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Glamgirl
10-31-2010, 09:27 AM
I am offically gf of the hot nerd!!!

charlie61
10-31-2010, 09:28 AM
^ Ahhh! Congrats! This is the porn star nerd, right?

Glamgirl
10-31-2010, 09:44 AM
Yep!
I awoke to a lovely txt saying how he was going to tell me next time we met up that he can see himself in a long relationship with me and that he wants to be with me!!!! Best halloween ever!!
His fb status has changed so its official haha

kaiarose
10-31-2010, 10:15 AM
I'm about to head out for a night of Halloween parties. My friends all bailed on me so I'm by myself. If I don't get laid by some handsome stranger or strangers tonight, I'm going to consider it a total failure. I'm going to be drunk, alone, and my costume is slutty enough that I'm even shocking myself. I've never done more than one guy before, but I've always wanted to. And tonight's going to be my night. I'm going to going to get my brains fucked out till I can't walk until Tuesday. }:D

I'm sure I'm just going to chicken out, dance and make out a little and cry myself to sleep alone. ::) I'm serious though, if I don't have at least a constant string of guys wanting to dance with me, I'm going to feel really ugly and undesirable.

Ok, wish me luck! ;D

sooo... can you walk today??!

JenniKat
10-31-2010, 05:08 PM
Maybe the reason she hasn't posted yet is because she can't get to the computer? Or her eyelids are stuck together?;)

I hope someone had sex last night. All I got last night was stood up. I moved my whole schedule around to meet some family friends who were in town, and they changed their plans at the last minute.

tempest666
11-01-2010, 10:20 AM
I get jealous

deedee at the beach
11-01-2010, 08:02 PM
I haven't said I love him I don't think (I do though), but did write a heartfelt email where I spilled everything out. When I say I'm not sure he'll come around is because I thought by now we'd be more serious. We don't see each other much or even talk. He told me he needed to take it slow (which I agreed) but then he started asking me to be his girlfriend. I thought we were an item, and then he said he could never get serious because "women nag". He broke my heart, I didn't hear from him for three months, then he popped out of the woodwork (when I was healing) and told me he needed to tell me everything. So he spilled his guts, including that he wants a wife and a family but is afraid. He even mentioned he'd give me a better Valentines next year because he was so rotten last one. He even implied by a better Valentines that he meant getting engaged. Then when I thought we were breaking through he disappeared again. I even told him I planned to move by him (I actually plan this but not because of him). Part of me tells me to forget him (or at least keep myself busy) but then another part tells me to hold on. He's probably expecting me to contact him but I refuse to.

It really is an issue because I honestly don't know anymore. I'm afraid that if I find someone else he'll come around, I'll want to be with him and hurt someone else. Then I say that maybe I'll meet someone better and question why I wasted time on him. Then I look at the fact I am 39 (40 in January) and there aren't all that many never married guys without kids. People have told me I should give men with kids a chance, but I have dated dads and it's way too much drama (I'd rather be alone than with a dad). It's so funny because I've broken up with guys I dated for years, even lived with with little pain (I broke up with these guys) but with him it feels different, like he's my soulmate. Is it because he really is or because I want him to be, knowing guys like him are harder to find? I really don't know. I know in my heart my job situation needs to come first and right now I can't get serious, but it does scare me.

I can see that he broke your heart, men always seem to re-appear right as your healing or just after the fact, usually at the wrong times...but you mention that you should give men with kids a chance, is it the fact that kids that are younger or older scare you off?? there are plenty of men who have adult kids who are our age. So, what's the issue with the kids??

Kellydancer
11-01-2010, 08:35 PM
I can see that he broke your heart, men always seem to re-appear right as your healing or just after the fact, usually at the wrong times...but you mention that you should give men with kids a chance, is it the fact that kids that are younger or older scare you off?? there are plenty of men who have adult kids who are our age. So, what's the issue with the kids??

