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indiegirl
05-23-2021, 07:20 PM
I was pulling down the blinds because it's dark outside and I hate feeling like creeps could be lurking outside looking in. I heard loud, bongo drum music coming from the hermit lady's house next door so I was nosy and stole a glance into her window since it faces my window, before shutting the blinds. She was standing there with her back facing the window, butt naked. I yanked the blinds down as fast as I could but I don't know if she saw me. Now I feel like a creep. Oops!
Alert! We got a creeper on stripperweb hahaha just kidding lol :P!
I once was caught like that by my neighbor when I first moved in to my place accidentally. It was never talked about haha
JGB2009
05-23-2021, 07:21 PM
Thank you :). I didn't go yet! LOL I was hesitant due to hotel prices the previous day but I'm going tomorrow :). I think it was the whole theme park opening thing that raised the prices. I shall document it hahaha :P
Sounds like its gonna be totally fun. Enjoy ur day :-)
LoveyDovey
05-24-2021, 07:58 AM
Happy Birthday Indie! I hope you have fun at the water park!
chanzep
05-24-2021, 10:42 AM
Happy birthday xx
whirlerz
05-24-2021, 01:49 PM
Well, I have an interview tomorrow, it was advertised as pt, but she wants full time.
It's a trucking company, we'll see I guess..its a little further than I want to go,
I also have a zoom for a wah, later tomorrow..it sounds good, but Idk, wah's have sukked 4 me
JGB2009
05-25-2021, 08:32 AM
LOL I forgot my sound wasn't muted and I was insulting someone. Oh well he deserved it regardless!!!
JenniferNorth
05-25-2021, 09:16 AM
Well, I have an interview tomorrow, it was advertised as pt, but she wants full time.
It's a trucking company, we'll see I guess..its a little further than I want to go,
I also have a zoom for a wah, later tomorrow..it sounds good, but Idk, wah's have sukked 4 me
Keep us updated! I know how tedious jobs can be. I'm gonna try to update our WAH thread later, cause I feel like so many of us are in the same position of needing jobs/gigs/supplemental work. Remember back when you had a FT job and that was it? And now that doesn't even seem to be useful anymore, like 1 job, 1-2 gigs, and 3 side hustles. That's just to get by!
whirlerz
05-25-2021, 09:51 AM
Keep us updated! I know how tedious jobs can be. I'm gonna try to update our WAH thread later, cause I feel like so many of us are in the same position of needing jobs/gigs/supplemental work. Remember back when you had a FT job and that was it? And now that doesn't even seem to be useful anymore, like 1 job, 1-2 gigs, and 3 side hustles. That's just to get by!
Well, back from nothing, lol
Really didn't want to go, it was further away than I realized..(shoulda checked).
As usual, my stomach was a mess from the anti-inflammatory meds, I was going to call off, but off I went.My neck's hurting, (perm whiplash).
Some sh** trucking place, had a hard time finding it, got lost on the way back (+ they radically reworked the streets around there).
Was supposed to be part time:(, but she said ft
Anyway, the lady started showing me all this stuff,:crazy:, then asked ne if I got it? Uh, no.::)
It's her, her mom, some guy & a 8 months prego lady, (family biz).
I walked in wearing nice dress pants & top, they're wearing sweats, which's cool..
I wasn't interested, too far anyway, they were nice tho.
Wendy's breakfast was done so I treated myself to SB, a mocha & breakfast sandwich, since I ate nothing this morn.
I need to chill a bit..:chillpill
This last wah was ugh & a 1/2+, waiting on this freaking paycard to come in home mail (won't send to p.o.box:()..had lots of anxiety from it
I have a zoom for a wah, it said pt, so we'll see..
whirlerz
05-25-2021, 09:56 AM
LOL I forgot my sound wasn't muted and I was insulting someone. Oh well he deserved it regardless!!!
Haha, I did this to IT, on my last wah, on zoom, thought I was out if the room, o well::)
indiegirl
05-25-2021, 10:32 AM
I've been watching true crime shows so much lately. I'm watching Long Shot right now.
chanzep
05-25-2021, 11:45 AM
My favorite shows are crime too. I stay in the ID channel.
moneybags
05-25-2021, 01:02 PM
I’m going back to my doctor. I had a strong gut feeling he can help with the rest of my rehab. I’m gonna have strong boundaries. He was passive-aggressive to me when I outed myself, but on the flip side he might be able to help me because he’s aware of the biomechanics that could be causing me problems. I’m just gonna make sure not to get too personal.
