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indiegirl
04-10-2021, 04:18 PM
Don't get why this customer said "I get that this isn't a 9-5 job for you? Huh? I just show up when the money is there and the hotel lets me check in early when I missed our 10am appointment. I'm out of lube and waiting patiently on amazon prime to deliver it. I've been using water. May have to do a grocery store run.
LoveyDovey
04-10-2021, 08:09 PM
I closed my eyes to rest them for just a second and woke up 3 hours later! Guess my body needed that nap!
miss.a.p1600
04-11-2021, 05:16 AM
Don't get why this customer said "I get that this isn't a 9-5 job for you? Huh? I just show up when the money is there and the hotel lets me check in early when I missed our 10am appointment. I'm out of lube and waiting patiently on amazon prime to deliver it. I've been using water. May have to do a grocery store run.
it sucks waiting on a delivery and the shipping is slow. I’m still patiently waiting on my thc gummies to arrive they were supposed to be here yesterday but now it looks like I have to wait till Monday. Ugh!!! The main reason I ordered them online was they were cheaper than getting it locally in this high priced cbd dispensary.
guess I’ll be going into a local high priced dispensary so I can have something for today ugh!!!
miss.a.p1600
04-11-2021, 05:58 AM
My dumb ass decided to wax my armpits
Not realizing how bad that area hurts. Maybe more painful than bikini area.
I got through one armpit going in small sections.
And now I can’t figure out how to wax my right armpit because I’m right handed.
So I have one waxed armpit and one hairy armpit.
Great!
I guess I’ll be paying someone to do this for me next time.
lurkingtitties
04-11-2021, 07:04 AM
^^I got laser hair removal in my armpits before and it was excruciating!
indiegirl
04-11-2021, 07:18 AM
I want to go to a Psychic Medium :). I'm watching some youtube videos online right now. I'm concerned I'm gonna show up and waste my money though. According to some 40 dollar psychic who worked out of her house I should've been married 9 years ago LOL!!!
miss.a.p1600
04-11-2021, 07:35 AM
^they have some online at Keen
Many of them are good. Just look at their ratings first.
A while back when I was at my vanilla job n they promoted this egotistical sociopath to manager her first “job” in her new role was to fire people then hire their replacements.
Since she was super jealous of my talents she had it out for me.
One day the bitch said she wanted to meet with me and since I couldn’t “overstep” my boundaries and ask her like bruh wtf do you want? I used a psychic to help me figure out what her intent was in trying to meet with me.
The psychic told me she was trying to fire me n that was her sole purpose of the meeting.
Now having this info I could be as prepared as her monkey ass was when she was trying to pull the rug out from underneath me.
I pretended to be the model employee while downloading all my files, clearing my desk after hours, and mentally preparing to leave for greener pastures.
I played her game right back on her and abruptly quit before she could get the orgasm she was desperate for by firing me
miss.a.p1600
04-11-2021, 07:41 AM
^also you have to take psychic “advice” for what it is
I believe they (the real gifted psychic) can give you a snapshot of your current n maybe your past. They don’t know *everything* and sometimes they can be wrong.
They probably can give you an outlook of your future but at the same time YOU have free will to make choices that will get you closer to any future goals you have. Over time though, Your goals can change as well as your decision making skills.
I’d say do a bit of research so you know you’re going to ask the question in the right way or go to an experienced psychic. I usually asked questions about the people around me and their intentions like “should I move forward with this guy?” (because I tended to waste time with manipulative fuckbois in the past) or “why does my manager want to meet with me?”
If you choose one online at least you won’t have wasted gas n miles n time on a commute.
Use more than one psychic so you get a feel for the different styles
I’ve done phone and text chat but there may be some who do video chat.
If you go in person (which I’ve done once) research them online first then carry just enough cash for the session.
miss.a.p1600
04-11-2021, 07:52 AM
I’m about to head to the cbd dispensary and spend 30 on some gummies I can get for 20 but since the fucking mail didn’t deliver my items I have to keep buying the overpriced ones.
