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Glamgirl
11-18-2010, 11:56 AM
I am seeing my hot nerd bf tomorrow night and im on my fucking period!!! It will be my third day on and im hoping/praying that im really light as i want to have sex with him. I only get to see him at weekends as he lives an hour away and we both work weird shifts and its been 2 weeks since i saw him last :(
He just moved into a new house and i wanna take advantage of sex in his new shower!
tempest666
11-19-2010, 12:43 AM
Damn, he came a ton this time! I better wash the sheets!
firemaiden04
11-19-2010, 09:31 AM
I had a very strange sex dream last night about my ex, in which he tried (successfully) to get me to cheat on my fiancee with him. It was really off, and I feel kind of violated, and I am mad at my ex now, even though he didn't actually DO anything.
pixierocksonthepole
11-19-2010, 10:57 AM
I better make some lunch and take my Excedrine or this migraine is going to kick my ass today at work. And I am making the rest of that money I need in tips today. Not letting some bitchy od lady bring me down.
Man some of the people we get in the salon are nuts.
carmen_b
11-19-2010, 01:39 PM
Oh honestly .... who drives 9-10 hours to start a stripper trip and then decides they need a break for stripping RIGHT NOW . Oh .... it might be me. ;(
What the hell should I do ? I know if make $200-$300 I'll be pissed I didn't go home, if I make $300-$400 I'll feel " meh " , and I'll only feel good if I make $500 or more. Do I even risk it ( this teeny club had TWENTY girls stuffed inside yesterday ... ugh..... ). I made $210 and was not pleased.
Maybe I am just expecting too damn much out of stripping for what it is right now. I guess I could go work a couple nights and even if I make like $300 a night ..... it's still $600. I don't mean to be tacky and name#'s , but I'm just seriously so exhausted and frustrated with dancing that I'm just sort of thinking out loud and trying to figure out what the hell to do.
I either need to start driving home or start getting ready for work in two hours.
whirlerz
11-19-2010, 01:47 PM
Confession:
I feel i have failed at camming. I'm sad and greatly disappointed in myself. Now i'm back to having nothing for myself.....:paperbag:
Well, you're Gorj! I hope it can work for you, not easy, just like a lot of stuff,
good luck!:)
tempest666
11-19-2010, 02:19 PM
Oh honestly .... who drives 9-10 hours to start a stripper trip and then decides they need a break for stripping RIGHT NOW . Oh .... it might be me. ;(
What the hell should I do ? I know if make $200-$300 I'll be pissed I didn't go home, if I make $300-$400 I'll feel " meh " , and I'll only feel good if I make $500 or more. Do I even risk it ( this teeny club had TWENTY girls stuffed inside yesterday ... ugh..... ). I made $210 and was not pleased.
Maybe I am just expecting too damn much out of stripping for what it is right now. I guess I could go work a couple nights and even if I make like $300 a night ..... it's still $600. I don't mean to be tacky and name#'s , but I'm just seriously so exhausted and frustrated with dancing that I'm just sort of thinking out loud and trying to figure out what the hell to do.
I either need to start driving home or start getting ready for work in two hours.
Where in the USA are you?
charlie61
11-19-2010, 02:38 PM
Oh honestly .... who drives 9-10 hours to start a stripper trip and then decides they need a break for stripping RIGHT NOW . Oh .... it might be me. ;(
What the hell should I do ? I know if make $200-$300 I'll be pissed I didn't go home, if I make $300-$400 I'll feel " meh " , and I'll only feel good if I make $500 or more. Do I even risk it ( this teeny club had TWENTY girls stuffed inside yesterday ... ugh..... ). I made $210 and was not pleased.
Maybe I am just expecting too damn much out of stripping for what it is right now. I guess I could go work a couple nights and even if I make like $300 a night ..... it's still $600. I don't mean to be tacky and name#'s , but I'm just seriously so exhausted and frustrated with dancing that I'm just sort of thinking out loud and trying to figure out what the hell to do.
