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Aurora_Sunset
10-11-2018, 07:20 PM
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There's a good chance my bf will get deployed on hurricane relief.
The company really fucked up (on purpose) last month when they were requesting people, so there's a 50/50 chance they'll either a) fuck up again out of selfishness in wanting to keep all their employees here, or b) HAVE to respond because they got ripped a new asshole last time. He keeps saying he doesn't want to go because he'll miss me and all the stuff we had planned for the next few weeks, but honestly, I'm praying he gets sent.
Not only will it give me some free time to myself after the wild month and half we've had up each other's butts lately, but the paycheck? Omg... it will be sooo nice and we need it right now.
He got deployed this morning. Must admit, I do miss him already, and they’ve already been told it will be a minimum of 14 days, possibly longer. But it will be good. I can use the time to fix up the apartment with all my lonely free time instead of having every sparse day off be distracted by us just wanting to chill on the couch together.
Plus, think of all the Grey’s Anatomy I can watch while he’s gone! Lol
No, I really am proud of him though. And admittedly jealous. That’s something big to be in the middle of. Plus that paycheck.
Glamourmilf
10-12-2018, 07:06 AM
Possibly on fetlife. Look for a pussy worship sub in your area. I found one on there before. He made my 5 weeks of recovering from surgery better.
It's nice to see that the people on there are listing in their profile that they have herpes.
Ewww!! :gasp:
I'm skeeved out already, and I've only been on there a couple of days.
Not a place for a big germaphobe like me.:yuck:
Elektra Luxx
10-12-2018, 07:09 AM
I was so pissed off yesterday and today I'm emotionally drained and I'm feeling physically tired. I just want to sleep.
miss.a.p1600
10-13-2018, 06:38 AM
So the coworker I had a fling with started chatting me up the other day. Asking how long is be at the vanilla workplace lol. Last time we engaged in a fling it was because I knew I had put my resignation in and was taking risks cause I didn’t gaf. I’m not sure if that’s why he was asking but to fuck with his mind I gave him a long time frame.
Not going to get this poom poom unless you make it worth my while.
He is a complete player.......I see the way some of these ladies look at him with lust in their eyes.
Back to the convo, I at first told him I didn’t want to tell him my plans of when I was going to leave cause he could run back and tell “the bosses” he claimed he didn’t know them that well and he knew me better than he knew anyone else at the workplace. Then he gone seductively say “and we both know what that means”.
Not going to lie, I was completely turned on.
Then my subconscious mind started thinking about him - I woke up and realize I had a dream about him taking me shopping to get me in the mood lol
miss.a.p1600
10-13-2018, 06:50 AM
^ Yes. You don't have to show your face on that site. When I was using it I ended up changing all my pics to faceless pics once I seen that my daughter's dad was on there. I had a couple face pics but they were set to friends only and I was super picky. I didn't want him potentially using it for blackmail purposes on there.
Hope you screen shot his ass on there. You may need it later....for leverage lol.
carmen_b
10-13-2018, 07:15 PM
I think disclosing is actually very honest though . I noticed a couple on POF that disclosed the same.
It's nice to see that the people on there are listing in their profile that they have herpes.
Ewww!! :gasp:
I'm skeeved out already, and I've only been on there a couple of days.
Not a place for a big germaphobe like me.:yuck:
Ifyouseekamy
10-14-2018, 05:13 AM
^^^ you’re such a compassionate person.
I really want to bone one of the guys at work. I won’t, but ugh it’s frustrating.
My logical brain knows I don’t have time for the BS, but my emotional brain just wants to rip the pants off the next cub I get my hands on.
Glamourmilf
10-14-2018, 06:58 AM
I think disclosing is actually very honest though . I noticed a couple on POF that disclosed the same.
I agree. But, it got me thinking about those who don't reveal or don't know about the STDs they have.
I have a sub on there who wants to please me orally. We chatted and he seems very sweet.
