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Elle:)
09-04-2017, 11:22 PM
I regret getting married.
baer45
09-05-2017, 07:41 AM
My sister is going through a bad breakup. They were together 3 years. He started doing drugs and started abusing my sister. He says he's not doing drugs anymore, but I don't trust him. She keeps trying to reconnect with him and she may be happy for a few days, but he does something and she goes on a self-loathing, self-destruction binge. I hadn't heard from her today, so I checked on her at her apartment and she was drunk and throwing up and saying that she doesn't care anymore and what's the point and she wants to kill herself. I cleaned her up and brought to my place and now she's passed out on my couch. She doesn't tell what's going on and I'm so angry and worried about for her I just want to punch her.
In my personal experience, don't believe any drug user tells you that he quit drugs. You sister is in a very toxic relationship, she would end up badly if this continues.
Elektra Luxx
09-05-2017, 01:30 PM
In my personal experience, don't believe any drug user tells you that he quit drugs. You sister is in a very toxic relationship, she would end up badly if this continues.
I believe you. I'm very afraid for her.
xStacey
09-05-2017, 06:23 PM
I sincerely appreciate my favorite regular, and I'm grateful he cares so much about me outside of my work persona, is so loyal, generous and visits frequently for long period of time. He spends a lot and offers me gifts, because he says he trusts me and he confides a lot to me. I do not try to take advantage of him, I really like him as a person and am grateful for what he gives me. It's kinda scary how he can sense things so easily. Last night I texted him and tonight he said last night when you texted me I got the vibe you were all about business it was strange. I was surprised because in fact it was, usually I talk to him because I care and to maintain our relationship, but yesterday it was more that I could work night shifts instead because it's shorter and pays more, but I could see him outside during the day or early evening instead of coming earlier to work so I was texting him to figure out the detail since he's the one who offered it lol.
He also came to see a couple of girls when I was away and he didn't like one of them because he said she's too much of a gold-digger although she's nice and I know her, it is true. Men are maybe not as stupid as we think ?! Or some men...
Elektra Luxx
09-06-2017, 12:44 AM
My sister is going through a bad breakup. They were together 3 years. He started doing drugs and started abusing my sister. He says he's not doing drugs anymore, but I don't trust him. She keeps trying to reconnect with him and she may be happy for a few days, but he does something and she goes on a self-loathing, self-destruction binge. I hadn't heard from her today, so I checked on her at her apartment and she was drunk and throwing up and saying that she doesn't care anymore and what's the point and she wants to kill herself. I cleaned her up and brought to my place and now she's passed out on my couch. She doesn't tell what's going on and I'm so angry and worried about for her I just want to punch her.
Update: Family intervention, we got her to see a therapist. She's has an appointment later today. I'm hoping she will allow the therapist to help her.
lilylilylily
09-06-2017, 12:57 AM
Hope everything will be ok with your sister
miss.a.p1600
09-06-2017, 04:49 AM
That old dude who is my neighbor told me his birthday is this weekend. I hope this trick don't expect me to do something elaborate since he gave me all that food.
Idk. I guess I'll go to dollar store and give him a bday card or something.
baer45
09-06-2017, 10:19 AM
Update: Family intervention, we got her to see a therapist. She's has an appointment later today. I'm hoping she will allow the therapist to help her.
That's good.
Elle:)
09-06-2017, 11:55 AM
My low calorie-high exercise diet is making me miserable.
baer45
09-06-2017, 11:57 AM
My low calorie-high exercise diet is making me miserable.
If you don't suffer, you won't lose weight.
Elle:)
09-06-2017, 12:00 PM
True :)
carmen_b
09-06-2017, 02:49 PM
Is there a hostel near you ? It can save a lot.
Well I've finally decided to end my relationship again. He doesn't know yet but he'll be back tonight. I think he has an ideas but I'm not sure. He told me he wouldn't be with me anymore if I decided to go back to dancing. I had a pretty successful audition last night, and I've already seen 2 clients. At the same time I'm living in a hotel and I'm not sure how I'm gonna stay here. Money is super tight and worse case scenario is im sleeping in my car. I know I should probably suck it up and come to that realization that sleeping in my car may be a real thing I'll have to deal with. Plus it's starting to get cold in the NE. Should I just quit my real job and drive off into the sunset? I'm kind of scared but excited I can go back to doing something I love ��
Aurora_Sunset
09-06-2017, 06:24 PM
I am obsessed already with the new Ducktales starring David Tenant.
