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Blinky36c
02-09-2018, 09:19 AM
My confession is that after 20 years out of high school i heard the guy i was head over heels for in high school, who did not know I existed, was now living in the same town. I found where he worked and went to lunch. Planned to run into him at lunch, he told me he was married with 3 kids, I told him I was the featured dancer at the local club. His eyes popped wide open at that. Two days later, i saw him in the club, gave him several lap dances, he was back two days later for more, eith in a few weeks, he was in everyday, tipping greatly and falling for me. After a few months he was begging me to have an affair. I told him i was just not interested in him in that way. Crushed his ego, and drained his savings.

DonaDiabla
02-09-2018, 12:15 PM
Well, I made tons last Friday at Meetyourpsychic but we both decided that it was great for me to leave. But really, I felt that I can take my chances at this psychic platform where you can choose your rates from 3 dollars per min to 25 dollars per min. However, you have to be an psychic entertainer for 4 years or more. I finally made the cut this year :)

Glamourmilf
02-10-2018, 08:23 AM
My confession is that after 20 years out of high school i heard the guy i was head over heels for in high school, who did not know I existed, was now living in the same town. I found where he worked and went to lunch. Planned to run into him at lunch, he told me he was married with 3 kids, I told him I was the featured dancer at the local club. His eyes popped wide open at that. Two days later, i saw him in the club, gave him several lap dances, he was back two days later for more, eith in a few weeks, he was in everyday, tipping greatly and falling for me. After a few months he was begging me to have an affair. I told him i was just not interested in him in that way. Crushed his ego, and drained his savings.

I'm loving this probably more than I should.:great:

seashell
02-10-2018, 08:39 AM
I have 3 hours to get from my apartment to the airport, and I haven't even started packing. D:

WendiStarr
02-10-2018, 12:42 PM
A fwb who was anti feelings(repeatedly told me that he didn't want me catching feelings for him and said he'd never have feelings for me) admitted to having feelings for me. Ironic. He said he wanted me to stop seeing other men and be exclusive to him. I told him I can't because I can't just lose my main source of income. While I do like him and love his dick, not worth it to me.

Elle:)
02-11-2018, 12:27 PM
I love shopping on ASOS way too much.

Nina_
02-11-2018, 06:01 PM
So my ex went to prison again and expected me to spend thousands on phone calls and talk to him all day and devote my life to sending him letters, money, visiting him, etc. I didn't really do any of that except kept money on my phone for the first few months, then I stopped because I have my own life and he should've never chosen to do what he did to go back and leave me out here on my own, again.

So I stopped communicating with him for several months, then I found out from his friend that since he feels like I am ignoring him, he's talking a bunch of shit about me and asking his friends' "baby mamas" to send him sexy photos.

He's only doing this to upset me and get attention but I'm done dealing with his shit so I got his car repossessed. He left it with me so I could make the payments for him while he's in prison so he could have it back when he gets out but fuck that. I'm done doing favors for his dumb ass. He doesn't even have a license and won't get it back for years so he can enjoy being carless when he gets out.

Nina_
02-12-2018, 12:36 AM
^^^Let me add that his first prison gig I didn't have sex in over a year and a half, visited him even he was like 8 hrs away, wrote him nearly every day, sent him commissary money, all sorts of money, and spent at least 1k a month on phone calls. I played the ride or die role, I am not trying to die again or ride till there's no wheels left.

WendiStarr
02-12-2018, 04:24 PM
I ate some sweet potato pecan pie because I'm stressing again and I needed some comfort food.

chanzep
02-12-2018, 05:53 PM
I fell asleep on the couch in makeup after getting up early for my doctors appointment ugh. I was also freaking out doctors because people were coughing ugh.

Aurora_Sunset
02-12-2018, 08:51 PM
Every time someone in the vanilla world "jokes" about how they could solve all of their problems and money woes by going and "being a whore," I really want to show them my life and laugh in their face.

Aurora_Sunset
02-12-2018, 08:53 PM
Also, my ex has been threatening suicide lately. Now I feel like I have to take his fucking phone calls every other day. I don't even so much hate him, as I just am sick of feeling like I'm still TRYING to break up with him when it's been damn near a month and a half. Every time he suddenly veers the conversation into talking about "us," I zone out and start browsing through stripperweb and just stop saying anything in response until he gives up on the topic... Like... not trying to be an asshole, but I'm goddam done with hearing it and am so sick of feeling responsible for his life and emotions.

