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naomi_doll
12-10-2020, 05:25 PM
I complained about his ass..
He made a rude comment & I reported it.
Hope he stays away!
No one needs that shit.

I also reported his nasty comment in Life Support. Thankfully it was deleted.

Genoveve
12-10-2020, 05:35 PM
I also reported his nasty comment in Life Support. Thankfully it was deleted.

Awwww man I missed it. What did he say?

naomi_doll
12-10-2020, 05:44 PM
Awwww man I missed it. What did he say?

(I’ll probably delete this later, I don’t want her to run across it)

Genoveve
12-10-2020, 05:45 PM
I just read it if you want to delete it.

...

He's so narcissistic he just has to talk about himself over and over and over again no matter what. I think the term 'narcissist' is REALLY overused these days, but I think it may fit him. Like joining websites just to talk about his made-up persona and creating fake accounts just to give him more opportunities to talk even more about himself..... Like it's definitely pathological at that point.

indiegirl
12-10-2020, 05:46 PM
A woman was talking about her trauma after being touched as a stripper, he had the nerve to say he would never do that and he only touches strippers such and such way.

(I’ll probably delete this later, I don’t want her to run across it)

He's such a classic in this industry it's exhausting adding another to the field just like him. Shut the gates. lol.

miss.a.p1600
12-10-2020, 07:38 PM
L is now saying someone can come to the hospital and can I come to the hospital with him.

Firstly I don’t do hospitals or nursing homes or funeral homes

I do not want to do it but I guess I’d be the cunt if the century if i said no

This is beyond my pay grade ......

indiegirl
12-10-2020, 07:57 PM
Yessss My bubble water fountain wall mount is finally up. I'm sending a quick video of all the progress (I know I'm too excited over this) with the fountain included on here once they finish staining the wood floor replacements (they said a week). I'm so lame being this excited. OH WELL. Wouldn't have any of this if it weren't for this business. Totally proud of what I've made. I kinda sat on my couch like a weirdo watching it after it was installed. LOL :P

Genoveve
12-10-2020, 08:05 PM
^^I want to see!


I kinda sat on my couch like a weirdo watching it after it was installed. LOL :P

It's there to be stared at! If you meditate you might even be able to use that as your calming point of focus. I have a retro fiberoptic flower display that constantly changes colors that I've used for meditation before.

Water displays are really favored in feng shui.

indiegirl
12-10-2020, 08:07 PM
^^I want to see!



It's there to be stared at! If you meditate you might even be able to use that as your calming point of focus. I have a retro fiberoptic flower display that constantly changes colors that I've used for meditation before.

Water displays are really favored in feng shui.

Lol I have a night video of it. Let me upload it. There is part of the flooring that needs to be stained still.

indiegirl
12-10-2020, 08:20 PM
Lol I have a night video of it. Let me upload it. There is part of the flooring that needs to be stained still.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Yn1hWYmxVY&feature=youtu.be

I'm hoping I didn't go overboard! I dunno! I think it looks awesome :P.

charlie61
12-11-2020, 07:44 AM
L is now saying someone can come to the hospital and can I come to the hospital with him.

Firstly I don’t do hospitals or nursing homes or funeral homes

I do not want to do it but I guess I’d be the cunt if the century if i said no

This is beyond my pay grade ......

Omg girl, you need to get outta there. If you were really into this guy, you would *want* to go with him. For real!

miss.a.p1600
12-11-2020, 07:54 AM
It’s not just him per say at this point. It’s me and my career.

I know things will get better soon but rn Im having the roughest time career wise and I cannot pay attention to anything unless it’s paying me.

Literally.

My own family could want me to spend a day at the hospital and I’d still reluctantly do it because I’d be thinking about the money I’m losing that day by being there with them.ñ because I don’t have a traditional job with paid time off.

Not to mention the added pressure of trying to finance holiday gifts for people.

This is actually my fault. I should be better at my work and manage my finances more efficiently. But I’m doing the best I can with what I have.

Whenever money is tight .... I just want to be alone so I can figure it out instead of being obligated to people.

I have told him but I might need to reiterate that this is a challenging time for me and I have to spend less time with him + more time to focus on improving myself so I can be better at my career so I can earn more.

I think he understands he’s going to have to rely more on his family than me for his medical attention because they’re more established with their jobs and they have paid time off.

