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_Avery_
10-26-2010, 02:52 PM
Aww...the next person in my life will be a Cancer ;)
kaiarose
10-26-2010, 03:01 PM
It took me a second but I get it now...LOL.. AWWW!
sananeko
10-26-2010, 04:39 PM
I'm going to hate driving to texas..
_Avery_
10-26-2010, 04:52 PM
Well, I confess:
Around July 3, 2011, Gage will have a new brother or sister. :)
solenia
10-26-2010, 05:19 PM
K
Well, I confess:
Around July 3, 2011, Gage will have a new brother or sister. :)
:D
Yay!!!!!!
carmen_b
10-26-2010, 05:22 PM
I just did my lowest week in 2010 and felt miserable. Part of that was because I only worked two shifts then gave up part way through the third, but I was *miserable* and could not take it. Hmmm...there are a lot of girls reporting miserable weeks. In a way, I'm glad it isn't just me, but I hate to think of that shit happening to other people or happening often also.
I worked 2 days last week, and made a total of $250 bucg. ks. Lowest week for me, EVER.
I think I'm already burned out, and I think I want to quit dancing. I just can't do this anymore.
carmen_b
10-26-2010, 06:12 PM
UGH. I'm having such a hard time resisting this Vegas trip my ex bf ( the one I was with forever, like 8 years ) .
He wants to pick me up at 10 a.m. thursday. It's getting cold where I am. I'd have a hot latte in my hand and be in a two seater sports car headed towards *!*Sun*!* Thursday if I go.
I am seeing J who I generally like but he has been driving me nuts with his low libido bullshit. Going to Vegas with an ex .... that is just something that is not smart. M say the trip would be "friendly " though, so is it so bad to go with my friend M on this trip ? I have moved away from my friend M ( he would not leave the suburb I hated living in and I finally left ) . Tell me what to do.
charlie61
10-26-2010, 07:16 PM
^ Do what you want. Even if it's wrong. Sounds like you have no chains holding you to anyone, so go with your gut.
Flip a coin--one side is going to Vegas and the other is staying. Instead of looking at the coin, flip it and then ask yourself which side you want it to land on.
DirtyLittleSecret
10-26-2010, 08:00 PM
...Oh look! A downward spiral, let me go chase it!!!!
I feel depressions cold hands on my neck. Hatred for everything slip into my throat like a huge lump. I could really use a manual for life right now. I'm sick of feeling like i have no purpose and that life lives AROUND me (alas avoiding me).
I need a drug...something...just to numb me. Make forget that i live a pointless existence.
OH, P.S Everyone around me is pregnant now and i'm disgustingly jealous. Thanks life, fuckin me in the ass with no lube i see.
_Avery_
10-27-2010, 08:11 AM
OH, P.S Everyone around me is pregnant now and i'm disgustingly jealous. Thanks life, fuckin me in the ass with no lube i see.
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deedee at the beach
10-27-2010, 08:27 AM
I have a crush on my DJ. He's totally cool and he's also NOT physically attractive. In any way really. I actually masturbated thinking about him today. I'm also happily married.
OMG...LOL...I love this! I loved the fact that you masterbated about this DJ. I think about masterbating to men I'm not really attracted to either but all I need is my imagination and it goes a long way...
Arianna419
10-27-2010, 08:33 AM
Congrats Avery! Our sons are about the same age and I've been wanting another too, but we just can't right now.
It sucks your hubby is being an ass about it... how can he look at your little guy and NOT want another?!
tempest666
10-27-2010, 08:41 AM
We went down to Maryland to visit his brother. Got stuck for 3 days when the beetle broke down. Everytime his brother brought up his kids or his ex it was a knife in my heart. Sometimes it hurts to know that he loved someone else and had kids with them. I know he loves his kids.... I'm glad. But it still hurts
DirtyLittleSecret
10-27-2010, 09:09 AM
If it makes you feel any better, my husband isn't supportive at all. :'(
He's making me feel like complete shit about it.
When honestly, I'm really excited about it.
Which is a reason why I brought up that abortion thread.
Not that I plan on getting one, just was genuinely curious as what people thought about it.
He and I haven't really said much to each other since I found out the other day.
The one person who I WANT to be excited with me, isn't. :'(
Girl, i am thrilled for you. So don't take it the wrong way! I was like OMG, yeeaaah when i finally figured out your FB status. It was just my "baby fever" jumping out again. You know how that goes. My SO would be the same way if i were to get pregnant right now. I hope he comes around for you.
