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Metal Vanity
03-12-2020, 01:52 AM
I love it when a guy gets butt hurt because he wants a dance and im busy, but I come back later and he's like NO IM GOOD but then I lock up more dances and look at him like he's a dumb ass 🤣🤣🤣😂😂😂😂 bitch you don't bother me I don't need you! LMAO
indiegirl
03-12-2020, 10:54 AM
I love it when a guy gets butt hurt because he wants a dance and im busy, but I come back later and he's like NO IM GOOD but then I lock up more dances and look at him like he's a dumb ass �������������� bitch you don't bother me I don't need you! LMAO
Or they call "roll call" or try to put you on stage and you really ham it up with customers because you would rather do neither and want to get away with not doing it lolll. I'm so guilty of being lazy. I cannot recall the number of times being called on stage to perform has motivated me "blah blah on deck" to go sell a dance.
miss.a.p1600
03-12-2020, 10:06 PM
I’m my early dating experience, I was in an open relationship
He had a long distance girlfriend and I had a lover but we saw each other more often than our respective partners.
Let’s just say it didn’t work out so well
whirlerz
03-13-2020, 07:45 AM
Ooh, nervous rn, sitting in a salon (new place) dudes mixing color, it has good reviews on Yelp so..:bitelip:
Update - it went great, it was a less expensive place, an Aveda salon. I got a complimentary hand massage too
carmen_b
03-13-2020, 12:01 PM
Nice. What color ? ^
indiegirl
03-13-2020, 06:39 PM
Love it when a customer reaches me and texts me to see me and he just flat out ghosts me after I reschedule my plans for the night for him because I want the money. Rude AF. Just saw him yesterday but still.
indiegirl
03-14-2020, 01:20 AM
I may be the worlds greatest introvert. Sometimes I heavy read the texts from customers. One texted and told me to grow as a woman. GURLL I'm quirky for life?? This line of money is running dead lately it used to be easy instead of wanting to scream this week. It's hard not being for "everyone" He said he still wants to meet another time but that comment really is insulting.
Metal Vanity
03-14-2020, 03:27 AM
Same!!!! Girl every time !!!!!
Metal Vanity
03-14-2020, 03:30 AM
Im sitting in the shower reading this thread an noticed the water hitting a nice spot, so I'll BRB ! XD
WendiStarr
03-15-2020, 12:05 PM
I've been a lazy ass couch potato today. Baby is content to lay and nap on me and older daughter is off of school for the next 3 weeks so she is in lazy mode, too.
carmen_b
03-16-2020, 01:02 PM
^ It's a good week to be lazy ! It's funny that all you hear is from people is " Gah, if I could only take a couple weeks off and have time to chill / sit / read " . Then they are pretty much supposed to be doing just that and everyone is just bitching.
miss.a.p1600
03-16-2020, 01:08 PM
^bitching cause they ain’t getting paid n have to take care of them kids all day lol
indiegirl
03-17-2020, 07:42 AM
I stood in a line that wrapped around a Walmart with a queue line rope this morning. I asked and they don't have the next toilet paper shipment in until the 22nd. BAHA I felt embarrassed being on "that level" for the 1st time in my life like it was my 1st black Friday (one person brought a lawn chair). People moved/power walked so fast in that store when it opened, pushing their carts in a (everyone-for-themselves-way) stocking up at 6am like it was the end of the world. Some in masks. But the level of hoarding I saw was insane. They rationed paper towels to 2 rolls per household. Including hoarding meat products and as much gallons of water they could get. They are not going to shut down water supply no idea where this gallon bottled water crisis is coming from. I want 2020 to go away already lol.
SnuffleUffleGrass
03-17-2020, 08:04 AM
I may be the worlds greatest introvert. Sometimes I heavy read the texts from customers. One texted and told me to grow as a woman. GURLL I'm quirky for life?? This line of money is running dead lately it used to be easy instead of wanting to scream this week. It's hard not being for "everyone" He said he still wants to meet another time but that comment really is insulting.
Related to this- I had a longtime "Splenda daddy" who would constantly try to say shit like that to me....He ended up getting arrested for attacking a woman (I didn't know her) so after all those years of him attempting to look like someone who actually respected women......The system ended up outing him as the fat fucking liar he is.
