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Surprise
12-15-2010, 03:13 PM
No, it's not anyhting you did. My former boss was a mean f#$*^&^ wh&%


anyone remember the last way off-topic weird spambot we had? i think the poster's name started with a j...she never posted any spam, but left short, offtopic posts that made no sense all over the place...this might have been last year sometime?

my confession? i wish the guy i had sex with last night wasn't so awesome. if he was a douchebag, i would be happy i'm moving, instead of disappointed that i can't have him. :(

HeatherSummerfield
12-15-2010, 03:26 PM
anyone remember the last way off-topic weird spambot we had? i think the poster's name started with a j...she never posted any spam, but left short, offtopic posts that made no sense all over the place...this might have been last year sometime?

my confession? i wish the guy i had sex with last night wasn't so awesome. if he was a douchebag, i would be happy i'm moving, instead of disappointed that i can't have him. :(

Been there before.

charlie61
12-15-2010, 03:27 PM
Been there before.

You were fun while you lasted, m'lovely. Goodbye. :tear:

carmen_b
12-15-2010, 04:23 PM
I locked my keys in the car .... things happen but there is $50 wasted. I can not beleive I don't have triple A yet ( yes I've driven across the whole western US without it ) . Sometimes I wonder about myself .

charlie61
12-15-2010, 04:34 PM
I locked my keys in the car .... things happen but there is $50 wasted. I can not beleive I don't have triple A yet ( yes I've driven across the whole western US without it ) . Sometimes I wonder about myself .

Oh god, I HATE random bills like this. Seriously, I flip my shit when I get parking tickets just because wasting money is so sickening to me. I feel your pain!!

Promnesiac
12-15-2010, 05:34 PM
I'm sorry, too. :( Hang in there. You know the proverb: This too shall pass. :hug:


Oh no! I'm so sorry. :( That's really terrible. Especially in this economy.

Thanks, guys. I'm sure I'll feel better eventually, but right now I just feel worried and dark and utterly blah.

carmen_b
12-15-2010, 10:16 PM
I know Charlie !
Then my friend is like ( this is 15 min later ) .... " oh I have a locksmith buddy who would sneak over and do it for $20 cash " . Damn it !

Oh ok ........... but my real confession is that I'm desperately searching to purchase THIS :
http://www.tubehome.com/watch/kackle-dackle

firemaiden04
12-16-2010, 12:08 AM
I'm disgusted with the way I look. I think taking time off from dancing when I got fired from my first club back in April was one of the worst decisions I've ever made. I should have immediately gone and auditioned at another club. I would be much more financially sound right now, and I wouldn't have gotten out of shape. I have fat in weird places...I think somehow gaining fat over my muscles makes the fat protrude more or something, cause it looks very odd, even though I haven't gotten THAT much bigger. We're talking maybe 15 pounds total. But 15 pounds in the wrong places can look AWFUL. None of my clothes fit anymore. My tits went from a 34D to a 34DD, pushing a little bigger. I only have one bra that fits now. None of my winter coats can fasten over them anymore. And my hips got bigger, so there are like NO jeans that I own and can wear. I need to work out more, but somehow I never seem to find the time to go to the gym. And I'm always fucking hungry. I know I don't actually look bad enough to not get hired, and I know that I would burn most of the fat off within a month, tops, but I have too much pride to be seen like this, and I'd be too embarrassed. I think that dancing for 2 1/2 years made me overly critical of my appearance. I just feel kind of stuck :(

jadenraine
12-16-2010, 01:18 AM
i confess! i ate an entire order of fried tofu and veggies with tofu soup over the course of several hours! my oh my.. that was far more food than necessary..
also i confess last week i had pizza with cow cheese on it. :( bad vegan!

Surprise
12-16-2010, 09:28 AM
I know Charlie !
Then my friend is like ( this is 15 min later ) .... " oh I have a locksmith buddy who would sneak over and do it for $20 cash " . Damn it !