I'm just going to have him get tested, like I did with my last lover.
miss.a.p1600
10-14-2018, 07:16 AM
It would be nice to attract an upper class generous sane man who is ready to commit to marriage, has orgasmic peen/tongue, is a good father, and wants me to be a stay-at-home mom.
WendiStarr
10-14-2018, 09:21 AM
^ Lol, girl!! I've been trying to find that for nearly a decade. I gave up.
Elektra Luxx
10-16-2018, 10:23 AM
For a while, I've been having an on going conversation with a guy who works the drivethru at McDonald's. He's 18, graduated early from high school and is going to college. So 2 or 3 times a week I go through the drivethru for breakfast or coffee. He knows my name, I know his, he recognizes my voice when I order, remembers what I like to order and we talk for a bit when I reach the window to pay. Well mostly he talks and I listen because he is so good looking, intelligent and charming that I become tongue tied. Lol!
WendiStarr
10-16-2018, 05:19 PM
I never answer any of my phones anymore(personal or work) without first googling the phone number. I don't care whether it's a local number or out of state. Nope. If you leave a voicemail I might call back, after looking up your number to see who the hell you are. The weather has gotten colder and every thirsty ex bf, fwb, or booty call seems to be creeping back around.
miss.a.p1600
10-16-2018, 06:45 PM
For a while, I've been having an on going conversation with a guy who works the drivethru at McDonald's. He's 18, graduated early from high school and is going to college. So 2 or 3 times a week I go through the drivethru for breakfast or coffee. He knows my name, I know his, he recognizes my voice when I order, remembers what I like to order and we talk for a bit when I reach the window to pay. Well mostly he talks and I listen because he is so good looking, intelligent and charming that I become tongue tied. Lol!
Reminds me of that time I encountered this dude who was a cashier at Whole Foods. Omg!!! He was so attractive. To be aroused on first sight had to be something spectacular. Then I think to myself I certainly hope this mf is 18.
lilylilylily
10-16-2018, 08:19 PM
I never answer any of my phones anymore(personal or work) without first googling the phone number. I don't care whether it's a local number or out of state. Nope. If you leave a voicemail I might call back, after looking up your number to see who the hell you are. The weather has gotten colder and every thirsty ex bf, fwb, or booty call seems to be creeping back around.
This
I heard it's something to do with venus retrograde which is happening now, that people from your past pop back up...
charlie61
10-16-2018, 09:35 PM
It's so hard to get back on the healthy train when you fall off!
WendiStarr
10-17-2018, 07:54 AM
^ Agreed! I keep telling myself that I'm going to eat healthier, eat more veggies, give up sugar, and work out at least 6 days a week, but I made homemade french onion soup in my crockpot with the bread and cheese topping last night. It's totally not a healthy food. It's comfort food and tastes so damn good that I ate some for breakfast.
Elle:)
10-21-2018, 01:55 PM
I am in love with a 750 gown. I really want to buy it.
baer45
10-21-2018, 02:57 PM
Yesterday i wanted to make a confession here. Now i dont remeber what it was. Is that an early sign of Alzheimer's?
SnuffleUffleGrass
10-21-2018, 06:32 PM
Yesterday i wanted to make a confession here. Now i dont remeber what it was. Is that an early sign of Alzheimer's?
Naw you're probably just busy. I noticed I'm way better about short term memory lately & it's because of eating and sleeping more.
My confession- I looked up a guy I dated many years ago on the Internet (he took down his fb so I had to reach far to find him.) The good news is he's successful and still hot. The bad news is I shouldn't contact him because it would hurt my current LTR. It would be nice to have his friendship but I guess my relationship is better off without that potential Land Mine.
I'm just happy he's doing well. Bless him.
baer45
10-21-2018, 06:50 PM
A typo?
Elektra Luxx
10-22-2018, 06:52 AM
Yesterday i wanted to make a confession here. Now i dont remeber what it was. Is that an early sign of Alzheimer's?
