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carmen_b
11-29-2018, 10:24 PM
YES! Even they get stuck in ruts.
I like to look at mansions for sale on Zillow to motivate myself to work harder. There's nothing worse than an outdated mansion with ugly walls, floors, furniture, colors, and decor. Sigh. It's a shame to see rich people who don't know how to spend their money.

DonaDiabla
12-01-2018, 08:55 AM
I confess that I often get pissed off at my lackluster hustling in the past. But I will not allowed that in the future :)

WendiStarr
12-01-2018, 11:59 AM
I was supposed to be Christmas shopping for my daughter and I did buy her clothes and a cute hat. I seen my favorite body spray on sale for $8 so I bought myself something too.

whirlerz
12-02-2018, 11:01 AM
I really want to fuck my ex.
There, I said that too.

AChildOfBoredom
12-02-2018, 01:24 PM
Decided to wear my wedding ring today. It’s a beautiful ring. The marriage itself is nothing but a sham - and it always was - but the ring is lovely.

carmen_b
12-02-2018, 11:21 PM
^ I've started to re-wear this necklace from my ex. It's my nicest piece I used to wear often ( a large square gem ) and I hid it for a few months.
I busted it out the other day. Why the hell NOT. It's mine after all and I don't have to talk about it's origin at all if I don't want to.

AChildOfBoredom
12-03-2018, 03:01 PM
^ I've started to re-wear this necklace from my ex. It's my nicest piece I used to wear often ( a large square gem ) and I hid it for a few months.
I busted it out the other day. Why the hell NOT. It's mine after all and I don't have to talk about it's origin at all if I don't want to.

I’m going to have to explain the story behind it to my sister, and I’m not looking forward to that. I’m still married - it was supposed to be over and done with, but circumstances prevented it. And I’m expected to be present with my husband’s family for Christmas dinner. Of course, hindsight is 20/20… it seemed like a good idea at the time. Six years later, not so much.

Jalena
12-03-2018, 07:50 PM
I may be addicted to microwaved cheese sandwiches.

Such simple, warm, melty goodness. It's maddening. But the cheese doesn't judge me.

carmen_b
12-03-2018, 08:30 PM
You could even have a jewelry maker redo it as a pendent or something.
I used to have plans to do that with this other ring ( I still might ).



I’m going to have to explain the story behind it to my sister, and I’m not looking forward to that. I’m still married - it was supposed to be over and done with, but circumstances prevented it. And I’m expected to be present with my husband’s family for Christmas dinner. Of course, hindsight is 20/20… it seemed like a good idea at the time. Six years later, not so much.

miss.a.p1600
12-03-2018, 08:32 PM
I am so thankful that I did not fuck that married dude I worked with and that I only rode his face.

This motherfucker is trying to play games in the workplace and flirt with my arch nemesis.....If only his wife could see his bitch ass galavanting with this butterface lol!

Now if I would have fucked him, I would be jealous and maybe even angry. In the grand scheme of things, this trick can never build a real emotional relationship, she'll be the perpetual side piece, she can't be publicly open about her relationship with him and she's acting like she has some sort of prize.....bruh! wtf is you doing????

Well.....Guess she will have my sloppy seconds and be kissing the lips that tasted this fountain of pleasure bwhahaha!!!!!

And it just so happens another dude, pretty cool dude so far, has come in and distracted me from the mind games of these peasants.

#replaceneverchase

WendiStarr
12-04-2018, 08:44 AM
I think something might be going on. I don't want to get my hopes up because of past experience. It's safer for me to assume that it's something else.

whirlerz
12-04-2018, 10:58 AM
I just spoke to fedx, about my couch delivery, tomorrow..
Told him if there's any issues where I don't get it (if it gets 'intercepted'), there'll be fireworks, & not the fun kind. :)

AChildOfBoredom
12-04-2018, 02:37 PM
You could even have a jewelry maker redo it as a pendent or something.
I used to have plans to do that with this other ring ( I still might ).

I like that idea.

seashell
12-04-2018, 02:51 PM
I wish I didn't love every minute of texting with my ex.

