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Aurora_Sunset
06-07-2018, 08:20 PM
I wish I had some sort of religious faith. It sounds really nice. Unfortunately, no disrespect to anyone spiritual, I just find myself incapable of believing anything like that. Certainly not to that level of actual faith. I don't think I could ever fully feel a true, unshakable trust in anyhing.
miss.a.p1600
06-07-2018, 09:05 PM
I am having a hard time with my relationship with my father right now.
My family told me he was a deadbeat dad. Like it seemed like he did the bare minimum while complaining about my mother.
My mother worked all the damn time (she had too cause my father was a deadbeat) and therefore she rarely made time in the way I needed it. I spent a lot of time alone when I was a kid and began feeling depressed but didnt realize it until one day I threatened to kill myself if my parents did not pay attention to me.
LIke damn dude you stay complaining but wtf ideas did you have for some solutions? If my dad was allegedly broke and couldn't financially support then where tf was he to take me to school, pick me up, give me advice about dudes, take me out to dinners if I didn't have dates, and just be fucking available to make the world more pleasant for his only daughter. Why couldn't he have gotten a better job, started a business, lived/worked above the table?
He knows other men who are deadbeats and it's like that shit is really okay to some of these trifling ass parents. Like oh I know I produced a kid but I aint giving that bitch nothing and she will struggle to raise the kid.
Then the cycle repeats itself.
Why are deadbeats and women who deal with deadbeats okay with generational deadbeat-ism????
Glamourmilf
06-08-2018, 07:29 AM
A dear ( male) friend of mine called me yesterday to confess that he has been diagnosed with Aids/HIV.
I say confessed, because he doesn't want any other living soul to know, except his Mom.
As I listened to him crying and being hysterical for over 3 hours, I CONFESS that I kept thinking that it could have been me. And how thankful I was that I don't have it, and won't get it because I'm once again celibate. And been tested recently.
He said he got it through unprotected sex with strangers.
God knows I have been exceedingly reckless in that department too.
My favorite saying kept popping into my head.
" God's rejection, is God's protection."
Because I've wanted to have sex with him from the moment we met all those 17 years ago.
Now I know why, even when I stayed overnight at his house, he never made any moves.
He hid his homosexuality really well.
All I can do is be there for him.
Thankfully he's on a pill that cost $3000 per month that will keep him alive.
Today I feel emotionally drained.
I pray that I get through my camming shift.
He and I got together yesterday for lunch.
I admit it's rough to see my exceedingly handsome friend deteriorating in front of my eyes.
I haven't seen him in a while, and he's lost even more weight.
He also had those big, sores on his face and neck.
I really love him, and love spending time together.
All I can do is be there for him, and try to make him laugh while we have these precious moments together.
I admit, after just losing my Mom, I'm not ready emotionally to lose someone else.
I'm sensing that since his Mom is far away, that I'll be the chosen person to care for him, since he refuses to tell anyone about this horrible disease.
I'm okay with that.
I love him so much it hurts.
lynn2009
06-08-2018, 01:39 PM
My 30th birthday is coming up and I don't think I am going to have anything to do it for it. I'm seriously considering a hiring a male escort.
ScarletKitten
06-08-2018, 04:15 PM
I noticed there were only a few minutes between Wendi's post on her favorite movie with the smiley face and the last update of the bad news. I can't imagine what she has been through in that a few minutes. I cried. I am so sorry Wendi.
I admit, I cried too.
miss.a.p1600
06-08-2018, 09:13 PM
Damnit! I can't concentrate now. All I can think about is him pleasing me - pinning me against a wall, lifting up my shirt whilst squeezing my breasts just right, kissing my neck as I tilt my head back, then pulling my g-string to the side and..........
I hope I did not look thirsty.
You know how dudes be looking at you with that look of lust?
I hope I did NOT do that. Gotta play it cool.
He gave me his card.....
OMG!!!!
So I emailed hot sexy dude and you know what?
He responded this am!
AND he ended the message "good to see you" with a wink face........what does this mean? IDK what this means. But I do know I cannot stop thinking about him. In my head I'm like "thanks sexy, good to feel you make love to me - in my subconscious mind which will turn into reality soon"
mmmmmmmm His presence is intriguing
Well his ass turns out to be married.
But I highly doubt he is committed.
Or else he would have never gave me his card. And be all flirty looking.
