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miss.a.p1600
11-15-2018, 08:27 PM
I used my womanly charm to attract at least 3 of my male co-workers at a work conference. The all offered for me to stay the night with them.......bwahaha, the glorious fountain of pleasure comes with a steep price.
Ifyouseekamy
11-16-2018, 12:14 AM
I sent a crush a friend request and immediately canceled it. This is the second time I’ve done it. I rarely connect with people and I really liked him. He probably thinks I’m a psycho. I should know better. Sour grapes.
Nina_
11-16-2018, 01:59 AM
My ex has been out of prison for over a month now and I still haven't seen him. Tomorrow (well, today technically) I am thinking about calling the city he lives in and reporting an anonymous tip that he is selling drugs and giving them his address. As long as he can't hide them in time, they will find the drugs (and his illegal guns). I will sleep on it, but I really want to.
If not that, find an undercover cop and orchestrate drug deals with him.
Glamourmilf
11-16-2018, 05:55 AM
Reporting back about the dinner last night at my gay boyfriend's house.
One word~Magical :10::goodvibes:heartbeat
I LOVE him, and love being with him sooooo much!
He taught me how to make gnocchi ( gave me some to take home. Along with some cooking utensils I didn't have).
I thought it was really sweet how he did FaceTime with his sister and niece who live in Florida, so I could say hi.
We sat by the fire by his pool, and just talked and talked.
He's the most amazing conversationalist.
He's so attentive, kind, and considerate. A real East Coast gentleman.
*Earlier in the day, I was at the mechanic. Dumb fuck had me drop off my car in the early am without telling me that the parts never arrived.
Gay boyfriend offered to drop what he was doing to not only pick me up, but drive me home. AND to come back and give me a ride back to get my car.
Aw!
Sidebar: One of my other gay boyfriends called yesterday to invite me to his house for Thanksgiving.
He's going to be alone too, and offered to order a feast ( take out), then chill together.
It's so refreshing to be with men that don't want anything from me, but my company.
None of them know that I'm a sex worker.
And they never will.
#Respect
carmen_b
11-16-2018, 10:55 AM
Get his info and text or call. Why not make a more bold move ? Nothing to lose here except NOT getting your bean tickled by him if you DON'T make a move, haha.
I sent a crush a friend request and immediately canceled it. This is the second time I’ve done it. I rarely connect with people and I really liked him. He probably thinks I’m a psycho. I should know better. Sour grapes.
seashell
11-16-2018, 01:25 PM
I re-friended my ex on Facebook. I wasn't sure if it was a bad idea... But we started off as friends, and I really miss having him in my life as a friend, even in a small way. He accepted it and now we're chatting on messenger. I feel so relieved.
Jalena
11-16-2018, 03:03 PM
I finally made a dental appt for next week. Haven't seen a dentist in years.
I am in knots over it because my teeth and gums have gotten into pretty bad shape and I am anticipating some degree of oral surgery. Too many periods of being non-functional due to serious mental illness, and insufficient effort to reestablish healthy habits, is catching up to me. I wanted to start getting it sorted last year but a serious injury left me with a 4-digit hospital bill, a month unable to work, and schedule adjustments that cut my income in half so it wasn't really feasible. I was putting it off since I moved to my current city because I wanted to have a job with insurance, but job hunting thus far has been unsuccessful. I fully accept that it's my fault I'm in this spot but I am still really worried.
trustfundkiller
11-16-2018, 08:14 PM
One of my friends was in a horrible car accident. She's stable and the neurologist says she's lucky not to be paralyzed, but she can't even sit up and she's going to have to learn how to walk again. They performed surgery and put plates around her neck and on the back of her head. I feel so bad for her. Her birthday is in a few days so I'm going to bring her some cupcakes and a balloon. I'm a little nervous to go see her because I was also in a bad accident years ago, but thankfully I had no physical injuries but I was very emotionally traumatized. I would scream and have panic attacks every time I was in the car.
