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LoveyDovey
01-27-2021, 09:03 PM
Lovey : how long together ?

We started seeing each other in May 2019. For the first year we'd only see each other once in a while BC we wanted to take it slow as we've both been through the wringer with other people but we both agreed we'd only see each other.. I haven't even seen him since March 2020 due to covid. We Almost got together in November but he and his grandma got covid. If he reaches out I want I think we just need to sit down face-to-face and talk about a lot of stuff because there are a lot of things I love about him and then there are a lot of things that make me very nervous.

LoveyDovey
01-27-2021, 09:25 PM
I also confess that I'm tired of these Housewives shows. Listening to a bunch of Karen's screaming at each other gives me a headache.

indiegirl
01-28-2021, 05:43 AM
Alright California, I was promised rain on the weather site last week for Thursday and Friday. Where is the rain? LOL. I waited for this day! It moved down to 30% chance of precipitation today and 90% tomorrow. Can we amp the likelihood for rain up a notch for today? I'm ready :)!

I'm also listening to jazz music right now. I used to complain when my mom would play jazz music in the car growing up...now I'm thinking "I'm officially old if I'm voluntarily listening to jazz."

LoveyDovey
01-28-2021, 09:25 AM
^^I'm glad you mentioned something about the weather. Now I know to go running in the woods today and make tomorrow my "indoor writing day."

indiegirl
01-28-2021, 12:01 PM
Goals!!! Gosh I adore this bedroom

https://i.ibb.co/3MYsDgH/IMG-3171.jpg (https://ibb.co/61JZ3j5)
https://i.ibb.co/XYZwh9G/IMG-3172.jpg (https://ibb.co/GHvhKXr)

Genoveve
01-28-2021, 03:15 PM
Alright California, I was promised rain on the weather site last week for Thursday and Friday. Where is the rain?

Central Cali. There's been really bad flooding, mudslides and evacuations.

https://twitter.com/i/status/1354638714090057735

https://twitter.com/JoshEdelson/status/1354545328117039114

Here where I am we have a flash flood warning all through tomorrow starting tonight when the heavy rain begins. I really wanted to go to my friend's tomorrow but I'm not sure if I want to do a 40 minute drive each way in extremely heavy rain(I'm fine driving in the rain especially now that I have brand new tires, but the other morons are the problem).

indiegirl
01-28-2021, 03:29 PM
Central Cali. There's been really bad flooding, mudslides and evacuations.

https://twitter.com/i/status/1354638714090057735

https://twitter.com/JoshEdelson/status/1354545328117039114

Here where I am we have a flash flood warning all through tomorrow starting tonight when the heavy rain begins. I really wanted to go to my friend's tomorrow but I'm not sure if I want to do a 40 minute drive each way in extremely heavy rain(I'm fine driving in the rain especially now that I have brand new tires, but the other morons are the problem).

Wow! I Had no idea! Always seems San Fran/ Jose gets hit the worst.

Lucky. I want rain! I’m not having a drop here today.

I’m at the point of buying one of those water machines they use for fake rain in movies and having it going like a weirdo along with my water fountains thinking “It just had to happen.”

Obsessed with water haha

Aurora_Sunset
01-28-2021, 04:01 PM
I am so burned out on unpacking. I could do more today but I’m not gonna. I’ll leave a lot for hubby to work on during the next 2 days he has off.

Also, I told myself I would start picking up any overtime shifts that were available, even if they were in departments I don’t like. But now that some are available, I’m like “errrrr.” I need to start hustling again, but seasonal depression is kicking my ass. February is always my worst month for it.

Genoveve
01-28-2021, 04:37 PM
Lucky. I want rain!

Well I don't want a flood or mudslide---but I love rain too, especially summer rain which we don't get often here in SoCal. Here it usually rains in the winter when it's cold which means I can't go out and play in it unless I want to freeze.


I’m at the point of buying one of those water machines they use for fake rain in movies and having it going like a weirdo along with my water fountains thinking “It just had to happen.”

