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SnuffleUffleGrass
09-17-2020, 06:47 AM
I think boyfriend threw all my sex toys away because I can't find any of them. The fact that he's not home to give me the real thing makes me frustrated too. I seriously suspect that he may have something going on with his guy friend.

What? You mean like an affair?

carmen_b
09-17-2020, 08:59 AM
^ Yeah ..... what do you think he is up to ?

Throwing away your toys is beyond fucked up and controlling / weird.

ava$
09-17-2020, 09:15 AM
Well I knew it was only a matter of time. So a while ago I had some girls internet stalking me and I changed my name on here.

Anyway, I’m pretty sure the apartment manager maybe knows about this forum or maybe heard I use to be a dancer as it’s on my application-had to prove my income. You know how people treat you when they KNOW.

I’ve thought about moving, but I don’t think it’s a good idea to drop out of school. Unless I get an awesome transfer opportunity with a scholarship. Toxic people are everywhere. They will always find something about me to judge or criticize.

If I was out and really opinionated about sex work, then I wouldn’t be as upset. It’s just a little crazy to have people be so obsessed about my private business and follow my anonymous post on the internet.

I’ll just focus on what I can control and let go of what I can’t.

you know u don’t have to tell them you dance to prove income, I just tell people I do skin care or housecleaning and prove my income with bank statements, never tell anyone what u do u already know what it comes with and it’s never good. On top of judgements for being a dancer I’d worry about being robbed as they know you’d be coming home w cash. It’s nobody’s business what u do for a living all they need to know is that u have a steady income and can pay your rent. And people will always judge, there the worst!

carmen_b
09-17-2020, 09:19 AM
Money : I hope you get some relief from these crazy bitches .

KEEP in mind that you are doing a legal job so pestering you is actually a crime. It is discrimination and harassment. You are protected with anti discrimination laws as a renter in your state. In fact ..... look those up and print them out. Any more trouble ? Give a firm warning that it won't be tolerated and court that action is next.

miss.a.p1600
09-17-2020, 09:32 AM
I think boyfriend threw all my sex toys away because I can't find any of them. The fact that he's not home to give me the real thing makes me frustrated too. I seriously suspect that he may have something going on with his guy friend.

Reminds me of when my dude was seriously upset when he discovered I used my vibrator as soon as it was delivered and even tried to tell me I couldn’t use MY vibrator when he wasn’t present. Wtf?!? Men be straight up jealous of a damn inanimate object.

Their ego wants them n their dick to be the source of your pleasure Lol

It’s bad mentally tho if they intentionally use it withhold from you as manipulating tactics. Men complain a lot about women supposedly doing that to them but excessively egotistical men be doing it too.

carmen_b
09-17-2020, 09:47 AM
^ My ex from like 10 years ago hid my only vibe between my mattress and box spring.
I just though I had lost it and had movers come to deliver a new bed. He somehow intercepted it when I told them they were there .
In sure movers have seen a random sex toy fly out of furniture but he was SO BUSTED by running over to my house and going to the room as soon as the delivery truck was there .

moneybags
09-17-2020, 02:50 PM
I think boyfriend threw all my sex toys away because I can't find any of them. The fact that he's not home to give me the real thing makes me frustrated too. I seriously suspect that he may have something going on with his guy friend.

I actually had an ex do that. Weird right. When we broke up my sex toys magically reappeared. It’s controlling. They want to be the only one to make you cum. My ex was a total narc. Hiding my toys is almost funny now cause it’s so sad.

JGB2009
09-17-2020, 06:58 PM
My daughters dad also got jealous over a toy. The guy I am with now has no problem with toys at all.

carmen_b
09-17-2020, 08:29 PM
I went from loving my dude to hating him two days ago to now wondering what TF to do.

