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carmen_b
10-09-2019, 10:04 AM
^ For many people working more than 40 hours a week is a DIRECT pathway to depression / anxiety ect. !
WTF is wrong with these places ? Why not hire another person part time instead of force that person to work 60 ?

Anyway ...... I could go on and on . This is a life platform of sorts for me ( it's a key reason I want to travel to cheaper countries ).
I can live somewhere cheaper and work less ( I am one of the really really lucky ones ).

YES ...... a good chunk of that 40 is just time wasting for many people. Give them 32 hours to work with .... they can probably cut out the bullshit and still get the work done !

Aurora_Sunset
10-09-2019, 11:48 AM
Looking over my real estate textbook, I'm getting really nervous about the demands of the accelerated course. But I already paid for it, so there's no backing out now. And I know it will end well.

Also, completely unrelated, I really want to go to Japan. It's been my dream since high school to teach English there. While that may never happen now, it's really been on my mind lately that going is a bucket-list item that I can't wait until my later years to check off. I really need to start planning to do it.

WendiStarr
10-09-2019, 02:04 PM
I've been applying to both work from home vanilla jobs and vanilla jobs that I'd have to work from their office. I got an email for an interview and I'm interested in the job, yet at the same time I'm not sure I want to be tied to a 9-5 job that I'd have to show up to in person every day. I'm 5 and a half months pregnant right now. I'm not disclosing this to any potential employers. I feel like when I go to any vanilla job interview, they're going to automatically reject me because I'm pregnant. Lets say even if I was able to hide my baby bump, realistically speaking I'd only be working until mid to end of January anyways. I want to work a vanilla job but I want it to be a work from home job. I feel like I should just not bother applying to any more non-work from home vanilla jobs because whenever I get an interview for a non-work from home job, I end up thinking "why bother?" and that they're probably going to reject me anyways.

charlie61
10-09-2019, 07:59 PM
I envy people who have dreams - small dreams, big dreams... Here i am, just... existing...

queenelayliah
10-10-2019, 12:41 AM
I envy people who have dreams - small dreams, big dreams... Here i am, just... existing...

���� I know exactly, and i mean exactly how you feel. Your not alone in feeling this way. This has been plaguing my mind since 2015.



Also, completely unrelated, I really want to go to Japan. It's been my dream since high school to teach English there. While that may never happen now, it's really been on my mind lately that going is a bucket-list item that I can't wait until my later years to check off. I really need to start planning to do it.

Do it! I had the same thought to do it but i had thought about teaching in korea. 1) because of the money i can earn and how much money i could save as well. But im a 6ft tall, obese, dark skin, natural hair black woman. I will definitely stand out, it’s hard to find clothes in america for my fat, tall body it will be impossible to find clothes there especially bras. Im a 46 e cup. Then i also heard about discrimination in hiring practices when it comes to non whites applying.

But anyway enough negative nancy, i hope you fulfill your dreams.


I've been applying to both work from home vanilla jobs and vanilla jobs that I'd have to work from their office. I got an email for an interview and I'm interested in the job, yet at the same time I'm not sure I want to be tied to a 9-5 job that I'd have to show up to in person every day. I'm 5 and a half months pregnant right now. I'm not disclosing this to any potential employers. I feel like when I go to any vanilla job interview, they're going to automatically reject me because I'm pregnant. Lets say even if I was able to hide my baby bump, realistically speaking I'd only be working until mid to end of January anyways. I want to work a vanilla job but I want it to be a work from home job. I feel like I should just not bother applying to any more non-work from home vanilla jobs because whenever I get an interview for a non-work from home job, I end up thinking "why bother?" and that they're probably going to reject me anyways.