You are now the 4th person to become pregnant since last month, must me something in the water!
tempest666
10-27-2010, 09:50 AM
This is why I hate hanging out with nonstrippers -_- We were staying at his brothers house while we were stuck. His brother is dating this chick who seemed cool with me. We slept in his brothers massive king size bed, me and Chris were cuddled next to each other like we always do.
Next morning, bro's girlfriend is raising holy hell because "she's a stripper and you had her in your bed" Nevermind that the bed could accomodate Mo'nique and gabby sidibe with room to spare. Or the fact that I'm passionately in love with his BROTHER!!!! Jesus bitches are dumb!!!!!!!!!!
Kellydancer
10-27-2010, 08:17 PM
Tempest, I've had that problem too but I don't think it's so much being strippers as "normal" women are jealous of sexy gals. I've been accused of sleeping with so many husband's that if I had slept with all of them I wouldn't have a life outside of sex (btw I've only ever slept with one married man and that was a fling because sleeping with a married man was my fantasy).
Glamgirl
10-28-2010, 04:12 AM
Met up with this guy i had been messaging yesterday. He is really sweet and hot in a geek chic way and we went back to his. Didnt expect to do anything but he pounded me so hard i ache all over today!! I think he had the hardest cock ever and once he was done he was ready to go again in seconds!! I think he also had tha ability to breath through his ears as he couldnt get enough of my lady bits, i like it really deep and he gave it to me so deep it hurt so good!
Sorry i havent been laid let alone laid properly in a while!
It was such a shock this skinny Michael Cera lookalike with glasses being an animal in the bedroom!
tempest666
10-28-2010, 08:13 AM
Tempest, I've had that problem too but I don't think it's so much being strippers as "normal" women are jealous of sexy gals. I've been accused of sleeping with so many husband's that if I had slept with all of them I wouldn't have a life outside of sex (btw I've only ever slept with one married man and that was a fling because sleeping with a married man was my fantasy).
She's a pretty girl in her own right so I don't see why she's jealous of me:shrug:
Chris and Bobby are VERY different when it comes to style. Bobby likes the preppy look, and Chris, well y'all know what Chris likes. }:D
shasta
10-28-2010, 10:13 AM
This is why I hate hanging out with nonstrippers -_- We were staying at his brothers house while we were stuck. His brother is dating this chick who seemed cool with me. We slept in his brothers massive king size bed, me and Chris were cuddled next to each other like we always do.
Next morning, bro's girlfriend is raising holy hell because "she's a stripper and you had her in your bed" Nevermind that the bed could accomodate Mo'nique and gabby sidibe with room to spare. Or the fact that I'm passionately in love with his BROTHER!!!! Jesus bitches are dumb!!!!!!!!!!
I don't think that has anything to do with being a non-striper. I wouldn't want another girl in bed with my man and I have been a stripper for a LONG time.
Tasha_xoxo
10-28-2010, 11:29 AM
Met up with this guy i had been messaging yesterday. He is really sweet and hot in a geek chic way and we went back to his. Didnt expect to do anything but he pounded me so hard i ache all over today!! I think he had the hardest cock ever and once he was done he was ready to go again in seconds!! I think he also had tha ability to breath through his ears as he couldnt get enough of my lady bits, i like it really deep and he gave it to me so deep it hurt so good!
Sorry i havent been laid let alone laid properly in a while!
It was such a shock this skinny Michael Cera lookalike with glasses being an animal in the bedroom!
damn im jealous!
Firewall
10-28-2010, 11:33 AM
^ Ditto. I like em nerdy and it seems it'd be rare to find one that could actually fuck. woo!
Tasha_xoxo
10-28-2010, 11:41 AM
^^ exactly im kinda surprised,,
im gonna see nerdy guys in a total different way,,lol.
Arialandre
10-28-2010, 11:51 AM
Alriiiight, My first confession on here. Straight up I am DIEING to run to the liquor store and down a bottle of wine like ASAP before work. I got a job at an optometrist office and I fucking HATE it. I think I have had a drink before each shift now and today is only day three. I just fucking hate it there. I'm even going in my bright red camming wig today and semi-stripper make-up if only to feel something familiar. So I'm trying to figure out if I can smuggle in a mickey of vodka because seriously, I fucking hate this job but camming was soooo slooow and I needed money. Fuck. Fuck fuck. That's right my job is turning me into a fucking boozer, hahahah. I just sit there staring at the clock counting down the time, pretending to be soooo interested in all this medical shit when all I want to do is stab one of the little metal rulers into my eye. I am in NO WAY cut out for this job. My co-workers are ok but we are just soooo different. Well duh they are all technical and medical abd shit. I am a total imposter! I got the job simply because I'm really good at getting jobs, it's like a gift. I could walk into an interview naked and dance around with a tea cosy on my head covered in mud and get hired. And I have to leave the house to go in about 10 minutes and I just want to have a panic attack and start throwing shit around the apartment. Vanilla jobs make me a little psychotic. Always have. Also I have mega harsh cramps today. Fuckitty fuck fuck fuck...
