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indiegirl
04-01-2021, 03:44 PM
Ahhh this is why I'm tired of rudeness..... No woman, even if they are 20 or 60 deserve to be treated like this randomly by strangers....I never met the 1st one.
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Kinda really shocked I was in the middle of conversation super excited because the nursing school I wanted to go to sent me an email about finally opening up again (they are the cheaper one too and all I have to do is BLS and HESI!) and in the middle of the conversation I read what he wrote and just all my enthusiasm went down the drain and wanted to hang up the phone.
charlie61
04-01-2021, 03:49 PM
^Yeah, that's just horrifying. Says nothing about you and everything about the person who wrote it. I'm so sorry.
Genoveve
04-01-2021, 04:40 PM
Kinda really shocked I was in the middle of conversation super excited because the nursing school I wanted to go to sent me an email about finally opening up again (they are the cheaper one too!) and in the middle of the conversation I read what he wrote and just all my enthusiasm went down the drain and wanted to hang up the phone.
I have a saying that I like to share with trolls: losers' opinions don't matter. Like whatever someone like that says is by default completely invalid because of the source. I would respond back by laughing at him.
JGB2009
04-02-2021, 07:34 AM
I think the guy who plays Rio on Good Girls that's on Netflix is cute.
indiegirl
04-02-2021, 08:44 AM
Girl.....this money doesn't feel right at all. It's too soft and fresh...not that crisp fresh from the bank. This is my grocery money in case it's counterfeit. Somethings wrong with the 100's. lol.
UPDATE!!!!!! OMG!!!!! he gave me fake movie money. I'm so sick of my life. There are days I'm just fucking done. Ughh.
I kinda cried this morning. I even went downstairs to give him the free food they give me in the morning for breakfast after the appointment...meanwhile I got scammed by him. LOL. Could you imagine doing that to someone?
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indiegirl
04-02-2021, 10:46 AM
Everyone's money is getting checked from now on upon entrance. I don't care anymore. They can put a gun to my head if they decide to threaten me....I have nothing to lose anymore. I'm done being polite.
charlie61
04-02-2021, 01:38 PM
Girl.....this money doesn't feel right at all. It's too soft and fresh...not that crisp fresh from the bank. This is my grocery money in case it's counterfeit. Somethings wrong with the 100's. lol.
UPDATE!!!!!! OMG!!!!! he gave me fake movie money. I'm so sick of my life. There are days I'm just fucking done. Ughh.
I kinda cried this morning. I even went downstairs to give him the free food they give me in the morning for breakfast after the appointment...meanwhile I got scammed by him. LOL. Could you imagine doing that to someone?
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Are you kidding me????????
LoveyDovey
04-02-2021, 04:23 PM
Omg indie....I'm sorry, that fucking blows. I don't blame you for being livid.
indiegirl
04-02-2021, 09:41 PM
This Uber driver is my type of driver. Anyone who drives fast is on my good list. I’ve heard that Some people complain about fast drivers and I wish it was an option to just be connected to only fast drivers. I’m not the one getting the ticket and that’s how I love driving. Lol.
miss.a.p1600
04-03-2021, 05:11 AM
Indie I feel ya.
There are some demented people out there parading around as normal humans.
I had an appointment with an older guy who basically lied to me and pretended he needed my work services only to waste my time majorly
I can’t describe the feeling of betrayal and lost wages. Reminded me of the times I wasted with the broke ass time wasting guys who trick you n pretend like they’re going to buy but sit there talking incessantly because they’re that desperate n cheap.
Girl I wanted to kick his ass slowly and roughly like fucking torture chamber style
whirlerz
04-03-2021, 12:43 PM
Well, since this jerk asked me why his girl's fucking mop was outside? (that's OUR'S::)).
He can go get her package in the mail box.
Sure, that's vindictive right.
indiegirl
04-03-2021, 02:36 PM
I don't understand why I absolutely hate Days Inn hotels and avoid them like the plague...and now I remember why. They feel like motels. I rarely everrrrr get charged for anything at hotels (it's only happened once in my life for good reason) but I just woke up from my nap at home to a voicemail that the drop of blood on my pillow from scratching a scab in my sleep caused me room charges......UMMMM can't you just bleach it out?
Anyways, I did an outcall from OC to Marina del rey and he was in a high-rise condo that was all glass/ super pretty with an amazing view and I felt soooooo glad he didn't head to my hotel. He would've thought "Omg this hotel is crappy!" LOLLL
moneybags
04-04-2021, 12:13 AM
I’m doing a ritual to let go of what no longer serves me. I’ve been super negative. Which is understandable. I’ve had a hard life, but I have to forgive everything including myself.