A LOT of escorting clients and strip club regulars see sex workers as their "lost angels." A woman has to rely on her intuition to keep herself safe from that type of energy vampire/ straight up predator.
My confession for today- ate ice cream for breakfast and enjoyed it.
carmen_b
03-17-2020, 08:47 AM
I must be some sort of monster . Lol. I was hiding in the desert for 7 days and didn't realize my state has gone into an official quarantine.
I guess I'm already 3-4 days done with the recommended two weeks.
Wasn't planning anything social anyway.
carmen_b
03-17-2020, 08:48 AM
Once we get through people are going to be stir crazy and ready to spend $$$. !!!
I stood in a line that wrapped around a Walmart with a queue line rope this morning. I asked and they don't have the next toilet paper shipment in until the 22nd. BAHA I felt embarrassed being on "that level" for the 1st time in my life like it was my 1st black Friday (one person brought a lawn chair). People moved/power walked so fast in that store when it opened, pushing their carts in a (everyone-for-themselves-way) stocking up at 6am like it was the end of the world. Some in masks. But the level of hoarding I saw was insane. They rationed paper towels to 2 rolls per household. Including hoarding meat products and as much gallons of water they could get. They are not going to shut down water supply no idea where this gallon bottled water crisis is coming from. I want 2020 to go away already lol.
trustfundkiller
03-17-2020, 10:32 AM
Once we get through people are going to be stir crazy and ready to spend $$$. !!!
This is exactly what I think! Last night was very profitable for me and I can see this trend continuing. My county just required all bars and nightclubs to close at 5PM. When the restrictions are lifted, people are going to be getting out and enjoying their freedom. I'm just hoping that the economy doesn't take too much of a nosedive with people being out of work.
carmen_b
03-17-2020, 11:54 AM
^ Dudes will find a way to spend on strippers. I will work again in 2 weeks or whenever quarantine recommendations are lifted !
carmen_b
03-17-2020, 11:56 AM
I’m so glad a salon was open.
They can only let 5 people in at a time with restrictions.
Got such a luxurious pedi.
WendiStarr
03-17-2020, 11:59 AM
I haven't received oral pleasure in at least 4 months now. I miss it, don't miss all the bullshit that comes with whoever is attached to the tongue though.
miss.a.p1600
03-17-2020, 12:16 PM
^^^exactly!!!
I really wanted to break my celibacy and get some oral sex from this guy who was more than eager to offer it.
Buuut I just wasn’t sure like just how crazy he was going to be afterwards though.
Several years back I let a dude give me oral sex (best I’ve ever had in my life girl) and do you know what happened next? A few days later he went full on fuckboi psycho because I didn’t let him fuck or talk to him much afterwards
indiegirl
03-18-2020, 12:00 PM
I just bought one of the last boxes online of bulk toilet paper arriving in a few days.....it was 92 toilet paper rolls and DAMN did I have to deep dive search online for that box. Giving some to family members in the area as well. I'm not a hoarder.
indiegirl
03-19-2020, 01:15 AM
Being given wine and being told to take off my sandals "they're fucking sandals." Somebody learned the no booze for me" rule the hard way. I can be an asswipe. Don't share with me. LOL. Most men want that. Back to declining booze.
carmen_b
03-19-2020, 08:55 AM
I kind of want to try to get some sex today from one of my prospects but now I have to disclose this cold and I'm not feeling 100% due to bleeding. Haha. Maybe it's just a good time to do nothing but I hate to miss this opportunity where I have time to spare and could be filled with dick instead of being bored.
indiegirl
03-19-2020, 02:52 PM
I walk around like I work in the ER in my very own house with rubbing alcohol or towels or gloves touching things. One roomie has had a cough for weeks and we all have separate soap containers now. One decided on Bath and Body Works soap. The other roomie has it together and bought Dial. In what world is Winter Candy Apple bath and body works going to save us from coronavirus?
Elektra Luxx
03-19-2020, 03:17 PM
I stopped watching the news all the time because it's really starting to scare me. I still feel the need to stay informed, I'm using my phone to catch up with the latest news. I get less anxious that way. I may have to contact my doctor and renew my prescription for Klonopin for anxiety.