Oh ok ........... but my real confession is that I'm desperately searching to purchase THIS :
http://www.tubehome.com/watch/kackle-dackle

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA LMAO AHHAHAHA that's funny as shit (no pun intended)

sananeko
12-16-2010, 04:48 PM
I'm hating myself right now.. I want to be selfish for once and get a corset for myself but I don't have the money for it.. and its off the racks.. In truth I might as well buy it cause it seems to be a pattern.. I save up money then something happens.. then I can't even buy myself something nice.. then I say no I'll wait and it happens again.. I think I'm going to buy it cause I need to change this pattern.. I know it might sound silly and stupid.. but I need a change..

4everresolutions
12-16-2010, 05:00 PM
I'm hating myself right now.. I want to be selfish for once and get a corset for myself but I don't have the money for it.. and its off the racks.. In truth I might as well buy it cause it seems to be a pattern.. I save up money then something happens.. then I can't even buy myself something nice.. then I say no I'll wait and it happens again.. I think I'm going to buy it cause I need to change this pattern.. I know it might sound silly and stupid.. but I need a change..



Get it! I'm all for money management, but you need to do something for you every onc e in a while. Personal anecdote; Im too the point where I really honestly need new clothes (new bras, panties, warmer pants for winter, new t-shirts, etc), and I have for a while now. I keep telling myself "when I save X amount, I'll spend money on clothes" , but something alway happens. I'll get sick and not be able to work. A death in he family. I find out my computer is broken. My brother doesn't have a winter coat. Etc. Etc.

You just have to go and get it, make it a priority to get something for you..... Otherwise you'll always put other obligations before yourself. And chances are if you spend a little to spoil yourself then you'll feel better at work and make more.

sananeko
12-16-2010, 05:13 PM
Get it! I'm all for money management, but you need to do something for you every onc e in a while. Personal anecdote; Im too the point where I really honestly need new clothes (new bras, panties, warmer pants for winter, new t-shirts, etc), and I have for a while now. I keep telling myself "when I save X amount, I'll spend money on clothes" , but something alway happens. I'll get sick and not be able to work. A death in he family. I find out my computer is broken. My brother doesn't have a winter coat. Etc. Etc.

You just have to go and get it, make it a priority to get something for you..... Otherwise you'll always put other obligations before yourself. And chances are if you spend a little to spoil yourself then you'll feel better at work and make more.

Thanks I really needed that. I never buy anything for myself.. I need to make time for myself when I'm not sick.

_Avery_
12-17-2010, 12:45 PM
Just needed to vent...

Pure
12-17-2010, 08:59 PM
I love it when I feel a little bad for skipping the gym or eating a heavy meal and think, oh I'll just wear my one piece tonight, then I get to work and see the tummies on these girls and realize that me on a bad night still < better than most. Whip the bikini out and never look back! Proud of the fact that my body is to a point where I can miss a workout or 2 and still look defined. Hard work pays off!!!

PleasureVictim
12-17-2010, 11:50 PM
I miss someone I shouldn't. :(

sananeko
12-18-2010, 03:59 AM
I need to get away from these people...

MistyRose
12-18-2010, 07:50 AM
I am an idiot.

livingdeadgirl
12-18-2010, 07:52 AM
^ cheer up buckaroo
your not an idiot!! <3

sananeko
12-18-2010, 12:50 PM
I bought the corset! I can't wait til its hear, I'm going to have to make up an event to wear it.. its not like my mate understand a date isn't being ten feet away on the same computer game...

Glamgirl
12-18-2010, 01:28 PM
My bf is coming into my office on tuesday evening to give me my xmas presents. He is going away with his family for xmas(i have to work :( ) And im kinda looking forward to showing him off to my colleagues as in his words a kiss and a cuddle before he heads off is pretty romantic.