Wish me luck. It’s really messed up that the stigma of sex work makes getting medical care so hard!
whirlerz
05-25-2021, 03:02 PM
Finally broke down & bought this Akira pleather skirt I've been wanting..it's half off..
Hoping it fits, bought an XL, their stuff runs small, size chart's of little help, they dont answer the store phone or customer service phone::).
The dress size chart show xl as a size 10?
I have a big butt.:(
It's final sale, but used PayPal, so we'll see.
Using store pickup.
whirlerz
05-25-2021, 03:06 PM
I LOVE Sam38G, "How far should I go"? Cust convo:beat::boobies:
charlie61
05-25-2021, 05:55 PM
I confess that i feel really lucky that i never got covid (just got my second shot yesterday). This is honestly embarrassing, because I'm a super logical person who is very science-minded, big supporter of medical research, etc. But when covid was first starting to come up in the media, i didn't do any research, and i was one of those people who thought it'd blow over, that it was just like a slightly more deadly form of influenza, etc. I didn't start wearing a mask at work / stores until it started to be required. I wised up soon after that, but still.
I got really emotional when i received my shots, because i was so privileged to be able to live in a deluded little bubble for the first few months of the pandemic, and i was just lucky that my ignorance didn't result in getting the disease. There are so many people who have been working extremely hard to protect ignorant people like me from the beginning, back before we had statistics on long-term effects, etc.
moneybags
05-25-2021, 06:54 PM
^^^me too! Survivors guilt big time. My best friend has long haulers and can’t work. Denial is a normal response. The girls from the hospital who were in my previous nursing classes were talking about it. I thought they were making a big deal of it. The cdc did tell us not to wear masks at first-mostly to save them for first responders. My coping strategy was drinking a bottle of wine every week for the slow the spread. Can you believe we survived? Can you believe we’re vaccinated? It’s so surreal.
SnuffleUffleGrass
05-25-2021, 07:08 PM
I confess that i feel really lucky that i never got covid (just got my second shot yesterday). This is honestly embarrassing, because I'm a super logical person who is very science-minded, big supporter of medical research, etc. But when covid was first starting to come up in the media, i didn't do any research, and i was one of those people who thought it'd blow over, that it was just like a slightly more deadly form of influenza, etc. I didn't start wearing a mask at work / stores until it started to be required. I wised up soon after that, but still.
I got really emotional when i received my shots, because i was so privileged to be able to live in a deluded little bubble for the first few months of the pandemic, and i was just lucky that my ignorance didn't result in getting the disease. There are so many people who have been working extremely hard to protect ignorant people like me from the beginning, back before we had statistics on long-term effects, etc.
I was as deluded- don't feel bad.
It still doesn't feel real that my stepmom died from Covid. She wasn't old either. Sigh. What a strange time to be alive.
I confess I'm going to eat a bunch of junk food tomorrow. To enjoy life.
carmen_b
05-25-2021, 07:53 PM
^ I down played it also.
My partner is honestly a key factor ( most likely ) in having no issues so far as I know.
He was always much more cautious and reined both of us in .
SnuffleUffleGrass
05-25-2021, 09:01 PM
^ I down played it also.
My partner is honestly a key factor ( most likely ) in having no issues so far as I know.
He was always much more cautious and reined both of us in .
Things are still so super surreal. A few of my co-workers definitely had Covid. I didn't get it, got my shots and am not worried. My boyfriend is going to do an anti-body test. Now we're wondering about the long term, about how we're supposed to navigate the new strains happening and so on.
Confession- I'm addicted to reddit again, ughhh.
LoveyDovey
05-25-2021, 09:22 PM
I'm really grateful I didn't get covid. Masked up as soon as the CDC and state made it mandatory. I delivered groceries all throughout the pandemic and survived. Was careful when I was out. Grateful my kid didn't get it either. My guy got covid and had depression but seems to be doing better. This could have been a lot worse.
WendiStarr
05-25-2021, 09:56 PM
I've been laying here for almost an hour now, scared to move too much because baby fell asleep on my chest. She has slept on or beside me since birth and I haven't the slightest clue how I'm going to break her of this habit. Also, I fear that I'm going to be stuck breastfeeding for a long time because she's already been breastfeeding almost 4 months longer than I planned to and she won't nap or go to bed at night without that.
