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DirtyLittleSecret
09-20-2010, 01:15 PM
Confession....

I'm not a "drinker". The last time i got even drunk was like 2yrs ago and its once in a blue moon i will order a drink or have one at home. BUT...... since my SO bought all that is needed for a High Ball, i can't help but have one. I had one last night. No biggie. Today i couldnt resist having one, its 4pm. Damn you addictive personality. I can't wait until its all gone so i don't want it anymore. I barely put any crown royal in it, so its more soda then anything but i feel super pathetic for even having it.

tempest666
09-20-2010, 07:22 PM
I love Star wars.

anouk.oui
09-20-2010, 08:12 PM
i should be working on my school application for the course of my dreams....... yet idk where to begin and its putting me off but i really wanna get in so i have to start doing well.

Jessie_tinydancer
09-21-2010, 05:54 AM
I think Im about to be cut off from my current undisclosed addiction... So I decided Im replacing it with shopping! Im so excited never been addicted to shopping before. Today I spent an butt load at Lululemon buying new workout clothes for my new tatas. Then I bought 3 pleasure state bra and panty sets. I feel awesome. See I dont need that other thing. Oh oh and good news...I am now a 10(32) DD! Thats right! TWO D's. Thank you birth control pill. :)

Harleigh HellKat
09-21-2010, 02:02 PM
Hmmm there are some hot guys in my hometown that I used to mess around with. And they are still here. This should be interesting. :D

I'm glad my interest in guys/sex drive is back.

_Avery_
09-22-2010, 12:34 AM
eh, I feel bad.
She's not a bad person, just extremely self absorbed!

whirlerz
09-22-2010, 07:46 AM
I know just what you mean!^ Some ppl just randomly give out TOO Much info!

_Avery_
09-22-2010, 10:54 AM
Delete.

Glamgirl
09-22-2010, 02:04 PM
Just came back off my blind date, the guy was actually really lovely! Not sure what he thought of me to be honest though, i dropped him off home and told him i had a nice night and thanks and he said the same and said "ill speak to you soon" We didnt plan anything else or anything. I didnt want to come across too strong so i purposely didnt push him for further dates. Grrr im just hoping he txts to tell me either way, it would be pretty annoying if he didnt like me and didnt txt again!

fantasiarene
09-22-2010, 10:08 PM
I'm messing around with this cute former army guy. I'm hoping it gets more serious because I'm starting to really like him. Oh and he's freaking AWESOME in bed! I need more booty now!

The guy I was dating doesn't know I'm done with his ass. He sent me a text saying he kinda missed me when I when to Ohio for a big dog show and I didn't respond. I most certainly didn't miss him...I missed the military guy.

Glamgirl
09-24-2010, 09:21 AM
So txt that guy as my friend who set us up assured me he would be too shy to txt! Well the fucker didnt even reply for 9 hours!!!!
He gave me some crap about not thinking id enjoyed myself and that we didnt have a lot in common. So i pleasantl txtd back ok and thanks.
What pisses me off is that he was just not gonna txt and now i sound like the one who was all over him!!!
Tbh i wouldve gone on another date with him but i know it wouldve fizzled out cos we were too different and he wasnt very cultured, im a big reader, he didnt read,im a big film fan, he only watched new films etc etc And again he was allergic to dogs! My dog is my life!

It also seems that all my eternally single mates on fb have all gotten bfs and gfs overnight!! And im still left on the shelf with my vibrator :(

_Avery_
09-24-2010, 10:53 AM
Delete.

kaiarose
09-24-2010, 11:36 AM
I confess:
Sounds stupid, but I'm just upset today. On the verge of tears from being so fucking bored!
I actually was planning on working tonight and was excited about it because I was gonna get the fuck outta this house, but since my husband's hours got cut, HE'S going to work tonight.
I've been a bum the past couple of days. Haven't done my hair, my make up...I feel like crap.

We need a babysitter. Not just for work related stuff, but it would be nice to go out once in awhile.

Not only that, he went out the other night, and got locked out of the car from the IID, now it's saying 6 days until another lock out...WTF?! This thing is the biggest piece of shit scam...I fucking hate it.

Guess I'll go take a shower, and put some jammies on....AGAIN. No point in wasting makeup....