LaurenAus
02-12-2018, 09:56 PM
I love shopping on ASOS way too much.
Is the sizing accurate or do you feel like you have to send a lot of clothes back cuz they don't fit right? That's the one thing that makes me nervous about online shopping

Elektra Luxx
02-13-2018, 08:19 AM
I'm not feeling good. I'm feeling like I want to break up with my bf and everything has been going fine. I don't know why he wants to be with me. I'm a mess. I hate that when I feel down I go to the extreme. Hormones maybe.

We had a rabbit like you
02-13-2018, 08:51 AM
Also, my ex has been threatening suicide lately. Now I feel like I have to take his fucking phone calls every other day. I don't even so much hate him, as I just am sick of feeling like I'm still TRYING to break up with him when it's been damn near a month and a half. Every time he suddenly veers the conversation into talking about "us," I zone out and start browsing through stripperweb and just stop saying anything in response until he gives up on the topic... Like... not trying to be an asshole, but I'm goddam done with hearing it and am so sick of feeling responsible for his life and emotions.

Sounds really manipulative of him! Almost borderline abuse to threaten someone with suicide to keep them in your life in some capacity and then hound them..creepy.


I told myself I would never need or want a boob job but now that I've seen how much my breastfeeding boobs are making me, I want them again :'( i just don't know if an investment that big will pay off unless I plan on stripping another 10 years

miss.a.p1600
02-13-2018, 09:48 AM
Every time someone in the vanilla world "jokes" about how they could solve all of their problems and money woes by going and "being a whore," I really want to show them my life and laugh in their face.

Guilty! And I should know better.....Although sometimes it is, often times it's not always peaches and roses and easy money storms - the stigma alone is a huge burden to overcome and can affect one's mind and money

seashell
02-13-2018, 01:45 PM
I just made myself a profile on a lesbian dating site. D:

Elle:)
02-13-2018, 01:51 PM
Is the sizing accurate or do you feel like you have to send a lot of clothes back cuz they don't fit right? That's the one thing that makes me nervous about online shopping


Sizing is accurate at least in my experience. The few times I've sent stuff back it was because I didn't like how smth looked in person or just didn't look good on me. But I really like it over all.

LaurenAus
02-13-2018, 09:34 PM
A guy I had started seeing revealed to me he had a permanent std after I had asked if he had anything. He told me he would understand if I didn't wanna keep hanging out but if I didn't see things going further that he'd wanna move on with someone who was available. He seemed okay overall, called me every night to talk for hours (which was exhausting), worked for postmates while he worked on his side projects and physically cute but I didn't wanna move forward after his reveal. Well tonight when I texted him my true feelings as I expected he went off on me. Before it got too ugly I said my last words and blocked him. Guys are so shit at dealing with rejection. He and I have only met up twice for coffee aside from our long phone calls. He was like "you don't know what I want I just wanted to be friends with you" yeah right boo--that's why you clearly told me the other day that if I didn't wanna pursue it then he didn't wanna connect with me anymore because he's looking for s relationship. Other men who I have actually known for months and have slept with have dropped off the face of the planet without a word but when it comes to me breaking down to a guy Ive barely hung out with why I don't see it going further it still explodes in my face.

thatgingercamgirl
02-14-2018, 04:40 PM
I'm in my thirties and I have never experienced real romantic love. The man I am with now is kind but dealing with too much pain from his last relationship to be able to tell me that he loves me. All I want is to be loved. I honestly fear that I'm never going to get to experience it before I die.

lynn2009
02-14-2018, 04:44 PM
I would like to have sex again at some point, and I even downloaded tinder because I have no life at all in which to meet other people. I'm not even against meeting up with someone right away for drinks and maybe hooking up that night if there's chemistry? I don't know really, because that is not a situation that has occurred. sooo I matched with a guy, seemingly cute looking and after like 4 messages he's like "what are you looking for tn" which annoys the shit out of me to start with, like you can't make time to spell out a word? And then he asked if my pictures were recent, which of course they are because I'm not a fucking idiot. Omfg. Like Derek had to win me over over several weeks because I literally was THAT over trying to date and now that he's fucking dead, I can't make effort for this hook up culture bullshit. I might as well become a nun so I can stop working!

LaurenAus
02-14-2018, 05:10 PM
I would like to have sex again at some point, and I even downloaded tinder because I have no life at all in which to meet other people. I'm not even against meeting up with someone right away for drinks and maybe hooking up that night if there's chemistry? I don't know really, because that is not a situation that has occurred. sooo I matched with a guy, seemingly cute looking and after like 4 messages he's like "what are you looking for tn" which annoys the shit out of me to start with, like you can't make time to spell out a word? And then he asked if my pictures were recent, which of course they are because I'm not a fucking idiot. Omfg. Like Derek had to win me over over several weeks because I literally was THAT over trying to date and now that he's fucking dead, I can't make effort for this hook up culture bullshit. I might as well become a nun so I can stop working!