I thought Easter was a great metaphor for being born again
indiegirl
04-04-2021, 05:34 AM
I confess I had to google what day Easter was this morning. This is news to me, it's today haha. I'm so out of touch with holidays and thought it was mid-April.
miss.a.p1600
04-04-2021, 06:13 AM
I don't understand why I absolutely hate Days Inn hotels and avoid them like the plague...and now I remember why. They feel like motels. I rarely everrrrr get charged for anything at hotels (it's only happened once in my life for good reason) but I just woke up from my nap at home to a voicemail that the drop of blood on my pillow from scratching a scab in my sleep caused me room charges......UMMMM can't you just bleach it out?
Anyways, I did an outcall from OC to Marina del rey and he was in a high-rise condo that was all glass/ super pretty with an amazing view and I felt soooooo glad he didn't head to my hotel. He would've thought "Omg this hotel is crappy!" LOLLL
Lol! I used to work at one back in the day
Yes most of them (unless it’s a brand new hotel in a nice area) do feel more like motels.
I ate their free continental breakfast (which was lackluster and only good thing was the donut holes) and I didn’t last more than 2 weeks cause I loathed waking up at the ass crack of dawn to be there on time.
Aurora_Sunset
04-04-2021, 06:43 AM
I confess I had to google what day Easter was this morning. This is news to me, it's today haha. I'm so out of touch with holidays and thought it was mid-April.
I always thought it was weird that Easter is the one random major holiday that changes days every year. I never understood why. I'm sure I could google it haha
Aurora_Sunset
04-04-2021, 07:21 AM
After an entire lifetime of not knowing how to do hair towel turbans properly, I finally youtube-d it and learned lol I was just twisting it wrong.
indiegirl
04-04-2021, 08:08 AM
LORD have mercy! I'm playing hair stylist today attempting to bleach my roots yet again. Yet another customer who asked me to remove my hat (totally get where they're coming from) and I said I wanted to keep it on. One guy said "But you've worn a hat every time I've seen you"......andddddddddd how long has coronavirus been around with me avoiding the salon? Plus I get lazy with my hair too. I'm tired of being asked to take the hat off so I'm sitting and burning my scalp right now so I won't be bothered with this question. Gosshhh I forgot how bleaching hurts! I hope the color takes this time. One guy said "there's no such thing as hair color or texture changing as you grow up over time. :)....Welcome to me entering puberty and having to start straightening my hair and it became darker.
Honestly, I just finished bleaching it and I think I need to leave it to the professionals. It's just not the color I want, still dark etc. I'm gonna have to drive to Newport to get it done correctly. Tried to convince myself it was a good color and it just stayed dark again despite it burning my scalp.
indiegirl
04-04-2021, 09:39 AM
Eww...I got a random tip for nothing today from Marina Del Rey customer who wants to see me again :(. I love being treated special :).
charlie61
04-04-2021, 09:47 AM
^isn't that the guy with the super nice place? Sounds like a great thing, right?
indiegirl
04-04-2021, 10:24 AM
^isn't that the guy with the super nice place? Sounds like a great thing, right?
Yes! It was kinda weird because it came from a totally different number but still his cash app? I dunno? Maybe he has multiple phone numbers or something? Oh wait it's from a different guy! Cash App just included the text in the same message. I'm appreciative of random tips though regardless! Just weird receiving them sometimes haha.
I've been walking my dogs waiting for a good appointment this morning while air drying my hair still from my shower. I think I put too much argan oil in my hair or it's just taking too long to air dry. It still looks wet?
charlie61
04-04-2021, 10:26 AM
^lol okay, good - i was confused because your post had a sad face and you said Ewww!
charlie61
04-04-2021, 04:13 PM
I've turned my partner into a pillow princess. I'm cool with it, especially since I'm asexual, but i do find myself feeling slightly insecure, since it's become physically one-way. Just hope he still desires me.
WendiStarr
04-05-2021, 07:36 PM
I ate 4 homemade rice crispy treats. I'm pmsing, irritated as fuck, and sweets are my only vice.
indiegirl
04-05-2021, 08:15 PM
I want my cartilage piercing back. I've gotten it done twice on the left and once on the right but it wound up getting infected each time over the months causing me to have it removed. It wasn't meant to be for me :(.
I don't get how my ears get so irritated from jewelry and other people can have like 3-5 piercings on each ear.
Aurora_Sunset
04-06-2021, 08:12 AM
I drank so much last night that I am still significantly drunk today. I’ve been hiding it from my family, but I really wish we would do some sort of activity, even a walk so I can focus on something else. Everyone is just sitting around this morning and that is making me feel physically worse.
JGB2009
04-06-2021, 08:22 AM
I want my cartilage piercing back. I've gotten it done twice on the left and once on the right but it wound up getting infected each time over the months causing me to have it removed. It wasn't meant to be for me :(.
