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SnuffleUffleGrass
03-13-2018, 02:50 PM
I confess I might be ditching out of a trip to Las Vegas due to medical appointments. Ugh gahhh so pissed off

Elektra Luxx
03-13-2018, 03:54 PM
^^^
Thanks to you all for the support after my grandpa passed, love you guys.

LoveyDovey
03-13-2018, 04:59 PM
So sorry for your loss, E.

charlie61
03-13-2018, 09:22 PM
Man, I've been MIA on SW lately... I guess that just happens sometimes!

SnuffleUffleGrass
03-14-2018, 07:32 AM
Man, I've been MIA on SW lately... I guess that just happens sometimes!

I missed you.


My confession- I was turned on hardcore by a police chief & I'm the total opposite of a "badge bunny." (He's a chief in charge of a West Coast city with some serious gang violence going on. He did a press conference to explain the "WTFOMG" factor of the recent gang shootings. Dude definitely works out & takes care of himself. I was digging it.)

Aurora_Sunset
03-14-2018, 04:51 PM
I'm having these weird moments today of watching TV and thinking that things like relationships, proposals, owning a house, having normal neighbors that I do game night with while we commiserate over our normal vanilla jobs and all that shit sounds like a really fabulous life...

I'm sure it's a weird phase... or indigestion. It'll pass lol

kortneykay
03-14-2018, 06:32 PM
My condolences, Electra. :(


I confess I haven't wanted to leave my house for months. I'm still going to the gym, working, and shopping, visiting relatives occasionally but I've turned my bedroom into my office instead of just walking down the hall to my office. I hope this isn't an extension of depression. I'm already manic as it is. Is there a such thing as half in, half out? Sleep working?

Aurora_Sunset
03-14-2018, 09:28 PM
I'm having these weird moments today of watching TV and thinking that things like relationships, proposals, owning a house, having normal neighbors that I do game night with while we commiserate over our normal vanilla jobs and all that shit sounds like a really fabulous life...

I'm sure it's a weird phase... or indigestion. It'll pass lol

Yeah, already over it. I think I just needed a nap XD

thatgingercamgirl
03-16-2018, 03:21 PM
Hugs to you, Elektra. I hope you're doing well <3

We had a rabbit like you
03-17-2018, 09:52 AM
Sorry for your loss Electra :(

I'm just *jaw drop* at the girls in my club..some of the most beautiful girls in the club , just basically giving away their time for free to these gross assholes and saying stuff like "you just gotta be nice to everyone and some day it'll pay off!"

And I'm over here like "fuck you, pay me". No non sense, sorry.
Am I just old and curmudgeonly and bitter now?? Lmao. I feel like saying "no honey , that's not how it works, I wish people were nice and respected your kindness and paid you willingly, but these pigs will get as much as they can for as little. We aren't people to them"

I'm trying not to be annoyed with them because they're obviously young and new and these revolting dickmunches are taking advantage of that , but I seem like a bitch now for wanting to be paid ..to do my job..
Ugh. I just can't wait til my baby gets older so I can get the fuck out of here and go to a real club

LoveyDovey
03-17-2018, 10:53 AM
And I'm over here like "fuck you, pay me". No non sense, sorry.

This may have to go in my signature lol!

LoveyDovey
03-17-2018, 10:54 AM
Sorry for your loss Electra :(

I'm just *jaw drop* at the girls in my club..some of the most beautiful girls in the club , just basically giving away their time for free to these gross assholes and saying stuff like "you just gotta be nice to everyone and some day it'll pay off!"

And I'm over here like "fuck you, pay me". No non sense, sorry.
Am I just old and curmudgeonly and bitter now?? Lmao. I feel like saying "no honey , that's not how it works, I wish people were nice and respected your kindness and paid you willingly, but these pigs will get as much as they can for as little. We aren't people to them"

I'm trying not to be annoyed with them because they're obviously young and new and these revolting dickmunches are taking advantage of that , but I seem like a bitch now for wanting to be paid ..to do my job..
Ugh. I just can't wait til my baby gets older so I can get the fuck out of here and go to a real club

No. I feel the same as you do. They are naive and the customers know it.

miss.a.p1600
03-18-2018, 01:44 PM
I lost my virginity at a very young age to a guy who was older than me (I am probably sure it would have counted as statutory rape) and I do know that I was not old/mature enough to make that decision.

