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charlie61
06-26-2017, 08:35 PM
I wanna try working at the clubs in NYC but I'm not sure I'm hot enough to compete with the girls there lol

My whole dancing career, I worked alongside women who were hotter than I was... and i almost always came out on top (We're ignoring the first two years of awkward newbieness, of course!). Personality, good energy, and charisma go a long way! I know you know that. I say give it a try! :highfive:

WendiStarr
06-27-2017, 01:21 PM
Every time on the first day of my annoying painful, extra miserable period I wish that I was pregnant. I start thinking the depressing thought that I'm 30 and have possibly another 30 years to go through this(my grandma was 60 when she finally stopped having periods and so if menopause age is genetic..). Ugh! I can't help but look at a pregnant woman when I'm bleeding and think,"That lucky bitch! No periods!". Then reality sets in and I can't afford to have a bunch of babies. What if I become a surrogate mom and carry babies for other people instead? Irrational, severe period-pain induced thoughts.

thatgingercamgirl
06-27-2017, 01:59 PM
^^I don't know what you've tried, but for me when my doc recommended that I take my birth control continuously (I take the 21 regular pills and skip the placebo pills that would let me have a period) it was so incredibly great to be able to just skip my periods altogether. My periods used to be like yours, when I had them.

xStacey
06-27-2017, 07:08 PM
I am so grateful for sex work, I was then when I was 18 years old and had nothing, I still am today and I'm 2/3 done with law school. I seriously don't know what I would do without it.

I decided to start stripping because I wasn't happy making only $13 an hour... 6 years later, after a previous bachelor degree, completed 2 years of law school on the dean's list and guess what ? I still see job offers at $12.50 an hour LOL for people with a law degree. The best paid jobs that only 5% of students get in the whole province pay $1000 a week but the law students work 12 hours a day, so divide that by the number of hours and after taxes (here they're very high), it's not much at all. Prestigious international internships are unpaid, there's offers to work in Washington if you're willing to pay for it yourself and work for free. I'm going to Asia next week for the rest of the summer and I've been working so many double shifts to save up for it. I also have a teacher assistant position on the side for a really well-known professor in my field which is great resume padding experience, the salary is not bad at all, but to make a very good impression I work way more than the number of hours I say I work. Not to mention all the volunteering we're expected to do on the side. Clerking for judges at the courts pay as much in a year as I make part-time stripping.... and this is people who have it good.

When they say law is really a profession for the wealthy, it is true. Otherwise, how can anyone spend so many hours studying at the library, working for free, volunteering, doing interesting extracurriculars, while staying in shape, travelling multiple times a year to have interesting things to talk about during interviews and look fabulous because looks matters as much as grades.

I am not complaining, I have landed some very interesting opportunities, but sometimes I wonder if it's really worth it, all the stress, lack of sleep, the sacrifices. I think it also has to do with the girls I know in the industry who work full-time, they make so much money and are really living the life lol. A dancer I knew decided to try escorting at an agency and during the last years she gradually made her way up as an elite courtisan and she charges sooo much now. Sigh, if I could work full-time instead of a couple of shifts here and there I know I would be making so much money and I would probably make more than I do now if I escorted. Maybe I am idealizing it too much but it seems like so much fun to dress up in fancy clothes, go on nice dates, get paid to have sex, discover the world touring and spend free time reading and learning, while making tons of money, sigh.

I am thinking of doing an extra-year of common law after my civil law degree or a one-year master's in the States instead of heading straight to the Bar school and I am really grateful I get to even consider the option thanks to sex work. I am so glad I discovered it, am thriving at what I do and love it.

Elektra Luxx
06-27-2017, 09:20 PM
I'm totally obsessed with Brooke Lordes.

I'm obsessed with this girl. I can't explain it. She's sexy and innocent at the same time. She seems beautiful and poised.

http://xokendall.com/home/

Aurora_Sunset
06-28-2017, 05:55 AM
A few days ago, I agreed to a "break" instead of a "breakup" with my bf, because even though I started out saying I was done, I didn't feel totally confident about it like I have in past break-ups and crumbled under the idea that maybe things could get better if I started expressing my problems more (I usually don't, because he's so emotional that I feel like he uses up all the emotion that I can handle in a single discussion and by the time I'm done coddling him, the last thing I want to do is argue further about my feelings on the subject).