Might I suggest a sprinkler instead LOL.

moneybags
01-28-2021, 07:27 PM
I can’t believe I fell in love with that asshole! I’m so mad at myself!

charlie61
01-28-2021, 07:44 PM
I confess that I've been obsessing over the phrase "rejection is god's protection" lately. I'm not religious or spiritual, but i feel like that simple phrase is just so true! We tend to rebel against any sort of rejection in life and push harder, but it's my experience that it's (often, not always) healthier and much more interesting to find different paths, options, and opportunities. We think we know what's best for us, but we often find that that isn't the case.

indiegirl
01-28-2021, 07:54 PM
I confess that I've been obsessing over the phrase "rejection is god's protection" lately. I'm not religious or spiritual, but i feel like that simple phrase is just so true! We tend to rebel against any sort of rejection in life and push harder, but it's my experience that it's (often, not always) healthier and much more interesting to find different paths, options, and opportunities. We think we know what's best for us, but we often find that that isn't the case.

Wish I could feel the same lol. When customers don’t show up god isn’t protecting anything for me. He’s just crapping on my back like “enjoy spending money on a hotel!” Lollll.

Or when some tells me to get a new job....”are you hiring because nobody seems to want me?” Even tried my failed dog walking business. It sucked because I only got 1 dog.

I honestly feel some people aren’t meant to have a specific job/path in life.

Lolll sorry that I’m bitching :P

Genoveve
01-28-2021, 08:12 PM
^^I think she meant like on a wider scale.

indiegirl
01-28-2021, 08:19 PM
I know. Sorry lol I’m just bitching because it’s slow tonight AGAIN paying for this hotel. I missed an appointment because I wasn’t ready immediately. These hotels aren’t open 24/7 for me to walk in like these customers think. Check in and check out times vary.

Genoveve
01-28-2021, 08:21 PM
^^Are they not 24/7 because of corona?

indiegirl
01-28-2021, 08:30 PM
It’s that check in and check out time from 3-4pm until 11-12 the next day. I got let in early today luckily.
Feels like whenever I give up getting an appointment or run out of time I get requests.

So frustrated. Second guy who emailed me today wanting free sex in order to take my photos and create a website for me. There is no point now and I can do that myself. TER banned me for refusing to merge both accounts. Ugh hello January 2021. Been a bitch of a month! Lol :P

moneybags
01-28-2021, 08:40 PM
Wish I could feel the same lol. When customers don’t show up god isn’t protecting anything for me. He’s just crapping on my back like “enjoy spending money on a hotel!” Lollll.

Or when some tells me to get a new job....”are you hiring because nobody seems to want me?” Even tried my failed dog walking business. It sucked because I only got 1 dog.

I honestly feel some people aren’t meant to have a specific job/path in life.

Lolll sorry that I’m bitching :P

I don’t like platitudes either. They work well when I’m ready to hear them, but not when I’m in a place of pain. Although overall it is soooo true that not getting what I want is a blessing

I’m getting tipsy tonight. I’m heartbroken. I figure I’ll drink and make some money tonight.

I promise I’ll be done bitching and trolling to place. My best friend is sick with long haulers so I don’t want to bother her. She said just talking on the phone gives her coughing fits. My therapist is booked up, so I’m just like a wreck. I’m a train wreck.

Indiegirl I hope you come to a meeting. They aren’t whoreaphobic. I’m really passionate about sex workers having community. I’m pretty proud of myself because it was my idea. No sex worker should ever feel alone.

charlie61
01-28-2021, 09:21 PM
^hope it didn't sound like i was trying to throw a platitude at what you're going through! I meant it as an unrelated comment.

indiegirl
01-28-2021, 10:10 PM
^hope it didn't sound like i was trying to throw a platitude at what you're going through! I meant it as an unrelated comment.

It’s totally not your fault at all I’m just frustrated it’s been yet another slow night of no money so far and felt annoyed at my situation :).

moneybags
01-28-2021, 11:53 PM
^hope it didn't sound like i was trying to throw a platitude at what you're going through! I meant it as an unrelated comment.

It didn’t. I don’t think platitude was the right word. Maybe I shouldn’t have cross talked.

indiegirl
01-29-2021, 02:08 AM
I’m watching this makeup infomercial and it’s crazy to me how they’re allowed to use a before and after photo using a camera filter. Isn’t that misrepresentation?

moneybags
01-29-2021, 03:12 AM
I’m watching this makeup infomercial and it’s crazy to me how they’re allowed to use a before and after photo using a camera filter. Isn’t that misrepresentation?

