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WendiStarr
03-30-2019, 01:18 PM
I really hope for a bfp instead of af in 4 days.
Blinky36c
04-01-2019, 04:45 AM
That is why I stopped doing incall. Neighbors..
Aurora_Sunset
04-01-2019, 02:29 PM
I’m supposed to be out Ubering all afternoon and evening, but I’ve taken several breaks, including now to get some food to just sit either in my car or in a restaurant to work on personal things and have some “me” time. I love my fiancé but our apartment right now is fucking small, and I have not had some time out to just sit in silence or meditate on stuff in ages. I’m trying to get into a more positive mindset and “design my life” and set some goals for the future. But I never get the space to just sit and fully spell out what those goals or the plans for reaching them is. I’m either working allll the time or I’m at home with him kinda “underfoot” and wanting attention.
We’re also supposed to both be abstaining from alcohol for the next 3 weeks until we go on vacation and I’m cheating by having a gin rickey with my dinner. Shhhh
Aurora_Sunset
04-01-2019, 02:55 PM
I love my man but I miss my old lifestyle. I’m just not used to having to honor a schedule. I’m a person who loves to plan things but actually lives very flexibly and by the seat of my pants. Like, I’ll plan to only stay at a party or get together for an hour but if I run into an old friend who’s like “hey, come smoke some weed and do shots! You can crash on my couch tonight!” I like to be like Hell yeah! Change of plans! You can’t do that when you have someone else who expects you to stick to whatever was planned for the day or week.
Might not be so bad if I at least had the money to actually take days off or put money toward anything other than credit card payments... but all my freedom, even freedom from stress, has been stripped away. And it’s slowly killing my soul. I need a new job and a new plan for getting out of debt. It’s like I’m slowly learning how to be this new version of me and it’s a rocky transition sometimes.
carmen_b
04-01-2019, 03:04 PM
I told a trusted friend I still have 5k in credit card lingering from my time in Hawaii and got shamed.
;(
This kind of thing is why I never tell anyone anything. I'm pretty determined to full pay it off in 10 months. Dont shame me ! Haha. I'm embarrassed enough. Ugh.
Elektra Luxx
04-01-2019, 06:38 PM
^^^
Aurora_Sunset, I totally sympathize with you. The transition from a chaotic life to a normal life has been difficult for me. I lived on the adrenaline for years. I feel like I've given up some independence.
carmen_b
04-01-2019, 08:35 PM
^ It's hard to grow up ! In the crazy times, I KNEW life would be boring after haha ! Then I get surprised how sometimes it is so boring.
carmen_b
04-01-2019, 08:56 PM
I made a fet - life account, forgot about it, and now read this message. I am *sort of* interested.
It's this guy whose kinks align with mine and he's really specific about enjoying " girly " stuff like well dressed / stocking / hair / nails . He offered to pay for the " whole package " to create the look. I am in a phase where I could use the overhaul anyway. Something to consider but I really would rather be monogamous with my sexy current dude.
Blinky36c
04-02-2019, 03:57 AM
Threesomes are fantastic!
SnuffleUffleGrass
04-02-2019, 10:28 AM
I made a fet - life account, forgot about it, and now read this message. I am *sort of* interested.
It's this guy whose kinks align with mine and he's really specific about like " girly " stuff like well dressed / stocking / hair / nails . He offered to pay for the " whole package " to create the look. I am in a phase where I could use an overhaul anyway. Something to consider but I really would rather be monogamous with my sexy current dude.
I'm too lazy to delete my fet life account. It'll be a monument to my sexual antics and perversion, like the Black Monolith on the movie "2001- A Space Odyssey." But more dick- shaped.
miss.a.p1600
04-02-2019, 09:20 PM
I'm really craving for male affection right now. And it makes me feel thirsty and vulnerable.
I would give anything to experience an A+ lover right now....
Last time I got some action was when I kissed after a date. I wasn't even that physically attracted to the dude, his kiss skills were about a 6.5 out of 10 but I was slightly turned on by it simply because that was the only action I'd had in a while.
