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baer45
02-23-2018, 12:17 PM
I think I'm secretly attracted to controlling guys. I like to push my limits and push their buttons. In other words, I like to piss them off. If they don't push back, I lose interest. I have a wild nature and I like a guy with strong personally to tell what to do. It lets me know they care. It makes me feel wanted and loved. But telling me what to do doesn't mean control of every part life of my life.
I must be changing because I totally would have broke it off with this guy already. Instead he's asleep next to me and I have my feet jammed underneath him because I'm cold and I'm posting this. I fricken love this jerkass! Who would have thunk it, me in love. Lol!
I am very opposite of you. I don't like people push my buttons. When I want to do something, you'd better stay out of my way. Because I am going to crush you to get there. I like guys to offer their opinion and reasons, as an advisor. It's nice that they care about me and want to be physically dominant. I guess I am crazy in that way.
baer45
02-23-2018, 01:30 PM
I fricken love this jerkass! Who would have thunk it, me in love. Lol!
"I am an angel but you clipped my wings. "
I wrote this line for you.
WendiStarr
02-23-2018, 07:18 PM
I ate two M&M cookies..and I liked it, lol.
Ifyouseekamy
02-24-2018, 03:06 AM
I ate two M&M cookies..and I liked it, lol. naughty
Daniellaa
02-26-2018, 06:51 AM
I wish I had more girl friends. I always feel so paranoid that other girls don't like me and are gonnna try to sabotage me so im really closed off with other females. Lol i think i already made a post like this in here a long time ago but it's still true sadly.
SnuffleUffleGrass
02-26-2018, 08:12 AM
I wish I had more girl friends. I always feel so paranoid that other girls don't like me and are gonnna try to sabotage me so im really closed off with other females. Lol i think i already made a post like this in here a long time ago but it's still true sadly.
I know the feeling. Hit up some friends on FB or go to coffee with a neighbor.
WendiStarr
02-26-2018, 10:26 AM
I'm feeling hermit today. I stayed home from work so that I could get the apartment issue straightened out and wait on damn Comcast contractor to get here. You know those sometimes make you wait on them all day. One of the maintenance dudes here randomly walked right up and was looking in my window. I was sitting at the table eating, looked over, and seen him standing there looking in. I know he has to measure window so he can replace it but he never gave me a day or time that he was coming so I'm just like grr, gtfo. I had my blinds open since the sun is out but I shut my blinds.
Aurora_Sunset
02-26-2018, 10:32 AM
I wish I had more girl friends. I always feel so paranoid that other girls don't like me and are gonnna try to sabotage me so im really closed off with other females. Lol i think i already made a post like this in here a long time ago but it's still true sadly.
In general, I've been so paranoid and sad lately about trying to make friends while thinking everyone actually hates me....
People are so ridiculously two-faced. I don't get it... Sure, people will always annoy me in certain ways. And once I really become friends with them, I hit that spot of loving/hating them, but no matter how much I bitch, I truly love them, and I only bitch because I know them so well. But I've noticed that the default for EVERYONE just seems to be this hatefulness. One of my coworkers pointed it out the other day perfectly - he's like "the fucking gossip around here.... we were sitting around the table with this new kid - perfectly nice guy, nothing wrong with him - and the second he walks out the door, everyone's like 'fucking kid - he talks too much' and another one is like 'fuck that, he doesn't talk enough' and everyone's just like 'what a dumbass, what a piece of shit' and it's just like WHOA - he was a perfectly nice person! Goddam... it was literally right after he walked out the door."
And that's the truth, it seems... I genuinely like people upon first meeting them. I really do. Unless someone is a total asshat right off the bat, my first impressions of people are that I like them. That might change later on, but I really, truly like most of the people I interact and work with.
But I feel as though everyone must be low-key hating on me behind my back as well because they do it to everyone else... How am I supposed to make friends that way?
miss.a.p1600
02-26-2018, 11:51 AM
When men are nice to you....on numerous occasions....and it's like dude, are you offering dick or something?
Daniellaa
02-26-2018, 03:15 PM
In general, I've been so paranoid and sad lately about trying to make friends while thinking everyone actually hates me....