Tasha_xoxo
10-28-2010, 12:09 PM
get some liquor and down that shit,,
hating a job and havin to be there sucks!
im really good at gettin jobs too,,
iv never had to actually go find one i just get them.
kaiarose
10-28-2010, 01:31 PM
Wow. I was thisclose to being unfaithful today :-\ :-[ Thank god my daughter ended up not having school.. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with my mind... seriously!!! I just got married 2 months ago, am absolutely totally in love with my husband.. our sex life is amazing, so I don't get it. This guy that this was going to happen with is absolutely gorgeous. However, it was just going to be sex. I have no emotional attachment to this guy. I'm so ashamed of myself :(
Kellydancer
10-28-2010, 01:39 PM
^ Ditto. I like em nerdy and it seems it'd be rare to find one that could actually fuck. woo!
I love nerdy guys. These are the guys I try to find and they are harder to find than the big fat slob types. I'll find myself watching a movie or a tv show with nerds and wanting to fuck these guys more than the hot guy.
Jessie_tinydancer
10-28-2010, 03:09 PM
Wow. I was thisclose to being unfaithful today :-\ :-[ Thank god my daughter ended up not having school.. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with my mind... seriously!!! I just got married 2 months ago, am absolutely totally in love with my husband.. our sex life is amazing, so I don't get it. This guy that this was going to happen with is absolutely gorgeous. However, it was just going to be sex. I have no emotional attachment to this guy. I'm so ashamed of myself :(
Dont be ashamed. You are human. And you didnt do it which is a lot more successful than most would be. You managed your animal instincts and that is no easy task.
Glamgirl
10-28-2010, 03:30 PM
I love nerdy guys. These are the guys I try to find and they are harder to find than the big fat slob types. I'll find myself watching a movie or a tv show with nerds and wanting to fuck these guys more than the hot guy.
Well i found one and he is awesome! Pure hotness!! AND he can fuck!!!!!! Like really!!! He loves going down and hes actually good at it, guys i have been with have been a bit squeamish about it all but he gets his tongue right in there and.....anyway ill stop gushing now!!!
On a sweet note he sent me a txt earlier saying he really liked me:)
Kellydancer
10-28-2010, 04:09 PM
Well i found one and he is awesome! Pure hotness!! AND he can fuck!!!!!! Like really!!! He loves going down and hes actually good at it, guys i have been with have been a bit squeamish about it all but he gets his tongue right in there and.....anyway ill stop gushing now!!!
On a sweet note he sent me a txt earlier saying he really liked me:)
Please send him to me or clone him. He sounds so good. My choices are to wait for the guy I want (he's nerdy) to hopefully come around or date one of the big fat slobs around here. Yuck. Finding a nerd should be my next goal.
_Avery_
10-28-2010, 05:01 PM
Wow. I was thisclose to being unfaithful today :-\ :-[ Thank god my daughter ended up not having school.. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with my mind... seriously!!! I just got married 2 months ago, am absolutely totally in love with my husband.. our sex life is amazing, so I don't get it. This guy that this was going to happen with is absolutely gorgeous. However, it was just going to be sex. I have no emotional attachment to this guy. I'm so ashamed of myself :(
Don't be ashamed, it's a good thing your daughter was home today.
Everything happens for a reason. I think you might've felt worse if you HAD done something, so everything worked out. It's okay to have thoughts and feelings. Everyone does. :)
Was it that guy you've been talking about?
JayATee
10-28-2010, 05:06 PM
Well i found one and he is awesome! Pure hotness!! AND he can fuck!!!!!! Like really!!! He loves going down and hes actually good at it, guys i have been with have been a bit squeamish about it all but he gets his tongue right in there and.....anyway ill stop gushing now!!!
On a sweet note he sent me a txt earlier saying he really liked me:)
Omg I know what this is like. The guy I'm seeing is like porn star status. I've never been with anyone I would say that about! Dude, he actually picked me up off the bed the other night and held me with my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck and fucked me standing up. No wall to lean on, no xtra help and seriously.... OMFG.
Promnesiac
10-28-2010, 05:07 PM
Well, I confess:
Around July 3, 2011, Gage will have a new brother or sister. :)
Congratulations, Avery!!!!!!!
deedee at the beach
10-28-2010, 07:58 PM
Omg I know what this is like. The guy I'm seeing is like porn star status. I've never been with anyone I would say that about! Dude, he actually picked me up off the bed the other night and held me with my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck and fucked me standing up. No wall to lean on, no xtra help and seriously.... OMFG.
