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ravenskyy
01-21-2019, 06:12 PM
I think I only married my husband because I felt free and alive when I was with him and the sex was fucking insanely amazing. Now that we have a child together, he's gotten more depressed, he doesn't want to go anywhere and the sex isn't as good, I literally want to bail. I love him but I don't feel in love anymore. No more butterflies when I see him or think about him. No more fireworks when we kiss. I used to look into his eyes and never want to look away. Nope. Poof. Gone. *sigh* FML.
WendiStarr
01-22-2019, 07:14 AM
I have this 70 year old retired LE who keeps trying to book an appointment with me. He sent a follow request to my Twitter as well. It makes me feel freaked out. I don't care if he's retired. I have to think he still has some pull and could be working with someone on his free time, out of retirement boredom.
SnuffleUffleGrass
01-22-2019, 07:58 AM
I have this 70 year old retired LE who keeps trying to book an appointment with me. He sent a follow request to my Twitter as well. It makes me feel freaked out. I don't care if he's retired. I have to think he still has some pull and could be working with someone on his free time, out of retirement boredom.
Good call.
baer45
01-22-2019, 09:19 AM
If I ever start escorting again I'm going to call myself a "sex coach".
Life coach, private consultant here. Hehe.
Aurora_Sunset
01-22-2019, 01:20 PM
One of my best friends buys me a TON of llama stuff. This has been going on for years, since high school probably, starting as a joke back then about loving llamas cuz they're goofy.
The occasional llama item was fine, and even cute. But honestly, it's getting weirdly out of hand...
It's turned into this thing where every single birthday and Christmas, it's like llama EVERYTHING. I have way more llama stuffed animals than I would ever really have room for. This year, she got me this HUGE one that stayed in my car for 2 months because I had no place to put it. I have multiple mugs with llamas, a llama tea strainer, salt and pepper llama shakers, llama statues, clothes with llamas on them... when I told her I wanted to start crafting/scrapbooking, she started buying me every single llama craft decoration she could find... as though I'm gonna make a scrapbook entirely in llama theme??
My apartment is practically llama themed just because it's small and her gifts are the majority of my decorations. And it's not even like llamas are my favorite animal or anything. I don't dislike them but...
She's been so depressed lately though that I feel like if I told her I didn't want all the llama stuff anymore, she'd be really crushed. It obviously brings her joy to find cute llama things and give them to me because she thinks I love them. I don't want to be the asshole that makes her feel like an idiot by telling her I really didn't want all this stuff.
*sigh* Maybe when I have a house someday, I'll designate a llama-themed guest room or something.
Jalena
01-22-2019, 05:01 PM
One of my best friends buys me a TON of llama stuff. This has been going on for years, since high school probably, starting as a joke back then about loving llamas cuz they're goofy.
The occasional llama item was fine, and even cute. But honestly, it's getting weirdly out of hand...
It's turned into this thing where every single birthday and Christmas, it's like llama EVERYTHING. I have way more llama stuffed animals than I would ever really have room for. This year, she got me this HUGE one that stayed in my car for 2 months because I had no place to put it. I have multiple mugs with llamas, a llama tea strainer, salt and pepper llama shakers, llama statues, clothes with llamas on them... when I told her I wanted to start crafting/scrapbooking, she started buying me every single llama craft decoration she could find... as though I'm gonna make a scrapbook entirely in llama theme??
My apartment is practically llama themed just because it's small and her gifts are the majority of my decorations. And it's not even like llamas are my favorite animal or anything. I don't dislike them but...
She's been so depressed lately though that I feel like if I told her I didn't want all the llama stuff anymore, she'd be really crushed. It obviously brings her joy to find cute llama things and give them to me because she thinks I love them. I don't want to be the asshole that makes her feel like an idiot by telling her I really didn't want all this stuff.
*sigh* Maybe when I have a house someday, I'll designate a llama-themed guest room or something.
If your apartment is already crawling with llama stuff, do you think she would notice if you started gradually clearing some of it out? She can't possibly remember every item she's gotten you over the years and where you keep it. Maybe donate the stuffed animals to a kids hospital or an animal shelter, and clothing to Salvation Army, so you can honestly tell her it's all going to worthy places instead of just in the bin.