Elektra Luxx
09-06-2017, 08:15 PM
Update: Family intervention, we got her to see a therapist. She's has an appointment later today. I'm hoping she will allow the therapist to help her.
Update: My mom and my older sister went to the therapist with my sister (I was babysitting my niece). She doesn't like that therapist. She was being honest and the first thing she said to him was that she doesn't like opening up in therapy and he said "Well you don't have to be here." It went down hill from there. We are looking for another therapist.
baer45
09-06-2017, 09:17 PM
I hope he also said that you don't have to pay him.
Elle:)
09-06-2017, 10:01 PM
Update: My mom and my older sister went to the therapist with my sister (I was babysitting my niece). She doesn't like that therapist. She was being honest and the first thing she said to him was that she doesn't like opening up in therapy and he said "Well you don't have to be here." It went down hill from there. We are looking for another therapist.
What a piece of shit. I have absolutely hated most of the doctors I've met-completely insensitive and just caring about taking your money. It's like this whole profession attracts the worst people out there.
I hope you find someone better.
diehardcamgirl
09-06-2017, 10:52 PM
All I think about is money. I worry about it, I want it, I never have enough of it.
So much so that my bf tells me constantly not to worry. Don't think about it.
But i just don't wanna worry anymore.
baer45
09-07-2017, 07:56 AM
I am not a morning person. Sometimes I get up and all pissed for no reason.
Glamourmilf
09-07-2017, 09:32 AM
I am not a morning person. Sometimes I get up and all pissed for no reason.
Hashtag my life most mornings.
The worst part is when every morning person I know starts texting and calling me starting at 8 am.
Uh, yeah, no.:no::shhh::yawn:
I have started returning calls when I'm done with my day, a. k.a.. midnight.
chanzep
09-07-2017, 02:47 PM
I really value my alone time but I think I have become a hermit?, the last 2 weeks this this will be only the second day alone, I have lots of plans for the next month too, now my friends are texting me about meeting up tomorrow I feel exhausted, I just ordered grocery's because the thought of the store ugh, even the mall was annoying yesterday. Next week I have to travel again and kinda just want to chill and get the house in order but my friends will think im weird if I say that. Im looking to stay in until next week.
rareaspasia
09-07-2017, 04:50 PM
I took a vacation from everything stripper-related due to some severe mental health related reasons and I needed it but... I missed you guys. My confession today is that I am hard at work hitting the booze because I am freaked out that hurricane Irma might destroy my club and the ones around it and maybe end my stripping career. Even though I look good at 37 I'm not sure that I feel ready to try another city where I'm not "known" and maybe might not make the cut because of the number on my driver's license. :(
Glamourmilf
09-08-2017, 09:36 AM
I engaged a vanilla customer in something i said i wouldn't do.
Not going to lie the curiosity got the best of me, and the money. After 2 weeks of traditional dating with dudes who have shown minimal spending power, I'm already over it and I miss the fast money of the club.
Most dudes I've encountered are so tight walleted it annoys the fuck out of me. And the few generous ones usually are married. The club was a good place to get money from dudes without having to jump through endless hoops of traditional dating where dudes typically don't spend money until they're in a relationship which takes forever. Even then many of them are on this men's rights bs.
I don't know if I can do traditional dating anymore. It seems like a waste of my time.
So to have a dude say it pleases him to give me money and likes when I have power over him. Shiiiiiit. This whole financial domination thing is quite interesting.
Reminds me of the club days. Telling fuckers to go to the ATM and take some cash out for me.
Where else can you meet a guy and have him spend hundreds within a matter of minutes. No dating, no "I only spend on wives" bullshit.
*sigh*
I have some serious thinking to do.
I love that feeling also. No more 'civie' dating for me either.
I had a new guy on cam yesterday ( he's twenty eight). He tells me that my rates are too high, and asked if I'd lower them for him.
I told him no, and as a matter of fact, thanks for reminding me to raise them again. Lol!