Why dude why????????
miss.a.p1600
06-09-2018, 02:49 PM
Now I kind of wish the old dude would declare his commitment to me with some gifts, some jewelry, something! so that I can have an easier time telling these married men no. If I stay single and he don't take action, I don't know what is going to happen.
There are two married men, that I know if I gave them an inch, they'd take a mile in trying to seduce me.
I am already having a hard time saying no.
On one hand I want to test the waters, get some good head, engage in some stimulating flirting and seduction but on the other hand I do not want to give these married dudes the satisfaction, shit ain't my fault you chose to marry a broad and now you ain't satisfied and it is not my job to satisfy you (that's your wifes job) unless you make it worth my while cotdamnit!
miss.a.p1600
06-09-2018, 09:06 PM
I feel like a Mega Cunt.
Like I used to say to myself like Oh I am so righteous cause I never fucked married men (Bible Belt programming sorry) but now that I think about it I have had encounters with 3 maybe 4 married men. Once I met a dude we ended up making out and next thing I know he is sucking my tits like a pro and I could not stop myself from indulging. Once I found out he was married, I cold shouldered him. Then another time another married dude seduced me, tried to fuck - I rejected, then one day I let him come to my place (mistake) and allowed him to drink from the fountains of pleasure. I suddenly got racked with a ton of guilt like 3 min in and denied myself orgasm. I felt bad for giving in and avoided him. The other time I had an emotional connection with a married dude, nothing overtly sexual, but I did think of him sexually and admired how good of a father he was. I avoided him like the plague and barely see him anymore. And this 4th time, the hot guy I reconnected with I discovered is married, fuck!!!!
Anyways I hve this old dude who wants to be with me and he is a nice guy but I am not feeling any passion with him yet like I instantly do with these married dudes. He said he only wants to be with me (but we are not in a relationship yet) so it's like I feel like I have to lie about my recent encounters.
Now I feel like the confused cheater? Am I a cheater?
miss.a.p1600
06-10-2018, 07:20 PM
I am being seduced by a married man - Help!!!! LOL
BadBitch
06-10-2018, 08:20 PM
I hate my now former whale. He's a fucking lying, shady, dumb, narcissist asshole. I never really liked him - I just liked his money. Now that he's gone, I DESPISE him. I hope he develops genital warts.
miss.a.p1600
06-10-2018, 08:43 PM
My dad said he heard this dudes daughter was dancing at a nude club, he himself paid the entrance fee to see the truth himself in person, confirmed she was working there, then went and snitched to the woman's dad.
Claimed their whole family was embarrassed by her.
Dude WTF kind of story is this???????
Ifyouseekamy
06-10-2018, 11:30 PM
^^^your dad and went his saw his friends daughter naked? Is that what you are saying?
Elektra Luxx
06-11-2018, 03:47 AM
...allowed him to drink from the fountains of pleasure.
I'm going to use that term with my bf.
Glamourmilf
06-11-2018, 07:51 AM
I confess that I only enjoy hanging out with gay guys.
I was thinking this on Saturday night, looking back on my week. It was the most fun, stress free week I've had in ages.
I probably mentioned that the women I've met since I moved here, are all so needy.
Yesterday I ran into a woman at church who I haven't seen since October ( I blocked her for asking me for money).
Anyway, we decide to go to Starbucks. I asked upfront if she had her own money. Naturally she sad no, but would just drink water.:O
And so it begins......
When we got to Starbucks, she started to order, but when I handed the barista my money, just for my drink, she stopped. Ordered her water.
Then we got to our table, and she realizes that she forgot her house key, AND her phone.
She doesn't drive, so what was she going to do? Sit outside in 104 degree weather and wait until her roommate gets home?
Ugh!
And so it continues.
I drive her home, and luckily her roommate is there to let her in.
She brings her Maltese out so I can meet him.
Then starts freaking out that she left her purse at Starbucks.:-[
I call Starbucks, but they can't find it.
She says she knows it's there, and that we need to go back.
She wants to bring the dog, but I tell her no, and to put the dog back in the house ( mobile home).
She starts pleading with me, saying it's a service dog, on and on.
Thankfully she listened to me, and put the dog inside. Because when she did, her purse was sitting right there.
I started flashing back on the last time we went out. The SAME thing happened!
It's a shame, because I like being with her.