This happens to me all the time. For me it's having too many things going on at the same time. My therapist says multitasking is not a good because you're not giving your full attention to one thing and only giving partial attention the all that things your doing at the same time.
My confession is...I don't have anything to confess right now, but it's still early in the day, so maybe later.
WendiStarr
10-22-2018, 07:02 AM
I'm trying to book as many appts as possible this week. Maybe I'm using sex as a crutch but it's better than this sad and helpless feeling right now.
Glamourmilf
10-22-2018, 09:16 AM
I confess that as much as I'd like to be eaten out, I don't think I'm going to let it happen.
FetLife has brought nothing but needy, clingy guys. Such a turnoff.
Obsessively emailing me, even though I reject them. Constantly looking for my attention. Pretending to want to serve me, just so they can get pegged. GTFO!
One old dude lives 2 hours away, and says he will take the bus to come worship me. He tells me that his car is old and won't make it this far. I doubt he will get a nice hotel room, or take me out. Because nobody is coming to my place.
Men today, never seem to have their shit together.
I met this really cool older gay guy last week at Starbucks.
He said he was an artist. Showed me his work.
But, he's been obsessively texting me nonstop for a week. Telling me that he's so broke that he doesn't have money for food, gas, etc.
Boring!
He's a big burly guy. Dude, quit sitting in Starbucks all day doodling on your skectch pad.
Get a fucking job!!
I HATE lazy men!
JGB2009
10-22-2018, 09:40 AM
I would sleep with my child's father right now just to piss you off!!!!!!
AChildOfBoredom
10-22-2018, 06:45 PM
A while back, the main hall at the equestrian center where I worked was being renovated, which was also where the bathrooms were. So port-a-shitties were rented as a stopgap until those bathrooms could be used again.
I was unloading a delivery of hay with an integrated toolcarrier.. basically a front end loader with quick detach, so you could quickly switch from a bucket to forks to whatever attachment you wanted.
http://www.uerentals.ca/wp-content/uploads/it38g-e38-518x263.jpg
Not my photo, but the same make and model. So I was unloading a hay delivery, and I noticed going into one of the port-a-crappies in the vicinity of where I was working. Incidentally, it was a new riding instructor who made a really rough introduction.. it was her second week on the job, and most of the staff hated her. She had already pissed me off several times. So while I was unloading these bales, I apparently backed up a little too far, ran into the port-a-potty, and knocked it over while she was in it. What an unfortunate accident.
I imagine everyone already suspects this, but I've never actually admitted it before. It was no accident.
whirlerz
10-22-2018, 08:19 PM
Well, I found out there was a registered sex offender that lived here.
Ugh.
I saw his file w/his pics, he appealed his case & lost.
There was a letter for him sitting on the table for a while from the court.
I lined out the address & wrote 'moved' & put in mail.
I'm now the only female here.
Just creeped out rn
about it.
whirlerz
10-23-2018, 09:33 AM
Fuck if I don't have yet ANOTHER lettertoday for his disgusting sex offender ass, from family services. also there was one that probably sat under a pile, from the sheriff, from forsenic evidence
Taking this crap back in person, I have a package to send anyway, I'm going to my old area where I know that postal clerk.
AChildOfBoredom
10-23-2018, 10:14 AM
Does your state have a sex offender registry?
whirlerz
10-23-2018, 07:27 PM
Yes, I believe they do. I googled around, it works better on laptop than phone.
I brought the letters in to the post office, she took them & they're going back to the sender's.
Some Offenders don't like to keep up their register when they move.
Also, when there is less strict housing (roommates) they show up
AChildOfBoredom
10-23-2018, 07:58 PM
FWIW, I hope it was something.. I don't want to say benign. Let's say, less severe, like he was walking through a park at night while drunk and he had to crack the dam (which I feel it's a little heavy handed to go on a registry for that, but it is what it is) rather than someone who actually sexually assaulted somebody. I'd be more than a little creeped out about it, and I'd be hoping like hell he didn't have friends he wanted to come and visit in the building.