I guess once my shipped gummies arrive I’ll need to reorder them online so I won’t be in a bind waiting for this shipment
carmen_b
04-11-2021, 08:01 AM
^ I think the most powerful thing about them and also tarot is your OWN reactions.
It’s a time to tune it to what your own instincts are saying.
indiegirl
04-11-2021, 10:27 AM
^also you have to take psychic “advice” for what it is
I believe they (the real gifted psychic) can give you a snapshot of your current n maybe your past. They don’t know *everything* and sometimes they can be wrong.
They probably can give you an outlook of your future but at the same time YOU have free will to make choices that will get you closer to any future goals you have. Over time though, Your goals can change as well as your decision making skills.
I’d say do a bit of research so you know you’re going to ask the question in the right way or go to an experienced psychic. I usually asked questions about the people around me and their intentions like “should I move forward with this guy?” (because I tended to waste time with manipulative fuckbois in the past) or “why does my manager want to meet with me?”
If you choose one online at least you won’t have wasted gas n miles n time on a commute.
Use more than one psychic so you get a feel for the different styles
I’ve done phone and text chat but there may be some who do video chat.
If you go in person (which I’ve done once) research them online first then carry just enough cash for the session.
So you have to ask questions to them or just show up? I've been watching Matt Fraser (think he does zoom sessions and has a tv show) and it seems like he's communicating mostly with people who passed away to connect them?
miss.a.p1600
04-11-2021, 12:33 PM
I prefer to keep it concise n to the point so I will ask a specific question that’s been racking my brain lately.
And there also a type of psychic or mediums as you describe that supposedly can connect with people in the afterlife
miss.a.p1600
04-11-2021, 12:35 PM
^ I think the most powerful thing about them and also tarot is your OWN reactions.
It’s a time to tune it to what your own instincts are saying.
Agreed.
that’s why I mention the free will aspect in my previous post.
That’s important to maintain your own perspective and have your own free will to make decisions n choices.
A bad one could be dangerous like that Cleo lady from the 90s who scammed her followers.
Research beforehand
miss.a.p1600
04-11-2021, 12:37 PM
Anyhow I confess that I could be more productive right now
It is Sunday. Heading off to gratitude area.
charlie61
04-11-2021, 01:31 PM
^Really interesting! Maybe her relaxed and effortless behaviors made her seem more approachable or genuine, somehow? Mysterious. And maybe she was putting effort into connecting sensually with customers, like, a lot of eye contact and good conversation? Shrugs.
LoveyDovey
04-11-2021, 01:59 PM
Bitwine has some good psychics. There are 2 that are awesome on there. I read tarot cards, too. My cards keep telling me that my son is upset that my father cut me out of the will, and that he wants to give me some money from his share to get a new home. It also says he wants to take me on vacation. We will see. Don't wanna take his money though.
Elektra Luxx
04-12-2021, 05:50 AM
My cousin Jen and her husband go to Hippy Hollow in Austin occasionally. It's the only place in Texas where it's legal to go nude in public. So I said to my bf that maybe we should go and that it might be nice swim and sunbathe nude. I didn't say let's go for sure, I said maybe. He got all pissed off at me for wanting to go. I was just throwing the idea out there, I wasn't particularly serious about going. I told him it was just a suggestion and that he didn't have to get all pissed off. Sheesh!!
BambiCutie
04-12-2021, 06:46 AM
So I said to my bf that maybe we should go and that it might be nice swim and sunbathe nude. I didn't say let's go for sure, I said maybe. He got all pissed off at me for wanting to go.
I have found those who tend to get pissed off at simple suggestions, aside from hammering are likely to turn out as very controlling and unreasonable to new change. That is not to say he should be comfortable with every suggestion that comes to mind, but if he cannot express himself without getting angry that could be a sign of a controlling individual. I am already heading out on my relationship with similar shit going on, constantly angry at the slightest bit of change. Shoes a color they don't like? They will bitch and moan about how it is embarrassing to wear them out in public, same goes for purses/bags. Wear a black silk tank top in public for comfort? They tell you to cover up and get upset if you tell them no, then with time everything becomes a problem. It starts off innocent, then expands to other areas of the relationship and borderlines your own freedom to choose. It really destroys your self confidence, makes you questions your own choice and reality, as well can make your time awake a living nightmare.
