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Vyanka
10-31-2018, 12:08 AM
In the past, I was a party girl and this year I didn't go to any Halloween parties. The only thing I plan to do is give out candies to Trick or Treaters. I like my quiet life.

I find that just as fun too. I love seeing their little creative costumes. :)

baer45
10-31-2018, 08:55 PM
In the past, I was a party girl and this year I didn't go to any Halloween parties. The only thing I plan to do is give out candies to Trick or Treaters. I like my quiet life.

I put a "Gun free zone" sign in the front yard. No one showed up for trick or treat yet.
........
okay, that's a bad joke.

All little fellows will have toothache tomorrow. HeeHee.

WendiStarr
11-01-2018, 09:05 AM
A custie gave me chocolate and I can't stop eating it. I have no control at the moment.

carmen_b
11-01-2018, 04:35 PM
I got up at 4:45a.m. for my day job and I thought I could hang but my ass is just SO KICKED .
I tried to take a 90 min. - 2 hour nap and re-create morning with another cup of coffee at about 2 in the afternoon but I just feel off and blah / moody.
I should have done a longer nap. ;/
I get paid a premium for this and RARELY do it anyway, but I was just dying at 6 a.m. feeling ready to scream in the car and thinking " next time I'm demanding + $500 for early morning " when that is not really even reasonable and they were pretty generous already.

Maybe I need to come back to this area for some personal time. I had these visions of exploring the town , thrift store shopping, getting some beauty treatments ect.
I have only driven like 3 miles away from where I'm staying ( for food ) and I put a pause for now in the fun exploring ideas in favor of the comfy AirBnB.
It could be so much worse but I feel terrible anyway. Ugh , life on the road. This is what it really looks like haha, not Instagram .

carmen_b
11-01-2018, 07:27 PM
What do you guys think ? I'm intimidated to meet this well know IG photographer ( not as a model , as just us ). He has been nothing but a gentleman so far.
I must just be feeling un-trusting today because I've been thinking all day that he must be just be a perv even though he has been nothing but nice to me and I wonder if I'll cancel in a few days.

SnuffleUffleGrass
11-02-2018, 06:06 AM
What do you guys think ? I'm intimidated to meet this well know IG photographer ( not as a model , as just us. He has been nothing but a gentleman so far.
I must just be feeling un-trusting today because I've been thinking all day that he must be just be a perv even though he has been nothing but nice to me and I wonder if I'll cancel in a few days.

He's going to try to fuck you.

The "guy with a camera" has been a way to meet women since cameras were invented...sadly.

carmen_b
11-02-2018, 07:25 AM
^ Yeah, my instincts are like “ don’t trust camera guy haha ! “.

charlie61
11-02-2018, 11:43 AM
What do you guys think ? I'm intimidated to meet this well know IG photographer ( not as a model , as just us ). He has been nothing but a gentleman so far.
I must just be feeling un-trusting today because I've been thinking all day that he must be just be a perv even though he has been nothing but nice to me and I wonder if I'll cancel in a few days.

I also don't know if i could handle dating someone whose job it is to photograph beautiful women. Like, I'm not even a jealous or paranoid person. But there are some jobs that I'd really struggle with, to date someone in that industry. For example, personal trainers. Their entire job is to meet with the same clients over and over, help them become more attractive, touch clients during stretches / help with positioning...

Most people meet their partners at work. To me, it'd feel risky to date someone who is being repeatedly exposed to attractive women.

carmen_b
11-02-2018, 10:13 PM
He's actually in Real Estate ( how he makes most of his money ) .
He is a hobbyist photographer but very very good ( I hire a lot of photographers at my day job, so I can judge accurately ).
He mentioned about my online profile " you look like you've done some modeling ". I only had ONE of my pro pictures up. Most are casual shots / selfies ect.

I figure a drink or something certainly couldn't hurt but I'm so limited for time too that I think I only have a couple days per week to give to dating and I don't want to burn an evening. We actually have a TON of interests in common and there is something really attractive about him ( ginger / body building but he is lean not bulky ).

Selina M
11-03-2018, 02:24 PM
Couldn't decide if this went in Petty Annoyances or here, it's kinda both.

Annoyance part: SO never gets his schedule until at max a month out and they dictate his vacation dates - ergo, you can't book flights or anything until they're crazy expensive. They give him his dates finally. His mom wants him to come to Ohio. She asks if I want to come, I say I don't know, I gotta think about the logistics. This is at like, midnight.

The next day I get up & she's already booked him a flight. I felt like she could have at least waited until I decided - especially given the flight was 3/4 sold out & is assigned seating. I also didn't really expect her to pay for me but it is kind of odd to be like "Hey invite your partner, but she has to pay her own way". Is it me, or is this rude on some level?

