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whirlerz
09-29-2010, 07:04 PM
Aww! ^She sounds like a jealous bee-OTCH to be honest! &, a control freak as well! I run into people like this all the time.

whirlerz
09-29-2010, 07:08 PM
Oop, double post!
Well, I wish everyone the best!

Promnesiac
09-29-2010, 10:52 PM
I confess that I read the confessions thread and sometimes wish my life were a bit more exciting.

Also, I'm starting to act like a stumbling pubescent idiot around my work crush. The unintentional coy giggling is intolerable even to me; I can only imagine how everyone else feels. Alas.

Kellydancer
09-29-2010, 11:31 PM
I confess, there's a young guy (25) who really wants to go down on me. Claims this is all he wants to do and I'm considering doing it. Yes I made a vow to be celibate but didn't promise to give up oral sex. Whether I do it not sure but something I may consider.

_Avery_
09-30-2010, 12:41 AM
Delete.

carmen_b
09-30-2010, 09:59 AM
I confess, there's a young guy (25) who really wants to go down on me. Claims this is all he wants to do and I'm considering doing it. Yes I made a vow to be celibate but didn't promise to give up oral sex. Whether I do it not sure but something I may consider.
Do it. I mean start with making out and if he's good at that ... why not ?

carmen_b
09-30-2010, 10:01 AM
Avery : Only you can make you drink less. You've got figure out something that works ( from what I read, I don't even know what your triggers ect. are ). So you've got to figure it out or maybe get help ( I'm not sure if it's to the level you need help, but if so, there are MANY progrmas and options ).

carmen_b
09-30-2010, 10:05 AM
I confess that my man doesn't seem to understand "rounds" sexually speaking. I'm rarely done after one. One takes the edge off to set me up for one or two more good ones. I had to explain this to him last night. Man ... the blessing + curse of getting horny at 30. ;/

Add to that ... my hot fire fighter ex literally showed up at my door yesterday afternoon saying he loved me and missed me ( and offered amazing hugs which I took ) . He offered to get me off multiple times ( his words literally ) .... and I was good and declined the offer, so J better appreciate it and get with it ! I have no interest in getting back together with this guy ( his life is a clusterfuck of waiting around till his ex feels like dumping his daughter on him .... they had no schedule and it drove me mad ). Now I'm sort of regretting turning the offer down ( J and I haven't even had the " we are bf/ gf " or " we are monogamous " talk .... I just didn't want to hurt him even though it hasn't been discussed ).

P.S. - please do not quote. I leave this site open on my computer way too much and I think J might be getting curious. I may have to edit some of my posts.

carmen_b
09-30-2010, 10:11 AM
I confess that I read the confessions thread and sometimes wish my life were a bit more exciting.

Also, I'm starting to act like a stumbling pubescent idiot around my work crush. The unintentional coy giggling is intolerable even to me; I can only imagine how everyone else feels. Alas.

I have a feeling you'll be enjoying this mans cock soon. Or is he married ? I might have you confused with someone else.

carmen_b
09-30-2010, 10:15 AM
Whirlerz :
Thanks . I was just totally upset. Like .... how does a business owner seriously see a customer FAVORITE , yet still feel like I'm not an asset to the place. Ridiculous! And would it seriously have killed anyone to at least let me finish the booking? Sheesh.

Promnesiac
09-30-2010, 11:08 AM
I have a feeling you'll be enjoying this mans cock soon. Or is he married ? I might have you confused with someone else.

Now sure why this made me laugh so much.

He's not married, and he has become obvious to the point of silliness about flirting back. So I think you're right, even if you ARE confusing me with someone else. :D

carmen_b
09-30-2010, 12:11 PM
Yeah ... I think you said he's a higher up or something at your day job ? I think you should go for it . I'm glad you like my physic predictions! Lol.

Promnesiac
09-30-2010, 12:34 PM
Yeah ... I think you said he's a higher up or something at your day job ? I think you should go for it . I'm glad you like my physic predictions! Lol.

