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indiegirl
04-01-2020, 07:27 AM
I’m over eating soup cans in lieu of going to the store to buy salad. Ugh so over this virus!

Aurora_Sunset
04-01-2020, 09:21 AM
I know I should be really thrilled with my weight-loss. I've lost almost 25 pounds since my highest weight, 17 of that has been just in the last 2 months. But I still cringe when I look at my daily "progress picture." When I compare it to where I used to be, I can see the dramatic difference. But when just looking at the "now" picture, I can still see how I easily could lose another 15-20 before looking the way I want and still not being remotely "underweight." *sigh* I should be grateful for my health and for finally breaking the plateau and making real progress. Just gotta keep chugging along.

miss.a.p1600
04-01-2020, 09:32 AM
I could really use some weed rn

But then like are dealers working rn and do I really trust the dealer to not have contaminated the weed with Coronavirus.

i suppose if I come up on some I could bake n and make some edibles

miss.a.p1600
04-01-2020, 09:51 AM
I guess I am starting to mildly lose my mind....just ever so mildly....

I can't stop thinking about having sex with that guy.

But I don't trust any men rn nor having them trying to meet up with me in person.

I've never had phone sex - well except this one time this guy was seducing me on the phone and although my vagina was throbbing, I didn't have an orgasm or anything (I don't think he did either) so does that count?

I think I'm on the cusp of taking some drastic measures.....whatever that may be

lurkingtitties
04-01-2020, 09:59 AM
I could really use some weed rn

But then like are dealers working rn and do I really trust the dealer to not have contaminated the weed with Coronavirus.

i suppose if I come up on some I could bake n and make some edibles

The baggie it comes in is more likely to harbor virus droplets than the weed itself. You can pick it up and then leave it in a box or something for 2-3 days to really make sure it's safe.

Aurora_Sunset
04-01-2020, 12:24 PM
My husband got deployed to NYC for a couple weeks. I told the stepkids they could still come over on their usual weekend since they were upset, and I don't have to work anyway. But I am not looking forward to having both of them, by myself, for multiple days while everything is closed and they're already stir-crazy over homeschooling. I honestly don't think I'd enjoy being solely responsible for them for an entire weekend, even if we could go somewhere.

carmen_b
04-01-2020, 12:29 PM
^ Maybe the mom will come up with something about why she should keep them. Then you can be the nice guy. Think positive ! Ha.

WendiStarr
04-01-2020, 12:50 PM
I drank an Arby's Jamocha shake today. I totally forgot about the caffeine thing. I'm breastfeeding and wanted to make sure it didn't have a lot of caffeine in it since I don't want a very hyper baby. It has 11mg of caffeine but 60g of sugar. I'm feeling guilty now because of how much sugar. I want so bad to be able to stick to a diet but it's hard during these times of high anxiety. I just want comfort foods.

miss.a.p1600
04-01-2020, 01:16 PM
Feeling extra horny and almost ready to risk it all

miss.a.p1600
04-01-2020, 01:21 PM
My husband got deployed to NYC for a couple weeks. I told the stepkids they could still come over on their usual weekend since they were upset, and I don't have to work anyway. But I am not looking forward to having both of them, by myself, for multiple days while everything is closed and they're already stir-crazy over homeschooling. I honestly don't think I'd enjoy being solely responsible for them for an entire weekend, even if we could go somewhere.

Sounds kind of you to think about hosting them however you may enjoy the time more if it’s child free.

Plus their mom seems cunty so I’d let her do the honors lol

Maybe do a group video chat?

carmen_b
04-01-2020, 03:30 PM
^ You can always lie too and say you had to work. Hopefully that would seem realistic. :)

Aurora_Sunset
04-02-2020, 08:08 AM
^ You can always lie too and say you had to work. Hopefully that would seem realistic. :)

Yeah, I considered it but, unfortunately, I already told her I didn't have to work this weekend. The offer actually came after an hour-long argument. She got so pissed that my husband was leaving that she sent me this giant text, half of which was bitching about how selfish he was for leaving his kids "for such a long period of time," and the other half was DEMANDING, not asking, that I take the kids during his time gone. Telling me I WILL have them on his weekends and weekdays. I'm done with her shit, so I snapped and sent back my own pissy response, telling her she was the selfish one for refusing to be flexible regarding a healthcare worker's job and responsibilities in the middle of a national pandemic. I also told her that if she had asked nicely, I might have been more willing to help out, but I didn't appreciate her stating what I WILL do, as though she has any legal standing, and that she had no idea what my work schedule was like, and it was incredibly rude of her not to ask.

