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_Avery_
10-14-2010, 11:30 AM
Already psyching myself out about going into work.
I can't mentally do it anymore.
Gonna cam today and hope to make some money so I don't have to go into work tonight.
kaiarose
10-14-2010, 01:03 PM
:( I will miss you Ms. Avery... Thursdays are usually decent to. All you need is a really great night and your head will be back in the game. Trust me I have been where you are multiple times before.
Why am I so bad??!!! *slaps hand* bad kaiarose, bad, bad, bad... stop flirting, you iz married!
Already psyching myself out about going into work.
I can't mentally do it anymore.
Gonna cam today and hope to make some money so I don't have to go into work tonight.
I'm just soooo lazy. I recently told myself that I was going to double my weekly earnings. Mmmmm.....not happening. I make my old weekly quota in 2 days then take the rest of the week off. It's bad.
How was camming? I feel that I should give it a try.....might be easier to work if I don't have to actually go to work.
_Avery_
10-14-2010, 09:41 PM
Delete.
Rockette
10-15-2010, 02:53 AM
I have two boyfriends. neither one knows about the other.
it doesn't bother me NEARLY as much as it should
Why should it? Are you marrying either of them? }:D
xGigi
10-15-2010, 05:46 AM
Why should it? Are you marrying either of them? }:D
LOL no hahahaha
Kellydancer
10-15-2010, 12:34 PM
My healing from the guy I want because I am done with him until he gets over his issues. If he never gets over them it's better to recover now than years from now. I hate this.
carmen_b
10-15-2010, 11:47 PM
^ Yeah ! If he gets over them and you are still avail., he can come around again !
carmen_b
10-15-2010, 11:48 PM
I kind of want a cuddle buddy ( yes ... in addition to the person I'm seeing that I care about ). I can't figure out if it's sheer laziness or caring that I haven't had coffee with potentials yet.
Kellydancer
10-16-2010, 12:26 AM
^ Yeah ! If he gets over them and you are still avail., he can come around again !
My mom said exactly the same thing and it's right. I feel if it's meant to be it will be, but not until we both fix our problems (mine is jobwise).
tempest666
10-17-2010, 10:06 AM
I think I need to take a step back and stop being so damn jealous. One of his exes/female friends texted him 3 times yesterday. He didn't respond, but my infamous temper got the best of me. I texted her "Chris is busy on account of having a slight case of hot chick on his cock. When he has time for trivial matters such as your pathetic and persistent communictions, he will contact you. Don't hold your breath. That's all. Dismissed" I then sneered that he didn't want her ugly ass and to invest in paper bags.
But then 10 mins later I felt about 3 inches tall. I don't know why.
_Avery_
10-17-2010, 12:43 PM
Delete.
kaiarose
10-17-2010, 12:51 PM
Oh snap Avery!! I used to steal shit all the time but nowadays I'm too scared! Otherwise I probably would...lol
_Avery_
10-17-2010, 12:54 PM
I usually am too. I never steal....usually!
I just kinda spaced out last night and when I was in checkout, just put the pictures in my purse right in front of the cashier...lol
Not even really thinking! LOL
Firewall
10-17-2010, 01:02 PM
I wish there were some ladies here that danced with me at my club!
carmen_b
10-17-2010, 06:10 PM
Avery :
I stole some earplugs from Walmart. I spend like $80 there and then realized I forgot them and was exhausted. It was at 3a.m. and there was a HUGE line for the one teller so I just walked out. I am blaming exhaustion. They were only like $3 but I also felt bad.
kaiarose
10-17-2010, 07:01 PM
Oh my god, we're losing our fucking minds!!!!! We have a flea infestation and tonight we found 2 mice!!!! We feel so dirty and gross :( I don't even want to sit in the living room or even eat for that matter. At least I'll lose some weight!
