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miss.a.p1600
01-02-2021, 02:38 PM
^ He knows it bothers you and still rambles so I’d like to think he isn’t doing it on purpose but it looks a little odd.
maybe he doesn’t know it bothers me. He’s trying to be transparent but his transparency is turning me off.
Ive been trying not to come off as “hypergamous” in order to get what I want but I may need to just end the call when he starts ranting about bills, talking about returning items so he can save money, his checks being short, etc.
i could not bring myself to be with him today n probably should have hung up as soon as the topic of money came up because I knew it was going to be him ranting instead of being grateful.
He really needs to go back to work.
Aurora_Sunset
01-03-2021, 02:03 PM
I'm trying really hard to think productively about the new year, but it's difficult to get excited and motivated when we're still in a hotel without most of our belongings for almost another month. Not having my exercise equipment will force me to run or do yoga instead, which I do want to focus on, so I guess that's not terrible. I'm just ready to be settled somewhere again. I'm not going to believe that we've really found a new, better place and everything will all work out, until all the fees are paid and we're in it, and have new furniture. Almost nothing could be saved from the smoke damage, even the bookshelves.
Yeah I had two ask me for bareback. One called it “the secret menu” girl Hell nooooo!
where are the gentlemen nowadays?
Girl really hell noooooooo!!!! Ew I don’t get how so many girls r ok w doing that!!
moneybags
01-03-2021, 03:35 PM
I'm trying really hard to think productively about the new year, but it's difficult to get excited and motivated when we're still in a hotel without most of our belongings for almost another month. Not having my exercise equipment will force me to run or do yoga instead, which I do want to focus on, so I guess that's not terrible. I'm just ready to be settled somewhere again. I'm not going to believe that we've really found a new, better place and everything will all work out, until all the fees are paid and we're in it, and have new furniture. Almost nothing could be saved from the smoke damage, even the bookshelves.
i hate being stuck in “the mean time”
@indiegirl
I’m glad you set boundaries and take care of your health.
I wonder if the guys that wanna go bareback are the same ones that want to raw dog their face in Walmart.
miss.a.p1600
01-03-2021, 03:49 PM
Yooo!!! The most embarrassing shit just happened.
I shared my tablet with a client and his fat fingers accidentally opened my tab. With fucking stripper web!
Oh MY gawd. I hope he didn’t see the titties m url
Who am I kidding he totally saw it.
I had to snatch the tablet
And he changed the subject
So fn embarrassed
Note to self clear cookies before sharing tablet!
charlie61
01-03-2021, 05:31 PM
maybe he doesn’t know it bothers me. He’s trying to be transparent but his transparency is turning me off.
Ive been trying not to come off as “hypergamous” in order to get what I want but I may need to just end the call when he starts ranting about bills, talking about returning items so he can save money, his checks being short, etc.
i could not bring myself to be with him today n probably should have hung up as soon as the topic of money came up because I knew it was going to be him ranting instead of being grateful.
He really needs to go back to work.
I think you two are just on very different pages, which i know you're coming to realize. It doesn't occur to him to censor those thoughts because he's just expressing his true self, and he thinks you're okay with who he is, because you started seeing and sleeping with him as his true self. He's giving you useful insight into what you should expect from a future with him. I find that it's very useful to look at men's exes in these situations. We always assume that the ex is a bitch, the stupid one, the one who was in the wrong, etc., but usually there is a very good reason why she left. ♡
miss.a.p1600
01-03-2021, 06:47 PM
^i figured
He does make is seem like he was so perfect and she was this mean frigid bitch
I know thats only half the story.
I wish I could interview her n ask her what was he like.
miss.a.p1600
01-03-2021, 06:53 PM
Yooo!!! The most embarrassing shit just happened.
I shared my tablet with a client and his fat fingers accidentally opened my tab. With fucking stripper web!
Oh MY gawd. I hope he didn’t see the titties m url
Who am I kidding he totally saw it.
