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ava$
06-04-2020, 10:08 PM
I just found out I’m pregnant with my second baby, about 5 weeks and haven’t told my husband yet. I actually could just do without him all together, just want kids.. lol.

WendiStarr
06-05-2020, 10:05 AM
My new bathing suit makes me feel sexy, even though my body isn't perfect. I like to stand outside in it, even if hot pink clashes with my pale, pasty skin.

lynn2009
06-05-2020, 11:36 AM
Not gonna lie, I love it when someone at work is being a pain in the ass and I know I'm right and can prove it.

ava$
06-05-2020, 03:44 PM
^^i used to try n gain weight too, now that I’ve had a kid, it’s there..lol. But what I found to help was smoking weed, I’d just eat everything and I’d gain some at least ��.

miss.a.p1600
06-05-2020, 04:15 PM
I must be one of the weirdos who doesn’t get munchies.

I do tend to enjoy music more and get a flood of creative thoughts.

It’s hard as hell trying to get weed here.

I have to go through a third party dealer who’s preferred clients are coke consumers. Apparently there is more money selling coke so this mf takes his sweet ass time getting back to me.

I probably should start hounding him for my next order day after I buy cause I know it’s gonna take his ass weeks to get me a supply.

lurkingtitties
06-05-2020, 05:08 PM
I must be one of the weirdos who doesn’t get munchies.

I’m the same way. I like to smoke after I eat. Smoking when I’m hungry gives me a headache!

somechick99
06-05-2020, 11:10 PM
Realized a friend of mine is insanely self-centered today. I called her today stressed about some stuff in my life including potential job loss (not dancing, different job) and she literally just said "you'll be fine. Even if you lose your job it's not the end of the world" then immediately changed the topic to her dog's haircut.

I've listened to her vent about far less significant life issues. I'm pissed.

Aurora_Sunset
06-08-2020, 07:30 AM
I have to go do my CPR re-cert this morning, and by the time I get home, the kids will be over. I'm actually sitting here, trying to plan other stuff to do and other places to go tonight and tomorrow afternoon, to avoid being here too much.... I feel terrible even thinking that, let alone admitting to it! But we have had them a lot lately - a lot of extra nights and days since they're off of school. I know they love it, and my husband loves it, and wants to use the time while they have it, since it can't be like that during the school year. But between working every day damn, and then having them for at least half the week, I feel like I never get a moment off to breathe. Literally the only morning/afternoon I ever have entirely to myself anymore is every other Sunday, until hubby gets home at 3pm. And I spend the entire time doing laundry, grocery shopping, meal-prepping, and cleaning... I haven't sat down to play a video game or get to watch one of my shows in weeks...

Aurora just needs some alone time lol

miss.a.p1600
06-08-2020, 11:41 AM
So I decided to ditch the “guy friend” stRippper webs unanimously voted out of my life.

Well he called me and text me

Talking all this ying yang about how “ill take care of you” n calling me a queen.

It just seems like he’s only doing this to get financial information out of me. I invest my hard earned money to get this information.

When I told him things weren’t going so well with my day job he tried to joke about me working the streets, setting up only fans, etc.

I accidentally told him about my second stream of income and now he’s all of a sudden telling me to give him my information I paid a lot to get.

I just feel like he’s changed into this selfish extreme men’s rights activist who possibly uses women for his benefit and he is too blind to see his male privilege is highly unchecked. Which has turned me off.

I messed up and friended him on Instagram several years ago

At this point I’m NEVER adding dudes to my social media cause when it’s over they be knowing that you “block” them and I don’t have time to deal with petty ass people.

I’m going to grey rock method his ass and pretend I’m broke as hell with no clue wtf I’m doing.

miss.a.p1600
06-08-2020, 11:50 AM
You don’t have to be a “sex” worker to get pimped out.

An unsavory dude can pimp you out not just your body or your money but your time, your ideas, your network, your identity, etc.

He takes the profits for himself not caring that you helped him or giving back to you is minimal to non existent

There are positive men out there but it’s the opposite of this description above

carmen_b
06-08-2020, 12:26 PM
Aurora : I feel for your posts haha! I think you should create a " need " such as a time block where you schedule in advance for yourself every week for a few hours ( then go to a co-working space or coffee house and just relax ) or when spas finally open occassionally go and lounge for 3-4 hours! I think booking this time in advance for yourself might help.
Another good place to hide is a movie theatre ( if open ).