Confession part: Upon thinking about it, I actually don't want to go and am secretly completely fine with him leaving for a few nights. He's only ever gone somewhere without me once, for 2 nights... I was initially sad but was surprised to find that after a few hours I really didn't mind him being gone. He had made a big stink about needing alone time, then seemed butthurt that I wasn't texting him back or appearing to care once he left... Silly man missed me more than I missed him :rotfl:

I'm kind of looking forward to keeping the place clean for a weekend & doing things exactly as I want them done - maybe I'll have some girl friends over & do Christmas stuff :D

Elektra Luxx
11-03-2018, 02:35 PM
^^^
Love this post. I can sooo relate.

carmen_b
11-03-2018, 02:40 PM
^ Yessss. Use the time to yourself !

Once bf ( finally ) started going places without me ..... it was the beginning of the end. ;/
I would have liked periodic breaks here and there because I never had the place to myself .... in years ! It was either always both of us here or me traveling .

LaurenAus
11-03-2018, 03:00 PM
My cheap company has found a loophole so that they can hand over my job to an aide because an aide is cheaper. I feel dehumanized, betrayed, bitter about where I’m at in life with the realization that healthcare is just another business in a different form. I wish I had the energy to dust myself off and try something else but I don’t know if anything’s worth fighting for

carmen_b
11-03-2018, 03:11 PM
UGH. ^
Keep putting one foot in front of the other.
50% of my time lately has been spent in a ball of rage and if I can still handle / hang the other 50% of the time, you can too !!
There is so little " care " in healthcare it seems . I say this based on so many horrible experiences as a patient / customer .
My friends in the industry have so many terrible things to say too.

AChildOfBoredom
11-03-2018, 04:01 PM
I can relate. I was fired because a newly hired laborer moved a piece of equipment after I specifically told him not to. So he ended up laying it over with both of us in the basket. To make matters worse, they didn’t actually fire me - they suspended me for six months, then thought they could just call me up at wil during that time when they needed me and then put me back on the sidelines.

I agree - very dehumanizing feeling. And the people that make those decisions don’t even think twice about it.

seashell
11-04-2018, 02:08 PM
I've been doing Tarot readings as a side job, and I swear to god, the things people ask and expect of you are so insane. Lots of people trying to scam psychics or get things for free. I've been wanting to do more youtube videos about Tarot, how-to's, maybe even some law of attraction motivational stuff, but honestly, sex work feels more safe and inviting. LOL.

Panthera
11-04-2018, 04:27 PM
I've been doing Tarot readings as a side job, and I swear to god, the things people ask and expect of you are so insane. Lots of people trying to scam psychics or get things for free. I've been wanting to do more youtube videos about Tarot, how-to's, maybe even some law of attraction motivational stuff, but honestly, sex work feels more safe and inviting. LOL.

EXACTLY the same here! And I was getting asked to get naked almost more than I am when on streamate! LOL Oranum, at least, is a horror of a site in that regards, full of free chat trolls too, and you cannot even block anyone, the trolls come right back after support blocks them, and they kill your mood and your free chat and everything. Too bad because I LOVE doing intuitive readings, helping people out with advice and stuff like that, and I was getting great reviews from the few ones that were really looking for that :(((

carmen_b
11-05-2018, 01:31 AM
^ I want to try Tarot and possibly learn to read.

Yuck. That sucks about the poachers / freebie seeking time wasters.

A piece of my day job gets similar behavior. :/


( for both of you )
How did you start? Can you start small such as just drawing a daily card for yourself ?

Glamourmilf
11-05-2018, 06:19 AM
I've been doing Tarot readings as a side job, and I swear to god, the things people ask and expect of you are so insane. Lots of people trying to scam psychics or get things for free. I've been wanting to do more youtube videos about Tarot, how-to's, maybe even some law of attraction motivational stuff, but honestly, sex work feels more safe and inviting. LOL.


EXACTLY the same here! And I was getting asked to get naked almost more than I am when on streamate! LOL Oranum, at least, is a horror of a site in that regards, full of free chat trolls too, and you cannot even block anyone, the trolls come right back after support blocks them, and they kill your mood and your free chat and everything. Too bad because I LOVE doing intuitive readings, helping people out with advice and stuff like that, and I was getting great reviews from the few ones that were really looking for that :(((

I can also relate.
I wanted to share my intuitive skills with the public, and started offering Angel Card readings.
Sadly, either the women who contacted me said they were too broke to get a reading. Or the guys just wanted nude photos.
Ugh!
Back to sex work.
" There's no business like show business." Lol!