Who is going to sue them? If all they get hit with is a small fine then it’s probably worth it to them

kimbe
01-29-2021, 10:06 AM
I’m watching this makeup infomercial and it’s crazy to me how they’re allowed to use a before and after photo using a camera filter. Isn’t that misrepresentation?

The world wants to be deceived...

indiegirl
01-29-2021, 10:43 AM
The world wants to be deceived...

lol the after photo was so ridiculously inaccurate like they were putting makeup on their ears down to their collarbone. LOL!

The best infomercials are the deep cleaning before and after of carpet. That’s like porn for me. “Do it again!” Haha

Watched an infomercial with an ex late at night when I was 17 and it was a phone sex line. We texted or called giggling. Cut to present time, I would be mad if that happened to me now.

indiegirl
01-29-2021, 11:08 AM
0 requests again with follow through other than 1 who wanted last minute. 4th time leaving spending money and not getting any back this month. I’ve been up since around 4am I believe and can’t just chill anymore spending money for no reason. It’s gonna have to be a guaranteed incall or out only.

moneybags
01-29-2021, 12:47 PM
0 requests again with follow through other than 1 who wanted last minute. 4th time leaving spending money and not getting any back this month. I’ve been up since around 4am I believe and can’t just chill anymore spending money for no reason. It’s gonna have to be a guaranteed incall or out only.

Do you cam or do phone sex on the side? I can’t believe your slow. People need a release.

Elektra Luxx
01-29-2021, 03:50 PM
Hey...What ever happened to that other guy you used to talk with at McDonalds?

I just saw McDonald's guy and he gave me his number. I'm going to call him. More later.

indiegirl
01-29-2021, 04:27 PM
https://www.tmz.com/2021/01/29/chucky-glen-ray-false-amber-alert-texas-childs-play-dolls/

Amber Alert Malfunction. Chucky the doll is on the loose! Bahahaha! Too funny

indiegirl
01-29-2021, 04:31 PM
Do you cam or do phone sex on the side? I can’t believe your slow. People need a release.

I was wanting to do camming but I have such a huge fear of someone recording it and putting it on a porn site. I used to do modeling and some of the photos where topless (used an alias). Some past students at my school found it and started sharing it. One told my sister. I get so nervous because of that.

I'm not sure what's going on TBH. Right when I was on the way home I got a message to see someone but it was kinda too late at that point.

moneybags
01-29-2021, 05:22 PM
I was wanting to do camming but I have such a huge fear of someone recording it and putting it on a porn site. I used to do modeling and some of the photos where topless (used an alias). Some past students at my school found it and started sharing it. One told my sister. I get so nervous because of that.

I'm not sure what's going on TBH. Right when I was on the way home I got a message to see someone but it was kinda too late at that point.

sounds traumatizing. I’m afraid with nursing school too, but i have to cause of COVID-19. Before the pandemic I only danced and didn’t do any other type of sex work because I didn’t want their to be proof. I didn’t do club promotions or social media advertising. I was always low key about posting on social media, but I’m old school. Never like the idea of customers having access to me outside of the club. All types of sex work can be risky as far a being outed or legal trouble down the line. I’ve tried to manage the risk as much as possible because I have a low risk tolerance.

It seems impossible to be successful with sex work without social media. That’s why I like stream mate because I don’t have to post on social media. So unless someone is on stream mate they won’t find me. Of course there’s always a chance of them recording a private show, but with so much porn I’m not too worried. Maybe I should be...lol.

I’m at the point where as long as it doesn’t cost me my job; I don’t care what people think.

indiegirl
01-29-2021, 09:11 PM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Nbv3reNErw

This video :)! Love it every time

Need some new hits

indiegirl
01-29-2021, 10:15 PM
Kinda cackled watching this video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3ljQmvLjp7w
of this bad ass female...and in the comments it was great

I miss those no hand pole moves!!

But anyways, this comment had me rolling: When she came down on that pole on the first song I would have took my husband wallet and threw it at her. Girl use the credit cards and all. She bad!!!!!!