LoveyDovey
04-12-2021, 11:46 AM
Hippy Hollow sounds fun! I'd go lol!
indiegirl
04-12-2021, 02:15 PM
Someone wanted to book me for an upcoming weekend but I can't even tolerate my family for 2 full days. Would've been good money but that's FAR too long of a time to entertain.
Anyways, I bought an ad for the LA area. Don't judge me *squinty eyes* lol.
GlamLifter
04-12-2021, 02:19 PM
Someone wanted to book me for an upcoming weekend but I can't even tolerate my family for 2 full days. Would've been good money but that's FAR too long of a time to entertain.
How much money are we talking about? Hope you’re okay with me asking? It’s of course understandable if you don’t want to! :)
Elektra Luxx
04-12-2021, 02:25 PM
I have found those who tend to get pissed off at simple suggestions, aside from hammering are likely to turn out as very controlling and unreasonable to new change. That is not to say he should be comfortable with every suggestion that comes to mind, but if he cannot express himself without getting angry that could be a sign of a controlling individual. I am already heading out on my relationship with similar shit going on, constantly angry at the slightest bit of change. Shoes a color they don't like? They will bitch and moan about how it is embarrassing to wear them out in public, same goes for purses/bags. Wear a black silk tank top in public for comfort? They tell you to cover up and get upset if you tell them no, then with time everything becomes a problem. It starts off innocent, then expands to other areas of the relationship and borderlines your own freedom to choose. It really destroys your self confidence, makes you questions your own choice and reality, as well can make your time awake a living nightmare.
You are right. I could write paragraphs on this, but here's a short answer. I decided, I'm ok with him being controlling because I don't do well on my own. When I was on my own, I put my in stupid, sometimes dangerous situations. I have lost some independence and I get frustrated sometimes because of it. My best friend in world has a great job, bought a home, got a promotion, is making good money and has amazing little companion to share it with. She did all on her own. She is completely independent and I'm so, so happy for her and so, so very proud of her, but I envy her too. She has a near perfect little life that I wish I could duplicate. Bf is really good to me and I lost some independence, but overall I'm happier.
indiegirl
04-12-2021, 02:34 PM
How much money are we talking about? Hope you’re okay with me asking? It’s of course understandable if you don’t want to! :)
My overnight 8 hrs is 5k and full day (never gone through with this request) is 10k per day (ya never know if the person is going to be annoying or not for that length of time). One person wanted a full week one time with his friends...It reminds of going to an ex friends birthday party weekend in Vegas...after day one I'm ready to go home exhausted. I'm sure there are ladies that will charge far less but it is draining for me as an introvert. Or people that wanna fly you in. It's like "what if we don't connect and I'm stuck doing an overnight for 8 hours?" It's a tough choice.
GlamLifter
04-12-2021, 02:46 PM
My overnight 8 hrs is 5k and full day (never gone through with this request) is 10k per day (ya never know if the person is going to be annoying or not for that length of time). One person wanted a full week one time with his friends...It reminds of going to an ex friends birthday party weekend in Vegas...after day one I'm ready to go home exhausted. I'm sure there are ladies that will charge far less but it is draining for me as an introvert. Or people that wanna fly you in. It's like "what if we don't connect and I'm stuck doing an overnight for 8 hours?" It's a tough choice.
Thx!
My gut feeling tells me PT is going to ask me to join him on a trip next weekend. Of course I can’t get into your rates or something, I just wanted to know. ;)
indiegirl
04-12-2021, 02:59 PM
Thx!
My gut feeling tells me PT is going to ask me to join him on a trip next weekend. Of course I can’t get into your rates or something, I just wanted to know. ;)
What does PT mean? personal trainer or physical therapist? Sorry I'm terrible with acronyms.
carmen_b
04-12-2021, 03:08 PM
Indie : I know you decided against it but the ego boost of that kind of cash on the table must be really nice ! Ha.