This devolved into her standard bitchfest about what a terrible guy my husband is, all the horrible things he did during their marriage, and at one point, telling me I was too young and immature to understand anything (she's like 5 years older than me...) and threatening to take me to court, at which I LOL'd and told her I looked forward to hearing from her attorney lmao On what grounds???

Anyway, long story short, the conversation eventually ended on a somewhat civil tone, with her apologizing for taking out her anger on me. Since I don't have to work this weekend, I said as much and that they were welcome to come if they wanted to. At one point, my husband told me that the reason she was mad about the weekend was because she had told him that they had plans while the kids were gone, and I shamed her about supposedly having plans in the middle of a statewide stay-at-home order. She insisted that she did NOT have plans, and that my husband was lying to me, but I think she's the liar. Not only does he have no earthly reason to make that up, but I KNOW it's their anniversary of their elopement this weekend. So I 1000% believe that they have plans, and she just didn't want to admit her own selfish reasons for trying to guilt-trip my husband into not deploying to help people.

Either way, even if I don't particularly like my time with the kids, I still don't want them to think I don't like them. I do want them to feel like this is their second home, and not feel unwanted just because dad is gone. Their bitch mom already made a point to make them feel like crap about their dad leaving (telling them right in front of him that he was choosing to leave them and that him saying it was "for work" was a "lie"), despite all her moaning about how she was only upset that the kids were upset... ::) Just because she's a petty cunt that doesn't actually care about their feelings, doesn't mean I want to play at her level and make them feel worse. I'm sure we'll survive lol

carmen_b
04-02-2020, 12:02 PM
It would sure be nice if she'd even meet you in the middle though such as she takes them one day and you take a day. In a dream world I guess. ;/

carmen_b
04-02-2020, 12:05 PM
B the Aussie who terrorized me ( he wouldn't give me a relationship last June / July) has been bugging me again. I am seeing someone and can't wait to tell him about it . This is sweet revenge I guess.

This is SO typical of him. I invited both him and Mr. NY to join me about 8-10 days ago at this house sit I'm on ( just figuring the odds and why not haha ). So ..... he doesn't do a damn thing as usual until I start seeing someone.

He is pressing me to come North again . No thanks . His pictures in snow are stupid. That is exactly what I'm trying to avoid and why I traveled south. I'll probably eventually just have to tell him since I loved him and he didn't love me back I just can't deal with him. I have a luxury home I'm babysitting since the owner can't have AirBnB guests here and who the hell even knows what he is up to. He probably doesn't give AF and just wants access to the house or something. This behavior disgusts me. He clearly waited until the entire state was closed ( included ski resorts ) and now that there is *nothing* else to do ..... he is all about coming down .v.s planning to come two weeks ago.

Morrigan
04-03-2020, 09:06 AM
I felt actual real jealousy for the very first time ever in my life recently. It terrified me, I don't like how irrational it made me and honestly felt sooooooo unnatural... It went away fast but ... It's rare an emotion made me feel out of control like that... Never ever ever want to experience that one again.

carmen_b
04-03-2020, 11:54 AM
Ohhhhhhh. ^
I'm so curious what sparked it ? Someone you are interested in paying attention to someone else ?

Morrigan
04-04-2020, 06:25 PM
It is a complicated matter.... We actually mutually fell hard for each other , and close...we fall into perfect synch with eachother instantly... big problem is I'm poly ( committed non monogomy ) so a thrupple thing sorta..however the other person is not...so we stay very close, still incredibly close and trying to live our lives. It's ...hard but I know it's the right thing to let go.
... But it was soooo unlike me. And while very dear...it's been different and I don't really think I like it

carmen_b
04-06-2020, 10:48 PM
^ Aw. Sound like this person wanted you to themselves.