I know how you feel. May i ask what work at home jobs have you been applying too. I found a few but i do want a vanilla job i can do from home. I wish you the best in your job search and your pregnancy.

baer45
10-10-2019, 08:36 AM
I've been applying to both work from home vanilla jobs and vanilla jobs that I'd have to work from their office. I got an email for an interview and I'm interested in the job, yet at the same time I'm not sure I want to be tied to a 9-5 job that I'd have to show up to in person every day. I'm 5 and a half months pregnant right now. I'm not disclosing this to any potential employers. I feel like when I go to any vanilla job interview, they're going to automatically reject me because I'm pregnant. Lets say even if I was able to hide my baby bump, realistically speaking I'd only be working until mid to end of January anyways. I want to work a vanilla job but I want it to be a work from home job. I feel like I should just not bother applying to any more non-work from home vanilla jobs because whenever I get an interview for a non-work from home job, I end up thinking "why bother?" and that they're probably going to reject me anyways.

Chances of hiring a pregnant woman is very slim. You are absolutely right about that. I was hired as a contactor a few times because someone took maternity leave.

SnuffleUffleGrass
10-10-2019, 11:29 AM
I've been applying to both work from home vanilla jobs and vanilla jobs that I'd have to work from their office. I got an email for an interview and I'm interested in the job, yet at the same time I'm not sure I want to be tied to a 9-5 job that I'd have to show up to in person every day. I'm 5 and a half months pregnant right now. I'm not disclosing this to any potential employers. I feel like when I go to any vanilla job interview, they're going to automatically reject me because I'm pregnant. Lets say even if I was able to hide my baby bump, realistically speaking I'd only be working until mid to end of January anyways. I want to work a vanilla job but I want it to be a work from home job. I feel like I should just not bother applying to any more non-work from home vanilla jobs because whenever I get an interview for a non-work from home job, I end up thinking "why bother?" and that they're probably going to reject me anyways.

Have you thought about jobs where you do commercial building cleaning? It's usually very light cleaning b/c commercial office buildings are kept clean anyways. IMO it's safer than cleaning houses and it pays well.

MissTay
10-10-2019, 02:48 PM
I'm still experimenting with a lot sexually but one thing on the bucket list is anal sex. Met a guy and seems like he's got the perfect dick to be my first but I want him to earn it :o

chocolatebombshell
10-10-2019, 10:40 PM
I’m soooo in the negative with my bills! I hate thinking that being in school is being more a negative than positive RIGHT now. I’m not able to travel to other clubs because of school & the club is pathetically slow and my vanilla job paycheck is an even bigger joke. I legit don’t know what to do and I literally wake up thinking of it, so sick of it.

miss.a.p1600
10-11-2019, 05:30 AM
I saw this man standing outside of the dollar store, on his phone, who I couldn't help but stare at.
He was totally my type, which seldom happens.
He was talking to someone about flights he needed to take, which led me to believe he's not from around here.
He stopped talking to look at me dead in the eye.
I forgot that I had my lighter tinted sunglasses on, so he probably wondered why I was staring.
Oops.
When I looked back, I noticed that he was helping an elderly lady into his car.
Probably his mom? Uber? Aw.
I like him even MORE now.
I definitely would have given up my celibacy to him.
Nice fodder for my "alone" time, if you get my drift.

yes!!!

at my previous employer there were several physically attractive men. They looked like male strippers in their past lives. I would use them for solo fantasy material and had to do this pretty much every day before work so I wouldn’t look thirsty. I think I still looked thirsty though, couldn’t help it.

its crazy when I think about it cause I don’t have a high sex drive as it is but something about being surrounded by testosterone made me change how I felt and acted

miss.a.p1600
10-11-2019, 06:02 AM
^ For many people working more than 40 hours a week is a DIRECT pathway to depression / anxiety ect. !
WTF is wrong with these places ? Why not hire another person part time instead of force that person to work 60 ?

Anyway ...... I could go on and on . This is a life platform of sorts for me ( it's a key reason I want to travel to cheaper countries ).
I can live somewhere cheaper and work less ( I am one of the really really lucky ones ).

YES ...... a good chunk of that 40 is just time wasting for many people. Give them 32 hours to work with .... they can probably cut out the bullshit and still get the work done !

