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SnuffleUffleGrass
04-20-2018, 07:42 AM
I got some pleasure today(and no I don't mean sexual). I went to lunch with platonic SD. It wasn't busy and was pretty quiet at the restaurant. Who do you think just so happened to be there, sitting alone behind us, facing me? I was laughing about something SD said when all of a sudden I happened to look behind SD and spotted him. Mr. Flaky, that one that I had strong feels for. We made eye contact briefly and I looked away and continued on with my conversation with SD. I made sure to smile and laugh a lot. I could feel Mr. Flaky staring at me. I looked up again and he was glaring angrily at SD(although really he could only see the back of his head). He made a point of crumpling up a napkin and throwing it on the floor near us, stood up, and left. It was funny to me, seeing him act like that. He obviously was bothered by the fact that I was out with someone else and having a good time. I am evil sometimes.
Totally enjoy it. One of my exes pulled this kind of shit for months because he was CRAZY! Some (misguided) people only live in their own heads....
lynn2009
04-20-2018, 07:37 PM
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Glamourmilf
04-21-2018, 06:27 AM
I got some pleasure today(and no I don't mean sexual). I went to lunch with platonic SD. It wasn't busy and was pretty quiet at the restaurant. Who do you think just so happened to be there, sitting alone behind us, facing me? I was laughing about something SD said when all of a sudden I happened to look behind SD and spotted him. Mr. Flaky, that one that I had strong feels for. We made eye contact briefly and I looked away and continued on with my conversation with SD. I made sure to smile and laugh a lot. I could feel Mr. Flaky staring at me. I looked up again and he was glaring angrily at SD(although really he could only see the back of his head). He made a point of crumpling up a napkin and throwing it on the floor near us, stood up, and left. It was funny to me, seeing him act like that. He obviously was bothered by the fact that I was out with someone else and having a good time. I am evil sometimes.
Can we place bets on how long it will be until Mr. Flakey contacts you?
I'm guessing either Sunday night, or Monday.
miss.a.p1600
04-21-2018, 12:34 PM
I feel like a magnet for 50+ year old men. Wtf is going on here? Some of these dudes are old enough to be my dad....or grandad
miss.a.p1600
04-21-2018, 12:39 PM
This whole idea that we need a man and a child to be happy is a complete lie. The fact we can’t be sexy after a certain age is a lie! The fact we get money for sex or dances makes us whores is a fucking lie too!
I’ve already been married and engaged. Frankly, I’d rather get attention from men and get $$$ than be in an exclusive relationship. Is it fucked up? Probably. But so is that fact that men can abuse and cheat on women and all we can do is pick up the pieces of our lives. It is what it is.
yasss totally agree
Oh
Glamourmilf
04-22-2018, 08:24 AM
I feel like a magnet for 50+ year old men. Wtf is going on here? Some of these dudes are old enough to be my dad....or grandad
Unfortunately, that's why they are drawn to you.
WendiStarr
04-22-2018, 04:31 PM
Can we place bets on how long it will be until Mr. Flakey contacts you?
I'm guessing either Sunday night, or Monday.
Sure, although he might be able to make it for a little longer. The longest he's ever been able to make it is 2 weeks..lol.
BadBitch
04-22-2018, 09:20 PM
I want plastic surgery so bad. I hate the way I look. I spend hours looking at "before and after" photos of plastic surgery.
DonaDiabla
04-24-2018, 06:48 AM
Now, I am using Seeking Arrangements to advertise for some of my sites. Let's see how it goes :)
WendiStarr
04-24-2018, 10:25 AM
Sometimes I get off on going braless in public. My nipples are almost always hard. I find the reactions amusing.
WendiStarr
04-25-2018, 07:22 PM
Mr. Flaky has me feeling all sorts of confused tonight. He contacted me again, out of nowhere asking me how I'm doing, saying that he hopes I'm doing well, followed by an excessive amount of smily face emojis. He heard about the health issue somehow and sent me a sad face about it. I told him I wasn't too worried about it because I'm a tough cookie. He sent another smiley face emoji and said that he hoped everything's good with me. He's never been the type to use emojis, ever. I don't know why he's suddenly acting nice after being a jerk for the past 6 months. I don't know what he's up to but I'm on high alert.
Glamourmilf
04-26-2018, 10:13 AM
Mr. Flaky has me feeling all sorts of confused tonight. He contacted me again, out of nowhere asking me how I'm doing, saying that he hopes I'm doing well, followed by an excessive amount of smily face emojis. He heard about the health issue somehow and sent me a sad face about it. I told him I wasn't too worried about it because I'm a tough cookie. He sent another smiley face emoji and said that he hoped everything's good with me. He's never been the type to use emojis, ever. I don't know why he's suddenly acting nice after being a jerk for the past 6 months. I don't know what he's up to but I'm on high alert.