I asked him where he lived ( Cali, it figures), and would he mind a pay cut for doing the same amount of work.
That made sense to him, that he wouldn't,......So off we went into a private cam show. Lol! :bullwhip:
#SalesWomahOfTheCentury
whirlerz
09-08-2017, 11:46 AM
I have a large zit in my third eye area, (between the eyes) it's more @ very top/side bridge of nose near inner eye. Hurts, & I think it was putting pressure on a spot giving me headache.
I've been putting hot compresses, scrub, oxy cream,&I just got Queen Helene mint mud mask
Hopefully it'll go the fuck away, I never break out, I have anti-aging skin care
WendiStarr
09-08-2017, 02:49 PM
Toilet in GA was broken and since it's out in middle of nowhere, no one would come fix it. It had to be flushed via filling up a full bucket of water. Damn right I pissed in the shower more than half the time.
ScarletKitten
09-08-2017, 03:05 PM
I'm trying not to have an anxiety attack worried about Djoser, omg. Fuck, I hope he survives this!
Aurora_Sunset
09-08-2017, 03:26 PM
I really wasn't feeling having this 8:30pm appointment tonight, but was gonna do it because I couldn't justify blowing it off. Now he's emailed me saying he was delayed in travel and won't be here til probably 10pm and is that ok... Well, no, that's really late to start an appointment. And now I can say that and not have to worry about the appointment without being bad and blowing him off.
JGB2009
09-08-2017, 08:21 PM
I'm trying not to have an anxiety attack worried about Djoser, omg. Fuck, I hope he survives this!
Yea I seen where he is just staying.......so so scarey. I hope all turns out well.
xStacey
09-09-2017, 01:36 PM
Ok I made my decision. I graduate with my LLB in 8 months. I decided to do an extra-year to get a JD in Toronto, so I will be eligible to write the bar in every province in Canada and in NYC, Massachusetts and California. I am still unsure where I want to practice, I fell in love with Asia and Singapore, would love to do a 1-year LLM in Singapore to work there... But after talking to the dean I am safer doing the JD, it will open more doors for me. I will also have more time to think it through and decide where I want to practice. It's a big decision, but not as big as going to a country 35-hour away and write the bar there...
A lot of girls I know from Montreal travel to Toronto to escort because it pays more... So I might actually give it a try once I move there and start independent. I need to get my pictures done and website ready. If it doesn't work out I still have the possibility to go back to Montreal during the week-end or holidays and make money, but a lot of girls from Montreal travel to Toronto so finding work shouldn't be an issue...
I also made up my mind and will get my nose done in May right after finals before I move, the doctor I picked specializes in dramatic changes and I was concerned about getting it done and people not recognizing me once I come back... but I don't think I'll regret it, I saw his work and the after is amazing. I will be more comfortable charging higher prices after my facial surgery too lol, I know I have a great body but my face is not spectacular. When I visited the doctor two years ago I was so concerned about how different I will look, what people will think, the gossip... but I recently met a really hot NYC lawyer, he was so nice and sweet. He gave me his number and when I searched him on Facebook, it was all the right info but I thought that's not who I met ?? But then I searched on LinkedIn and Google, took me to the firm website with the same exact info but a different photo and I thought oh that's actually who I met. But the guy actually went through major surgery after he got hired in NYC, his Facebook profile pic is from 4 years ago and he looks like a totally different person, he changed his entire face. His results are amazing and although it might be a shock at first, I'm sure he's happier now than if he had been with a more subtle change. I want a dramatic change and I would feel more comfortable getting it done before I move to another province and it's the perfect timing so I have 4 months to recover. Men are different lol, can't believe he still hasn't changed his profile photo and deleted all his previous pictures, the girls I know all delete everything after surgery so no one can see it. He looks like a movie star and he had a muscular body with perfect 6-packs I was like damn I can't believe this is work, he looked like a typical law nerd before lol but he's super sweet for someone this successful and good looking, I suspect it's because he hasn't always looked this good. He must be around 30 and his surgery was 2 years ago.
I'm so excited now that I made my decision !!!!