KaylaM
10-17-2010, 07:04 PM
Oh my god, we're losing our fucking minds!!!!! We have a flea infestation and tonight we found 2 mice!!!! We feel so dirty and gross :( I don't even want to sit in the living room or even eat for that matter. At least I'll lose some weight!
I think they have the flea bombs in walmart for $12. According to my sister they work damn good. I don't know about mice.. I'd move. :(
_Avery_
10-17-2010, 07:07 PM
Oh my god, we're losing our fucking minds!!!!! We have a flea infestation and tonight we found 2 mice!!!! We feel so dirty and gross :( I don't even want to sit in the living room or even eat for that matter. At least I'll lose some weight!
You can come stay with me. :)
That really sucks though, I'm sorry you're going through that.
Seriously, if you all need a place to stay until you get everything taken care of, you're more than welcome here.
kaiarose
10-17-2010, 07:12 PM
Aww thanks :) I would definitely turn you into an alcoholic for sure!!! LOL.. SHOTS, SHOTS, SHOTS, SHOTS!!!!
I wouldn't want the fleas to hitch a ride on me and then you would have a problem :(
Oh my god, we're losing our fucking minds!!!!! We have a flea infestation and tonight we found 2 mice!!!! We feel so dirty and gross :( I don't even want to sit in the living room or even eat for that matter. At least I'll lose some weight!
Don't freak out too much. The cat meds are easy to apply, and the cleaning....yeah it's a pain in the ass, but you'll be happy afterwards cause everything will be all nice and fresh! :)
I went through a similar thing when I was a teenager and a doctor misdiagnosed me with scabies. :O My mom and I had to wash everything!
The fleas will be gone soon, and the mice.....hey, many people have had mice in their house, they are easily dealt with as well. Don't feel gross.
kaiarose
10-17-2010, 07:40 PM
thank you Sia :) It sucks because every little itch or tickle makes my skin crawl... I'm going crazy!!
Jessie_tinydancer
10-17-2010, 07:54 PM
I hate how apparently every time I argue with my husband which is all the time lately. Apparently its my fault. I feel like never talking in case its apparently going to start a fight.
Jay12
10-17-2010, 08:17 PM
When I have sex with my spouse, I think of all the sex I had with guys I've cheated on.
-There was this really gorgeous marine (from Jacksonville, NC), who has the most perfect back ever...and the most perfect hands and lips I've seen/felt. Also, he has the most gorgeous green eyes I've ever seen.
-Several months ago, I met a really tall, and really muscular, nuclear electronics technician 2nd class petty officer who's also a great lover (despite being insane and this close to get out of the navy due to insanity).
-Back when I was active, I had an affair with an Avionics Electrician...and we did a lot of nasty things on base.
-There was this incredibly sexy cryptology technician who knew my g-spot better than anybody else...and looked totally killer with cammies.
-I once met this marine who worked in intel...and gave me some really insane orgasms.
carmen_b
10-17-2010, 11:09 PM
^ h. O. T .
MistyRose
10-18-2010, 04:30 AM
I confess I'd much rather be on his side of the world now.
sananeko
10-18-2010, 01:25 PM
I want some aerial silk... I miss having my dance corner.. I'm saving as I type but I want it now... If only people remember my birthday for once... Winter blues comes early...
xGigi
10-18-2010, 01:39 PM
I want money and I don't care what I have to do to get it. I need to get out of this dump. I want to go to school and be happy.
JenniKat
10-18-2010, 04:18 PM
My room mate made cupcakes, and I just bought ice cream. I don't know if we're a match made in heaven or hell.
CleoF9
10-18-2010, 06:07 PM
^Had my heart broken for the first time in 28 years... crazy I know. Im usually the breaker though. My only saving grace is knowing it happens to everyone so it will heal right?? Cause right now I feel like Im bleeding to death.
Exact same shit just happened to me. I know how you feel (up, down, revenge, tears, no really... revenge?) but it's gotta get easier. It can't feel like this forever. Stay strong!