My former employer had us working 2-3 roles which often times had zero to do with the degrees we had. Like why dis you hire me to do xyz job which requires abc degrees then have me filling in for your damn secretary. Just hire 2 secretaries and problem solved.

Most companies will will try to cut corners anyway they can then you just have to pretend to be happy performing corporate “slavery”

this same employer also also had the gall to be like “oh we want you to have work life balance” whilst piling on tons of work daily.

Glamourmilf
10-11-2019, 06:46 AM
yes!!!

at my previous employer there were several physically attractive men. They looked like male strippers in their past lives. I would use them for solo fantasy material and had to do this pretty much every day before work so I wouldn’t look thirsty. I think I still looked thirsty though, couldn’t help it.

its crazy when I think about it cause I don’t have a high sex drive as it is but something about being surrounded by testosterone made me change how I felt and acted

I love being surrounded by testosterone too (Add to that the fact that I'm taking testosterone), and it's one big Horn fest.
I despise LA, but do miss being around gorgeous men everywhere.
In LA, even the garbage men and street sweepers are male stripper hot. Lol!
Where I now live, the men are a freak show. A bona fide parade of uglyness.:'(
It's so demotivating.
I went on the Facebook dating section yesterday.
All the men on there in my area are so hideous.
The worst part is that their profile pic is one where they have included their kids.
Nope. Not going to even ATTEMPT to date a guy with kids.

Aurora_Sunset
10-12-2019, 11:41 AM
Every time I pick up watching a series that has already finished, or just has a lot of seasons, I try so hard to keep myself from seeking spoilers or watching the end. But I almost always ruin it for myself and wind up watching the finale or looking for synopses online to "read ahead" of where I am in the show.

I hate that I do it to myself, because I really like watching through something cold and being surprised and suspenseful of how things will turn out. And there's always a better feeling watching a good finale when you don't know what's coming. But I just can't help myself...

I think the only shows I've managed to not spoil for myself are Breaking Bad and The L Word, because they didn't have a ton of seasons and I also watched them during a year where I had pretty much nothing else going on my life except binging TV all day.

Aurora_Sunset
10-12-2019, 11:47 AM
I'm also really bad at motivating myself with a rewards system. Like telling myself that I can do the fun things I want to do after I get the necessary stuff done. Or telling myself that if I meet such-and-such goal I can reward myself with X. I'll end up reverting to this mindset of "fuck it, I'm adult, I can do what I want" and sitting down to do the fun stuff or giving myself what I wanted even if I didn't reach my goal. So it's hard to motivate myself when I can't even trick myself into thinking I'll "only" be allowed to do xyz when/if abc happens.

Like, today, I need to do laundry, go grocery shopping, and meal prep. Told myself I could spend the rest of the day watching my show once I got it all done, but instead I plopped down and just spoiled the show for myself instead... Oh well, maybe now I'll have to go do stuff cuz I ruined the suspense of the show.

Futterwacken
10-14-2019, 03:35 AM
I'm failing a really important class and it's my own fault, I haven't even tried to study, and then when I think about it I tell myself it's to late already and I might as well just fail because I'm worthless.

DarkPassion305
10-14-2019, 04:07 AM
I've developed a serious girl crush on Brittany Furlan. She's hot, funny and living off a rockstar. I WANT HER LIFE lol !!!!!!

Ifyouseekamy
10-14-2019, 05:32 PM
I'm failing a really important class and it's my own fault, I haven't even tried to study, and then when I think about it I tell myself it's to late already and I might as well just fail because I'm worthless.

Babe. Just do the best you can do. I get time drunk too. Talk to counselors and see if you can get a tutor for school. I promise you are not worthless. I’m betting it’s your subconscious programming that’s sabotaging you. I have the same problem. Maybe listen to some meditation on self-sabotage and journal about it.

Take care.

carmen_b
10-14-2019, 06:10 PM
It’s not a confession but a declaration.