I either need to start driving home or start getting ready for work in two hours.
So which one did you decide on?
DirtyLittleSecret
11-19-2010, 02:51 PM
Well, you're Gorj! I hope it can work for you, not easy, just like a lot of stuff,
good luck!:)
Well thank you (again) and i'm happy to report i put my e-foot down and i have made a amazing come back. Turns out there are men out there who adore me and they practically begged me to stay. Can't let our fans down right? 8)
You know how those bad days can make ya feel.... they suck but they make ya rethink stuff and eventually turn out for the better.
I hope you have the same luck love!
kaiarose
11-19-2010, 03:01 PM
One more confession:
So this girl I use to work with messages me on FB and asks me about my DUI since she just got one.
She tells me she hit a pole, flew up on a curb and blew a .152.
I tell her what I went through and that once her BAC comes back, that will determine what will REALLY happen. If her BAC is over .15 (like mine was), then she'll have to get that IID in her car.
Thing is, she said she didn't have to take a BAC.
I just messaged her back asking her if she went and got her blood drawn to make sure she knew what I was talking about and I'm waiting for that response.
It's really bugging me right now and I am going to be really fucking pissed off if she didn't have to get her blood drawn like I had to do. Especially since with my DUI, I got pulled over for a fucking bullshit reason and didn't hit any curbs or get in any accidents....!!!!!!
so yeah, I'm kinda annoyed right now. >:(
Do I know her???
_Avery_
11-19-2010, 04:52 PM
Do I know her???
You do, I'll message you.
carmen_b
11-19-2010, 11:44 PM
Tempest : I went North instead of South where you used to work. I'm thinking it was a bad choice.
I've cooled down a little, but the weirdest stuff has happened ( like these big welts on me that I think are bed bug bites even though I actually DO LOOK for signs of these since I travel so often ). I also slid off the road ( it's fine, it just cost $100 to get out of the snow bank .... ).
I am just so dissapointed with the whole dancing thing right now. I did not go to the club today and don't plan to work until Friday. That's 7 days off but I might need even more. I think what happened is that I went to a fully nude place after working topless only forever and so I was instantly assuming - hey I'm showing MORE ... money should be MORE and easier to get too.
kitinboots
11-20-2010, 05:01 AM
I'm too lazy to do my dishes yet.
carmen_b
11-20-2010, 03:14 PM
I am stuck in Montana now . I got a hotel last night. My little compact car can't get out until storm clears. Maybe here 1-2 more nights. No one within miles had any snow chains in stock. i went the wrong way big time . There were better roads I could have taken I think - don't just punch into GPS and call it good - ASK the locals if you go to places like this or have a 4 by 4 ! I did check weather, but feel really stupid now for not investigating this better. I put full faith in a quick weather.com report. I should not have come here.
carmen_b
11-20-2010, 03:20 PM
When and if I come back to stripping anytime soon. my first shift back is gonna be all party. I'm going to have my favorite reg. get me shitty drunk and I'm going to try to not worry about the money for ONCE. I always work sober and am so type A about this that I've got to actually inject some fun or party into it for myself. Maybe the occasional night of drinking on the job is actually a good idea in my case. Or maybe not. I don't know.
_Avery_
11-20-2010, 04:53 PM
Delete.
Kellydancer
11-20-2010, 11:02 PM
Ok, what does it say when your mother is actively looking for a new boyfriend for you? She hates the one I want (thinks I am way too good for him) and so she's asking everyone. Turns out she knows people with single male relatives/friends around my age looking for a girlfriend. Now she's waiting for them to call me. I don't know whether to laugh or cry.
tempest666
11-21-2010, 11:01 AM
I'm getting antsy about Thanksgiving too...He doesn't like talking about the whole situation, and when he gets distressed, I get distressed. his brother then puts ME in the middle, asking me when he sees the kids. How the fuck am I supposed to respond? Or worse, I get blamed for him not seeing his kids?!?