I don't think you need to be *fully* honest here about exactly how you are spending time. You can be " filtering new sales " or " taking concurrent classes " or whatever you need to say to get those hours booked. I'm a small business owner and anytime I need to go hide I also use the go to excuse that I'm meeting with my web designer or social media person ( who are both outsourced and I've never met haha ).

Hopefully my batch of good excuses can help anyone who needs some time lol !!

:)

I have used similar tricks when I've been pulled at from everyone.

carmen_b
06-08-2020, 12:29 PM
Anyone who doesn't have a good respect of your time can waste it which then COSTS you $$$. Always good to remind outselves of this !!
You don’t have to be a “sex” worker to get pimped out.

An unsavory dude can pimp you out not just your body or your money but your time, your ideas, your network, your identity, etc.

He takes the profits for himself not caring that you helped him or giving back to you is minimal to non existent

There are positive men out there but it’s the opposite of this description above

WendiStarr
06-08-2020, 03:51 PM
I started reading Why Men Love Bitches and realize that I need to be a bitch when it comes to men. At the same time I feel like I'm turned off by men right now. There's just way too many games in the dating world and it all seems so pointless.

miss.a.p1600
06-09-2020, 03:58 AM
^pretty much thanks to tinder culture n men’s rights activists

Mfs gotta treat dating like they hiring for a Fortune 500.

WendiStarr
06-09-2020, 08:04 AM
I started off my vanilla work shift fine until right before lunch, when I had some old lady customer on the phone. She started off like a sweet old lady, saying that she had 10 orders that were not delivered. I checked tracking and it showed all 10 orders were delivered. I told her this and she started ranting about how she lives in an apartment complex, none of her orders ever get delivered even though tracking shows as delivered. She said that the delivery drivers must be giving all her packages away to her neighbors. I suggested that perhaps she should have her future orders delivered to an Amazon locker to prevent package theft or have her packages delivered to a relative or friend's house that is safe. This pissed her off and it turned in to a 38 minute rant from her about how horrible I am for even suggesting that an old lady risk leaving her home during the Covid crisis and how I should be ashamed of myself for even suggesting that she get her packages delivered elsewhere. I offered to transfer her over to the driver department to see if they could figure out what the issue is but she refused and kept ranting and insulting me. I offered her a refund on all the orders and she said she didn't want a refund. She wanted replacements and wanted me to promise that they would all be hand delivered to her. I couldn't make that kind of promise and if someone really did steal 10 packages from her, obviously she has a theft problem in her apartment complex and it's not safe to deliver packages there. If that's the case, why risk everything being stolen again? After I told her this, she kept calling me an idiot, making duh and durr noises over and over again, and started complaining to me about why is our company supporting the black lives movement. She said that anyone supporting that is a terrorist which pissed me off even more than I already was. I had had enough and hung up on her. Clearly I'm not made out for vanilla csr jobs. I don't have the patience or empathy, I guess to deal with that crap. As of that phone call I'm on unpaid leave. That may be a nicer way to say that I'm fired but at this point, I can't even bring myself to care anymore. I've already been dealing with repeated emotional abuse from my baby's daddy. He left again and I've had a break from that. I don't care to be someone's emotional punching bag while at work, too. Fuck that!

whirlerz
06-09-2020, 11:40 AM
& 1 more thing men that abuse (whether verbal or other) are looking for control, & + to do & get away with what they want.

So, fuck all that.

whirlerz
06-09-2020, 03:54 PM
& One more thing : I really do hope & pray the one roomie can get his son over..

He really is a bright, sunny child who always makes me laugh.

I can't imagine the pain & hurt he feels of not seeing him for like 2 months now.

carmen_b
06-10-2020, 09:14 AM
Let me just shine my spoiled AF light into this thread .
There is so much going on in the world. SO much that could use time and attn ( and yes, I did protest for BLM in my city ! ) but even with all this going on ..... damn ..... I just want a whole day to chill out and read.
I will figure out where to put that on the calendar.

I can't tell anyone this ( I feel it's bad form in the current world haha ) .
Sneaking off for self care is taboo almost right now but I do still need it.

whirlerz
06-11-2020, 12:01 PM
Yay room did the dishes last night!

Bad news is the bipolar(or worse lady's acting up, I'm ignoring, but got a bad

miss.a.p1600
06-11-2020, 04:15 PM
My legs are hairy, I wore a skirt, dont gaf

whirlerz
06-13-2020, 04:49 PM
Lol. I'm so lucky, I have hardly any body hair.

