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carmen_b
08-05-2020, 11:04 AM
I kind of want another massage but just had one last Saturday.
I was trying to go 10 days between lol.
lynn2009
08-05-2020, 06:44 PM
I kind of want another massage but just had one last Saturday.
I was trying to go 10 days between lol.
Massages are allowed where you live? I've been dying to get one for weeks.
miss.a.p1600
08-05-2020, 08:16 PM
I tried to get L to take this Toastmasters with me because he would be better at speaking
he stutters and uses double clutches (in addition to improper grammar and excessive slang)
But no.....he’s using his job as an excuse and saying he would only do the club I’m in - which meets while he’s at work.
JGB2009
08-08-2020, 01:45 PM
I think I am about to break it off with you. Lately I have been feeling alone as if I am by myself. Seems like your the one that is always good with how we are. Some things are lacking with you lately. I'm gonna give it a month the most and if things don't improve then I am going my separate way!!!!
WendiStarr
08-08-2020, 02:10 PM
I got satisfaction today from the jealous Big Berthas and Karens at the park staring daggers at me, tits on a stick. I've had 2 kids and you can't really tell by looking at me. That cardio is paying off.
miss.a.p1600
08-08-2020, 02:24 PM
Im so caught up in cognitive dissonance and whether I should go against my hypergamous nature.
My current dude is doing ALL the right things. After dealing with a plethora of unsavory men (which I promptly left once I realized) it feels good to have a guy respect me and want to do everything he can to protect me and please me.
I REALLY hope the wealth comes in so I can stay with him and not worry about my goals (house with a pool, new car every 4 years, a baby - send to private schools, vacations 4 x year, plenty of money in the bank eating at fancy restaurants, no concerns about money, etc)
carmen_b
08-08-2020, 02:28 PM
yeah for about a month
After going without for three months I was going weekly and then I decided it was excessive and tried to do a 10 day gap haha.
BUT the full service spas don't have their hydro ameneties open so still no full spa days which makes me sad but it'll come with time .
Massages are allowed where you live? I've been dying to get one for weeks.
carmen_b
08-08-2020, 02:31 PM
Have you talked to him about your ideas and aiming big together as a couple?
It might be time for this conversation .....
Im so caught up in cognitive dissonance and whether I should go against my hypergamous nature.
My current dude is doing ALL the right things. After dealing with a plethora of unsavory men (which I promptly left once I realized) it feels good to have a guy respect me and want to do everything he can to protect me and please me.
I REALLY hope the wealth comes in so I can stay with him and not worry about my goals (house with a pool, new car every 4 years, a baby - send to private schools, vacations 4 x year, plenty of money in the bank eating at fancy restaurants, no concerns about money, etc)
miss.a.p1600
08-08-2020, 04:07 PM
Have you talked to him about your ideas and aiming big together as a couple?
It might be time for this conversation .....
I gotta get better at communicating....as honestly as possible
Im going to have to find the right time.
miss.a.p1600
08-09-2020, 09:05 AM
L wants me to go to one of his cousins weddings.
I don’t want to because then I’m going to have to dress up, buy a gift, etc. and I hope it’s a high class wedding
miss.a.p1600
08-09-2020, 09:06 AM
He insisted on taking a pic with me last night.
He was kissing me on the cheek in the picture
miss.a.p1600
08-09-2020, 07:21 PM
My friend gave my her wealthy friends number
I am torn.
lurkingtitties
08-09-2020, 07:30 PM
My friend gave my her wealthy friends number
I am torn.
You have to call him!!! Say it’s for business purposes
My friend gave my her wealthy friends number
I am torn.
Id talk to him, your not all in with this guy yet and he said the wife still calls so... lol, i guess they have kids so it makes since but still I dont think your too locked in yet and you dont have to even explain talk to the wealthy guy when dude is gone and silence phone when he is..}:D
miss.a.p1600
08-10-2020, 03:18 PM
You have to call him!!! Say it’s for business purposes ��
Id talk to him, your not all in with this guy yet and he said the wife still calls so... lol, i guess they have kids so it makes since but still I dont think your too locked in yet and you dont have to even explain talk to the wealthy guy when dude is gone and silence phone when he is..}:D
yes yes yes. Note to self - stick to plan! I already turned my alerts off after 8pm so none of my old flames try to call late night.
Do y’all be keeping your phone face up or face down? I feel paranoid some dude is going to text or call so I keep mine face down so he can’t read the alerts. But I noticed he keeps his phone face up.