I'm on a mission to get some action by the summer
WendiStarr
04-03-2019, 07:10 AM
I feel like a whinebag this week. Between the off and on nausea, awful headache that keeps coming and going, cramps that keep coming and going, and bitchy mood, I feel like ass. When people see me in person and ask me how I'm doing, I put this fake smile on my face and say,"Great!" and then change the conversation to them or something else like the weather or a tv show. I wish that I could sleep until this feeling of yuckiness is gone.
Glamourmilf
04-03-2019, 07:40 AM
I'm really craving for male affection right now. And it makes me feel thirsty and vulnerable.
I would give anything to experience an A+ lover right now....
Last time I got some action was when I kissed after a date. I wasn't even that physically attracted to the dude, his kiss skills were about a 6.5 out of 10 but I was slightly turned on by it simply because that was the only action I'd had in a while.
I'm on a mission to get some action by the summer
You and me both sista. It's been 2 years this week since I've had sex.
I really didn't miss it because I ran out of testosterone cream.
But now that I started taking it again, that's all I can think about.
Now, I'm on a quest.
51163
carmen_b
04-03-2019, 10:49 AM
^ I want to try Testosterone sometimes. I swore I was low 6-7 months ago. I think my hormones were " off " .
I want the perks like more energy but I'm already such a hornball I'm worried it will be trouble.
Elle:)
04-03-2019, 08:42 PM
I have the feeling that I am always worried about one or another thing all the damn time.
Glamourmilf
04-04-2019, 09:01 AM
^ I want to try Testosterone sometimes. I swore I was low 6-7 months ago. I think my hormones were " off " .
I want the perks like more energy but I'm already such a hornball I'm worried it will be trouble.
It's best to have your hormone levels tested first.
I'm in menopause, so I literally had zero testosterone.
I have to be horny and alert on cam.
My income drops when I don't take it, because I have no sex drive, and I'm always tired.
queenelayliah
04-04-2019, 02:37 PM
Confession:
I lead a very boring life, I’m poor, have no friends, and I hardly leave the house. I want to date and get married but all i can think is “who would want someone like me?” I’m way to ugly to attract anyone, extremely boring no hobbies at all, no savings, living paycheck to paycheck and I have chronic health issues.
Im feeling so depressed right now.
JGB2009
04-04-2019, 08:28 PM
Confession:
I lead a very boring life, I’m poor, have no friends, and I hardly leave the house. I want to date and get married but all i can think is “who would want someone like me?” I’m way to ugly to attract anyone, extremely boring no hobbies at all, no savings, living paycheck to paycheck and I have chronic health issues.
Im feeling so depressed right now.
In all honesty I think someone would want you. You never know whats just around the corner. {{HUGS}}
AChildOfBoredom
04-04-2019, 08:33 PM
I feel like I've given up some independence.
It's weird in that I worry about exactly that, yet when I weigh and measure everything, I did exactly that by taking these misfits into my home... a lot of responsibility came with them. But, in the end, it's been worth it.
I don't know. Maybe it's the different context which makes one more acceptable to me than the other. Or maybe it's that their situations led to them actually need support as opposed to risking having to end up supporting someone who's supposed to be able to do it for themselves.
Speaking of, I have to confess a degree of envy regarding the younger 'refugee'. She knows what she wants out of life and knows how she's going about trying to achieve it. She's leaps and bounds ahead of me where I was at her age, and in some ways, perhaps still is.
Confession:
I lead a very boring life, I’m poor, have no friends, and I hardly leave the house. I want to date and get married but all i can think is “who would want someone like me?” I’m way to ugly to attract anyone, extremely boring no hobbies at all, no savings, living paycheck to paycheck and I have chronic health issues.
Im feeling so depressed right now.