You'll have to update on the situation .

SnuffleUffleGrass
04-07-2020, 10:19 AM
Yeah, I considered it but, unfortunately, I already told her I didn't have to work this weekend. The offer actually came after an hour-long argument. She got so pissed that my husband was leaving that she sent me this giant text, half of which was bitching about how selfish he was for leaving his kids "for such a long period of time," and the other half was DEMANDING, not asking, that I take the kids during his time gone. Telling me I WILL have them on his weekends and weekdays. I'm done with her shit, so I snapped and sent back my own pissy response, telling her she was the selfish one for refusing to be flexible regarding a healthcare worker's job and responsibilities in the middle of a national pandemic. I also told her that if she had asked nicely, I might have been more willing to help out, but I didn't appreciate her stating what I WILL do, as though she has any legal standing, and that she had no idea what my work schedule was like, and it was incredibly rude of her not to ask.

This devolved into her standard bitchfest about what a terrible guy my husband is, all the horrible things he did during their marriage, and at one point, telling me I was too young and immature to understand anything (she's like 5 years older than me...) and threatening to take me to court, at which I LOL'd and told her I looked forward to hearing from her attorney lmao On what grounds???

Anyway, long story short, the conversation eventually ended on a somewhat civil tone, with her apologizing for taking out her anger on me. Since I don't have to work this weekend, I said as much and that they were welcome to come if they wanted to. At one point, my husband told me that the reason she was mad about the weekend was because she had told him that they had plans while the kids were gone, and I shamed her about supposedly having plans in the middle of a statewide stay-at-home order. She insisted that she did NOT have plans, and that my husband was lying to me, but I think she's the liar. Not only does he have no earthly reason to make that up, but I KNOW it's their anniversary of their elopement this weekend. So I 1000% believe that they have plans, and she just didn't want to admit her own selfish reasons for trying to guilt-trip my husband into not deploying to help people.

Either way, even if I don't particularly like my time with the kids, I still don't want them to think I don't like them. I do want them to feel like this is their second home, and not feel unwanted just because dad is gone. Their bitch mom already made a point to make them feel like crap about their dad leaving (telling them right in front of him that he was choosing to leave them and that him saying it was "for work" was a "lie"), despite all her moaning about how she was only upset that the kids were upset... ::) Just because she's a petty cunt that doesn't actually care about their feelings, doesn't mean I want to play at her level and make them feel worse. I'm sure we'll survive lol

This is wonderful of you. My mom was the petty cunt in the co-parenting scenarios.....I am still embarrassed at the amount of problems and damage she caused just because of her nasty immature personality.


Funny confession- apparently my extended family asked everyone check in via Skype and Zoom for Easter. I won't do it due to many reasons, but it's funny my brother is also boycotting it.

lynn2009
04-07-2020, 11:06 AM
I was invited to the next interview phase! It's a Skype call, which I'm assuming is taking place instead of a F2F.

I don't think it went well or that they'll make an offer.

Elektra Luxx
04-08-2020, 03:19 AM
Okay maybe it didn't go well, but I don't think you should give up hope just yet. Give it a week or so.

Aurora_Sunset
04-08-2020, 06:19 AM
This is wonderful of you. My mom was the petty cunt in the co-parenting scenarios.....I am still embarrassed at the amount of problems and damage she caused just because of her nasty immature personality.


Funny confession- apparently my extended family asked everyone check in via Skype and Zoom for Easter. I won't do it due to many reasons, but it's funny my brother is also boycotting it.


The weekend actually wasn’t bad. They were pretty chill and listened well. They even slept in for me both days, or at least, if the older boy got up early, he entertained himself quietly for a couple hours. They both copped an attitude before going home on Sunday, but that literally always happens. 4-year old can’t wait to go home and whines about it all morning, but 8-year old doesn’t want to leave, so whines when it’s time to go - then tries to get shitty and say he wishes he had never come over, he hates our place, he didn’t have any fun, and he’s glad to leave. Whatever, I know he only does it because he’s actually sad to leave.