People are so ridiculously two-faced. I don't get it... Sure, people will always annoy me in certain ways. And once I really become friends with them, I hit that spot of loving/hating them, but no matter how much I bitch, I truly love them, and I only bitch because I know them so well. But I've noticed that the default for EVERYONE just seems to be this hatefulness. One of my coworkers pointed it out the other day perfectly - he's like "the fucking gossip around here.... we were sitting around the table with this new kid - perfectly nice guy, nothing wrong with him - and the second he walks out the door, everyone's like 'fucking kid - he talks too much' and another one is like 'fuck that, he doesn't talk enough' and everyone's just like 'what a dumbass, what a piece of shit' and it's just like WHOA - he was a perfectly nice person! Goddam... it was literally right after he walked out the door."
And that's the truth, it seems... I genuinely like people upon first meeting them. I really do. Unless someone is a total asshat right off the bat, my first impressions of people are that I like them. That might change later on, but I really, truly like most of the people I interact and work with.
But I feel as though everyone must be low-key hating on me behind my back as well because they do it to everyone else... How am I supposed to make friends that way?
Exactly how I feel. And seeing everyone talk shit about each other behind their backs and then continue on being friends with them i'm just like damnn does anybody actually even like each other? It's so hard to find people who are not like that.
miss.a.p1600
02-26-2018, 03:33 PM
Speaking of dicks.....just say Nicki Minaj's ex / his peen is trending on Twitter https://twitter.com/lnhhfights/status/967945177045364737 ...... all I can say is daaaaaaammmmmnnnn
SnuffleUffleGrass
02-26-2018, 04:16 PM
In general, I've been so paranoid and sad lately about trying to make friends while thinking everyone actually hates me....
People are so ridiculously two-faced. I don't get it... Sure, people will always annoy me in certain ways. And once I really become friends with them, I hit that spot of loving/hating them, but no matter how much I bitch, I truly love them, and I only bitch because I know them so well. But I've noticed that the default for EVERYONE just seems to be this hatefulness. One of my coworkers pointed it out the other day perfectly - he's like "the fucking gossip around here.... we were sitting around the table with this new kid - perfectly nice guy, nothing wrong with him - and the second he walks out the door, everyone's like 'fucking kid - he talks too much' and another one is like 'fuck that, he doesn't talk enough' and everyone's just like 'what a dumbass, what a piece of shit' and it's just like WHOA - he was a perfectly nice person! Goddam... it was literally right after he walked out the door."
And that's the truth, it seems... I genuinely like people upon first meeting them. I really do. Unless someone is a total asshat right off the bat, my first impressions of people are that I like them. That might change later on, but I really, truly like most of the people I interact and work with.
But I feel as though everyone must be low-key hating on me behind my back as well because they do it to everyone else... How am I supposed to make friends that way?
I've honestly cut a lot of people out of my life over things like that. I don't allow "diahhrea of the mouth" sufferers to hang around with me.
chanzep
02-26-2018, 05:22 PM
I need new girlfriends too!.
Glamourmilf
02-27-2018, 06:05 AM
Speaking of dicks.....just say Nicki Minaj's ex / his peen is trending on Twitter https://twitter.com/lnhhfights/status/967945177045364737 ...... all I can say is daaaaaaammmmmnnnn
Welcome to my world. Black guys on cam all day.
It's funny, because they all have bigbbc in their screen name too.
It's like, dude, I think the ' big' is already implied. Ha ha!
PrincessfromHell
02-27-2018, 07:12 AM
Speaking of dicks.....just say Nicki Minaj's ex / his peen is trending on Twitter https://twitter.com/lnhhfights/status/967945177045364737 ...... all I can say is daaaaaaammmmmnnnn
oh boy oh boy peen worth trending mmmm
xStacey
02-28-2018, 09:31 PM
Finally realizing that personal development, introspection and reflecting is inevitable. Realizing that I am my biggest enemy and that the only way to get through, is by confronting my fears and what I have been avoiding since forever. Because no amount of external validation, material possession, success, awards can make up for low self-esteem and confidence, and a lack of purpose and meaning in life. It's really difficult right now and it would have been easier to continue without ever questioning myself, but I am really proud of myself for going back to therapy, and working on myself internally instead of thinking that it's cheesy because it's really keeping me from moving forward. I am currently a ball of mess, but I am confident something great will come out of this internal fight.