But after a few days, I'm honestly not having that hard of a time with the separation. The anxiety of wondering when, and over what, we were going to fight about next is gone. And it's such a fucking relief. Being able to go through my day without it hanging over my head that at any moment, he might call because something on facebook brought up a negative thought, or we'd have dinner together and I might accidentally mention something that starts a downward spiral into a 2 hour argument over absolutely nothing, or even just that he'd call when I'm busy and then get his panties in a bunch interrogating me about why I didn't get back to him quickly enough - is so damn NICE. I can just have a fucking life again, it feels like. I got my hair done yesterday and am super happy with it and happened to take an amazing selfie shortly afterward, so I changed my facebook profile pic. I've been getting lots of likes and even comments about how gorgeous I am from some guy friends. And I can just enjoy the superficial online flattery without worrying that he's about to call me up and start making a big deal out of how "this is why he doesn't trust any of my guy friends, because they all clearly want to sleep with me, and it's so inappropriate of them to tell me I'm attractive on a PUBLIC facebook post" and have to try to argue over and over again that it's just online flattery over a fucking facebook picture... Like... god...

I can't go back to that constant anxiety. I've tried to express it to him in the past, but I don't think he gets it. I didn't fully get just how MUCH it was affecting me until suddenly I didn't have to worry about it anymore. And I honestly don't see that being a big enough or permanent thing he can change, because picking at every little thing that makes him uncomfortable seems to just be a core part of his character.

I hate that I'm sitting here thinking about how nice this break is, and honestly not worrying that much about our future conversations to "work on things" because I'm so much preferring being free of that, while I know that this is really hard on him. But my god, it just feels so good.

charlie61
06-28-2017, 07:12 PM
I trust my cravings. I've been eating extremely healthily lately (plenty of calories, but packing veggies, greens, and superfoods into my diet). I've been loving it, but today I felt super crappy and was craving pizza.

So... long story short...i just ate an entire pizza. :D

charlie61
06-28-2017, 07:16 PM
A few days ago, I agreed to a "break" instead of a "breakup" with my bf, because even though I started out saying I was done, I didn't feel totally confident about it like I have in past break-ups and crumbled under the idea that maybe things could get better if I started expressing my problems more (I usually don't, because he's so emotional that I feel like he uses up all the emotion that I can handle in a single discussion and by the time I'm done coddling him, the last thing I want to do is argue further about my feelings on the subject).

I hate that I'm sitting here thinking about how nice this break is, and honestly not worrying that much about our future conversations to "work on things" because I'm so much preferring being free of that, while I know that this is really hard on him. But my god, it just feels so good.

Girl, 80% of what you write is so similar to insights and feelings I've had about so many topics... it freaks me out sometimes! In the best way. I love it!

seashell
06-28-2017, 11:05 PM
Revisiting the Phrendly guy that I mentioned previously...

I told him I'm a camgirl/stripper, hoping that he'd lay off asking me to go out with him, but nope. He's become a good spending regular, but still constantly asks me out. That site is driving me nuts, but seriously, I wish I wasn't so interested in this guy. He told me to look him up on social media, and I did... well, he seems to be a catch. Grad school degree from a prestigious university, very very attractive, seems nice enough, lives by himself in a very expensive city. Ugh. Makes me sick with curiosity over what we could do if I were single.

Selina M
06-29-2017, 12:49 PM
I'm sitting the MCAT tomorrow and freaking. the. eff. out.

I've gone through all the content and stuff and did well enough on the practice material everyone thinks is sooooo hard. There's not a ton more I can do on prep short of memorizing every single enzyme in a pathway.
I could have scored 99% on a practice test and still be afraid of blanking out or panicking into choosing wrong answers.

thatgingercamgirl
06-29-2017, 02:46 PM
I'm sitting the MCAT tomorrow

Good luck, I know we're rooting for you here!

SnuffleUffleGrass
06-30-2017, 01:48 PM
A documentary on OJ Simpson's murder trial made me realize I resemble the late Robert Kardashian a LOT. Unsurprisingly, I'm almost a dead ringer for Kourtney Kardashian (pre-baby chub.) I just posted this to remind myself to dress up more & wear makeup more. It can only help to capitalize on this resemblance lol

Aurora_Sunset
06-30-2017, 02:15 PM
I know I'm going to break things off with my boyfriend when we talk tomorrow. I should have just pulled the trigger when I tried to do it last weekend and not caved to his crying and begging. He also worriedly told me this week that he doesn't want me to show up on Saturday and say that it's over, and I promised that I wouldn't do that and we would talk, but.... I know that the talk is just going to be me trying to let him down gently but firmly. I really don't want to talk. I feel so much better out of that relationship for the past week, I know I want it to be permanent.