I get my depressive spells.. more often than I'm willing to admit. Sometimes, I just go out and try something new that maybe I wouldn't expect to be interested in, but find it oddly therapeutic. Ideally, I think I'd like to go out and commit a crime of some sort, but I feel like anything I gained from it would be overshadowed by the consequences, so of course I'm not acting on it. Still, sometimes things as simple as a walk in a part I haven't gone to before have done good things for me, or even some volunteer work, just something to do. Idle hands and such. Maybe it's just a temporary distraction, but sometimes it's better than nothing.
WendiStarr
04-05-2019, 08:17 AM
I've decided to cut ties with a friend for good. I'm tired of hearing her spoiled, entitled only child complaints. Please, whine to me again about how mommy and daddy didn't pay your rent yet this month or how you you couldn't go out to Red Lobster and buy that new Michael Kors bag because they didn't give you enough allowance money to cover it. I fail to have sympathy for anyone who is 32 fucking years old and never worked a day in their life or paid for their own shit. I grew up poor, the oldest of 7. I've had to fend for myself and pay my own rent, bills, and put food on the table alone for years now. I hate rich trustfund adult kids.
Glamourmilf
04-05-2019, 09:34 AM
You and me both sista. It's been 2 years this week since I've had sex.
I really didn't miss it because I ran out of testosterone cream.
But now that I started taking it again, that's all I can think about.
Now, I'm on a quest.
51163
I was driving past a really beautiful apt building that had a for rent sign out front. When I stopped to write down the number, I heard a voice yelling out, " So, you don't say hi anymore?"
I turned around to find a hot Latino ( Scorpion) that used to hit on me HARD Everytime I would go into the furniture store he delivers for. He was delivering furniture to that Apt complex.
I mean, this guy would follow me out to my car, and beg to be with me. He had a girlfriend, so I told him that he could forget THAT idea.
The first thing I ask him was about his girlfriend. He tells me they broke up.
Then he introduced me to his cousin whose delivering with him.
He reaches inside my car to shake my hand. Sweet.
He's a young, hot Latino too. Long hair in braids, nice body and face. Yummy.
I ask if he's staight ( most guys where he lives are gay).
The Scorpion says really loudly, " Yes, he's straight! Just like me. We both love pussy, and would eat yours all day." :O
OMG! Are guys this blatant now?
I felt like I was in my cam chat room.
Glam intrigued.:thinking:
Glam used to tag team and had threesomes on the regular, back in her stripping days.
Glam will report back.
LOA is thanked once again.
Because I kept repeating " I am a man magnet all week." :boobies::male:
JGB2009
04-05-2019, 10:22 PM
I don't like how easily mad I can get. Very bad flaw on mine.
queenelayliah
04-06-2019, 01:33 AM
Hearing about all u ladies success with LOA. I feel like i should get into.
SnuffleUffleGrass
04-06-2019, 06:00 AM
Hearing about all u ladies success with LOA. I feel like i should get into.
It kind of works!
carmen_b
04-06-2019, 09:36 AM
Glam : DO IT ! A pussy eating marathon with two hot Latinos hahaha. We are all waiting for details !
Glamourmilf
04-07-2019, 05:35 AM
Glam : DO IT ! A pussy eating marathon with two hot Latinos hahaha. We are all waiting for details !
I want so badly to do it. I'm just worried that he's bluffing, and that's just a ploy to get me into bed.
Even so, screw it.
You KNOW I'm going to go for it.
If they are bluffing, I will just get up and leave without letting them fuck me.
Will report back. :D
BadBitch
04-07-2019, 08:47 PM
I’m supposed to be out Ubering all afternoon and evening, but I’ve taken several breaks, including now to get some food to just sit either in my car or in a restaurant to work on personal things and have some “me” time. I love my fiancé but our apartment right now is fucking small, and I have not had some time out to just sit in silence or meditate on stuff in ages. I’m trying to get into a more positive mindset and “design my life” and set some goals for the future. But I never get the space to just sit and fully spell out what those goals or the plans for reaching them is. I’m either working allll the time or I’m at home with him kinda “underfoot” and wanting attention.