* If anyone has watched the HBO series, "The Deuce", that was her life.
Gorgeous, Black, New York Street walker married to her pimp back in the 70's.
Her stories are fascinating.
But, I don't have the patience to deal with the rest of it.
The government pays for her every need.
Housing, food, medical care, phone, rides, service dog.
Yet, she can't afford a cup of coffee.
Edit to add: She is always dressed to the nines in designer clothes, accessories, etc. Long acrylic nails done, weave looking right and tight. Makeup on point.
She's a #HustlerToTheCore
But, THIS hustler can't be hustled.
miss.a.p1600
06-11-2018, 09:35 AM
^^^your dad and went his saw his friends daughter naked? Is that what you are saying?
That's what it sounded like to me.
Or what if he was telling a hypothetical story......about yours truly??????
His ass was like "IDK what made her think she could work at this nude club and nobody would find out".....In my mind Im like bruh! She obviously wanted to keep it a secret cause people can't handle the truth and she was more concerned with providing in the best way she knew how.
He called her a whore.
I'm like dude everybody is a whore if you think about it. Plus not everyone working in adult industry is some drug addicted loser. Some people go on to use their money to drastically improve their lives, become wealthy/famous, have successful careers, etc. Ex. Kim Kardashian, Melania Trump, Cardi B, and more
Welp, guess I won't be having any confessions with my father. He is waaaaay more closeminded and "whore-phobic" than I thought.
Either way I was like thinking to myself how this is a fucked up story he is telling me rn!
WendiStarr
06-11-2018, 10:04 AM
I'm so sick of all the reminders that father's day is coming up. I can't even check my email, browse the 'net, or watch tv without some father's day bullshit. Fuck father's day! About the only fatherly thing that guy ever did was ejaculated his sperm into my mom's vagina resulting in me. Yeah, so maybe I'm a classic case of daddy issues. I accidentally came across pictures on my bro's public FB account(I don't have a personal FB account) of my dad with one of his stepdaughters who graduated high school this year(she's in cap and gown in the pic), captioned with,"Proud father". He's not even her biological dad! I guess it will never fail to piss me off how he could so easily walk out of my life without a word so many years ago, yet be the kind of father to another man's daughters that I always needed and was deprived of. I know it's pathetic that I'm 30+ and still feel this way but I'm not sorry for feeling what I feel.
trustfundkiller
06-11-2018, 05:55 PM
It's embarrassing how much satisfaction I get watching decluttering videos on YouTube.
TheBrownFox
06-11-2018, 08:20 PM
My dad said he heard this dudes daughter was dancing at a nude club, he himself paid the entrance fee to see the truth himself in person, confirmed she was working there, then went and snitched to the woman's dad.
Claimed their whole family was embarrassed by her.
Dude WTF kind of story is this???????
That's FUCKED UP.
BadBitch
06-11-2018, 08:38 PM
I confess that I only enjoy hanging out with gay guys.
I was thinking this on Saturday night, looking back on my week. It was the most fun, stress free week I've had in ages.
I probably mentioned that the women I've met since I moved here, are all so needy.
Yesterday I ran into a woman at church who I haven't seen since October ( I blocked her for asking me for money).
Anyway, we decide to go to Starbucks. I asked upfront if she had her own money. Naturally she sad no, but would just drink water.:O
And so it begins......
When we got to Starbucks, she started to order, but when I handed the barista my money, just for my drink, she stopped. Ordered her water.
Then we got to our table, and she realizes that she forgot her house key, AND her phone.
She doesn't drive, so what was she going to do? Sit outside in 104 degree weather and wait until her roommate gets home?
Ugh!
And so it continues.
I drive her home, and luckily her roommate is there to let her in.
She brings her Maltese out so I can meet him.
Then starts freaking out that she left her purse at Starbucks.:-[
I call Starbucks, but they can't find it.
She says she knows it's there, and that we need to go back.
She wants to bring the dog, but I tell her no, and to put the dog back in the house ( mobile home).
She starts pleading with me, saying it's a service dog, on and on.
Thankfully she listened to me, and put the dog inside. Because when she did, her purse was sitting right there.
I started flashing back on the last time we went out. The SAME thing happened!
It's a shame, because I like being with her.
* If anyone has watched the HBO series, "The Deuce", that was her life.
Gorgeous, Black, New York Street walker married to her pimp back in the 70's.