Kisca
11-22-2010, 01:27 PM
Last night, I had the best fucking sex ever for 2 hours! It was with my ex-bf whom I wasnt speaking to for about a month, but we (erhm I) just grabbed him and did it hardcore... :D
Now Im in a such a happy mood, never knew sex reflected me like this. I also couldnt find any attractive FWBs so I had to jump on someone.
carmen_b
11-22-2010, 02:14 PM
Just go on the dates ! Why not?
Ok, what does it say when your mother is actively looking for a new boyfriend for you? She hates the one I want (thinks I am way too good for him) and so she's asking everyone. Turns out she knows people with single male relatives/friends around my age looking for a girlfriend. Now she's waiting for them to call me. I don't know whether to laugh or cry.
carmen_b
11-22-2010, 02:18 PM
Hmmmm.
Maybe I'll go with this too! My ex is H.O.T. and his low libido got on my nerves so I bailed ..... but hell .... maybe if I pounced just once while I'm not seeing anyone seriously. That's not so bad ..........
He hasn't had any in a few weeks ( I hear through the grapevine he's whining about being lonely ) so he'd probably be grateful even though I'll end up wanting to fool around the next day too and he'll be like " great ! I'm done with this now for a week or two " .
Last night, I had the best fucking sex ever for 2 hours! It was with my ex-bf whom I wasnt speaking to for about a month, but we (erhm I) just grabbed him and did it hardcore... :D
Now Im in a such a happy mood, never knew sex reflected me like this. I also couldnt find any attractive FWBs so I had to jump on someone.
carmen_b
11-22-2010, 02:19 PM
Anna:
No where I go has day shifts ! I think it would be really cool to work "normal person" hours for a change. Glad you liked it !
Glamgirl
11-22-2010, 02:43 PM
Why is it whenever i am in a relationship, if i dont get adoration and sexy messages all the time i think the guy isnt too keen on me!!
It is like i need the confirmation all the fucking time to know the guy wants to be with me!
Yesterday we didnt have sex, we snuggled up on the bed together and i thought he might be going off me! For fuck sake sort yourself out girl!
Thank god this is all in my head, he would think i was a weirdo if i ever told him!
sananeko
11-22-2010, 03:47 PM
I need a naughty hobby.. I have become too nice.. and cause of that I let people push me around.. Sex is starting to bore me..
Kisca
11-22-2010, 07:33 PM
Hmmmm.
Maybe I'll go with this too! My ex is H.O.T. and his low libido got on my nerves so I bailed ..... but hell .... maybe if I pounced just once while I'm not seeing anyone seriously. That's not so bad ..........
He hasn't had any in a few weeks ( I hear through the grapevine he's whining about being lonely ) so he'd probably be grateful even though I'll end up wanting to fool around the next day too and he'll be like " great ! I'm done with this now for a week or two " .
Go for it, as long as it makes you happy and not upset, theres no harm! Shitty about his libido though... Im sure he'd be suprised.. but I dont see how a guy can refuse.
firemaiden04
11-23-2010, 09:54 AM
There's this girl who has been trying to sleep with my fiancee since we started dating last April. Sending him, "I miss you so much, I love you, I made a huge mistake," texts and shit. He banged her once like last year. She was being all emo on his facebook, so I called her out on it, as well as all the shit she's been texting him. By the way, she was in a relationship the entire time she was trying to sleep with Joe. Anyways, I told her off, and her reaction was PRICELESS. It was like, "*splutter splutter splutter*," and then she blocked me. The only way it could have delighted me more would be if it was in a public area.
_Avery_
11-24-2010, 07:26 PM
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noelle
11-24-2010, 08:01 PM
There's this girl who has been trying to sleep with my fiancee since we started dating last April. Sending him, "I miss you so much, I love you, I made a huge mistake," texts and shit. He banged her once like last year. She was being all emo on his facebook, so I called her out on it, as well as all the shit she's been texting him. By the way, she was in a relationship the entire time she was trying to sleep with Joe. Anyways, I told her off, and her reaction was PRICELESS. It was like, "*splutter splutter splutter*," and then she blocked me. The only way it could have delighted me more would be if it was in a public area.