:( I don't like to see my Avery upset. Coming from one mommy to another, yes you do need a night out with your hubby once in awhile. I think we were talking about this, maybe we won't... I don't remember!!! Anyways, being a mommy, the club is my social outlet. All my friends are there: Jack, Jim, Jose, Johnny, and I know I'm forgetting one... LOL... but seriously, there are nights that I go to work and go to socialize... We needs it!

strippername
09-24-2010, 11:41 AM
I feel like my boyfriend is too good for me. :(

strippername
09-24-2010, 12:24 PM
Avery, I got a dui recently and feel the same way. I am actually super depressed and it seems that since then things have just gotten a bit worse. I kind of hate myself right now. wah! I can't even get in the stripperzone/webcamzone (<--sorry, Britney!) to do anything.

GlitterBexie
09-24-2010, 02:27 PM
I am quite concerned that im pregnant, despite pregnancy tests coming up negative.

I am much much much less depressed since my bf said i can go back to dancing; despite the fact that i know it could potentially break us in the future.

i love my boyfriend very very much, but sometimes i dont feel thin enough, pretty enough, clever enough etc etc to even be in the same room as him, never mind a relationship.

I miss my mum, dad, dog and sister like you couldnt imagine but im terrified to go home in case the next time i come back, i found what i found last time.

charlie61
09-24-2010, 02:39 PM
I feel like my boyfriend is too good for me. :(

Here's a tried and true litmus test for relationships: If he's still with you, then you're good enough for him.

Relationships can't be T-charted, anyhow. Even if he were the most intelligent man on earth, and even if you were dumb as a rock, if he stayed with you, then that'd indicate that you have something that he considers valuable enough to make you worthy. :)

Tasha_xoxo
09-24-2010, 10:36 PM
my so called bff has been talkin about me behind my back,,
wtf this aint high school,,why cant she confront me about what bothers her,,
that bitch!

charlie61
09-25-2010, 09:33 AM
^ Is that quotation in your siggy from White Oleander? (One of my favorite movies)

DirtyLittleSecret
09-25-2010, 11:27 AM
Today my 3yr old daughter threw up for the 1st in her life. I was literally as scared as she was. She has never been sick really so this cold took a hard final hit today. The emotions that went through me this morning were amazing. I was scared, helpless but also determined and empathetic. I even cried! I ended up calling my mom who calmed me, reassured me and gave me ideas on what to do. I couldn't be more thankful for it. A first for everything and hopefully far inbetween with this sick stuff. My emotions are still tingling.

Oh, 5 hours later now and she's laying on the floor w/ her moose pillow, watching Diago and chipper as can be.

Jessie_tinydancer
09-25-2010, 12:36 PM
^awww poor little thing. throwing up is not fun at any age. Hope she feels better soon.

Tasha_xoxo
09-25-2010, 06:56 PM
^ Is that quotation in your siggy from White Oleander? (One of my favorite movies)

haha yup,,
its my #1 favorite film.

_Avery_
09-25-2010, 11:37 PM
I'm 25 years old and still sleep with a stuffed animal.
Can't sleep without my pig.

Promnesiac
09-25-2010, 11:41 PM
I am about 2 seconds away from sending a very lewd email to the CFO of my company. Whom I sort of adore. Because god dammit the flirting has reached critical mass and somebody has to make a move.

But I shouldn't make a move on a Saturday night, high on vicodin and not thinking straight.

The draft email contains the phrase "I think we should fuck". I am not subtle.

GlitterBexie
09-26-2010, 03:42 PM
I just found a buisness card of a girl on the desk in my room (it will have been given to my bf last night at work...) and even tho he isnt trying to hide it etc, it was in plain sight, ...i just ''accidentally'' gave it to the puppy......hehehe x

Jessie_tinydancer
09-26-2010, 11:53 PM
I made out on a couch in a night club with 2 other hot chicks for 3-4 hours last night. I think it may have been the best night of this year....