Thankfully I've gotten over it for the most part but I'm still weird about driving. I refuse to drive in certain areas I deem "dangerous" and I only drive during certain "safe" hours of the day and night. I'm hoping this doesn't rehash any traumas or fears for me. Regardless, I'm going to see her. I just feel so sorry that she's in this situation, and I feel really grateful and lucky that I came out of my own accident unscathed.
whirlerz
11-16-2018, 08:43 PM
I hope your friend will be ok, it sounds like she will
SnuffleUffleGrass
11-17-2018, 01:13 PM
One of my friends was in a horrible car accident. She's stable and the neurologist says she's lucky not to be paralyzed, but she can't even sit up and she's going to have to learn how to walk again. They performed surgery and put plates around her neck and on the back of her head. I feel so bad for her. Her birthday is in a few days so I'm going to bring her some cupcakes and a balloon. I'm a little nervous to go see her because I was also in a bad accident years ago, but thankfully I had no physical injuries but I was very emotionally traumatized. I would scream and have panic attacks every time I was in the car.
Thankfully I've gotten over it for the most part but I'm still weird about driving. I refuse to drive in certain areas I deem "dangerous" and I only drive during certain "safe" hours of the day and night. I'm hoping this doesn't rehash any traumas or fears for me. Regardless, I'm going to see her. I just feel so sorry that she's in this situation, and I feel really grateful and lucky that I came out of my own accident unscathed.
Can't you just Skype with her instead of going to see her in person?
It might get weird if she knows you were in an accident but fared better.
I dunno. In situations like this it's best to go for the more comfortable option for the accident victim.
I'm glad she's OK, it could have been worse...
MissAdriana
11-17-2018, 03:23 PM
I finally made a dental appt for next week. Haven't seen a dentist in years.
I am in knots over it because my teeth and gums have gotten into pretty bad shape and I am anticipating some degree of oral surgery. Too many periods of being non-functional due to serious mental illness, and insufficient effort to reestablish healthy habits, is catching up to me. I wanted to start getting it sorted last year but a serious injury left me with a 4-digit hospital bill, a month unable to work, and schedule adjustments that cut my income in half so it wasn't really feasible. I was putting it off since I moved to my current city because I wanted to have a job with insurance, but job hunting thus far has been unsuccessful. I fully accept that it's my fault I'm in this spot but I am still really worried.
I was in a similar state with mine, just couldn't afford it and no insurance. I had to have oral surgeries done and lots of fillings and cleanings, and i need braces eventually.Its going to be over $10,000 when all is said and done but after every time I go I feel better. Nobody wants to do it but you gotta or your health will get worse.You are doing the right thing. If you get a good dentist like I did they wont be judgemental they will just tell you whats up and work with you to get your teeth in good shape again. And they know a lot of people are fearful at the dentist. At mine they put it right in the paperwork! You check off the anxiety box. You are going to feel so much better after you go because you'll know exactly what needs to be done. That was the big thing for me was I knew they needed cleaning but had no idea how many cavities etc. Once you find that out you are going to be relieved!
miss.a.p1600
11-17-2018, 07:39 PM
Confess that sometimes I get insight from psychics and clairvoyants
She told me that I would be in a new position around December-February. I hope she’s right. It would be nice to have a new higher paying career.
While I love working with 95% of my coworkers; the other 5% are so unbearable I’m about ready to throw the deuces and burn rubber out that mf!