I almost want to just call him up tonight and say that I don't need to wait another day. I know what my decision is. I worry that the longer I wait, the more I might cave again, and I don't want to. But he has stuff going on tonight that I don't want to ruin for him.

SW ladies, please hold me accountable! If I'm back here after this weekend complaining about my shitty relationship, PM me and ask me what the hell I was thinking!

baer45
06-30-2017, 03:35 PM
I know I'm going to break things off with my boyfriend when we talk tomorrow. I should have just pulled the trigger when I tried to do it last weekend and not caved to his crying and begging. He also worriedly told me this week that he doesn't want me to show up on Saturday and say that it's over, and I promised that I wouldn't do that and we would talk, but.... I know that the talk is just going to be me trying to let him down gently but firmly. I really don't want to talk. I feel so much better out of that relationship for the past week, I know I want it to be permanent.

I almost want to just call him up tonight and say that I don't need to wait another day. I know what my decision is. I worry that the longer I wait, the more I might cave again, and I don't want to. But he has stuff going on tonight that I don't want to ruin for him.

SW ladies, please hold me accountable! If I'm back here after this weekend complaining about my shitty relationship, PM me and ask me what the hell I was thinking!

You walk in with smile and say: "hey, you, want to see a magic trick? ". "Poof...! You are single!" And you walk out.

Let me know.

Baer

Elektra Luxx
06-30-2017, 03:48 PM
^^^
OMG!!! baer45, that's so harsh, but so funny!!!

WendiStarr
06-30-2017, 06:11 PM
I became one of "those" people today, for the first time in my adult, non-pregnant life. I went out to pick up Chinese food in a cami top and pajama shorts.

SexxiLexxi
07-01-2017, 02:34 AM
I'm tired.

Tired of not being important to that one person who I love the most in this world. Or at least it comes off in this way by the actions of said person...It is a complete mind fuck when someone says they love you but at the same time doesn't choose you over someone/something else.

But. As they say...life goes on.

miss.a.p1600
07-01-2017, 09:36 PM
I confess.

I met a dude today.

I can't help but want to be my elusive, mysterious, stripper self and make up the info he asks me about myself.

I wonder what his wallet do.

charlie61
07-04-2017, 10:01 PM
I hate, hate, hate the 4th of July. I am such a Scrooge for most holidays...

Selina M
07-04-2017, 10:53 PM
I hate, hate, hate the 4th of July. I am such a Scrooge for most holidays...

:rotfl: Earlier today I said "If there's such a thing as the 4th of July Grinch, I'm it."

Nothing but 3 days of comforting my terrified dog and running kids away from our vehicles and the trees. People are lighting off fireworks underneath dry ass trees. Idiots. I also found an egg smashed on my car. Arrrrrrgh.

seashell
07-04-2017, 10:53 PM
I hate, hate, hate the 4th of July. I am such a Scrooge for most holidays...

Holidays always stress me out too much to really enjoy them... all the pressure to be with family and friends and throw a party and have fun. I decided to just stay in tonight for the 4th of July, smoke weed, and watch Black Mirror... it was fantastic lol

WendiStarr
07-05-2017, 03:13 PM
I miss ex fb's dick. I haven't had any sex since June 5th and I'm so sexually frustrated.

vanessa_mtl
07-05-2017, 03:51 PM
I hate, hate, hate the 4th of July. I am such a Scrooge for most holidays...

Agreed! The only excuse for wearing a stars and stripes bikini is being a stripper in Texas.

baer45
07-05-2017, 08:52 PM
I like July 4th...I like fireworks...

Elektra Luxx
07-06-2017, 01:56 AM
I can't sleep, I have so much going through my head right now. I have to wake up in about an hour and going to look like the Walking Dead at work today.

xStacey
07-06-2017, 04:04 AM
Ok so the only real female friend I made in law school who I suspected is or was a sex worker finally confronted me yesterday during our birthday dinner about my job. I've been leaving half clues about my job to test if it's something I could tell her about and she never insisted but she would say things like I am not judgemental you can tell me anything, I also had to work very hard in the past and I also worked in bars. She's the one who's blonde, very good looking, with veneers, rhinoplasty, breast implants and just looks so perfect, she was married to a very rich older man. I told her the truth and asked if it's a job she did in the past and she said yes for six years but she quit in 2005. She was like I already knew it I just wanted you to be open about it so there's no barrier between us and I said I guessed it about her too lmao I was like don't you just know right away when you meet someone in the industry?