Ifyouseekamy
03-02-2018, 06:59 AM
^^^^ I struggle with knowing I’m innately loveable and worthy. It’s bad programming from family and society. When people treat me bad, after awhile it’s like well “there must be something wrong with me because why would someone treat me bad unless I was bad “...LOL. It’s fucked up, but it’s what the mind does. It’s hard work, but yes you are innately worthy of love and respect. Good for you! I’m so happy you are doing something for yourself.
Aurora_Sunset
03-02-2018, 12:34 PM
I had leftover Pizza Hut breadsticks. I really had no desire to consume the bread, especially since it was starting to harden and I don't have a microwave - I just wanted the seasoning on top.
So I licked the seasoning off and threw the bread away.
Cutie101
03-02-2018, 08:12 PM
I had leftover Pizza Hut breadsticks. I really had no desire to consume the bread, especially since it was starting to harden and I don't have a microwave - I just wanted the seasoning on top.
So I licked the seasoning off and threw the bread away.
I usually put it in the heated oven, for a few minutes. I don't have microwave either so, that's the ultimate sollution for me :)))
Ifyouseekamy
03-06-2018, 02:41 AM
It makes me sad, but I just can’t trust men. I feel like until I get EVERYTHING I want out of life. I will not let a man in my life. They are so deceptive and they prey on empathetic women like me. Thank goodness I have enough recovery to know better.
I’ve been abstinent and as frustrating as it is it saved from so much heartbreak and abuse. I recommend it for anyone to detox from crazy men and fuck boys. I’m going to start telling guys I’m waiting till marriage....LOL who knows maybe I’ll get a ring one day....LOL.
seashell
03-06-2018, 06:27 AM
^I have so much respect for that. I could really use a heartbreak detox.
I came here to confess more boy probs. I got dumped in December, met up with an awesome guy friend last month and was really sad to leave him... and then this past weekend I went on a trip with a new guy friend. I naively thought it was a platonic thing, but he saw it differently, and we hooked up. I let it happen, but ughhhh I want to slap myself for continuing this vicious cycle. It would be different if I hooked up with assholes who don't treat me well, but these guys are so sweet and generous that it makes it extremely difficult to treat them as *just* a fuck buddy. I've had brief stints of being single, but never long enough to really get over anyone. I have gotten used to having a revolving door of men. Boys are my drug.
It's like that song where Beyonce goes, "I could have another you by tomorrow." I have to remind myself that you shouldn't LITERALLY have another man by tomorrow. Slow the fuck down.
WendiStarr
03-06-2018, 03:15 PM
I seriously gain 5lbs every time I'm on my period. This happens every month. I'm guessing it's just water weight because my appetite is barely there during my period. I have to force myself to eat and not throw up because I'm nauseated. I have to wear stretch pants during this time because none of my jeans fit. I feel like a fat, ugly cow. I hate being a woman during this time of the month!
miss.a.p1600
03-07-2018, 02:54 PM
This guy made an offer to do adult chatting on my vanilla line.
I hate when they don't reserve the vanilla lines for what they are.
I could use the extra money but I like being in control in xxx scenarios and I don't want to deal with domineering men because they feel like they are paying and then they get entitled or manipulative.
I may have to eventually block him - so far I've made about $25 off him, just him asking me if I'd accept his 'other' call LOL
WendiStarr
03-07-2018, 04:17 PM
I got a call from the doctor and my shitty week just got worse. I don't even know what the fuck to do anymore. My birthday is this weekend and I couldn't give a fuck less about it or anything right now.
SnuffleUffleGrass
03-07-2018, 06:10 PM
I got a call from the doctor and my shitty week just got worse. I don't even know what the fuck to do anymore. My birthday is this weekend and I couldn't give a fuck less about it or anything right now.