Yeah, he's our CFO. We share a desk for no reason. We giggle and flutter at each other 40 hours a week. He sends me late-night emails about nothing. At this point it just remains for someone to make a real move, but I think that's harder in his position. It's a startup so there are only 8 of us -- it's hard to hide a budding romance. Luckily, I'm known to force people to cross the line. }:D I do not know the meaning of "appropriate professional behavior".

Thank you for the predictions! Seriously I feel like a junior-high girl crushing on a boy. Ridiculous.

_Avery_
10-01-2010, 01:03 AM
Deleted...
Myspace blog later...

shasta
10-01-2010, 02:52 AM
^^Enjoy your time off!

I went to a another club in my city tonight. I had never been there before. I danced most of the night for a youngish guy........and I thought he was dreamy. That is my confession.

DirtyLittleSecret
10-01-2010, 09:09 AM
Confession:

I took all that time learning about camming, joining sites and everything..... only to never once actually do it. I have no urge or plans to either. I think i just wanted to see if i could do it, to see if i was good enough. And now that i know i can be one well, the thrill and desire to is gone.

Kellydancer
10-01-2010, 11:52 AM
I confess I created several dating profiles just to lurk and for guys to give me attention. Not really interested in these guys. I also created a profile so I could look at the guys my age still single and laugh at how pathetic they look. Then I cry knowing that these might be my only chance if the guy I want never comes around. Then I get depressed and feel hopeless about my situation again.

whirlerz
10-01-2010, 11:59 AM
Whirlerz :
Thanks . I was just totally upset. Like .... how does a business owner seriously see a customer FAVORITE , yet still feel like I'm not an asset to the place. Ridiculous! And would it seriously have killed anyone to at least let me finish the booking? Sheesh.

You're welcome, hun! Yes, that would cause me to be upset also! Doesn't sound like a very professional person, to say the least!

carmen_b
10-01-2010, 01:06 PM
Why not dance in a club a couple times and see how you like it ?


Confession:

I took all that time learning about camming, joining sites and everything..... only to never once actually do it. I have no urge or plans to either. I think i just wanted to see if i could do it, to see if i was good enough. And now that i know i can be one well, the thrill and desire to is gone.

carmen_b
10-01-2010, 01:08 PM
Not really interested in these guys.

I do not beleive this. If a guy came around that met your criteria, you'd at least go to coffee or dinner right ?

carmen_b
10-01-2010, 01:16 PM
Also ..... my commuting buddy wants to visit one of these po dunk shit holes we work at for three days straight next week, but I'm dying for somewhere new . I really don't want to be the first to flake ( we've worked really well as commuting friends / each of us has been 100% reliable for months ) . However, if I see the same faces anymore I think I'm just gonna want to kill them all. I kind of want to just take off somewhere totally new. I have all week actually off my other job ( Monday - Monday ) , so I could swing a trip in a different area ( prob get 4-5 shifts in instead of 3 ) . But ..... I feel bad leaving her.

Kellydancer
10-01-2010, 01:21 PM
I do not beleive this. If a guy came around that met your criteria, you'd at least go to coffee or dinner right ?

Yes but have never had it happen. I'm still in love with someone else who may or may not come around. Even if he never comes around, I have a hard time finding guys who meet my criteria. Almost all of the guys online are either fat or are dads so I don't expect to meet anyone.

Promnesiac
10-01-2010, 05:17 PM
If I'm in a bad mood, my perception of everything is Fucking Doom. So I can't interpret a single thing properly. I hate it.

charlie61
10-01-2010, 05:45 PM
^ Just use your main stage time for hustling dances! :)

DirtyLittleSecret
10-01-2010, 07:42 PM
Why not dance in a club a couple times and see how you like it ?