My advice to you is run from the dudes who keep asking for more pics/if your pics are recent/if you have an Instagram. It's never gone well for me after that. Red flag.

LaurenAus
02-14-2018, 09:52 PM
I take adult ballet--my teachers this cute Russian looking dude. Always thought he was kinda cute and then a couple months ago I came up on his Instagram and he had some pictures up of him and this dude that made them look like a couple--that and the whole ballet thing and my mind mistakenly thought he was gay. Tonight he was talking about a horrible breakup he had last year around this time--that the person was cray cray and he had to get a restraining order against that person. So I opened my dumb mouth in front of class and without thinking asked "was he always cray cray or just cray cray towards the end" and my teacher paused and said "actually it was a female.." literally wanted the floor to swallow me up in that moment or for god to take me from the earth and free me from my humiliation.

Ifyouseekamy
02-15-2018, 02:06 AM
A had a huge crush on this guy. It was ridiculous puppy love. Love songs would make me think about him; I couldn’t stop thinking when I would see him next- puke! Worst of all I worked with him-I know-you don’t have to tell my how relationships with stripclub staff and strippers workout. So glad I got my sanity back; I dodged a bullet.

Glamourmilf
02-15-2018, 08:12 AM
I HATE Valentine's Day! I'm so glad that it's over.
Valentine's Day, to me, is a whore's nightmare.
No work, and everywhere you look stores are pushing candy, balloons, and chocolate down your throat.
Blah. 49487
49488

WendiStarr
02-15-2018, 12:30 PM
I HATE Valentine's Day! I'm so glad that it's over.
Valentine's Day, to me, is a whore's nightmare.
No work, and everywhere you look stores are pushing candy, balloons, and chocolate down your throat.
Blah. 49487
49488

Omg, I agree 100%! It's just a dumb hallmark holiday that hallmark card company and candy companies must be in cahoots on. Work was so dead that only 2 customers came in.

My confession today is that I drank a pop. I haven't drank pop in a long time and I couldn't even finish the bottle because it upset my tummy.

seashell
02-15-2018, 12:35 PM
I just made myself a profile on a lesbian dating site. D:

Adding on to this... I'm chatting with girls "in my area," and a bunch of them are from Italy. I forgot that Croatia is across the sea from Italy. Ooomg I can't hear the accents but you can tell English isn't their first language, and their messages are so cute!

Glamourmilf
02-16-2018, 09:41 AM
Omg, I agree 100%! It's just a dumb hallmark holiday that hallmark card company and candy companies must be in cahoots on. Work was so dead that only 2 customers came in.

My confession today is that I drank a pop. I haven't drank pop in a long time and I couldn't even finish the bottle because it upset my tummy.

For SURE they're in cahoots. I was just planning on staying home on vday, but the weather was too nice.
Every store I went into had special music blaring, and balloons, etc right as you walked in.
In your face much? Ugh!
I almost went to get ashes, since it was also ash Wednesday. But I would've had to sit through an hour mass. :no::no:
I was so depressed that it actually felt GOOD when some random Hispanic gardener flirted with me in the parking lot.
I was at the supermarket yesterday, and noticed that they were pulling already putting out the Easter merch.

chanzep
02-16-2018, 06:40 PM
I just ate almost all of a bar of dark chocolate ugh. and vanilla jobs make me want to go back to a club soo bad.

baer45
02-16-2018, 09:32 PM
I am really not good with names, especially to associate names with faces.

miss.a.p1600
02-16-2018, 09:40 PM
I just ate almost all of a bar of dark chocolate ugh. and vanilla jobs make me want to go back to a club soo bad.

I just ate that whole tub of DIY hard chocolate. Drank some wine......felt tad build guilty but then was like 'fuck it, its the weekend cotdamn it - relax a bit then back to the normal regiment in 24-48hrs'

Sometimes, I want to quit st. webs but I like it better than facebook ......... fml!

I want to proofread more often.

Elektra Luxx
02-17-2018, 02:33 AM
Sometimes, I want to quit st. webs but I like it better than facebook ......... fml!

Sometimes I want to quit my life and start a new life where nobody knows me. Re-invent myself. *sigh*

baer45
02-17-2018, 12:50 PM
Sometimes I want to quit my life and start a new life where nobody knows me. Re-invent myself. *sigh*

What do you want to be? a female astronaut?