I won.
Pay up!:D
lynn2009
04-27-2018, 07:46 PM
Now that I'm graduating, if anyone wants to know how smart I am, I ate hand lotion by accident today
BadBitch
04-27-2018, 09:29 PM
I have to go out with my bitch of a mother in law tomorrow. I may fake my own death.
cyberstripper
04-27-2018, 10:32 PM
Dude I'm fucking says he will come over at 1ish last night. 2ish rolls around and he says IF after already saying he was on his way. 3 comes around and I tell him to just forget about it. He gives me a shitty excuse and I call him out, and he shows up at my place 20 mins later. The things I have to do to get dick sometimes! He shows up and confesses he has been drinking and I was so mad at him for drunk riding. About 30 mins into being here he starts passing out. I get all pissy ofc...tell him I am not his mommie and a place where he can come to eat and sleep lmao. I told him if he would have just told me he was drinking I wouldnt want him to risk his safety for my pussy, but it really is that good. I have a talk with him and just end up cuddling with him, I told him really was frustrated for his stringing me along, but I knew something was up. If he just said he couldn't come by that would have been ok. It is actually cute that he wanted to just be with me I GUESS lol. He falls asleep, and I start playing with his cock until its hard, suck on it, then start riding it. I totally use him for my own satisfaction, while he is still sleeping. My pussy is so wet I rub my hand in it and smear it all over his face lol. I get my vibe out and he totally wakes up and says he can't cum and I say I do not give a fuck if he comes or not, he likes being used for my satisfaction, can he taste my cunt all over his face lol. He was fully awake by the end of all of this, but...I liked victimizing him. There I said it.
BadBitch
04-30-2018, 09:51 PM
I've been so anxious the past couple of nights when I sleep. It's so bad, I jolt awake only to fall asleep to have nightmares. I hate anxiety.
WendiStarr
05-01-2018, 06:00 AM
I feel so anxious, pms-y, and antisocial this week. I just want to be left the fuck alone right now but at the same time, I don't want to mess up friendships because of my shitty mood. I'll put on this fake cheery, happiness when really I'm thinking, "Sure, I'd love to sit there with you and your girlfriend and be the awkward third wheel for 3+ hours, while pretending to be interested in a sport that I don't know or quite honestly care anything about, while cramping, having anxiety, and wanting to crawl into a hole" or,"Yes, totally count me in on joining you at the karaoke bar. I feel like a pimply, greasy, anxious, bloated marshmallow and I definitely want to be up on stage attracting attention and making an ass of myself in front of a crowd." I wish the invisibility cloak from Harry Potter was real.
baer45
05-02-2018, 09:55 PM
I have mercy because I have loved. I am lenient because I have learned.
trustfundkiller
05-03-2018, 10:59 AM
There's something so satisfying about selling off jewelry your exes gave you. It's like compensation for having your emotional health compromised.
SnuffleUffleGrass
05-03-2018, 11:26 AM
There's something so satisfying about selling off jewelry your exes gave you. It's like compensation for having your emotional health compromised.
lol. I like this. I re-gifted some pieces a SD bought me & traded one thing in to get a gift for a friend. I made the most out of that money from that guy.
charlie61
05-03-2018, 10:16 PM
I don't know how people manage to live balanced lives. I work just 40 hours a week, have no children... and yet i feel like I barely have enough time to fit in exercise, 8-9 hours of sleep a night, social time with my SO, upkeep for my apartment, caring for my pets, etc. Not to mention having the energy and self discipline to eat healthily, do self care, and have a bit of sanity time leftover. This post is written poorly, but... y'all know what I'm saying? Gives me a lot of respect for anyone who has a complicated life and manages to keep it all together...
lynn2009
05-03-2018, 11:47 PM
I feel like such a neurotic freak show and can't understand what Derek ever in his life saw in me. For the last year, I've been trying to write a nice card for his parents and I finally did for the one year anniversary because it seemed like my last chance to do this kind of thing. But no one else did anything like that and I'm starting to wonder if it's too much too late.
trustfundkiller
05-04-2018, 04:08 PM
I miss stripping so much. I cam now and money is good, but sometimes I fantasize about picking up shifts at the strip club for fun and extra income. I could cam during the day and strip at night, but I'm sure that would get old FAST.
I haven't stripped since Nov 2017 but it's like the political climate regarding sex work has been set back about 20 years in only a matter of months. Anyway, I'm curious to try a smaller mid-tier club I worked at from 2012-2016. I've since had my boobs done, toned up, learned how to dress/do my makeup and hair and of course my hustle now is a million times better than it was back then. I think I'd clean house if I went back.