He has been on a plane all day to get here ( and stuck in airports ect. )

I will probably hit my vibe HARD hard hard in order to not let my hormones over run the day. He did some things that make me feel strongly that he doesn't deserve the greeting I had in mind originally ( in lingerie ).

indiegirl
09-17-2020, 08:31 PM
I've officially been back in online school for 7 days. Went through a pity party for myself for a few months and finally took action with the things I needed to do. Feeling great! It's an anatomy/physiology class. I've totaled 39 hours of reading and studying online this past week. I feel so productive compared to the beginning of covid doing nothing LOL. Super proud of myself and I'm far ahead in the class :)!!

carmen_b
09-17-2020, 08:34 PM
YES ! I started real estate school again. I've wanted so badly to get licensed for over 2 years ! I am proud I took the step but I had to " re-start " at the beginning. There wasn't a fee ( they were so kind to waive it for all " caught in covid " ) fails . I guess I'm not the only one who just stopped trying at all when people were trapped at home and not doing anything.

baer45
09-18-2020, 07:11 PM
I like being alone, I just don't like being lonely.

ava$
09-18-2020, 08:47 PM
I've officially been back in online school for 7 days. Went through a pity party for myself for a few months and finally took action with the things I needed to do. Feeling great! It's an anatomy/physiology class. I've totaled 39 hours of reading and studying online this past week. I feel so productive compared to the beginning of covid doing nothing LOL. Super proud of myself and I'm far ahead in the class :)!!
I’m doing the same thing, I was having a nice roll but now they want writing assignments... why?? I’ve forgotten exactly how to site stuff I mean I figure it out but it’s stupid busy work.. I was literally doing nothing this whole time til august.. literally what a waste of time.. I’m pregnant tho so I’m super tired anyways, but still I feel it..

indiegirl
09-19-2020, 11:51 AM
Not sure how I’m attracting customers who want to date me. I’m dating myself right now and focusing on me for once Lol!

JGB2009
09-19-2020, 06:29 PM
I am talking to you when I know I should not.......look where being bored gets me.

WendiStarr
09-20-2020, 09:43 AM
My annoying idiot neighbor across the street recently got herself one of those equally annoying teacup yappy type of dogs. She lets it shit all over the place, on the sidewalk and on other peoples' lawns and doesn't bother to clean up after it. She seems to think it's funny to be an irresponsible pet parent. Tiny turds or not, it's gross and I don't want it on my lawn. Not to mention turds can attract rodents. I once lived in a dumpy neighborhood that had a rat infestation and the city had sent out notices to everyone in the neighborhood to clean up pet poo because rats are attracted to it and will eat it. I had 2 dogs at the time and it was a pain in the ass to clean up after them but I didn't want rats to keep hanging around so I did it. My oldest has fake/gag gift poop. It's one of those big pile looking ones. I tossed it over on to the neighbor's sidewalk last night when the street was dark. It is still sitting there. I got more amusement out of that than I should have.

miss.a.p1600
09-20-2020, 11:40 AM
L said he was going to “master” me lol and get a PhD in learning my body.

Well.....gonna have to continue the coursework cause I ain’t giving easy As

miss.a.p1600
09-21-2020, 11:38 AM
L said he's going to doc to make sure he's in top health. I guess I was secretly hoping he'd procrastinate like he's doing on another major topic for us because I didn't want to worry as much about family planning right now. But I think he's really serious about having a kid in about 1-2 years so he is starting now to prepare health wise. I suppose I could make some positive changes as well.

He agreed to my desire for a hormone free birth control.

miss.a.p1600
09-21-2020, 04:01 PM
My other neighbor is a police officer......and he's totally hot

I think he's in a relationship or married though....

But today, I noticed him pull up in a small luxury car, then throw his car in park, damn near run out his car and say hi just as I am walking by

I'd do him, Yep! I'd see what that mouth do, but only if I din't already commit to a monogamous relationship....and he weren't with a Bertha looking broad.

I'm probably most likely out of his league.

ava$
09-21-2020, 05:12 PM
My other neighbor is a police officer......and he's totally hot

I think he's in a relationship or married though....

But today, I noticed him pull up in a small luxury car, then throw his car in park, damn near run out his car and say hi just as I am walking by

I'd do him, Yep! I'd see what that mouth do, but only if I din't already commit to a monogamous relationship....and he weren't with a Bertha looking broad.

I'm probably most likely out of his league.
Im dead!lol. bertha looking broad! Some police are so hot but I tend to be turned off by there racist tendancies.. I am white but just hate that ish!

miss.a.p1600
09-22-2020, 10:02 AM
^LOL!!!! @ plot twist ..... that mf racist as hell

I inadvertently dated a narcissistic jerk - who turned out to be a closet racist. Many of his comments once he got comfortable were really gross.

