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baer45
01-25-2018, 06:36 PM
Have you ever had a day that is so unproductive...at the end of the day you forced yourself to dress up, drive to the nearest grocery store to get a lottery ticket, so you could say to yourself that you made a difference in you life today?
BarbieNYC
01-26-2018, 09:54 AM
When I text my mother, "I miss you too!" but I don't really mean it. Actually, I'm glad we live over 300 miles apart now.
Lol I feel this so much. My mom hasn't spoken to me since Thanksgiving and I know I should feel bad, but i'm really enjoying the peace and quiet from her.
Ifyouseekamy
01-27-2018, 05:38 AM
Lol I feel this so much. My mom hasn't spoken to me since Thanksgiving and I know I should feel bad, but i'm really enjoying the peace and quiet from her.
I think most daughters have an, I don’t what to call it, ambivalent relationship with their mothers. I love my mom, but she’s so crazy. I’m just fucking like her too...lol.
LaurenAus
01-27-2018, 06:13 PM
I'm about to go on a hookah date with a Greek guy I matched with on tinder whose basically the male version of Adriana Lima he's so damn pretty. I have no expectations--I literally wanna just puff and stare.
WendiStarr
01-28-2018, 07:25 AM
My daughter and I baked cookies with M&M's in them and I ate 4.5(lol).
lilylilylily
01-28-2018, 02:41 PM
I am now talking to this guy I just broke up with friend.. we started messaging each other on FB and he wants to see me. I don't know what I'm going to do cuz they are pretty close.. this has to be a bad idea lol
Elektra Luxx
01-28-2018, 05:19 PM
I am now talking to this guy I just broke up with friend.. we started messaging each other on FB and he wants to see me. I don't know what I'm going to do cuz they are pretty close.. this has to be a bad idea lol
All is fair in love and war.
Gia2608
01-28-2018, 05:29 PM
I don't know why but I'm craving red meat so bad. I guess that's not as bad as my usual chocolate candy and cookie pms cravings but dang it! Despite being sick I just can't stop craving meat. I ate a burger with everything on it but no bun, for breakfast and a Reuben sandwich for lunch that I ended up throwing most of the bread out to the birds. Wtf?
Sorry I know this is a confession thread but, you may be low on iron. This used to happen to me and I do not even like meat.
baer45
01-28-2018, 07:19 PM
When I walk into a bar and I see more women than men, I turn around and never come back.
Elektra Luxx
01-30-2018, 01:56 AM
There's so many things that I think about posting and in my head I start figuring out what I'm going to say, but for whatever reason I don't post it. So forgive me if I ever post the same thoughts.
... ...I swear I'm not trying to be funny, I just forgot what I was about to post. Sheesh!!! Time for sleep.
LoveyDovey
01-30-2018, 07:36 AM
I did something vile and classless to my narcissistic family, but I only did it so that they would see how it feels. It seems like the only way, since taking the high road and ignoring them doesn't always work. In a way I feel bad about what I did. But in another way, they deserve it. They are going to talk shit about me anyway no matter what I do or don't do, so fuck it. At least I didn't lie about anything, unlike them...
miss.a.p1600
01-30-2018, 02:37 PM
Taking the high road with narcissists only makes them view you as a weak pushover so you had to do what you had to do.....
Confession: I have a hard time making decisions and sometimes my decision making skills are shit
chanzep
01-30-2018, 02:54 PM
I think I need to cut off a friend, her energy is exhausting, I feel drained and if I vent about anything she acts like her life is so much worse, maybe shes just in a bad space, Im taking time out . This annoys me because I don't have many friends anyway but whatever.
chanzep
01-30-2018, 03:04 PM
I need some new friends, Strippers or SW because I always have issues with normal chicks, god that girl put me in a mood, im going to watch the Girlfriend experience now and drink some tea!
LoveyDovey
01-30-2018, 07:36 PM
Taking the high road with narcissists only makes them view you as a weak pushover so you had to do what you had to do.....
Confession: I have a hard time making decisions and sometimes my decision making skills are shit
Thank you. I felt the need to stoop to their level as a way of giving them a taste of their own medicine so they can see how it feels. It's the only way. Hate doing things that are beneath me, but I did what I had to do. For my safety. They talk shit no matter what I do. So I might as well be an asshole, just to show them that I know how.
I hear you on the decision making stuff...suffered from that dilemma, too.