Sometimes I really wish my doctor would prescribe me Xanax again, but considering my history with Xanax maybe not. Although my mom denies it, I know she was addicted to Xanax. She won't tell me why or how she stopped taking Xanax, but she doesn't take anymore. I come from a long line of addicts and abusers of chemical substances. I pray that I when that my kids won't continue the cycle.
queenelayliah
03-20-2020, 11:01 AM
Phone sex has been so slow. I had to go and get a part time job, they are paying $16 an hour. Which is good considering I been out of school since 2015 and this is my highest paying “official job” I have held. But im also ashamed I have never made more than $25k and my life.
Shit who am i kidding i should be grateful because for me personally even with my pso work. I will still make more money at my new part time work & consistently then on the phone lines.
Oh p.s.
I started the keto diet brought all the fucking ingredients then a few days later all this virus & hoarding shit happened. Which scared me so I abandoned the diet and went out & brought carbs. I do feel like my waists beads are getting looser. Maybe its just wishful thinking.
WendiStarr
03-21-2020, 10:24 AM
I ate 2 chocolate cupcakes today when I should've thrown them out to avoid temptation. Even though I'm back in my pre-pregnancy jeans, I still think my belly is too flabby.
whirlerz
03-21-2020, 11:29 AM
Ha, you should see my muffin top, @least you have an reason!
Going out across town to check my PO box
whirlerz
03-21-2020, 08:24 PM
I actually had a nice & somewhat productive time tonight, after roomie pissed me off w/bullshit.
I went out past curfew, nothing happened.
I have previously sold stuff out of my storages, using ebay, so there's that
I went to my one storage that's closer (I have 2, working on whittling it down to 1) & I have a small carry on bag w/some perfumes, one is discontinued, & it's old but still smell great.
I didn't get to sort thru more stuff like I wanted, but at least I got done the little I worked on
lynn2009
03-22-2020, 03:59 PM
I took my dog to the tennis courts near us to run around and play. I haven't before because the gates don't latch properly but I took zip ties and thought we'd be all set for a fun evening. There were two guys who took their dogs to the parallel court and I was about to leave because mine was being his reactive monster self when the dogs (mine on one side, two on the other side) all started running the fence together and having fun. I've seen other people play with their dogs on empty tennis courts in the evenings, so I honestly didn't think it would be an issue. But literally after not even ten minutes all of his paws were bloody :( :( :( I felt so bad, although he was hardly phased. I could not catch him for a few more minutes he was having lots of fun and he was keeping up with the other dogs who were fast and bigger than him. But his paws kept getting worse so I finally took him home. He didn't whine or anything so I think it's fine...all he did was lick himself clean. Still walking ok. Still I feel so bad and I always go to worst case scenario which is infection.....I am the worst dog parent ever.
moneybags
03-23-2020, 01:28 AM
I normally never drink but I drank 3 bottles of Rose in 3 days
WendiStarr
03-24-2020, 02:22 PM
I Skyped with BD for 3 and a half hours. I'm exhausted today because baby woke me up several times and she hasn't let me put her down without waking up, crying. I pretend napped for a half hour while still Skyping with him and when I looked up, he was napping too except he really was napping. I'd be lying if I said I didn't wish everything was back to the good 'ol days when we would cuddle up together and nap.
carmen_b
03-27-2020, 11:38 AM
I ended up fooling around with the cute engineer / guitar player in this desert location that I’d been in touch with.
It was soooooo good. I’m still glowy lol.
He just seemed to have all the time in the world to touch my whole body. This then lead up to an incredible fingering game. I’ve been looking for months for exactly what he delivered last night.
Damn. :)
He also brought everything over to make old fashioned's ..... delicious.
Yes, I realize the germ risk factor and that was my call so no lectures please. I will cap my tally of lovers this week at two haha to minimize the risk .
lynn2009
03-27-2020, 08:29 PM
Does anyone else get intrusive thoughts? I mean on a clinical level. I do, really bad. Sometimes at work but mostly about my dog. Completely ridiculous things too, like if we are driving on the highway like normal and he's clipped into a seat belt tether with his harness, I can't stop imaging him flying out of the car. Or reading about a lost dog makes me convinced he'll get away from me and die lost and scared by himself.
miss.a.p1600
03-28-2020, 12:48 PM
I wish I could have a threesome with two dudes.
One guy eating me out while the other guy sucks on my breasts.