WendiStarr
11-05-2018, 08:30 AM
I slept with Mr. Dilf's hoodie on my pillow last night. It was cold this morning so I put it on and I'm wearing it now. Embracing my crazy. Fuck it.

carmen_b
11-05-2018, 10:07 AM
Smell is so powerful ! Haha
I’m a known shirt thief .

seashell
11-05-2018, 10:22 AM
^ I want to try Tarot and possibly learn to read.

Yuck. That sucks about the poachers / freebie seeking time wasters.

A piece of my day job gets similar behavior. :/


( for both of you )
How did you start? Can you start small such as just drawing a daily card for yourself ?

Totally! I'd recommend getting a Tarot deck with a lot of imagery. The traditional one is the Rider-Waite Tarot deck, but there are so many different beautiful decks out there. Oracle cards are also great, and easier to learn. There are a lot of youtube vids that give tips and tricks to learn faster. Really, just keep playing with the cards on a regular basis, and watch videos to see how other people read them. :)

seashell
11-05-2018, 10:43 AM
EXACTLY the same here! And I was getting asked to get naked almost more than I am when on streamate! LOL Oranum, at least, is a horror of a site in that regards, full of free chat trolls too, and you cannot even block anyone, the trolls come right back after support blocks them, and they kill your mood and your free chat and everything. Too bad because I LOVE doing intuitive readings, helping people out with advice and stuff like that, and I was getting great reviews from the few ones that were really looking for that :(((


I can also relate.
I wanted to share my intuitive skills with the public, and started offering Angel Card readings.
Sadly, either the women who contacted me said they were too broke to get a reading. Or the guys just wanted nude photos.
Ugh!
Back to sex work.
" There's no business like show business." Lol!

Hahaha... it's the worst. I participated in a Tarot reading workshop, and everyone who worked on Oranum had stories about male customers getting on cam and "Mr. Happy" suddenly coming out. I felt bad for these women, mostly middle-aged and NOT looking to perform as sex workers. Definitely a colorful career choice, whether you want it to be or not... ::)

carmen_b
11-05-2018, 11:00 AM
^ I like the cards and readings so much because I really think they can spark ideas in a person and get them in touch with their own intuition which might be hiding under the stress / blahs of everyday life .

If they feel strongly " no , that isn't WHAT I want " or " Yes, that sounds great " it can really work on getting them to FEEL more strongly about what they really want.

That is SO SAD ! Ugh ! That would be so horrifyingly gross if you didn't have sex work experience already and were used to creeps.

queenelayliah
11-05-2018, 11:45 AM
I feel so unaccomplished with my life. Im jealous of those who's making a decent income $30k + and have a career & never went to college. I have a degree and barely made $12k this year., granted i was able to keep a roof over my head, food in my stomach and my bills paid. But like seriously!! This isn't what I signed up for i could have just skipped college. I want to be successful and happy with life and im SICK of complaining about my life. I want to do something to change it, i want to start anew but HOW? What skills can I learn that will pay me $30+ plus an hour or $40k a year to have a decent life! I want to go back to being a child so bad. I feel trapped inside of a box screaming ontop of my lungs with no one to hear me or no way out of this box!!

What's your idea of being successful? Does anyone else feel unaccomplished?

charlie61
11-05-2018, 12:13 PM
I confess that I'm a skincare junkie.

AChildOfBoredom
11-05-2018, 02:40 PM
I confess that I'm a skincare junkie.

That’s not necessarily a bad thing.

indiegirl
11-05-2018, 02:55 PM
It is me who is stinking the bathroom up at work, coworkers!! I try to get out of there fast so I am not suspected :P! I should probably bring some spray at some point.

AChildOfBoredom
11-05-2018, 03:59 PM
^You weren’t working in North Carolina two weekends ago by chance, were you?

indiegirl
11-05-2018, 04:01 PM
^You weren’t working in North Carolina two weekends ago by chance, were you?

HAHAHAHA no in California :)!

AChildOfBoredom
11-05-2018, 04:09 PM
Okay. We had a dancer not only unleash something I can only describe as pure evil unleashed upon this earth, but she also neglected to spray the air neutralizer and turned the exhaust fan off when she left.

SnuffleUffleGrass
11-06-2018, 08:54 AM
Okay. We had a dancer not only unleash something I can only describe as pure evil unleashed upon this earth, but she also neglected to spray the air neutralizer and turned the exhaust fan off when she left.

LOL. She probably has stomach flu. This is season is brutal already.