Elektra Luxx
01-23-2019, 09:29 AM
For the past 24 hours I've been feeling really, really depressed. All I want to do is sleep. I not sure why I'm feeling this way. I just want to sleep.
miss.a.p1600
01-23-2019, 04:02 PM
I feel really thirsty rn. Like craving male touch and attention.
I hope dudes not sensing it.
......Who am I kidding, I probably be looking thirsty
xStacey
01-23-2019, 09:17 PM
I am no longer happy in the sex industry, although it still pays well and I have great regulars. I am so tired of them, texting back and forth, late nights, unable to have a personal life. I will be retiring completely by the middle of January 2020, less than one year left. I will be done with grad school and the Bar school by then with a real full-time job that pays more than sex work (although way more hours) :)
I am really grateful for what sex work allowed me to achieve, but I am so over it, almost 8 years wow. I think the fact that I finally met a man who is worth it changed me quite a lot as well. I left him during the holidays after one year, but we are still in touch, it was too complicated, but I think we will be returning together soon, once I leave sex work it won't be as difficult anymore. Leaving him made me realize that it wasn't the best idea leaving such a great person for sex work which does not bring me much anymore, it does not make me happy anymore, except money, but I will not need this side job anymore in not very long.
SnuffleUffleGrass
01-24-2019, 07:44 AM
I am no longer happy in the sex industry, although it still pays well and I have great regulars. I am so tired of them, texting back and forth, late nights, unable to have a personal life. I will be retiring completely by the middle of January 2020, less than one year left. I will be done with grad school and the Bar school by then with a real full-time job that pays more than sex work (although way more hours) :)
I am really grateful for what sex work allowed me to achieve, but I am so over it, almost 8 years wow. I think the fact that I finally met a man who is worth it changed me quite a lot as well. I left him during the holidays after one year, but we are still in touch, it was too complicated, but I think we will be returning together soon, once I leave sex work it won't be as difficult anymore. Leaving him made me realize that it wasn't the best idea leaving such a great person for sex work which does not bring me much anymore, it does not make me happy anymore, except money, but I will not need this side job anymore in not very long.
This is honestly the best reason to retire. I hope it all works out.
Elektra Luxx
01-24-2019, 11:06 AM
For the past 24 hours I've been feeling really, really depressed. All I want to do is sleep. I not sure why I'm feeling this way. I just want to sleep.
I'm feeling better today. I'm still feeling a little depressed. I started seeing a new therapist and it went very well, but I'm thinking she reset some things. My brain is weird.
cyberstripper
01-24-2019, 11:34 PM
I haven't been on in a while. I threw the former lover that was staying with me out of my place in mid-december. I took him in to help with rent/bills and it did, but I got back on my feet and although it was helping me out, we both continually got into it with each other more and more. I started drinking a lot and I had my part in this too. At first it was nice to reconnect as friends, but he as expected became controlling and it became very toxic. I knew he had sociopathic and narc tendencies, and had no intention of working on anything with him, but damn it was still difficult. Not being attached to him or getting intimate with him saved me a lot of grief though. At first it was great and we lived in peace, but then daily drama started happening..and it was not all me. Days before I tossed this man out, he confessed to what I already knew all along. He looked in my eyes and told me he purposely created conflict with me to get a reaction, watch my reactive states and push me out of my comfort zone. I sat on that for a minute, told him I knew what he was doing all along..and that my home is a home of peace and well being and that was not healthy. Nor was he healthy doing so. Days later, after him threatening to leave I said I am not keeping you here, GTFO. AHHH. I do not even have any anger over this, I knew clearly what was occurring. I only wish I was less reactive, because I gave this NARC free jerk off material for the year ahead lol. At the same time, this really made me look inward as well.....