I can’t bare the thought of any “ output “ that may or may not work in my personal life so Im packing up and hitting the next strip city. :)

It’s for the best. At least I will see some sort of return on investment.

miss.a.p1600
10-14-2019, 09:08 PM
I can’t believe I have been damn near a year and a half and only smoked weed once.

A while back I had an addiction to it. Almost thought I needed rehab or something.

But a work opportunity came up and forced me to quit for the test. Some days I wanted to relax with some weed and wine but I knew the evil manager was looking for anything to try to fire me for. That bitch will get Hers btw

Well I don’t miss it that much.

But the day we have a legal dispensary, all that refraining might go out the window

DarkPassion305
10-16-2019, 03:12 AM
I’m soooo in the negative with my bills! I hate thinking that being in school is being more a negative than positive RIGHT now. I’m not able to travel to other clubs because of school & the club is pathetically slow and my vanilla job paycheck is an even bigger joke. I legit don’t know what to do and I literally wake up thinking of it, so sick of it.
Have you ever considered clinical research studies ? Basically being a lab rat, the money is pretty good and fast. It’s something I used to do when things were slow or I was in between jobs.

WendiStarr
10-16-2019, 10:16 AM
This 40 degree weather, overcast sky, and raining all day combination is making me feel demotivated. I do at least have my pso lines on but dang, I feel like I could fall asleep.

miss.a.p1600
10-17-2019, 07:29 PM
Chances of hiring a pregnant woman is very slim. You are absolutely right about that. I was hired as a contactor a few times because someone took maternity leave.

Thats so true.

I don’t think they can ask but if they know they won’t hire or promote a pregnant woman who’s about to go on leave for x amount of months

They get really passive aggressive towards women especially pregnant women or women who have family obligations in industries like law firms where they skip them over for promotions/partnerships if they discover they have to take time/breaks to give birth or raise some kids

my former coworker was pregnant and applied to the same job I did.

The current manager we had sabotaged the promotion for both of us. But I knew my coworker wouldn’t get it cause she was pregnant. The only person who would have disclosed that to the potential manager was the current manager

Anyways working from home will be good not only cause you won’t have to deal with other people and commuting but could be something to do after the kid is born to save on daycare

miss.a.p1600
10-17-2019, 07:37 PM
Here I am eating greasy Asian Fusion food late night, fucking up my metabolism while trying stress eat my worries away.

lynn2009
10-17-2019, 10:16 PM
I have a F2F interview tomorrow morning. I could probably make a lot more, but I don't want to start all over at a company just to still have to live in Maryland and stay in the same, boring and siloed branch of my field. I really want to blow it off and relax at home in the morning, like take my dog on a nice long walk and drink my coffee slowly. What a luxury.

Edit: this may be deciding itself, on account of I own two suits and I cannot find either and it's 1am. I have no idea where else they could possibly be.

I cancelled this interview last minute pleading car trouble. I still met with them the following day but didn't do anything special to prepare. They want to do another follow up interview. Sometimes I wonder what I could accomplish if I were a normal, confident well-adjusted person.

Elektra Luxx
10-18-2019, 12:30 AM
xxxxxx

miss.a.p1600
10-18-2019, 08:14 AM
Ive had to turn down several jobs / positions

Either too low pay, ridiculous scheduling (on call, 2nd and 3rd shifts) etc.

One in particular though I’m feeling really guilty about. Not sure why. Now I’m questioning if it was right decision

Glamourmilf
10-19-2019, 07:02 AM
I really want to have sex with my FedEx driver.
Even though I'm celebate, I'd definitely give it up for him.
At first I started giving him ice cold water bottles because it was hot outside.
And because he delivers my check, so I wanted to secure that.
I upped the ante, and gave him snacks last week.
Yesterday, he surprised me by arriving at 10:30, ( he always comes after 2).
He said that he was in the neighborhood, and wanted to make sure the "Water lady" got her package.
Lol! So sweet.
I was in the middle of a cam show when he knocked at my door. Tits out and everything.
Oops.
He mentioned that after next week, he's not going to be on this route for a while.
Coincidentally, the cam company I get the check from will have direct deposit. So, I won't need FedEx anymore.
I need to make my move next week.
How? Help!
I'm so shy when it comes to making the first move.
Momma Milf needs some chocolate.