:rotfl:
Oh god no! That door closed a long time ago for me love but thank you. I am actually happy w/ my confession. I was merely stating that its simple for me to get engulfed in something and then once i know i can do it or know enough about it, then the fascination/urge disappears.

firemaiden04
10-01-2010, 08:26 PM
The manager of my old club texted me today, begging me to come back. The owner made him fire me about six months ago because I wouldn't fuck him. The owner runs the club like it's a personal harem. It drove a lot of girls off, and now the club has gone waaaay downhill. Apparently all the girls there are fat and ugly and trashy now.

I was fairly sure I was done with dancing. My boyfriend and I have been together pretty much since I stopped working at the club. He wouldn't be thrilled about me going back. He wouldn't tell me no or anything, but I know it would bother him. He's kind of the jealous type.

But I also don't want to go back right now because I know I'm wicked out of shape. Since I stopped dancing, I never started working out to make up for it, and I've gained maybe 15 pounds in the past six months, and lost some muscle, and I feel disgusting. Nobody else seems to notice, but it really bothers me a lot.

charlie61
10-01-2010, 08:29 PM
^ Do you just want to return for the money, or also because you enjoyed it? It's easy to misremember stripping as being fun once you quit...

firemaiden04
10-01-2010, 09:19 PM
I honestly did enjoy it most of the time. The only problems were the ones directly by the owner. Who is still there. So, that's a major issue.

The money wasn't phenomenal when I left. I don't know how it would be now. But it's got to be better than my current job; I'm a car salesman at a local Toyota dealer, and they keep jacking my commission and giving me $250 paychecks every week. It's fucking bullshit, and I'm very suspicious that they're doing it because I'm female and it's all sexist men there. Well...I'm exaggerating. Like three of the guys there aren't sexist. The rest are misogynistic bastards.

Jessie_tinydancer
10-02-2010, 01:45 AM
I never knew I could feel pain this bad. I hope I can withstand it. Whatever I thought was bad before... this is worse.

charlie61
10-02-2010, 02:21 PM
^ What happened??

Jessie_tinydancer
10-02-2010, 09:13 PM
^Had my heart broken for the first time in 28 years... crazy I know. Im usually the breaker though. My only saving grace is knowing it happens to everyone so it will heal right?? Cause right now I feel like Im bleeding to death.

charlie61
10-03-2010, 07:52 AM
^Had my heart broken for the first time in 28 years... crazy I know. Im usually the breaker though. My only saving grace is knowing it happens to everyone so it will heal right?? Cause right now I feel like Im bleeding to death.

Aw, sweetie. :( I'm sorry. :hug:

Glamgirl
10-03-2010, 08:34 AM
I was really hungover yesterday and slept through most of the day, i had a filthyt dream involving tommy lee and a sexy girl who looked like Lisa Bonet. I dont even like tommy lee but damn this dream was hot!

shasta
10-03-2010, 10:28 AM
^Had my heart broken for the first time in 28 years... crazy I know. Im usually the breaker though. My only saving grace is knowing it happens to everyone so it will heal right?? Cause right now I feel like Im bleeding to death.

I am so sorry. Yes, It does happen to everyone, but that really doesn't make it any less terrible.

carmen_b
10-03-2010, 02:58 PM
Jessie .... I'm so sorry ! I have been there too.

Promnesiac
10-03-2010, 03:12 PM
^Had my heart broken for the first time in 28 years... crazy I know. Im usually the breaker though. My only saving grace is knowing it happens to everyone so it will heal right?? Cause right now I feel like Im bleeding to death.

It will heal, but that's not much comfort now, I know. I'm really sorry. :(

Glamgirl
10-04-2010, 12:16 AM
Broken hearts are the worst! I have had mine broken so many times im overly cautious of guys interested in me :(

_Avery_
10-04-2010, 08:19 PM
I confess:
I bought ugg LOOKING boots today.
I said I'd NEVER wear ugg boots...EVER...EWWW, but...it's cold.
They're not REAL uggs, but they're boots..and they're warm...and they're comfy.
I'm so ashamed...yet, so comfortable and stylish..lol

charlie61
10-04-2010, 08:22 PM
^ At least they're not real. Then I'd really judge you. :D

Jessie_tinydancer
10-04-2010, 08:48 PM
I confess:
I bought ugg LOOKING boots today.
I said I'd NEVER wear ugg boots...EVER...EWWW, but...it's cold.
They're not REAL uggs, but they're boots..and they're warm...and they're comfy.
I'm so ashamed...yet, so comfortable and stylish..lol

LOL everyone wears uggs here. Only never ever ever outside! Just inside. I have purple ones.

