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whirlerz
02-20-2021, 08:05 AM
I hate spending money on food lol
Secretly wishing I'd just learn to eat like a bird.

FUCK, NO.

I already went thru that, damn near passed out, from doing that, as ane necessity!

whirlerz
02-20-2021, 08:13 AM
So, I'm in a restaurant eating breakfast with ..

Usually, Saturday I am glued to cam, I had weird week in different ways..

My landlord pissed me off I think he overcharged me, I was behind (still am, not as bad).
Can't stand his $ - grubby self.

indiegirl
02-20-2021, 01:33 PM
I have self tanned and I feel so proud of not being lazy. I never want to shower again so I don't have to reapply this again. haha jk jk.

indiegirl
02-20-2021, 08:29 PM
I have self tanned and I feel so proud of not being lazy. I never want to shower again so I don't have to reapply this again. haha jk jk.

This customer is annoying. You just created a brand new account with 0 ladies as references (claiming we saw each other last week) checked my phone and email...nothing. Go scam/arrest someone else! I don’t have anymore left in me for that BS! I did so much back check thinking “I would never see this man” and some share our info or same accounts because we are nothing to them.

xxxGothBarbie
02-20-2021, 08:49 PM
I wish I could have a threesome. With 2 dudes. One eating my pussy while the other sucks in my breasts. No penetration. And when I have an orgasm I can just leave. They can worry about pleasing themselves on their own time or pleasing me IS pleasure for them. Lol!


Storytime! :P
ABout 10 years ago when I was playing around with musicians (they were semi famous), I was hanging out with 3 of them total. We were all drinking heavily & getting really flirty. I ended up puking on the coffee table which fucked up any chance I had of fucking any of them that night. I still fucked the one guy after that on a regular basis so there's that but still, I wanted ALL 3 LOL
The one though...mmm he was fucking HOT. I still kick myself for getting so trashed I missed out hahaha :/

carmen_b
02-20-2021, 10:11 PM
Regrets ! Lol !!! ^^^

LoveyDovey
02-20-2021, 10:42 PM
The closest I ever got to having a threesome with two men was in the club. I gave a lap dance to 2 guys simultaneously and it was pretty hot and left me lit for the rest of the night. And they were young and cute too! They said I did a great job and I think I ended up making a lot of money that night. Oh well. I don't know if it'll ever really happen for me but a girl can dream.

carmen_b
02-20-2021, 11:12 PM
^ I've made out in a bed at once with two men.

I've had a hot tub " thing " with two men lol .

But nothing went past the just make out / fool around a little thing.

moneybags
02-20-2021, 11:59 PM
Missing J but I’m not going back. He made his choice. I’m just really missing him. Wondering if he miss me at all? Ugh...I may or may not be stalking him on social media...lol.

whirlerz
02-21-2021, 07:42 AM
Money, there's someone better for you^

whirlerz
02-21-2021, 07:49 AM
I'm on next door, there's a ad for a hair dresser, (highlights), he works from home, he'd come here but not w/the rooms here lol.

Seriously thinking about it, he has great prices.

Shit, now it says user not found :(

It's fine, I found salon in my area, they've 10. off, 1st time customers, 75.00 partial foils
Edit - Long hair charge '>:(
Yeah, I know they do that, we'll see how much they charge:(

indiegirl
02-22-2021, 10:17 AM
All this talk about threesomes with two men makes me want one too. I had some threesomes before with couples consisting of one man and one woman but I won't do that again anytime soon. It always ended in drama or I discovered how toxic their relationship was and it made me want to stay single the rest of my life. I also think it often ends up being too much about what the man wants if you're two women and one man, boring. A threesome with two men would be so sexy.

Confession: I had a chance to go to bed early last night and wake up well rested but I ended up watching random youtube videos for like 3 hours instead. I don't even know how I ended up on the subject I did because last thing I remember searching for was stripper vlog but somehow I ended up watching gay/wlw tiktok compilations? I don't have tiktok and I'm not even gay. Well I'm bisexual so I'm not all straight either but yeah I didn't actively search for that content so how tf did I end up watching it for hours? Speaking of which maybe I'd like to try a threesome with two women too, why not.

Threesomes with only men are the best! I love being the star of the show in bed lol! I get why guys like 2 women in bed. The second time I did DP. Hot AF. Even though I hate anal, it was something I wanted to try :P. I was not disappointed.