Guys with kids have way too much drama. Doesn't matter if the kids are older or younger, still drama. Dating guys with kids are an absolute no. I would assume a guy who had grown kids either had them young or are much older than me. There's many reasons I never date guys with kids, but it's a nightmare dating a guy with kids of any sort. Not to mention the ex might still be in the picture and he might be paying her money. In many cases she can sue for more child support and she can even go after the new wife too at times. I've dated dads in the past and never, ever again. I'd rather be alone than date a dad, even one with grown kids.

Luckily, I've been lurking on various dating sites and see quite a bit of never married childless men 40-45 so that makes me feel a little better. If he doesn't come back I'm going to try them again if I exhaust other options (singles groups, other events, asking people, etc).

Jessie_tinydancer
11-02-2010, 05:29 PM
Confession: K so I went to get some juvederm in my lips and ended up kim kardashin-ing my face ahahaha. botox, juvederm in lips, tear troughs and nasal folds. Cant wait to see the results when all the swelling is gone and botox kicks in. Opsy! I hope I look 20 again! weeeee

prettysammie
11-02-2010, 06:35 PM
sooo... can you walk today??!

Best. Halloween. Ever. }:D

carmen_b
11-02-2010, 07:00 PM
I just LUST for before and after photos when I read posts like this.
hint
hint ;)
I want to get my eye hollows filled in through the tear duct like you described ....


Confession: K so I went to get some juvederm in my lips and ended up kim kardashin-ing my face ahahaha. botox, juvederm in lips, tear troughs and nasal folds. Cant wait to see the results when all the swelling is gone and botox kicks in. Opsy! I hope I look 20 again! weeeee

p.s. - look at these eye hollow results .... such a huge difference .... I guess I should start or bump another thread for this ...
http://www.realself.com/review/Sioux-falls-SD-juvederm-eyes

Jessie_tinydancer
11-02-2010, 07:24 PM
^Ya Im loving it. Dont know why I didnt do it sooner. Ill post some pics in body business in a week when the results can be assessed better. x

kaiarose
11-03-2010, 12:24 PM
So I'm a pot head... which means that no matter how shitty the club is right now, I'm stuck there. Because every single fucking place does a drug screening!!! Sure I could wait for the pot to get out of my system but thats like 30days!!! I need more income now. :(

carmen_b
11-03-2010, 12:28 PM
^ No way ! I've worked in 5 states and have never been tested for teh pots. I only smoke 4-5 times a year ( ok .... this year maybe more like once a month ). If was tested every 30 days or something .... that would mean positive results often. ;(

kaiarose
11-03-2010, 12:43 PM
I wanted to apply at Kohl's for the christmas season... In the online application it asked about drug testing.. I wonder if they actually do it?

Kellydancer
11-03-2010, 01:43 PM
I wanted to apply at Kohl's for the christmas season... In the online application it asked about drug testing.. I wonder if they actually do it?

Probably. Last year I applied for a Christmas overnight stocking job at Target and the guy told me if I was hired I'd have to take the test that day. I ended up turning down the job because it required lifting 200 pounds which I can't do anymore. 10 years ago I worked at Borders during the holiday season (actually worked before and after that too) and they didn't make us take a drug test. I enjoyed working there and might have worked myself up to manager if they didn't cut my hours from 40+ to 4-12 hours a week.

pixierocksonthepole
11-03-2010, 02:36 PM
Most places like that will actually do it if they ask if you could submit to a drug test. "/

kaiarose
11-03-2010, 03:42 PM
Man, I'm trapped :(

carmen_b
11-03-2010, 09:28 PM
BUT .... does it really mean they WILL test ? I remember a cousin being interview and asked " had they used illegal substances in the last year " and he stupidly/nervously said yes . Of course he got turned down ( they had to ) and everyone who said "no" got hired ( and not tested ) .

_Avery_
11-03-2010, 09:48 PM
Delete.

firemaiden04
11-03-2010, 10:24 PM
I really, really hate my fiancee's family. They're all trash. Except for maybe his 12 and 16-year-old half-sisters, but we're not really allowed to take the two of them out to do anything unless we take the 19-year-old as well, and she's a bitch and is as manipulative as the mom.