Sorry, I'm probably not being very reassuring right now. If there is such a database, and the info is publicly available, you may want to check to see if your place is still listed as his address and contact whoever to get your address removed from that record.
Elektra Luxx
10-24-2018, 04:57 AM
So I'm talking to McDonald's Drivethru Guy this morning and he tells me he loves author Neil Gaiman. He's my favorite author! I'm in love with the McDonald's Drivethru Guy. I'm breaking up with my bf this afternoon and me and McDonald's Drivethru Guy are going to live happily ever after.
Just kidding, but I am totally crushing on him.
miss.a.p1600
10-24-2018, 06:11 AM
In my fantasy I throw a stack of papers at this annoying sociopathic bitch then tell the “boss” thanks but I’ve found bigger and better opportunities whilst throwing money in the air and watching “former” coworkers scramble to pick it up.
Glamourmilf
10-24-2018, 09:02 AM
Well, I found out there was a registered sex offender that lived here.
Ugh.
I saw his file w/his pics, he appealed his case & lost.
There was a letter for him sitting on the table for a while from the court.
I lined out the address & wrote 'moved' & put in mail.
I'm now the only female here.
Just creeped out rn
about it.
Don't know if you remember that incident of the excon standing in the kitchen of the room I rented from my attorney friend? We were the only ones home. He looked at me like I was his lunch, dinner AND dessert rolled up into one. Scary af!
Attorney would hire excons to do paperwork for him, and of course never told me.
Remember he'd give the house keys out to anyone that asked for them? He'd let all kinds of vagrants crash at the house?
One day there was a complete stanger skinny dipping in the pool when he wasn't even there!
I'm not going to remind you that I suggested not to have roommates.
I've had too many bad roommate situations happen.
If it makes you feel any better. I looked at the Megan's Law registry where I now live. And it's chalked full of sex offenders in my current neighborhood.
They seem to be everywhere.
But, of course, not IN the home, like you have.
What are you going to do?
Move? Or just hope he's gone forever?
JGB2009
10-24-2018, 09:15 AM
So I'm talking to McDonald's Drivethru Guy this morning and he tells me he loves author Neil Gaiman. He's my favorite author! I'm in love with the McDonald's Drivethru Guy. I'm breaking up with my bf this afternoon and me and McDonald's Drivethru Guy are going to live happily ever after.
Just kidding, but I am totally crushing on him.
LOL ur so funny!!!!!
AChildOfBoredom
10-24-2018, 10:04 AM
Don't know if you remember that incident of the excon standing in the kitchen of the room I rented from my attorney friend? We were the only ones home. He looked at me like I was his lunch, dinner AND dessert rolled up into one. Scary af!
Attorney would hire excons to do paperwork for him, and of course never told me.
Remember he'd give the house keys out to anyone that asked for them? He'd let all kinds of vagrants crash at the house?
One day there was a complete stanger skinny dipping in the pool when he wasn't even there!
I'm not going to remind you that I suggested not to have roommates.
I've had too many bad roommate situations happen.
If it makes you feel any better. I looked at the Megan's Law registry where I now live. And it's chalked full of sex offenders in my current neighborhood.
They seem to be everywhere.
But, of course, not IN the home, like you have.
What are you going to do?
Move? Or just hope he's gone forever?
Holy shit, that's scary! I'm guessing you moved out of there as soon as you were able to?
When I moved to North Carolina, I was under the impression I'd only be living with another woman. About two hours after I got there, this pickup pulls up in the driveway and what I thought was her dog got somewhat excited (as excited as an old dog on her last days can get, anyhow), so then she was like, "Umm... I should probably tell you now, we do have another roommate", then I found out this guy who was 10 years older than me was also living with us. On top of that, she had a date that night, so I was going to be alone with this guy. Then the next day, we went to the neighbors' place. They were putting in this invisible fence for their dog, and he decided the shock collar couldn't be all that bad, so he decided to put it on and try the different power settings on himself.