I had to snatch the tablet
And he changed the subject
So fn embarrassed
Note to self clear cookies before sharing tablet!
my client asked me if I had a bf.
i stumbled and couldn’t bring myself to say yes and I said kind of.
He said he hated partners who accepted the status quo and like to be ambitious n travel. I was thinking this is exactly what I hated n wish L would be
he showed me his bank accounts lol!!! typical dude!
he might have gotten the vibe I wasn’t all the way satisfied
Later when we ended he said “tell your dude to get his shit together or some
other guy will swoop you up”
Yes L knows. But will he actually DO anything though....that’s the question
indiegirl
01-03-2021, 07:03 PM
It's funny to me when roomies do small loads of laundry every other day. I wait for the big haul and cramming it in the washer/dryer when I'm fully out of clothes. Then expecting an award for my accomplishment. I need the housekeeper to come back. She can clean all the dog dirt better than me on the floor after rainy days.
indiegirl
01-03-2021, 07:29 PM
L said when he divorced Bertha he asked for his ring back.
I’m like ‘bruh how tf you gone ask the broad to give a gift you GAVE her’
He’s was like we’re not married anymore and that ring was a symbol of our union so I wanted it back.
Dude I don’t know that Bertha lady but she was allegedly faithful to you for 11 year and gave you two kids so she was more than deserving of that ring. Who tf ask for gifts back?!?
Symbol of union? Lol that's a cheapskate peddling their BS. :P. Requesting a gift back is crazy.
Aurora_Sunset
01-03-2021, 07:50 PM
Symbol of union? Lol that's a cheapskate peddling their BS. :P. Requesting a gift back is crazy.
After my last ex and I broke up, he not only asked for a necklace back that he had given me over a year earlier, but also a set of books that was my Christmas present the PREVIOUS year’s Christmas. As though, if we weren’t gonna be together forever, he wanted to recoup ANY money that he had ever spent on me. He tried to frame it as thinking that I wouldn’t use these things, so better for HIM to use them or get his money back. But it was so cheap and spiteful. I refused on both counts. I had just bought him expensive Christmas gifts that year that I wouldn’t have asked for back, so fuck no, I’m not returning gifts from over a year earlier.
He made me “promise” I wouldn’t pawn the necklace, but that’s exactly what he would have done. I tucked it away and never did anything with it, but I should go sell it now that I’m thinking of it.
miss.a.p1600
01-03-2021, 07:56 PM
^ my moms dude tackled her and physically removed the ring he bought her after he annulled their ‘marriage’
He made over 6 figures and could have let her keep it.
He was a narcissist and had to get his way. And he didn’t want her walking around portraying herself as married to him.
moneybags
01-03-2021, 08:01 PM
My mom’s boyfriend broke up with her and before they broke up he bought her an iphone 11 on his plan. She was like, “I don’t know what I’m going to do?” She the type that would give him the money to pay it off to get the phone in her name, and she’s disabled and can’t work. I was like, “You gave him your time the least he can do is pay your phone off and give it to you.” LOL. When your daughter is a sex worker.
chanzep
01-03-2021, 08:22 PM
I have really gone off cooking since Thanksgiving. I cook now and again but I'm not into it. I have got a air fryer and a instant lot and not used them. I just can't be bothered anymore. I end up eating sandwiches a lot when I don't order ugh.It's
miss.a.p1600
01-04-2021, 06:58 AM
After my last ex and I broke up, he not only asked for a necklace back that he had given me over a year earlier, but also a set of books that was my Christmas present the PREVIOUS year’s Christmas. As though, if we weren’t gonna be together forever, he wanted to recoup ANY money that he had ever spent on me. He tried to frame it as thinking that I wouldn’t use these things, so better for HIM to use them or get his money back. But it was so cheap and spiteful. I refused on both counts. I had just bought him expensive Christmas gifts that year that I wouldn’t have asked for back, so fuck no, I’m not returning gifts from over a year earlier.