So, Mr hot stuff upstairs got all upset /discombobulated cause I offer to make him a sandwich?::)
Which I do all the time btw.

You protest a little too much, I already know you're in love w/me, & isn't it more than a coincidence that every time I fantacise, we happen to bump into each other?:P:sly:

moneybags
06-14-2020, 04:52 PM
I think I’ve finally decided I’m not dating unless a guy pays my bills, so I don’t have to work. It always causes problems- sex work and dating. I’m in the prime of my life. I don’t want to waste in on love anymore.

This guy is obviously interested in me and he seems nice enough, but I’m just not interested if he can’t pay my bills through school and spoil me. I’m not a gold digger, I just value my time and energy. When I was in love and had money I spoiled the people I love, so why don’t I deserve the same? I’m loyal, honest, and kind. I’m worth being spoiled. I’d just rather date myself than waste my time and energy on men. It’s such a waste of time when I could be pouring that into manifesting what I want in life.

WendiStarr
06-16-2020, 06:29 AM
I've been putting on this charade of pretending that I'm still working vanilla job. I wake up at 6:30am as I did before and still go downstairs to my office and dick around on the computer for 8 hours, taking breaks at my usual break times. Mostly I've just been looking for and applying to more vanilla jobs and doing some cam work whenever I'm able to squeeze in an hour or two during the 8 hour time frame. BD has been around again and I don't want him knowing that I'm not working at the vanilla job anymore. I don't know if he'd be angry and act like a dick again. I've been pmsing or something really bad these past few days and all I have to do to keep him off my back right now is cry or bitch about cramps or pms cravings. That makes him either avoid me or be nice.

Elektra Luxx
06-16-2020, 09:45 AM
Bf is stressed and in a really rotten mood. I mean a really rotten mood and is on a tirade with people from work and his family. There's drama with his family and his stressing over it. I gave him one of my Klonopin last night because he was having trouble sleeping and I thought he slept well, but maybe not.

I'm at my little desk staying as quiet as I can because I don't want any of that anger directed at me. I'm not sure I've ever seen him like this and it's scary.

(FYI - He's not violent or abusive)

carmen_b
06-16-2020, 12:05 PM
^ Sometimes frustrations can overtake people.
It might be good to give a little space so it doesn't bring you down / aggravate anything .

SnuffleUffleGrass
06-16-2020, 12:36 PM
I've been putting on this charade of pretending that I'm still working vanilla job. I wake up at 6:30am as I did before and still go downstairs to my office and dick around on the computer for 8 hours, taking breaks at my usual break times. Mostly I've just been looking for and applying to more vanilla jobs and doing some cam work whenever I'm able to squeeze in an hour or two during the 8 hour time frame. BD has been around again and I don't want him knowing that I'm not working at the vanilla job anymore. I don't know if he'd be angry and act like a dick again. I've been pmsing or something really bad these past few days and all I have to do to keep him off my back right now is cry or bitch about cramps or pms cravings. That makes him either avoid me or be nice.


Just give him space. A lot of stress can make even the nicest people really unpleasant to be around.....

Elektra Luxx
06-17-2020, 07:33 PM
Bf and I casually talked about a 3some with a very good female friend of ours. We were really never going to have a 3some because we're both too jealous and insecure. Plus, he made a joke about me holding the camera while he got it on with our friend and then I said "okay, but only if you hold the camera while I fuck a few college football players".

Me: deal breaker?

Bf: *crickets chirping*

moneybags
06-17-2020, 10:27 PM
I've been putting on this charade of pretending that I'm still working vanilla job. I wake up at 6:30am as I did before and still go downstairs to my office and dick around on the computer for 8 hours, taking breaks at my usual break times. Mostly I've just been looking for and applying to more vanilla jobs and doing some cam work whenever I'm able to squeeze in an hour or two during the 8 hour time frame. BD has been around again and I don't want him knowing that I'm not working at the vanilla job anymore. I don't know if he'd be angry and act like a dick again. I've been pmsing or something really bad these past few days and all I have to do to keep him off my back right now is cry or bitch about cramps or pms cravings. That makes him either avoid me or be nice.