WendiStarr
11-17-2018, 08:55 PM
I'm having Mr. D withdrawals. I'd rather him be back in my bed cuddling with me instead of having to cuddle with this body pillow.
carmen_b
11-18-2018, 03:45 PM
Taking myself to dinner and to see A Star is Born sounds like the most amazing evening. On to some good food and seeing Bradley Cooper in a cowboy hat ( I'd pay the $10 just to see that but heard the movie is very good too ) ! ;)
Lady Xplicit18
11-18-2018, 10:48 PM
I need to stop fucking with my ex. It's an annoying dilemma. I divorced him last year and we have a son together. We've known eachother since I was 16/he was 18 so there is extensive history between us, but mostly not good. Have no clue why we held on for so long. I always talk myself into saying I'll have better than him, but then I'm like, where is the 'better'? Plus, his sex sucks soooo bad now, it's embarrassing. Probably from jacking off all of the time now from not getting anything from me. Sorry, this rant is tmi & all over the place. I think I just need a fwb lol.
trustfundkiller
11-19-2018, 02:55 PM
Can't you just Skype with her instead of going to see her in person?
It might get weird if she knows you were in an accident but fared better.
I dunno. In situations like this it's best to go for the more comfortable option for the accident victim.
I'm glad she's OK, it could have been worse...
That's true! I don't really know what it would be like emotionally for either one of us. I was planning on seeing her today for her birthday but they sent her home from the hospital. She's in a lot of pain so I'm going to wait until she feels better. If I was in her situation I'd only want to be surrounded by immediate family right now. She still can't sit up on her own and her family is taking care of her for now until they can hire help. She's going to have about 6 months of recovery ahead.
trustfundkiller
11-19-2018, 02:56 PM
Confess that sometimes I get insight from psychics and clairvoyants
She told me that I would be in a new position around December-February. I hope she’s right. It would be nice to have a new higher paying career.
While I love working with 95% of my coworkers; the other 5% are so unbearable I’m about ready to throw the deuces and burn rubber out that mf!
Some psychics are the real deal! I have a go-to psychic who has made several predictions that ended up coming true, and it wasn't vague stuff that could apply to anyone.
Glamourmilf
11-20-2018, 08:46 AM
I confess that I'm having second thoughts about whether I should go to one of my gay buddy's house for Thanksgiving, or not.
When he first invited me, he said that we'd eat, then watch movies.
Now, he's mentioned THREE times that we will spend the afternoon gossiping.
Maybe I was tired, from dealing with hundreds of guys on cam, when he said it.
He can be really hyper and super chatty at times, so idk.
I'm going to just see how I feel on Thanksgiving, and play it by ear.
It will be just the two of us. Maybe I can divert him over to the tv room. I'll suggest that I'm too full and tired to talk, so why don't we watch a movie? ( Which he usually talks through anyway).
Ugh!
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SnuffleUffleGrass
11-20-2018, 09:17 AM
Confess that sometimes I get insight from psychics and clairvoyants
She told me that I would be in a new position around December-February. I hope she’s right. It would be nice to have a new higher paying career.
While I love working with 95% of my coworkers; the other 5% are so unbearable I’m about ready to throw the deuces and burn rubber out that mf!
I've found this to be true in all workplaces. That 5% of Unbearable co-workers make you have evil thoughts and hold grudges over small things.
Thankfully with time those feelings/memories fade.
lynn2009
11-20-2018, 04:46 PM
I'm so bored with my life I'm thinking about driving two hours one way for a club that with let me work only Saturdays, basically just to entertain myself on weekends.
carmen_b
11-21-2018, 03:36 PM
^ I have done that before too!
Haha , a club 3 hours away .
carmen_b
11-21-2018, 03:37 PM
^ I have done that before too!
Haha , a club 3 hours away .
Do you overnight and do a half shift Sunday ?
lynn2009
11-21-2018, 06:01 PM
^ I have done that before too!
Haha , a club 3 hours away .
Do you overnight and do a half shift Sunday ?
I'd make the drive home after. I used to work at clubs open till 6am, so closing at 2am with a long drive would be ok.
WendiStarr
11-22-2018, 07:05 AM
I probably should've taken Plan B but eh. I have fertility issues anyways. I think I'll be fine.
miss.a.p1600
11-22-2018, 07:19 AM
Wtf is wrong with me??? I have one guy who has stepped up to take me out, before any other dudes. So far he seems like a great guy/a gentleman but I have at least 2-3 other guys that seem into me and I think about them too.