Kylie8585
05-27-2021, 12:30 PM
I was supposed to go to a birthday party for a friends daughter. I'm not that close to her anymore and she actually let me down a few months ago when I needed a ride somewhere. She canceled last minute & I had to spend a decent amount on an uber ride. I was still going to go to the party but then a client asked if I could meet up. Now I'm here thinking go to a birthday party that I'll probably be bored af or make some $$?? I made some money :) She text me later and I just told her something came up. Honestly if she had been a better friend in the past I would've still decided to see the client because of the $ but I would've taken that $ and bought a nice birthday present which for the kid I'm sure would be happier than just my appearance.
carmen_b
05-27-2021, 12:56 PM
^ You got $ and dodged a kids party which are both wins.
Kylie8585
05-27-2021, 01:03 PM
^ You got $ and dodged a kids party which are both wins.
that's true lol
JenniferNorth
05-27-2021, 06:01 PM
^ For real. I hate kid parties, and I'm a mom!
Kylie8585
05-27-2021, 06:35 PM
^ For real. I hate kid parties, and I'm a mom!
ditto basically. I usually just go because usually a few single dads there lol }:D
LoveyDovey
05-27-2021, 06:42 PM
^ For real. I hate kid parties, and I'm a mom!
Same. The people I live with had 2 kids parties here, which is fine, but I was out the door and early (the kids don't know me at all) My kid hates parties too. He prefers that we go on vacation to celebrate birthdays, which I am totally ok with.
indiegirl
05-28-2021, 06:14 AM
LOL I got a review saying my GFE was ok because I seemed not into DFK/LFK and he was being nit-pitcky as well as not wanting me to talk for 30 minutes. Hello?! That's what an escort is for..a connection?! That's why I like high end side. Tell me what you want? Lack of communication is annoying. Also I don't know if they want me to spit in their mouth or something....kissing is kissing, how much french kissing do you need sir? Lol so you want intimacy but no talking? Letttt me know! :P I'm not a mind reader.
And of course I want to talk before having someone put their dick in me??? I'm not a blow up doll. He even said my hotel was average. What do you think!?! There are no 4-5 stars in the area and if I did have one it would be so far away that you wouldn't show up. Some of these guys get whiney over if I ask for an extra 15-30 minutes even before meeting. This is not amazon prime.
This review is gonna slow down business. I hope he's happy.
carmen_b
05-28-2021, 10:23 AM
^ I don't understanding attending a kids party.
Like .... you either trust the parents or you don't right ?
Drop them and get 90 minutes to yourself lol as a bonus.
indiegirl
05-28-2021, 01:37 PM
Sorry I'm dominating the threads lately.
Sometimes I just feel like I'm such an INTJ personality that it makes my personality hard to like and without weed or anything customers leave even faster. I love the days I connect with a customer because I am not well received by those who want the standard ho despite the majority of my positive reviews. That one guy wrote a bunch of positive reviews about a different type of woman. I'm just trying my best over here. UGH
JenniferNorth
05-28-2021, 03:57 PM
Indie, if it makes you feel any better, I feel the same way sometimes. Like just trying my best but I am sure I am short on patience or just want to get back to being left alone. I feel you
Yeah, the whole kids party thing, I would have no issues ditching mine for an hour or so, like why do I need to be there?? That's how all the parties were for my daughter pre-covid. So F-ing stupid.
JGB2009
05-28-2021, 06:21 PM
I confess that I often look at profile pics of the person who used to stalk me. I look because she photoshops her pictures to make herself look better. Truth is she don't really look like that at all but it makes me laugh that she tries to present herself in that way. She also tries to present herself as being nice but that is also far from the truth.
indiegirl
05-29-2021, 03:25 PM
Customer a few days ago laughed and said that I’m not wearing any other jewelry other than my watch like my watch was very expensive. I played stupid and said another customer bought me my second watch. No he didn’t! One Of your trick asses funded it. I’m allowed to spoil myself and got it off eBay. I kinda got mad when he said that and wanted to say “you don’t see people hanging items and placing bumper stickers on a Bentley?! I was secretly offended. I’m balling on a budget lol”
Aurora_Sunset
05-30-2021, 05:38 AM
I confess that I'm not thrilled that we're keeping the kids an extra day and night because of the Memorial Day holiday. It would be fun if we were going somewhere or had plans, but we're just holed up in the apartment. We were going to use the complex grills last night, but it's not that warm here. It's in the 40s this morning...
9y/o sits on the couch all day, which wouldn't be annoying if his mouth didn't run literally the entire time. He's also gotten back into Minecraft, and I don't know wtf he's even doing but the computer voice is CONSTANTLY saying "One of nine, one of nine, one of nine, two of nine..." etc etc.