I’m taking to my sex worker therapist too about if I’m telling people I’m a cam girl or that I’m just doing vanilla work now. I hate putting on a charade, but non sex workers don’t get it. My spiritual mentor told me that when you tell unsupportive people your insecurities it just jackes with your vibration. She wrote a book and didn’t tell her family until it was published 10 years later because they would have just been negative about it-she’s a best selling author now. I dislike lying, but lies protect the innocent. Lying isn’t as black and white as I thought it was. I think someone’s motive for lying is an important factor. Kinda like murder is wrong unless it’s for self-defense. I’m protecting my soul from being murdered.


I’m also talking to a sex worker journalist tomorrow about COVID-19 and sex work.

SnuffleUffleGrass
06-18-2020, 07:39 AM
I’m taking to my sex worker therapist too about if I’m telling people I’m a cam girl or that I’m just doing vanilla work now. I hate putting on a charade, but non sex workers don’t get it. My spiritual mentor told me that when you tell unsupportive people your insecurities it just jackes with your vibration. She wrote a book and didn’t tell her family until it was published 10 years later because they would have just been negative about it-she’s a best selling author now. I dislike lying, but lies protect the innocent. Lying isn’t as black and white as I thought it was. I think someone’s motive for lying is an important factor. Kinda like murder is wrong unless it’s for self-defense. I’m protecting my soul from being murdered.


I’m also talking to a sex worker journalist tomorrow about COVID-19 and sex work.

Great points. Back when I still talked to all of my family, it really ground my gears that my successes were still less remarkable b/c I gained them via working in bars, whereas my drug addicted relatives were treated like little lost pets. Like, WTF...?

Camming can always be described as promotional modeling or online sales. I mean, that is really all it is.

My confession- I have a killer migraine today so I will be not so productive. I hope I can forgive myself.

moneybags
06-19-2020, 02:12 AM
I think I’m done at the club. I kept think maybe I’d check it out. Unless I have to go back or the money is stupid good, I don’t see myself going back. I didn’t think I would retire like this!

I’m feeling a lot of grief right now.

miss.a.p1600
06-19-2020, 05:08 AM
I’m taking to my sex worker therapist too about if I’m telling people I’m a cam girl or that I’m just doing vanilla work now. I hate putting on a charade, but non sex workers don’t get it. My spiritual mentor told me that when you tell unsupportive people your insecurities it just jackes with your vibration. She wrote a book and didn’t tell her family until it was published 10 years later because they would have just been negative about it-she’s a best selling author now. I dislike lying, but lies protect the innocent. Lying isn’t as black and white as I thought it was. I think someone’s motive for lying is an important factor. Kinda like murder is wrong unless it’s for self-defense. I’m protecting my soul from being murdered.


I’m also talking to a sex worker journalist tomorrow about COVID-19 and sex work.

people always complaining they want the truth but 95% of the time they can never handle the truth.

when you have important goals to accomplish, always move in silence

miss.a.p1600
06-19-2020, 07:12 AM
When desperate male trolls try to get a response out of you. Lol!

Stripper webs need to make men pay to interact with women on this site. At least we would get paid to interact with the trolls.

Until then, I may have to add two more male trolls to my ignore list.

Just remember not to read the site before you log in so you don’t have to read comments from ignorant males

SnuffleUffleGrass
06-19-2020, 07:48 AM
When desperate male trolls try to get a response out of you. Lol!

Stripper webs need to make men pay to interact with women on this site. At least we would get paid to interact with the trolls.

Until then, I may have to add two more male trolls to my ignore list.

Just remember not to read the site before you log in so you don’t have to read comments from ignorant males


This forum has the most wretched collection of trolls I have ever encountered on the Internet. Worse than the meatheads on weightlifting forums.

buttonpop
06-20-2020, 05:08 PM
^^^^ I confess that I wish the "post pictures of YOU" thread was in Ladies Only.

chanzep
06-20-2020, 07:52 PM
I am so lazy today glued to couch.

miss.a.p1600
06-21-2020, 05:33 AM
^^^^ I confess that I wish the "post pictures of YOU" thread was in Ladies Only.

Hustle Hut and Cam section should be ladies only

(Or men who cam)

Not only is hella game given away to easily for free but also the unsavory men will use your info for nefarious purposes.

I posted there because i liked chatting with cam ladies about celibacy - only to stupidly forget men can read it.

And yes their bitch asses be reading n lurking n analyzing.