I’d probably have an orgasm in 3 minutes (if they’re both good at their respective jobs)
carmen_b
03-28-2020, 01:24 PM
^ You should make it happen. :)
Elektra Luxx
03-28-2020, 06:56 PM
Does anyone else get intrusive thoughts? I mean on a clinical level. I do, really bad. Sometimes at work but mostly about my dog. Completely ridiculous things too, like if we are driving on the highway like normal and he's clipped into a seat belt tether with his harness, I can't stop imaging him flying out of the car. Or reading about a lost dog makes me convinced he'll get away from me and die lost and scared by himself.
It's normal to get those kinds of thoughts about the ones you really love. I get them all the time. We don't know what, when or if something bad will happen, but we just do our best to look out for the ones we love. I know you do that because you're a great mommy.
Genoveve
03-28-2020, 11:27 PM
Does anyone else get intrusive thoughts? I mean on a clinical level. I do, really bad. Sometimes at work but mostly about my dog. Completely ridiculous things too, like if we are driving on the highway like normal and he's clipped into a seat belt tether with his harness, I can't stop imaging him flying out of the car. Or reading about a lost dog makes me convinced he'll get away from me and die lost and scared by himself.
If my caffeine and/or sugar intake has been really high I do.
indiegirl
03-29-2020, 12:46 AM
I used to think I was a top level crazy dog lady until I watched Tiger King on Netflix today.
My thoughts now: NAHHHH
carmen_b
03-29-2020, 09:30 AM
^ I found the show so fascinating. It is so obvious that most of those people have Narcissist personality issues / Grandiose personality disorders and you just can't help but stare haha.
That doesn't give spoilers. It was my whole evening last night.
lurkingtitties
03-29-2020, 01:11 PM
I used to think I was a top level crazy dog lady until I watched Tiger King on Netflix today.
My thoughts now: NAHHHH
I forsee a lot of Joe Exotic halloween costumes this fall.
indiegirl
03-29-2020, 02:18 PM
^ I found the show so fascinating. It is so obvious that most of those people have Narcissist personality issues / Grandiose personality disorders and you just can't help but stare haha.
That doesn't give spoilers. It was my whole evening last night.
He was standing on top of a limo running for governor. I felt so sad for him.
carmen_b
03-29-2020, 02:27 PM
He was so nuts the whole time . It makes you think how many people are running around kind of doing things at a smaller scale than him but are still crazy.
indiegirl
03-29-2020, 04:17 PM
Some guy from central LA wants to come over and my first thought "NYC and Los Angeles are about to be Wuhan, China in a matter of weeks. I'm gonna stay on my little oc/la border and call it a day."
carmen_b
03-29-2020, 04:48 PM
^ Yeah , it's so crazy right now. I'm cutting things off health risk wise too.
I may see my one desert lover again but no new people .
I will survive with my vibrators and dildos on this trip. I literally packed them all. Haha.
miss.a.p1600
03-29-2020, 05:39 PM
The thirsty clinger asked me today “do you want some head before I go to work?”
I already told him I’m social distancing....while his dumb ass is trolling the city exposing himself to COVID
I should tell him “sure! But I need to see your STD Full Panel n COVID test results”
He’s thirstier than I thought
carmen_b
03-29-2020, 08:10 PM
^ Me :
" Yeah "
miss.a.p1600
03-29-2020, 09:07 PM
^ girl it’s taking everything I have not to take that risk n give in.
It’s like I feel like he’s somehow not good enough - not gone lie my classist thoughts are kicking in like what kind of money is he making? What kind of car is he driving? Then I’m like bish! If this mf is not a long term relationship category than does it really matter? Partly it does cause IF someone finds out I need to have bragging rights like my ego won’t let my pussy get what it wants till all these criteria are met.
Then with the health pandemic I’m like “how can I make this work we’re we won’t be breathing on each other?” “What if he tries to kiss me?”
And like why is he offering so easily? Like what’s the catch?
I have too many random ass thoughts
indiegirl
03-31-2020, 12:18 PM
I'm in a bitch mood. Even my new dentist cancelled my appointment ( he charges 150 for the consultation in April and I waited months and shut down his business) but no my DUI class is open now to the 2 hour class this week. I understand I made a mistake but at what cost?! To sit 2 hours in a group setting? Might as well give me the electric chair. We all don't respond to coronavirus the same way. Ask the dead. So pissed off.