WendiStarr
12-06-2018, 04:11 PM
I'm having a hard time lately with Mr. Dilf. He claims not to have any $, barely has any time for me, etc. We were supposed to be together Thursday-Saturday. I feel like he must've found someone to replace me and it makes me sad, but then again..that's the nature of these kinds of relationships.

carmen_b
12-07-2018, 03:23 PM
^ It could just be the holiday squeeze. The family guys are always short on cash this time of year.

Glamourmilf
12-08-2018, 04:51 AM
I confess that I'm having holiday anxiety.
Happens every year about this time.
I'm really not sure why, actually.
The crowds? The expectation to be jolly?
Idk
Does anyone ever get like this too?
I'm avoiding making any holiday plans, it's that bad.:'(
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miss.a.p1600
12-08-2018, 09:21 AM
^ It could just be the holiday squeeze. The family guys are always short on cash this time of year.

Or he realizes the relationship is getting too emotional and rather than be rude, say something to hurt feelings, or fall in any deeper, he is using the holiday squeeze as the perfect excuse to gently pull back.

Either way, hope you find a resolution to the Dilf situation Wendy

Elektra Luxx
12-08-2018, 12:12 PM
I confess that I'm having holiday anxiety.
Happens every year about this time.
I'm really not sure why, actually.
The crowds? The expectation to be jolly?
Idk
Does anyone ever get like this too?
I'm avoiding making any holiday plans, it's that bad.:'(
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I'm not feeling it so much this year as I have in past years. I'm not letting things bother me as much. I was feeling down the past couple of days because I've just decorated the tree and I wanted decorate the whole apartment and I haven't finished shopping yet. I would always worry about getting the right gifts for people or decorating the appartment, but I'm not going to let it bother me. I'm going to focus on the season.

WendiStarr
12-08-2018, 01:38 PM
Or he realizes the relationship is getting too emotional and rather than be rude, say something to hurt feelings, or fall in any deeper, he is using the holiday squeeze as the perfect excuse to gently pull back.

Either way, hope you find a resolution to the Dilf situation Wendy

I found out the reason today. His wife was wondering why he hasn't been bugging her for sex, even though he said she rejects him anyways. He said he wants to try to set her up with another man to see if she has no interest in sex with him or with anyone. He said she's a prude and probably would be mad. For now I'm ok with being his sexual relief or at least that's what I tell myself. It's hard not to feel anything emotional when he matches my ideal image of what I want relationship wise, and accepts me despite my job.

miss.a.p1600
12-08-2018, 03:58 PM
This may sound weird but I miss certain aspects of the adult industry

The freedom, the cash same day, etc.

Also how men open their wallets very fast whereas when dating these mf are so tight walleted

I also miss the intimacy well only with the cool and generous dudes. Being single and celibate make me feel thirsty for male attention sometimes and causes me to make rash decisions.

Sometimes I really enjoyed the physical closeness. Even though they were strangers.....

Glamourmilf
12-09-2018, 09:54 AM
This may sound weird but I miss certain aspects of the adult industry

The freedom, the cash same day, etc.

Also how men open their wallets very fast whereas when dating these mf are so tight walleted

I also miss the intimacy well only with the cool and generous dudes. Being single and celibate make me feel thirsty for male attention sometimes and causes me to make rash decisions.

Sometimes I really enjoyed the physical closeness. Even though they were strangers.....

Yes, to all of this.
I reconnected with one of my stripper/escort friends the other day.
She's been married to a great guy for over 15 years, yet admitted to me that she misses stripping.
That cash in hand is everything! Plus, the generosity, and the way the guys look at you is intoxicating.
It must have been stirring in my head. Because I just woke up from a dream, where Richard Lewis hired me as his escort. We went to a little incall Apt I had, and not only did he hand me cash. He gave me a check for $800 to help with next week's bills.
The mind runs deep.

charlie61
12-09-2018, 07:17 PM
A frequent poster on here has me blocked on tumblr because they think I'm a dude with a porn blog.

miss.a.p1600
12-09-2018, 09:18 PM
Yes, to all of this.
I reconnected with one of my stripper/escort friends the other day.
She's been married to a great guy for over 15 years, yet admitted to me that she misses stripping.
That cash in hand is everything! Plus, the generosity, and the way the guys look at you is intoxicating.
It must have been stirring in my head. Because I just woke up from a dream, where Richard Lewis hired me as his escort. We went to a little incall Apt I had, and not only did he hand me cash. He gave me a check for $800 to help with next week's bills.
The mind runs deep.