KaylaM
09-27-2010, 05:42 AM
I can't wait for Christmas to get here. It's gonna be the best Christmas ever. Just me and my daughter :-)

jennsweet
09-27-2010, 05:48 PM
I made out on a couch in a night club with 2 other hot chicks for 3-4 hours last night. I think it may have been the best night of this year....

thats a wet pair of pants right there:) i always get so fucking turned on with the random make outs with some hot girl. lol, ur bringing back my drunken club early 20's memories!

firemaiden04
09-27-2010, 08:18 PM
I had a sex dream about my boss the other day, and it was REALLY REALLY HOT. And now every time I see him I'm all awkward and nervous. I swear, it's like he KNOWS.

Jessie_tinydancer
09-28-2010, 12:56 AM
^thats how I ended up married to my boss. hahaha

Glamgirl
09-28-2010, 12:11 PM
I had a sex dream about my boss the other day, and it was REALLY REALLY HOT. And now every time I see him I'm all awkward and nervous. I swear, it's like he KNOWS.

Me too!!!! We have a flirty relationship anyway and there is definately some unspoken vibe between us! He is married though!
Oh well its fun how it is!

charlie61
09-28-2010, 03:17 PM
I finally got a new outfit! :D

7" clear heels, a 3 piece scrunch butt outfit on stage, a 2 piece dress to go overtop on the floor. 8)

You should post links so we can see them!!

chanzep
09-28-2010, 04:01 PM
I havent excercised for 3 days noooo!!

charlie61
09-28-2010, 04:55 PM
^ Hot!!!

tempest666
09-28-2010, 04:59 PM
I'm on the road to being a nonjealous, meek, subservient girlfriend who does his laundry and waits for him to come home::)

Well, ok the first part is true enough. I am so emotionally fucked up with trust issues but I'm learning to trust him. I love him, I really do. :-*

charlie61
09-28-2010, 05:02 PM
^ Interesting. I would've guessed that you'd be the last person to have jealousy issues. Do you fear emotional or physical cheating? Or both?

Promnesiac
09-28-2010, 05:43 PM
I am so emotionally fucked up with trust issues but I'm learning to trust him. I love him, I really do. :-*

Have any secrets for the rest of us cynical, untrusting girls? :)

I'm really glad you're letting yourself be happy. It's SO hard.

jennsweet
09-28-2010, 08:02 PM
subservient gf???? ^^^^^^^fuck that... my bf does his own laundry and i do my mine:) he's shrunk so many of my nice sweaters.

tempest666
09-28-2010, 08:06 PM
subservient gf???? ^^^^^^^fuck that... my bf does his own laundry and i do my mine:) he's shrunk so many of my nice sweaters.

I was kidding on that part lolz. I could never be that. But I do make him dinner. He massages my feet. We take care of each other. He tolerates my messiness and eccentricities.

With him I can actually talk to him and have relevant discussions without him flying into a rage accusing me of being a "feminist cunt" like my ex because my opinions were contrary to his.

tempest666
09-28-2010, 08:09 PM
I'm 25 years old and still sleep with a stuffed animal.
Can't sleep without my pig.

I have a teddy bear named c-bear that he gave me. I sleep with it when he's not here. :flower:

tempest666
09-28-2010, 08:20 PM
^ Interesting. I would've guessed that you'd be the last person to have jealousy issues. Do you fear emotional or physical cheating? Or both?

I fear both. I've had my heart broken so many times, I had trust issues for a long time. He has been so patient and wonderful with me. :-*

charlie61
09-28-2010, 08:34 PM
I fear both. I've had my heart broken so many times, I had trust issues for a long time. He has been so patient and wonderful with me. :-*

I sorry. :(

But you two have threesomes all of the time, right? And you're cool with it because you can control it when it's happening in front of you? (I understand that!)

Tasha_xoxo
09-28-2010, 09:13 PM
I'm 25 years old and still sleep with a stuffed animal.
Can't sleep without my pig.

i have a monkey i sleep with,,lol.