Her stories are fascinating.
But, I don't have the patience to deal with the rest of it.
The government pays for her every need.
Housing, food, medical care, phone, rides, service dog.
Yet, she can't afford a cup of coffee.
Edit to add: She is always dressed to the nines in designer clothes, accessories, etc. Long acrylic nails done, weave looking right and tight. Makeup on point.
She's a #HustlerToTheCore
But, THIS hustler can't be hustled.
I used to only hang out with gay guys. I still have a small circle of them. I tried hanging out with women. I can't. They're nuts (no offense to you ladies). I just can't deal with the drama, the shade, the jealousy. I normally don't trust women. In the past few years, however, I let a few into my life and they screwed me over. I don't trust women.
BadBitch
06-11-2018, 08:41 PM
I'm so sick of all the reminders that father's day is coming up. I can't even check my email, browse the 'net, or watch tv without some father's day bullshit. Fuck father's day! About the only fatherly thing that guy ever did was ejaculated his sperm into my mom's vagina resulting in me. Yeah, so maybe I'm a classic case of daddy issues. I accidentally came across pictures on my bro's public FB account(I don't have a personal FB account) of my dad with one of his stepdaughters who graduated high school this year(she's in cap and gown in the pic), captioned with,"Proud father". He's not even her biological dad! I guess it will never fail to piss me off how he could so easily walk out of my life without a word so many years ago, yet be the kind of father to another man's daughters that I always needed and was deprived of. I know it's pathetic that I'm 30+ and still feel this way but I'm not sorry for feeling what I feel.
I feel the way you do about Mother's Day. My mother is a fucking narcissistic CUNT. I cut the bitch out of my life a few years back. I could write a book about this evil bitch and it would probably wind up on the NY Bestseller List.
She makes the mother from Flowers In The Attic look like a fairy princess.
miss.a.p1600
06-11-2018, 08:50 PM
That's FUCKED UP.
It is.
I don't think it was his place to play the role of investigator and snitch.
He's the type that always has to know everything. But the irony is if he knew someone in the adult industry personally he could not handle it.
I honestly don't know if this was a real story (if so yeah its out of order) or if he was making up the story to try to tell me if I danced he would find out and I would embarrass him or something.
In my mind I'm like, Hate to tell you dude but my economic standing is more important than your fragile ego.
Either way it just made me realize my dad is not as liberal and open minded as I thought.
Ifyouseekamy
06-12-2018, 05:06 AM
^^^ i hear you.
I’m ashamed of how judgemental I am of people. I’m trying really hard to fight my conditioning. I’m usually right on, but it’s not my business to judge where people are on their life path. We all have our strengths and limitations. We are a product of our environment. When people are negative I’m trying every time to detach and respond with love and light or just ignore the negative energy all together. There’s a time and place for venting and problem solving-I don’t want to be a Pollyanna. I’m trying to live in the solution rather than the problem.
SnuffleUffleGrass
06-12-2018, 06:29 AM
It is.
I don't think it was his place to play the role of investigator and snitch.
He's the type that always has to know everything. But the irony is if he knew someone in the adult industry personally he could not handle it.
I honestly don't know if this was a real story (if so yeah its out of order) or if he was making up the story to try to tell me if I danced he would find out and I would embarrass him or something.
In my mind I'm like, Hate to tell you dude but my economic standing is more important than your fragile ego.
Either way it just made me realize my dad is not as liberal and open minded as I thought.
This actually happened to a friend of mine- she told her dad that the "friend" must be a pervert who got off on looking at her but NO it must have been some girl who resembled her instead & so her dad believe HER and quit having anything to do with that "friend."
Glamourmilf
06-12-2018, 06:39 AM
I used to only hang out with gay guys. I still have a small circle of them. I tried hanging out with women. I can't. They're nuts (no offense to you ladies). I just can't deal with the drama, the shade, the jealousy. I normally don't trust women. In the past few years, however, I let a few into my life and they screwed me over. I don't trust women.
"Ditto!"
When women approach me, and want to ' do lunch', I just rip up their card.
One of the reasons I've kept camming is because of the fact that I deal with only men. Even on cam, the only people who try to ruin my day are females.