I left his ass and blocked him from narcissistic hovering

moneybags
09-22-2020, 05:03 PM
^LOL!!!! @ plot twist ..... that mf racist as hell

I inadvertently dated a narcissistic jerk - who turned out to be a closet racist. Many of his comments once he got comfortable were really gross.

I left his ass and blocked him from narcissistic hovering

Most narcs are racist. Must be a comorbidity.

My confess is double checking my pics to make sure I don't accidentally submit nudes with my class assignments. Everything is submitted online, so it would be really easy to do. I'm so stressed out I can see myself not paying attention and accidentally submitting them. My teachers are older ladies, so they wouldn't think it was amusing.

miss.a.p1600
09-22-2020, 05:26 PM
^ That would make sense.

I did used to wonder like was he spouting racist garbage because he knew it was a surefire way to get narcissistic supply

or

Was he just racist by nature since narcissists have extreme superiority complexes (I would image this includes racial superiority)

Either way it was disturbing and I'm glad to be rid of that low life.

carmen_b
09-23-2020, 11:40 AM
I always feel so weird visiting my home town.
Moving away at 18 was 1,000 % the right choice.
Does anyone else ?!? Haha

miss.a.p1600
09-23-2020, 01:02 PM
I just want to finish watching this movie and L just called.

I guess I should have answered n now i have to call him back .... in a timely manner

Le sigh

carmen_b
09-23-2020, 01:12 PM
I do that too. I do small scale acting jobs and some of my pics are labeled " blah blah blah massage ad " or just show too much. I feel ya. Just double check all those attachments. :)

Another hack is to send everything packaged to yourself first and THEN open it , review it , and forward for more reassurance.



Most narcs are racist. Must be a comorbidity.

My confess is double checking my pics to make sure I don't accidentally submit nudes with my class assignments. Everything is submitted online, so it would be really easy to do. I'm so stressed out I can see myself not paying attention and accidentally submitting them. My teachers are older ladies, so they wouldn't think it was amusing.

WendiStarr
09-23-2020, 04:22 PM
Bf bitched about the hazelnut coffee creamer I bought. I told him to go buy some that he wants then. He said fine, he'll drink that crap but he hates it. He had already pissed me off earlier. The baby was napping and my left boob was painfully full. I put breast milk in his coffee. He didn't know and drank his coffee with no further complaints.

whirlerz
09-23-2020, 05:23 PM
Bf bitched about the hazelnut coffee creamer I bought. I told him to go buy some that he wants then. He said fine, he'll drink that crap but he hates it. He had already pissed me off earlier. The baby was napping and my left boob was painfully full. I put breast milk in his coffee. He didn't know and drank his coffee with no further complaints.

OMG, that's funny as fuck, Wendi!^

moneybags
09-23-2020, 08:43 PM
I must have bad dildo karma. I bought two squirting didlos for my cam show. Both those fuckers are broke!

kamiliam
09-23-2020, 09:55 PM
I must have bad dildo karma. I bought two squirting didlos for my cam show. Both those fuckers are broke!

like it’s blocked and doesn’t come out at all or a broken piece? I am gonna tell you they ALL under perform, dribbling with a pop is a good result. The squeeze ball ones work best for me if you haven’t tried that kind.

moneybags
09-23-2020, 10:41 PM
like it’s blocked and doesn’t come out at all or a broken piece? I am gonna tell you they ALL under perform, dribbling with a pop is a good result. The squeeze ball ones work best for me if you haven’t tried that kind.

One was dead on arrival-didn’t even charge. It’s like a $100 dildo and the cum shot is with a remote. Yes, I got the one where you squeeze a little ball and it suppose to squirt out-it didn’t work at all.

I feel like Cinderella except for a glass slipper I’m looking for a dildo.

miss.a.p1600
09-25-2020, 07:15 AM
L said he wants to tell his kids we are dating.....

I personally would rather wait until we are engaged to tell people.

Now its like I really can't just up n leave I have to work shit out and be mature n responsible n shit.

JGB2009
09-25-2020, 02:33 PM
Feels like I am being tested. I don't like this at all.

moneybags
09-25-2020, 05:39 PM
L said he wants to tell his kids we are dating.....

I personally would rather wait until we are engaged to tell people.

Now its like I really can't just up n leave I have to work shit out and be mature n responsible n shit.