He made me “promise” I wouldn’t pawn the necklace, but that’s exactly what he would have done. I tucked it away and never did anything with it, but I should go sell it now that I’m thinking of it.
thats annoying when people do that.
i hate it.
like when you give a gift you can’t be all controlling n shit about what the recipient does with said gift. Once you give a gift the recipient can do whatever tf they want with it (re-gift, sell, or keep).
lurkingtitties
01-04-2021, 07:18 AM
I once dated a guy who was a graphic designer and he made me this dope piece of art that was my name graffiti style but on paper with hella bright markers. I loved it but never framed it mostly because I was kind of a messy slob at that time in my life. When we broke up he told me that it always bothered him that I never hung it up on my wall. I wish he would’ve said something way sooner tbh!
indiegirl
01-05-2021, 11:51 PM
I think I'm ready to start getting over this one "working" website. Fucking tired of the cheapness, constant last minute BS, lack of respect. One just said "are you sure this is the earliest you can see me once again? YESSS. It's an hour away..I cannot teleport!! The pre-booker guys are a pile of crap and never respond the next day. I need to change sites officially but will use this one until I transfer and things are better.. UNREAL! I don't know what to do right now.
Aurora_Sunset
01-06-2021, 05:42 PM
I've been having a really hard time getting back into motivation and good habits. I set relatively simple tasks and goals for each day, but never hit half of them. I'm torn between telling myself that my life is super stressful and uncertain right now and it's ok to take it easier on myself, or telling myself that now, more than ever, I need to take back control of my life and hone discipline. Idk
indiegirl
01-07-2021, 12:44 AM
Me: seeing a new essential oil diffuser as well as a necklace one I really liked on etsy.
To myself: NOOO LOL. We're gonna be walking in this haze of patchouli essential oil throughout the house if I get carried away.
Window shopping online to buy fish and shit as well to make everything I want come true without thinking about how much it takes!! GEEZ.
indiegirl
01-07-2021, 01:23 AM
I've been looking up things on fish and thinking "lord".....this may turn out like the black "extra" one who ate another fish growing up. Or babysitting a mouse and the thing died having to wake family up to get ready to replace it. It's like I have the craziest experience wondering WTF happened.
moneybags
01-07-2021, 02:53 PM
I have to go to the doctor. My arms hurts bad from camming. I’ve seen him before, but he doesn’t know I cam. It’s gotten to the point where I need to be honest, so I can figure out what’s going on. I don’t know if there’s much he can do? I’d like to at least make sure
I’ve done any serious damage. I hope I get better soon. I’ve had injury after injury. I’m so tired of this shit. I think I’m going to split camming in the morning and evening. Which is a pain in the ass, but will probably be the only way to work full time safely
whirlerz
01-07-2021, 03:53 PM
Money, I hope you feel better soon, dear.
I have some probs w/my arms but mostly my hands (carpal tunnel).
Genoveve
01-07-2021, 04:23 PM
I have to go to the doctor. My arms hurts bad from camming. I’ve seen him before, but he doesn’t know I cam. It’s gotten to the point where I need to be honest, so I can figure out what’s going on. I don’t know if there’s much he can do? I’d like to at least make sure
I’ve done any serious damage. I hope I get better soon. I’ve had injury after injury. I’m so tired of this shit. I think I’m going to split camming in the morning and evening. Which is a pain in the ass, but will probably be the only way to work full time safely
What part of camming is hurting your arm? If it's just from using the computer there's tons of jobs that involve being on the computer all day so I'd just keep lying. What part of your arm is hurting btw and have you injured that part of your body before?
moneybags
01-07-2021, 04:41 PM
What part of camming is hurting your arm? If it's just from using the computer there's tons of jobs that involve being on the computer all day so I'd just keep lying. What part of your arm is hurting btw and have you injured that part of your body before?
yeah, the more I think of it I’ll keep lying. Just say it’s from working from home on my laptop.
it’s my forearm. I think I can treat it myself. I’m just scared of not being able to work. I’m afraid if I neglect it by not going to the doctor it will get worse, but I don’t have health insurance. I already made my appointment for tomorrow, so I’ll just go and see what he says. Having health problems triggers my anxiety! I’ll just tell him my arm started hurting after working on my laptop and I don’t know why. I’ll play dumb and let him figure it out.