AChildOfBoredom
11-06-2018, 02:36 PM
LOL. She probably has stomach flu. This is season is brutal already.

Perhaps, but I can still maintain a sense of human decency when I’m sick, and still remember to do things like spray air freshener and leave the exhaust fan running. I think guys are better at looking out for each other when it comes to this.

A woman unleashes something horrid, leaves the bathroom, and happens across another woman on her way to the bathroom:

Woman 1: ……
Woman 2: “Hi, what are you doing?”
Woman 1: “Oh, I… uhh… had to come over here to catch a really rare Pokémon, that’s all”
Woman 2: “Oh, good for you”

Woman 2 is left to her fate.

Two guys, on the other hand, not only will they warn each other, but they’ll brag

Man 1: “Don’t go in there”
Man 2: “Did you blow it up?”
Man 3: “Yeah. Those WMDs they couldn’t find in Iraq - they were up my ass, and I just unloaded them”

whirlerz
11-06-2018, 04:35 PM
Nah, to me guys areWAY worse, TG I have my own bathroom.
I had to nag the landlord to get the kitchen straightened out.

Ozium spray works wonders, I have a large size spray, also a purse sized one. Any auto supply store or Target

AChildOfBoredom
11-06-2018, 06:51 PM
^My experience is that tend to be more apt to blowing it up, but also more apt to give warning, since they’re less prone to feel bashful or ashamed about it. Except perhaps for hipster types, but I really don’t keep their company.

WendiStarr
11-07-2018, 12:47 PM
I'm procrastinating doing homework. I'm finding the current chapter so boring that every little thing is distracting me.

whirlerz
11-12-2018, 09:23 AM
So, this's gonna sound dumb but..

This A-hole upstairs, now comes down & uses the microwave, what/ev but he BANGS the door closed.. he's doing it multiple times. Opens the fridge, & bangs it into my door lol? He's like a big, dumb OX. Oh excuse me, animals are smarter!
This micro WAS close to my door (I'm on the other side of kitchen)
Last night I up & moved the thing, to the other side of the kitchen, (heavy AF btw) prob not gonna be a big difference, but it's better cause it's not sitting next to the sink & my door.
Kinda pleased w/self, that I thought of this, lol

I usually don't do this, but this morn I dumped my coffee grounds in the sink (single cup coffeemaker) & damn if it didn't clog..because, they wash their dishes, but don't scrape the plates, so the food's clogging it..
I rinsed off my plunger, plunged it & it was fine.

/Some have 0 common sense & lazy AF>:(

whirlerz
11-12-2018, 04:16 PM
Anyway.

I think it made a decent difference, noise-wise, moving that micro, lol! The big OX came down & used it.

I'm going to put a heavy blanket/'egg crate' mattress cover, on my door that leads out to kitchen, to block out some noise.

Just finished putting up heavy plastic on the windows, inside. I did 2 windows outside as well, weeks ago.
It doesn't sound like much, but I think it's a 2 person job, (@ least someone to hand you stuff) up & down the damn ladder, glad I'm done

I also organized my makeup somewhat (put it in clear zip lock bags, all eyeliners, lip, each in its own))

WendiStarr
11-12-2018, 04:28 PM
I kind of had a mini meltdown earlier but it turned out it was for nothing. Oh, what a tangled web we weave.

whirlerz
11-12-2018, 09:03 PM
Yea.
I was kinda pissed @ guy upstairs, but lo & behold he works now @ the sandwich place down the street where I just happened to go tonight.
He cracks me up.

Lol, he was trying to give me a freebie, I paid for it tho.

Then, he gets locked out & I was going to let him in thru my room, but he goes around the side. Wtf, these guys.

seashell
11-13-2018, 03:12 AM
There is a couple living in the apartment next door, and they keep having such loud sex. Oh my god. I hate it but I can't stop listening in.

Glamourmilf
11-13-2018, 09:14 AM
Sooo, the gay guy who blew me off for a 'dick' last weekend, asked me to meet up for coffee on Sunday.
Ironically, I was already there, so I figured why not?
I wanted to hate him for ditching me, but he's just so handsome, and fun to be with.>:(
And what a conversationalist, OMG!
Damn it!
The contrast between him and the dude who's trying to sleep with me is huge.
Straight guy, " Oh, your car is in the shop and you can't meet me? Fine. I'll come over to your place. You can cook for me, then we'll cuddle." ( Dude, I just met you once. I don't know you like THAT!) When I tell him no, he throws a mini temper tantrum.::) Pleading, and trying to convince me that he's a gentleman. Oh, and can I send him pictures? GTFO!
Gay guy. " Why don't you come over to my place ( million dollar palace) when you get your car on Thursday? I'll cook for you. I'd like to make my homemade gnocchi. Is that something you'd like?":)
Ugh!50608

SnuffleUffleGrass
11-13-2018, 09:16 AM
There is a couple living in the apartment next door, and they keep having such loud sex. Oh my god. I hate it but I can't stop listening in.