Glamourmilf
01-31-2018, 05:22 AM
I think I need to cut off a friend, her energy is exhausting, I feel drained and if I vent about anything she acts like her life is so much worse, maybe shes just in a bad space, Im taking time out . This annoys me because I don't have many friends anyway but whatever.
I need some new friends, Strippers or SW because I always have issues with normal chicks, god that girl put me in a mood, im going to watch the Girlfriend experience now and drink some tea!
I was just going to post something similar regarding a long time non sex worker gal pal. She's sooo draining. All I did was text her and ask if her ( married) boyfriend ( who remodels houses) knows of the best way to soundproof a home.
Her response........." I just looked on Google, and there's lots of ideas on there"
Bitch, whaaat?
Gee, I work online all day, and golly gee, I wish I'd thought to do that too. GTFO!
Yet, another sex worker girlfriend I mentioned that I had to jump through hoops just to get prescription strength ibuprofen, was at the ready with phone numbers of Doctors I could call who wouldn't hassle me.
AND a connection to get more knock off designer stuff. THIS friend is so generous. I admired a necklace she was wearing, and the next thing I know I had my very own necklace delivered Right to my mailbox.
Ifyouseekamy
01-31-2018, 05:26 AM
^^^ seriously though.
I also have a hard time making decisions.
WendiStarr
01-31-2018, 10:29 AM
I've not done anything productive all day.
miss.a.p1600
01-31-2018, 10:42 AM
I am stressed and have been binging on sugar.....not the good kind in nature but the bad processed kind - if eating bad sugar is wrong, I don't want to be right
lilylilylily
01-31-2018, 01:57 PM
Since I stopped dancing I'm not drinking any sugary alcoholic drinks like I used to but making up for it by eating chocolate and cakes now, would rarely do that when I was still working. Oh well at least I've drastically cut down on alcohol
chanzep
01-31-2018, 07:15 PM
^ same.
@Glamourmilf my so called friend was also rude to me I thought maybe I was being sensitive and told a mutal friend today and he was like no she's rude. Im staying away from her now. I find a lot of vanilla chicks get stressed out by loser dudes and become bitchy I have no time for it.
Elle:)
01-31-2018, 09:38 PM
I locked myself out of the bedroom by accident and managed to open the door with a wine opener. I feel super proud of myself.
Glamourmilf
02-01-2018, 04:03 AM
^ same.
@Glamourmilf my so called friend was also rude to me I thought maybe I was being sensitive and told a mutal friend today and he was like no she's rude. Im staying away from her now. I find a lot of vanilla chicks get stressed out by loser dudes and become bitchy I have no time for it.
Exactly what You said about vanilla chicks getting stressed out by loser guys. When I first moved out here last year, I made it a point to meet lots of new 'vanilla' girls. But I've since dropped all of them because they're all on a dick hunt, and keep complaining about the ones they DO get for a short time. It's sooooo boring.
I actually cancelled a coffee meet up with a woman who wants to be friends with me. She's super conservative, and works in broadcasting. If she found out about my secret life, it would be all over the local news. No thank you.
Oh, and another chick from my grief group asked me to coffee also, but I tossed her number in the trash. She's a recovering alcoholic, so there's that. But, I'm emotionally drained enough at the end of my grief group. Don't want to rehash everything.
SnuffleUffleGrass
02-01-2018, 07:46 AM
Exactly what You said about vanilla chicks getting stressed out by loser guys. When I first moved out here last year, I made it a point to meet lots of new 'vanilla' girls. But I've since dropped all of them because they're all on a dick hunt, and keep complaining about the ones they DO get for a short time. It's sooooo boring.
I actually cancelled a coffee meet up with a woman who wants to be friends with me. She's super conservative, and works in broadcasting. If she found out about my secret life, it would be all over the local news. No thank you.
Oh, and another chick from my grief group asked me to coffee also, but I tossed her number in the trash. She's a recovering alcoholic, so there's that. But, I'm emotionally drained enough at the end of my grief group. Don't want to rehash everything.
I know the feeling.....
We had a rabbit like you
02-01-2018, 09:02 AM
All these veggies on my healthy "vegetable-Arian" diet causes some toxic gas, man. It's bad. I don't even know what to do about it without forgoing my beans, brocolli, Brussels sprouts,peas, turnips, kale, etc. but I CANNOT have this happen at work. Oh god
ScarletKitten
02-01-2018, 03:47 PM
^ The vegetables are cleaning your system out. Alot of people report having the same problem for like a week or 2 after switching to a plant-based diet. But it goes away once your body adjusts.