NICE...that's so fucking hot!! Can't go wrong with a guy who KNOWS how to fuck!
jennsweet
10-29-2010, 12:11 AM
Omg I know what this is like. The guy I'm seeing is like porn star status. I've never been with anyone I would say that about! Dude, he actually picked me up off the bed the other night and held me with my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck and fucked me standing up. No wall to lean on, no xtra help and seriously.... OMFG.
i'm biting my lip:) pornstar status is essential.
Kellydancer
10-29-2010, 12:45 AM
My confession is I'm considering participating in threesome with two guys. Screw this waiting for the guy I want. Since he's not coming back (at least for now) I'll just go and screw whomever I feel like. Since I will probably be alone the rest of my life, I can't be celibate the rest of my life.
sananeko
10-29-2010, 01:46 AM
No idea what to do for Halloween.. No costume, not in the mood for iowa's sad haunted houses.. and no candy.. I better be getting hours of breaking the bed sex or I'm going to scream..
deedee at the beach
10-29-2010, 07:11 AM
My confession is I'm considering participating in threesome with two guys. Screw this waiting for the guy I want. Since he's not coming back (at least for now) I'll just go and screw whomever I feel like. Since I will probably be alone the rest of my life, I can't be celibate the rest of my life.
Ah Girl, I've read most of your posts, whilst you say that you will probably be alone the rest of your life, you won't be, unless you REALLY want to be, am I correct?? I'm sensing some sort of self-loathing in the tone of your response?
JayATee
10-29-2010, 09:08 AM
NICE...that's so fucking hot!! Can't go wrong with a guy who KNOWS how to fuck!
i'm biting my lip:) pornstar status is essential.
I've had good sex don't get me wrong, but holy shit... he's amazing!!!! I'm smiling just thinking about it. ;D }:D
kaiarose
10-29-2010, 10:05 AM
Don't be ashamed, it's a good thing your daughter was home today.
Everything happens for a reason. I think you might've felt worse if you HAD done something, so everything worked out. It's okay to have thoughts and feelings. Everyone does. :)
Was it that guy you've been talking about?
Yes it was. On Wed night when Kaia told me she had school I was actually really relieved. I texted him and told him that I was actually relieved that she had school and that this whole thing was wrong and unfair and that we shouldn't talk anymore. I deleted his number and everything. And you're right, I feel better knowing I didn't do it.. I just feel horrible because I have no reason to do it. And if I had done it, I was going to just come back home like nothing had happened.. WTF??! :O
Glamgirl
10-29-2010, 10:28 AM
Please send him to me or clone him. He sounds so good. My choices are to wait for the guy I want (he's nerdy) to hopefully come around or date one of the big fat slobs around here. Yuck. Finding a nerd should be my next goal.
Hehe well he came to me, i never thought guys like that would be into me!! I am mega curvy with big hips and boobs and figured skinny indie guys liked girls with athletic builds but turns out he loves voluptuous women!
And my god ive never been fucked so deep, like omg he was shushing me a bit it was that good!
Kellydancer
10-29-2010, 11:14 AM
Ah Girl, I've read most of your posts, whilst you say that you will probably be alone the rest of your life, you won't be, unless you REALLY want to be, am I correct?? I'm sensing some sort of self-loathing in the tone of your response?
I really don't know anymore. There's one guy I love but no idea if he'll come around. If he doesn't I suspect I'll never find someone else. Most of the guys around my age have either been married and have kids (a definite never) or are just looking for sex. I know I shouldn't worry but it's kind of scary.
jennsweet
10-29-2010, 11:30 AM
I've had good sex don't get me wrong, but holy shit... he's amazing!!!! I'm smiling just thinking about it. ;D }:D
unfair!!! details plz!!!!!
kaiarose
10-29-2010, 12:51 PM
dont be ashamed. You are human. And you didnt do it which is a lot more successful than most would be. You managed your animal instincts and that is no easy task.
thank you :)
kaiarose
10-29-2010, 03:25 PM
I confess: I steal pics from the Funny Pics Thread and put them on my facebook. Everyone thinks *I'm* so hilarious.... LOL.. Thanks Margaritavillian (even tho he can't see this!)
Glamgirl
10-29-2010, 03:28 PM
Haha i do that with the photobomb thread all the time!!
*Jade*Love
10-30-2010, 12:53 AM
I skipped work tonight to hang out with my bf cause he's home for the wknd........and he played video games, went to the gym, and fell asleep at 9pm.