Promnesiac
10-18-2010, 06:08 PM
As soon as money is involved, everything else has to freeze. So no testing the waters of potential relationship until he isn't the one who has to make the decision to not pay me this week. I don't care, though. Business is business. Personal is otherwise. The two don't intersect in my mind at all. I forget everyone doesn't separate things out like that.
Jessie_tinydancer
10-18-2010, 08:34 PM
^Thats right not everyone does. Maybe its not transactional in his mind. Maybe hes a provider.
prettysammie
10-18-2010, 08:58 PM
I'm really starting to hate having girls as friends. Guys might try to get in your pants, but they're reliable. Girls are flighty, jealous, backstabbing bitches. I'm sick of guys too but for totally different reasons. Maybe I'm just going to be a hermit.
Tasha_xoxo
10-18-2010, 09:04 PM
^ Agreed.
Surprise
10-19-2010, 01:32 AM
i confess that even though i love my boyfriend very much, the sex is LOUSY. i can count on two hands the # of times we've done the nasty since january, and when we do it, it feels like a chore. i don't get turned on, he gets off, gets me off with a vibrator, and then we sleep. :(
but there is this man who is SO WRONG for me that i really want to bone. i feel like i could bang him a few times and be done, cause he is a flaky dude who doesn't really know how to stand his ground. :/ BUT HE IS SO HOT. WTF.
Promnesiac
10-19-2010, 09:55 AM
^Thats right not everyone does. Maybe its not transactional in his mind. Maybe hes a provider.
I didn't think about that. Thanks :). Perspective: it is helpful. :D
tempest666
10-19-2010, 08:21 PM
I'm really uncomfortable around females that aren't strippers.
tempest666
10-19-2010, 08:29 PM
I live with 3 guys and 2 girls. The girls tend to look at me like I'm a carnival sideshow. They're not mean or anything but it's just awkward you know. Like they asked me for a tampon, and out of habit, I said "Do you need scissors?" they were dumbfounded. :D
Firewall
10-19-2010, 08:31 PM
^ Bahaha, so true! I have little baby scissors just for that! :D
carmen_b
10-19-2010, 08:32 PM
I think I stunk my kitchen up big time putting coffee grounds down the sink. I had a lapse in judgement and thought they would float away and my place smells disgusting. It's got to be the grounds. This is like 7-8 days ago . I dumped french press grounds in 2-3 times. I wonder if I should put draino in there . I've got to fix the smell. It's driving me crazy. It's looking more like the pipes than something in the fridge. I have better things to do than play " find the smell " but it's my own fault too if it is the pipes ! My boy is coming in 1.5 hours. The places downright stinks.
charlie61
10-19-2010, 08:37 PM
^Maybe throw lemon peels down there? I've heard that can clear up some smells..
4everresolutions
10-19-2010, 09:01 PM
I just went and bought a donut from my local 24 hour coffee shop. The guy who works there knows me well (I've gone in for their shitty coffee many times before work) and he noticed I was a little down. He gave me a big heavy bag with my donut in it, and my coffee double double. I assumed the bag was heavy becasue maybe he threw in a free muffin or something....but no, he gave me 8!!! friggin donuts!
So here I am depressed and alone in my new apartment with no furniture and over half a dozen freshly made donuts. I confess I'm scared I might eat them all....I'm supposed to be trying to watch my weight (watch it go down) and I'm going and buying donuts. So shameful.
MarvelGirl
10-19-2010, 09:12 PM
So here I am depressed and alone in my new apartment with no furniture and over half a dozen freshly made donuts. I confess I'm scared I might eat them all....I'm supposed to be trying to watch my weight (watch it go down) and I'm going and buying donuts. So shameful.
Oh crap girl, throw them out! It's nice that he was trying to be nice but you're going to feel like shit if you eat them all. Pick out the best one, throw the rest out and enjoy the hell out of your donut.