I probably should just be single for now but I previously thought that dating would motivate me to improve when in fact it can actually become a distraction

indiegirl
12-11-2020, 08:13 AM
It’s not just him per say at this point. It’s me and my career.

I know things will get better soon but rn Im having the roughest time career wise and I cannot pay attention to anything unless it’s paying me.

Literally.

My own family could want me to spend a day at the hospital and I’d still reluctantly do it because I’d be thinking about the money I’m losing that day by being there with them.ñ because I don’t have a traditional job with paid time off.

Not to mention the added pressure of trying to finance holiday gifts for people.

This is actually my fault. I should be better at my work and manage my finances more efficiently. But I’m doing the best I can with what I have.

Whenever money is tight .... I just want to be alone so I can figure it out instead of being obligated to people.

I have told him but I might need to reiterate that this is a challenging time for me and I have to spend more time to focus on improving myself so I can be better at my career so I can earn more.

I think he understands he’s going to have to rely more on his family than me for his medical attention because they’re more established with their jobs and they have paid time off.

I probably should just be single for now but I previously thought that dating would motivate me to improve when in fact it can actually become a distraction

Sometimes it's best to flat out say in advance that you aren't giving gifts this Xmas and don't want to receive any. Something like a handmade card or cheap flowers always works just to show you care. People tend to understand when you are on a tight budget.

carmen_b
12-11-2020, 10:47 AM
^ Yep just tell people it’s a tight year ( which it is for 95% )!
Keep gifts affordable and don’t accept expensive ones if you feel guilt on it.

indiegirl
12-11-2020, 01:19 PM
Sometimes it's best to flat out say in advance that you aren't giving gifts this Xmas and don't want to receive any. Something like a handmade card or cheap flowers always works just to show you care. People tend to understand when you are on a tight budget.


The worst (in my experience) is when they get you a nice gift and I was broke as fuck but they totally want to give you the gift regardless. Happened in the past. I didn't want to accept anything as gifts embarrassed. I hate holidays lol. Now I can but I don't take holidays as serious. I told my mom no this year on gifts and she returned what she bought me. I don't need it and I just spent A LOT.

carmen_b
12-11-2020, 01:22 PM
^ I’m spending $30 each on about 5 people.

The holidays don’t have to be a stress ball.

You don't need to decorate or cook either ! :)
Minimalism for the win in December !

miss.a.p1600
12-11-2020, 01:30 PM
Ok.

I got super pissy once I realized buying gifts for L includes not one, not two, but 3 mfs

Not pissy at the kids but myself. I should have this under control but I don’t.

I think I’ve spent maybe $40-50 on his gifts and then I thought about a $10 per kid max but shit that might not be feasible rn. I’m re-gifting his daughter two gifts worth about $40 of items I bought years ago just collecting dust. I have yet to get his son anything. I have zero clue what kind of cheap gifts to get boys.

I haven’t got my family anything yet. They are pretty generous and usually gift me cash so I don’t want to do nothing.

But yeah the $5-$7 range is about all I’m gonna do for this season.

The bright side is that L did offer to help me with my career advancement so I’ll take him on that today.

miss.a.p1600
12-11-2020, 02:14 PM
^idk. Maybe this is a sign I’m doing too much and need a guy who can offer me more.

Maybe it’s okay to be a bit selfish sometimes and want men to not just be generous but to have more than enough to be generous with.

Le sigh.

I’ll probably be ranting in the “I hate men” thread in 2-3 months

Genoveve
12-11-2020, 02:33 PM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Yn1hWYmxVY&feature=youtu.be

I'm hoping I didn't go overboard! I dunno! I think it looks awesome :P.

It's really pretty and I especially like how it reflects in the mirror so you get a double effect. What is that clear little table thing you have under the mirror? I love clear furniture.

indiegirl
12-11-2020, 03:06 PM
It's really pretty and I especially like how it reflects in the mirror so you get a double effect. What is that clear little table thing you have under the mirror? I love clear furniture.