WendiStarr
01-30-2021, 10:54 AM
Today's supposed to be a happy day. It's my youngest daughter's 1st birthday. It has been awful since BD decided to come here. He's sober which means he's being verbally abusive because he has no weed. Weed is legal in my state. He could easily go get some and be nice but he came right out and said that he's in the mood to fight. I told him to leave. He said he was leaving but he has yet to leave. He destroyed all my birthday decorations. I hope my brother comes here soon. That's my only hope right now.

whirlerz
01-30-2021, 11:07 AM
Aw! I'm so sorry Wendi, Hugs my Lady!

Happy birthday to your daughter!

Let me know if you ever wanna talk. Love you.

carmen_b
01-30-2021, 12:36 PM
Awful of him Wendi ! :(

carmen_b
01-30-2021, 12:38 PM
It still bothers me I don’t “ live “ with my partner.

Keep in mind that still means I’d have 8-13 days a month open in the vacancies of the two AirBnBs I co-own in his area. They are short term rentals and there are two so they are never “ fully “ booked.

Any great tips for getting your partner on board with this ? Eh
We have been together 10 months.
:/

I feel uneasy about spending $500 on a room rental in Feb.
In Jan I only used the room 3-4 nights in the month.
He does have an 8 year old daughter there ( three nights a week ) and we try to keep a pattern of me there just one night in those three day visits ( plus I visit by day a couple hours one of the other days ). While my vacancies line up many times they don’t line up with 100% accuracy.

Thoughts?

We had such wild and spectacular sex last night haha but I know I deserve a partner willing to BUILD with me so I want to talk about what’s next. I’ve learned about him enough to know he didn’t like same day talks about things. I’ll ask to talk ahead .

indiegirl
01-30-2021, 01:05 PM
I sent 2 messages to ter about being banned inquiring and still NO response LOLLLLL. These men.

If I'd want to return I'd just get a few laptops, totally new name, and post fake reviews from different starbucks using different IP addresses and then return the computers to walmart the next day. LOLLL. They act like I'm stupid.

I would do this if I moved to another state but I've seen the majority of guys on that site in LA and someone will see me and my profile would get shut down due to someone recognizing me from the past and they inform TER to connect accounts. I needed that LA assistant as my hookup to high paying customers which is why I was upset.

Either they love you or hate you but when I was in the process of finalizing my house purchase and got a bad one......trust I was at Walmart in the past buying computers and returning them trying to bury that review LOLLL. I don't have time for someone to ruin my money when I have closing house costs when he is being a dick and not asking for what he wants/needs during the appointment. Open your mouth and the rating would be so much better geeez.

"She was too aggressive during the session"

Girllllll say something and it can change. It's like they are ok going for the ride and not saying anything to me about it during the appointment.

carmen_b
01-30-2021, 01:09 PM
^ Living with him isn’t my only access to a nice home.
My next real estate move would be a sale on a property to net about 150k.
Then I’d be in the market for a condo $280-$300k ish while only needing to borrow 130-150k for it.
I could sell my longer term rental I’ve held for 12 years.

It’s a great position to be in and I’ll be 100% fine either way BUT I just can’t visualize myself making a “ home “ for me vs a “ home “ for us. I want y’alls thoughts because I have yet to hit my therapist or mom about it , ha.

I’m only being so specific because I’m really trying to create the BEST next move.
Selling my longer term property rental and getting another short term one in his area ( where I can do nightly rentals ) is on the table also.

indiegirl
01-30-2021, 02:29 PM
I sent 2 messages to ter about being banned inquiring and still NO response LOLLLLL. These men.

If I'd want to return I'd just get a few laptops, totally new name, and post fake reviews from different starbucks using different IP addresses and then return the computers to walmart the next day. LOLLL. They act like I'm stupid.

I would do this if I moved to another state but I've seen the majority of guys on that site in LA and someone will see me and my profile would get shut down due to someone recognizing me from the past and they inform TER to connect accounts. I needed that LA assistant as my hookup to high paying customers which is why I was upset.

Either they love you or hate you but when I was in the process of finalizing my house purchase and got a bad one......trust I was at Walmart in the past buying computers and returning them trying to bury that review LOLLL. I don't have time for someone to ruin my money when I have closing house costs when he is being a dick and not asking for what he wants/needs during the appointment. Open your mouth and the rating would be so much better geeez.

"She was too aggressive during the session"

Girllllll say something and it can change. It's like they are ok going for the ride and not saying anything to me about it during the appointment.