ScarletKitten
02-01-2018, 03:49 PM
I just almost ate 3 luna bars in a row. I had to stop myself at 2. Those things are packed with nutrients like a motherfucker. I could live on them, they are so freakin' good and satisfying.
SoftballQT
02-01-2018, 08:09 PM
At the gym tonight and started talking to this sexy ass guy who is always in there. He used to play college football and does semi pro. He was showing me the correct way to do a couple things. I was trying my best to not screw up but still getting as close to him as I could be really flirty. He left but got my number. I know he’s probably hooked up with other girls at the gym cause I’ve seen him around them a lot and then never really talk to anymore. But I don’t care I want some from him!!
seashell
02-02-2018, 01:22 PM
I wish Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind was a real thing. I would pay a large sum of money to forget someone.
Ifyouseekamy
02-02-2018, 03:31 PM
^^^ that’s such a good movie!
My electric bill was like $135 because I like to be naked at home. Blame it on being poor growing up- the heat was never above 65 degree. Now that I’m a grown up, I’m like darn it I’m gonna turn up the heat as much as I want!
SoftballQT
02-02-2018, 06:23 PM
Guy that took my number at the gym is wanting to get together tonight!!! He wants to meet for a drink and he mentioned dancing. Now I’m like what do I wear? If I wasn’t dancing I’d wear my favorite dress that barely covers the booty and shows plenty of cleavage but feel like I need to be more comfy in this club we are going to do might be leggings. Decisions decisions! Do I wear panties?!? Lol.
lynn2009
02-02-2018, 07:16 PM
All these veggies on my healthy "vegetable-Arian" diet causes some toxic gas, man. It's bad. I don't even know what to do about it without forgoing my beans, brocolli, Brussels sprouts,peas, turnips, kale, etc. but I CANNOT have this happen at work. Oh god
this will stop once you hit maintenance on this diet
Randi Starr
02-02-2018, 07:22 PM
Do I wear panties?!? Lol.
No point in panties if you plan on getting the D! My motto at least ha
Aurora_Sunset
02-03-2018, 01:53 PM
Had my first date with a girl last night! Don't know if it'll go anywhere, but she was lot of fun. Cute, 30s, zookeeper who works with orangutans. So adorable! We exchanged real phone numbers and got off of Tinder lol
charlie61
02-06-2018, 12:02 AM
Watching global markets drop during the last few days has made me realize that i have legit post-traumatic stress from the great recession. Whew! Need to talk my anxiety down.
vanessa_mtl
02-06-2018, 12:19 AM
LOL. All the strippers I know invest in savings bonds. Aka, the most conservative investment there is. I've told that to a banker and he laughed at me like I was stupid. Then I said, what would you do if you started dancing during the recession and still saw these investment bankers getting wasted in the club every night like they have nothing better to do?
seashell
02-06-2018, 05:41 AM
I looked at my ex's facebook and email for the last time. (He had left himself signed in on my laptop.) Of course, I had to go through the messages first. His life is so damn boring, the only dirt I found was that he's trying to hook up with this fugly girl. I am officially signed out, and have him blocked on facebook. Here we go, moving forward, trying not to look back.
SnuffleUffleGrass
02-06-2018, 06:58 AM
I looked at my ex's facebook and email for the last time. (He had left himself signed in on my laptop.) Of course, I had to go through the messages first. His life is so damn boring, the only dirt I found was that he's trying to hook up with this fugly girl. I am officially signed out, and have him blocked on facebook. Here we go, moving forward, trying not to look back.
Awesome, I'm happy for you.
Glamourmilf
02-06-2018, 07:02 AM
Had my first date with a girl last night! Don't know if it'll go anywhere, but she was lot of fun. Cute, 30s, zookeeper who works with orangutans. So adorable! We exchanged real phone numbers and got off of Tinder lol
So, what your saying, is that she works at the White House?
We had a rabbit like you
02-06-2018, 10:06 AM
I just saw the most beautiful girl I think I've ever seen my last shift at the club..I mean this girl looked genetically engineered to be gorgeous! Build-a-stripper type shit here. Couldn't take my eyes off her. The ultimate slim-thick, perfect skin, beautiful face, amazing perky proportions (yes I go straight lesbian at the club, idc )
But then I see her eating those gas station "honey bunz" like the ones packed w the worst ingredients known to man and it's like damn I guess some people are just genetically blessed! Fml
chanzep
02-06-2018, 06:12 PM
So im using flu season as a excuse for me being a hermit, I almost went out today until I saw that a healthy 38 yr old teacher died here!. I went out yesterday and have to go out for the next 2 days. I have a medical apt next week and im thinking of getting a mask, a girl on youtube said doctors have recommended people wearing them, I sound crazy but don't want that flu.