Exactly!!!!

I’ll never forget one time this dude was literally in a trance while looking at me and money just falling from his wallet every few seconds.

Definitely intoxicating

Elektra Luxx
12-09-2018, 11:20 PM
A frequent poster on here has me blocked on tumblr because they think I'm a dude with a porn blog.

Wait a minute...that was you?!!!







Jk! Let's watch Netflix and chill.

carmen_b
12-09-2018, 11:57 PM
All of this.


This may sound weird but I miss certain aspects of the adult industry

The freedom, the cash same day, etc.

Also how men open their wallets very fast whereas when dating these mf are so tight walleted

I also miss the intimacy well only with the cool and generous dudes. Being single and celibate make me feel thirsty for male attention sometimes and causes me to make rash decisions.

Sometimes I really enjoyed the physical closeness. Even though they were strangers.....

Jalena
12-10-2018, 06:44 PM
The way my straight job search has been going ... I feel like the next interview I get, I need to show up in my glittering 7" heels and best mini dress, stripper makeup, the works, be completely full of shit, and work them over like a club customer. ;D I've hustled 100s of dollars from guys in the club, why is it so damn hard to hustle a day job with benefits out of these rat bastards. I can't get any worse response than I've already gotten.

AChildOfBoredom
12-10-2018, 06:52 PM
The way my straight job search has been going ... I feel like the next interview I get, I need to show up in my glittering 7" heels and best mini dress, stripper makeup, the works, be completely full of shit, and work them over like a club customer. ;D I've hustled 100s of dollars from guys in the club, why is it so damn hard to hustle a day job with benefits out of these rat bastards. I can't get any worse response than I've already gotten.

Yeah, I feel your pain. I’ve already been over the lines of work I’ve been in. The simple fact of the matter is that my ability to get those jobs relied a lot on knowing people. Don’t get me wrong - I was perfectly qualified to do them, but I’m short, petite, and female… I highly doubt I’d be taken seriously as a heavy equipment operator, tow truck driver, etc. if I were to apply at a company where I didn’t have that sort of connection. Being feminine is definitely not to your benefit in these lines of work.

miss.a.p1600
12-10-2018, 08:38 PM
The way my straight job search has been going ... I feel like the next interview I get, I need to show up in my glittering 7" heels and best mini dress, stripper makeup, the works, be completely full of shit, and work them over like a club customer. ;D I've hustled 100s of dollars from guys in the club, why is it so damn hard to hustle a day job with benefits out of these rat bastards. I can't get any worse response than I've already gotten.

I feel like employers are looking for the perfect brown-nosing submissive employee and most times ladies in adult industry who have been used to being uber feminine and independent are intimidating to them.

Youre right though ... we're always selling. Selling them on why we're the best candidate.


I confess - I saw my ex-favorite male coworker and I tried to ignore/avoid him.....it was slightly awkward to say the least.

charlie61
12-10-2018, 09:26 PM
The way my straight job search has been going ... I feel like the next interview I get, I need to show up in my glittering 7" heels and best mini dress, stripper makeup, the works, be completely full of shit, and work them over like a club customer. ;D I've hustled 100s of dollars from guys in the club, why is it so damn hard to hustle a day job with benefits out of these rat bastards. I can't get any worse response than I've already gotten.

If you're committed to getting a vanilla job and are struggling to get hired for whatever reason, i 10/10 recommend trying call centers. They're always looking for people, don't require a perfect resume, offer paid training, usually have great benefits and PTO, and because turnover is high, if you stick with the job for even a year or two and prove your worth, you'll quickly find promotion opportunities. It's not the most glamorous atmosphere, but if you know why you're there and appreciate what the job has to offer, it can be low- stress, good- paying work. It's so easy to stick out in a good way in a call center if you take the job seriously and find little ways to contribute to a positive, hardworking team atmosphere.

