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WendiStarr
02-28-2020, 06:46 AM
I am seriously paying someone to do my laundry for me. I just don't have the energy right now to go up and down the stairs to do it myself.
JessaJade
02-28-2020, 06:55 AM
I think my customer was pre jizzing all over himself the whole time I was dancing with him also he had horrible breath, kept farting with some insane assfault smelling gas and liked me choking him, digging my nails in and kneeing Jim in the balls. Wtf...
I've been considering appetite suppressant supplements but no longer needed - thanks. LOL
carmen_b
02-28-2020, 10:32 AM
Metal ..... ( if that's not a fake post lol ) ...... air dance city. Some customers are not meant to be touched lol. Omg.
seashell
02-28-2020, 01:26 PM
I am seriously paying someone to do my laundry for me. I just don't have the energy right now to go up and down the stairs to do it myself.
Hiring someone to help out, can make a world of difference! And can be totally worth it.
@metal -- that reminds me of the person sitting behind me on a flight the other day. They smelled sooooo bad... my eyes were watering, and I felt like I was going to throw up. I never knew BO could get that intense!
xStacey
02-28-2020, 04:21 PM
I am terribly annoyed with my friend. She's always depressed, things are never going well. When school is on, she's depressed, etc. too much work, cannot focus, cannot read, cannot work, too stressed out, before, after exams, then after marks she's not well. When she does poorly she's not ok, when she does great she's still depressed. When there's no exams and it's vacation she's depressed, now she's doing her bar finally, and of course as expected she's depressed, cannot talk, etc. I don't get it, she's 30, never had to work in her life or pay for anything, her parents pay for all, all she has to do is study, but it's too difficult. Don't have time for that. She's gonna get back to me in 2 months because it's too stressful to take 5 mins to write to a friend because she's too stressed out, but she just does nothing except stress because of all the work she has to do so she doesn't feel well. I did her best to encourage her the past years but now I can't do anything else she has to do it herself and I am frankly tired of hearing sorry it's not going well today i'll get back to you, of course, you never feel well ever!
indiegirl
02-28-2020, 10:16 PM
God Bless Hollywood putting a former stripper in the entertainment industry. LOL. Went a little too well. Thank you Cardi. LOLLLL
carmen_b
02-29-2020, 11:43 AM
I had this vision that getting out of my place ( saving 1 k per month ) and keeping life really affordable for about 4 months ( mid Nov. - Mid March ) would yeild this 4k savings cushion .
It did not haha. I am about " even " money wise.
Being less settled led to less $ . So .... while my plan didn't quite work ..... it was a good effort I think.
I am just going to pretend to friends and family that my plan did work because I am too embarrassed to say it didn't . Lol.
miss.a.p1600
03-01-2020, 08:30 AM
I hate myself
Sometimes I procrastinate doing the hard things
JGB2009
03-01-2020, 12:08 PM
I hate myself
Sometimes I procrastinate doing the hard things
I do the same....
WendiStarr
03-03-2020, 08:37 AM
I miss masturbating. It used to be my bedtime ritual. Now I can't even pee or shower without a little one waking up and crying the moment I set foot in the bathroom.
Elektra Luxx
03-04-2020, 11:30 AM
I spent time with my mom yesterday and she tells me "take care of yourself", which is code for you're getting fat. I'm at 112 lbs. This coming from woman whose spent most of her life with a perfect little 98 lb body. I get my body insecurities from her constantly criticizing me. I don't feel good about myself rn.
carmen_b
03-04-2020, 11:37 AM
What ? ! ? You are slim ! Every picture you post in amazing !! Moms can something be so hard. ;/
carmen_b
03-04-2020, 11:40 AM
Ok ..... tell me I'm not the only person to successfully " use " a hot tub jet. Lol.
That fancy gym had a beautiful spa and really strong jets . Now I'm feeling guilt . Hahahaha.
Or just tell me I should be ashamed of myself . This incident occurred on the rooftop alone in the afternoon. No one was there. I was just uh ...... curious ....... then realized it was all working out.
I think I might have botched the sexual energy of the date I had 2 hours later. :/
miss.a.p1600
03-04-2020, 11:49 AM
^I don't remember exactly how I discovered that handsfree trick but I've utilized powerful flow of water to my advantage }:D
miss.a.p1600
03-04-2020, 11:53 AM
I confess.
I'm not fully attracted to either of the guys in my harem right now.
One is cool to talk to, laid back like me, but I question his ability to respect women (aside from him mom and daughter) and I think he is a 50/50 type dude (the kind I said I'd never marry....gag me!)