Next week I’ll do split shift. Hate it. But I’ll be able to work full time if I split my days, so my arm gets a break. I’ll just have to make it work.
Thanks. I’m young enough it will get better as long as I take breaks and do self care.
kamiliam
01-07-2021, 05:00 PM
I have to go to the doctor. My arms hurts bad from camming. I’ve seen him before, but he doesn’t know I cam. It’s gotten to the point where I need to be honest, so I can figure out what’s going on. I don’t know if there’s much he can do? I’d like to at least make sure
I’ve done any serious damage. I hope I get better soon. I’ve had injury after injury. I’m so tired of this shit. I think I’m going to split camming in the morning and evening. Which is a pain in the ass, but will probably be the only way to work full time safely
I am prone to carpel tunnel and got it even pre camming. I seem to recall that you lift or have? You could consider adding weighted(LIGHT) forearm curls and other exercises you would use to increase grip strength. Now that I have these beefy forearms I haven’t had a flare up.
Genoveve
01-07-2021, 08:39 PM
it’s my forearm. I think I can treat it myself. I’m just scared of not being able to work. I’m afraid if I neglect it by not going to the doctor it will get worse, but I don’t have health insurance. I already made my appointment for tomorrow, so I’ll just go and see what he says. Having health problems triggers my anxiety! I’ll just tell him my arm started hurting after working on my laptop and I don’t know why. I’ll play dumb and let him figure it out
The reason why I ask is because I've had multiple arm issues; one time I started getting sharp pains in my wrist when I was camming and using the mouse, I tried readjusting the way I held it but it kept getting worse and within days I had intense pain shooting up to my elbow, it might have even started doing it in the other arm too. It went from 0-100 really fast and the only thing I could think of that I recently started doing differently was taking a magnesium-calcium supplement. I had no idea how that could cause arm pain, but I called the information line on the bottle(it was this stuff: https://www.iherb.com/pr/Natural-Vitality-Natural-Calm-Plus-Calcium-Original-Unflavored-8-oz-226-g/64271?gclid=CjwKCAiA_9r_BRBZEiwAHZ_v1257_Gb6uh74Ow 9llnB2Ws3gOT5mugGroSW2eEF709dG-89jY9s5ThoCCH4QAvD_BwE&gclsrc=aw.ds) and when I asked the representative if there could be a connection she said yes; apparently ingesting too much calcium can cause joint pain because I guess the excess calcium crystalizes in your blood stream. I stopped taking the supplement and the pain went away.
Another time a similar thing started happening and again, the only thing I could think of that I had started doing differently was taking an herbal supplement, it might have been nettle, again something completely unassuming, and once I stopped taking it the pain went away.
ANOTHER time, my elbow on my left arm(which even though I am a lefty my left arm is the weaker one) started hurting, I noticed that it would do it the most when I was lifting something heavy one-handed(like pulling a cast iron pan out of the oven). I started paying attention and noticed that when I would lift things like that I'd do it to where my wrist and elbow were at awkward angles and my elbow was doing the work and getting strained. So I started thinking about it like weightlifting and I made sure that when I grabbed something with that arm I gripped it hard and locked my wrist in place like I would with a barbell. The pain went away.
So the pain could be caused by something really simple. Have you been doing anything differently in your daily routine?
moneybags
01-07-2021, 10:29 PM
^^^its got to be from camming! It’s the awkward angels! I bought a toy mount hopefully that will help. Until then I’ll just have to be careful. I bet it’s just the positions aren’t natural.
Magnesium is necessary for the muscles to relax, so that makes sense.
Okay—-this is going to be trial and error. I just need to try different things until I find something that works. I don’t need to see my expensive doctor every week like he wants me to. I’ll just see him on as needed basis when what I’m doing isn’t working
It’s scary to have health issues, but I honestly know what’s best for me than most doctors. I was just so triggered I wasn’t thinking. We’re brainwashed to think doctors know better. Doctors can assist in healing, but I’m the expert on my own body and what it needs. I can’t tell you how many times doctors have failed me, so I had to figure it out myself-I did eventually.
thanks!!! I feel so much better knowing I can figure this out. It’s just gonna take time and a lot of trial and error.