So I watched a movie by myself and now I'm here in the bathtub with my iPad (over the edge - I'm paranoid!) surrounded by candles with a michelob ultra and my vibrator :) life ain't so bad
4everresolutions
10-30-2010, 02:21 AM
^not so bad? That sounds ideal to me! Haha! Perhaps red wine in place of beer though...Hmmm
Now you've given me an idea...
deedee at the beach
10-30-2010, 05:22 PM
I really don't know anymore. There's one guy I love but no idea if he'll come around. If he doesn't I suspect I'll never find someone else. Most of the guys around my age have either been married and have kids (a definite never) or are just looking for sex. I know I shouldn't worry but it's kind of scary.
Does this guy you love, know that you love him? Have you communicated that to him? And when you say you don't know if he'll come around, what does that mean?
I'm kinda going through the same thing with this dude of mine...he's never been married and doesn't have kids which makes him a great catch (no baggage) but he TOLD me he doesn't want to have a serious relationship now, I'm so completely and totally hurt by this b/c it sorta caught me off -guard, he told me shit like I want to spend forever with you and he feels good about us, and that he loved me, etc, etc. after he told me this I told him I couldn't have this "long distance" thing anymore b/c I wasn't moving back to Chicago and he wasn't going to move here...and he totally changed things around now, where we don't even communicate anymore...so idk, I'm really upset about this....
prettysammie
10-30-2010, 07:33 PM
No idea what to do for Halloween.. No costume, not in the mood for iowa's sad haunted houses.. and no candy.. I better be getting hours of breaking the bed sex or I'm going to scream..
I'm about to head out for a night of Halloween parties. My friends all bailed on me so I'm by myself. If I don't get laid by some handsome stranger or strangers tonight, I'm going to consider it a total failure. I'm going to be drunk, alone, and my costume is slutty enough that I'm even shocking myself. I've never done more than one guy before, but I've always wanted to. And tonight's going to be my night. I'm going to going to get my brains fucked out till I can't walk until Tuesday. }:D
I'm sure I'm just going to chicken out, dance and make out a little and cry myself to sleep alone. ::) I'm serious though, if I don't have at least a constant string of guys wanting to dance with me, I'm going to feel really ugly and undesirable.
Ok, wish me luck! ;D
Kellydancer
10-30-2010, 10:11 PM
Does this guy you love, know that you love him? Have you communicated that to him? And when you say you don't know if he'll come around, what does that mean?
I'm kinda going through the same thing with this dude of mine...he's never been married and doesn't have kids which makes him a great catch (no baggage) but he TOLD me he doesn't want to have a serious relationship now, I'm so completely and totally hurt by this b/c it sorta caught me off -guard, he told me shit like I want to spend forever with you and he feels good about us, and that he loved me, etc, etc. after he told me this I told him I couldn't have this "long distance" thing anymore b/c I wasn't moving back to Chicago and he wasn't going to move here...and he totally changed things around now, where we don't even communicate anymore...so idk, I'm really upset about this....
I haven't said I love him I don't think (I do though), but did write a heartfelt email where I spilled everything out. When I say I'm not sure he'll come around is because I thought by now we'd be more serious. We don't see each other much or even talk. He told me he needed to take it slow (which I agreed) but then he started asking me to be his girlfriend. I thought we were an item, and then he said he could never get serious because "women nag". He broke my heart, I didn't hear from him for three months, then he popped out of the woodwork (when I was healing) and told me he needed to tell me everything. So he spilled his guts, including that he wants a wife and a family but is afraid. He even mentioned he'd give me a better Valentines next year because he was so rotten last one. He even implied by a better Valentines that he meant getting engaged. Then when I thought we were breaking through he disappeared again. I even told him I planned to move by him (I actually plan this but not because of him). Part of me tells me to forget him (or at least keep myself busy) but then another part tells me to hold on. He's probably expecting me to contact him but I refuse to.
It really is an issue because I honestly don't know anymore. I'm afraid that if I find someone else he'll come around, I'll want to be with him and hurt someone else. Then I say that maybe I'll meet someone better and question why I wasted time on him. Then I look at the fact I am 39 (40 in January) and there aren't all that many never married guys without kids. People have told me I should give men with kids a chance, but I have dated dads and it's way too much drama (I'd rather be alone than with a dad). It's so funny because I've broken up with guys I dated for years, even lived with with little pain (I broke up with these guys) but with him it feels different, like he's my soulmate. Is it because he really is or because I want him to be, knowing guys like him are harder to find? I really don't know. I know in my heart my job situation needs to come first and right now I can't get serious, but it does scare me.