One donut isn't going to break your diet but you'll probably kick yourself tomorrow if you eat all of them.
*Note, this is not a personal jab at you or your weight. I can't be around a bag of donuts or a box of cookies without devouring the whole damn thing and I know it makes me feel like shit later. I'd just hate to think of you making yourself even more depressed.
charlie61
10-19-2010, 09:14 PM
I just went and bought a donut from my local 24 hour coffee shop. The guy who works there knows me well (I've gone in for their shitty coffee many times before work) and he noticed I was a little down. He gave me a big heavy bag with my donut in it, and my coffee double double. I assumed the bag was heavy becasue maybe he threw in a free muffin or something....but no, he gave me 8!!! friggin donuts!
So here I am depressed and alone in my new apartment with no furniture and over half a dozen freshly made donuts. I confess I'm scared I might eat them all....I'm supposed to be trying to watch my weight (watch it go down) and I'm going and buying donuts. So shameful.
Walk over to the bag and individually throw each donut away (so you can't pick the bag out later and eat them). Let yourself eat one. The 5 minutes of pleasure you'd get from eating all of them doesn't compare to the weeks of pleasure you'll get from not having eaten them (from self-pride and from body image).
tempest666
10-19-2010, 09:20 PM
Carnival side show? Over the web, its hard to tell if you are kidding or if you are truely bothered by how the girls treat you?
A little bit of amusement and irritation.
noelle
10-19-2010, 09:55 PM
Carmen, was it down the drain or down a garbage disposal? I know you are not supposed to put coffee grounds down the garbage disposal but I do it anyway. If it's a garbage disposal I would either do lemon peels down it like Charlie said or get those garbage disposal cleaning tablets. If it's just a regular drain I would try drain-o, or maybe baking soda or something?
4everresolutions
10-20-2010, 12:30 AM
Oh crap girl, throw them out! It's nice that he was trying to be nice but you're going to feel like shit if you eat them all. Pick out the best one, throw the rest out and enjoy the hell out of your donut.
One donut isn't going to break your diet but you'll probably kick yourself tomorrow if you eat all of them.
*Note, this is not a personal jab at you or your weight. I can't be around a bag of donuts or a box of cookies without devouring the whole damn thing and I know it makes me feel like shit later. I'd just hate to think of you making yourself even more depressed.
Walk over to the bag and individually throw each donut away (so you can't pick the bag out later and eat them). Let yourself eat one. The 5 minutes of pleasure you'd get from eating all of them doesn't compare to the weeks of pleasure you'll get from not having eaten them (from self-pride and from body image).
THANK YOU BOTH! I threw the buggers out! Well, I kept the Sprinkle-y one, but threw the rest out, one by one.....AFTER I wet them and poured salt on them (because otherwise I would totally dig thew my trash and eat them anyway). Bye Honey Curler! Bye Boston Creme! Bye Original Glaze! I do not need you on my thighs! ;D
*Hugs Charlie and MarvelGirl*
carmen_b
10-20-2010, 12:37 AM
But your neighboors might have wanted them. Oh well .
I boiled water and soap together and put a bunch down the drains. I hope it works.
p.s. - thanks mysterious blue PMer for your other suggestions. I'm gonna do it if what I did doesn't work.
Maybe the peels next too ...it seems better though.
kaiarose
10-20-2010, 12:10 PM
I confess: I go on strip club list and chew nay-sayers a new ass. No one is going to be shit talking MY club dammit!! I must be doing a good job because none of them ever have a come back :D I confess that I also go on other club's strip club list site and chew out some assholes on there too... I need a life!! LOL
_Avery_
10-20-2010, 01:21 PM
I confess: I go on strip club list and chew nay-sayers a new ass. No one is going to be shit talking MY club dammit!! I must be doing a good job because none of them ever have a come back :D I confess that I also go on other club's strip club list site and chew out some assholes on there too... I need a life!! LOL
BWA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! I just read that!!
You're my hero! LOL