I just have to listen to my inner wisdom and everything will be fine.
indiegirl
01-07-2021, 10:50 PM
Me feeling a little guilty when Home Depot called me today for me to pick up my stuff for curbside pickup because I've ignored their 3 emails......:P!! I'm on like day 11-12 of not gettin' it, I forget how many days have passed (I just wanted to use my Honey app gift card). I don't wanna drive there. I didn't get the delivery option for it to be shipped. I passed by home depot once on the way back from work thinking "maybe I should do a pit stop." never did.
JGB2009
01-08-2021, 07:29 AM
Went to the post office without a bra so had to put on my jacket so no one would know....
indiegirl
01-08-2021, 08:19 AM
Gotta start getting ready for work in 2 hours. I got kicked off my pillow by mister needy dog hogging the pillow again LOL. I'm gonna try to nap on a spare pillow. :P
carmen_b
01-08-2021, 01:33 PM
Cute !
^ Is the Boss good looking ?
Curious minds want to know.
lynn2009
01-08-2021, 01:39 PM
Gotta start getting ready for work in 2 hours. I got kicked off my pillow by mister needy dog hogging the pillow again LOL. I'm gonna try to nap on a spare pillow. :P
It's crazy how much space a little guy takes up!
moneybags
01-08-2021, 01:41 PM
Saw my crush today out of necessity. I’m still a little heartbroken. I really did have to see him, but I’m truly trying avoid him as much as possible. Awesome guy, but I can’t help but to feel a bit rejected even though nothing happened and I’m so happy nothing did. I just need to move on and can’t do that if I’m constantly in touch with him.
Also good news, I went to the doctors and he said I can continue to work. He gave me this nude tape I can wear when working to help me heal and some exercises. Without health insurance I can’t see him as much as I should, but I’ll do as much healing work myself before going back to the doctor.
Got this so I don’t have to strain my hands
Genoveve
01-08-2021, 08:14 PM
^^^its got to be from camming! It’s the awkward angels! I bought a toy mount hopefully that will help. Until then I’ll just have to be careful. I bet it’s just the positions aren’t natural.
If there are specific positions that you get into that hurt your arm more I'd definitely switch them out for something else. Also, you can be in the same position for forever but keep it interesting by moving the camera to get different angles rather than you moving.
WendiStarr
01-08-2021, 08:21 PM
I regret going on a trip with the baby. Car rides longer than 10 minutes with any person under 2 is a headache. Can't enjoy anything. Don't get me wrong. I love her but I am tired. She's 10 times more difficult to entertain and make happy than my 11 year old ever was.
indiegirl
01-08-2021, 08:24 PM
Got jaded and haven't even gone to work yet. After sitting for hours paying for hotel rooms/drivers waiting the last two times and leaving the next day at checkout frustrated over no appointments....didn't wanna drag my ass to the same situation just to sit in a room frustrated. Or the interest in seeing me asking for HHR, uncovered services, "are you available now", and the constant "Wow! I can't afford that tonight." like they can't afford a very reasonable rate. Homeboy this rate is STANDARD price for this site don't act like I'm pushing it.
Sometimes I wish I had the house all to myself again so I don't have to bother with the cost/process and check in/out times..or the last minute (right when I leave) around 1-3pm messages "are you available right now?!! NOOOOO. I specifically posted I am leaving at 12pm. Or the "how about tomorrow at this time?" Then they schedule it acting excited and never hear back. Last time I just fucking left knowing the customer would pull this and I was right.
I get so frustrated because it's the same thing every time with these guys. Like they all operate on the same level of disrespect. This is supposed to be a fantasy. Not treated like shit to the point I'm angry.