LaurenAus
09-09-2017, 04:42 PM
Good call stacey. The surgery done on my face is subtle maybe a little too subtle that I don't even feel like it improved my face much which is a bummer. Drastic is a bigger risk but a much bigger pay off it seems. Oh well guess I learned the hard way on that
xStacey
09-09-2017, 05:27 PM
Good call stacey. The surgery done on my face is subtle maybe a little too subtle that I don't even feel like it improved my face much which is a bummer. Drastic is a bigger risk but a much bigger pay off it seems. Oh well guess I learned the hard way on that
I think when we get surgery we always tend to think will people notice ? What would they think and what would they say ? And I spoke to a girl who told me of course they will notice, if you don't want them to notice why are you getting surgery and if it's so subtle that no one notices you might regret spending all that money and time recovering... She also said I care too much about people noticing, it just means we can afford plastic surgery which is not a bad thing lol.
The thought of getting a dramatic change is scary too though, although that doctor specializes in dramatic change but still natural-looking, he redoes the whole nose, and often combines with chin augmentation and paranasals so it makes a huge difference... The girl I spoke to at first didn't share her pictures but she was cautious so I know for sure she's not a promoter for the clinic, but as we kept talking she sent me her before/after and omg I can't believe how beautiful she looks !!!! She's really happy but she said it was difficult at first not recognizing herself in the mirror, when she returned to California people didn't recognize her and in the beginning she even cried because she looked so different but now she's really happy she got it done...
I really wasn't sure I was ready to go through all this, but then I met someone in real life who went through a similar transformation and wow how much better looking he is !! But I think men care less than us women, he did not even bother to change his 4-year old profile picture on Facebook and delete his previous pictures, he's still active on Facebook !!! lol
It will be difficult at first but there's a look I always wanted and it will only be possible with dramatic change... At least I have about 8 months to prepare myself mentally for it, save up and 4 months off school to, might take some time to travel get used to my new looks and changing province so I won't have to think of what people would think when I come back unrecognizable... I think after awhile when I get accustomed to my new looks I wouldn't really care about what people back home will say anymore.
I really wanna get it done before entering the professional world for good to avoid awkwardness. I wish I had gotten it done before law school, but before that I thought it was only a whim and unecessary, but after two years in law school I realize looks are very important even outside of sex work and will give me a huge advantage in business. I know confidence is more than looks, but I know the plastic surgery will be a worthwhile investment and not capricious.
miss.a.p1600
09-09-2017, 07:13 PM
People who get ratchet responding to moderators. And seeing the moderators go Ham in response.
.....when members cyberthugging goes wrong......
whirlerz
09-09-2017, 07:53 PM
Hmm. Like to know where^
Elle:)
09-09-2017, 09:39 PM
My goal is 200 crunches a day, haven't managed to do more than 100-120.
BarbieNYC
09-10-2017, 10:11 AM
I confess I am honestly terrified about all the natural disasters happening. And it also makes me really sad. It's weird being at the club working when I know there are people losing their livelihood. The Mexican earthquake hit close to my family in Mexico but everyone is okay. But seeing the death toll in my state makes me very sad.
My friend also sent me a message freaking out about N. Korea nuking LA and while I live far away in the middle of nowhere, I do go to LA to work.
I think I'm gonna take a break from work for a few days. Not necessarily for fear of a nuke but just because I think emotionally I need to step away from the club. Everyone out here in LA is in their own little world and it really bugs me.
Glamourmilf
09-10-2017, 07:29 PM
I confess I am honestly terrified about all the natural disasters happening. And it also makes me really sad. It's weird being at the club working when I know there are people losing their livelihood. The Mexican earthquake hit close to my family in Mexico but everyone is okay. But seeing the death toll in my state makes me very sad.
My friend also sent me a message freaking out about N. Korea nuking LA and while I live far away in the middle of nowhere, I do go to LA to work.
I think I'm gonna take a break from work for a few days. Not necessarily for fear of a nuke but just because I think emotionally I need to step away from the club. Everyone out here in LA is in their own little
world and it really bugs me.
My darling, please calm down.
Nothing like that is going to happen to L.A.
How do I know?
Because evil never dies.