Sorry to hear of that. Feel free to PM
Selina M
03-07-2018, 11:03 PM
I got a call from the doctor and my shitty week just got worse. I don't even know what the fuck to do anymore. My birthday is this weekend and I couldn't give a fuck less about it or anything right now.
I'm so sorry, I hope something good happens for you soon <3
Cutie101
03-08-2018, 12:30 AM
This guy made an offer to do adult chatting on my vanilla line.
I hate when they don't reserve the vanilla lines for what they are.
I could use the extra money but I like being in control in xxx scenarios and I don't want to deal with domineering men because they feel like they are paying and then they get entitled or manipulative.
I may have to eventually block him - so far I've made about $25 off him, just him asking me if I'd accept his 'other' call LOL
You are doing it right. I apreciate your balls and seriously, if more women would stand for their own rules, there wouldn't be men who would shit on our boundaries and think they can get what they want, only by dangling the wallet. Like, he can simply go on an erotic line if he wants that, why does he needs to break the rules? Wtf... is like going in an pizza restaurant, asking for sushi and doing everything to get sushi from there...
miss.a.p1600
03-08-2018, 09:16 AM
^honestly I think a lot of men are doing that as a majority of my calls have been from men trying to take it to another level - in essence breaking the site rules. I will have to sit there and tell them (while charging them to do so lol) I can only help them in a clinical sense, if its something sexual.
I never know if the site is recording those calls so I try to play by their rules especially if theres a chance they do a chargeback for finding out the calls are adult in nature.
I only risked it with one guy who was paying me well to dominate him. Which got me thinking I wanted to do something like that on a line where it was okay to do that and to find more men like him.
Genoveve
03-08-2018, 04:02 PM
if more women would stand for their own rules, there wouldn't be men who would shit on our boundaries and think they can get what they want, only by dangling the wallet.
Truth.
Elle:)
03-08-2018, 07:07 PM
I really feel backed into a corner. This is the first time there is absolutely nothing that can fix things. I am so tired. I can't even get upset or angry,that's how tired I am. There is nothing I didn't try.
WendiStarr
03-10-2018, 09:15 AM
Sorry to hear of that. Feel free to PM
I'm so sorry, I hope something good happens for you soon <3
Thank you both. I have medicine and am doing better now.
SexxiLexxi
03-10-2018, 01:29 PM
I am fucking scared to bleach my hair right now! Fuuuuuuuck! But I'm 32 fucking years old...I have dyed my hair every [natural] color in the book...It is TIME to go bold and dye it my FAVORITE color LOL! Excited but scared as fuck lol.
Cutie101
03-10-2018, 09:59 PM
I am fucking scared to bleach my hair right now! Fuuuuuuuck! But I'm 32 fucking years old...I have dyed my hair every [natural] color in the book...It is TIME to go bold and dye it my FAVORITE color LOL! Excited but scared as fuck lol.
There are plenty of good quality wigs now. You can try that first and see how you look like, before you take the step!
miss.a.p1600
03-11-2018, 01:01 PM
I am questioning my existence or something.
I don't know if I want to ever be in a relationship or be married and I don't know if I want babies anymore.......
seashell
03-11-2018, 01:24 PM
I am questioning my existence or something.
I don't know if I want to ever be in a relationship or be married and I don't know if I want babies anymore.......
You're not alone. I question this constantly. <3
Elektra Luxx
03-11-2018, 02:06 PM
My grandpa has been really sick for a couple of years, this morning he passed away in his sleep. We have been expecting this for months and are sad, but we all have said everything we needed to say and he was suffering at the very end. Now he is at rest.
SnuffleUffleGrass
03-11-2018, 02:13 PM
My grandpa has been really sick for a couple of years, this morning he passed away in his sleep. We have been expecting this for months and are sad, but we all have said everything we needed to say and he was suffering at the very end. Now he is at rest.
My condolences on your loss
SexxiLexxi
03-11-2018, 03:39 PM
My grandpa has been really sick for a couple of years, this morning he passed away in his sleep. We have been expecting this for months and are sad, but we all have said everything we needed to say and he was suffering at the very end. Now he is at rest.