Best part was when guys on the site said "she sent in her white knights to review her positively" ....I was laughing thinking "I'm the white knight!" After I got 10/10 reviews in a row to bury the review. Driving around to all these Starbucks with laptops. I'm trying to save ME from being homeless. I'm kicked out the door if I don't pay my bills. This is my only source of money right now. I don't need someone to shit on me lolllll

moneybags
01-30-2021, 02:57 PM
Best part was when guys on the site said "she sent in her white knights to review her positively" ....I was laughing thinking "I'm the white knight!" After I got 10/10 reviews in a row to bury the review. Driving around to all these Starbucks with laptops. I'm trying to save ME from being homeless. I'm kicked out the door if I don't pay my bills. This is my only source of money right now. I don't need someone to shit on me lolllll

I’ll be praying for some horny guys to spend money on you...lol.

I broke down last night I was super sad and couldn’t perform. Sometimes it’s better to take time of camming to process personal issues. I just needed the money, so I pressed through it. Which is why I’m sick because I don’t take time to process my pain. I just repress all my feelings. I can’t get into my therapist till next week. I’m going to do grief work for 30 minutes every night before bed. I hate grief work, but if I don’t process it then I’ll never get better. There’s grief from last year I just stuffed down because I had to push through it to survive, but now it’s manifesting in my body.

I realized why he made me so mad. He was being passive-aggressive AF. He wore his hat of “being professional” but was being really passive aggressive. After I disclosed doing sex work, he was low key rude to me. Why did he think he could be rude to me? I don’t know what his problem is? Not seeing him again. I have to be more careful who I open up to. 99.99% of people don’t deserve to be in my heart space. I love my momma and my whores...everyone else can go to hell. Anyone feel like they’ll never trust people after sex work. If I have to lie to you about my present or past, then I can’t love you. In many ways disclosing sex work is the ultimate relationship litmus test wether one is actively working or not. I know people’s words and actions say more about them than me, but its exhausting to deal with people’s bullshit. I’d rather just be alone than deal peoples bullshit.

indiegirl
01-30-2021, 03:27 PM
I’ll be praying for some horny guys to spend money on you...lol.

I broke down last night I was super sad and couldn’t perform. Sometimes it’s better to take time of camming to process personal issues. I just needed the money, so I pressed through it. Which is why I’m sick because I don’t take time to process my pain. I just repress all my feelings. I can’t get into my therapist till next week. I’m going to do grief work for 30 minutes every night before bed. I hate grief work, but if I don’t process it then I’ll never get better. There’s grief from last year I just stuffed down because I had to push through it to survive, but now it’s manifesting in my body.

I realized why he made me so mad. He was being passive-aggressive AF. He wore his hat of “being professional” but was being really passive aggressive. After I disclosed doing sex work, he was low key rude to me. Why did he think he could be rude to me? I don’t know what his problem is? Not seeing him again. I have to be more careful who I open up to. 99.99% of people don’t deserve to be in my heart space. I love my momma and my whores...everyone else can go to hell. Anyone feel like they’ll never trust people after sex work. If I have to lie to you about my present or past, then I can’t love you. In many ways disclosing sex work is the ultimate relationship litmus test wether one is actively working or not. I know people’s words and actions say more about them than me, but its exhausting to deal with people’s bullshit. I’d rather just be alone than deal peoples bullshit.

Kinda happens sadly :(...nobody wants to know someone they are seeing is doing sex work and few guys are supportive of it. Like some girls with bf's at the club I would be shocked like "how did you find someone rare that is willing long term till marriage?" Sticking to lying is what I did dating cops. But it feels like crap lying because you can't be your true self where they accept you as you. I dunno but then there are people like Channon Rose (former porn star/escort) youtuber and her husband is so supportive of her. She's pregnant with their second kid. It's hard to know what to do. It's so taboo and it sucks.

carmen_b
01-30-2021, 03:30 PM
^ I decided to just shut up about sex work.

It has caused no problems . Being honest was problematic.
Just one persons take of course.
Some of us are more activist minded. I’m not. :(
Some ( me ! ) just want the $ and don’t see as high of value in the “ respect sex work “ trend!