LoveyDovey
09-10-2017, 10:55 PM
I want a new pair of Birkenstocks. I used to wear them like 25 years ago and loved how comfy they are. I've noticed that they've been making a comeback and I really want a new pair. Especially since my feet are thrashed from dancing.
Aurora_Sunset
09-12-2017, 07:56 AM
I honestly think Stephen King is overrated as a writer. The concepts for his stories are good, but I feel like he gets away with a lot of gratuitous scenes, pages of nonessential rambling, and over-the-top writing just because he's Stephen King. There was an article online today about people raising an eyebrow at a scene in the book version of IT where the only female character, when they're teenagers, decides that all the boys need to have sex with her in order to "solidify their bond." They cut it out of the film for good reason, and he's sitting here defending it, like "Oh, so people are more upset about a sex scene (which goes on for several pages) than all the children dying? What does that say about YOU?"
Like, no, Mr. King. The thing is, if you took out the children dying aspect, you wouldn't have a story. THAT'S the fucking story. That's why people don't have problem with it. But you can easily take out what is basically a gangbang of your only relevant female character, and it doesn't affect the story. It's gratuitous, and therefore weird.
I also read his "writing-advice" book, On Writing, and literally 3/4 of it is "Stephen King's autobiography," not writing advice. When he finally does get to it, he essentially is like "Writing is something you either have a talent for or you don't. I can't teach it to you." lol ok.... So... more rambling, gratuitous writing that has nothing to do with the topic at hand just because you wanted to tell us your life story and pretend it has anything to do with learning how to write, just to turn around and say "Yeah, I actually have no advice for you."
Like I said, his story ideas are good. But he gets away with a lot of crap I think other writers wouldn't, just because of his reputation at this point.
WendiStarr
09-12-2017, 10:33 AM
I just fucked a ridiculously hot, out-of-my-league male model looking dude. It was 2 hours of non-stop fucking, pussy licking, and dick sucking in every position that you can think of and some that I'd never even tried before. I've seriously never been that wet before in my life. My wetness soaked the damn bed. Luckily I have a waterproof cover on my bed but still, I couldn't believe that. Wtf?! 20 minutes later, bf unexpectedly showed up. I just about had a heart attack when I seen him here. I feel bad but at the same time, he's not made any effort to do anything about his erectile dysfunction so that he can get hard and we can have sex anymore. Once in a blue moon bf might eat my pussy but our sex life has been non-existent for quite some time and he refuses to go back to the doctor to get more Viagra. I know I probably need to break up with bf because of this but at the same time, I can't bring myself to do that. I guess I'm greedy because I feel like I need bf in my life for the non-sexual stuff, like cuddling, kissing, holding hands, cooking together, or going out and doing things together, spending holidays together, but for sex, I get that elsewhere.
Elektra Luxx
09-12-2017, 10:58 AM
I honestly think Stephen King is overrated as a writer. The concepts for his stories are good, but I feel like he gets away with a lot of gratuitous scenes, pages of nonessential rambling, and over-the-top writing just because he's Stephen King.
Like I said, his story ideas are good. But he gets away with a lot of crap I think other writers wouldn't, just because of his reputation at this point.
Thank you!!! Finally someone else sees this!!! I really liked the "The Stand" but it didn't have be half a long as it was.
Vyanka
09-12-2017, 02:39 PM
I just fucked a ridiculously hot, out-of-my-league male model looking dude. It was 2 hours of non-stop fucking, pussy licking, and dick sucking in every position that you can think of and some that I'd never even tried before. I've seriously never been that wet before in my life. My wetness soaked the damn bed. Luckily I have a waterproof cover on my bed but still, I couldn't believe that. Wtf?! 20 minutes later, bf unexpectedly showed up. I just about had a heart attack when I seen him here. I feel bad but at the same time, he's not made any effort to do anything about his erectile dysfunction so that he can get hard and we can have sex anymore. Once in a blue moon bf might eat my pussy but our sex life has been non-existent for quite some time and he refuses to go back to the doctor to get more Viagra. I know I probably need to break up with bf because of this but at the same time, I can't bring myself to do that. I guess I'm greedy because I feel like I need bf in my life for the non-sexual stuff, like cuddling, kissing, holding hands, cooking together, or going out and doing things together, spending holidays together, but for sex, I get that elsewhere.