Don't wanna take pro photos and travel but fuck it's getting old and I sound like a broken record machine at this point. My money has been wayyyy down from fixing this house this month and spoiling myself. GAHHHHHH.
Tried to access my TER account that has a crap ton of reviews to transition to better money sources but don't remember the password and somehow locked myself out.
I'm enjoying my rant to feel better. haha
indiegirl
01-08-2021, 08:48 PM
I regret going on a trip with the baby. Car rides longer than 10 minutes with any person under 2 is a headache. Can't enjoy anything. Don't get me wrong. I love her but I am tired. She's 10 times more difficult to entertain and make happy than my 11 year old ever was.
It's kinda like driving in a car with a cat meowing on a vet office trip LOL. I remember like 2 years ago I was in the backseat and the baby was sleeping so peaceful for a few minutes, woke up then immediately crying for no reason. I babysat for like 2 hours and then when I left thinking "that was exhausting"
chanzep
01-08-2021, 09:07 PM
Wow I am a mess. I really thought it was Thursday. I decided to have a early night and just looked at my phone lol. Having a weird schedule will do that I guess.
indiegirl
01-09-2021, 09:18 AM
It's kinda like driving in a car with a cat meowing on a vet office trip LOL. I remember like 2 years ago I was in the backseat and the baby was sleeping so peaceful for a few minutes, woke up then immediately crying for no reason. I babysat for like 2 hours and then when I left thinking "that was exhausting"
Driver "this is the most memorable drive I've had." me joking around. Me with a full titty out in this dress accidentally. He laughed so hard. These tits and small dresses.
Back home smelling that patchouli! Yessss.
miss.a.p1600
01-09-2021, 10:18 AM
Got jaded and haven't even gone to work yet. After sitting for hours paying for hotel rooms/drivers waiting the last two times and leaving the next day at checkout frustrated over no appointments....didn't wanna drag my ass to the same situation just to sit in a room frustrated. Or the interest in seeing me asking for HHR, uncovered services, "are you available now", and the constant "Wow! I can't afford that tonight." like they can't afford a very reasonable rate. Homeboy this rate is STANDARD price for this site don't act like I'm pushing it.
Sometimes I wish I had the house all to myself again so I don't have to bother with the cost/process and check in/out times..or the last minute (right when I leave) around 1-3pm messages "are you available right now?!! NOOOOO. I specifically posted I am leaving at 12pm. Or the "how about tomorrow at this time?" Then they schedule it acting excited and never hear back. Last time I just fucking left knowing the customer would pull this and I was right.
I get so frustrated because it's the same thing every time with these guys. Like they all operate on the same level of disrespect. This is supposed to be a fantasy. Not treated like shit to the point I'm angry.
Don't wanna take pro photos and travel but fuck it's getting old and I sound like a broken record machine at this point. My money has been wayyyy down from fixing this house this month and spoiling myself. GAHHHHHH.
Tried to access my TER account that has a crap ton of reviews to transition to better money sources but don't remember the password and somehow locked myself out.
I'm enjoying my rant to feel better. haha
Is it possible to pay a TRUSTED person to weed through the time wasters for you?
Yeah that ish from idiot men would grate my nerves too!
miss.a.p1600
01-09-2021, 10:20 AM
I confess. I am GLAD L is back working out today (even if he is probably doing some super basic easy ass walking on the treadmill its better than him laying on the couch, eating hella calories n fat, talking about what he plans to do but not doing it lol)
Thank heavens he's actually doing something productive today.
I may need to workout myself
indiegirl
01-09-2021, 10:40 AM
Is it possible to pay a TRUSTED person to weed through the time wasters for you?
Yeah that ish from idiot men would grate my nerves too!
That's a booker though. I dunno high end from TER is so much easier and guaranteed, I gotta return. It's just a harder sale depending on the state and length of time. People love the new girl though. I'm not.
indiegirl
01-09-2021, 11:42 AM
I believe I made a grand this morning for an hour.... FUCK it was like a super nice house/auto shop type of situation and he had a bunch of nice cars. I have photos of me looking FAR too happy on my phone in his cars...couldn't help myself. Girlllllll I was a happy camper. I have photos of me posing in a lambo and nice fancy cars. Obviously the photos turned out like crap (had that too happy face) but I was loving the moment and being spoiled sitting in awesome cars!