Just take the boost AND your peace of mind ! :)
carmen_b
04-12-2021, 03:10 PM
Omg ..... WHEN are clubs going to be in more normal operation ? I live in the South West and around here is vaccinations for all ages . So I find it odd ( considering it seems like EVERYONE will get vaxxed in next 3-4 weeks ) that there are not dates / plans for normal strip club operations hahahaha.
I guess it needs to " trickle down " from the politicians or something.
Yes, I wanted to just use " trickle down " in a strip club description post.
carmen_b
04-12-2021, 03:11 PM
Truly .... sometimes a good partner can really balance a person.
I am saying that but also definitely voting FOR Hippy Hollow hahaha !
You are right. I could write paragraphs on this, but here's a short answer. I decided, I'm ok with him being controlling because I don't do well on my own. When I was on my own, I put my in stupid, sometimes dangerous situations. I have lost some independence and I get frustrated sometimes because of it. My best friend in world has a great job, bought a home, got a promotion, is making good money and has amazing little companion to share it with. She did all on her own. She is completely independent and I'm so, so happy for her and so, so very proud of her, but I envy her too. She has a near perfect little life that I wish I could duplicate. Bf is really good to me and I lost some independence, but overall I'm happier.
indiegirl
04-12-2021, 03:12 PM
Indie : I know you decided against it but the ego boost of that kind of cash on the table must be really nice ! Ha.
Just take the boost AND your peace of mind ! :)
It feels good being back to a better amount of money! Like finally I'm being treated better and not like trash! :). It was effecting my self esteem in the past.
charlie61
04-12-2021, 03:32 PM
I hate when you get a notification that your package has shipped, but then when you click on it, the package just sits at a status of "ready for UPS / USPS" for multiple business days, like... it hasn't actually shipped! Argh! :)
charlie61
04-12-2021, 03:36 PM
You are right. I could write paragraphs on this, but here's a short answer. I decided, I'm ok with him being controlling because I don't do well on my own. When I was on my own, I put my in stupid, sometimes dangerous situations. I have lost some independence and I get frustrated sometimes because of it. My best friend in world has a great job, bought a home, got a promotion, is making good money and has amazing little companion to share it with. She did all on her own. She is completely independent and I'm so, so happy for her and so, so very proud of her, but I envy her too. She has a near perfect little life that I wish I could duplicate. Bf is really good to me and I lost some independence, but overall I'm happier.
I totally get that - it's a bit similar to lifestyle BDSM (couples who don't just practice dynamic in the bedroom, but in all aspects of their lives together), except without the major kink + slave aspect. As long as you'd be able to recognize if he didn't have your best interests in mind, then i think this sounds fine, and it sounds like it's healthy for you! Having him take some of the indecision out of daily life is probably nice. :)
indiegirl
04-12-2021, 03:39 PM
I hate when you get a notification that your package has shipped, but then when you click on it, the package just sits at a status of "ready for UPS / USPS" for multiple business days, like... it hasn't actually shipped! Argh! :)
The worst is when you're really needing the delivery and then the day of it arriving, it says "damaged. Returned to sender" or something like that. It's like how did amazon damage it with all the packaging protocol it has?
baer45
04-12-2021, 08:24 PM
At the end of the show Shameless, Frank died.
I knew this was coming 5 years ago, but with Joji's music, the scene still tore my heart apart.
11 years, what a great run!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K-YuiyiKxCM
LoveyDovey
04-12-2021, 11:02 PM
I confess...I keep misreading The Cooking Thread as The Coking Thread. I'm terrible.