MistyRose
12-18-2010, 04:33 PM
^ cheer up buckaroo
your not an idiot!! <3

Thanks, doll. :) But I fear when it comes to some things, sometimes we all are.

ayvaleigh
12-18-2010, 05:08 PM
I confess that I'm stuck on this guy and I don't know where it's going. He's amazing in bed and we text all the time, but we only see eachother about once a week (not this week though :'( cause he's been sick). I picked him up at work (I know, I know....it's a no-no) and we went on a date the next night and ended up sleeping together. We saw eachother a few more times after that and always had fantastic sex, but I wanted to make sure it wasn't just about sex. We both said we wanted to take it slow - no commitments yet, but there is a difference between slow and STAGNANT! I don't want to bring it up again and have him think that I'm some kind of needy freak, but I don't know how much longer I can live with this arrangement. Ugh!!

jennsweet
12-19-2010, 09:21 PM
I confess that I'm stuck on this guy and I don't know where it's going. He's amazing in bed and we text all the time, but we only see eachother about once a week (not this week though :'( cause he's been sick). I picked him up at work (I know, I know....it's a no-no) and we went on a date the next night and ended up sleeping together. We saw eachother a few more times after that and always had fantastic sex, but I wanted to make sure it wasn't just about sex. We both said we wanted to take it slow - no commitments yet, but there is a difference between slow and STAGNANT! I don't want to bring it up again and have him think that I'm some kind of needy freak, but I don't know how much longer I can live with this arrangement. Ugh!!

bring it up asap.......... bc the longer you wait the harder it will get. talking things out should work while you two are still fresh. fuckin hawt avatar btw! :)

firemaiden04
12-20-2010, 01:58 PM
I miss dancing sooo much...I know it's going to take a bit of time for me to get back into shape, and it'll probably be a month or so before I feel comfortable enough with my body to go back to dancing...but jesus, I'm getting fucking impatient.

Arianna419
12-21-2010, 11:27 AM
My confession: I've been with my SO for 5 years. And I have never felt this frustrated and bitter. We both work (him 5 days a week, me 3- although since I dance, I make 2 or 3 times more than he does) and yet I'm 100 percent responsible for home and child care. He doesnt just NOT help, he makes things 10 times harder.

He simply does not clean. Ever. He comes up with convenient excuses to get out of the house all day every weekend. Then when I get home from the club and the house is trashed he says "well I was gone all day, I didn't have time to do anything."He has 2 days a week with our son. The other 5 days I stay home, clean, laundry, whatever else. And yet, after an hour with him, SO finds some friend that needs "help" with something and drops our kid with a grandparent. Any rules I have for our son, he doesn't enforce. So I get to come home to a 3 year old in wet pants because daddy doesn't stick to potty training, eating cookies and rubbing frosting into the couch. Because daddy is playing video games. Thanks. His fucking dog is a huge black lab. He didn't ASK if the dog could come live with us. There is dog hair EVERYWHERE. And occasionally, dog shit as well. That I get to clean up too.

Just venting... I'm so annoyed...

charlie61
12-21-2010, 01:09 PM
My confession: I've been with my SO for 5 years. And I have never felt this frustrated and bitter. We both work (him 5 days a week, me 3- although since I dance, I make 2 or 3 times more than he does) and yet I'm 100 percent responsible for home and child care. He doesnt just NOT help, he makes things 10 times harder.

He simply does not clean. Ever. He comes up with convenient excuses to get out of the house all day every weekend. Then when I get home from the club and the house is trashed he says "well I was gone all day, I didn't have time to do anything."He has 2 days a week with our son. The other 5 days I stay home, clean, laundry, whatever else. And yet, after an hour with him, SO finds some friend that needs "help" with something and drops our kid with a grandparent. Any rules I have for our son, he doesn't enforce. So I get to come home to a 3 year old in wet pants because daddy doesn't stick to potty training, eating cookies and rubbing frosting into the couch. Because daddy is playing video games. Thanks. His fucking dog is a huge black lab. He didn't ASK if the dog could come live with us. There is dog hair EVERYWHERE. And occasionally, dog shit as well. That I get to clean up too.

Just venting... I'm so annoyed...

Uuuuughhh....this would NOT go over well with me either. >:(

Firewall
12-21-2010, 05:46 PM
I feel really stupid for liking someone that still has feelings for his cheating bitch of an EX.