My term paper is due tomorrow at 6 p.m. and I only started on it tonight. And you better fucking believe I'm going to get an A on it, because I always wait till the last minute, and I have NEVER gotten a B on a paper. Ever. Wow, I hope this didn't jinx it...

blondiechick
11-03-2010, 10:29 PM
:-X So I had been crushing on my hubbys friend for sometime... well I drove to his house and had mad hott sex... It was awesome.... I can't get it out of my head... I want more! but the down side is that I have feelings for him. :(

carmen_b
11-03-2010, 10:47 PM
^ Open relationship ?

Amareth
11-04-2010, 12:01 AM
I confess for the first time ever I want a boyfriend, even when I had them I missed being single but now I just want someone to snuggle up with at the end of the night :(. Only problem is I hate going out to clubs and bars except with my friends (and I don't want to pick up then), I'd try online dating but there's no point as I still want to travel loads and having a boyfriend would be very impractical for me at the moment. Also I confess I'm completely hung up on a guy who it'd NEVER work out with and that stops me pursuing other relationships. I suck.

/rant.

charlie61
11-04-2010, 05:46 AM
My term paper is due tomorrow at 6 p.m. and I only started on it tonight. And you better fucking believe I'm going to get an A on it, because I always wait till the last minute, and I have NEVER gotten a B on a paper. Ever. Wow, I hope this didn't jinx it...

Lol--I am exactly the same way. I have three major things happening today (group presentation, paper due, exam), and just started on them last night.

tempest666
11-04-2010, 09:16 AM
I quit snooping through his phone and I'm getting better with trusting him! Also his auntie posted some pics of us in the family FB album...she's still friends with the ex so that fat bitch is gonna see I'm 10x hotter :D

Arianna419
11-04-2010, 09:50 AM
So I'm a pot head... which means that no matter how shitty the club is right now, I'm stuck there. Because every single fucking place does a drug screening!!! Sure I could wait for the pot to get out of my system but thats like 30days!!! I need more income now. :(

There ARE ways around this. Google it. You can buy those detox drinks. You can find out what kind of testing they do (urine, blood, hair, whatever) and there are tricks around it. Most companies swab your spit or make you pee. My boyfriend smokes every day and has successfully passed 4 employer drug tests in the last 3 years. Very easy to accomplish actually. lol.

prettysammie
11-04-2010, 10:41 PM
I met a guy and it was supposed to be no strings attached sex, but now I'm getting attached and I know better. There's no way he'd want me but I can't help falling for him anyway. I hate it when I get like this.

JenniKat
11-04-2010, 11:30 PM
I met a guy and it was supposed to be no strings attached sex, but now I'm getting attached and I know better. There's no way he'd want me but I can't help falling for him anyway. I hate it when I get like this.

Was this guy from your Halloween adventure? You still haven't given any details woman!

prettysammie
11-05-2010, 12:56 AM
Was this guy from your Halloween adventure? You still haven't given any details woman!

He was one of the guys involved. I haven't gone into details because I'm starting to kind of regret what happened after the initial excitement and um... high, I guess, wore off. I'm feeling kind of conflicted about the whole thing. Which sucks because it should have been ultimate fantasy fulfillment and now I'm ruining it in my own head because I can't stop myself from over thinking it.

Arianna419
11-05-2010, 09:43 AM
I love my son but being a stay at home mom again is killing me. It wasn't worth the cost of daycare and I wasn't making shit during the week anyway so now I only work weekends. But I can't do anything during the day except watch movies, play with cars and playdough and browse on SW. By the end of the week I end up letting my 3 year old have a popsicle with his breakfast (sugar free, don't judge me! lol). And its almost 1 and we're both still in our pajamas. Nice parenting, huh?