Jessie_tinydancer
10-04-2010, 08:52 PM
I should be studying for my exam on thursday but instead I skipped the whole day and am sitting plotting fantasy revenge plans that I will never follow through on... hmmm car bomb or just fuck the brother.... the options are endless really in a fantasy.

Kellydancer
10-04-2010, 09:00 PM
My confession. I am straight, never really wanted to be with women, but think most of the women here could definitely turn me bi. Not even so much the looks (though everyone is attractive) just the sexual attitude.

carmen_b
10-05-2010, 03:08 PM
My stripper persona has a myspace and there are always guys on there trying to waste my time. However.... I just got a message titled " shopping " . At least he's smart enough to effectively get a strippers attention.

carmen_b
10-05-2010, 08:59 PM
I have procrastinated like 10 or so particular things that really need to be done. I have compiled a list now and am even going to have to break up each item if needing into steps to GET IT DONE. Some of this stuff is really not that hard ( like find a few addresses / run to UPS store ), but for some reason it all added up and I fucking panicked about it all and have barely made a dent in the last three days . I know I'm not the only person who dreads doing certain things and then doesn't do them until people are nearly jumping down my throat to do them ..... but it still seems pretty weak willed and I better get with it.

BustyAmeera
10-06-2010, 05:49 AM
Even though my boyfriend is hot, I am always fantasizing about having sex with the guy before him, and that guy has called me several times. The last time he called was a few weeks ago. He is engaged, yet he was asking me if I thought we could have sex again. As much as I fantasized about it, I said no. He just don't know that if we were alone, I would probably do it, and let him tear it up! hahaha

But I will be good and only keep those thoughts as fantasy }:D

carmen_b
10-06-2010, 11:36 AM
^ Always so damn tempting. You are doing the right thing though ( I guess ? ).

BustyAmeera
10-06-2010, 11:55 AM
Yes I am doing the right thing! The guy I fantasize about is a cheater. He has always cheated on his women. The girl he is with right now? He claims she is soooo good to him, and JUST got engaged, yet he is calling my phone asking if we can get together. Actually I told him not to call me, and I wouldn't dare tell him my fantasy! No way would I jeopardize my own relationship.

carmen_b
10-06-2010, 12:43 PM
Smart girl ! Sure we have human urges but smart people don't fuck with good situations!

_Avery_
10-06-2010, 12:44 PM
Deleted.

carmen_b
10-06-2010, 12:47 PM
I went to a group outing and met V the mega hottie . 6'5" , tan , dark hair , beard, blue eyes. He was eyeing me. I did the right thing and went to meet J. He was tired and didn't come over ( I'm allergic to his cat , I can't stay there). I kind of regret it leaving to go find J when the outing was down to just 4 of us and Mr. 6'5'' was hinting that he was looking for something else to do that evening.
I don't even know if J and I are exclusive. Im thinking I should have gone for a coctail with V.

Um. I just emailed this guy. I did a little cyber stalking ( he's an artist, I just googled his name ) so who knows if he will even get the message or want the message .... but yeah.
J treated me to another evening of ............. um ............ nothing and I acted out. J and I are texting now though about possible solutions ( my libido outweighs his ) . I did not tell him I emailed V though. I kind of feel bad that I did.
If J can offer me SOMETHING ( if not fooling around ....a massage or tickling my back ) .... it will be much better than just feeling abandoned like last night . I mean really ..... if you don't see your SO for two days and then you can't even muster up 30 min. of attention for them .... something is just not right. I'm going to be up front that I can't be monogamous with the amount of attention I've been getting ( especially since I travel frequently so he has lots of time to himself ).