Surprise
12-21-2010, 06:57 PM
I feel really stupid for liking someone that still has feelings for his cheating bitch of an EX.

oh my god, are we the same person? this is my situation.

ayvaleigh
12-21-2010, 08:06 PM
bring it up asap.......... bc the longer you wait the harder it will get. talking things out should work while you two are still fresh. fuckin hawt avatar btw! :)

I think you're right...I'm just gonna have to suck it up and bring it up. I'll just do it in a non-I-need-you-to-fulfill-me-and-walk-with-me-hand-in-hand-through-a-meadow-of-fucking-butterflies kind of way since that isn't the case. lol.

And thanks for the avatar complement! :-*

sananeko
12-21-2010, 08:56 PM
I need out of this state... I want warmth and sun.. And I want a really good fuck... I hate the holidays... and the best gift I could ever get is away from the family.. I don't think I'm that lucky..

firemaiden04
12-21-2010, 09:09 PM
For the past week, almost everything my fiancee has done has just driven me crazy. And I think his family is complete and total trash, and I feel like I can see it coming out in him, and I don't like it.

pixierocksonthepole
12-22-2010, 04:35 AM
My confession: I've been with my SO for 5 years. And I have never felt this frustrated and bitter. We both work (him 5 days a week, me 3- although since I dance, I make 2 or 3 times more than he does) and yet I'm 100 percent responsible for home and child care. He doesnt just NOT help, he makes things 10 times harder.

He simply does not clean. Ever. He comes up with convenient excuses to get out of the house all day every weekend. Then when I get home from the club and the house is trashed he says "well I was gone all day, I didn't have time to do anything."He has 2 days a week with our son. The other 5 days I stay home, clean, laundry, whatever else. And yet, after an hour with him, SO finds some friend that needs "help" with something and drops our kid with a grandparent. Any rules I have for our son, he doesn't enforce. So I get to come home to a 3 year old in wet pants because daddy doesn't stick to potty training, eating cookies and rubbing frosting into the couch. Because daddy is playing video games. Thanks. His fucking dog is a huge black lab. He didn't ASK if the dog could come live with us. There is dog hair EVERYWHERE. And occasionally, dog shit as well. That I get to clean up too.

Just venting... I'm so annoyed...


I've been there. If he doesn't help, don't keep him around anymore. It is going to keep your mood sour as long as hes around not helping out.

livingdeadgirl
12-22-2010, 07:13 AM
blahh

ayvaleigh
12-22-2010, 07:50 PM
I fantasize that my ex would run his drunken ass into a tree and die! Pretty fucked up, but I can't help it. He's a douche.

kitinboots
12-24-2010, 09:41 AM
I've been submitting some photos of my trip to India to amateur photo contests, even though I don't think they're good enough, they're just pretty pictures...

sananeko
12-24-2010, 02:32 PM
I just got presents from the parents.... A neckless and a new computer.. I don't mind the neckless.. but I really don't trust them when the give me any form of a electronic... They only give expensive things when they expect twice as much back..

Kat w
12-24-2010, 05:31 PM
I'm Jewish, my boyfriend is Christian and wowww is all this Christmas stuff annoying haha.

firemaiden04
12-25-2010, 01:27 AM
I love writing dirty fanfiction about books like Anne of Green Gables and Harry Potter. I'm damn good at it, too.

Surprise
12-25-2010, 02:58 AM
i'm cybersexing with a guy i've never met.

i've never done this before, i always thought it was weird

holy shit this is hot.

sananeko
12-25-2010, 02:09 PM
Yay I got my corset and I can't wait to try it on.. And to see if a certain person can take it off.

whirlerz
12-25-2010, 06:52 PM
I got my hair done yesterday, I shouldn't have, but it made me feel better.
And. I sent back ('return to sender') a shove it up my a** Xmas card from a sniping relative.;)

Kisca
12-26-2010, 12:28 AM
Last time I worked.. I got off stage and this man entered the little space where I was getting dress.. I thought he knew the DJ or something.. customers dont go there.. He was drunk. I tried to be nice, but while I was getting dressing he said "Lets go upstairs" I said sure.. then he proceeded to say "Would you let me touch the.. pussy... You'll like it I promise. Every girl loves this." He came up so close to me while I was getting dressed and struck out his "two pussy" fingers and winked.. I was so grossed out, that I fully ignored him after that.