I don't know if I'm remembering my stripping days with more fondness than they deserve, or if I should actually give it another go. I mean, I'm not committing to anything if I go back, just working a night and seeing how it treats me. We're out of season here in SoFla which undoubtedly makes it more difficult, but that's just a general expectation, not a rule. As long as there's a horny man in sight, his dick is my magic wand.
lynn2009
05-04-2018, 08:26 PM
I've spent almost 450 on hotel rooms for last night and the next two nights, which is more than my rent used to be. But let me tell you guys the peace involved in not having to stay with family is fucking amazing, so worth it.
ScarletKitten
05-05-2018, 11:43 AM
I just had some really good sex all night last night and again this morning. I'm feeling good and thinking about trying out a new club tonight. I have to call the club, dye my hair, whiten my teeth, paint my nails, shave, and all that shit. Then drive an hour to the club. It all sounds like so much work, but I think I'm going to push myself to do it.
charlie61
05-05-2018, 07:07 PM
I go through depressive periods whenever my life is going really well, because that's when i realize my anhedonia isn't a result of my circumstances...It's a permanent mental condition for me.
trustfundkiller
05-05-2018, 09:50 PM
Mother's Day is coming up, and honestly? I can't say that I care. My mother was extremely emotionally and mentally abusive, and physically abusive at times. I hardly ever communicate with her now and it's better that way. She's a malicious, manipulative, overbearing, spiteful person and she has been this way for as long as I can remember. She will never change because that's who she is. People will say, "Oh, don't talk about her that way. She's still your mother." Just because someone is blood it doesn't mean you should keep a toxic relationship in your life.
My mom is the type of person who should have never become a mother. She doesn't have a maternal bone in her body. I didn't realize how traumatic my childhood was until I was an adult. I knew things weren't ideal, but I figured since I was never raped, or beaten on a regular basis, my parents weren't addicts, and I always had clothes on my back and food on the table, I had no right to complain. Now I realize how dysfunctional my childhood actually was. I've forgiven her and I believe she did the best she could and had the best intentions, but she's such a toxic person. I really don't want her in my life.
ScarletKitten
05-06-2018, 11:24 AM
I go through depressive periods whenever my life is going really well, because that's when i realize my anhedonia isn't a result of my circumstances...It's a permanent mental condition for me.
Aw Charlie, I'm sorry to hear this. I had to look up "anhedonia" because I didn't know what it was. The inability to feel pleasure. Is there anything you can take to help this? Are there any little things in life that give you pleasure at all? I know when depression hits me full force I don't feel pleasure in anything either. But when my depression subsides, I can feel pleasure again. So it comes and it goes.
Aurora_Sunset
05-06-2018, 04:52 PM
I'm incredibly depressed the last few days. I keep canceling plans because I don't want to tell anyone how bad it is, but I can't handle pretending that everything is ok. I just don't want to see anyone. But I feel like I should tell someone. I just don't know who or what to say. The last time I attempted to reach out because of bad depression, I hit up everyone I knew and got really basic "oh that sucks, sorry gotta go" responses from even my best friends who know how difficult it is to struggle with depression. Getting dismissive answers is so much worse than just not telling anyone anything, because it just confirms that voice in your head that no one cares.
SnuffleUffleGrass
05-06-2018, 06:52 PM
I feel like such a neurotic freak show and can't understand what Derek ever in his life saw in me. For the last year, I've been trying to write a nice card for his parents and I finally did for the one year anniversary because it seemed like my last chance to do this kind of thing. But no one else did anything like that and I'm starting to wonder if it's too much too late.
It was a good thing to do that.
lynn2009
05-06-2018, 07:22 PM
It was a good thing to do that.
I think his parents think I hang around too much for such a short term girlfriend, but his mom did text me to say thanks so much for the kind words about it. I still hate his guts, but I did want to give his parents a nice card.
Glamourmilf
05-07-2018, 07:38 AM
I'm incredibly depressed the last few days. I keep canceling plans because I don't want to tell anyone how bad it is, but I can't handle pretending that everything is ok. I just don't want to see anyone. But I feel like I should tell someone. I just don't know who or what to say. The last time I attempted to reach out because of bad depression, I hit up everyone I knew and got really basic "oh that sucks, sorry gotta go" responses from even my best friends who know how difficult it is to struggle with depression. Getting dismissive answers is so much worse than just not telling anyone anything, because it just confirms that voice in your head that no one cares.
Sad, but true. Nobody really cares.