The other is thirsty (offering to Uber his mouth n tongue) and I think he might either be a 50/50 type dude or a covert male sugar baby.
I wish I could just wipe the slate clean - but I don't know how to be mature/end it properly.
Self....you can do this.
carmen_b
03-04-2020, 01:50 PM
^ Maybe you could negotiate 75% / 25% with the one ?
carmen_b
03-04-2020, 01:52 PM
I am wondering how much the hot tub incident affected that date last night. Ugh. Oh well it's over. It was only a 2nd date anyway so I guess a little early to see what his handy work could do . Now since i don't know though I am finding myself bored and not wanting to see him . I'm almost positive if I would have skipped the jet experience I would know now what is up .
:(
lynn2009
03-04-2020, 07:46 PM
I get frustrated really easily and procrastinate on the dumbest things. There was not a door knob on my bathroom door for 5 months because it had loosened over time and then I couldn't get it to screw back so I decided to live without a bathroom door knob forever until one night when I was fed up with myself being ridiculous and finally fixed it in literally 5 minutes. Then yesterday I finally fixed my cable so I could watch the election results and also to piss off my downstairs neighbor who complained about me calling the cops when "he was not even home." It also was really easy, once I gave up on the menu option I had tried repeatedly without success to a different menu option that worked. These things always feel so difficult, and I never get better about dealing with the next issue in a better way.
Also, I ate five pounds of sugar today. I never sleep and I eat like shit. It's a wonder I don't look ten years older than my age. I'm sure it will catch up to me eventually.
miss.a.p1600
03-05-2020, 05:36 AM
Good point!
He has paid every time we’ve gone out.....but at his snails pace rate we’ve only gone out about twice In the last 7-8 months
I would like to see a bit more voluntary offers of generosity. I also could probably work on my charm and asking (closed mouths don’t get fed)
^ Maybe you could negotiate 75% / 25% with the one ?
miss.a.p1600
03-05-2020, 05:42 AM
I have to work today
I should have taken day off but I wanted to put some numbers up before I leave this weekend
I’m tired and just want to lay here
indiegirl
03-05-2020, 02:39 PM
My roommate is at home sick today. me: "I hope you get better soon!" Meanwhile me disinfecting the entire house including door knobs. I'm terrified about coronavirus lol. Not worth winding up in the ER.
carmen_b
03-05-2020, 02:40 PM
I need to retry with that dude without the hot tub prior lol .
Who the fuck does something like that ? Hhahahaha .
miss.a.p1600
03-05-2020, 04:06 PM
I’m in public trying to discreetly read stripper webs
miss.a.p1600
03-05-2020, 04:07 PM
I have to work today
I should have taken day off but I wanted to put some numbers up before I leave this weekend
I’m tired and just want to lay here
Thank goodness I worked today
got one new client so far
im still trying to stay awake
carmen_b
03-05-2020, 04:16 PM
Yep, coffee shop for me and gotta have the screen against the wall.
Does anyone hate that you can't SW during salon appointments ?
I'm not going to let my stylist read this over my shoulder. Lol.
I’m in public trying to discreetly read stripper webs
carmen_b
03-05-2020, 04:19 PM
I think I might just get a hotel room tomorrow and invite one of these guys to come fool around.
I am crawling up the walls again.
Lol. A $70-$90 investment in a nice hotel room might improve life for me a lot.
carmen_b
03-06-2020, 09:21 AM
^ Nevermind. Not doing that. I will set aside some of that $ though for a pedi + nice dinner out sometime in next few days.
I like D's touch but don't know how far he'd like to take things and I've only known him a week.
I changed my mind on Mr. NY for now trying to give this D thing a chance.
It takes self control to leave Mr. NY alone because I am 99% sure he is DTF and he can seriously deliver.
If D wants to put something together with me I'm open to it but not doing the legwork. :)
It's funny how bodies can vary day to day. Maybe I was ovulating !
I was hanging around town hoping to be offered a dick yesterday. Today I feel calm and fine without one. Lol.
carmen_b
03-06-2020, 03:38 PM
Well two " platonic " male friends emerged from the shadows when I did the red hair. Lol.
miss.a.p1600
03-07-2020, 05:43 AM
I ignored the clingy guy because he kept trying too get me to meet him before I left out of town which is normal for dudes who are BFs or husbands or whatever but not only are we not on that level when I told him no because I have to work and pack etc he replied “you never have fun and work all the time “
i just couldn’t bring myself to deal with a guy stressing me about seeing him when I’m trying to make some money before weeks end and I’m trying to make sure I am prepared for travel
so Ifnored his text and his two calls
indiegirl
03-07-2020, 08:25 AM
I've decided if I see another toilet paper roll in my roommates bathroom used up after I restocked TWO on Friday that I'm going to be passive aggressive and stop restocking it. Get your own!