I don't get how my ears get so irritated from jewelry and other people can have like 3-5 piercings on each ear.
I've done the same and it sucks!!!!
indiegirl
04-06-2021, 09:40 AM
I did 2 outcalls way late last night and the second house I arrived at I kinda just stood there in shock. It was like arriving at my dream home and it was crazy nice inside. It was sooooo incredibly nice both inside and outside. I'm sooooo jealous of him! lol
carmen_b
04-06-2021, 01:40 PM
^ I would always get nervous in my massage days with those ones ha.
indiegirl
04-06-2021, 01:49 PM
^ I would always get nervous in my massage days with those ones ha.
He was a very kind guy and it feels like guys like this are totally unaware of where they're living by acting so casual. I was down to have a tour of his house just to bask in it's glory hahaha. Tried my best to not compliment his house too much. He even had the modern garage door I'm obsessed with.
PhatGirlDynomite!!!
04-07-2021, 08:26 AM
My husband wants to go on a camping vacation right when we're about to start a 21 day cleanse. He's lost his damn mind if he thinks I'm gonna abstain from my favorite foods while both dirty and hot??? Someone's not gonna make it back.
lynn2009
04-07-2021, 03:26 PM
Sometimes I follow people who cut me off in traffic.
LoveyDovey
04-07-2021, 05:36 PM
I need to pick up some edibles. I also confess that I just ate a pint of Halo Top peanut butter ice cream.
Aurora_Sunset
04-08-2021, 07:46 AM
I looked it up. For anyone who's curious, Easter falls on a different date every year, because it falls on the first Sunday after the first full moon after the spring equinox. Because early Christians wanted Easter to always come after Passover, they had to base it off the lunar calendar, which Passover is based off of, rather than giving it the same day every year. I feel better that I know now lol
indiegirl
04-08-2021, 08:00 AM
Sometimes I follow people who cut me off in traffic.
Hahaha!
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I'm so much better after my anxiety attack this morning. That was awful. I am such a panicker when it comes to medical things and thought I was losing my hearing..*blush* I think I was supposed to see the anesthesiologist client again today but can't recall the time or if it was another man. Getting coffee from my new appointment this morning :). Feeling Blessed!
moneybags
04-08-2021, 07:13 PM
I got asked to do full service. It’s a lot of money, and I really want to. I’m scared of what guys will do if I’m alone. The only reason I’ve never done FSSW is because I know how bad guys act in the club in PUBLIC. I can’t imagine being alone in a room. I wish sex work was legal. It would be so much safer for everyone involved.
Yeah it doesn’t feel right. I’m not going to. Damn it! I could use the money.
LoveyDovey
04-08-2021, 08:20 PM
^^ If it doesn't feel right, then don't do it.
I just colored my hair and I feel so much better now. Every year I celebrate my near death experience and I totally pampered myself today. My NDE was caused by a domestic violence situation, and it was traumatic on the earthly side, but beautiful and exhilarating on the other/spiritual side. So I make sure to make self care a priority on this special day. I went and got myself roses, rose water face mist, lavender body salt scrub, and haircolor today. Face mask too. Today I gave myself the works, and I proofread the book I'm writing. Can't believe I was nearly murdered 15 years ago today.
GlamLifter
04-09-2021, 07:38 AM
I confess I enjoy giving PT head..! I confess the no fuzz, no romance, just get it done attitude attracts me.
This surprises me, why don’t I feel a discomfort cheating on BF?
Guess the whore in me is revealed... ;)
indiegirl
04-09-2021, 11:36 AM
Bummed DMX died. I used to love his songs growing up.
Jucie
04-10-2021, 12:37 AM
This surprises me, why don’t I feel a discomfort cheating on BF?
It’s "work" (you get benefits) and not based purely on emotions, I feel it’s different then.
indiegirl
04-10-2021, 07:03 AM
Irritated at myself for giving the room number out early. Some of these guys show up 10-30 minutes early and try to waltz on in like it's the "Them show" when I am still getting ready or have a customer in the room.
I responded 7:30am sharp and he said "he was gonna be 10 minutes early still" .....girlll I've been one hour early only 1 time this year for an appointment. I"m usually late cuz of some BS, traffic, and yesterday I'm unsure if I still need stitches in my finger (only have a great bandaid)
I lowkey get I've been getting backchannel hate over my lateness....but this isn't cool. It's not like I plan accidents. They come a' knockin'.
Accidentally cut my finger from rushing to find a sex toy while he stood at the door.. He is already knocking on my fucking door. UNREAL. I'm not answering. Apparently he thought I was joking when I said the specific time to arrive and be sharp and told him NOT early. I'm not seeing him. Fucking idiot.