WendiStarr
10-19-2019, 07:50 AM
^ Hand him a card with your name and number on it with a "Call me" and smiley face on it.

I blocked baby's daddy's number from my phone today because it's stupid sweetest day. I don't want to receive any fake lovey dovey texts from him just for the sake of a dumb holiday. I know he'll be with her today anyways, acting the role of good man, while secretly attempting to secure some pussy from me. Actions speak louder than words.

carmen_b
10-19-2019, 09:17 AM
He told you he isn’t your driver anymore so you can make a move :)


I really want to have sex with my FedEx driver.
Even though I'm celebate, I'd definitely give it up for him.
At first I started giving him ice cold water bottles because it was hot outside.
And because he delivers my check, so I wanted to secure that.
I upped the ante, and gave him snacks last week.
Yesterday, he surprised me by arriving at 10:30, ( he always comes after 2).
He said that he was in the neighborhood, and wanted to make sure the "Water lady" got her package.
Lol! So sweet.
I was in the middle of a cam show when he knocked at my door. Tits out and everything.
Oops.
He mentioned that after next week, he's not going to be on this route for a while.
Coincidentally, the cam company I get the check from will have direct deposit. So, I won't need FedEx anymore.
I need to make my move next week.
How? Help!
I'm so shy when it comes to making the first move.
Momma Milf needs some chocolate.

NitaBaby
10-19-2019, 09:18 AM
^^^Under the same train of thought....

I have my baby daddy blocked and haven't responded to any creative attempts at communication for going on 1 year. Ever since his mother attacked me and my daughter in the car I've lost complete trust in him. Not because of his mothers actions but because we agreed to keep our children away from her if she can literally throw a car seat at a 4 year old. And the next chance he got he brought all of my girls over to her house. They accidentally admitted it to me (admitted!!!) because it was clearly supposed to be a secret.

I have every intention of letting them turn 18 before he ever hears their voices again. I honestly give zero shit what anyone thinks about that. Out of all the begging and pleading I've done for him to give them at least a phone call on their birthdays, this should be a vacation for him anyway.

But now I'm having nightmares. I have them a couple of times a month, realistic dreams of him "finding" us. I don't answer the door anymore. I don't know who it is or who sent them. I just want to move so that he'll have no idea where we might be. I keep waking up with this terror resting in the pit of my stomach only to realize that I'm not in that relationship anymore. He can't choke me anymore. And his neglect can't hurt them. But I'm angry, and tired, and scared. And now I'm "that baby mama" who won't let the dad see the kids. Whatever.

miss.a.p1600
10-19-2019, 10:13 AM
I really want to have sex with my FedEx driver.
Even though I'm celebate, I'd definitely give it up for him.
At first I started giving him ice cold water bottles because it was hot outside.
And because he delivers my check, so I wanted to secure that.
I upped the ante, and gave him snacks last week.
Yesterday, he surprised me by arriving at 10:30, ( he always comes after 2).
He said that he was in the neighborhood, and wanted to make sure the "Water lady" got her package.
Lol! So sweet.
I was in the middle of a cam show when he knocked at my door. Tits out and everything.
Oops.
He mentioned that after next week, he's not going to be on this route for a while.
Coincidentally, the cam company I get the check from will have direct deposit. So, I won't need FedEx anymore.
I need to make my move next week.
How? Help!
I'm so shy when it comes to making the first move.
Momma Milf needs some chocolate.

I’d either ask for his number or give him your number to help arrange “deliveries” lol!

My UPS guy is really nice (probably could fuck him if I wanted) we have each other’s cell numbers and he does same thing will pickup/drop off/make special trips before the usual time.

He usually delivers/picks up at 6p and once I told him I had lots of boxes to send off (during holidays) and didn’t want them lingering for desperate thieves. He came at 3 before I left for an appointment.