Also ive been on my period and technically I could have sex with my menstrual cup in but I just want my pussy to take a break. So he’s been “suffering” for several days lol!
whirlerz
08-10-2020, 03:50 PM
^ Are these treats drop ever gonna pay off ? Lol
Probably not. ::).^
@ Ms P: phone face down
yes yes yes. Note to self - stick to plan! I already turned my alerts off after 8pm so none of my old flames try to call late night.
Do y’all be keeping your phone face up or face down? I feel paranoid some dude is going to text or call so I keep mine face down so he can’t read the alerts. But I noticed he keeps his phone face up.
Also ive been on my period and technically I could have sex with my menstrual cup in but I just want my pussy to take a break. So he’s been “suffering” for several days lol!
yes, phone face down forsure! or even under something.. I feel u on the pussy break
moneybags
08-10-2020, 06:30 PM
yes yes yes. Note to self - stick to plan! I already turned my alerts off after 8pm so none of my old flames try to call late night.
Do y’all be keeping your phone face up or face down? I feel paranoid some dude is going to text or call so I keep mine face down so he can’t read the alerts. But I noticed he keeps his phone face up.
Also ive been on my period and technically I could have sex with my menstrual cup in but I just want my pussy to take a break. So he’s been “suffering” for several days lol!
I love reading your post. I’m living vicariously through you. You’re the best.
On the phone thing. I cut off all my old flames. They couldn’t find me if they tried.
WendiStarr
08-11-2020, 07:18 AM
I have black sequin booty shorts on with a green dress shirt. My fellow students have no idea because they can only see chest up.
Elektra Luxx
08-11-2020, 03:26 PM
Sorry
Addon: TMI
Elektra Luxx
08-12-2020, 05:21 AM
I accidentally spilled coffee on Bf's desk, phone and important papers. I feel so fucking clumsy and stupid. He's not angry and helped me clean up and told me it's ok things happen. I almost wish that he would get really angry with me and yell at me and tell that I'm stupid.
miss.a.p1600
08-12-2020, 06:12 AM
My dude tells me yesterday that whatever any guy offers me he can do that an more.
That’s really endearing but he’s forgetting the money part.
He does try though.
I picked up a few groceries and he wouldn’t let me pay. He’s learning the types of snacks I like and he’ll have them at his place for me when I come over.
SnuffleUffleGrass
08-12-2020, 06:37 AM
Confession- I'm embarrassed that I'm having such a hard time accepting my mid-life body. I'm still more petite than most people but all I see is "Too HUGE".
Ugh. My options here are be plump and cute or diet hard and look haggard but thin. & YEAH I know this is such a "First World Problem."
miss.a.p1600
08-12-2020, 11:12 AM
^same.
It like I’ve finally come to terms with the fact I no longer have 20 year old perky n full tits
I still be sashaying around topless though lol
^^my 20 year old tits were a bony chest, since I had implants and a kid, they actually look better after the kid so I’m liking the titties more than ever atm, it’s the fact that I gain weight easier now, no Bueno
moneybags
08-13-2020, 12:24 PM
Confession- I'm embarrassed that I'm having such a hard time accepting my mid-life body. I'm still more petite than most people but all I see is "Too HUGE".
Ugh. My options here are be plump and cute or diet hard and look haggard but thin. & YEAH I know this is such a "First World Problem."
Me too! I’m overweight because the gyms closed. I keep complaining. Like there’s people sick and dying and I’m complaining about my weight! I still make money on cam. I need to get over myself.
I feel like I don’t have any bad karma for not paying taxes because the government is so corrupt.
I was bitchy to the apartment ladies. I TRIED to be nice, but I just don’t want people in my space without masks on! I don’t want to have to enforce my boundaries either-I’m so over this dumb mask thing. I need my apartment sprayed for bugs-I’ve only seen one or two-but I’ll just learn to live with my new friends.
SnuffleUffleGrass
08-14-2020, 06:22 AM
Funny confession-
Our realtor took us to a newer house to see it and I felt so guilty walking around in the house because it was so neat and well kept...I had to be encouraged to check out the whole place. I mean I was seriously impressed - the owners of the house take care of an elderly couple who live in the house too so for a place to be that clean and orderly speaks highly of the people living there.
I hope we get it but apparently 3 other people viewed the place yesterday too and I expect them to be as interested. This year has been full of doom and gloom but in some places, the home buying market is in a frenzy, which is nice.