WendiStarr
10-24-2018, 10:27 AM
I can't help but get super nervous, get an upset tummy and tummy problems every time I have to meet someone new, whether it's a photographer or client. I'm always scared that something bad is going to happen. Ugh, I hate this.
^ Lol it turns out that I was worried for nothing.
Glamourmilf
10-25-2018, 08:29 AM
Holy shit, that's scary! I'm guessing you moved out of there as soon as you were able to?
When I moved to North Carolina, I was under the impression I'd only be living with another woman. About two hours after I got there, this pickup pulls up in the driveway and what I thought was her dog got somewhat excited (as excited as an old dog on her last days can get, anyhow), so then she was like, "Umm... I should probably tell you now, we do have another roommate", then I found out this guy who was 10 years older than me was also living with us. On top of that, she had a date that night, so I was going to be alone with this guy. Then the next day, we went to the neighbors' place. They were putting in this invisible fence for their dog, and he decided the shock collar couldn't be all that bad, so he decided to put it on and try the different power settings on himself.
I was only living there, because I had an eviction on my record, and no apartments would rent to me.
That's what happens when people see you as desperate for a place to live.
The owner of the house ended the lease and kicked everyone out, so his pregnant daughter could live there.
Best thing to have happen, even though at the time I didn't see it that way. I was literally out on the streets.
After learning how to do THAT, I knew I'd be ok.
Long story short. I escorted for money to get an Airbnb in my dream town. Ran into an old neighbor of mine, who got me into her building.
*I move in but less than a year, drug dealer, gang bangers move in next door.
I was able to convince the new landlord, who had just bought the place, to kick them out.
It's been an experience, I'll tell you that. Not one I'd ever like to repeat, that's for sure.
WendiStarr
10-25-2018, 09:00 AM
I gave Mr. Dilf some homemade beef stew so he could have something for lunch at work today. Yeah, yeah you're not supposed to cook for clients or SD's. This is a first. I've lost my mind but I think I'm ok with it..for now.
AChildOfBoredom
10-25-2018, 12:33 PM
I was only living there, because I had an eviction on my record, and no apartments would rent to me.
That's what happens when people see you as desperate for a place to live.
The owner of the house ended the lease and kicked everyone out, so his pregnant daughter could live there.
Best thing to have happen, even though at the time I didn't see it that way. I was literally out on the streets.
After learning how to do THAT, I knew I'd be ok.
Long story short. I escorted for money to get an Airbnb in my dream town. Ran into an old neighbor of mine, who got me into her building.
*I move in but less than a year, drug dealer, gang bangers move in next door.
I was able to convince the new landlord, who had just bought the place, to kick them out.
It's been an experience, I'll tell you that. Not one I'd ever like to repeat, that's for sure.
I hear you on that. About four years ago, I was filling in as the barn manager where I worked as a stopgap measure until we got someone who was actually career oriented towards that into the job. So I was one of the ones who made decisions when it came to hiring stable hands and such. So this one girl applied, and she seemed like she'd fit the job well, so we hired her. Found out shortly afterwards that she'd been kicked out of her home for personal reasons I'm not going to broadcast for the world to see, and she was homeless. She had actually been living in a storage unit for over a year when I found out. I just couldn't let that continue in good conscience. I had a very religious upbringing - one even the Catholics and Southern Baptists would have a hell of a time comprehending - so right away Matthew 25:35 sprang to mind (because the first almost 18 years of my life were spent having to study that book even more than any school textbook):
"For I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in"
Even though I've more or less lost my faith completely in the years since, I still felt compelled to act on it. Try putting that expectation on your typical thumper and the rest of the self-proclaimed pious.