You're so lucky. I get to listen to screaming kids.....

carmen_b
11-13-2018, 09:44 AM
Guess you gotta your gay friend another chance. Have a back up pasta restaurant in mind in case he see's another Penis along the way ! Ha! Forgive, have some great food and ENJOY!

That other guy sounds like such a f*^ing idiot. You've probably ignored him by now but I'd probably just suggest a restaurant and day to meet you if not. If nothing else .... just to mess with him .... show him how he SHOULD be acting with women.


Sooo, the gay guy who blew me off for a 'dick' last weekend, asked me to meet up for coffee on Sunday.
Ironically, I was already there, so I figured why not?
I wanted to hate him for ditching me, but he's just so handsome, and fun to be with.>:(
And what a conversationalist, OMG!
Damn it!
The contrast between him and the dude who's trying to sleep with me is huge.
Straight guy, " Oh, your car is in the shop and you can't meet me? Fine. I'll come over to your place. You can cook for me, then we'll cuddle." ( Dude, I just met you once. I don't know you like THAT!) When I tell him no, he throws a mini temper tantrum.::) Pleading, and trying to convince me that he's a gentleman. Oh, and can I send him pictures? GTFO!
Gay guy. " Why don't you come over to my place ( million dollar palace) when you get your car on Thursday? I'll cook for you. I'd like to make my homemade gnocchi. Is that something you'd like?":)
Ugh!50608

charlie61
11-13-2018, 02:07 PM
I fucking hate leaf blowers. They're so loud and inefficient... the constant start and stop of the motor... if one is being used even two miles away, you can hear it. Ruins so many beautiful days where I'd love to have the window open. Ugh!

WendiStarr
11-13-2018, 02:38 PM
I'm in way over my fucking head now and I know karma is coming for me for this.

Glamourmilf
11-14-2018, 10:11 AM
Guess you gotta your gay friend another chance. Have a back up pasta restaurant in mind in case he see's another Penis along the way ! Ha! Forgive, have some great food and ENJOY!

That other guy sounds like such a f*^ing idiot. You've probably ignored him by now but I'd probably just suggest a restaurant and day to meet you if not. If nothing else .... just to mess with him .... show him how he SHOULD be acting with women.

Exactly! Lol!
Plus, my gay boyfriend spent half of yesterday texting me, to ask what kind of salad I like.
Aw.
He's an alcoholic, and probably will just drink during the dinner he's cooking for me.
I know inside that I'm one of the few, if not only people he can tell his deep, dark secrets to.
That's fine with me.
I'll be chowing down while sitting by his fabulous pool ( in my fur vest), and just be the good listener that I am.
I'll report back.

SnuffleUffleGrass
11-14-2018, 11:19 AM
Exactly! Lol!
Plus, my gay boyfriend spent half of yesterday texting me, to ask what kind of salad I like.
Aw.
He's an alcoholic, and probably will just drink during the dinner he's cooking for me.
I know inside that I'm one of the few, if not only people he can tell his deep, dark secrets to.
That's fine with me.
I'll be chowing down while sitting by his fabulous pool ( in my fur vest), and just be the good listener that I am.
I'll report back.

I'm interested, definitely share.

WendiStarr
11-14-2018, 06:04 PM
Mr. Dilf came over. 3rd day in a row that I've seen him. We were laying there, cuddling and talking and all of a sudden he said that when he first met me, he wasn't expecting anything to happen with me. He said that he certainly didn't expect to fall in love. I thought I was hearing things because I've been feeling feels for the man for a while now but I've not wanted to say anything for obvious reasons. I asked,"Are you saying that you're in love with me?" He said yes. I admitted to feeling the same way. He said he knows that sometimes you can't help who you fall in love with but that he can't make any promises right now. He's not happy with her but doesn't want to leave because he doesn't want to hurt her, etc. but she already doesn't trust him and has been talking about divorce, blah blah blah. It took every cell in my body and ever fiber of my being not to cry in front of him. He didn't look at me before he left, just hugged me and left. I'm sitting here crying like the dumb whore I am. I need to focus on just making $ again and fuck love because all it ever does is get me hurt.

chanzep
11-14-2018, 08:53 PM
Aww sorry Wendi, I don't know what to say , sending you hugs.