Hugsss!!!! I am so sorry for your loss hun! :(
SexxiLexxi
03-11-2018, 03:41 PM
I am questioning my existence or something.
I don't know if I want to ever be in a relationship or be married and I don't know if I want babies anymore.......
Since entering my 30's....The desire of having kids has dwindled down as I don't want to have to change diapers or chase around a kid [possibly tripping them with my cane lmfao] in my "retirement" years LOL.
JGB2009
03-11-2018, 04:59 PM
My grandpa has been really sick for a couple of years, this morning he passed away in his sleep. We have been expecting this for months and are sad, but we all have said everything we needed to say and he was suffering at the very end. Now he is at rest.
Very sorry for your loss.
baer45
03-11-2018, 07:08 PM
My grandpa has been really sick for a couple of years, this morning he passed away in his sleep. We have been expecting this for months and are sad, but we all have said everything we needed to say and he was suffering at the very end. Now he is at rest.
My condolences to your family.
WendiStarr
03-12-2018, 08:07 AM
My grandpa has been really sick for a couple of years, this morning he passed away in his sleep. We have been expecting this for months and are sad, but we all have said everything we needed to say and he was suffering at the very end. Now he is at rest.
Aww, Elektra I'm sorry to hear about your grandpa. May he rest in peace. *hugs*
SnuffleUffleGrass
03-12-2018, 08:36 AM
Funny horrible confession- our crazy neighbor with alcoholic dementia is causing drama again so I am going to mess with him hardcore. I hate this dude.
Glamourmilf
03-12-2018, 08:57 AM
My grandpa has been really sick for a couple of years, this morning he passed away in his sleep. We have been expecting this for months and are sad, but we all have said everything we needed to say and he was suffering at the very end. Now he is at rest.
I'm truly sorry for your loss Elektra.
My dad's birthday is tomorrow. He's been gone for ten years, but it seems like yesterday.
I'm so glad that you had time with your grandpa toward the end.
I'm sure it meant everything to him that you did.
Thank God he is out of pain.
:hug::pray:
lilylilylily
03-12-2018, 12:50 PM
My grandpa has been really sick for a couple of years, this morning he passed away in his sleep. We have been expecting this for months and are sad, but we all have said everything we needed to say and he was suffering at the very end. Now he is at rest.
Sorry for your loss Elektra xx
DonaDiabla
03-12-2018, 02:00 PM
I am so sorry for your loss,Elektra. Virtual hugs:grouphug:
My grandpa has been really sick for a couple of years, this morning he passed away in his sleep. We have been expecting this for months and are sad, but we all have said everything we needed to say and he was suffering at the very end. Now he is at rest.
JGB2009
03-12-2018, 04:24 PM
My confession is I think my daughters dad should have to live in total misery. How dare he be able to start a relationship with a woman who just posted their picture together on Facebook, and yet he is still on a dating site scoping out other women. Here she thinks she has herself someone good and everyone is congratulating her. She lives two hours away from him so he does whatever he likes. Some people need to be investigated before you decide to commit to their sorry behind!!!! Hopefully she don't waste to much of her time with him.
seashell
03-13-2018, 05:06 AM
I spent the past 2 months working as little as possible, and traveling... and while it was nice, I feel a LOT happier focusing on my career again. I think it's time to save up and rent a new long term apartment.
WendiStarr
03-13-2018, 06:45 AM
It's cold as witch's titty out and I don't feel like leaving my bed just yet so I'm watching Jessica Jones, Season 2.
miss.a.p1600
03-13-2018, 01:55 PM
I wish I could ditch 95% of family and friends, bounce up out of this conservative area, and go some place where I can dive into whatever career I can get fast money (without risking my life/freedom/happiness) and without have the fear of the double life.
I always wanted to be a popular celebrity stripper/nude model and co-own an escort agency then start up a vanilla tech firm.
I feel kind of trapped by the current state of affairs with no clue how to get myself out. And I aint got all day to figure this shit out. Lol