Another dancer popped up in time and said hello to me and we exchanged a few words, while this man was still there... while he walked passed us, he grabbed my ass with his hand... and then just stood there and went "hmm.. yeh.. you gunna go vip with me" I fully ignored him and walked away.. But I REALLY REALLY wanted to punch him.. this is the only time I wanted to punch a customer this bad, I had no words for him, but in a weird way I felt violated by him too, it felt like he caught me off-guard or something since this is the first time I've felt like that. I dont know why I didnt say anything back to him then.. I dont know why I didnt punch him. I wish I did.

4everresolutions
12-26-2010, 06:22 AM
^would have been a good place to punch him, no one would have seen. You could just totally play innocent "What? Me? Oh no....I would never hit a customer".....

Sorry that happened Doll. Some men are disgusting pigs. It's hard to get over that feeling of being violated, but it will ease.

LexyNYC
12-27-2010, 01:20 AM
I broke up with my boyfriend of 1 year on Monday, partially because I've realized he's not on my level in terms of looks and well everything else, and partially because I needed to cut ties before Christmas because he wanted the world's most expensive gift.

firemaiden04
12-27-2010, 02:07 AM
I broke up with my boyfriend of 1 year on Monday, partially because I've realized he's not on my level in terms of looks and well everything else, and partially because I needed to cut ties before Christmas because he wanted the world's most expensive gift.

HA, I've done that...dumped a guy right before his birthday cause he was such a greedy little bastard and wanted all this shit for presents, but he had bought me such a shitty gift for MY birthday that I was like, "Oh, HELL no."

sunshine16
12-27-2010, 03:24 AM
Last time I worked.. I got off stage and this man entered the little space where I was getting dress.. I thought he knew the DJ or something.. customers dont go there.. He was drunk. I tried to be nice, but while I was getting dressing he said "Lets go upstairs" I said sure.. then he proceeded to say "Would you let me touch the.. pussy... You'll like it I promise. Every girl loves this." He came up so close to me while I was getting dressed and struck out his "two pussy" fingers and winked.. I was so grossed out, that I fully ignored him after that.

Another dancer popped up in time and said hello to me and we exchanged a few words, while this man was still there... while he walked passed us, he grabbed my ass with his hand... and then just stood there and went "hmm.. yeh.. you gunna go vip with me" I fully ignored him and walked away.. But I REALLY REALLY wanted to punch him.. this is the only time I wanted to punch a customer this bad, I had no words for him, but in a weird way I felt violated by him too, it felt like he caught me off-guard or something since this is the first time I've felt like that. I dont know why I didnt say anything back to him then.. I dont know why I didnt punch him. I wish I did.

UGH I'm so sorry hun. I'm not sure why, but guys randomly grabbing my ass like that, or during dances will slap my ass sometimes, makes my blood boil more than anything. I think because it's the first sign of disrespect, like a guy at a 'regular' bar will grab a girls ass or something. Good for you for not punching him..because damn, I would have at least said something back to him. Just keep thinking, it's so sad he has to pay for a hot girl to even talk to him..

carmen_b
12-27-2010, 05:45 PM
Kisha:
Since he talked about illegal things you can also threaten to tell the bouncers and get him kicked out if he doesn't give you $20 asap. It actually works sometimes if they are drunk enough or just want to stay in the club badly enough. Then .... of course if he doesn't pay up ... that's a good time to tell the bouncers about the shit he's pulling and seeing if you can get him removed. It depends on the place. One of my clubs would kick him right out and the other wouldn't do a damn thing.

sananeko
12-27-2010, 06:58 PM
My mates version of a good time during new year will be helping me with my new room... If I didn't need a place to get away from that town I would start looking for greener pastures..

Bambi Snow
12-28-2010, 12:00 AM
when i was 15 i tried to kill myself by inhaling bleach and ammonia. It didnt work, so then i tried hitch hiking to get picked up by an axe murderer. That didnt work either.

i never told anyone that, and now i feel lighter.