We’re also supposed to both be abstaining from alcohol for the next 3 weeks until we go on vacation and I’m cheating by having a gin rickey with my dinner. Shhhh
I Uber, too!
BadBitch
04-07-2019, 08:50 PM
I feel like a whinebag this week. Between the off and on nausea, awful headache that keeps coming and going, cramps that keep coming and going, and bitchy mood, I feel like ass. When people see me in person and ask me how I'm doing, I put this fake smile on my face and say,"Great!" and then change the conversation to them or something else like the weather or a tv show. I wish that I could sleep until this feeling of yuckiness is gone.
I do the same. I'll tell people that I'm "great" when I'm not.
charlie61
04-07-2019, 09:14 PM
I just bought some boric acid on Amazon, which i've never tried before! My partner and i have sex pretty frequently, and i've never had sex regularly + frequently in my life until now, so I'm just now starting to navigate sexual health. Just very slight (but consistent) itchiness / discomfort that seems to be a mild imbalance. No other signs or symptoms. Hoping these suppositories correct things down there! Sorry for TMI!
whirlerz
04-08-2019, 08:41 PM
Try pure aloe, it's very soothing.^ :)
cyberstripper
04-09-2019, 01:17 AM
I just bought some boric acid on Amazon, which i've never tried before! My partner and i have sex pretty frequently, and i've never had sex regularly + frequently in my life until now, so I'm just now starting to navigate sexual health. Just very slight (but consistent) itchiness / discomfort that seems to be a mild imbalance. No other signs or symptoms. Hoping these suppositories correct things down there! Sorry for TMI!
These kick ass! I had a slight issue like you too and only used two before noticing amazing results. I also recommend making pussy probiotics. I get a probiotic specific for vaginal health, break open the capsule, mix it with coconut oil, freeze and insert.
I never had a yeast infection or imbalance of any kind up until last summer and that was when I was on birth control. I am a huge believer in natural remedies but tried a few otc remedies and I had a few more issues after the typical otc treatments. I am 36 so my body responds differently now and I admit I was having unprotected sex with my lover at the time. After the second yeast infection and lovely uti combo, I scared myself straight reading horror stories about imbalances, UTI's and yeast infections becoming these recurring problems and women going thru rounds of antibiotics for years. They are not the answer and the remedies were so simple. It is so sad that the feminine health industry is so skewed and that is why so many women have these issues.
I use my boric acid sometimes after my period, and my pussy probiotics the day after that when ph balance naturally is a bit off. Other than that, just a few days of inserting these at night did the trick for me. My first bout I also used a hydrogen peroxide douche that I made with distilled water. It provided instant relief and the probiotics are so important to re-introduce good bacteria. Nothing since, even if I do not use them after my period.
Jalena
04-10-2019, 01:53 PM
I enjoy watching L&O - SVU, have watched it for years ... but I have always passionately hated the L&O theme song, no matter which version of the show it is.
miss.a.p1600
04-10-2019, 09:09 PM
I feel extra horny and need some sort of relief - without having to fuck/without getting emotionally attached/and using that energy to get richer in the process
Part of me wants to go on a stripper tour, travel to cool cities, bless some old men with the glorious site of this pretty body, and make money off men that are hornier than me
miss.a.p1600
04-10-2019, 09:59 PM
Sometimes I have feelings of lust for married men who lust after me.
WendiStarr
04-11-2019, 04:04 AM
I think one of my coworkers is trying to sabotage me. He passed off some of his workload to me 2 hours before shift end. I wouldn't have a problem with that if I knew how to do it. I asked him if he could show me how to do the work so that I could at least get some of it done. He waited until it was 10 minutes from when I had to leave to come to my desk and tell me he'd show me what to do. Then he ended up telling me that he'd just do it since I had to leave(I'm not allowed overtime) and he'd be staying overtime anyways. Ok, cool except I received an email this morning that the work isn't even started and that I'll have to do it today. -_-
JGB2009
04-12-2019, 04:20 AM
These kick ass! I had a slight issue like you too and only used two before noticing amazing results. I also recommend making pussy probiotics. I get a probiotic specific for vaginal health, break open the capsule, mix it with coconut oil, freeze and insert.