And do you know two men PM me ( they were normal and trying to be helpful so I didn’t mind ... as much) but my male troll stalker who stalks my posts was making slick references to what I posted there after I posted a general question in Lounge.

baer45
06-21-2020, 01:38 PM
because we're both too jealous and insecure.

Don't do it. Especially not with someone you will often see.

Elektra Luxx
06-21-2020, 02:23 PM
Don't do it. Especially not with someone you will often see.

We're not. It was just a casual thought.

carmen_b
06-21-2020, 06:43 PM
^ I am that way with J also.

On one hand I would love to be the person who gives him this ultimate fantasy ( threesome lol ) !
But I know we probably couldn't even navigate it if the situation presented itself.
We enjoy talking about it ( in a not really concrete way ) .

Plus in our case there isn't fairness . He would only do a three way type of evening with another woman and another man ( as a fun thing to do later ) is totally off the table. Without the promise of a swordfight later I don't know if I want to find and seduce a woman. We are so much work. Lol .

moneybags
06-21-2020, 10:27 PM
Hustle Hut and Cam section should be ladies only

(Or men who cam)

Not only is hella game given away to easily for free but also the unsavory men will use your info for nefarious purposes.

I posted there because i liked chatting with cam ladies about celibacy - only to stupidly forget men can read it.

And yes their bitch asses be reading n lurking n analyzing.

And do you know two men PM me ( they were normal and trying to be helpful so I didn’t mind ... as much) but my male troll stalker who stalks my posts was making slick references to what I posted there after I posted a general question in Lounge.
I only post sensitive info here. It takes awhile to get activated, so even casual browsers can’t get access until they get activated. Think it took a couple of months to get access here.

BambiCutie
06-21-2020, 10:45 PM
Years back was buying my first custom dildo from BD and was shopping on the adoption page when I purchased a platinum toy.
Size was way off! Thought I was buying a toy the size of a Coke can. Nope.. Damn thing ended up being the size of a two liter bottle.
Now it just sits in a bag taking up space in my box and its embarrassing to explain how the f*ck I ended up with it.
Apparently all sales are final and I am still trying to sell Mount Everest.

carmen_b
06-22-2020, 09:30 AM
^ Lol !!

BEST craigslist for sale ad ever !

miss.a.p1600
06-22-2020, 06:26 PM
Michael B Jordan looking like an entire snack!

moneybags
06-23-2020, 01:57 AM
Michael B Jordan looking like an entire snack!

The basket ball player? I thought he old..I looked him up. For 57 he’s sexy. A sugar babies dream.

miss.a.p1600
06-23-2020, 05:42 AM
Michael Jordan the basketball legend is a nice looking DILF

But more specifically I was referring to Michael B Jordan the actor. He’s a younger buff dude with some sexy full lips.

SnuffleUffleGrass
06-23-2020, 05:56 AM
Michael Jordan the basketball legend is a nice looking DILF

But more specifically I was referring to Michael B Jordan the actor. He’s a younger buff dude with some sexy full lips.

I love them both!!!

That documentary series about the basketball player Michael Jordan revealed he half-joking called himself "Black Jesus" which is one of the funniest things I have ever heard in my life. His Airness indeed.

Confession- am so dreading having to shop for groceries tonight. I make myself laugh at the store by telling myself ninjas are stocking the shelves (store clerks and cashiers here still have to wear masks.)

lurkingtitties
06-23-2020, 06:16 PM
My confession is that after losing 17 pounds last fall/winter and keeping it off through quarantine, I’m gaining some back right now. Partly stress eating and partly because I’m staying with a family who always has desserts and homemade bread in the house.

Once my clinical ends in a month I’m gonna eat at maintenance for several more weeks while I finish the powerlifting program I’m currently working through. Then around early-mid September I’ll be able to start cutting and see the results of all my hard work!

JGB2009
06-28-2020, 06:24 PM
I always end up crying when I watch Grey's Anatomy. I just get into how everything feels and cry.....maybe I can just relate to much.

lynn2009
06-28-2020, 06:45 PM
I've been feeling really horny lately but only physically. Not mentally at all. It's really weird.

SnuffleUffleGrass
06-29-2020, 09:27 AM
I always end up crying when I watch Grey's Anatomy. I just get into how everything feels and cry.....maybe I can just relate to much.

I was never able to get into "Grey's Anatomy." I kinda feel like I missed out there.

My confession- dieting blows. I have to do fasting and one or two meals a day so I stop looking so chunkalicious. Urghhh.