I told my future partner that I was still a virgin.

whirlerz
03-18-2018, 02:03 PM
So sorry to hear of your loss, Electra!

So I go to the lobby to get my pizza delivery & the damn van driver I don't like is there.. why can't the part time guy (who's really nice & cool) be FT & jerk face PT?? I refuse to talk to him or even say hi, since he tries to be all up in my stuff.
Fuck outta here

Ifyouseekamy
03-18-2018, 03:00 PM
^^^ I would hate to be normal, but yeah I can’t stand people being all in my business. I just want to be weird self without all the questions and opinions. I don’t do anything to anyone, but people project all their expectations and social conditioning on me. My dream is to live all alone in the woods with a boy toy handyman...LOL. That’s all I want...LOL

SnuffleUffleGrass
03-19-2018, 09:03 AM
Horrible Schaudenfraude confession-

I was doing a bit of research to help a friend who still works at the restaurant I was at years ago- I discovered the main "fat old bitch" waitress there loves to front on Facebook about how great she is. Unfortunately for her we know all her dirt (fat bitch is nothing but a problem at work but they let her keep her job because she is always available & consistent if not promotable.)

Normally I try not to be hateful but this lady is a bunch of work. I strongly suspect her of trying to get me fired by claiming I was trying to fuck the assistant GM (male) who was in a LTR with a female manager. I can't prove it but some actions the owner of the place took afterwards make me think he caught on to her shit.

Just ugh. On top of it this lady has legit "Crazy Eyes." Like I've always tried to give women the benefit of the doubt when someone starts throwing around the "she's got crazy eyes" insult. But in this case yeah, bitch is crazy.

Thank God she only is able to bedevil restaurant workers and isn't able to have any real influence in the world.

seashell
03-19-2018, 11:51 AM
I confess that I've ordered takeout literally every day for the past 10 days of my vacation. I've been kinda food deprived since living in Croatia... there's not a whole lot of variety!

Today, it's Korean bulgogi beef and Thai coconut soup. mmmmm!

WendiStarr
03-19-2018, 05:02 PM
The hot and cold guy that I've been hung up on, sent me a message on Kik. Normally I'd be pathetic and read it right away. I decided not to read it. I don't need more mindfuckery. I need to move on.

MistressX
03-19-2018, 07:35 PM
My fiance lives in england. I don't often see my fiance on skype or facebook video. it's just not something we do. I saw him today after a while.. He's supposed to have been on the Keto diet and going to the gym 3 days a week doing a very vigorous routine I made for him. He has a huge music tour coming up this spring too and I wanted him to be in shape for it...

But I dont know how to tell him he's gotten fatter. He's gained a LOT of weight since he quit smoking (and I'm not even sure I believe that hes not back on the cigs). I dont know how to tell him that fat guys turn me off.. WAY off. I know I sound so shallow... I love him with all my heart and nothing will change that ever. But I'm so turned off by it! He looks AWFUL. He's 58 this year and being overweight is making him look so much older too. The doctor told him he was "ok for his age" but he doesn't listen to me when I try to put it nicely... I can't just come out and say "you've let yourself become a fat slob, get off your ass" but is that what it's going to take?

Aside from that, I'm worried about his health. A couple months ago the doc did call him back in to tell him his cholesterol was a little high. He's finding it hard to perform at shows now too, it takes ALL of his energy he said and he's exhausted after. He blames it on age and I think it is partially that but it's also his weight. I don't know what to do I want him around as long as possible, I already spent 5 years separated from him that I will never get back. I am really stressed about it. I know eventually it will affect our sex life, it already does because it affects how well his dick works (and even the doctor told him that). Yes, he's almost 60, but she told him dropping weight will help.

I dont know what to do, he won't listen to me. He's deluded himself into thinking he's actually lost weight when the opposite is true. Now I know how some men feel when their wives gain a ton of weight. It doesnt make me love him any less but I am not as sexually attracted to him now. It makes me sad.