I never had a yeast infection or imbalance of any kind up until last summer and that was when I was on birth control. I am a huge believer in natural remedies but tried a few otc remedies and I had a few more issues after the typical otc treatments. I am 36 so my body responds differently now and I admit I was having unprotected sex with my lover at the time. After the second yeast infection and lovely uti combo, I scared myself straight reading horror stories about imbalances, UTI's and yeast infections becoming these recurring problems and women going thru rounds of antibiotics for years. They are not the answer and the remedies were so simple. It is so sad that the feminine health industry is so skewed and that is why so many women have these issues.
I use my boric acid sometimes after my period, and my pussy probiotics the day after that when ph balance naturally is a bit off. Other than that, just a few days of inserting these at night did the trick for me. My first bout I also used a hydrogen peroxide douche that I made with distilled water. It provided instant relief and the probiotics are so important to re-introduce good bacteria. Nothing since, even if I do not use them after my period.
What probiotic do you use?
SnuffleUffleGrass
04-12-2019, 07:37 AM
This is a terrible confession but I've been gleeful in my heart since one of my relatives had Child Protective Services called on her months ago. Her mental health has suffered somewhat because the event is a HONEST reminder of what a shitty parent she is.
Hate to say it but parenting is not for the weak or lazy and she needed that brutal wake up call. Sucks for the kids but they're stuck with her.
miss.a.p1600
04-12-2019, 07:49 AM
What probiotic do you use?
I might add that I’ve had success with the probiotic oral pills the ones specifically for “feminine health”
AZO and rePHresh are good brands
seashell
04-12-2019, 01:15 PM
I have a couple of dates with different guys coming up, and my hobo traveling self has literally nothing to wear. Everything I own is black and my only shoes are winter boots.
miss.a.p1600
04-12-2019, 03:23 PM
Decided to grab some random Pinot Grigio (I always do merlot) and it turned out to be pretty tasty.
And why have I had 4 sips - and already buzzing
SnuffleUffleGrass
04-13-2019, 09:13 AM
Decided to grab some random Pinot Grigio (I always do merlot) and it turned out to be pretty tasty.
And why have I had 4 sips - and already buzzing
Niceeee. I'm on break from booze but I really miss wine buzzes
JGB2009
04-13-2019, 09:17 AM
I confess I am kind of getting bored of the guy I am seeing. The last two times we have had sex it has been kind of blah. Plus I am normally used to how over affectionate he is. Then again I sometimes want my space and not want all the affection. Do I even make sense. Blahhhh IDK.....hopefully this isn't a permanent feeling.
miss.a.p1600
04-13-2019, 04:21 PM
Niceeee. I'm on break from booze but I really miss wine buzzes
I should be on a break from booze cause I’m trying to stay slim but I reaaaalllllly miss my Mary Jane friend and I guess I’m making a substitution when I should just do without
Glamourmilf
04-14-2019, 04:31 AM
Well, it's official. Today marks 2 years since I've had sex.:O
Confession is that I really didn't miss it.
It's only recently since I started taking testosterone that I think about it.
I'm just concerned about getting a disease, and, or having bad sex.
:-\
miss.a.p1600
04-14-2019, 08:15 AM
^same
Like I cringe thinking about the mediocre sex I had in the past and thinking that shit was normal. I pretty much need an absolute guarantee of orgasmic pleasure (and something of financial value) or I refuse to waste my time and my pussy will be preserved
I’m pretty much taking a break from male shenanigans right now
queenelayliah
04-14-2019, 09:16 AM
So like yesterday for the first time in 2 years my pussy got some dick and it absolutely sucked. I was finally able to fuck my ex because my period finally stopped after 65 days of bleeding! . But the sex absolutely sucked!