I have been taking things a lot slower with the guy I have been seeing since June. I am afraid he is losing interest in me due to this, but I am more interested in myself right now. I know this sounds selfish, but in early 2017 I ended a very ltr due to wanting to explore myself and rediscover myself again. Me and my ex are on great terms, as he understood this. In mid 2017 I moved into my own place and it has been a struggle. I began dating other men too soon and I had my reasons, but they were not the reasons to become involved. I do not regret it, and see it as a learning lesson, but I never really gave myself time to heal, or time to rediscover myself and love myself. Thus, I have learned that I will not be the best version of myself for me or anyone as is. I am in no rush, but when I am ready to date again, I want to be happy and fulfilled on my own and not searching for happiness from others. I am working on mindfulness, expectations, self love and self development. I am taking the time to heal and not date until I am really ready....at the same time I will not beat myself up if I go on a date here and there, that is healthy...but I will not get invested and most certainly do not want a man to get invested me right now because they will feel neglected. Just a few weeks into really working on myself and I feel like a new person. I am so much happier and healthier. I feel so good, it is hard to describe this awakening I have been experiencing and the newfound clarity. At times it can be emotional and all of it is easier said than done, but once a few concepts actually click, it really has changed my life for the better. Letting go of things that no longer serve me, negative outlook and self belief has my year off to a great start. I am actually happy single and living alone, for this past year I have been so lonely, looking at single as being alone, living alone as this miserable thing..my goodness it is so not. It is freedom!
seashell
01-25-2019, 03:44 AM
I can’t believe I fell for a fuckboy. Oh well, only thing I can do is move on. I still don’t think he’s a bad guy. I’m definitely not investing any more time or energy in him though. Thank god I dodged a bullet. I kinda hoped he would apologize or try to mend things, but I’m just done I don’t need this stress in my life.
Don't worry, we've all fallen for them! Glad that you dodged a bullet. He'll get his karma one day.
WendiStarr
01-25-2019, 06:46 PM
I lied to all my custies in my home state and said that I'm already out of state. In reality I just wanted a break. I wasn't sleeping well and was overbooking myself. I was feeling like I was coming down with a cold. The 2 days off allowed me to sleep and I feel better now.
SnuffleUffleGrass
01-25-2019, 07:22 PM
I lied to all my custies in my home state and said that I'm already out of state. In reality I just wanted a break. I wasn't sleeping well and was overbooking myself. I was feeling like I was coming down with a cold. The 2 days off allowed me to sleep and I feel better now.
Good move.
carmen_b
01-26-2019, 12:40 PM
Every time this film event comes to the area and I'm near, I just have to go.
Right now though I'm in such bad shape, haha. I've partied for two days straight.
Today I'll relax and have lots of water / no booze.
I've got a big smoothie going. ;/
EDIT : Thank goodness I sobered up. Taking it easy I think for the rest of the event.
JGB2009
01-27-2019, 09:53 AM
I love you but what is even the point of telling you......
carmen_b
01-27-2019, 10:47 AM
So you figured out that is what he is ? Ah , don't sweat this.
If he didn't respond to a bf / gf type of offer just let it go.
I can’t believe I fell for a fuckboy. Oh well, only thing I can do is move on. I still don’t think he’s a bad guy. I’m definitely not investing any more time or energy in him though. Thank god I dodged a bullet. I kinda hoped he would apologize or try to mend things, but I’m just done I don’t need this stress in my life.
Elektra Luxx
01-28-2019, 12:59 PM
My cousin J (my party buddy) was offered a managerial position for the sports shoes retailer in Shreveport and he took it. He moved over there by himself with little planning and with only $80 dollars. He left his girlfriend (his girlfriend is in school and hopes to transfer over there in 6 months), family, car everything. I wish I were more spontaneous and do things and not worry and hope for the best.
carmen_b
01-28-2019, 07:18 PM
I think I'm going to offer a physical relationship to a couple different people ( the cop I'm seeing tomorrow and Ginger J who I met last Friday ). Cop has known me 4 weeks ( not even a cuddle fest so far ). I originally said I wasn't going to do his " start as friends " idea but then did. We know each other pretty well from a couple meetings and a lot of texting.
Update: FAIL. ^^
I want a relationship ..... not just random sexy times.
I better wait one more date to let Ginger J know I'm sexually interested. I just met him last Friday.
WendiStarr
01-28-2019, 07:32 PM
So, the universe works in mysterious ways. I met a blue off here and he's actually a really nice, cool guy.
carmen_b
01-28-2019, 07:46 PM
^ I had a blue come visit a club once. Respectful / came in early and bought dances. Nice person. Sometimes they are I guess. Lucky meeting I suppose and it's nice yours was too ! ^
Glamourmilf
01-29-2019, 10:09 AM
My cousin J (my party buddy) was offered a managerial position for the sports shoes retailer in Shreveport and he took it. He moved over there by himself with little planning and with only $80 dollars. He left his girlfriend (his girlfriend is in school and hopes to transfer over there in 6 months), family, car everything. I wish I were more spontaneous and do things and not worry and hope for the best.