He also gave me a UPS calendar.

carmen_b
10-19-2019, 01:50 PM
It’s probably a tight policy hitting on customers so I imagine Glam has to make the move ....

miss.a.p1600
10-19-2019, 02:14 PM
^for the ones who follow rules lol!

I’ve had a UPS guy brazenly hit on me (yes while he was in uniform doing deliveries).

He looked like a muscle bound ving rhames. I mean I like my dudes muscular but not so big the look like they could roid rage any moment

But that could explain why my ups guy hasn’t stepped over the line despite being EXTRA friendly, going out of his way for me, and offering unspoken dick lol...

Elektra Luxx
10-19-2019, 03:43 PM
It's the Saturday night and I'm feeling conflicted. I kinda feel like I should be going out somewhere because...well it's Saturday night and isn't a person supposed to be going out on Saturday night. But to be honest I'm perfectly happy being home.

Tomorrow afternoon I'm going to the movies for sure. The Joker looks like a good movie.

NitaBaby
10-19-2019, 03:50 PM
^for the ones who follow rules lol!

I’ve had a UPS guy brazenly hit on me (yes while he was in uniform doing deliveries).

He looked like a muscle bound ving rhames. I mean I like my dudes muscular but not so big the look like they could roid rage any moment

But that could explain why my ups guy hasn’t stepped over the line despite being EXTRA friendly, going out of his way for me, and offering unspoken dick lol...


This is really bringing me back to my hoe days. I'll probably tell my grandchildren about the day I fucked the cable guy. All the package delivery guys that come to my door are gone by the time I turn the knob and I'm in a relationship now anyway. But it's funny to think about it.

miss.a.p1600
10-20-2019, 06:55 AM
This is really bringing me back to my hoe days. I'll probably tell my grandchildren about the day I fucked the cable guy. All the package delivery guys that come to my door are gone by the time I turn the knob and I'm in a relationship now anyway. But it's funny to think about it.

LOL!

....and I’ll be telling my grandkids about that day I put in my two week notice then invited my coworker over .... next thing I know is he’s giving me oral pleasures (which was surprisingly good)

Prettyglitter
10-20-2019, 07:26 AM
The first time I danced was like five years ago today I used this website to guide me. In that time I worked most consistently from october 2014-January 2016. And then I started going back sporadically, like a couple of times a year. And it’s like, I find myself missing certain aspects then I feel guilty because I’m like, the point of me dancing was to make money for school, now I’m years into my career yet still fantasize about going back sometimes. I don’t know if that feeling will EVER leave me 😕. There’s nothing more exhilarating than getting dressed up, dancing, being complimented all night, and going home with a stack of cash. I don’t know if working once a month is a good fix or not, mainly because I remember the second to last time I danced, I felt totally disgusted (probably because my old faithful club was now over run with foreign extras girls ). Idk I’m torn but I do miss the good nights.

Glamourmilf
10-20-2019, 08:22 AM
^ Hand him a card with your name and number on it with a "Call me" and smiley face on it.

I blocked baby's daddy's number from my phone today because it's stupid sweetest day. I don't want to receive any fake lovey dovey texts from him just for the sake of a dumb holiday. I know he'll be with her today anyways, acting the role of good man, while secretly attempting to secure some pussy from me. Actions speak louder than words.


He told you he isn’t your driver anymore so you can make a move :)


I’d either ask for his number or give him your number to help arrange “deliveries” lol!

My UPS guy is really nice (probably could fuck him if I wanted) we have each other’s cell numbers and he does same thing will pickup/drop off/make special trips before the usual time.

He usually delivers/picks up at 6p and once I told him I had lots of boxes to send off (during holidays) and didn’t want them lingering for desperate thieves. He came at 3 before I left for an appointment.

He also gave me a UPS calendar.