Elle:)
02-06-2018, 07:17 PM
Both my dogs have been really annoying today. They don't realize how lucky they are to have someone rescue them and give them home, food, toys and health insurance.
P.S.
Just realized it's the wrong thread but I am too lazy to move it.
Glamourmilf
02-07-2018, 06:47 AM
So im using flu season as a excuse for me being a hermit, I almost went out today until I saw that a healthy 38 yr old teacher died here!. I went out yesterday and have to go out for the next 2 days. I have a medical apt next week and im thinking of getting a mask, a girl on youtube said doctors have recommended people wearing them, I sound crazy but don't want that flu.
Good idea about the mask. I've been seeing lots of people wearing them. Matter of fact, when I went to the urgent Care last week, the front desk had a big basket full of masks for the taking.
WendiStarr
02-07-2018, 02:26 PM
I almost thought about creating new social media accounts. I just don't want to have to deal with juggling personal accounts and different stage name accounts. I have a different stage name for webcam and PSO and different for stripping and other stuff. I might create a strictly work-related one later.
Susperia
02-07-2018, 03:01 PM
So im using flu season as a excuse for me being a hermit, I almost went out today until I saw that a healthy 38 yr old teacher died here!. I went out yesterday and have to go out for the next 2 days. I have a medical apt next week and im thinking of getting a mask, a girl on youtube said doctors have recommended people wearing them, I sound crazy but don't want that flu.
I thought I was the only doing this too. I haven't gone out much at all. Just to the grocery store. I pretty much stopped eating at restaurants and won't get any fast food because last year I caught the flu from KFC. It took me a whole month to recover from that shit. I don't ever wanna be sick like that again.
chanzep
02-07-2018, 08:31 PM
I went to Walmart today so I could get my eyebrows done there too, the lady was wearing a mask and another lady was coughing in there so I did not do my nails, in produce I walked to get the plastic bags because a woman coughed then grabbed the nearest bag. I was so quick I did not even overspend!, I saw on the news another guy died here. Im only going out when I need to until March!
Ifyouseekamy
02-08-2018, 02:05 AM
I thought I was the only doing this too. I haven't gone out much at all. Just to the grocery store. I pretty much stopped eating at restaurants and won't get any fast food because last year I caught the flu from KFC. It took me a whole month to recover from that shit. I don't ever wanna be sick like that again.
I’m sure wearing a mask isn’t the craziest things we have ever Lol. I admit I’d feel silly. Let’s make a pact to all wear masks...lol. I haven’t been able to talk for over 4 days do to a throat cold...I’m just getting my voice back. I agree seeing a youngish healthy school teacher die from the flu has made not being able to go to work or interact with society seem like a blessing. I got my flu shot, but still I don’t know how much it will help!
vanessa_mtl
02-08-2018, 01:17 PM
I just saw the most beautiful girl I think I've ever seen my last shift at the club..I mean this girl looked genetically engineered to be gorgeous! Build-a-stripper type shit here. Couldn't take my eyes off her. The ultimate slim-thick, perfect skin, beautiful face, amazing perky proportions (yes I go straight lesbian at the club, idc )
But then I see her eating those gas station "honey bunz" like the ones packed w the worst ingredients known to man and it's like damn I guess some people are just genetically blessed! Fml
Could be her cheat meal! You really never know. One of the hottest yoga body long lean strippers I worked with ate a box of kraft dinner every Sunday night. Trashy comfort food is a thing.
vanessa_mtl
02-08-2018, 01:20 PM
I almost thought about creating new social media accounts. I just don't want to have to deal with juggling personal accounts and different stage name accounts. I have a different stage name for webcam and PSO and different for stripping and other stuff. I might create a strictly work-related one later.
Do not create any work related social media on any platform. Their algorithm will suggest your work account to people you have in your contacts, family, friends, exes. It can blow up your life or out you.
JGB2009
02-08-2018, 07:40 PM
The last guy I was involved with was mad cause I would not commit to just him. Whatever....I am like the run away bride!!!