Maybe they have sewed all these rolls into blankets lol? I'm tired of paying for their toilet paper abuse. I can go 2 weeks with the same roll. Who needs a roll every 2 days is either sneaking extra people in the house when I'm in my room or something is NOT right.
The crazy part of me wants a coronavirus outbreak in the area so we can be quarantined and I can tell them "USE A CLOTH TOWEL" .....jesus. Almost not worth them renting financially with certain high maintenance women.
carmen_b
03-07-2020, 09:23 AM
^ Haha. Time for them to buy their own. Just keep yours in your room and bring some out when needed. Lol.
indiegirl
03-07-2020, 09:57 AM
^ Haha. Time for them to buy their own. Just keep yours in your room and bring some out when needed. Lol.
Basically it has come to not restocking and hiding it in my room. I can't believe some people.
carmen_b
03-07-2020, 10:03 AM
^ Yeah, they will " learn " to buy it. Haha.
SnuffleUffleGrass
03-07-2020, 03:36 PM
Confession- the movie "Steel Magnolias" was on the other night and I watched it ….really enjoyed it.
Southern culture in the US gets dumped on all the time but this was a cute slice of life movie about the strength of women and the treasure of human warmth.
Comically this was also before Julia Roberts was a mega star in movies so she delivered a true ensemble performance in the film. Also, Sam Shepard steals scenes as an adorable mechanic/loving husband to Dolly Parton's Truvy.
This movie needs a modern remake!
JGB2009
03-07-2020, 05:25 PM
Confession- the movie "Steel Magnolias" was on the other night and I watched it ….really enjoyed it.
Southern culture in the US gets dumped on all the time but this was a cute slice of life movie about the strength of women and the treasure of human warmth.
Comically this was also before Julia Roberts was a mega star in movies so she delivered a true ensemble performance in the film. Also, Sam Shepard steals scenes as an adorable mechanic/loving husband to Dolly Parton's Truvy.
This movie needs a modern remake!
I love that movie. I used to watch it over and over. I never could get bored of it.
indiegirl
03-07-2020, 06:37 PM
Well well well.....I have a little THIEF in my house. I'm not sure what to do. I stocked 2 thick rolls of toilet paper in the bin next to the bathroom. There is 3 there and NOWWWW 2 are gone from Friday to Saturday. I'm appalled. No sign of toilet paper use in any trashcan overnight with dragonshitzz.... I feel so taken advantage of over this month and want to kick this woman out but not sure who it is and don't want to put a camera in the bathroom where it happens. SOOOO I basically am living with a thief. I am no longer storing toilet paper. She can be a petty ass bitch until I figure out a solution.
indiegirl
03-07-2020, 09:58 PM
Well well well.....I have a little THIEF in my house. I'm not sure what to do. I stocked 2 thick rolls of toilet paper in the bin next to the bathroom. There is 3 there and NOWWWW 2 are gone from Friday to Saturday. I'm appalled. No sign of toilet paper use in any trashcan overnight with dragonshitzz.... I feel so taken advantage of over this month and want to kick this woman out but not sure who it is and don't want to put a camera in the bathroom where it happens. SOOOO I basically am living with a thief. I am no longer storing toilet paper. She can be a petty ass bitch until I figure out a solution.
all I know is that I’m not at the point to be fucking nice to either roomie because it will turn ugly.
Who would do this to me?! one renter is in divorce proceedings so I can get nasty if I’m mad. God only knows what else she has stolen and she never returned the garage key on day one of move in I was desperate for a new roomie and I’m paying the fucking price now with a stranger stealing in my house.
WendiStarr
03-08-2020, 06:42 AM
The weight thing is really getting to me. I was looking back at pictures from my pre-pregnancy years, like when I was 20, before I ever even had kids and I miss how thin I was then. I wish I could be that thin again except with the big boobs I have now because I was flat chested at 20. I feel so down because I want to get back to working out but every time I am active, I start cramping and bleeding heavier. Ob/gyn said that's a sign that I'm overdoing it. I'm frustrated with my body. I want to be done with this 5 weeks of spotting and bleeding. It feels like a never-ending period. I'm tired of having to wear pads and black pants and also, I want to be 100lbs again.
SnuffleUffleGrass
03-08-2020, 08:30 AM
I love that movie. I used to watch it over and over. I never could get bored of it.