At least 5 y/o got into Gravity Falls and just wanted to chill and watch it with me last night. I was down for that.
miss.a.p1600
05-30-2021, 11:51 AM
He apologized for being pissy n petty ......
miss.a.p1600
05-30-2021, 01:37 PM
I have been glued to my couch or my bed the entire day
indiegirl
05-30-2021, 02:13 PM
I confess I'm thinking of pulling a Raziel like he does with his movie review threads and creating my favorite youtube videos thread bahaha. Obviously I wouldn't go full blown out like him, one thread is sufficient. I'm watching this one right now again.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DTvS9lvRxZ8
indiegirl
05-30-2021, 03:47 PM
Woohoo my new shoes have arrived. It was finally time for new sneakers...they would make squeaky noises when I walked because it ripped down the sides after 3 years of use.
I'm having grocery delivery soon and watching netflix after a nice shower. I'm super content chilling at home right now.
LoveyDovey
05-30-2021, 04:22 PM
My car is being worked on right now, so I ordered grocery delivery too. While I was waiting for my food, I took a shower to kill time.
I really, really need to finish editing my book. It's almost done and I am so happy! I feel like I am taking the worst things that ever happened to me and making something awesome from it. Hopefully it'll help a lot of people.
Right now I'm screwing around online, with my LED red light mask on.
carmen_b
05-30-2021, 06:44 PM
I feel like I’m one of those “ worn out easily “ people .
J took us somewhere super cool early ( camels !) but then he had guests .
I went upstairs to bath and nap for two hours.
I know my limits ha.
I didn’t hide the whole time either but for about 50% of the visit.
I know if I over extend I get so miserable !
I rolled the entire day holding a sun umbrella like an old lady too .
charlie61
05-30-2021, 07:21 PM
I feel like I’m one of those “ worn out easily “ people .
J took us somewhere super cool early ( camels !) but then he had guests .
I went upstairs to bath and nap for two hours.
I know my limits ha.
I didn’t hide the whole time either .
Just for about 50% of the visit.
I know if I over extend I get so miserable !
I totally filled the entire day holding a sun umbrella like an old lady too .
Introverted strippers for the win. Once you've been paid to socialize, your tolerance for unpaid socializing, with people you don't truly enjoy, becomes very low.
chanzep
05-30-2021, 09:20 PM
Im annoyed nobody wanted to go out today. I don't want to go because I don't feel got right now but still. They should offer. I'm finishing some shows and studying.
indiegirl
05-30-2021, 11:30 PM
I'm pissed I talked to my former pimp for an hour. I wanted assistance and to plain talk to someone other than my dogs. UGH...
I talked to a new customer and hot damn...:) Hottie. We just facetimed.
lurkingtitties
05-31-2021, 04:36 AM
I’m jealous of everyone who has the day off today. I look forward to the day I can get out of healthcare and either work for myself or get a nice relaxed desk job where I’m not treated like a mule.
lynn2009
05-31-2021, 09:46 AM
I think I am going to end up agoraphobic.
miss.a.p1600
05-31-2021, 01:51 PM
I’m jealous of everyone who has the day off today. I look forward to the day I can get out of healthcare and either work for myself or get a nice relaxed desk job where I’m not treated like a mule.
I’ll trade with you.
I’d rather hustle today than sit around stuffing my face with carbs n talking about random stuff with family members
carmen_b
05-31-2021, 03:41 PM
^ I couldn't stand taking the whole day off so told J I'd split the day lol.
He got me back ahead of schedule to work. :)
Haven't we all had enough ( forced ) time off in 2020 ?
Like .... what are we taking a break from ?
I feel like I have ptsd from barely working and watching my account decline in 2020.
indiegirl
05-31-2021, 09:17 PM
Waiting for food delivery and watching the adult baby fetish on youtube.
Is there therapy for this level of problems? It seems like it's more of a psychological issue than a fetish? I'd be down to entertain this one time for a customer for sure!
https://youtu.be/yXugTKhysKM?t=241
xxxGothBarbie
06-01-2021, 12:26 AM
I really love the fact that after I depart this annoying ass person's house I'm crashing at in the next day or so Im so ghosting them for good for all the fucked up things they've said or did to me in the last 20 years I've known them. Im finally getting my closure & look forward to not have to pretend to be nice to this person anymore. They're fake AF so shall I be ;)
LoveyDovey
06-01-2021, 10:44 AM
I went to get my car smog checked and the couple working there is so cute. The guy is a biker who wore a Harley Davidson T-shirt and the lady there was bedecked in tie dye. So a biker and a hippie. I love them.