Giving him my card with "call me" written on it, is a great idea.
He's still going to be on the route. Just going on vacation.
I'm hesitant, because if the direct deposit option doesn't work out( they're in beta testing mode). I'll have to go back to FedEx delivery option.
I only want to fuck him once, so if he wants it more, that will be a problem.
Meaning that he knows where I live.
Probably already looked up the return address, and sees that it's a sex site, etc.
I've had these kind of hookups go south before, so I'm extra cautious.
Although, I COULD tell him that I'm married.
Probably what I'm going to do.
Thanks ladies.

charlie61
10-20-2019, 11:00 AM
The first time I danced was like five years ago today I used this website to guide me. In that time I worked most consistently from october 2014-January 2016. And then I started going back sporadically, like a couple of times a year. And it’s like, I find myself missing certain aspects then I feel guilty because I’m like, the point of me dancing was to make money for school, now I’m years into my career yet still fantasize about going back sometimes. I don’t know if that feeling will EVER leave me 😕. There’s nothing more exhilarating than getting dressed up, dancing, being complimented all night, and going home with a stack of cash. I don’t know if working once a month is a good fix or not, mainly because I remember the second to last time I danced, I felt totally disgusted (probably because my old faithful club was now over run with foreign extras girls ). Idk I’m torn but I do miss the good nights.

You're not alone with this feeling! :hug:

Adrienne7
10-20-2019, 11:33 AM
My sweetie who I live with now has been gone on a business trip for 3 days, and is gone for 3 more. 6 glorious days to myself. I can leave dishes in the sink and my clothes all over the damn place. This is great :D I don't really miss him yet. I mean I do, and love hearing his voice on the phone, but ummm. I love him, but I LOVE alone time. Am I a terrible partner? Haha... is this a bad sign? Is this normal? Are we doomed? Maybe by day 6 I will be ready to have him back

carmen_b
10-20-2019, 08:00 PM
^ No way. If you live together 3 days of solo time is nothing . You might miss him day 6 or 7 !

queenelayliah
10-21-2019, 01:25 AM
Confession this image got me really wet. :O:O




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Glamourmilf
10-21-2019, 07:07 AM
Confession this image got me really wet. :O:O




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I am wet.
Grandma said, there's a reason our coochie looks like a purse.
Listen to grandma. She always right. Get it gurl.
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MissTay
10-22-2019, 06:14 PM
I am wet.
Grandma said, there's a reason our coochie looks like a purse.
Listen to grandma. She always right. Get it gurl.
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HAHA I can't like this enough!!

Elektra Luxx
10-23-2019, 02:57 AM
I'm running into a guy I work with quite often and he doesn't even work in my area. I feel like he's watching me throughout the day and creating opportunities for us to be alone together to talk. He's an alpha male in crowd. He not particularly big, but he has a very intimidating look, like a biker gang member. He said he was some sort of former army special forces and I believe him. He's a nice and kind person when we're together but our conversations feel forced sometimes.

Am I being stalked?

lynn2009
10-23-2019, 07:12 PM
I am in Pennsylvania this weekend for Derek's sister in law's baby shower. It was today and I also visited our old cat clinic, then also went out for drinks with some cat clinic people after the shower. Everyone remembers him so positively, I almost forgot what an emotionally abusive piece of garbage he could be. I do miss him tonight, we had our good moments.

I miss Derek a lot actually, even though we were a fucked up couple and it has been years now.

yaya_cash
10-24-2019, 05:55 PM
I feel undesirable to men, or they just feel so entitle to--

miss.a.p1600
10-24-2019, 07:38 PM
I wished I would have gotten oral sex from my former coworker

The one I let eat me out a few years ago

I needed a refresher and he should have seized the opportunity bestowed upon him.

WendiStarr
10-24-2019, 07:54 PM
I have a vanilla gig interview tomorrow. It's for a seasonal part-time position and I plan on keeping my jacket on. It manages to hide my baby bump pretty well. If anything I can at least say I tried and then give up on applying for non-remote jobs for now.

miss.a.p1600
10-24-2019, 08:10 PM
It’s late night and I’m eating again

I guess since I ate dinner at 4:45 I end up hungry af 5 hours later