Anyways I'm about to drink coffee and head to work before I take a few days off from work. Woohoo.

indiegirl
02-22-2021, 11:26 AM
Missing J but I’m not going back. He made his choice. I’m just really missing him. Wondering if he miss me at all? Ugh...I may or may not be stalking him on social media...lol.

Yeah thinking about these guys after it's over isn't worth it. With the ex doctor I dated I stalked his facebook and found out he was dating another girl weeks after. I was so pissed at myself it took me 8 months to get over him meanwhile he didn't give as much of a shit other than his drunk "I love you" text. In hindsight it's a good thing it did not work out with him.

Sometimes loneliness or not having that person in bed next to you can give you the feels or wanting to text them when you see something that reminds you of them that's an inside joke hurts. But pain happens when you go through the process of moving forward.

Elektra Luxx
02-22-2021, 05:34 PM
I'm too nice. It's a character flaw.

carmen_b
02-22-2021, 08:28 PM
Yeah , the danger grounds hahaha. So many times she doesn't really want to do it and that is such a blah and boring thing to be a part of .

;/


All this talk about threesomes with two men makes me want one too. I had some threesomes before with couples consisting of one man and one woman but I won't do that again anytime soon. It always ended in drama or I discovered how toxic their relationship was and it made me want to stay single the rest of my life. I also think it often ends up being too much about what the man wants if you're two women and one man, boring. A threesome with two men would be so sexy.

Confession: I had a chance to go to bed early last night and wake up well rested but I ended up watching random youtube videos for like 3 hours instead. I don't even know how I ended up on the subject I did because last thing I remember searching for was stripper vlog but somehow I ended up watching gay/wlw tiktok compilations? I don't have tiktok and I'm not even gay. Well I'm bisexual so I'm not all straight either but yeah I didn't actively search for that content so how tf did I end up watching it for hours? Speaking of which maybe I'd like to try a threesome with two women too, why not.

carmen_b
02-22-2021, 08:29 PM
I don't want anything in my butt really but love the idea of one behind and sucking on one hahahaha.

I adore the idea of the set up described that got this brainstorming going where it's just the guys " serving " though without anything really happening on them. That is such a hot element to me.


Threesomes with only men are the best! I love being the star of the show in bed lol! I get why guys like 2 women in bed. The second time I did DP. Hot AF. Even though I hate anal, it was something I wanted to try :P. I was not disappointed.

Anyways I'm about to drink coffee and head to work before I take a few days off from work. Woohoo.

carmen_b
02-22-2021, 08:30 PM
Anyway ..... if anyone can pull off a MMF adventure is it US ( the ladies on THIS SITE ). :)

If anyone has any updates please do post all about it.

moneybags
02-22-2021, 08:53 PM
Hotguysfuck is taking applications!

indiegirl
02-23-2021, 06:38 AM
I'm trying to understand why this of all hotels supplies wine, water bottles, packaged 7/11 sandwiches, and lunchables only as a food/drink source to purchase. *Eyeroll* ....Lunchables?!?! What adult comes to a hotel to buy lunchables and an old sandwich? I bet they buy them from the gas station down the street and charge more for it.

indiegirl
02-23-2021, 09:20 AM
I just passed on $1,000 bucks. I'm really tired and settling for less so I can go home right after to take a few days off.

Also super bummed the guy who has the nice exotic cars asked me if I wanna have a baby with him. Not yours. I just want to get paid again by a polite man and sit in his cars...not wind up in a bad situation for a child.

LoveyDovey
02-24-2021, 05:52 AM
Anyway ..... if anyone can pull off a MMF adventure is it US ( the ladies on THIS SITE ). :)

If anyone has any updates please do post all about it.

My guy and I have an agreement...it's only going to be the 2 of us, no 3rd party stuff. So it looks like I'll be living vicariously through you ladies.

SnuffleUffleGrass
02-24-2021, 07:32 AM
I just passed on $1,000 bucks. I'm really tired and settling for less so I can go home right after to take a few days off.

Also super bummed the guy who has the nice exotic cars asked me if I wanna have a baby with him. Not yours. I just want to get paid again by a polite man and sit in his cars...not wind up in a bad situation for a child.

Can you share more about this? This is interesting.

carmen_b
02-24-2021, 12:42 PM
I feel a little burdened by this ski trip coming up too. I'm supposed to be ready in 3 hours and on the way . :/
Feb. overall was just SO boring for us ( we talked about it openly haha including plans to make March better ).