I love the mirror (expensive but I had it for many years)..Thank you! I only have the clear table and white fur rug because my rescue dog peed on the hardwood floor a few years ago. I couldn't get the stain out of the wood lol! The clear table I believe was from TJ Maxx

indiegirl
12-11-2020, 08:41 PM
I'm gonna work tonight. I'm in the mood to roll my eyes/ walk away..... but I need to collect money to upkeep my reputation/bills obvi. LAWDDDD. lol

moneybags
12-11-2020, 08:51 PM
^^^She works hard for the money....


https://youtu.be/tuUEpbGVV2Y

indiegirl
12-12-2020, 10:50 AM
I've reached burnout mode AGAIN and my fear of not having money (back when I didn't) is kicking in. I kinda work all the time to avoid that feeling of the past of having no money. I'm ready for a month break but scared to..

Hopefully a week break will set me straight lol.

moneybags
12-12-2020, 07:48 PM
I feel you.

I’m getting ready to take my teas exam and I’m terrified. I have another week to study

indiegirl
12-13-2020, 02:25 AM
Was offered a job opportunity (allegedly) works with porn stars and I'm so burnt out but I'm hoping this week rejuvenates me taking time off. I'm tired of working. I've been showing up high on edibles because I'm burnt out and nobody will hire me in a normal job. This coronavirus has made my life more exhausting. Open the fucking clinicals at the hospital so I can move on! But at the same time I don't want to be around sick people during this pandemic.

I'm starting to think buying all of these therapeutic items was a sign I needed a break? I legit bought a tabletop water fountain and a 3rd essential oil diffuser for my room on top of everything else I purchased. LOL. My 3rd water device I purchased for the house. LOL

Aurora_Sunset
12-13-2020, 01:48 PM
I have so much on my to-do list but came home after laundry/groceries to spend time with the kids before they went home. Now, I'm struggling to go back out, even though my next day off is literally next Sunday and that is my ONLY day off that week too. I know that it would be a better day to get stuff done anyway since we don't have the kids and I can start early. But that leaves me, once again, being that person out shopping for gifts/wrapping paper/anything else less than a week before Christmas. I should just get it done. But this in my ONE day off this week after working 77 hours the past 6 days. Ugh.

WendiStarr
12-15-2020, 10:04 AM
I ate an entire Cinnabon cinnamon roll. I cut it in four pieces and was only going to take one piece but my kids were still sleeping when I woke up so I got carried away.

whirlerz
12-15-2020, 10:42 AM
Was offered a job opportunity (allegedly) works with porn stars and I'm so burnt out but I'm hoping this week rejuvenates me taking time off. I'm tired of working. I've been showing up high on edibles because I'm burnt out and nobody will hire me in a normal job. This coronavirus has made my life more exhausting. Open the fucking clinicals at the hospital so I can move on! But at the same time I don't want to be around sick people during this pandemic.

I'm starting to think buying all of these therapeutic items was a sign I needed a break? I legit bought a tabletop water fountain and a 3rd essential oil diffuser for my room on top of everything else I purchased. LOL. My 3rd water device I purchased for the house. LOL

OMG, PLEASE post a picture of your table fountain when you get it! Thanks :)

carmen_b
12-15-2020, 11:51 AM
^ You should make a move.

That expression that good things come to those who wait is for complete losers. Lol.

indiegirl
12-16-2020, 12:31 AM
Ok, so I've a hopeless crush on my roomie upstairs, Im not even gonna pretend I don't anymore.

We have so much in common, we're both INFJ's, have similar interests, same body types etc.

He's divorced w/a son, hes in the trades & makes good $, but his child support/alimony, well that's why he rents a room. Altho he loves the kid & wants to support him.

Im sitting here looking at romantic wedding stories, pics, dress pics, while camming, lmao.

I can picture our wedding, I will wear a boho style dress, we'll get married in the woods or something

I hope something goes down between you two! Sounds like a good match :).

indiegirl
12-16-2020, 12:39 AM
Went to the dentist today to get my crown put back in and purchased a better night guard custom fit (I'm a huge night time teeth clencher which is why it popped out apparently)....Getting botox in the morning (I've gone 6 months without) and it doesn't make sense why they take people's temperatures. I think people would know to stay home if they felt feverish. Both places have/had made me fill out questions on covid symptoms and take my temp. I guess that's all we can do nowadays.

carmen_b
12-16-2020, 07:57 AM
^ I think it’s a state guideline to do it.
A lot of places do.

miss.a.p1600
12-16-2020, 09:41 AM
L is getting surgery tomorrow

We haven’t had sex in weeks cause I been so stressed about work n bills but he has helped to the capacity he is able