It was a weird adjustment. She'd been living in this storage unit, showering with a camp shower, cooking with a camp stove. I definitely have to give her credit for her will to carry on. But the biggest source of contention at first was getting her away from these easy to make processed foods. I cook real food, that's what we eat here. Of course, we have a pizza night or whatever from time to time (and I'm quite fond of hamburgers.. good ones, not McDonald's crap), and she had this complex about staying out past 9 p.m., because that's when the gates to her storage facility would lock, and if he wasn't in by then, she was locked out. She was a fighter.. fiercely independent, had a really difficult time accepting that sometimes people do things without expecting a quid pro quo exchange. I can certainly empathize with your situation from the time, though I can't say that I understand it from a firsthand perspective.
She lived with us for about three years, and joined the Navy last year. She really seems to like it, and she's talking about making a career out of it. Before she shipped out, of course we bombarded her constantly with the eponymous Village People song. She'll be joining us for Thankgiving, which is nice.. we miss her. But she warned me she absolutely does NOT want to hear that song at all while she's here. Sp silly of her, thinking I'll let it go that easily.
Now that we have a house, rather than an apartment, we have two others we took in. Not that I really have any clue what the hell I'm doing. They don't really make one of those "... For Dummies" books on handling these sorts of things. But they're healthy and generally happy, so perhaps I'm not doing too terribly.
Anyhow, sorry for getting a bit off track here. I'm glad your situation has improved since.
Vyanka
10-25-2018, 01:16 PM
I gave Mr. Dilf some homemade beef stew so he could have something for lunch at work today. Yeah, yeah you're not supposed to cook for clients or SD's. This is a first. I've lost my mind but I think I'm ok with it..for now.
Not unless you put money spell ingredients in it. Mua ha ha ha.
}:D. :P
No worries. I think it's bad when it's a casual fuck toy that's not providing anything for you. Like fuck no...some chics cook for their damn booty calls. Nooooo.
Elle:)
10-25-2018, 10:06 PM
I've been so tense lately that I feel like the smallest thing will make me snap.
Elektra Luxx
10-26-2018, 08:52 AM
My mom told me that my brother has been feeling depressed and I doesn't want to go to school. He has doctors's appointment to discuss him getting on anti-depressants. Fuck!!! I thought he wasn't going to go through the depression that me and my sisters went through. Now I'm scared for him and I can feel myself losing it like I'm about to breakdown. Today is my Dad's birthday party and I can't lose it today.
Glamourmilf
10-26-2018, 09:44 AM
I hear you on that. About four years ago, I was filling in as the barn manager where I worked as a stopgap measure until we got someone who was actually career oriented towards that into the job. So I was one of the ones who made decisions when it came to hiring stable hands and such. So this one girl applied, and she seemed like she'd fit the job well, so we hired her. Found out shortly afterwards that she'd been kicked out of her home for personal reasons I'm not going to broadcast for the world to see, and she was homeless. She had actually been living in a storage unit for over a year when I found out. I just couldn't let that continue in good conscience. I had a very religious upbringing - one even the Catholics and Southern Baptists would have a hell of a time comprehending - so right away Matthew 25:35 sprang to mind (because the first almost 18 years of my life were spent having to study that book even more than any school textbook):
"For I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in"
Even though I've more or less lost my faith completely in the years since, I still felt compelled to act on it. Try putting that expectation on your typical thumper and the rest of the self-proclaimed pious.
It was a weird adjustment. She'd been living in this storage unit, showering with a camp shower, cooking with a camp stove. I definitely have to give her credit for her will to carry on. But the biggest source of contention at first was getting her away from these easy to make processed foods. I cook real food, that's what we eat here. Of course, we have a pizza night or whatever from time to time (and I'm quite fond of hamburgers.. good ones, not McDonald's crap), and she had this complex about staying out past 9 p.m., because that's when the gates to her storage facility would lock, and if he wasn't in by then, she was locked out. She was a fighter.. fiercely independent, had a really difficult time accepting that sometimes people do things without expecting a quid pro quo exchange. I can certainly empathize with your situation from the time, though I can't say that I understand it from a firsthand perspective.