Ugh I know, this situation is so annoying. My husband had an ex that would pull this shit when we were dating. She was always texting him shit like "I miss you so much, I always wonder if things might work out between us some day, I want to be with you" and she KNEW he was with me.
Finally after a bunch of times reminding her he was with me now and was happy, we had a huge fight about it and I basically said he had to tell her to leave him alone PERMANENTLY or I was outta there. He did, and as far as I know she has not contacted him since.
That was about a year and a half ago and I swear, I am the least violent person ever, but even now if I saw her I would put her in the hospital.
Oh yeah, she's also ugly. }:D So I hope your situation works out too!
firemaiden04
11-25-2010, 05:13 PM
Yeah, Joe informed me the next day that whereas she had blocked ME, she was still friends with him and trying to be all buddy buddy with him still. In her message, she had claimed (in this exact order) that 1) Joe and I were not engaged yet when she was sending him the texts; 2) she was NOT trying to fuck him again; and 3) she hadn't been in a relationship when she was doing all of that. Now, Joe and I may only have gotten engaged last month, but we've been officially together since last spring, and she knows it. And of course she was trying to fuck him; you don't send texts like "I miss you so much, I made a huge mistake," then invite him to bingo at your church on Tuesdays. And she was DEFINITELY in a relationship when she sent those texts, cause every time Joe got one we would go straight to her facebook to check. So anyways, he sent her a message basically saying, "You lied to my fiancee . You know I'm in a relationship and that I'm happy with it. I don't want to be friends with you. I don't want to sleep with you again. Leave me alone." Then he blocked her :D
pixierocksonthepole
11-25-2010, 05:26 PM
I confess...I've been drinking wine for the last 5 hours. I'm a happy lady. I even have chocolate and a very sexy husband that I am going to take advantage of when it is least expected. ;)
Kellydancer
11-25-2010, 11:48 PM
I confess that I am on a roller coaster ride about the guy I want and decided to send him a Christmas card and see if he contacts me. If he doesn't I keep thinking horrifying thoughts of what I want to do to another guy. These thoughts get more and more horrible as I think more about this. My latest one is that I want to make a guy fall in love with me, then I get pregnant intentionally and abort to spite him. I would never do this but thinking these horrible thoughts relieves my fears. Yes I know I could do better than the one I want, but part of me thinks I won't find anyone else acceptable. Then I think he could come back, he has before. I don't know why he has made me afraid that I will be alone if he doesn't come around. I don't even know why I'm even wasting my time worrying whether he comes back.
Surprise
11-26-2010, 03:24 AM
I confess i seriously considered taking home one of my custies tonight, and another last night, and another the night before that. didnt, but I need to stop thinking of work as my own little hookup finder.
rebound mode, don't i fucking know it. >.<
_Avery_
11-26-2010, 01:10 PM
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Kellydancer
11-29-2010, 12:53 AM
I confess I just put an ad on Craigslist looking for a guy. Not to date, nope a guy to use in some sort of sugar daddy arrangement. I'm pretty disgusted with me right now. Of course I doubt I'll go through with it, just venting my anger.
Jessie_tinydancer
11-29-2010, 01:49 AM
I really really want an ice cream from this particular ice cream shop... but not sure if I can be bothered going to get it. Its almost 8pm and I am still in my pajamas and havent showered.
pixierocksonthepole
11-29-2010, 04:53 AM
I confess I just put an ad on Craigslist looking for a guy. Not to date, nope a guy to use in some sort of sugar daddy arrangement. I'm pretty disgusted with me right now. Of course I doubt I'll go through with it, just venting my anger.
