
seashell
04-19-2017, 08:07 PM
I confess that instead of going to work, I stayed home and Instagrammed a unicorn frapuccino.
chanzep
04-20-2017, 12:29 AM
Im sat here looking for excuses not to go to a interview at a employment agency tomorrow. I don't know why I agreed to go. im going for all the wrong reasons trying to look normal to people ugh. Im not happy at my club but still prefer it to a normal job for now.
Glamourmilf
04-20-2017, 03:31 AM
I confess that instead of going to work, I stayed home and Instagrammed a unicorn frapuccino.
Did you like it?
I was at the Starbucks drive thru yesterday, when they rolled that out.
I asked the girl at the window what was in it.
She said she had no idea. Lol! I mean, ...Work there much?
Then, another employee stepped in an explained that is was mostly creme, some sour stuff, etc.
But, no coffee.
Hard pass, because I needed my caffeine fix.
But I'll be trying one today.
22lligm
04-20-2017, 07:12 AM
Did you like it?
I was at the Starbucks drive thru yesterday, when they rolled that out.
I asked the girl at the window what was in it.
She said she had no idea. Lol! I mean, ...Work there much?
Then, another employee stepped in an explained that is was mostly creme, some sour stuff, etc.
But, no coffee.
Hard pass, because I needed my caffeine fix.
But I'll be trying one today.
I wanted to try it but a lot of people on social media are saying it's gross. Like way too sweet and sour. It definitely looks like it would be too sweet lol
seashell
04-20-2017, 11:03 AM
^Yeah, it's sweet and sour. It's a cream-based frappuccino, mostly pink (the sweet part) with a sour stripe of blue. There are also powders on top of the whipped cream that are sweet and sour. I had to get it out of curiosity, but I only drank a little bit, and wouldn't purchase it again. I normally love Starbucks frapps, but this was a weird concoction, lol.
chanzep
04-20-2017, 03:48 PM
Im sure your be fine once in the club. goodluck.
chanzep
04-20-2017, 03:54 PM
So I did not go to Agency, I woke up early there had been so weird stuff on my bank account so spent all morning on phone with Bank. I called them and let them know. Im just going to find a better club to work at and do some work from home stuff also.
I looked at some reviews on unicorn drink looks gross.
chanzep
04-20-2017, 04:00 PM
Am im so lazy and thinking of getting new bank so I can walk there in 5 instead of 15 mins past the main busy road here. I love to stay in the little area next to my home I have a bunch of stores I can get stuff from all in one shopping area. I go online before I go to the mall.
ScarletKitten
04-20-2017, 05:03 PM
I feel sorry for all Starbucks employees right now. I used to work at Starbucks, so I really empathize with them having to make a billion of those stupid unicorn drinks. They sound awful, and they look hard to make. Like, how do you put that blue swirl in the middle and make it look all perfect and shit?? And people are all flocking there and ordering so many. It's ridiculous. I'm so glad I don't work for them right now. Ugh. And yeah, the drinks sound disgusting. Fuck Starbucks.
My confession is that I don't want to do anything today. I'll work tomorrow night, but it's not happening tonight. I'm too fucking depressed. I need to do an emergency shut down on my emotional system. No backups, just shut the system down. Don't even restart it. Abort. System failure.
I can drudge through life without emotions, right? Just carry on as a hollow, empty shell...
whirlerz
04-20-2017, 05:28 PM
Aw. Hope u feel better soon, SK
So today, in Menard's I watered a very dry plant that was for sale there (I was buying pots for my cacti.
I found a random opened water bottle & watered it, I hate that, why can't they water shit?
That's weird of me huh? :-[
Also, a young woman was raped & strangled early Sunday in her apartment, by a neighbor who got in thru her window
Sickening.
SexxiLexxi
04-20-2017, 06:28 PM
S/O is just going to have to face the fact that I'm a night owl so that is when I'm less tired/exhausted for whatever reason. That is when I will have to set my schedule up to work around when we move.
On another note, I'm a little worried about how I'm going to get on the internet once we begin to travel late this year - I've done a bit of searching but it's kind of confusing and I *cannot* be on a data plan as I suck those dry lololol.
Glamourmilf
04-20-2017, 07:51 PM
^Yeah, it's sweet and sour. It's a cream-based frappuccino, mostly pink (the sweet part) with a sour stripe of blue. There are also powders on top of the whipped cream that are sweet and sour. I had to get it out of curiosity, but I only drank a little bit, and wouldn't purchase it again. I normally love Starbucks frapps, but this was a weird concoction, lol.
I tried the Unicorn today, and really loved it!
It's pretty,and hit the spot. I was both hot and thirsty, and craved something sweet.