But on the bright side, he loves it. He gives me hugs and kisses and tells me how much he loves "hangin with mommy" at least 10 times a day. So its worth it. But I wish I could go to lunch and shopping with my friends. Just once. Or tanning. Or to get my nails done. Something that wasn't Chuck E Cheese or the playground.

rubyredlipsss
11-05-2010, 09:49 AM
I wanted to apply at Kohl's for the christmas season... In the online application it asked about drug testing.. I wonder if they actually do it?

go to your local headshop and buy fake pee...you can buy it online too. if it's for a job they can't watch you pee. i've used it before and it seriously works. it's like 30 bucks...worth it since weed takes forever to get out of your system, especially if you've been smoking a long time.

kaiarose
11-05-2010, 11:25 AM
go to your local headshop and buy fake pee...you can buy it online too. if it's for a job they can't watch you pee. i've used it before and it seriously works. it's like 30 bucks...worth it since weed takes forever to get out of your system, especially if you've been smoking a long time.

thanks :) how does it get warm tho??!

pixierocksonthepole
11-05-2010, 11:38 AM
I confess that I have these fleeting moments where I want to rub it in the faces of those that doubted me how successful I am and how great my marriage is.

rubyredlipsss
11-05-2010, 11:51 AM
it comes with a heater thingy majig...i forget what it's called...you shake it and tie it to the container holding the pee...it comes with a thermometer so you know when it's at the right temperature. it takes about 30 mins or so to warm-up.

_Avery_
11-05-2010, 12:57 PM
I love my son but being a stay at home mom again is killing me. It wasn't worth the cost of daycare and I wasn't making shit during the week anyway so now I only work weekends. But I can't do anything during the day except watch movies, play with cars and playdough and browse on SW. By the end of the week I end up letting my 3 year old have a popsicle with his breakfast (sugar free, don't judge me! lol). And its almost 1 and we're both still in our pajamas. Nice parenting, huh?

But on the bright side, he loves it. He gives me hugs and kisses and tells me how much he loves "hangin with mommy" at least 10 times a day. So its worth it. But I wish I could go to lunch and shopping with my friends. Just once. Or tanning. Or to get my nails done. Something that wasn't Chuck E Cheese or the playground.


LoL, girl, it's okay.
My son will have orange soda with his breakfast. I don't think it's bad parenting.
As long as they're eating, so what if they get a "treat" with their meals?
What are we suppose to do? Is there a "Perfect Parenting" book?? LOL
It's 3:00 here and I'm still in my jammies and he's just running around in a shirt.
He's happy as fuck though, and that's all that matters. :)

I do feel you though, it would be nice to just one day (or even one hour) to myself LOL

sananeko
11-05-2010, 05:07 PM
This guy I met at the bondage party is so cute... But its never going to happen.. One I'm taken.. and two I don't fuck strangers... Sometimes I hate myself.. But so cute... I also need to get back to work.. I need to save up for a computer.. don't know how long til mine is dead for good..

Promnesiac
11-05-2010, 07:11 PM
I confess that after reading the myriad pheromone threads here, I guiltily forked over $70 for a bottle and tested it out this week. Psychosomatic psuedo-science or no, that shit worked. The object of my absurdly intense affection behaved like a teenaged boy in heat around me all week. And I returned it with gusto, people. GUSTO.

Funnily, the remaining straight members of the team did so as well. It wasn't for them, but hey -- attention is fun.

Jessie_tinydancer
11-05-2010, 11:36 PM
I want a MacBook Air.

I think a regular at my club just offered to buy me it?!?!?! :D

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Ahhh regulars... a strippers best alternative to shopping. 8)

kitinboots
11-06-2010, 02:09 AM
I just found a new appartment for me and my boyfriend. He hasn't moved in yet, but I'm secretly enjoying having it to myself....

tempest666
11-06-2010, 07:38 AM
I am very cute and I made bank last night. I am feeling very egotistical right now }:D

KaylaM
11-07-2010, 06:31 AM
I am very cute and I made bank last night. I am feeling very egotistical right now }:D

I love this!!!!

deedee at the beach
11-07-2010, 05:41 PM
I want a MacBook Air.

I think a regular at my club just offered to buy me it?!?!?! :D

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

I want a MacBook Air too! I thought you quit dancing?