I love and follow the work of more out ladies though .

moneybags
01-30-2021, 03:43 PM
^ I decided to just shut up about sex work.

It has caused no problems . Being honest was problematic.
Just one persons take of course.
Some of us are more activist minded. I’m not. :(
Some ( me ! ) just want the $ and don’t see as high of value in the “ respect sex work “ trend!

I love and follow the work of more out ladies though .

we’re a threat to the white male system....that’s why most people hate us...sadly it’s mostly unconscious.

I’m built to be an activist. I’ve done minor activism. I think being out among the public is a huge form of activism, but you have to be in a good place to do it because of the people’s unconscious projections.

Much like NFL players that choose to do activism after they retire because of what happened to Colin Rand Kaepernick-an American hero. People of color (and women) know the cost of going against the the white male system. Sadly women can act as “stoppers” by enabling the white male system. Most people use punishment to keep women in their place-“slut shaming, losing your job, verbal and emotional abuse.” It’s all unconscious programming designed to keep the status quo. Which is why he’s being as asshole to me. It’s also why “good white people” and “good men” can still perpetuate oppression-its unconscious programming.

The darkest side of humanity is our unconscious need to have power and control over others and keep the status quo. It’s healthy to want to have some power and control, but not to the point of abusing other people.


Thanks. I forgot about how the white make system works. I’m just like sad about it. I’ve lost a lot of friends and family because their unconscious programming was harming me. I forget how vehemently people will fight to keep the system (even if it’s sick) at the expense of people they care about. It’s really a mind screw when you think about it.

Genoveve
01-30-2021, 03:47 PM
^^^I think it can have a lot to do with where you live, here in Socal I've been very open and people always respond positively to my occupation; actually I eventually started lying about it because people are often *too* enthusiastic to where they want to know all about it and ask me a zillion questions because it's so interesting to them.

...

My confession is that when I break a nail and don't feel like fixing it right away(I do my own gel nails so it takes a while) I just pull a Michael Jackson on cam and wear one glove. I can't wear two because I still need a naked hand for the touchscreen of my phone.

carmen_b
01-30-2021, 04:18 PM
I’m so jealous of those with good “ out “ experiences.
Mine ( the attempts ) were negative.

indiegirl
01-30-2021, 04:21 PM
I’m in a normal car driving around with this large digital billboard on top of the car with my driver totally embarrassed. He’s trying to advertise his YouTube channel lollllllll. I’m deceased bahahaha. Feels like I’m in Vegas or being picked up by Pizza Hut. Oh well! Lollll

Gotta do what you gotta do :P

carmen_b
01-30-2021, 04:23 PM
^ Give us his channel lol.

40 strippers subscribe and make his day hahaha.

Is the content horrendous ?!?

indiegirl
01-30-2021, 04:42 PM
Hahaha I don’t remember what it was! I dunno what the hell it was but I was embarrassed! Lol. I just remember looking at it like “god my neighbors prolly think I’m insane driving around like this especially when I have a car.”

He was cool though because he had iPad type things attached to the back of the seat so you can play free games.

indiegirl
01-30-2021, 11:11 PM
Found my makeup bag. Ugh the front desk guy is too much for me. He’s fucking cute each time I come here. Him now below:
Him:
“Boom! Here you go!”
Out of the blue when I was downstairs

Giving me free things.

Me in my head:
Fuckkk. I’m supposed to hate men.lol :)

He’s prolly married but I like the attention. Obviously nothing will happen. Feel like I’ve talked about this guy before.

I was hoping Priceline’s hidden hotels would not put me here so I could avoid him. I try to and he is too enthusiastic. Immediately walked to the female worker for check in and sure enough he’s telling me to go to him.

indiegirl
01-31-2021, 12:06 AM
^^^I think it can have a lot to do with where you live, here in Socal I've been very open and people always respond positively to my occupation; actually I eventually started lying about it because people are often *too* enthusiastic to where they want to know all about it and ask me a zillion questions because it's so interesting to them.

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My confession is that when I break a nail and don't feel like fixing it right away(I do my own gel nails so it takes a while) I just pull a Michael Jackson on cam and wear one glove. I can't wear two because I still need a naked hand for the touchscreen of my phone.

very different story if you are fucking for a living. But the other tame sex jobs are mostly accepted in LA.