Aurora_Sunset
04-09-2020, 05:50 AM
I literally am less than 10 days away from completing my 75-day diet/exercise/no drinking challenge. And I just want to eat crap and drink more than ever... Halfway through, I thought I had beaten the cravings, but now I just want it to be over. But I guess the challenge highlighted the fact that I really DID need to be in the middle of a challenge to keep up healthy habits, because I clearly have strong urges to say “fuck it” if I have no other reason. So, while I yearn to sit on my balcony and drink in this nice, spring, quarantine weather, it’s probably good I have a reason to abstain.

lynn2009
04-09-2020, 06:05 PM
I don't think it went well or that they'll make an offer.

I know everyone is fascinated with my life's narrative, so I will tell you the HR person wants to speak on the phone tomorrow. This is really quick to make an offer to someone so I'm really confused. I feel like it's going to be bad, but then why speak on the phone?

Aurora_Sunset
04-10-2020, 03:04 PM
All I’ve been whining about is wanting to have time off work. Now, I have it, and am just depressed with too much time to think, and overwhelmed by my decisions of what to do with my free time so that I end up hopping around tasks and never actually concentrating or finishing anything. If I wasn’t specifically not drinking right now, and restaurants were fully open, I would just be drunk and fat all day. I clearly use work to keep myself from feeling depressed and being a gluttonous alcoholic.

carmen_b
04-10-2020, 03:21 PM
I have to watch myself constantly having too much time lately !

lynn2009
04-10-2020, 06:32 PM
I know everyone is fascinated with my life's narrative, so I will tell you the HR person wants to speak on the phone tomorrow. This is really quick to make an offer to someone so I'm really confused. I feel like it's going to be bad, but then why speak on the phone?

They made an offer for my requested salary and full relocation ( not expected on my part at all). I'm going to re-ask my current supervisor about remote work and if she still says no, I'm leaning toward accepting. Although I still feel uneasy about it...there have been people I've hired with a bad feeling because we just needed a body so bad and I'd hate to think that's what they are doing.

carmen_b
04-10-2020, 08:07 PM
^ Ohhh. It would be so amazing if it would give you the leverage to go remote though. :)

SnuffleUffleGrass
04-11-2020, 07:06 AM
Soooooooo this belongs in Confessions Thread...and you'll see why soon....(trigger warning, discussing Covid 19)















Our former neighbor just died from Corona Virus and hey, he hung in there for several days in the hospital but it was his time to go.

I don't feel bad about the situation b/c he was such a rotten jerk. I feel good for his wife, she won't be stuck caring for him. I should get her to take me out for drinks this summer, lol.

Trust me, I know I sound tacky, but this freshly dead guy's shithead-edness knew no bounds. Total fucking asshole. And now he is dead.

miss.a.p1600
04-11-2020, 09:29 AM
I feel super lazy.

I should be prepping for work or actually working but all I eat to do is snuggle in bed and watch YouTube

WendiStarr
04-12-2020, 08:07 AM
I've been attending Skype counseling sessions with BD and also just talking with him on Skype. He might've been drunk last night but he said he wants to live together again, but this time in a house. He said that I could set up an office there and was talking about rooms for the kids, etc. I let myself get all excited thinking about being a family again, yet at the same time I can't help but be skeptical that he wants to make things work again. It might've just been the alcohol talking and I need to not get my hopes up, just in case.

whirlerz
04-12-2020, 08:31 AM
I sure hope it works out for you, Wendi!

Hope you, baby & ur daughter are well!

whirlerz
04-12-2020, 08:47 AM
This newest roomie has to have a fire going 24/7..

Left one burning last night which I doused.

I like to have my door open w/screen door but it stinks, & bother my allergies.