He’s soo small, he’s only about 5” and then me being plus size doesn't help at all. He had a really hard time putting it in, and then when he did I barely felt it all. He was able to cum and he was satisfied but again I barely felt it. I had to squeeze my pussy muscles hard or he would constantly slip out. It felt like just the head of my dildo was poking me. I feel so embarrassed, because I know if I was skinner it could have gone deeper. But at least i get food, pocket money and cuddle time out of it.
xStacey
04-14-2019, 07:51 PM
I'm 25, turning 26 this summer... I am excited to embark on my new professional career, to pay off all my debts, to buy my own condo in 2-3 years max, to have good investments, to have my TFSA and RRSP maxed out, to be able to do whatever I want when I have time, to travel, afford nice things and not have to worry about the ephemeral nature of sex work while I spoil myself, but at the same time I am less thrilled because it would mean I am aging and will be closer to 30... I am very afraid of aging. My mom has been so depressed since my father died, she never looked old, but suddenly she looks so old and frail, I never noticed she had so many wrinkles. I am afraid it will be my turn soon, and time flies. But when I shop at the mall or go out to dine at restaurants and am served by 18 years old girls... I am so glad I am over that phase, but I also wonder if that was how I really looked and if that was my attitude at that age haha, so pretentious, thinking they are the shit when they are just starting life!
Glamourmilf
04-14-2019, 08:56 PM
^same
Like I cringe thinking about the mediocre sex I had in the past and thinking that shit was normal. I pretty much need an absolute guarantee of orgasmic pleasure (and something of financial value) or I refuse to waste my time and my pussy will be preserved
I’m pretty much taking a break from male shenanigans right now
Yes! Case in point.⬇️⬇️⬇️⬇️
So like yesterday for the first time in 2 years my pussy got some dick and it absolutely sucked. I was finally able to fuck my ex because my period finally stopped after 65 days of bleeding! . But the sex absolutely sucked!
He’s soo small, he’s only about 5” and then me being plus size doesn't help at all. He had a really hard time putting it in, and then when he did I barely felt it all. He was able to cum and he was satisfied but again I barely felt it. I had to squeeze my pussy muscles hard or he would constantly slip out. It felt like just the head of my dildo was poking me. I feel so embarrassed, because I know if I was skinner it could have gone deeper. But at least i get food, pocket money and cuddle time out of it.
queenelayliah
04-15-2019, 07:36 AM
Congrats on your new journey. Yeah I feel you about the aging thing, when I turned 25 i had a quarter life crisis and was super depressed when my birthday came around. Im now 26 about to turn 27 this summer and i just feel even older. Hopefully the both of us can come to terms with our aging lol.
I'm 25, turning 26 this summer... I am excited to embark on my new professional career, to pay off all my debts, to buy my own condo in 2-3 years max, to have good investments, to have my TFSA and RRSP maxed out, to be able to do whatever I want when I have time, to travel, afford nice things and not have to worry about the ephemeral nature of sex work while I spoil myself, but at the same time I am less thrilled because it would mean I am aging and will be closer to 30... I am very afraid of aging. My mom has been so depressed since my father died, she never looked old, but suddenly she looks so old and frail, I never noticed she had so many wrinkles. I am afraid it will be my turn soon, and time flies. But when I shop at the mall or go out to dine at restaurants and am served by 18 years old girls... I am so glad I am over that phase, but I also wonder if that was how I really looked and if that was my attitude at that age haha, so pretentious, thinking they are the shit when they are just starting life!
charlie61
04-17-2019, 11:07 AM
I've temporarily stopped drinking alcohol and coffee (for overall physical and mental health), and I'm considering making this a permanent thing. I may have a single drink on rare occasion. Previously I'd only drink alcohol 1-2/week and coffee 1-2x/week as well. I'm so into optimal health that this is like an extended, fun experiment for me!