Unless I'm smiling, and talking about lollipops and rainbows, I lose most people's attention.
miss.a.p1600
05-07-2018, 12:45 PM
If you ever want some male attention ......
Pop the hood of your car in a relatively public area, start looking around (whether you know what you are looking at or not), then wait - 5 to 10 min - 15 max, and voila! I bullshit you not .... some thirsty dude will arrive and ask if you need some help
EVERY single time I have done this a dude has came literally out of nowhere talking about 'need some help'?
I guess I applaud them for trying to be gentleman but damn it is really ingrained in mens heads that women have zero clue about cars
Le sigh
Elle:)
05-07-2018, 10:11 PM
I am just so unhappy in my marriage. I wish I had never gotten married. This was one of the worst mistakes in my life. I want to be single again. No matter what I do things seem to always go in the wrong way for me. I used to believe in karma but I don't anymore. I know some people who have done terrible stuff and nothing bad ever happens to them, stuff only happens to me.
LaurenAus
05-08-2018, 10:05 PM
I confess that I wish I was a day trader on a yacht in the middle of the Mediterranean getting my back blown out all day by various hot men of my choosing
Vyanka
05-08-2018, 10:26 PM
So I'm on a regular dating site and I sware, at the moment I am getting hit on by some fugly ass men who look like they can be my dad and are lying about their fucking age. Can't fool me, asshole. They're not even silver foxes. Just nasty looking.
Anyway, confession....
One is loaded. Lol. I'm tempted to play him to see what I can get before he even tries to kiss me. Gross. I will NOT kiss his nasty old ass. My excuse is, "I wanna start off as friends". }:D
If I get nothing, oh well.... then cut it off nicely.
You can get the stripper out of the strip club, but ya can't get the sc outta the stripper. Lmao
miss.a.p1600
05-09-2018, 11:35 AM
^Dudes STAY lying about their age.....
The sad part is they delusionally think they look as young as they are trying to convince people they are.
Like Bruh! You know damn well you are 55 not 40. The age spots, crows feet, sagging moobies, and balding grey hairs are dead giveaway.
And they wont make it convincing by taking off just a couple years, they delete whole decades.
ScarletKitten
05-09-2018, 06:00 PM
So I'm on a regular dating site and I sware, at the moment I am getting hit on by some fugly ass men who look like they can be my dad and are lying about their fucking age. Can't fool me, asshole. They're not even silver foxes. Just nasty looking.
Anyway, confession....
One is loaded. Lol. I'm tempted to play him to see what I can get before he even tries to kiss me. Gross. I will NOT kiss his nasty old ass. My excuse is, "I wanna start off as friends". }:D
If I get nothing, oh well.... then cut it off nicely.
You can get the stripper out of the strip club, but ya can't get the sc outta the stripper. Lmao
Yesssssssss girl. Get it!
baer45
05-09-2018, 07:28 PM
With my current work schedule, I am having trouble to fit in all the appointments. There are regulars that I am too scared to blow off. They have been very good to me in the past.
Glamourmilf
05-10-2018, 08:35 AM
I think psychological therapy is bullshit.>:(
* Disclaimer for everyone who loves it. This is just my opinion.
I was referred to a grief counselor by someone I love and trust at my New Age Church.
I spoke to her prior to the session.
I was promised that in the '50' minute hour, we'd do some 'release work' to help me with the overwhelming sadness I feel with the loss of my parents, and the anniversary of dad's death on my birthday, mom's birthday, mother's day,etc.
But instead she took out her notepad and asked personal questions.........My address, what I do for a living, what I did in LA, why I moved out here, what I did for a living in LA, on and on.
This went on for over a half hour!
I was so pissed! I gave her fake info.
No release work.
Just more and more questions about my family tree.
She could have easily got all that info by sending me a form to my email prior to the session.
Or, like doctors do. Out in the waiting room right before the appt.
Her fee is $130!!!!!
I'm so glad that I told her I couldn't pay that amount. She dropped it to $65.
Then at the end, she had the NERVE to pull out her appointment book and started rambling off available appointment times.
Huh?? Nope. I told her that I had a huge car repair bill I needed to take care of.
I've met NOTHING but charlatans since I moved out here!
All in the name of, ...But I care about you and want to help.
Her office was far too.
I was fuming!
Had a big headache when I left!
Got a Starbucks on the way home. Turned on my cam and had a big orgasm, all while getting paid.
Now, THAT'S a ' release!'49874
Vyanka
05-10-2018, 10:48 PM
^Dudes STAY lying about their age.....
The sad part is they delusionally think they look as young as they are trying to convince people they are.