_Avery_
09-29-2010, 10:02 AM
delete

carmen_b
09-29-2010, 10:09 AM
The man I'm seeing did something is his past ( a four way and only one time ) that is skeeving me out. Three guys, one girl. As progressive thinking as I try to be .... I am paranoid when it comes to health and std's and I'm just kind of grossed out by the thing. It was two years ago. He swears that no std symptons have come up ( we haven't done the deed but have done " everything but " and now of course I want full testing ). He dated the girl after for 6 months ( one plus is that he obviously doesn't have the standard madonna / whore complex that is par for the course in the city I live in ) .
Ugh ..... do I get over it or really dump him for this ? He says " we were safe ( referring to condoms ) .... but you can get hpv and herpes with one on so safe isn't even really on option in this situation and I don't see how he didn't see that.

tempest666
09-29-2010, 12:24 PM
I sorry. :(

But you two have threesomes all of the time, right? And you're cool with it because you can control it when it's happening in front of you? (I understand that!)


Yeah, and I like girls too! :D Honestly, I prefer threesomes (for me) because I think it cuts down on the temptation to cheat. thats just me though. I have heard some menage a trois horror stories.

miss1dancypants
09-29-2010, 12:49 PM
i confess that i have been trying to pay someone to do my homework because it is hard to go to school full time AND work full time with crazy hours like 6 pm to 7 am.... then try to get as much homework done before class as i possibly can... but no one will friggin do it!! and i have given good offers haha like $30 for a project or paper. which to most dancers like us is nothing and wouldn't be worth our time but to the average college student without a job most people would jump at the opportunity. wtf!!! someone do my hw plz hahaha

college sucks... it's all busywork... i haven't learned much.... the only thing i've learned is that it's better to work with people than against people.... and that you don't have to be smart to get in to college.

one of my best friends at school asked me how to spell HUB. i was like, are you serious? how are you in college?

charlie61
09-29-2010, 01:25 PM
The man I'm seeing did something is his past ( a four way and only one time ) that is skeeving me out. Three guys, one girl. As progressive thinking as I try to be .... I am paranoid when it comes to health and std's and I'm just kind of grossed out by the thing. It was two years ago. He swears that no std symptons have come up ( we haven't done the deed but have done " everything but " and now of course I want full testing ). He dated the girl after for 6 months ( one plus is that he obviously doesn't have the standard madonna / whore complex that is par for the course in the city I live in ) .
Ugh ..... do I get over it or really dump him for this ? He says " we were safe ( referring to condoms ) .... but you can get hpv and herpes with one on so safe isn't even really on option in this situation and I don't see how he didn't see that.

At least he's honest!

Think of all of the people out there who don't tell anyone their dirty secrets! Those people are much more dangerous than this guy. And it sounds like he knows what he's talking about in relation to STI's and whatnot, so he was probably very careful. Which is a lot more than most can say!

Sia
09-29-2010, 02:46 PM
At least he's honest!

Think of all of the people out there who don't tell anyone their dirty secrets! Those people are much more dangerous than this guy. And it sounds like he knows what he's talking about in relation to STI's and whatnot, so he was probably very careful. Which is a lot more than most can say!

That's what I was going to say. Everyone that you date is going to have a sexual history, and some may not be honest about it. I really don't see how being involved in a foursome increases his odds of having something.

carmen_b
09-29-2010, 05:34 PM
^ Thanks for the replys.

Ugh .... I hate to even confess the next one .... but ... I traveled a little further than usual and found this club that I loved. I made about 30% more than at my home clubs and pretty much loved it and was planning the next trip back. Then .... at the end of my third shift ( after doing well .... my nightly expectations are not low ) .... the owners wife decides I'm a little "too thick " to work there. I was a TOP EARNER. I am talking EVERY night. Her customers liked me just fine. I was so totally caught off guard that I just sauntered out when I SHOULD have demanded my house fee's back for the other three nights ( since they were cutting my trip short by a day ). Granted .... this is in a place notorious for really really really skinny girls ..... but still . I'm upset. None of my other places even seem appealing to me now and it's not like I can lose a few pounds like right this minute ( though I will be working out more ) . The things is ... I like my curves . Now I'm sitting here puttering around stalking other drivable clubs because I'm sick of the few I've been a regular at for the last 8 months. My new girl money is still strong at ONE .... but I LOVE experiencing NEW new girl money .... I just don't know where the hell to go now. My clubs that I usually work are just so unreliable on weekdays .... and I'm finding it easier to do 5-7 day trips twice a month rather than 2-3 days trips every week .
I'm not the only girl who has done well that these idiots ran out of town ( apparently they DO NOT LIKE HUSTLERS) .... but my ego is still bruised.