Aurora_Sunset
03-21-2018, 09:26 PM
I daydream a lot still about becoming a doctor... but I don't know if I would actually be happy.

chanzep
03-21-2018, 09:36 PM
Sorry for your loss Elektra Luxx.
I feel like I wasted my day off because I went to a local event with a friend instead of staying home lounging so I went back to work tired. WTF why do I want to be at home all the time.

Glamourmilf
03-22-2018, 09:06 AM
My confession is that when someone tells me to do something, I instinctively do the opposite.
Been that way since the day I was born.
Must be in my DNA. Lol! :shrug:
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lynn2009
03-22-2018, 08:08 PM
I had a remembrance ring made after Derek died and I have not been able to find it for days:'(

lynn2009
03-22-2018, 08:43 PM
I had a remembrance ring made after Derek died and I have not been able to find it for days:'(

HOLY CRAP right after posting that I found it! Behind a little grooming kit behind my bathroom mirror omfg.

baer45
03-22-2018, 08:56 PM
My friend's daughter, She's in high school. She is so dumb, I have to give her 10 seconds to catch up with the thought process. She joked "Never mind, I am just going to be a stripper then..."

Honey, you aren't smart enough to be a stripper, I wish I can spell it out for you.

JGB2009
03-22-2018, 10:37 PM
My friend's daughter, She's in high school. She is so dumb, I have to give her 10 seconds to catch up with the thought process. She joked "Never mind, I am just going to be a stripper then..."

Honey, you aren't smart enough to be a stripper, I wish I can spell it out for you.

LOL that's funny :)

Glamourmilf
03-23-2018, 06:28 AM
My friend's daughter, She's in high school. She is so dumb, I have to give her 10 seconds to catch up with the thought process. She joked "Never mind, I am just going to be a stripper then..."

Honey, you aren't smart enough to be a stripper, I wish I can spell it out for you.:rotfl::rotfl::rotfl::thumbsup:

WendiStarr
03-23-2018, 06:36 AM
I'm addicted to using coconut oil. I love the smell and moisturizing properties of it. I've been using it for everything. After shaving? Coconut oil! Dry skin? Coconut oil! Dandruff? Coconut oil! Ear ache? Sure, pour coconut oil in there! On the plus side, my ears don't hurt anymore.

lynn2009
03-23-2018, 10:00 AM
I left work early sick and now I'm home but not resting because I miss being cuddled and taken care of so much.

Glamourmilf
03-24-2018, 07:41 AM
Last night I watched "The Shape Of Water", and it pains me to say this, but I hated it.:'(
When I was first invited to see it in the theater, I walked out because the tickets they sold us were in the front row.
So glad that I did, because I would have felt tortured if I had to sit through this movie in there.
I get the concept of the movie, and how beautiful the storyline is.
But that man fish was disturbing to me in so many ways. And the violence triggered a lot of personal issues for me.:(
Damn it!
* The only thing I loved was the friendship between Eliza and Octavia Spencer's character. I have a best friend in LA who, not only looks like Octavia, but would do​ the same thing for me as she did in the film for Eliza.


49659 <<<<< I would've preferred seeing this instead. Just saying.

baer45
03-25-2018, 09:51 PM
did you really hate it? I kind of liked it. I thought the fish man was from the hell boy movie.

baer45
03-25-2018, 09:55 PM
This music is so beautiful... it hurts to listen to it.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CCyZ5NjcZlY

Glamourmilf
03-26-2018, 08:21 AM
My confession is that I don't enjoy most people anymore.
It just seems like they regurgitate the same stories, over and over.
It's sooooo boring.
I went to an Easter party yesterday. I've been to their holiday parties before, and ...Um, kinda liked them.
I don't know if it's because I'm in excruciating knee pain, or what. But every conversation was lame to me.
Listened to THEIR health problems, family problems, war and political issues, gay issues, etc.
* I did win the vote for best Easter Bunny costume. No kidding, I play dress up for a living. Ha ha!
Last time I was there, I walked away from a group of people talking about their lawn sprinkler problems.
I take full responsibility, because I always lived fast, and hard. I knew that it would catch up to me someday.
I also think that living in LA for over 30 years, and being in sex work, didn't help. Never a dull moment in that crazy, exciting town.
The people where I live now, God bless em'. But, to hear them describe something, you'd think they'd just discovered the cure for cancer.
To me they all seem so ' pedestrian'.
I think I'm going to keep to myself for a while, and take up an artistic endeavor. Like painting, or photography. I feel most alive when I'm by myself anyway.49672
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DonaDiabla
03-26-2018, 10:54 PM
My confession is that I am thinking about becoming Real Estate Broker. It was an long time coming because I want more control over my real estate career. I will be starting my courses in May after finishing up restructuring my adult businesses. Another confession is that I have been restructuring my indie phone sex and virtual escort businesses. So wish me luck! :)