Elektra Luxx
04-14-2021, 05:28 AM
If I didn't need insurance I'd quit my job. I've had it with these people. I'm think going to reevaluate what most interesting to me and go back to school. I wish I was a person who has the education and skills to just casually decide to find another job and know I'd find another job. Or have the education and skills where an employer valued me to enough to offer me more pay to stay or treat me better
I signed up for this today. Any feedback would be greatly appreciated.
https://www.coursera.org/professional-certificates/google-it-automation#instructors
I just dropped this class. The Python programming part was easy to learn, but applying Python the to solve math based practice problems was kicking my ass. From reading the class forum I wasn't the only one who was having problems with the class. I'm frustrated and disappointed in myself.
I'm not as smart as I pretend to be.
moneybags
04-14-2021, 08:14 AM
^ you’re just smart in a different way. Programming is about logic. I passed my programming class, but I couldn’t make a career out of it.
My confession is i started drinking when the pandemic started. I want to quit drinking again. I don’t need AA. It’s not problem; I just like sober living. I feel better emotionally and spiritually. I only drink right before I get on cam. So I’m going to do some meditation and affirmations instead of drinking. Wish me luck.
Elektra Luxx
04-14-2021, 08:33 AM
^^^
Thank you and Good Luck.
WendiStarr
04-14-2021, 10:27 AM
^ Don't beat yourself up about it. I took that class and dropped too, for the same reason. I hate math unless it involves counting cash like from fbsm, escorting, or stripping days.
My confession is that I'm not a patient person. I don't know if I can keep up school for another 3-4 years. I'm likely to give up like I did a few years ago when I was working on a bachelor's degree. I need to just stick to it.
Elektra Luxx
04-14-2021, 11:05 AM
^^^
Thank you
indiegirl
04-14-2021, 11:14 AM
I just dropped for this class. The Python programming part was easy to learn, but applying Python the to solve math based practice problems was kicking my ass. From reading the class forum I wasn't the only one who was having problems with the class. I'm frustrated and disappointed in myself.
I'm not as smart as I pretend to be.
I don't blame you for dropping it. It takes a certain type of person to love or excel at programming. Sometimes it's hard to learn something when it's not interesting. My brother makes amazing money doing programming while I'd prefer to have someone take that computer and throw it on my head instead of that nightmare profession.
I confess I was talking with a driver about how narcissistic people are attracted to being influencers and social media stars. Then I thought more about it and it all came down to jealousy and bitterness. These people are raking in serious good money $$$,$$$ or even millions doing absolutely nothing living the good life in their fancy homes. I don't feel fit for a normal job but I'm forcing myself to do it anyways. Made me mad hearing one persons schedule for the day which consisted of posting a few tik tok's, instagram photos, paid product posts sometimes for 200,000, and making a youtube video getting paid more than a doctor.
I was mad at myself for trying to create a swarovski crystal business years ago and posting the video on youtube and only getting like 8 views of the item I blinged after the hours of work on the item LOL.
charlie61
04-14-2021, 12:29 PM
I just dropped for this class. The Python programming part was easy to learn, but applying Python the to solve math based practice problems was kicking my ass. From reading the class forum I wasn't the only one who was having problems with the class. I'm frustrated and disappointed in myself.
I'm not as smart as I pretend to be.
I'm smart and tech-oriented, but i could NOT get into programming. I've worked in tech, and even in my current job, i do a lot of fancy stuff with excel, build basic queries in oracle, etc. And I'm a highly logical person. But programming, in my experience, is just soooooooo different. I haaated it, and i could not get it to click... and that was just an easy visual basic class when i was 14 or something.
It's really like learning multiple new languages, except instead of learning to talk to people, which our brains are primed to do, you're learning to talk to machines. There's really nothing else that can prepare you for being good at that - some people just are. I think it'll help to give kids some exposure to programming at early ages.
Anyway, point being, it is NOT an issue with you or your intelligence.
moneybags
04-14-2021, 02:11 PM
^ My confession is that I'm not a patient person. I don't know if I can keep up school for another 3-4 years. I'm likely to give up like I did a few years ago when I was working on a bachelor's degree. I need to just stick to it.
Girl that’s self-sabatoge. You can do anything you put your mind to.
Elektra Luxx
04-14-2021, 05:23 PM
^^^
Wendy, you're smart and tough and you can do anything.