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WendiStarr
06-12-2018, 06:22 PM
I visited a longtime reg today. He has been a house cleaning client for years. I'd told him about how I do platonic cuddling a while back. Well his wife recently died of cancer and I guess he's been lonely since. Out of the blue this afternoon he asked me if I could come over to cuddle with him. It's been a while since I've had sex because of my own illness. I've been feeling lonely too. He's a really super hot dilf and smelled really good. I don't know. I guess that and the mutual loneliness thing is why I didn't mind that he started rubbing against me until he came in his shorts. Normally I would never allow any of my cuddling clients to do that and would immediately end the cuddling session and leave if they tried that but it was different with him for some reason. I didn't feel threatened by him or like he would hurt me, never have in all the time that I've known him. I was so tempted to ask him if he wanted to have sex, period and cancer be damned but I didn't want to gross him out with that. Also, I know I probably shouldn't cross that boundary with him. I want to have sex again, dammit!
lynn2009
06-12-2018, 08:19 PM
My credit score crashed from 807 to 697 because of one only 200 dollar lab bill I just refused to pay or argue with insurance about. Which I really don't care it's not like I am buying a house anyway. So interesting how things change...having a good credit score was always the only thing I felt like I had done well as an adult. Oh well! I'm still not paying that shit. Time to wait seven years.
BadBitch
06-12-2018, 08:30 PM
I think I'm developing a small crush on a NF customer. He has been calling me every day now for a week. I just fucking love his voice.
miss.a.p1600
06-12-2018, 08:37 PM
The married guy has been REALLY seducing me .... and not going to lie - he gets me really excited.
I wish he were not married though. wtf.
The other day, he asked me "do you want me" - I could do nothing but take a big gulp (like what am I getting myself into) and honestly say "Yes"
His phone conversation is so seductive and hot that I started getting flustered and my vagina started throbbing on the inside. I felt like I needed to smoke a cigarette (I don't even smoke cigarettes) afterwards.
If his conversation is this good I bet his skills are A+++
Fuck why he got to be married thought? Damn
And when I get to this vanilla career next week - Yet another married dude is going to seduce me......
Note to self: must resist! must resist!
miss.a.p1600
06-13-2018, 02:22 PM
Met with the hot guy
Damnit why he gotta b married? Got me questioning my whole damn value and moral systems. wtf?
His seduction skills are out of this world. It is extremely hard to resist. I try to play it cool but I just melt everytime and I am having trouble hiding it.
Somebody please trade places with me
BadBitch
06-13-2018, 05:18 PM
I have this new customer. He's been calling me for about 2-3 weeks now. We do "phone with cam". He never puts his video on. But, when he strokes, he fucking growls like a wild animal. It honestly scares me! LOL! It's SO loud! I also have to undress REALLY slowly while looking into the cam and say "fucking" a lot. Last week, I had to do a countdown from 10 and when I got to 1, say "Liftoff". LOL!
But.............the................growling!
AND, when he is stroking it, you can hear his hand hit a wall or something. So, as he is growling, you hear "THUMP THUMP THUMP THUMP"!
LOL!
ScarletKitten
06-13-2018, 05:32 PM
I just cried because I miss my ex (the one I was with for 9 years.)
Omg wtf is wrong with me. He was my best friend, the one person who knew me more than anyone. He knew my soul. Fucking hell, I can't believe I'm going to say this, but I miss him. But he's in Canada, and I'll probably never see him ever again. I can't escape the memory of him. I found an old note he wrote me when I was cleaning out my wallet. I had no idea it was in there.
My feelings regarding him are so complicated. It's an entire spectrum of emotions.....a mishmash amalgamation of missing what we had, regretting the situation we were in, regretting how we went about things, disgust, love, bad memories mixed with good memories......it's all over the damn place. I don't even know what to do with myself right now. I don't like crying anymore because it's too intense, I'd rather just be numb like I usually am.....but something has triggered me today. I was just looking at his pictures on my computer crying my fucking eyes out. I haven't cried over him in years. Wtf man! I miss him. I want him to be my best friend again. In my heart, he will always be my best friend. Noone else on Earth could ever know me like he did. We were so close, we were connected at the soul level.
WendiStarr
06-13-2018, 05:43 PM
I have this new customer. He's been calling me for about 2-3 weeks now. We do "phone with cam". He never puts his video on. But, when he strokes, he fucking growls like a wild animal. It honestly scares me! LOL! It's SO loud! I also have to undress REALLY slowly while looking into the cam and say "fucking" a lot. Last week, I had to do a countdown from 10 and when I got to 1, say "Liftoff". LOL!