WendiStarr
08-14-2020, 09:12 AM
I faked computer issues. My instructor for today is a real d-bag. I don't get why we can't just continue learning technological stuff, instead of the lame, "What makes you great?" questions. Last Friday he gave us all a elevator pitch assignment. He gave everyone good grades and then on Wednesday, suddenly decided to give several of us bad grades on that assignment. He said that I needed to make it longer. I revised it to do so and in the middle of presenting it, he rudely interrupted and said,"Unacceptable!" and proceeds to go on and on about how he doesn't see how we're going to succeed in the future if we can't complete simple assignment. One other person who has been in tech support for 10 years messaged me to say that he was bothered by the instructor's reaction and that made him lose confidence in doing his presentation. He is also faking computer issues. It's Friday. Who's in the mood to be bothered today anyways? I'll take an absence for today. I don't care. I'll be back on Monday when we're back to our usual instructor and material.
moneybags
08-16-2020, 07:45 AM
Krishnamurti quote. “It is no measure of health to be well-adjusted to a profoundly sick society.” If you’re well-adjusted, like, adjusted to what? You know? You’re able to go along with the program
I’ve been looking to create an empowerment groups for sex workers, but I’m so overwhelmed with my own life. I don’t know. There’s a group that helps sex workers I’ve contacted. They seem to help sex workers that have zero life skills. So I don’t know if that’s a good fit for me. I worry about being retraumatized by those groups that “help” sex workers. They seem like nice ladies, but I don’t have the time or energy to pick wrong. I’m going to group today. I guess the point of my rambling is just that I don’t think there’s anything wrong with me. I think my depression is from oppression. I feel like no one wants to talk about it. I’m all for therapy, but at some point we need to change the sick system that causes mental illness. I understand when my black friends thought therapy is stupid. Because when you live in an oppressive system talking to someone seems pointless. I do think it helps to talk to a therapist about the trauma of being black, but at some point all the therapy in the world won’t solve anything unless there’s changes to the system that cause the trauma to begin with.
At some point, sex workers need more than therapy they need rights to protect them.
So I’m torn between working with this sex workers support group or doing my own individual healing work.
Aurora_Sunset
08-16-2020, 12:27 PM
I don't wanna fold laundry and meal prep. I wanna drink and watch anime.
I also really really don't want to clean out the fridge, but it must be done.
miss.a.p1600
08-16-2020, 06:35 PM
I got some dick tonight but I’ll be honest and say ....... there is nothing like my hand and my vibrator (at this current moment in time).
My dude is great at trying to please me. But I just haven’t figured out how to get an orgasm without him using a vibrator and I think he has some complex against it like some fear it will replace him. Je showed me this clit sucking vibrator from someone on his Facebook saying it got her off in 30 seconds and she was going to marry it LOL. He confessed that he thought it was the devil.
So tonight I had to pretend he almost gave me an orgasm. A lot of fake moaning, “yeah this pussy is all yours daddy” and whatnot.
I mean it felt good but just not as good as what I can do myself.
Le sigh*
I hope it gets better or Im really just going to flat out tell him I’m getting the clit sucking vibrator and he will watch me use it before any action goes down.
^^i was at a sex store getting stripper clothes when the lady who works there showed it to me, I felt the suction on my finger and man it felt like it would definitely get the job done and the vibrator it was on had a curve in it like it would hit the g spot, I’ve had one of those without auction and it’s just not the same a a real dick but the suction would do it for sure, don’t know why I never went back n got it... I shall..
JGB2009
08-17-2020, 04:53 AM
What is the link to that toy?
miss.a.p1600
08-17-2020, 05:21 AM
This is the clit sucking toy
https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07QGBSV9H
It’s a best seller. Lol!!!
Ava May have a different one sounds like hers has an additional gspot feature
carmen_b
08-17-2020, 09:05 AM
Y’all have sold me on the clit sucking vibe !!
Haha
^lol you have to feel it, I was amazed!!
carmen_b
08-17-2020, 11:48 AM
J better be ready tonight.
Sex only once last 6 days.
Haha. Work stuff / child care and what not.
carmen_b
08-17-2020, 11:49 AM
I have some great plans for us.
I’m having a hard time not just fucking off the entire work day.
carmen_b
08-17-2020, 11:50 AM
Also wtf ?
I know he lives in a conservative town but it seems like no adult store in the entire damn town ?!?
I want some fish nets and maybe something small for both of our butts lol.
miss.a.p1600
08-17-2020, 04:17 PM
J better be ready tonight.
Sex only once last 6 days.
Haha. Work stuff / child care and what not.
We went 2+ weeks and after it was over L was talking about how bad he needed it. Lol!!!
miss.a.p1600
08-17-2020, 06:53 PM
Ok so my neighbor turned lover/boyfriend is someone I’d typically never give the time of day to.
Turns out that in bed he’s quite passionate and a level 10 dirty talker and it’s totally hot.
Although I wish he would try different positions and his dick was bigger n longer..... I guess I’ll work with it because it would be just my luck the next dude is “blow your ovaries n cervix out” big.