Elektra Luxx
02-17-2018, 02:45 PM
^^^
I would totally do that. I would re-invent myself on Mars.

chanzep
02-17-2018, 03:21 PM
I don't know what I would do without SW, the real world drives me insane, Im glad I can come here, I also know my new vanilla job is not meant to be but I can't afford to quit right now. Its annoying because if I felt this way about a club I would be gone already. I have to find a way out without being fired. I feel so tied down in vanilla life.

whirlerz
02-17-2018, 04:17 PM
Aww, sorry to hear this, Chanzl

baer45
02-17-2018, 04:47 PM
^^^
I would totally do that. I would re-invent myself on Mars.


I want to see the other side of the universe once.

miss.a.p1600
02-18-2018, 12:04 AM
Just want to be around people who have favorable and mutual relationship connection.

trustfundkiller
02-19-2018, 03:31 PM
I'm contemplating picking up everything and moving to a new city for a fresh start. Somewhere where everything is new and exciting. I'm not trying to run from anything, I'm just so bored and I need a change. I just got back from a short trip to Scottsdale and I fell in love. Maybe I'll be calling Arizona home soon. I figure now is the time to make such a drastic change, if I'm ever going to do it. I'm single, no kids (except my fur babies), I don't own a home yet, I'm camming and creating content so I can work anywhere. I don't have any real "roots" that are anchoring me to my current location. In 10 years, such an idea might not even be feasible.

Selina M
02-19-2018, 04:48 PM
I started watching the Queer Eye reboot and I love it. Like, so much.

seashell
02-20-2018, 12:26 PM
I definitely have feelings for the Croatian lover boy. I don't think it's just that I'm lonely, and I know I'm not desperate for a relationship. We had an amazing time last night, and our personalities really click. I have to leave the country next week, and I am so much sadder than I thought I would be. I really hope we get to spend this weekend together.

WendiStarr
02-20-2018, 04:25 PM
Ex fuck buddy(the good dick one) texted me to say hi and ask how I'm doing. It's amazing how even though I'm sick , tired, and blah feeling, my pussy still got wet thinking about the sex I had with him. Nope! I'm good. Go to sleep, pussy!

lynn2009
02-20-2018, 05:29 PM
........

JGB2009
02-21-2018, 04:27 PM
I'm so pathetic right now, I'm messaging friends who don't seem to give a shit about me and one of them has even read my previous texts (yes sent several, shouldn't have done it) and hasn't replied but here I am sending yet another one. It's like I don't care that I'm embarrassing myself anymore I just miss having them to talk to and I'm depressed and lonely I guess. I have to stop doing this.

Been there done that. Eventually one day you will have friends who will be worth it.

seashell
02-21-2018, 04:47 PM
^This! I've been in that situation, as well. It sucks. It sounds like you need to make some new connections.

I'm not sure if this is the right thing to do in your case, but people can be more understanding if you're honest and let them know that you're lonely/depressed and would like their company. You can't use that card very often, but most people will be empathetic and want to help you.

SnuffleUffleGrass
02-22-2018, 06:21 AM
I confess I'm vaguely creeped out our room mate's dog sensed a bunch of people in our townhouse complex got up early this morning. Dogs are way more intuitive than we realize.

(Or maybe he has some weird "The Shining" type bond with my dog, who knew I got up early. lol.)

Ifyouseekamy
02-22-2018, 01:45 PM
My confession: I still have a crush at work——he’s totally got fuckboy tendencies. I saw his dating profile online and his username was something stud (eye roll)

I guess that’s fuckboy karma. Finding a good girl, but she won’t give you the time of day.

SnuffleUffleGrass
02-22-2018, 04:07 PM
I confess I'm having a meltdown stress day because of our small business. Ugghhghghghghggh

Grace108
02-22-2018, 09:27 PM
I recently have been doing photo shoots and is getting quiet good... but the money compared the sex industry are a like a joke per the hour.. I am happy I tried out... but at the moment is just a fun thing that helps me to do some pocket money.., while the photos of me in topless are around (although I got model contracts)
I am planning to slowly broaden my business in other ways, .. but dancing will be my main job

Elektra Luxx
02-22-2018, 09:48 PM
I think I'm secretly attracted to controlling guys. I like to push my limits and push their buttons. In other words, I like to piss them off. If they don't push back, I lose interest. I have a wild nature and I like a guy with strong personally to tell what to do. It lets me know they care. It makes me feel wanted and loved. But telling me what to do doesn't mean control of every part life of my life.

I must be changing because I totally would have broke it off with this guy already. Instead he's asleep next to me and I have my feet jammed underneath him because I'm cold and I'm posting this. I fricken love this jerkass! Who would have thunk it, me in love. Lol!