I’m still on my period so I guess I’ll help him sexually before surgery. I’m sure if a guy thinks he might not wake up from surgery his last wish would be to engage in sexual activity beforehand

indiegirl
12-16-2020, 05:36 PM
Welppp. I thought I could work early because of new house issues and wanted to pay them off tonight. Kinda over it. I waited too late and I'm still not ready to work tonight. Friday I'm pre-booking the room early. Need my new botox to settle anyways. LOL. I hate spending money. Enjoying the remainder of Thursday tomorrow. Have a lot of bills soon. Movie Time!!

indiegirl
12-17-2020, 08:51 PM
I hate when people act as if I'm in an abusive relationship when I have some large cut or massive bruise just because I'm clumsy. They act concerned when I tell them the truth of how clumsy I am and I feel dumb trying to convince them. I'm so my grandma in the clumsiness department.

ava$
12-17-2020, 10:09 PM
^^lol, girl I feel this!! I also always get bruises especially when dancing for some reason and the customers would always look super concerned and act like I’m being abused by a man... it is so awkward explaining it tho, like I’m trying to make an excuse for my relationship I’m not even being abused in... then it’s like they feel sorry for u but it was u all along just running into shit

moneybags
12-17-2020, 11:58 PM
I still have a crush on the hot married guy, but I decided to not act on it. I try to be as polite and friendly without being too friendly. Last week I talked to him-for business-he was super professional. Thank god. I don’t want the temptation. I was relieved at his disinterest albiet my feelings were hurt. I was thankful he wasn’t going to be a problem. Then this week, he was all in his feelings. Out of the blue! I was really confused. Finally, I figured out he was hiding his feelings from me. He basically confessed he was “excited” by me. I’m guessing by “excited” he means boner. I haven’t done or said anything inappropriate-just friendly banter while he is working. I suppose I accidentally gave him the fuck me eyes, but it was unintentional. (Damn it! I can’t help being sexy and fun.) I’ll be thankful when I don’t have to work with him anymore. At some point, something bad will happen if I don’t cut him off soon. Thankfully, I should be wrapping up at the end of the year and I’ll make a clean break from him.

I hate having unwanted crushes-especially when they are married!

Thanks for listening. I had to get that off my chest. It’s driving me crazy.

LoveyDovey
12-18-2020, 12:24 AM
I still have a crush on the hot married guy, but I decided to not act on it. I try to be as polite and friendly without being too friendly. Last week I talked to him-for business-he was super professional. Thank god. I don’t want the temptation. I was relieved at his disinterest albiet my feelings were hurt. I was thankful he wasn’t going to be a problem. Then this week, he was all in his feelings. Out of the blue! I was really confused. Finally, I figured out he was hiding his feelings from me. He basically confessed he was “excited” by me. I’m guessing by “excited” he means boner. I haven’t done or said anything inappropriate-just friendly banter while he is working. I suppose I accidentally gave him the fuck me eyes, but it was unintentional. (Damn it! I can’t help being sexy and fun.) I’ll be thankful when I don’t have to work with him anymore. At some point, something bad will happen if I don’t cut him off soon. Thankfully, I should be wrapping up at the end of the year and I’ll make a clean break from him.

I hate having unwanted crushes-especially when they are married!

Thanks for listening. I had to get that off my chest. It’s driving me crazy.

Once I dated a man who told me he was divorced. He was still married to a narcissist, I didn't know ( he was moved into a different house) and the bitch put a hit out on me. My son was in the house too. I even had a near death experience which I am writing about. But God intervened and protected us BC He knew I didn't know. Crazy but true. Long story short, don't get w a married man. Be safe. They aren't trustworthy. Run girl, run!

miss.a.p1600
12-18-2020, 06:22 AM
^i agree.

unless you’re getting paid it’s not worth it at all to deal with a married dude AND his baggage

When I was young n super naive i messed around with my married coworker! Yeah double risk. Honestly it was one of the best sexual encounters and I don’t regret it but I know it could have gone completely sideways if the Bertha broad (or anyone for that matter) ever found out.

There’s the risk that some disgruntled psycho ass Bertha could try and harm you (and depending on the laws of the state) and possibly even get away with it.

If you are gonna take that risk he needs to be paying .... so you can stack it for investing, your life and health insurance, possible legal fees, possible therapists, etc. And have your security beefed up just in case you need to kick some ass or you hire someone to defend you.