But.............the................growling!
AND, when he is stroking it, you can hear his hand hit a wall or something. So, as he is growling, you hear "THUMP THUMP THUMP THUMP"!
LOL!
Thanks for this. This made me laugh. I had an ex who growled like that and even louder when he was cumming. He sounded like some angry, wild animal. He also liked the word 'fuck' and 'fucking' a lot. It was fucking weird! It's probably him! lol
miss.a.p1600
06-13-2018, 07:58 PM
So when i met the hot guy, he propositioned me for sex. I thought he was just joking but apparently he was dead ass serious.
As turned on as I am by him, a part of me feels like he is rushing. Maybe rushing to get a thrill before anything emotional could happen - which would definitely complicate things further than they already are. Or rushing before any possibility of getting caught. Plus I was kind of turned off by him suggesting a restaurant I would not necessarily go to.
I don't know if I can do NSA casual sex like this.
I have been celibate for years and if I decide to have sex I want it to be on my terms.
IDK. It might end after today because I did not realize how serious he was about the sex thing.
miss.a.p1600
06-13-2018, 09:15 PM
Maybe I made a mistake. I got so caught up in the fantasy.
Maybe I should just end it now while it is easy to do so.
Sometimes I feel like I don't know what I am doing. These situations where these guys throw themselves at me. I discover they are married. They say they want to continue. I get highly turned on but I know I am treading on thin ice.
Part of me wants to see if I could be pleased sexually by them, they other part of me cannot relax with them knowing that all they wants from me is sex
chanzep
06-13-2018, 09:55 PM
^If you are looking for a serious relationship avoid the married men. If you just want money/sex then go for it.
miss.a.p1600
06-14-2018, 06:59 AM
So I decide I need to masturbate to release the sexual tension from dealing with that hot married dude yesterday.
The walls here are thin so I check to make sure my neighbor is gone so that I can moan and scream as loud as I want lol
I imagined HMD pleasing me with his hand only and it was a really good orgasm. Now that it is over - I guess - I am left with fantasies which is okay for me.
Well next thing I know, as I am leaving my neighbor comes out same time and is like 'hey want to go to dinner some time?'
1) I think he heard me in the throws of solo orgasmic passion
2) He is a nice dude but he is NOT my type at all and I have to figure a way to politely say no thanks
Elektra Luxx
06-14-2018, 07:18 AM
My credit score crashed from 807 to 697 because of one only 200 dollar lab bill I just refused to pay or argue with insurance about. Which I really don't care it's not like I am buying a house anyway. So interesting how things change...having a good credit score was always the only thing I felt like I had done well as an adult. Oh well! I'm still not paying that shit. Time to wait seven years.
I didn't even know that credit scores went that high. I think my parents credit scores are in the mid 700 range. Your crash score is where I maintain my score. Lol!
trustfundkiller
06-14-2018, 08:31 AM
I want to fuck my personal trainer.
miss.a.p1600
06-14-2018, 08:34 AM
^^^YES!!!
I had a personal trainer that was so hot! OMG - I wanted to ride him all night AND day.
Then one time we were in a small group session and he was like "ok ladies, open up them thighs"
I don't think it was supposed to be sexual but my mind when Im working out can sometimes be sexual and I sure took it that way.
In my mind I was like COTDAMN!!!!!!
BadBitch
06-14-2018, 11:13 AM
I hate when I like a customer. I once kind of sort of fell for a customer. It was back in 2014-15. I was fucking so in lust with the guy. It took me about 3 months to find him (by stalking on the interwebs).
I found myself starting to investigate the on-line with this guy. I want to see what he looks like. But, that kind of ruined it for me with the first guy because he wasn't a looker. He was a boring dad with a 9-5. LOL!
I just love the way that this new guy sounds when he breathes heavy. Fuck me. Jesus. I get so turned on just thinking about it. LOL.
Vyanka
06-14-2018, 11:36 AM
So I connected with 2 guys online that i haven't met yet. One is a few states away(yes, I am willing to meet him....I am super duper drawn to him) and the other one lives in my state. The one that lives out of state, he already knows I'm a stripper. He didn't judge or asked questions, it was like nothing. He's been super respectable, even when i flirt with him. Which is a mega turn on. The other one I haven't told yet.