Call centers have basically saved my sanity twice in my professional career. Both times, i was dying from sex work burnout, couldn't get a job due to being overqualified / underqualified / having a resume that looked too random and indecisive. I feel so grateful for what i do. In just a couple of years, i more than doubled my hourly wage (i now make just under$30/hr, which is pretty damn nice considering how relaxed the job is and the great benefits), plus have had full health benefits from the start, matching 401k up to 6%...i have like 25 days of PTO a year plus floating holidays, personal holidays to use, and federal holidays, i now am in management and have amazing job security... it can get boring, but i honestly DGAF. I'm grateful, i know why I'm there, and I'm as happy as i've been in any job. I am thankful to have a 40-hr/week job to occupy enough time to keep me busy (i don't do well mental-health-wise with too much free time and without a structured schedule), but still have plenty of time to have a life outside of work...

charlie61
12-10-2018, 10:04 PM
I also want to mention that humility is a good trait to have when job searching. We hire lots of younger folks who come in with this attitude of entitlement, and it's a huge problem in vanilla work. If you're looking for a straight job and don't have prior experience, you really need to have an open, non-judgmental attitude... humility and gratitude with a sprinkling of healthy confidence and open-mindedness will get you much farther than an attitude of entitlement.

Mentioning it since new hires come in all of the time thinking that they're hot shit just because they have a degree, or whatever, and they're actually hot messes when it comes to the job itself.

Sorry for the threadjack!

Ifyouseekamy
12-11-2018, 04:34 AM
I finally sent him a text.

SnuffleUffleGrass
12-11-2018, 05:57 AM
If you're committed to getting a vanilla job and are struggling to get hired for whatever reason, i 10/10 recommend trying call centers. They're always looking for people, don't require a perfect resume, offer paid training, usually have great benefits and PTO, and because turnover is high, if you stick with the job for even a year or two and prove your worth, you'll quickly find promotion opportunities. It's not the most glamorous atmosphere, but if you know why you're there and appreciate what the job has to offer, it can be low- stress, good- paying work. It's so easy to stick out in a good way in a call center if you take the job seriously and find little ways to contribute to a positive, hardworking team atmosphere.

Call centers have basically saved my sanity twice in my professional career. Both times, i was dying from sex work burnout, couldn't get a job due to being overqualified / underqualified / having a resume that looked too random and indecisive. I feel so grateful for what i do. In just a couple of years, i more than doubled my hourly wage (i now make just under$30/hr, which is pretty damn nice considering how relaxed the job is and the great benefits), plus have had full health benefits from the start, matching 401k up to 6%...i have like 25 days of PTO a year plus floating holidays, personal holidays to use, and federal holidays, i now am in management and have amazing job security... it can get boring, but i honestly DGAF. I'm grateful, i know why I'm there, and I'm as happy as i've been in any job. I am thankful to have a 40-hr/week job to occupy enough time to keep me busy (i don't do well mental-health-wise with too much free time and without a structured schedule), but still have plenty of time to have a life outside of work...

Or waitressing. If you have a personality that doesn't flourish in a call center/cublicle environment.....The restaurant business can be a lot of fun with more available cash per night.

Glamourmilf
12-11-2018, 07:41 AM
Speaking of jobs. Has anyone tried working for Uber Bites?
I'm thinking of trying it, just to get out of the house more, now that the weather is finally nice.

JGB2009
12-11-2018, 09:39 AM
Speaking of jobs. Has anyone tried working for Uber Bites?
I'm thinking of trying it, just to get out of the house more, now that the weather is finally nice.

This girl down the road from me does it and says she makes $100 a night.

JessaJade
12-11-2018, 04:20 PM
Every now and then I will be passing a church and stop to just sit in peace and quiet for a while, although I'm an (agnostic) atheist.

Elektra Luxx
12-11-2018, 04:42 PM
Every now and then I will be passing a church and stop to just sit in peace and quiet for a while, although I'm an (agnostic) atheist.

I'm not Catholic, but I love old Catholic churches for the architecture and because they're so peaceful and quiet.

Ifyouseekamy
12-11-2018, 11:39 PM
Every now and then I will be passing a church and stop to just sit in peace and quiet for a while, although I'm an (agnostic) atheist. me too! Mega churches are the best cause it’s easy to blend in.

WendiStarr
12-12-2018, 08:47 AM
A limo drove by and I fantasized about Mr. Dilf showing up in a limo outside my place like in Pretty Woman, come to rescue. I know it's never going to happen.

carmen_b
12-12-2018, 01:08 PM
My friend M does door dash and I've riden along. I like it because you get a background of all these nice restaurants .