Feel like I'm very intolerant of BS after all I went through in the past. Sorry for venting. This mf-er has been standing outside my room for 10 minutes. Hunny no!!! He does not care about my safety doing that or listening to my rules just to enter my door. Who knows what rules he will decide to bypass in the room. He's gotta go.
charlie61
04-10-2021, 08:42 AM
I confess that i hate waiting around for my partner to leave for his overnight moto camping trips. Get outta here so i can start my day!
Aurora_Sunset
04-10-2021, 09:01 AM
Irritated at myself for giving the room number out early. Some of these guys show up 10-30 minutes early and try to waltz on in like it's the "Them show" when I am still getting ready or have a customer in the room.
I responded 7:30am sharp and he said "he was gonna be 10 minutes early still" .....girlll I've been one hour early only 1 time this year for an appointment. I"m usually late cuz of some BS, traffic, and yesterday I'm unsure if I still need stitches in my finger (only have a great bandaid)
I lowkey get I've been getting backchannel hate over my lateness....but this isn't cool. It's not like I plan accidents. They come a' knockin'.
Accidentally cut my finger from rushing to find a sex toy while he stood at the door.. He is already knocking on my fucking door. UNREAL. I'm not answering. Apparently he thought I was joking when I said the specific time to arrive and be sharp and told him NOT early. I'm not seeing him. Fucking idiot.
Feel like I'm very intolerant of BS after all I went through in the past. Sorry for venting. This mf-er has been standing outside my room for 10 minutes. Hunny no!!! He does not care about my safety doing that or listening to my rules just to enter my door. Who knows what rules he will decide to bypass in the room. He's gotta go.
I hated when clients were early. It felt like they were always trying to "game" the clock. Like, they knew their appt. was 1-2, but they'd show up at 12:45, and then still not move their asses out the door until 2. If I tried to say anything about it, they'd get all "ohhh are you a clock watcher??" on me.
indiegirl
04-10-2021, 09:13 AM
I hated when clients were early. It felt like they were always trying to "game" the clock. Like, they knew their appt. was 1-2, but they'd show up at 12:45, and then still not move their asses out the door until 2. If I tried to say anything about it, they'd get all "ohhh are you a clock watcher??" on me.
I feel that so much. So many arrive early like it was a casual thing where they get extra time if they show up early. I do set my alarm to let them know when to leave. I don't have a bouncer at a strip club to do that for me. I made him wait 20 extra minutes in his car for his behavior until he could see me. (prolly not going to be a great review...I felt unsafe to be honest until I gathered myself. I'm on probation still.)
whirlerz
04-10-2021, 09:50 AM
^^ If it doesn't feel right, then don't do it.
I just colored my hair and I feel so much better now. Every year I celebrate my near death experience and I totally pampered myself today. My NDE was caused by a domestic violence situation, and it was traumatic on the earthly side, but beautiful and exhilarating on the other/spiritual side. So I make sure to make self care a priority on this special day. I went and got myself roses, rose water face mist, lavender body salt scrub, and haircolor today. Face mask too. Today I gave myself the works, and I proofread the book I'm writing. Can't believe I was nearly murdered 15 years ago today.
OMG!
So glad you're here! Congrats, you did well..
Hugs too.
carmen_b
04-10-2021, 12:52 PM
I leave the house on purpose when J is in " pack up " mode for snow boarding if I'm not going to the lodge with him.
I always find it so awkward ( the motions of packing / going in and out AND the noise ) haha.
I confess that i hate waiting around for my partner to leave for his overnight moto camping trips. Get outta here so i can start my day!
carmen_b
04-10-2021, 12:54 PM
Lovey : It's so beautiful that you choose to honor yourself on that day !
Love it !!
charlie61
04-10-2021, 01:21 PM
I leave the house on purpose when J is in " pack up " mode for snow boarding if I'm not going to the lodge with him.
I always find it so awkward ( the motions of packing / going in and out AND the noise ) haha.
YES!!!! EXACTLY!!!! I try to be out of the house, too- there's something about the whole process that i despise. I think it's partly a jealousy thing, tbh...
LoveyDovey
04-10-2021, 02:30 PM
Thanks for the love, ladies. It was such a scary time of my life but at the same time the nde itself was really cool. It's my day to thank Goddess upstairs. She literally saved our asses.
whirlerz
04-10-2021, 03:14 PM
I'm here for the (true) story of Mrs World, angry that the Mrs Sri Lanka is separated, snatching the crown off her head, (allegedly injuring her in the process) & putting it on thr 1st runner up.
She said they're supposed to be married.
Later crown returned to the original contestant.
Now, the Mrs World (also from Sri Lanka) gave up her title?
I love that pageant, they allow older women in it.
https://news.yahoo.com/reigning-mrs-world-arrested-over-172132388.html