Did your bf see him? What did the model do?
Elektra Luxx
09-12-2017, 04:43 PM
Did your bf see him? What did the model do?
OMG thank you Vyanka for asking, I'm dying for more details too. Lol!
WendiStarr
09-12-2017, 05:06 PM
Did your bf see him? What did the model do?
Oops, forgot to add that it was 20 minutes after the model dude left that bf showed up. I was still a naked mess. I'm sure it smelled like sex in my place too, because..well, 2 hours. Bf just came in, walked to my kitchen, put almonds on my kitchen table that he randomly decided to bring me, went and sat on the couch and started complaining about his day at work, how his boss is making him work this weekend, and talking about chores that he needs to do at his house. He didn't say anything to indicate that he might've seen the guy leave or ask me why I was naked and sweaty, nothing. The model dude texted me after he left that he'd like to do it again next week.
miss.a.p1600
09-12-2017, 05:26 PM
https://youtu.be/yjdYnkWemAA
Cue to 1:41
Omg wendi that's quite an experience.
Reminds me of the scene in How To Be A Player.
The woman (idk I think she's some model in real life but she plays the role of Bernie Mac wife) fucks Bill Bellamy while her husband is away. He comes home early and suspects something going on because the air smells like "budussy" lol and she's wearing sexy robe n such.
Bernie promises he'll start taking his viagra. He walks into the hallway to go get his viagra and runs into Bill.
Bill is there because he doesn't make it out in time so he dresses up as a plumber with a middle eastern accent and tells Bernie his wife called him to "unclog the pipes" lol.
whirlerz
09-12-2017, 05:54 PM
Lol!^
All this sex talk! :eye-poppi
Sooo, I changed my car insurance, got a GREAT deal, even 'renters' insurance on El Dumpo room, just in case..
But the agent was hot, young, tall & deep voice guy, really nice too.:-*
I had to call him today cause the former co I had were acting like jackasses, so he had to send them some form
I mean I'm not going to do anything but Damn
Glamourmilf
09-12-2017, 10:48 PM
Oops, forgot to add that it was 20 minutes after the model dude left that bf showed up. I was still a naked mess. I'm sure it smelled like sex in my place too, because..well, 2 hours. Bf just came in, walked to my kitchen, put almonds on my kitchen table that he randomly decided to bring me, went and sat on the couch and started complaining about his day at work, how his boss is making him work this weekend, and talking about chores that he needs to do at his house. He didn't say anything to indicate that he might've seen the guy leave or ask me why I was naked and sweaty, nothing. The model dude texted me after he left that he'd like to do it again next week.
I wonder if this is how escort customers feel when they get back home.
The wife is there cooking dinner, complaining about the day she had.
He's thinking about the hot and sexy romp he just had.
Elle:)
09-12-2017, 11:06 PM
The more I think about the way my parents have treated me in the past and still treat me, the more I think I may be adopted. Nothing else would make sense.
baer45
09-14-2017, 07:21 PM
I like red wine but I don't like champagne.
whirlerz
09-14-2017, 08:50 PM
I want, very much to fuck my insurance guy.
Thank you.
Elektra Luxx
09-14-2017, 09:16 PM
I had just graduated from high school and I worked at a trendy clothing shop. I secretly had a thing for the asst. manager. This one evening as we were closing the shop, he invited me to dinner. He took me to a romantic little restaurant and ordered champagne to celebrate his new promotion. He was going to be the new manager for the new store in Kodiak, Alaska and he was leaving the next day. I never saw him again, but I will always remember the night we spent together. Some say he went off into the wilderness to run with the wolves and on a clear night you could hear his haunting, lonely howl. And some say he was attacked by wolves, but he only howled once...when they bit him.
And that's why...
I like red wine but I don't like champagne.
whirlerz
09-14-2017, 09:25 PM
Tomorrow I see SD.. while he helps me out, I can't stand his ass & hate seeing him twice a week especially..he's very one dimensional & talk about the same.fucking.boring.shit, over & over
Also, hes going to grill me about changing insurance companies, wtf.
Then he'll run back to them & gossip about it (like he likes to do about everything) like a little bitch.
Ugh.