This girl down the road from me does it and says she makes $100 a night.

yaya_cash
12-12-2018, 03:46 PM
me too! Mega churches are the best cause it’s easy to blend in.

I love to come and go as I please. And people interupting you to want to know your personal life without wanting to build trust (because you don't know the intents of person) or you voluntarily wanting to share is uncomfortable.

yaya_cash
12-12-2018, 03:50 PM
I love to come and go as I please. And people interupting you to want to know your personal life without wanting to voluntarily share is more comfortable.

I find that a lot of Americans are too invasive. Being a stranger wants to know where you live (do you live alone), work, how old you are, your citizenship, etc while first meeting you. That's too personal for me. And it's annoying and frankly rude.

Probably would be better if you knew the person has good intentions, however being the first things you ask is a little odd.

I have to ask why to know the intention of that person, and why is it their business to know.

Can you imagine you're minding your own business and some stranger comes and interrupts or bombard or attack you with such questions?

Elektra Luxx
12-13-2018, 12:01 PM
I'm so clueless on how being in a serious relationship works. I'm still trying to process the latest information and by the time I do, I've received more information to process. I'm always struggling to keep current.

Glamourmilf
12-14-2018, 08:41 AM
I confess that I'm glad that text messages will soon be charged, if a bill is passed here in California.
Too many people I know are texting me WAY too much. They want to have complete conversations over text.
I hate texting!
My phone screen is too small, and the buttons are too close together.
I don't even type in my cam rooms. Never learned to type. Have zero interest in learning either.
If someone wants to chat, they need to CALL me!
I know about free apps, and I even have one set up for paying customers.
But, I'll be damned if I'm going to use it for social calls.

WendiStarr
12-14-2018, 10:53 AM
I don't know when I'm going to see Mr. Dilf again. It probably won't be until after the holidays and that makes me feel sad.

queenelayliah
12-15-2018, 11:04 AM
I had found a work at home customer service position and they moved my application to the second stage but my equipment aka my comouter was to old so I had to withdraw my application even though I really, really wanted that job.

Also, I have a job interview later today to be an online esl teacher. But im scared I wont pass the interview so im thinking about skipping the interview. Sigh im really tired of hearing your not a good fit for the job, i feel like i wont do a good job anyway, but im really afraid they will reject me, like everyone else.

Gosh I sound so pathetic and whiny. :( Sigh.

queenelayliah
12-15-2018, 11:28 PM
Well, I went to my interview you guys and I was promptly told 3 hours later. That they “have decided to go with another candidate”. Sigh I could have stayed my ass in my bed. I really do think it’s because of my race and my size, not trying to be a victim, just I always did hear how english academies in China discriminate against fat and/ non white applicants. All I can do is keep trying. Sigh.

seashell
12-16-2018, 01:52 AM
Well, I went to my interview you guys and I was promptly told 3 hours later. That they “have decided to go with another candidate”. Sigh I could have stayed my ass in my bed. I really do think it’s because of my race and my size, not trying to be a victim, just I always did hear how english academies in China discriminate against fat and/ non white applicants. All I can do is keep trying. Sigh.

Sorry to hear that! It's true, I have also interviewed with Asian schools for teaching positions, and there is a lot of racism. A school principal from Japan literally told me, "Wow, you are not fat like most Americans!" I just laughed awkwardly. Sounds like a great working environment ::)

WendiStarr
12-17-2018, 07:44 AM
Ugh, an ex has been on my mind now. If that's what you were hoping for, fucker, by continually viewing my Linkedin you got it! I'm totally not going to contact him though. I heard through the grapevine that he's married, even though when I searched him on facebook through my fake burner facebook account, I see that his relationship status says, "No relationship info" and his alleged wife has had no profile activity since 2016. I already have enough mess to deal with with Mr. Dilf. No thanks. You can keep your married ass right there at home.

SweetJuliaXXX
12-18-2018, 10:50 AM
I can't believe I'm admitting this: I was walking the dog and had gas. Didn't see anyone, so I let it go. Just then, I hear a womans' voice say, "Michael, excuse yourself!" From three houses away. Some poor guys' wife up the fucking street blamed it on him. It was that bad.