Surprise
11-08-2010, 11:48 AM
i was a complete slut this weekend. hooked up with an INSANELY hot/rich out of town regular, had the best sex of my life (and got paid for it. O.O ), and then shacked up the next night with a GORGEOUS man who was staying at the hotel for a convention we were both working. he is AMAZING, so sweet and nice and super sexy, we cuddled and talked for hours afterwards. problem is, he lives in LA, and I'm in Austin, which is frustrating. I told him last night (cause we went on a for real date) that we shouldn't have done this (implying that we should never have gotten to know each other cause now i want what i can't have) and he tells me i'm right, we shouldn't. when i drop him off back at the hotel, we hugged forever, just one of those hugs where you can't get close enough to the person you're hugging, and i tell him, i guess, see you, eventually? he says, no, i will see you again, i promise. if it's at all possible, we will see each other sometime soon.

i cried a bit on my way out of the hotel. :( this is awful. i ALWAYS want what i can't have, and i REFUSE to be in a long distance relationship, but i really want to get to know this guy. :/

but holy shit, naked he looks like a fucking greek god. <3

_Avery_
11-08-2010, 04:53 PM
I confess:
I've been REALLY lazy.
I'm eating when I'm not even hungry. I'm getting a pudge, but it's doesn't bother me.
Actually, I think it's kinda cute...that's weird.
I know I won't be thinking that after I have this baby though...lol, so I REALLY need to get my ass in gear and get off my fat ass.
Riiiigghhht after I eat this ice cream sandwich.... LOL

deedee at the beach
11-08-2010, 09:00 PM
i was a complete slut this weekend. hooked up with an INSANELY hot/rich out of town regular, had the best sex of my life (and got paid for it. O.O ), and then shacked up the next night with a GORGEOUS man who was staying at the hotel for a convention we were both working. he is AMAZING, so sweet and nice and super sexy, we cuddled and talked for hours afterwards. problem is, he lives in LA, and I'm in Austin, which is frustrating. I told him last night (cause we went on a for real date) that we shouldn't have done this (implying that we should never have gotten to know each other cause now i want what i can't have) and he tells me i'm right, we shouldn't. when i drop him off back at the hotel, we hugged forever, just one of those hugs where you can't get close enough to the person you're hugging, and i tell him, i guess, see you, eventually? he says, no, i will see you again, i promise. if it's at all possible, we will see each other sometime soon.

i cried a bit on my way out of the hotel. :( this is awful. i ALWAYS want what i can't have, and i REFUSE to be in a long distance relationship, but i really want to get to know this guy. :/

but holy shit, naked he looks like a fucking greek god. <3


I feel your pain, I just ended my long distance relationship, and ironically enough though, he really was Greek!! ;(

DirtyLittleSecret
11-08-2010, 09:26 PM
Confession:
I'm in love with a man who lives clear across the country in CA. We've been friends for 3yrs (online) and finally got to meet this past August. It was perfect. From our beautiful stroll through the woods, going shopping, eating dinner and the sexual chemistry was phenomenal. He's basically everything i want in a partner. We still talk literally all time on FB or yahoo. He's eventually coming back this way again (saving up) and i can't wait. I just want him to take me away. He doesn't mind the idea of my camming, he wants kids, is open sexually and is super hardworking and caring. Everything my SO is not. My SO thinks of me as an accessory in his life. A mere room mate. He talks down to me, makes me feel like he resents me, and doesnt like a single thing i do. I just feel a hole inside me when i'm here. If i were to die tomorrow i would feel such hatred and regret for my life. I want to live a happy life where i feel wanted, needed and loved. This isn't it....and i don't know what to do.

Surprise
11-08-2010, 11:59 PM
Confession:
I'm in love with a man who lives clear across the country in CA.

Pack your stuff, I'm coming to get you, and we're going to California. That's where mine lives. :(

KaylaM
11-09-2010, 12:25 AM
I got to meet Michael Jordan, Nelly and Ashanti today at the Charlotte Bobcats game. The groupie in me wanted to burst out and jump on Nelly but I was with a very prominent businessman and had to keep my cool! Tonight was the most fun I've had in a very looong time!

(We had floor seats.. Yes it was pretty amazing!)

Kylea2
11-09-2010, 12:49 AM
That are some secrets that it kills me to keep... but I do it anyhow. AHHHH! ;D