Thank you all for the the kind words. I'm not sure what's next. I know I can cross out programming.
moneybags
04-14-2021, 08:05 PM
I confess I was talking with a driver about how narcissistic people are attracted to being influencers and social media stars. Then I thought more about it and it all came down to jealousy and bitterness. These people are raking in serious good money $$$,$$$ or even millions doing absolutely nothing living the good life in their fancy homes. I don't feel fit for a normal job but I'm forcing myself to do it anyways. Made me mad hearing one persons schedule for the day which consisted of posting a few tik tok's, instagram photos, paid product posts sometimes for 200,000, and making a youtube video getting paid more than a doctor.
I was mad at myself for trying to create a swarovski crystal business years ago and posting the video on youtube and only getting like 8 views of the item I blinged after the hours of work on the item LOL.
Well we live in a narcissistic society. Not all narcissism is bad. Healthy narcissism allows you to block out negativity and to love yourself in spite of all your flaws
I’m full of motivational qoutes, “the key to success is to go From failure to failure without losing enthusiasm. You have to keep putting your stuff out there. It’s one of those things you make a side hustle. But when you do sex work, it’s like nah nevermind I’ll just do SW full time. I’m a PT but it’s not worth my time to train people.
indiegirl
04-14-2021, 09:41 PM
Saw new guy and read his info. I just knew I was going to own this appointment. :). He was absolutely terrified being brand new and this man turned into a repeat.
Happy! WOOHOO. I'm a happy grateful queen being proud. :P.
^^LOL!
Another time me and an old bf went out for pho...afterwards we started fooling around and I guess he still had residue from the jalapenos on his hands because my coochie stated to burn! I've hurt my eyes a bunch of times too by taking out contacts not realizing I still had jalapeno essence on my fingers. It really lingers even when you've washed up with soap!
Lol this happened to me only it was with Asian hot wings, the burn was real!!
somechick99
04-14-2021, 11:40 PM
Here's my confession - I haven't danced since September 2019. I ended up getting sober, going back to school, getting a vanilla job and all that jazz. (I did work sober for a few months though so I know it's something I can do). In some ways I am happier and in other ways I am just BORED as fuck. My college classes are an absolute joke and an utter bore. I learn more reading books in my own free time than I do in these classes. At least when I was dancing I could make things happen whenever I wanted. Just go to work, make some cash and plan an awesome vacation. If I wanted something that was expensive, I knew it was only X shifts away. Now anything over 1-2 grand is something I have to put off getting until after college, or budget hardcore and work my ass off for months on end. It blows. But I got tired of the abuse from customers and I'm doubtful I'll ever go back to dancing or even the sex industry at all. Especially now with the pandemic...
xxxGothBarbie
04-15-2021, 12:04 AM
My ex that left me for a toothless hag a few years back called me up the other night & I talked to him out of sheer boredom only to find satisfaction in realizing that he's single & being strung along by toothless tina these days as well as me finally having ZERO feelings for him anymore after 3 years. I loved basically rubbing in his face that I'm so over him now hahahaha.
indiegirl
04-15-2021, 05:56 AM
Lol the whole Colton Underwood situation triggered me back to when I was "dating" this extremely hot guy who I wondered if he was gay (but I thought well if he's kissing me then he's not gay).. turned out he was wasting my time and not out of the closet. I totally get how Cassie feels. He treated me like shit and would only one word respond to my texts every now and then until he wanted to go on a date. Like why pretend?! I don't get how people can play with others feelings like that and drag them into their mess.
I get the response online is applause for his bravery but geez think of what you did to the other people. I never got an apology whatsoever. Thank god I've grown up to the point I wouldn't tolerate behavior like that or making excuses for men.
LoveyDovey
04-15-2021, 08:22 AM
^^ I understand it is probably very difficult for people to come out of the closet. But to drag other people into your facade and use them and waste their time is not cool. Happened to me. Wasted 5 years of my time on someone who was only using me as a beard. That is time I can't get back!