Trying not to keep a harem of dudes when what I really want is to keep a harem of dudes that can provide for me.
whirlerz
11-22-2018, 08:47 AM
You go, Ms P!:great:
So, this one new guy, lol...He likes to put nick-nacs everywhere, & roll up the blinds?
Also, he's cooking a turkey, so I opened the window, which he shut &locked:O
I just talked to him, asked him could he leave it open while cooking & not have the blinds all the way rolled up so basically anyone can see in?
I mean, it's the kitchen, so. But still.
He was ok w/it, & didn't get nasty at all or anything, TG.
I pointed out(I put aside on the table for him) he had a little package which was grass seed? In the dead of winter, & not your own property, but sure, Pal::) What/ev:-\:-\:-\
Elektra Luxx
11-22-2018, 01:55 PM
Yesterday I'm getting my morning coffee and breakfast and having my usual conversation McDonald's Drive thru Guy and before I drive off he says "I working tomorrow, so...if you want to come visit." I'm totally caught off guard and get all flustered and tongue tied and managed to say "...um..kay". And since yesterday I've been stressing about going to see him today. OMG!!! This kid is 18 and has me stressing! Not good.
It's not like he meant anything by saying that...right?
baer45
11-22-2018, 02:24 PM
Yesterday I'm getting my morning coffee and breakfast and having my usual conversation McDonald's Drive thru Guy and before I drive off he says "I working tomorrow, so...if you want to come visit." I'm totally caught off guard and get all flustered and tongue tied and managed to say "...um..kay". And since yesterday I've been stressing about going to see him today. OMG!!! This kid is 18 and has me stressing! Not good.
It's not like he meant anything by saying that...right?
He would be waiting for you with a suitcase at the window tomorrow.
Why do i check the turkey through the oven window every two minutes? I don’t even want to eat it.
carmen_b
11-22-2018, 10:02 PM
Give each one a date if you have the time.
Wtf is wrong with me??? I have one guy who has stepped up to take me out, before any other dudes. So far he seems like a great guy/a gentleman but I have at least 2-3 other guys that seem into me and I think about them too.
Trying not to keep a harem of dudes when what I really want is to keep a harem of dudes that can provide for me.
Glamourmilf
11-23-2018, 09:55 AM
I confess that I LOVE when my gay boys get jealous when I spend time with another gay man.
I posted a video of Thanksgiving dinner at one of my boy's house last night when I got home.
Less than 5 minutes later, I get a text from gay boyfriend number one. "Happy Thanksgiving. I hope you're having fun at ( insert gay boyfriend's name)."
Really? You didn't even think of me until NOW? Okay Captain Obvious.
Ha ha!
Well, I wanted to say, I would have much rather spent it with you. But you decided to fly across the country to spend it with your sister.
He's never met boyfriend #2, and I could tell that he thought he was hot.
Love it!
miss.a.p1600
11-23-2018, 12:25 PM
Give each one a date if you have the time.
I would but the fucked up thing is I just happen to work with quite a few fuckable (or at least face-rideable) dudes......so that would be too risky of a harem to keep. So I think I can only choose 1
Though I may just abort the whole mission since this IS the workplace lol!
It does make waking up to go to this mf more exciting though....knowing that I can see, flirt, and fantasize about some hot co-workers....
seashell
11-25-2018, 04:38 PM
I've been a little extra needy the past couple weeks. I just reached out to another ex, the guy I was with for almost 5 years. He got married less than a year after I broke up with him, and now he's having a baby. I don't want to be a home wrecker, and I know it's not the smartest move, texting him. I'm looking in all the wrong places for validation these days.
miss.a.p1600
11-25-2018, 05:19 PM
Sometimes I feel sexual attraction to strangers. I wonder what it would be like If we could fuck everyone we have instant sexual attraction with.
carmen_b
11-25-2018, 10:00 PM
Hypothetically speaking .....