WendiStarr
03-27-2018, 06:47 AM
When I was at the casino last night I half expected/was kind of hoping to run into a certain someone. I know he frequents that casino. I wanted him to see me there looking all pretty. I fantasized about him staring at me with his jaw dropped, coming up to me trying to talk to me, me pretending that I didn't know who he was, and just walking away with my brother, leaving the guy to wonder who he was, what I was doing there, etc. I'm fucked up, I know.

baer45
03-27-2018, 06:57 AM
My confession is that I am thinking about becoming Real Estate Broker. It was an long time coming because I want more control over my real estate career. I will be starting my courses in May after finishing up restructuring my adult businesses. Another confession is that I have been restructuring my indie phone sex and virtual escort businesses. So wish me luck! :)

I probably will get a broker license in two years too.

Elektra Luxx
03-27-2018, 12:17 PM
I probably will get a broker license in two years too.

*que me using a sexy voice* Well hello there beautiful.

baer45
03-27-2018, 01:25 PM
*que me using a sexy voice* Well hello there beautiful.

Hola hermosa, Do you want to buy or sell?

chanzep
03-27-2018, 08:22 PM
stuffing my face with pizza and ginger ale. Its so tasty but don't think its worth eating like this because Im tired from my vanilla job.

JenniferNorth
03-28-2018, 09:44 AM
My confession is I need to MAKE. FUCKING. TIME. Time for self care, my vanilla work, my adult affiliate work....too much time gets wasted doing non-productive shit. I'm about to Cold Turkey everything in a few minutes. I am so bad at time management sometimes and I hate that about myself

baer45
03-29-2018, 05:11 PM
If you came into my life then I believe you won't leave;but if you leave, I will move on as you never been here before.

miss.a.p1600
03-29-2018, 07:37 PM
Last time I was there, I walked away from a group of people talking about their lawn sprinkler problems.



LOL! I'm imagining this is similar to walking away from a strip club patron while his is mid sentence talking trying to be cheap and waste time.

JenniferNorth
03-29-2018, 08:21 PM
I confess I really want to smoke some good weed. It's been a long day.

ScarletKitten
03-29-2018, 08:33 PM
I confess I really want to smoke some good weed. It's been a long day.

YESSSSSS......get it girl! :bong:

It's been a long day for me too. I worked 11 hours today at my vanilla job. And now I'm smoking that sweet green. ;)

trustfundkiller
03-29-2018, 11:00 PM
I'm eating waffles right now (at 2 in the morning) and I feel guilty as hell but I was really craving them. I didn't eat particularly healthy today either, so I can't justify it at all.

Glamourmilf
03-30-2018, 08:00 AM
LOL! I'm imagining this is similar to walking away from a strip club patron while his is mid sentence talking trying to be cheap and waste time.

Yes!! For sure! Nobody has time for that!!
Lol!

WendiStarr
03-30-2018, 02:04 PM
Making Easter cookies with my daughter and I ate some raw cookie dough when she wasn't looking.

chanzep
03-30-2018, 02:24 PM
Was really craving ice-cream last night and woke up with a sweet tooth, went to cvs and they had a deal so I got 2 Ben N Jerrys. Also made plans with a friend today and hoping she cancels because Im enjoying my own company and not having to wear any makeup.

seashell
03-30-2018, 04:38 PM
I confess that I should probably see a therapist, but I don't want to pay for it.

BadBitch
03-30-2018, 08:54 PM
I confess that I should probably see a therapist, but I don't want to pay for it.

Just do what the guys do. Go in there and say, "If I were your patient, how would you treat me?"

Or

"Give me advice for one minute then I hire you for 2 years."

Or

"Flash degree."

Or

"Can you give me a sample session?"

If he or she declines any of those, be sure to call them fat, ugly and/or dumb.