He asked if I wanted to drive one. Me: No thanks!! Learned my lesson.
I had a blast though sitting in them! I love fast cars. UGHHH it was like a dream I walked into with those cars!!! I'll think of posting a partial photo lol.
miss.a.p1600
01-09-2021, 12:07 PM
That's a booker though. I dunno high end from TER is so much easier and guaranteed, I gotta return. It's just a harder sale depending on the state and length of time. People love the new girl though. I'm not.
i wish I knew the industry there.
i book vanilla appointments and if I could learn the industry most likely could book for adult appointments too as a side income.
It’s like you have those days where everyone is annoying on the phone and then those days where most people are normal and set appointments with ease
carmen_b
01-09-2021, 12:13 PM
May be time to travel if possible.
That's a booker though. I dunno high end from TER is so much easier and guaranteed, I gotta return. It's just a harder sale depending on the state and length of time. People love the new girl though. I'm not.
indiegirl
01-09-2021, 12:20 PM
May be time to travel if possible.
It's tough with large dogs and a house now. Before it was easier. :(
I need to figure out what to do for now. It's tough in Cali longevity-wise unless you have return clients. I'm not the gfe/loving type with many return clients on the regular. I'm more of a friendly/fun/touch-and go or talk the shit out of you girl LOL
My reviews aren't bad at all. Butttt it's the girlfriend types that keep the custie coming back IMO.
moneybags
01-09-2021, 12:51 PM
I believe I made a grand this morning for an hour.... FUCK it was like a super nice house/auto shop type of situation and he had a bunch of nice cars. I have photos of me looking FAR too happy on my phone in his cars...couldn't help myself. Girlllllll I was a happy camper. I have photos of me posing in a lambo and nice fancy cars. Obviously the photos turned out like crap (had that too happy face) but I was loving the moment and being spoiled sitting in awesome cars!
He asked if I wanted to drive one. Me: No thanks!! Learned my lesson.
I had a blast though sitting in them! I love fast cars. UGHHH it was like a dream I walked into with those cars!!! I'll think of posting a partial photo lol.
I’ve had a few cool moments as a dancer when I’m being showered with tons of cash...and I’m THIS is what sex work is suppose to be! Glad you had a good work day.
I’m going to have to go back to the doctor. I know he’ll help me get back to work faster. Id rather see a new doctor, but he’s been treating me for a few months. I don’t want to have to start over with someone new.
I’m so mad at him for jerking my feelings around. I was really content with just having a crush on him and it not going further, till he spilled his feelings making me think something could happen! He’s so hot and cold. I just want him to help me get back to work, then I never want to see him again!
I’m going to be gray rock as possible. I’m not gonna make him laugh or stroke his ego anymore. I just want to be treated as a patient and be on my merry way.
Rejection is God’s protection. I’m not letting him get my hope up anymore.
indiegirl
01-09-2021, 01:20 PM
i wish I knew the industry there.
i book vanilla appointments and if I could learn the industry most likely could book for adult appointments too as a side income.
It’s like you have those days where everyone is annoying on the phone and then those days where most people are normal and set appointments with ease
Most wanna booker with "ho experience" because they know what to look out for (trusting someone with your safety), client list to push you custies (some have back-channel info on certain things) One booker in DC for me (in my opinion) had the gift of gab...I felt like shit showing up to appointments reading how good her messages/and personality were LOL!
indiegirl
01-10-2021, 05:46 PM
I really wanna get back into juicing. I'm tired all the time and remember how much better I felt juicing.
Whole foods juices were getting to be too expensive and the drive would be too far so I'd make a beets, kale, cucumber, celery, turmeric, rainbow chard, carrots, ginger, brocolli, and apple at home.
LoveyDovey
01-10-2021, 10:23 PM
^^That sounds good!