Lmao the worse is I met her boyfriend a couple months ago we went out and she introduced me to a guy who looks like the typical client who was like ohh I think I saw you before! And he texted my friend bf later who's an associate at a big law firm and said I dance at Wanda's but I've never worked there. So my friend said she suspected it but we never talked about it and she said my boyfriend is very obsessed about you and talks about you all the time. When we went to the strip club the other time he kept talking about you and talking about going to see you I was like eee I didn't know about that she was like he finds you very sexy. She knows I went to swingers clubs in Milan and we talked about the lifestyle here she said it sucks but I might be able to introduce you to a couple and she showed me the pictures of the girl I was like hmmm I think you're more my type than her and she was like oh I think my boyfriend would be very happy about that. And we talked about how we would have made so much money doing duos together if we worked in the same generation lmao and we went to her new house to end the night and I noticed her boyfriend checking me out and I know she's not a jealous person and has stories with women before and the conversation was getting really sexual I was almost wondering if she were hinting for a threesome lmao o_o

This is such a small world... She was telling me her boyfriend told her omg you're so good better than a porn star and she asked but how do you know? And she said he slept with one and showed me pictures she's not even pretty her hair is multicolor and I named a porn star from here she was like yes!!! And I said omg I know her I slept with her ex she's a friend of my friends, I think she was good in bed bc he was crying like a baby when she left him LOL

But it wasn't even me the guy saw lol what if it wasn't true and they thought that about me lmao and she said well it's the same thing you thought that about me!

I think she's trustworthy, but I hope I won't regret telling her the truth in the future.

Hey boyfriend doesn't know about her past and she doesn't want him to know because she said he will start seeing her differently.

WendiStarr
07-06-2017, 05:59 PM
I ate a smore. It was only one but ugh, I'm trying to lose 10lbs.

Selina M
07-07-2017, 01:16 AM
I love my animals... but Jesus Mary and Joseph, I wish I could sleep in without being pawed at, or come in the door without being immediately bum-rushed by 100 lbs of dog & annoying yowling cat.

Elektra Luxx
07-07-2017, 12:54 PM
...Hey boyfriend doesn't know about her past and she doesn't want him to know because she said he will start seeing her differently.

This is my biggest fear. I want to be honest, but being honest has always, always always turned out bad.

Aurora_Sunset
07-07-2017, 04:32 PM
I'm having a psychoanalytic moment of myself and realizing that I always attract people into my life that I need to constantly take case of. Super needy, emotionally fragile people that I have to "sacrifice" so much to help. I get annoyed and blame them for my always been stressed or not having enough time to do things in my own life that I "want" to get done. Every time I have lost a friend like that, I don't think I ever go more than a few months before a new super needy person is in my life. I hate it but secretly need it, I think, and keep attracting it into my life.

I hope I can do something about this now that I'm aware of it.

SnuffleUffleGrass
07-07-2017, 06:49 PM
I'm having a psychoanalytic moment of myself and realizing that I always attract people into my life that I need to constantly take case of. Super needy, emotionally fragile people that I have to "sacrifice" so much to help. I get annoyed and blame them for my always been stressed or not having enough time to do things in my own life that I "want" to get done. Every time I have lost a friend like that, I don't think I ever go more than a few months before a new super needy person is in my life. I hate it but secretly need it, I think, and keep attracting it into my life.

I hope I can do something about this now that I'm aware of it.

I know this feeling. Welcome to Strong Person Island...

baer45
07-08-2017, 08:19 AM
Although I had lost 7lbs already. I ate too much dinner yesterday. Now I feel weight a ton. I need extra motivation to lose more weight.

http://imgur.com/eeEh4Yv.gif

whirlerz
07-08-2017, 08:57 AM
I don't appreciate a Canadian telling me I can't wear my flag.

J/K I'm kidding, I assume 'mtl' stands for Montreal. But about the bikinis; I confess that I actually love American flag ones(and I'm not southern) and I can't believe that in all my years of stripping I never bought one. I'm also surprised I even like them because I have always thought that our flag is really ugly and garish-looking. And also speaking of flag bikinis; I've always wanted to get one with a foreign flag on it to wear on cam and confuse the guys with, like sit there in an Italian flag bikini and when the guys are like "Oh cool, you're Italian?" I''ll be like "No."

Btw I also dislike July 4th, none of my friends ever celebrate it either. I just worked.