Ikr?
I USED to be like him until I reached 40... ish.
I left Boston for California with only $100 in my wallet.
Talk about being naive, and having complete trust in the universe.
I had a magical journey, and lived a charmed Life in L.A. I certainly believe that I had angels watching over me, because I did mostly risky things back then.:angel::angel:
Don't really know what happened. Because now I won't even leave my house to go run errands, without planning it down to every detail, sometimes for days before.
Those were the days, my friend. We thought they'd never end.
carmen_b
01-29-2019, 10:32 AM
^ I did the same with Hawaii in early 2011. I had just HAD IT with my life in this cold location. I hopped a space available flight with an open seat ( used to fly with buddy passes ) and just had the shuttle take me to a hostel . I didn't even have a reservation when I showed up. I had maybe $300 ish and some credit cards.
Figured it out indeed. Sometimes you just have to go for it.
carmen_b
01-29-2019, 02:13 PM
Damn, I was trying to do this whole " don't jerk off for three days " thing ( to save up Pheromones for seeing the cop ) haha.
I don't know if I can take it though.
^ Yeah ....... I didn't last. I tried the bit of pussy juice on neck / ears thing to try to make up for it.
We were at a film screening so I knew I'd get close to him. Hahaha.
Glamourmilf
01-30-2019, 08:29 AM
Confession: When my gay husband put his arm around me while taking pictures yesterday, I felt something.
Like...Down there.:O
I know I love him, but now I'm confused.
Is it because I truly want him? Or just that I haven't been touched by anyone in 2 years?
Glam confused.:-\
Glam horny.}:D
Glam got home from being with him, and masturbated thinking of him.
Houston, we have a problem.:-[
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WendiStarr
01-30-2019, 05:13 PM
Damn, I was trying to do this whole " don't jerk off for three days " thing ( to save up Pheromones for seeing the cop ) haha.
I don't know if I can take it though.
^ Yeah ....... I didn't last. I tried the bit of pussy juice on neck / ears thing to try to make up for it.
We were at a film screening so I knew I'd get close to him. Hahaha.
Did it work? Lol.
If it weren't for my daughter I'd just stay in Philly, but alas she needs and misses mama. I've been here since Sunday and it's time to go home. Tomorrow I shall.
carmen_b
01-30-2019, 08:01 PM
^ Nope. This event was FANCY .
We went for appetizers first ( drinks at the event but we had time to kill ). We got two apps and he didn't SHARE ( get serving plates so we could each have two things ). This made me think that he must be a psychopath . Ha.
I had tickets to a film screening ( with cast and crew there ) and he didn't even hold my hand in the movie.
Didn't come up for a drink. This dude is Boring with a capitol B. Yawn. Too bad he's fine as fuck. Even with THAT , I simply can not deal with him anymore. I release you officer sexy into the UNIVERSE . Hahahah .
JessaJade
01-30-2019, 08:14 PM
he didn't SHARE
Barbarian.
Yeah, def banish him.
carmen_b
01-30-2019, 08:29 PM
^ EXACTLY !!!! Right ?!?
We were by this beautiful fire place enjoying this experience and I even said " do you want some of this ". The hint to have some of mine didn't take. It was partially the place too for not bringing serving plates ( wtf ) but he should have asked for them.
I should have faked being sick at that point and sold his ticket to the event outside.
JessaJade
01-30-2019, 08:43 PM
^LOL. At least you would have benefitted from the night then.
Yes, I find sharing food a really nice way of enjoying someones company and it's quite a big deal if those things don't quite flow...it feels to do with being selfish and not sensual somehow.
carmen_b
01-30-2019, 08:47 PM
I misread the whole damn thing. I can see how I did it . I thought he was being a " gentleman " and slower moving ( he's known me 4 weeks ) ....... but it's disinterest / asexuality / closeted gay / some other huge issue. I don't even care to know what it IS . Enough already. I told myself if he didn't hold my hand in the film and give a GOOD hug I was done .
I told him about my height " thing " ( love tall almost at a fetish level ) ... he's 6'5".