Shit. I think I like both at the same time. I hope not. Sounds complicated. Haha. Both super cute and have been gentlemen so far.
Then I have the rocker guy seeing me in the fall who is all kinds of hotness. Fuck dude, hopefully I'm not tied down by the time he comes to the U.S.(which is in 4 months). Fuckkkkkkk! We have hot unfinished business to do. I wish I can do him now to get that out the way, but he is touring.
When it rains, it pours.
miss.a.p1600
06-14-2018, 06:13 PM
Two guys have asked me to dinner today.......sadly neither one of them are my type
JGB2009
06-14-2018, 08:31 PM
When you are suppose to start work at a certain time but decide to masturbate instead.
Glamourmilf
06-15-2018, 09:02 AM
^^I love it!:D
When members on here, I've never even seen before, and who have never posted anything, start stalking my profile.:O
Get a life!
I confess, it creeps me out, though.
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lynn2009
06-15-2018, 02:12 PM
I never care about celebrity deaths and if anything I'm kind of annoyed at all the press coverage regarding mental health and suicide the past few weeks. People wax poetic for however long but it will blow over and nothing will change.
miss.a.p1600
06-15-2018, 02:58 PM
I felt so, like my feminine essence was awakened and other dudes could tell. That same day I had 2 dinner dates offers from different men and the old guy was confessing his desire for me.
ScarletKitten
06-15-2018, 08:25 PM
I think it's that time of year- early summer, when men get crazy horny and come out of the woodwork. Not only did my ex contact me 2 days ago, but another ex-lover texted me today out of the blue. I'm not going to respond. I have my fuck buddy to keep me company. I don't need to be wasting my time and possibly leaving myself open to vulnerability by responding to these assholes from my past. I did respond to my Canadian ex, but I'm not fucking with ex-lover again. I have no interest in him anymore. That window of opportunity has slammed shut. I wanted to respond with, "what the fuck do you want??" but silence is even better.
What's weird though is I was just thinking of this fucker within the last few days. And then he contacts me out of nowhere. I haven't heard from him since March. He really fucked up with me though, so I'm ignoring him.
Glamourmilf
06-16-2018, 08:10 AM
I think it's that time of year- early summer, when men get crazy horny and come out of the woodwork. Not only did my ex contact me 2 days ago, but another ex-lover texted me today out of the blue. I'm not going to respond. I have my fuck buddy to keep me company. I don't need to be wasting my time and possibly leaving myself open to vulnerability by responding to these assholes from my past. I did respond to my Canadian ex, but I'm not fucking with ex-lover again. I have no interest in him anymore. That window of opportunity has slammed shut. I wanted to respond with, "what the fuck do you want??" but silence is even better.
What's weird though is I was just thinking of this fucker within the last few days. And then he contacts me out of nowhere. I haven't heard from him since March. He really fucked up with me though, so I'm ignoring him.
It's so true about guys coming out of the woodwork.
I got a text from a guy I only had one date with over a year and a half ago. I thought I blocked him, because he got too obsessed with me.
He wants me to go see him in San Diego, where he lives.
Don't tempt me. It's hot as hades where I live.
I'm making him join Phrendly.com to text and call me. Lol!
Otherwise, he wants to text back and forth all day.
I don't have time for that!
But I WILL have time for an all expenses paid trip to San Diego. :D
Plus there's another guy from new jersey who lives there too. He and I recently reconnected too. But him I like.
Rrrr
BadBitch
06-16-2018, 08:25 AM
Are all men as crazy as the ones who visit us on cam or call us on phone sex lines? I have been married for the past 8 years, been together with my partner since 2002. So I have been out of the single life loop for quite some time.
I don't remember men being this crazy. Like, they have so many issues and they are so weird. I had a guy call me on Niteflirt last night and try to hypnotize me. He kept saying in a monotone voice, "Circles.....circles.....make circles around your clit....circles.....circles..." I had the cam close on my twat and his voice was kind of starting to make me fall asleep. LOL!
What drives these men to be absolutely out of their minds????
Winged Dinghy
06-16-2018, 10:39 AM
Hair and makeup are done and I'm all ready to go to work, but I'm just not feeling it today. Think I'm going to get high, eat snacks and watch season 2 of Queer Eye instead.