I feel like "Steel Magnolias" (1989) is one of the last big movies in the States to give a realistic portrayal of working class life in rural America. In the past few decades working class people seem to be quick to be down on themselves for not being more rich, more pretty, ruder, etc. (Non-spoiler) the women in the movie all are comfortable with eachother because they've known eachother for literal decades, and the family arguments don't get ugly because the characters can actually talk to eachother.
Another thing the plot deals with is the eventual reality of risky decisions. Without judgement or anger.
Elle:)
03-08-2020, 11:32 AM
Ativan makes me feel so good.
indiegirl
03-09-2020, 01:02 PM
Welppppp I have a job opportunity at a Costco from a family/friend next week. Not the position I wanted but I am happy as fuck to take it. Scared for the interview but hopeful! Owner/manager is the wife of my chiropractor LOL.
SnuffleUffleGrass
03-10-2020, 07:42 AM
Welppppp I have a job opportunity at a Costco from a family/friend next week. Not the position I wanted but I am happy as fuck to take it. Scared for the interview but hopeful! Owner/manager is the wife of my chiropractor LOL.
Do take that job. I heavily regret not doing something like that about 10 years ago (for my own personal reasons.)
I've been a Costco shopper for literal decades (my dad had a membership via work when the stores started opening on the West Coast) and I always noticed the employees seemed perfectly happy. As a shopper I always see happy customers. The store where my aunt lives holds its own against the other Big Box stores and so on. Working for Costco is the right step for anyone needing stability and opportunities.
miss.a.p1600
03-10-2020, 09:14 AM
I ignored the clingy guy because he kept trying too get me to meet him before I left out of town which is normal for dudes who are BFs or husbands or whatever but not only are we not on that level when I told him no because I have to work and pack etc he replied “you never have fun and work all the time “
i just couldn’t bring myself to deal with a guy stressing me about seeing him when I’m trying to make some money before weeks end and I’m trying to make sure I am prepared for travel
so Ifnored his text and his two calls
i kind of feel guilty.
like although this could be my out (if I don’t let him suck me back in) maybe I owe him a mature explanation/ending
miss.a.p1600
03-10-2020, 09:15 AM
I need to take a shower cause I just started my period but the drain is clogged FML!!! And I don’t want to trek out for drain cleaner till I take a shower.
carmen_b
03-10-2020, 09:54 AM
If I read things right, you didn't give him any time in person in the last two weeks ?
So .... I am sure he has already figured it out. Haha.
i kind of feel guilty.
like although this could be my out (if I don’t let him suck me back in) maybe I owe him a mature explanation/ending
miss.a.p1600
03-10-2020, 04:36 PM
If I read things right, you didn't give him any time in person in the last two weeks ?
So .... I am sure he has already figured it out. Haha.
more like two months or more since I met him.
he was the one that kept acting super thirsty so it was making me not want to meet him.
but I was feeling down cause I wasn’t getting what I wanted from billiards guy so I entertained thirsty dude on phone and text.
But yeah maybe you’re right. Me ignoring him this past weekend because he was stressing me out trying to meet when I’m trying to work to make money before leaving and pack n shit before leaving.
He wasn’t offering anything of value - no ride to airport, no let me help you pack, no do you need money for travel nothing so I just didn’t feel like thinking about his needs for whatever the hell he needed - probably sex
indiegirl
03-10-2020, 05:13 PM
I walked in on my roommate naked showering early this morning. She did this turn around to hide herself. I didn't know what to say/do but trying to explain myself while she was turned around. I felt so stupid. I've done this before in public bathrooms. Please lock the door everyone. The shower is a glass door. Walked in on public bathrooms humiliated on both ends lol. Lock em.
carmen_b
03-11-2020, 10:21 AM
I'm so pleased with my decision !
No dudes for 5 days. Lol. This will include vanilla dating and club customers.
My dog and I are headed for the desert. No makeup or razors are coming !
Yesssssssss.
miss.a.p1600
03-11-2020, 11:06 AM
I walked in on my roommate naked showering early this morning. She did this turn around to hide herself. I didn't know what to say/do but trying to explain myself while she was turned around. I felt so stupid. I've done this before in public bathrooms. Please lock the door everyone. The shower is a glass door. Walked in on public bathrooms humiliated on both ends lol. Lock em.
could have been worse
at least you walked in when they were just nude vs shaving their crotch/masturbating/etc
I’m paranoid about that so I stay locking doors
Ifyouseekamy
03-11-2020, 08:00 PM
^^^^Glad to hear you all are well- especially Carmen. IDGAF about regular nudity one might see in a rated R film. Although being walked in while self pleasuring or watching someone else-unless he or she was a hot stranger I’d never see again - would be really embarrassing and awkward.