I had a cute flag bikini, sold it a long time ago, & I h8 4th n' fire works

ScarletKitten
07-08-2017, 03:38 PM
I'm not even patriotic, and I love stars and stripes bikinis.


I met up with this one guy for 4th of July, and now I'm regretting it. I swore I would never see him again, but for some reason I contacted him again after no contact for like 3 months. Now I remember why I didn't want to see him ever again. I am not attracted to him at all. But he said he would be cool with just being friends.

Well, we got drunk and stoned that night, and he starts feeling me up. I move his hands away, but he starts getting more excited. I left immediately after that. I just can't with him. Now he is texting me saying, "Are you ghosting me twice?"

Argh. I should have never contacted him again! I should just stay home alone and not go out anymore. I have lost all interest in hanging out with anyone.

snakesandmonkeys
07-08-2017, 05:24 PM
I am using this young, hot little thing as a distraction from my break up with a giant asshole.
He is super sweet and super into me. We were cuddling the other night and I think he kinda mumbled "I love you" I just played it off and said "huh?" Real sleepy like till he said "oh nothing". I mean it was a crazy thing to say, we have only hung out a handful of times, but he is obviously catching feelings that I don't share.
I don't know what the kindest thing to do is? I mean I know the standard answer is to be honest, but thinking back on my VERY recent experience with the shoe being on the other foot, as honest as dude was with me I would still hang out with him and get my feelings hurt. Maybe I should just ghost him?
This is why I hate being the one with less feelings, I'd rather get mine hurt than hurt someone else's.

seashell
07-08-2017, 09:19 PM
I officially broke up with the boyfriend... I have to move out tomorrow, and I am not freaking out. I'm not happy, but I'm okay with this. Guess that means I *needed* this. I was hanging onto something that meant very little to me, because it was more convenient to live with him and put up with being uncomfortable, than to end things.

Last time I'm jumping into a relationship like that. Ugh. I just can't believe how fast everything moved. I am NOT ready to be in a relationship with anyone. Being single and solely responsible for myself was fucking wonderful. I've seen the light.

charlie61
07-08-2017, 11:43 PM
I'm having a psychoanalytic moment of myself and realizing that I always attract people into my life that I need to constantly take case of. Super needy, emotionally fragile people that I have to "sacrifice" so much to help. I get annoyed and blame them for my always been stressed or not having enough time to do things in my own life that I "want" to get done. Every time I have lost a friend like that, I don't think I ever go more than a few months before a new super needy person is in my life. I hate it but secretly need it, I think, and keep attracting it into my life.

I hope I can do something about this now that I'm aware of it.

Definitely a pattern for me, too. I'm taking responsibility for continuing to attract that into my life. Being the one who always needs less guarantees that I'm always in control in the relationship, shows off my extreme independence, makes me feel somewhat superior, ensures these people will be available to me whenever i want or need social time, and helps me focus on other people's 'easy issues' as a distraction from my own issues (e.g. feeling empty most of the time)... among other things. So all of that needs to be worked through before I can start attracting different energy into my life.

Glamourmilf
07-09-2017, 07:30 AM
I'm not even patriotic, and I love stars and stripes bikinis.


I met up with this one guy for 4th of July, and now I'm regretting it. I swore I would never see him again, but for some reason I contacted him again after no contact for like 3 months. Now I remember why I didn't want to see him ever again.


Argh. I should have never contacted him again! I should just stay home alone and not go out anymore. I have lost all interest in hanging out with anyone.

Exactly how I feel.
I have more free time now since camming slows down in the summer.
So, I reached out to a few ladies who have been bugging me to hang with them.
But, they all annoy me right out of the gate.
One chick I had tentative plans with yesterday, kept calling and texting me during my cam time. Even though I told her I would call when I'm finished working, her needy self wouldn't wait.
Sure enough, when I did answer, she kept putting me on hold, because she was...At the library checkout...Then at the dollar store...Then getting ice cream.
As soon as I asked where she wanted to meet, she asked if I'd pick her up? Huh?
She said she had to bring the car back to her bf so he could get to work.
I tell her she lives too far.
Then she suggests having me over to watch a movie.
Bitch, I've been in the house working all damn day! I want to go out!!!!
Ugh!
I don't know if I love being alone, because of always having to be 'on' and in 'giving' mode with camming.
But when someone asks me for favors, I just shut down.
I think of shivering out in the cold when I was homeless. And how nobody would even let me in to take a hot shower.
48501

seashell
07-11-2017, 12:52 AM
I think traveling is going to be my "Just Say No" solution to avoiding relationships. "I really like you and all, but my visa is going to expire soon..."