What if girl was very into boy after 2 dates ( knowing each other 12 - 14 days ) and boy cancelled date three ( he said he met someone else and is focusing on one relationship at a time ) ?
Well ..... a few emails were exchanged. No mention of whether or not the other relationship is still happening ......
How stupid in this scenario on a 1-10 scale is girl meets up with boy again ( a college basketball game invite tomorrow ) ?
cyberstripper
11-26-2018, 12:46 AM
Hypothetically speaking .....
What if girl was very into boy after 2 dates ( knowing each other 12 - 14 days ) and boy cancelled date three ( he said he met someone else and is focusing on one relationship at a time ) ?
Well ..... a few emails were exchanged. No mention of whether or not the other relationship is still happening ......
How stupid in this scenario on a 1-10 scale is girl meets up with boy again ( a college basketball game invite tomorrow ) ?
It kind of "gives him permission" to treat you a certain way if you will continue dating, but alas...why deny yourself a good time if you can keep your emotions out of it? I would avoid any talks about the current situation and have a good time. In my book this would be a 5 because you could be damned if you do or damned if you don't lol.
cyberstripper
11-26-2018, 01:47 AM
Oh god here comes another novel by yours truly!
See thread "WTF did I get myself into" to catch up on my current living situation and predicament if you would like. The short version: I had a former lover move in with me cause I need the help financially and he needed a place to stay. I stopped seeing him in May and began dating a new guy at the end of July. I have not slept with former lover turned roomie since he moved in mid-October. I told new guy I had a male friend staying with me but not for how long lol.
The week he moved in I avoided the new guy because I did not know how to handle this situation. I did not want to create conflict with former lover, and I was uncertain if new guy would understand without coming to his own conclusions. He could easily assume I am fucking my former lover, but to this day I am not. I stood new guy up one night due to this and I felt so bad. It was really disrespectful and he did not deserve it. He said he would be fine but to please give him time. I respected his space and eventually he got back in touch with me and we began texting.
Anyways, I get a text on Friday from "new guy" He was in the holiday spirit and wanted to see me (we have not seen each other since the stand up) He invites me to his place and we cuddle a bit and fuck each others brains out. God I needed that. We do not bring up his absence or the reason why I stood him up, etc. I am glad, he can let it go and so can I. We have an incredible evening together. I see and feel the pain I caused him though. I give him the gf treatment, very affectionate, it was heavenly.
He told me it was so much more than just sex to him, and he would take such good care of me. It was soo nice to hear but I am so damn cynical I do not know how to process it. I am all up in my feels over this tho. I could fall for him, hard. I am afraid to do so as of right now as I am still working on a lot of my own issues. Why deny myself a wonderful time with a good man and incredible lover though? Wink Wink.
Dude who is living with me has no idea and it is not his business. But I have a feeling if he knew he would be all kinds of fucked up about it..though I did tell him I would not let him interfere with my dating life.
Conclusion: My former lover/now roommate needs to get laid. He has no rotation right now and I know he has not fucked anyone else since he moved in with me mid October, he is longgg overdue. I know he began seeing another woman but broke it off with her around end of September.
SnuffleUffleGrass
11-26-2018, 02:13 AM
I confess to insomnia by drinking way too much coffee and working out late yesterday. Yay me, so smart....
Ifyouseekamy
11-26-2018, 02:30 AM
I confess to insomnia by drinking way too much coffee and working out late yesterday. Yay me, so smart....
But at least you went to the gym...lol. I do that a lot more than I’d like to admit. A good cup of coffee is just heavenly.
Glamourmilf
11-26-2018, 08:25 AM
Sometimes I feel sexual attraction to strangers. I wonder what it would be like If we could fuck everyone we have instant sexual attraction with.