I feel you. I stayed married way longer than I should have because I had a step-daughter. I still am hesitant about dating a dilf. I met a diff awhile ago and played the tape forward in my head and then realized that’s not what I want at all.

If I ever wanted a boyfriend it’s now. I can’t believe I’m single sometimes. I go through phases like a lunar eclipse where I really want a relationship, but then once the eclipse is over I’m like what the fuck was I thinking. I love being independent. Why would I want to give that up.

SnuffleUffleGrass
09-26-2020, 08:24 AM
Cute confession- I was like a kid in the candy store while picking out paint colors for my new house.

& None of this greatness in my life would have happened without the Law Of Attraction working in my life. My real Christmas present for this year is an entire beautiful farm house.

miss.a.p1600
09-26-2020, 08:31 PM
I wish L would have gotten me some cash or a gift card.

He said he’d look at my wish list but wouldn’t guarantee he’d buy anything so I changed my mind about showing it to him then he asked like 3 times for me to give it to him but I didn’t want to anymore

miss.a.p1600
09-27-2020, 06:07 AM
I showed L how he could get a “partner account” on this app I’m using to track ovulation (as one way to avoid unwanted pregnancy)

I thought he was going to be a typical dude and just gloss over it or just look at the temperature chart to see when I’m ovulating.

But noooooo

He’s in there looking at EVERYTHING I tracked previously lol ....

He was shocked that I tracked all the times we had sex

I decided to also track cervical mucous. His head is going to be spinning if he investigates further.

When giving a guy info .... don’t be surprised when they actually read it, study it, research it, and remember it

miss.a.p1600
09-27-2020, 06:40 AM
Y’all I might be the biggest mega Cunt on the forum.

So my longtime Facebook friend (who I wanted to ask me to be his gf but never did so I accepted L’s offer instead) sent me money on my birthday.

So in essence I accepted money from a man who is not L

I feel somewhat guilty

Now I can buy something off my wishlist that L should have bought.

My longtime Facebook friend doesn’t know I agreed to be in a relationship with L

moneybags
09-27-2020, 09:20 AM
^^^ I honestly would do the same. It’s a birthday gift though. It’s not like he’s sent you roses or anything. I would accept it as a birthday gift and not think twice about it.

carmen_b
09-27-2020, 10:04 AM
^ It’s a gift don’t worry about it.

SnuffleUffleGrass
09-27-2020, 04:38 PM
Funny confession- I'm going to avoid doing a favor for someone because she was a bitch to me for no reason. Why am I doing this? Because the fuck with her, that's why

Elle:)
09-27-2020, 09:34 PM
I've been feeling so angry lately. I wake up angry almost daily and I don't know what to do.

miss.a.p1600
09-28-2020, 12:07 AM
Technically I could have sex on my period since I use menstrual discs but I want time to myself without having to think about sex like a duty or something. I need time to miss it.

miss.a.p1600
09-28-2020, 07:01 AM
L gave me some cash.......FINALLY!!!!

LoveyDovey
09-28-2020, 08:12 AM
My boyfriend is 13 years younger than I am and he is actually more mature than the older (10+ years) men I was dating.

lurkingtitties
09-28-2020, 08:58 AM
My boyfriend is 13 years younger than I am and he is actually more mature than the older (10+ years) men I was dating.

My friend is dating a guy 10 years younger than her and he’s actually a keeper. Last month I had a pregnancy scare and he went to the store to get a test for me because he didn’t want me to be extra stressed out.

miss.a.p1600
09-28-2020, 09:37 AM
I wish I had an onlyfans account with lots of subscribers or followers or whatever they’re called on there

WendiStarr
09-28-2020, 11:29 AM
I'm pmsing and want to be left alone. Today I'm fantasizing about getting a hotel room alone, leaving my computer behind, ordering a pizza, pigging out on junk food, turning my phone off, and sleeping. I'm supposed to be studying for an exam and I feel like I can't get anything accomplished today without a million interruptions, requests, phone calls, texts, etc.

lynn2009
09-28-2020, 09:16 PM
I have always had very short term let's call them relationships for the lack of a better word and I go a very long time in-between sexual partners. I'm talking about a year or more multiple times and I'm only 32. And I lost my virginity late compared to most people, I think I was 21, almost 22.

JGB2009
09-28-2020, 09:23 PM
I wish I could talk to you like I do everyone else. Probably will never happen but I wish!!!!