EDIT : Never mind , trip is wrapped !! It was wonderful !

charlie61
02-24-2021, 04:59 PM
I confess that it gives me mild anxiety when people wrinkle their foreheads and frown. I know this is weird, but i taught myself from a young age to not make certain expressions and mostly just use my eyes/mouth to show expressions where most people use frowns, forehead wrinkling, etc. I wanted to prevent wrinkles! So when i see people crunching their faces up, I'm like, ahhhh, noooo don't do it!! Haha

lynn2009
02-24-2021, 05:09 PM
Sometimes I really feel like I am simply not meant to be able to manage life.

carmen_b
02-24-2021, 05:14 PM
I felt like that today.

I had to break down like 5 items it would take to survive the damn day.
It’s not just you for sure.

Genoveve
02-24-2021, 06:26 PM
I confess that it gives me mild anxiety when people wrinkle their foreheads and frown. I know this is weird, but i taught myself from a young age to not make certain expressions and mostly just use my eyes/mouth to show expressions where most people use frowns, forehead wrinkling, etc. I wanted to prevent wrinkles! So when i see people crunching their faces up, I'm like, ahhhh, noooo don't do it!! Haha

ME TOO, but only when people's excessively wrinkle. Has nothing to do with preventing wrinkles, it just irks me. Doesn't even have to do with age, I have seen young people whose foreheads excessively wrinkle.

ETA I think the reason why it triggers me if because up until a couple years ago my forehead never wrinkled, and I am extremely expressive and raise my eyebrows a lot. No matter how high I arched them my forehead never wrinkled and now it's started to. It only happens if I reeeeeally arch my brows or really wrinkle my brows but it's still making me want botox.

indiegirl
02-24-2021, 06:56 PM
I confess that it gives me mild anxiety when people wrinkle their foreheads and frown. I know this is weird, but i taught myself from a young age to not make certain expressions and mostly just use my eyes/mouth to show expressions where most people use frowns, forehead wrinkling, etc. I wanted to prevent wrinkles! So when i see people crunching their faces up, I'm like, ahhhh, noooo don't do it!! Haha

Actors with wrinkly foreheads make me focus on their foreheads and I start wondering how much botox it would take for it to be smooth.

charlie61
02-24-2021, 08:25 PM
I'm rewatching the Russell Williams interrogation / confession. It's so crazy. If any of you are into true crime and interrogation videos, this is a must watch. I honestly think it's also useful, not just entertaining... to see the transformation.

https://youtu.be/bsLbDzkIy3A

indiegirl
02-24-2021, 10:26 PM
I'm rewatching the Russell Williams interrogation / confession. It's so crazy. If any of you are into true crime and interrogation videos, this is a must watch. I honestly think it's also useful, not just entertaining... to see the transformation.

https://youtu.be/bsLbDzkIy3A

I watched this one a few times. He showed up to his interrogation with his murder boots on hahahaha. The comments section was kinda funny about his hair lol.

WendiStarr
02-25-2021, 02:39 PM
Since noon I've been looking forward to bedtime. Every hour gets me closer to that. I'm exhausted as heck and I can't wait to sleep.

indiegirl
02-25-2021, 11:42 PM
I've been starting a list of where not to work. Ughhhhh! Been to the majority of hotels in la/OC and never write down what to look out for even myself, then I forget and show up having to worry about fucking keycards and security. Tired of it.

indiegirl
02-26-2021, 01:22 PM
Hahaha I consulted an attorney about my probation excusal. 800 bucks. I called my mom about it and just learned minutes ago that my dad was a criminal lawyer at one point in his 42 years of practice. I told her he said he wasn't capable of doing it. She said "no, he doesn't want to do it." Meanwhile he's sending me videos of his sugar baby play soundtrack and wants it to be on broadway. My brother and sister no longer bother with him. This family wonders why I turned out this way. hahahahaha look in the fucking mirror.

carmen_b
02-26-2021, 01:28 PM
Omg your Dad has a SB and isn’t even discreet about it?
Hahaha
Men :/

carmen_b
02-26-2021, 01:28 PM
If $800 will get it out of your hair I’d just pay it and be done!

indiegirl
02-26-2021, 01:39 PM
^ Haha

Omg your Dad has a SB and isn’t even discreet about it?
Hahaha
Men :/


He's invited SB's to X-mas party's & weddings with the relatives there...and was made fun of behind his back. I was the only one who would not talk to them or show up. One SB from Vegas stole my sisters old drivers license and tried to buy a car in Texas with paperwork she found in my dads house, got her hair cut like my sister and the dealership denied it and reported it. My sister was so pissed off. This family is such a shit show. So many stories I have. Hahaha. All I can do is laugh.

indiegirl
02-26-2021, 02:02 PM
If $800 will get it out of your hair I’d just pay it and be done!