I have my side window open, no screen.
So far it's ok, no nasty fire/smoke smell

Morrigan
04-12-2020, 09:39 AM
wHIRL !!!!!!! * Super glomp*

Violethollywood
04-12-2020, 12:39 PM
I think it's hilarious how customers try to convince us they're"normal" all the while love having things shoved up their ass or some other weird shit�� like I'm sorry but I've never been with a guy that was into that ever��

There's this customer who loves that weird shit and he has a gf and has convinced himself that i will magically fall for him and I'm just like ���� yeah bc you're sooo my type ��������

whirlerz
04-12-2020, 01:04 PM
wHIRL !!!!!!! * Super glomp*

Hey Baby! How ya been, how's duckys

Morrigan
04-12-2020, 05:25 PM
Hey Baby! How ya been, how's duckys

duckies got killed a while back by a raccoon somehow broke into their house :( but other than that.. omg its been a different world for me i swear , gossip later XD

moneybags
04-13-2020, 05:20 PM
Feel bad for Amazon workers. I was watching the news and one of the workers was saying Amazon should only be fulfilling essential orders. At the end he told the reporter, “ Dildos aren’t essential!”

I’m was like, “Sorry man. I need that dildo to do my job.”

miss.a.p1600
04-14-2020, 06:22 AM
^hes probably one of those guys who thinks their dick is made of gold. Most men are threatened by their women using dildos etc.

Speaking of fake dicks I had a dream last night that I was in a relationship with jeezy (weird cause he’s now engaged to Jennie mai) and my dream revealed he has a big dick.

I must be extra horny. If a quality dude offered me some quality dick I’d take it. The clue word is quality which seems like a challenge to come by nowadays with fuckboi culture so prevalent

carmen_b
04-14-2020, 07:50 PM
Pro tip :

Asking your new beau questions about " where this might be going " after two rounds of sex at 2a.m. high on edibles ......... um not advised.

I have regathered my diva energy. If he doesn't want to do the bf / gf thing I *think* I can restructure how I'm viewing things and add another lover to the mix soon possibly.

^ I'm embarrassed ! I think my period made me do it.

miss.a.p1600
04-15-2020, 12:10 PM
why are fuckbois, male sluts, n married male sluts the best lovers?

carmen_b
04-15-2020, 12:49 PM
^ Practice ?!?

Lol.

miss.a.p1600
04-15-2020, 06:33 PM
Ahahaha good point!

WendiStarr
04-16-2020, 04:56 PM
I'm relieved that I didn't have to take calls at work today.

carmen_b
04-16-2020, 09:30 PM
Ok ..... I totally went for a hair wash/cut today AND a pedi.
Omg !!!! Yessssssss .

I don't think these places are *technically* supposed to be open but I went to a shop just seeing if I could see a sign saying projected opening date..... and it was open. Discreet ( no open sign flashing ) but open. It felt so elusive and secretive like those naughty massage places where you have to *know* already to open the door or knock.

( keep in mind I am quite literally out in the boonies here with almost no cases )

miss.a.p1600
04-16-2020, 09:45 PM
The yogurt shop here is open. Knowing good n damn well they ain’t essential lol

I went there cause it was only place open at 10

Surprised no one snitched on them yet

miss.a.p1600
04-17-2020, 06:24 AM
So the thirsty guy sent a picture of his dick at damn 430 this morning

Normally I’d be offended but honestly I’m so horny I guess I don’t care right now.

Plus I figured it would be thick and long. It looks at least 8-9 inches.

I’d rather have oral sex than dick though so I’m not that turned on by it

What if he’s a male escort?

miss.a.p1600
04-17-2020, 09:17 AM
I guess this confirms my thought that this mf wouldn’t just be offering oral sex without dick.

Why can’t they just be satisfied with giving head?

moneybags
04-18-2020, 09:07 PM
why are fuckbois, male sluts, n married male sluts the best lovers?

lol why?!?! Logically I’d say practice makes perfect...sigh. I don’t get turned on by fuckboys. The last guy I tried to hook up with I chickened out. I just can’t. I want to feel like a queen with a king. I literally can’t. My suggestion is to invest in quality toys.

miss.a.p1600
04-19-2020, 12:44 AM
Yeah I am only turned on if the dude is harmless. Crazy fuckbois, broke ass fuckbois, n narcissistic fuckbois I just actually make my pussy go dry.

Yeah I agree moneybags. I need to feel safe like the dude would be a good protector and confidant plus some good income otherwise I cannot give it up.