Told him I want the relationship direction , that I'm careful who I get involved with sexually , that once comfy I'm kinky / fetish friendly / very open minded.
Believe me , if he was interested , he would have showed up with flowers and a giant box of rubbers this evening.
baer45
01-30-2019, 08:55 PM
I made a mistake. I was too greedy, I ended up losing more than what I hoped I can get.
carmen_b
02-01-2019, 10:57 AM
I'm turning into a wuss in my old age. Ha.
I may time this strip trip for Sat. / Sun. so I can have a " slow " day in the club with elbow room to work. Working Fri . /Sat. seems so overwhelming.
Maybe it's just memories of good luck ( my best earnings in this town was on a random Monday ).
Ha. Edit on that. Great night last night but forgot today was the super bowl. Haha.
SnuffleUffleGrass
02-01-2019, 07:15 PM
I confess I had an overdue fucked up realization- I'm grieving my friend's death really hard partially because if I had gotten my way all those years ago and we had a long term relationship....it might have ended with his suicide.
I knew him well enough that whatever it was that drove him to kill himself was something about the way his mind was even when he was really young. I met him when he was a teenager.
SO I finally thought about what it would be like to be in his widow's shoes. Not a pleasant bunch of thoughts. I bet she's grieving a lot right now, with Valentine's Day coming up.
I've been crying a lot about him and considering getting a tattoo. So I make sure to live out the rest of his life's purpose (having a daily visible reminder.)
seashell
02-02-2019, 05:01 AM
I've never been so genuinely uninterested in relationships. I keep trying to convince myself that I want a boyfriend, or a husband, but really I think I just want a series of long-term lovers to keep me company and go out once in a while.
queenelayliah
02-02-2019, 06:07 AM
i've never been so genuinely uninterested in relationships. I keep trying to convince myself that i want a boyfriend, or a husband, but really i think i just want a series of long-term lovers to keep me company and go out once in a while.
yes a million times yes.
WendiStarr
02-02-2019, 06:35 AM
I haven't seen Mr. Dilf since Sunday of last week. I'm feeling disconnected from him. I think it's just my defense mechanism habit of putting my walls up the minute a man starts withdrawing or becoming distant or aloof. It's like I already start preparing for hearing that it means goodbye.
JGB2009
02-02-2019, 10:50 AM
Either I don't feel loved at all or I don't feel loved enough.....actions so speak louder than words!!!!
Glamourmilf
02-02-2019, 10:57 AM
I've never been so genuinely uninterested in relationships. I keep trying to convince myself that I want a boyfriend, or a husband, but really I think I just want a series of long-term lovers to keep me company and go out once in a while.
:yes::yes::yes:
AChildOfBoredom
02-03-2019, 10:26 AM
I've never been so genuinely uninterested in relationships. I keep trying to convince myself that I want a boyfriend, or a husband, but really I think I just want a series of long-term lovers to keep me company and go out once in a while.
Yeah, the more I try, the more I lose interest. I mean, technically I do have a husband, but I've already explained that. That's always been a sham. I'm sick and fucking tired of others trying to introduce me to their single friends, who typically it's not difficult to figure out why they're single. I don't know... maybe it's true that the good ones are taken or gay.
I hate it even more, because sometimes I feel so superficial about it, until I look over the whole thing more critically. Sorry, but when he's 30 and still living with his parents, my interest goes into the negative. And I've noticed as well that, ever since buying a house, the freeloaders have taken a more keen interest in me. Just what I'm looking for... someone who'll try pressuring me into taking out money against the house on a loan they'd be a cosigner on, thus giving them a stake in it. Not fucking happening.
I was asked earlier if I identify as aromantic, which I'd never really given it any thought before. I don't think I do... maybe it's just muted for me? Maybe I just don't trust people? I don't know. If I'm gonna be honest and make a confession here, the dancer who made a pass at me was the most tempted I've felt to give in. Which made me feel a little confused, but I think I've figured it out. For one, I don't find her repulsive. After all, I've trusted her enough to stay in my home and to expose the others here to her. Which, especially given the traumatized state of one of the girls living here, is sort of a huge deal, and that leads to the second point, that she took the time to get to know me - the good, the bad, the in-between - before making her move. Which is really a lot more than what guys I've been on dates with have been willing to do. It's not a problem finding guys who'd want to fuck me, but none of them have managed to entice me, and their typical lack of putting any effort into it doesn't help.