Well it's not to get me out of it. It's just filing a motion. It can always be denied.

JGB2009
02-26-2021, 03:07 PM
He's invited SB's to X-mas party's & weddings with the relatives there...and was made fun of behind his back. I was the only one who would not talk to them or show up. One SB from Vegas stole my sisters old drivers license and tried to buy a car in Texas with paperwork she found in my dads house, got her hair cut like my sister and the dealership denied it and reported it. My sister was so pissed off. This family is such a shit show. So many stories I have. Hahaha. All I can do is laugh.

You could write a book. It would definitely be interesting.

Genoveve
02-26-2021, 03:32 PM
I have a confession. If in the grocery store someone left their receipt or their grocery list in the cart I took, or if they left their receipt at the register, I take it home with me and sit down and read it. Idk why but I just really like seeing what other people get. I did it the last time I was at the grocery store and realized too late that these covid times are probably NOT the time to do that.

moneybags
02-26-2021, 04:30 PM
^^^that’s a good confession. Funny how COVID has changed are so many things we never thought twice about before.

indiegirl
02-26-2021, 05:50 PM
https://youtu.be/ZbxBChllfUw?t=37

Haha if I ever needed a midwife, I'd hire this man. He's too funny. Poor guy just wanted to drive his uber ride and it turned into a L&D.

Driver:
"God Bless the baby."
"Boom. We Gucci."

hahahaha. I watched this like 10 times.

LoveyDovey
02-27-2021, 12:45 AM
^^^omg!!

indiegirl
02-28-2021, 08:58 AM
I've completely stopped making an effort lately, it would take me like a week to get presentable naked. Body hair (I should probably get laser or something and stop this never-ending waxing and shaving), my feet need a pedicure, the skin on my face is fucked up from me touching it too much even though I KNOW I shouldn't and it will only make it worse. I wish I had the energy to fix all of this this weekend, at least I have to do it soon because this doesn't make me feel better about myself.


I have not shaved my legs for about 2 months. Thank fuck I'm not hairy to begin with. That is how much I care when customers are cheap. Treat me better and you would be amazed at the results.

Anyways someone was throwing a personal concert next door in their hotel room until 4am. Super fun. At first I thought it was coming out of my laptop but no. It was that loud.

Aurora_Sunset
02-28-2021, 02:51 PM
I really need to grocery shop, do some meal prep, and do laundry (laundry especially). But it's my only day off. I'm back to 60-hour weeks for who knows how long. They aren't terrible now that I don't have the second job and a normal sleep schedule. But I still feel mentally exhausted thinking about using my one day off to do errands and chores instead of being able to just relax before jumping back into it.

Aurora_Sunset
02-28-2021, 03:22 PM
While I'm overall happier about not having the second job anymore, a part of me wonders if I did the right thing. Even if the income wasn't consistent, it was still extra income, and I'm getting super stressed about money again. My husband's job is screwing him over on hours so badly, I just did the math, and there no way for him to keep up on even his small bills every month if things continue as they are. He's literally trying to live off of $400-500 a month after paying child support. That won't even cover his car payment + gas for the car all month. I can keep us going if I continue my 60 hour weeks, but goddam... It shouldn't be a life or death situation to HAVE to work that much every single week. I get so stressed out if they haven't posted overtime hours for the next week by Friday, but then I get stressed when I pick up the hours.

I know it's not forever - we just have to get him through school so he can make the big bucks and give me a goddam break. I'm just so tired, and sick of watching every penny. I actually don't even have the money to grocery shop today - well, technically... I got us pizza and beer last night and literally spent every last dollar I will have until next Friday after paying rent tomorrow. I have some gift cash I can shop with, and I will have to, because we don't have enough to last the whole week. I shouldn't have splurged last night, but I just wanted to treat us and have a fun evening. I should have been an adult and confessed to my SO that we didn't have the money to eat out, but my overly independent trait of feeling like I always have to take care of a situation and not show I'm floundering even a little bit took over...