Elektra Luxx
07-11-2017, 01:58 AM
I haven't mopped my kitchen in months.

xStacey
07-11-2017, 05:50 AM
I don't like it here. It's so unsanitary and polluted. My AirBnb is super nice and clean, every establishment I go too, but not outside, on the roads. I'm so sick ever since I got here and having breathing problems. Most people are nice and stuff is super cheap, but I don't feel good going to a developing country and "balling". They either try to make us feel guilty and scam us or they're so nice I end up paying them what scammers would have charged me lol. I cannot say I regret coming here, it's definitely an experience, but I don't think I'll come back. At least it's just 7 weeks and the job experience looks good on my resume. Note to self : before deciding on doing my M.A in another country or province, visit at least once to be sure I would want to spend the whole year there. Wondering how a classmate who's in South Africa for a 6-month exchange is doing now. Living conditions must be similar to here lol.

I much prefer living in a developed country. The firm is specialized in emerging markets so there's a lot going on, but I personally wouldn't move here. I see the managing partners from New Zealand and Australia, I don't understand why they decided to come live and work here.

Plus, sex toys are illegal here. So happy I didn't forget my vibrator at home.

baer45
07-11-2017, 07:13 AM
I haven't mopped my kitchen in months.

If you still can walk out of there, you are good. LOL

lilylilylily
07-11-2017, 12:05 PM
I've never mopped my kitchen or anywhere else, im not cut out for housework...good thing I'm moving next month lol

SnuffleUffleGrass
07-11-2017, 01:30 PM
Blargh the regional boss is visiting the restaurant right now. So glad I will miss most of his visit.

xStacey
07-11-2017, 04:40 PM
Whenever I have a vanilla job I just wanna drop everything and career dance or escort, always on the road and travelling.

SnuffleUffleGrass
07-12-2017, 09:29 AM
I confess I'm having really bad thoughts about my sister. I discovered that she's obese now from a combination of factors (lupus, a long LTR that ended really badly, not violently but she lost a lot...& she drinks & smoke a lot of pot to de-stress.)

My whole family has pressured me to be kind to her but the issue is she is an incredibly un-kind person. For example, I refused to let her meet my ex because she sent a bunch of insane texts talking shit about him even though she never met him. (I think she pumped my sister in law for gossip, which is a whole other conversation.) She didn't understand the simple idea of not being invited to dinner because she did something bad and suspicious. It was seriously weird.

I'm just annoyed. I don't love her & I tolerated her in the past because were were related. She just doesn't factor into my life. I probably would not even recognize her if we crossed paths in the city.

TL ; DR- emotional manipulation sucks.

whirlerz
07-12-2017, 09:51 AM
Yea definitely been there, sorry you're going through that^

Sooo. It looks like the mgr's daughter & her 3 kids are moving back in..
She/they & her hubs got thrown out for drug use (mgr called the cops, which 4 showed up + paramedics)
I know, nothing to do w/me but the whole set up gives me the creeps, she ignores the kids.
She was living w her mom but I guess it got to her, she told me as much

whirlerz
07-12-2017, 10:04 AM
Also, one more thing: There's a lady that works here I got to be kind of friends w/ but she gets borderline verbally abusive w) me.
I know she's going thru a bad break up & some other stuff I won't get into..
I really need to keep (& stay that way) my distance..
I also need to read my posts in Life Support about Toxic people
Ok, that's more than enough from me

WendiStarr
07-12-2017, 12:42 PM
I'm a beauty product and makeup whore. Seriously, I can't go to a Walgreen's without spending $50 on shit that I don't even need. My closet is full of makeup, skincare products, body lotions, body sprays, etc. I went to Walgreen's to get bug spray and ended up buying a bunch of other beauty product stuff that I don't really need.

WendiStarr
07-12-2017, 10:02 PM
I finally got laid. It was totally random from a hookup site that I said I'd never use because I'm not into one night stands but damn it, my horniness levels were insane. The guy's pictures looked hot enough and we videochatted on kik so I knew it was his real pics. When he showed up in person he was taller than I thought he'd be(he didn't put his height on his profile) which is a huge turn on to me. I love me some tall men! He said he's 6'5"(yes, just like ex fuck buddy). He was good looking, smelled good, and tall. So, I had my slut moment and I don't feel bad about it.