She lived with us for about three years, and joined the Navy last year. She really seems to like it, and she's talking about making a career out of it. Before she shipped out, of course we bombarded her constantly with the eponymous Village People song. She'll be joining us for Thankgiving, which is nice.. we miss her. But she warned me she absolutely does NOT want to hear that song at all while she's here. Sp silly of her, thinking I'll let it go that easily.
Now that we have a house, rather than an apartment, we have two others we took in. Not that I really have any clue what the hell I'm doing. They don't really make one of those "... For Dummies" books on handling these sorts of things. But they're healthy and generally happy, so perhaps I'm not doing too terribly.
Anyhow, sorry for getting a bit off track here. I'm glad your situation has improved since.
Wow, what a story. You've got a very kind heart.
I made bad choices all of my life, when it came to friends.
All of my friends when this happened to me ( and only because my "friend" attorney took all of my money to fight the eviction, then ran off with it), dropped me like a hot potato.
They're all very wealthy, and even own apartment buildings.
It was a huge lesson for me, on who to let into my life.
I was always the friend who gave shelter and food to friends that just needed an emotional break from ther lives.
My heart is now closed, from being broken so much.
Self preservation.
I don't invite anyone to my home anymore, or even tell them my address. It's my personal sanctuary.
AChildOfBoredom
10-26-2018, 03:33 PM
Wow, what a story. You've got a very kind heart.
I made bad choices all of my life, when it came to friends.
All of my friends when this happened to me ( and only because my "friend" attorney took all of my money to fight the eviction, then ran off with it), dropped me like a hot potato.
They're all very wealthy, and even own apartment buildings.
It was a huge lesson for me, on who to let into my life.
I was always the friend who gave shelter and food to friends that just needed an emotional break from ther lives.
My heart is now closed, from being broken so much.
Self preservation.
I don't invite anyone to my home anymore, or even tell them my address. It's my personal sanctuary.
Don't overrate me. Part of it was decency, but a lot of, "fuck it, why not?" played into it, too. And I can be a regular shithead when I get a mind to be.
I was fortunate for having my first two lunatic roommates. They're the ones who really taught me how to cut my teeth, as it were, how to identify warning signs with others, etc. They were protective, but not overly so - some lessons, I had to learn myself. So life for me is balancing that out with not wanting to lose my way entirely.
I agree on the last point. I don't let just anyone into my home or let them know where it is. Especially custies - I don't even tell them what city I live on or where I'm originally from. Most tend to think I'm a foreigner... let them believe that, if they will.
charlie61
10-28-2018, 10:53 AM
October is my anniversary month for when I first started dancing in 2006.
Hashtag, nostalgia...
lilylilylily
10-28-2018, 09:30 PM
I just realized next month will be a whole year since I stopped dancing. I sometimes have dreams that I'm still working there. I really loved my club. I'd love to know if the same staff is still working there like manager, DJ etc.. and certain girls I miss. The way i look now i could never go back lol but would love to see everybody one more time
Elektra Luxx
10-29-2018, 01:44 PM
I keep people at a distance because I believe I'm the toxic person.
Grace108
10-30-2018, 12:35 PM
I had this amazing sex party for my birthday ;) .. So hot! :)
Elektra Luxx
10-30-2018, 10:09 PM
In the past, I was a party girl and this year I didn't go to any Halloween parties. The only thing I plan to do is give out candies to Trick or Treaters. I like my quiet life.
AChildOfBoredom
10-30-2018, 10:52 PM
In the past, I was a party girl and this year I didn't go to any Halloween parties. The only thing I plan to do is give out candies to Trick or Treaters. I like my quiet life.
That’s my favorite thing about Halloween. I never got to go trick-or-treating as a kid, so I have to live vicariously through the ones that are out getting to do that. Plus we go all out with decorating, and I get a little bit of a kick out of it when we get a kid too scared to walk up to the porch (though it also makes me feel guilty, so I double the amount of candy they get).