One day, maybe my kids will tell stories about me being the parent that they realized later in life was always broke as shit but always found a way to hide it and make everyone feel like life was abundant anyway - maybe I'm just romanticizing that shit lmao

Selina M
02-28-2021, 07:15 PM
I guess this is a confession because I don't talk about it to anybody except spouse because it's a sensitive area and I don't want to become the friend with chronic illness :/ I'm in pain or discomfort 80% of the time and I've kind of hit a very low depressed point with it this week so I need to let it out.

I had a bunch of urinary tract/kidney bullshit as a child which was surgically corrected, but insidiously turned into pelvic floor dysfunction. Basically, it's the opposite of women who pee when they laugh, I can't relax the muscles properly so it's too tight all the time. It fucks up EVERYTHING in the pelvic area.

It manifested in 2 years of getting a UTI every other month + having to pee constantly + going through a bunch of invasive tests before I got a competent (female) doctor who sent me to physical therapy. Then it took 6 months, much of which was in pain provoked by the PT, to get cleared up. I had 7 months of being fairly normal. I could drink a venti Starbucks and not even think about the bathroom for 5 hours. It was glorious.

It came back with a fucking vengeance in April last year and has been giving me fits ever since. My PT doesn't take my insurance anymore and some moron in their office told me it was gonna be $250 a visit so I got discouraged and just suffered until I tried a new one in September. She was half a quack and I wasted 3 months with her. I finally called the old one on a whim and they were like "Um no it's only $80 a visit" so I've been seeing her again.

I WAS (am?) getting better. Then I had some flecks of bloody tissue going on this week, which was totally new, and it just sent me into a bad mental place. I don't know if it was a UTI (culture isn't back) or a small stone or just inflammation from the muscles squeezing everything. Whatever it was seems to have cleared up, I'm on antibiotics and I made an appointment with a new specialist for next week, but fuck. It finally just kind of cracked my resilience.

I'm so tired. I don't sleep well anymore, I get up at least once a night. I have burning or muscle spasms or this awful pudendal nerve pain a lot of the time. If it's not that, it's bladder pressure. It takes me at least 5 minutes to pee which makes me super self conscious in 1 or 2 stall public restrooms or when someone is waiting for me. My whole lower abdomen is so hypersensitized that it can't be touched without pressure-y pain. My PT wants me to get checked for endo. Sex is completely out of the question. The only medication that seems to touch it is ibuprofen but you can't take that every day.

I'm supposed to start work in a hospital in 2 weeks and I'm afraid this is going to be an issue. I'm hoping if I just quietly tell every trainer (luckily all women) that I may need frequent restroom breaks that they'll be understanding. But fuck, it puts a damper on something I would normally be excited about.

Sorry for the novel y'all. I just needed to rant about it. It's exhausting. Carry on!

carmen_b
02-28-2021, 07:23 PM
^ Have they looked at Interstitial Cystisis ?

I have that and it matches your description very closely.

carmen_b
02-28-2021, 07:25 PM
^ I have been looking into it more and more. I have an initial diagnosis for it and was put on an allergy pill every day . The bladder can " confuse " certain things and try to attack back . The allergy pill daily has helped a lot . I also have to watch things with acid. I take a pill for foods like tomatoes , high citrus anything, or regular coffee. I have done a lot of diet modifications. I can not drink alcohol anymore much either. Bladder issues are so difficult because they can be very painful . Things like a locked bathroom or not having access to one can be very stressful too .

With the modifications and being careful with the allergy pill ( not skipping a single day ) and the anti-acid pills before trigger foods it has helped a lot.

You could try with a minimal cost too ( it's just a non-drowsy over counter allergy pill and over the counter Famotidine that is the anti-acid ).

charlie61
02-28-2021, 08:20 PM
Selina, thank you for sharing. ♡

Genoveve
02-28-2021, 10:10 PM
I had a bunch of urinary tract/kidney bullshit as a child which was surgically corrected, but insidiously turned into pelvic floor dysfunction. Basically, it's the opposite of women who pee when they laugh, I can't relax the muscles properly so it's too tight all the time. It fucks up EVERYTHING in the pelvic area

Do you think the pelvic floor dysfunction is an unintended result of the early surgeries?

My friend had a similar issue when she was very young where they had to go in and surgically remove a bunch of urinary tract scar tissue and as she’s gotten older I guess her pelvic floor is extremely weak to where she can’t hold her pee in for very long and will pee herself if she laughs too hard or sneezes.