That’s why to only time to deal with them would be in adult business, where you have an alias and Bertha could never track you down.

indiegirl
12-18-2020, 11:59 AM
Sometimes I wanna throw up with how much it costs to run a house. Everything breaks down in time and has to be repaired. Whichever roommate who fucked up my shower handle (I know who you are and I'm trying not to point fingers) cost me $1,950. It flat out doesn't work anymore on top of 190 for the new part to replace it.. Now I'm here another day at home when I could be working. I added in the plug in wall ac removal and that will be until Saturday hopefully. December has been a bitch financially but it had to be done for many reasons. Hearing her happiness in the house makes me want to scream. She lives here....grown ass woman but tampers with my things and decided to break it when I'm not home. It didn't just miraculously happen like this. Somebody did it!

She has her male "friend" over right before they are about to fix the very thing she broke and I want to rip the stupid xmas antlers off her vehicle in retaliation.

Sorry I'm angry LOL.

miss.a.p1600
12-18-2020, 07:32 PM
Never thought I’d say this but I realize he calls me n talks to me multiple times throughout the day and since he can’t talk much and with his relatives I kind of miss him I guess.

I’m fucking weird.

carmen_b
12-18-2020, 07:55 PM
^ I can see that.

I have this theory the couples are getting codependent in this quarantine shit.

I noticed it in myself when J had his sister here. I was telling myself “ relax this is normal “ but inside I’m like “ Gtfo “!!!

whirlerz
12-18-2020, 11:32 PM
So, tomorrow is rent day..
The current landlord & the incoming one(s) (last week 5 guys?) will be in to nose around.
Btw, this'll be the 3rd.fuckin.time

I worked literally all day from 6am - 12m, so, I threw sheets over the mess in my room. plus stacked boxes by the door, they can stick their heads in & gtfo.

Thank you.

moneybags
12-19-2020, 12:13 AM
Hate that shit. When I’m trying to cam and people are bugging me. It’s hard to hustle knowing people are coming over. Worried about faking an orgasm right as they knock on the door.

indiegirl
12-19-2020, 12:30 AM
Never thought I’d say this but I realize he calls me n talks to me multiple times throughout the day and since he can’t talk much and with his relatives I kind of miss him I guess.

I’m fucking weird.

Love is weird. You can hate and love them at the same time.

SnuffleUffleGrass
12-19-2020, 05:53 AM
Love is weird. You can hate and love them at the same time.

It's a thin line between love and hate.

Confession- I think my kid brother is standing me up today but it's OK. I just need him to pick up these Christmas gifts for his kids. Seriously.

indiegirl
12-19-2020, 06:47 AM
LOL this is the first time I've ever sent an honest email on ebay to a buyer. I was jaded over selling these pants because everyone else peaced out after I responded and she sent another message. "Are these cotton?" I finally sent a straightforward email "No. They are leather and I spent 1,000 dollars on them and never wore them because I'm always working. They are in great shape. No fading, stains, scratches." She's acting like she's taking the plunge of a lifetime spending 300 bucks....girl I did for paying that much for pants. She probably won't respond back LOL.

SnuffleUffleGrass
12-19-2020, 06:51 AM
LOL this is the first time I've ever sent an honest email on ebay to a buyer. I was jaded over selling these pants because everyone else peaced out after I responded and she sent another message. "Are these cotton?" I finally sent a straightforward email "No. They are leather and I spent 1,000 dollars on them and never wore them because I'm always working. They are in great shape. No fading, stains, scratches." She's acting like she's taking the plunge of a lifetime spending 300 bucks....girl I did for paying that much for pants. She probably won't respond back LOL.

I tried to get into re-selling vintage and designer label clothing and realized a lot of people are super cheap about it....They're expecting designer outlet pricing.

Confession- I'm going to be semi-productive today. It's all I can manage, lol...

indiegirl
12-19-2020, 07:18 AM
I tried to get into re-selling vintage and designer label clothing and realized a lot of people are super cheap about it....They're expecting designer outlet pricing.

Confession- I'm going to be semi-productive today. It's all I can manage, lol...

Sometimes it feels like people think vintage equals cheap. When it's absolutely the opposite.

indiegirl
12-19-2020, 09:00 AM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ze2OMHIZ6As

I would fuck the shit out of this character in this TV show. Caliban is so fine and his accent is sexy.