Like Bruh! You know damn well you are 55 not 40. The age spots, crows feet, sagging moobies, and balding grey hairs are dead giveaway.
And they wont make it convincing by taking off just a couple years, they delete whole decades.
Seriously, if I get one more liar who happens to be loaded... I am going to play him like a fiddle. Lol. I'm not a bitch to good genuine men, just the shitty ones.
ScarletKitten
05-11-2018, 05:51 PM
I confess that I secretly love it when people stare at me when I'm running/ jogging on the trail. The trail is located in the city in between 2 streets, so cars are constantly going by on both sides. When I'm running fast and my form is good, I imagine people staring at me and admiring my body and form. It gives me the fuel to push myself harder and keep running even when I feel tired and want to slow down. Then the endorphins kick in and flood my body and it almost feels like a body orgasm with warm tingles. When I was in school and they made us run the track, I hated it. But now as an adult I get practically high while running. lol
WendiStarr
05-11-2018, 09:27 PM
I'm done going to any party or whatever celebration. Imtoo old for this shit when everybody 10+ years younger than me.
Aurora_Sunset
05-13-2018, 01:50 PM
I made "plans" with a friend for today about 2 weeks ago. I never would have remembered if I hadn't written it down, and I haven't heard anything from her yet today, which makes me believe maybe she also forgot. Honestly, I'm so not social today after how long this week was that if she doesn't text me... I'm just gonna "forget" and maybe send her something tomorrow like "Heeey, weren't we supposed to hang out soon? oh-em-gee, totally forgot lol"
I love her, I just really want the night off to myself.
JGB2009
05-13-2018, 05:19 PM
^Dudes STAY lying about their age.....
The sad part is they delusionally think they look as young as they are trying to convince people they are.
Like Bruh! You know damn well you are 55 not 40. The age spots, crows feet, sagging moobies, and balding grey hairs are dead giveaway.
And they wont make it convincing by taking off just a couple years, they delete whole decades.
My daughters dad has the wrong age on his dating profile. He has himself 7 years younger and has been doing this for 10 yearsssss. I even called him out on it once but he claimed it was a typo. Mind you that isn't a typo when every dating site you are on has that exact same age. LOL just saying
seashell
05-14-2018, 06:49 AM
I confess that I had uprotected sex, missed my period, and tried to get a hold of a pregnancy test. Well, I'm an American in Serbia, and as luck would have it, not many people speak English here. At-home pregnancy tests are apparently not available on the shelf at the drugstore or pharmacy. I searched and searched. I couldn't even figure out what they were called in Serbian. So after many wasted hours, and admitting to a local friend that I needed help, I eventually took a piece of paper with "pregnancy test" written in Serbian to the pharmacist, and got my hands on a test. It wasn't a stick like the American type... there were like 5 separate pieces, including a cup and an eyedropper. I used an app to translate the instructions into broken English, and hoped for the best.
Welp, not pregnant, but very stressed and holy fuck I don't even want to know how much time I spent trying to navigate the language barrier. Very much questioning my life choices at the moment.
LaurenAus
05-14-2018, 09:57 AM
I confess that I had uprotected sex, missed my period, and tried to get a hold of a pregnancy test. Well, I'm an American in Serbia, and as luck would have it, not many people speak English here. At-home pregnancy tests are apparently not available on the shelf at the drugstore or pharmacy. I searched and searched. I couldn't even figure out what they were called in Serbian. So after many wasted hours, and admitting to a local friend that I needed help, I eventually took a piece of paper with "pregnancy test" written in Serbian to the pharmacist, and got my hands on a test. It wasn't a stick like the American type... there were like 5 separate pieces, including a cup and an eyedropper. I used an app to translate the instructions into broken English, and hoped for the best.
Welp, not pregnant, but very stressed and holy fuck I don't even want to know how much time I spent trying to navigate the language barrier. Very much questioning my life choices at the moment.m
Spent some time in Serbia with a friend last year. She had the hardest time trying to find a working phone charger—I can only imagine how hard it would be to get a pregnancy test. Oh the joys of being abroad!
trustfundkiller
05-14-2018, 08:57 PM
I'm going to start looking into airfares and plan a short vacation for next month. My stress levels have been through the roof and it isn't healthy.
SnuffleUffleGrass
05-15-2018, 05:48 AM
I'm going to start looking into airfares and plan a short vacation for next month. My stress levels have been through the roof and it isn't healthy.
I'd recommend the Carribean. It's off season right now. (Cheaper.)
trustfundkiller
05-15-2018, 10:15 AM
I'd recommend the Carribean. It's off season right now. (Cheaper.)
That's what I was thinking! I'm leaning towards Jamaica or St. Lucia.