It would be amazing! :D
God, I miss the 80's.:'(
SnuffleUffleGrass
11-26-2018, 01:50 PM
But at least you went to the gym...lol. I do that a lot more than I’d like to admit. A good cup of coffee is just heavenly.
I just really messed up. I got a new kind of coffee, wanted to try it, made the pot strong.
Then I worked out late b/c I wanted the fitness area to myself.
This all combined to be laying wide awake. Derp. Fitness is for mornings.
KariSwitch
11-26-2018, 02:10 PM
I'm bisexual. I'm sexually attracted to both men and women, but only date women. I'm about to break 2 of my personal rules - 1) no dating a co-worker, and 2) no dating a girl that has never dated a girl. I'm like a teenager in love... f-ing shoot me now... UGH!!!
carmen_b
11-26-2018, 02:52 PM
Nah. It will be so fun show her the ropes! I vote yes ! ^
KariSwitch
11-28-2018, 09:58 AM
Nah. It will be so fun show her the ropes! I vote yes ! ^
She's cast a pretty wicked spell on me. I took the leap, and we're officially dating...
JGB2009
11-28-2018, 12:01 PM
I shot a parent a bird in the car line at my sons school. They cut me off so they could get in front of me in the car line. Asshole!!!!
seashell
11-28-2018, 01:52 PM
^haha, I used to work at a school, and those lines had sooo much drama every day. Like you're think parents would realize everyone knows who they are and who their kid is. It's not like the line to Burger King where you can anonymously cut someone off. I'm sure that person very much deserved the hand gesture. XD
Ifyouseekamy
11-28-2018, 02:56 PM
Third times a charm. I friend requested my old crush. Ugh! I don’t want anything from him except to say hello and reconnect. I’m shaking in my boots. It’s been 30 minutes...lol. He won’t think I’m a crazy stalker will he? He was head over heels for me, but I wasn’t dating back then. I just figured if someone like me likes someone it’s worth checking out.
So sorry for being needy, but he hasn’t accepted yet. I’ll try to not overthink it. My intuition was wrong. I though for sure he’d be excited and at least say hi back. Jesus it only Facebook, not a marriage proposal. Just gonna cry myself to sleep. I’ll be so embarrassed if any of my friends finds out. Glad I have a dog to cuddle.
Rejection is Gods protection. I just hope none of my work friends finds out.
miss.a.p1600
11-28-2018, 10:45 PM
When I started the new position and discovered the coworker I had a fling with was there too i damn near pissed myself
All these fears about what if he told people we messed around, what if he spread rumors about me, what if they think I’m the office heaux? All these what ifs.
Then this mf basically tries to offer his sexual services on a platter and said “I won’t tell anyone”
I love how some of these dudes are very discreet because ...... well they have a lot to lose otherwise
WendiStarr
11-29-2018, 09:41 AM
Nevermind.
trustfundkiller
11-29-2018, 09:51 PM
I like to look at mansions for sale on Zillow to motivate myself to work harder. There's nothing worse than an outdated mansion with ugly walls, floors, furniture, colors, and decor. Sigh. It's a shame to see rich people who don't know how to spend their money.
carmen_b
11-29-2018, 10:22 PM
Ha. If anyone is curious to the answer to this, it turned out to be a 10.
So y'all can say I told you so.
What a fucking disaster. He said that for what is was worth, he wanted to see me again, and then lured me there with his good looks , bought dinner before as always, talked about getting me a small early Christmas present , and then declined to come over . I hate him so much, haha.
BUT rest assured he won't get me again ! He's not getting a single minute from me from this point on.
Hypothetically speaking .....
What if girl was very into boy after 2 dates ( knowing each other 12 - 14 days ) and boy cancelled date three ( he said he met someone else and is focusing on one relationship at a time ) ?
Well ..... a few emails were exchanged. No mention of whether or not the other relationship is still happening ......
How stupid in this scenario on a 1-10 scale is girl meets up with boy again ( a college basketball game invite tomorrow ) ?