I have no actual romantic or sexual interest in my 'husband', but at least I can enjoy going out and doing things with him. We can go out for lunch or to a movie or even playing paintball without expectations. He's trying to get me to go skydiving, but I don't know about that one. Point is, he actually wants to spend time with me, even knowing that I'm not going to fuck him.
One of my few friends who knows that story tells me, "You married the guy you friendzoned", but not to worry, because I know he's not going celibate.
seashell
02-03-2019, 11:39 AM
^I can relate to so much of that. I've never identified as aromantic, but for the past few months, that's totally been me. Zero interest in having actual romance or serious dating. I've been with some sweet guys on great dates, but no feelings. Probably burned myself out from too many whirlwind relationships. My brain's had enough of those love chemicals.
Your relationship doesn't sound bad at all! It's nice to have a long term partner to go out with and spend time with.
AChildOfBoredom
02-03-2019, 12:26 PM
He's a good person, but he's sowing his wild oats. I hope he'll settle down and find someone that's good for him. One thing I've noticed with both him and also my yokel ex-roommate - and the latter is particularly of note, because with his background and where he's from, you wouldn't think it of him - is that I wouldn't necessarily call either one a feminist, but they're respectful of it and of women in general, and they both have good relationships with their mothers, but not so much in a "mama's boy" sense. I'm sure the latter gave his a few grey hairs... he's had a pretty wild history of self destructive tendencies... but they don't seem to have the issues with women a lot of guys I've happened across seem to. That should be the criteria.. I want to see what sort of interactions they have. Because I think that would tell me a lot of what I need to know. Also, how do they respond when some random guy harasses me in public. Do they sit back and pretend their focus is elsewhere, or actually stand up and do something?
My 'husband' isn't exactly the ninja master entering the dragon, but he's not afraid to step in and intervene, even if he's threatened. My ex-roommate.... I had my first bar fight experience after some drunk guy grabbed my boob as I was shooting pool, and he decided a pool cue over the head was the best form of diplomacy. Then he took the guy to the ground and started punching him, then the guy's friends jumped on my roommate, then my roommate's friends jumped into the fray, then others began trying to break it up. So he grabbed me by the arm and we ran out to his car. Then we saw the guy and a couple of his friends come out, point at his pickup, and get in their car to chase us. So we ended up driving onto this logging road, and his 4x4 pickup could move through it faster than their car could. So he got a ways ahead of them, stopped, pulled an AK-47 out of his truck, and started firing (he said it was into the ground in front of them) once he saw their headlights. So they backed off, and we never went to that bar again. The woman we would've liked to have to seen him with thought it was kinda hot when she heard about it. I guess I did, too, but we weren't into each other that way. I think he kinda saw me as the little sister he never had, and that's more or less how I felt.
Wish the roommate hadn't been so thick headed... there was someone we all would've liked to have seen him with and who would've been good for him, but he was trying to go overseas as a contractor because he missed the thrill, so he couldn't see the forest for the trees. Then he pulled up stakes for that narcissistic bitch in Colorado and ended up getting burned on that one. But he apparently likes Colorado, so he chose to stay in Denver and keep his job with the city.
The husband, he's getting his ducks in a row. I think he'll be good to go once he does.
They really both should just let me pimp them out. I feel like I could pair them up much better than they ever would for themselves.
indiegirl
02-03-2019, 12:53 PM
I'm still laughing over this, but I attempted to work at Sams Hofbrau and two hours in I was told "it wasn't going to work out". The strangest layout/rules EVER for a club. There is a little area you can keep your top off on stage but other parts of the stage you need to put it on... and then girls were just shaking there ass wherever in the club as working. I dunno I'm used to prancing around topless or illegally nude by shady ass clubs, being on my own onstage not with a bunch of girls.... so this was a new one. I'm a flat ass whitey with no twerk ability whatsoever, already expected to be denied but they let me go on the floor anyways...AHHHH I enjoyed myself so fucking much there because I get so bored of the same club types ....but I felt so out of place with their rules/number of girls on stage and the rules were worlds different than no alcohol clubs...plus I kept getting talked to for not following their protocol out of my past habit with other club rules. I'm finding a new urban club to work at anyways to spice things up.