I know a guy looking for a girl, not to particularly get serious with but to have fun with and if things work out well then hes open to keep it going and getting serious. In Chicago. :)
Kellydancer
11-29-2010, 12:19 PM
My ad was removed from Craigslist. Oh well.
I know a guy looking for a girl, not to particularly get serious with but to have fun with and if things work out well then hes open to keep it going and getting serious. In Chicago. :)
I might be interested. I'm going to see what happens with the guy I want and if he disappears again this is it.
Glamgirl
11-30-2010, 09:01 AM
I have little fingerprint bruises on my neck from last night. Me and my bf tried a little light auto erotic asphixiation(sp?)
Glamgirl
11-30-2010, 11:40 AM
Hahaha funnily enough i thought about that too afterwards!!!
He has been with girls who have been into it and he put his hands around my neck gently at first kinda silently asking me if it was ok and i nodded and wow it felt weird.
jennsweet
12-01-2010, 03:16 PM
hot body and small cock.... and a HUGE ego... so typical
jennsweet
12-01-2010, 03:17 PM
does he drive a "compensating car"? like a camero? or mustang?
charlie61
12-01-2010, 05:15 PM
hot body and small cock.... and a HUGE ego... so typical
Sooo true. My SO is a shy, unassuming software developer who always thought he had an average or even small penis...until I was like "Uh, dude... :O" Nice thick 7 incher (it's a grower instead of a shower). He's an Italian with a lightweight muscular build. God I love older men. Can't wait til he gets more salt n' peppery with age. :blush:
yogibear179
12-01-2010, 05:18 PM
im lost. i dont know what i want to do with my life. I feel bad because i wasted my money i made from dancing. I want to be with my boyfriend but im afraid that he dosnet want to grow or have anything better in life. we are on a break right now. I dont know where my life is going. i dont know how long i want to dance for. im all over the place in career choices- doctor, writer, adult industry... id like to own a strip club (i know its out there), someone laughed at me when i said this and i havent told anyone since
yogibear179
12-01-2010, 05:19 PM
charlie, i love older men too! and i love seeing his greys
charlie61
12-01-2010, 05:22 PM
charlie, i love older men too! and i love seeing his greys
Gawd yes. Older men who take care of themselves = swoon.
Bonus points if they were geeky and awkward when they were younger, and got sexier as they aged. Generally results in them having awesome personalities, tons of geeky intelligence, and crazy hawtness. :D
sananeko
12-01-2010, 05:22 PM
im lost. i dont know what i want to do with my life. I feel bad because i wasted my money i made from dancing. I want to be with my boyfriend but im afraid that he dosnet want to grow or have anything better in life. we are on a break right now. I dont know where my life is going. i dont know how long i want to dance for. im all over the place in career choices- doctor, writer, adult industry... id like to own a strip club (i know its out there), someone laughed at me when i said this and i havent told anyone since
They only laugh cause they don't have the balls to do it.
yogibear179
12-01-2010, 05:25 PM
i have some self esteem issues im working on. I get nervous at work. Not on the floor in the dressing room! about making close relationships, saying something stupid idk. sometimes i feel like im not good enough- not funny, smart etc enough.
yogibear179
12-01-2010, 05:26 PM
^_^ thank you.
Kisca
12-01-2010, 05:34 PM
hot body and small cock.... and a HUGE ego... so typical
Haha.. I think it was because he was also about 5'7".... which counted for his growth... I dont think I'll be seeing him again.
sananeko
12-01-2010, 05:38 PM
Since I put my two cents here might as well make a confession.
I'm planning on fully moving out of my mate's apartment.. slowly. I don't want to alarm him but also I don't want my family to think they can try to in control. A friend of mine offered to let me live with her til I can figure out what to do next. I will be talking it over with her this weekend. Since my bc implant and a cheerful... visit from the parents I want to try to make this a secret cause I will kill the next time someone thinks they can come over without telling me first just cause their family..
With the mate.. I think its going nowhere.. In his eyes hes going places and I'm just the dreamer.. Maybe I just don't want the simple life.