Next time we gone have a threesome with me him and my lovely toy. I can’t wait. Last time I used my toy I had an orgasm in less than a minute and it was so good I had to restrained myself from screaming n crying tears of joy. He might get jealous. I need some dick n tongue this good. But until then my toy n fingers will do.
miss.a.p1600
08-17-2020, 09:00 PM
Omg......why he said he craves me?!?
WendiStarr
08-18-2020, 12:01 PM
Since I have implants, I have a habit of not wearing a bra. I hate wearing them, especially in the summer. I like to wear those cami's with the built-in bra or go braless. I don't like the sticky feeling from boob sweat and bra irritation. My upper back would probably stop hurting though, if I did wear one. I confess that I have no idea what size my boobs are anymore. They were a 34D but thanks to pregnancy and then breastfeeding, they got bigger.
carmen_b
08-18-2020, 12:52 PM
Oh boy was he. Lol.
Delish. hahahah
J better be ready tonight.
Sex only once last 6 days.
Haha. Work stuff / child care and what not.
carmen_b
08-18-2020, 12:53 PM
^ Same. I rarely wear a bra . A hate them. They all feel " pinchy " except those super ugly T-Tshirt soft bras. My area is like 100 degrees right now all the time and I'm not putting an extra layer on.
carmen_b
08-18-2020, 12:54 PM
I didn't get licked though last night so I will expect that tonight.
I'm " working " at a coffee shop ( hardly working ) and listening to some sexy tunes like NIN to get into the evening mind set.
It's all about attitude right ?
:)
I better make some plans to go to the gym because I just want sex and don't want to bother him until 5 p.m. or it will short his work day.
carmen_b
08-18-2020, 12:59 PM
Oh ..... I'll join the " lets trash talk your dudes former partner " thing too. Lol .
I'll wait to talk about it too much. Mostly it involves a decade of not working and having the functionality of a 13-17 year old ( I wish I was exaggerating ). So ...... anyway. I will try not to get too hard core about it but this crazy chick is " depressed " and can not seem to see why ( she did not do any self development for a decade ) . It's something I struggle to understand.
I just want her to remain functional ! Lol. Pick up the kid on time / smoothly and be fully functioning ( or at least pretend well enough ) that it's not hard on his daughter. This hasn't been much of an issue lately but I just get nervous as J is starting to get more comfy with me and share more details. At first I could have sworn they were the most capable co-parents on the planet.
The reason this make me nervous is that I kind of consider J a feminist ( because he is in SO many ways ) . He says he encouraged college and working part time at least ....... but it makes me nervous a little.
miss.a.p1600
08-18-2020, 02:33 PM
^yeah L says his ex wife was lazy af and barely makes any money and was thinking about quitting her job cause it was stressful to her.
He enabled her and allowed her to be a stay at home mom (which is cool IF the family can afford it) but he said he was taking care of the family on $12/hr. Wtf?!?
I hope she gets it together so she can afford to take care of them two kids they have.
I ain’t trying to be responsible for anyone’s kids. I mean if I were a multimillionaire then I wouldn’t care about providing for kids that ain’t mine but I’ll be honest I prioritize my own early retirement and maybe my own new baby over anything else
carmen_b
08-18-2020, 03:14 PM
^ See what I don’t get is the first 5 years they were married. She wasn’t pregnant .
So... she just spent time waiting for him to get done with work ?!? The first few “ baby “ years I understand not working or only working part time.
My vacation with him ( last Monday ) got interrupted because she forgot to go meet the kids teacher lol ?!? Wtf ?
Meanwhile I’ve got her kids first day of school programmed in my phone...
miss.a.p1600
08-18-2020, 04:39 PM
^ See what I don’t get is the first 5 years they were married. She wasn’t pregnant .
So... she just spent time waiting for him to get done with work ?!? The first few “ baby “ years I understand not working or only working part time.
My vacation with him ( last Monday ) got interrupted because she forgot to go meet the kids teacher lol ?!? Wtf ?
Meanwhile I’ve got her kids first day of school programmed in my phone...
Some people who are a bit wealthy and had moms that were homemakers see it as okay for women to be homemakers even when they don't have kids to watch after yet or at all.
It’s also a status symbol. Like only the top say 10 maybe 20 percent can afford to have their wife stay home ... regardless of they have kids or not. He knows she won’t leave him also because she’ll be working hard at a cubicle all day if she dates the average joe blow and less likely she’ll fuck off with her office coworker if he needs her to work outside the home.
But yeah if youre going to be a homemaker you literally have only 3 tasks - the household must run smoothly, the kids must be well taken care of, and the husband must be well taken care of - maybe throw in some philanthropy and some dinner parties / charity galas every now n then