Long rant but LOLLLLL I legit enjoyed spicing my night up.
WendiStarr
02-03-2019, 12:55 PM
I will be so glad when the Superbowl is over. I keep getting texts from male friends, male relatives, and clients about it. Mr. Dilf basically ignored me all week but sent me a text a few minutes ago of himself decked out in a football jersey with a go ______ team! I couldn't care less about football.
carmen_b
02-03-2019, 01:17 PM
^ Yeah, totally forgot to plan and I'm catching it on a strip trip, omg.
I have memories from years ago of packed clubs and barely any spending going on from these big sports events ( or holidays blech ).
BUT that is NOT what's going to happen tonight hahahah ! It will be GOOD despite being a sports event night .
Totally not going to get decked in a jersey or paint under the eyes or ANYTHING ! I'm just going to ignore it and hope for the best.
queenelayliah
02-03-2019, 02:36 PM
I want to become a licensed mental counselor and work with ptsd and anixety victims. But I’m afraid of spending tens of thousands of dollars to get my master’s degree when i already owe just about $50,000 for a bachelor’s degree that hasn’t got me anywhere. Plus im really scared of spedning another $50,000 and then being denied my license by the state board because of my background as a camgirl.
What do you guys think? Do you think i will get denied? Im not doing anything illegal but we all know how people judge us. :(
seashell
02-03-2019, 05:50 PM
I want to become a licensed mental counselor and work with ptsd and anixety victims. But I’m afraid of spending tens of thousands of dollars to get my master’s degree when i already owe just about $50,000 for a bachelor’s degree that hasn’t got me anywhere. Plus im really scared of spedning another $50,000 and then being denied my license by the state board because of my background as a camgirl.
What do you guys think? Do you think i will get denied? Im not doing anything illegal but we all know how people judge us. :(
That's a pretty liberal field. I know everyone's experience isn't the same, but I managed to pass a background check and get a fingerprint clearance card, to work as a teacher, after being a stripper and camgirl. You'll want to delete all traces of your cam career, of course.
miss.a.p1600
02-03-2019, 06:32 PM
I want to become a licensed mental counselor and work with ptsd and anixety victims. But I’m afraid of spending tens of thousands of dollars to get my master’s degree when i already owe just about $50,000 for a bachelor’s degree that hasn’t got me anywhere. Plus im really scared of spedning another $50,000 and then being denied my license by the state board because of my background as a camgirl.
What do you guys think? Do you think i will get denied? Im not doing anything illegal but we all know how people judge us. :(
Maybe Run a background check on yourself.
You can work without a license just won’t be able to go into private practice and may limit career opportunities.
But yeah don’t go 6 figures into debt for a career field that does not pay 6 figures right out the gate. I know some Licensed counselors who with their new licenses are making about 45-55k. But it may vary depending on area, type of employer vs self employed, etc. google the salaries.
DonaDiabla
02-03-2019, 06:59 PM
Actually,Queenelayliah, there's a few things that you could do that will lessen your educational debt. 1. Have you tried looking to getting scholarships in your field? There's over 48 scholarships in the psychologist field such as the NATIONAL INSTITUTE OF HEALTH UNDERGRADUATE SCHOLARSHIP PROGRAM. How great were your grades in your Bachelor's program? If you did 3.3 and higher, than you have an better chance of getting scholarships. Make sure your have essays, cover letters, and transcripts in order. 2. Look into low cost master degree's programs in Counseling and have them send you some applications. 3. Getting denied licenses varies from state to state. I believe this is an case by case issue since you are not working with children. I believe that you will be okay since you will be working with adult patients. 4. If you want this type of vanilla career, I would scrubbed most of my camming career if I was you. Scrub all social media accounts and present an professional image. I hope this helps. :)
I want to become a licensed mental counselor and work with ptsd and anixety victims. But I’m afraid of spending tens of thousands of dollars to get my master’s degree when i already owe just about $50,000 for a bachelor’s degree that hasn’t got me anywhere. Plus im really scared of spedning another $50,000 and then being denied my license by the state board because of my background as a camgirl.
What do you guys think? Do you think i will get denied? Im not doing anything illegal but we all know how people judge us. :(