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charlie61
06-01-2021, 05:09 PM
My partner just shaved his beard and hair after months of looking like a literal escaped convict, and I'm playing it cool (don't want him to feel self-conscious), but the difference is beyond startling. Facial hair changes appearances dramatically... and any dude who criticizes women for wearing makeup needs to realize that guys have pretty much the same level of extreme customization options using their facial hair alone. They can contour with facial hair, hide flaws, etc. It's crazy!
Kylie8585
06-01-2021, 07:31 PM
I'd like to thank all the guys on the dating apps I'm on that choose to send dick pictures. Whether it be the first message or after the conversation starts. You really save me so much of my valuable time from proceeding further for all the skinny short dick boys!
xxxGothBarbie
06-02-2021, 05:45 PM
I've been saving a nice chunk of $ by ordering off the kids menus when I eat out ;) You literally get almost the same portions if not by a tiny bit less.
indiegirl
06-02-2021, 06:24 PM
I'm due for another bank run. Made 13,500 last month. MEHHHH it really could've been so much better but I was too tired to be motivated to go do the appointments and missed out on quite a few multi hours. I'm mad at myself. I need to train myself with being ok with taking a break.
lynn2009
06-02-2021, 08:07 PM
Raziel's post in the international whore's day thread is one of the stupidest fucking things I've ever read on here. I started to respond and threw the whole thing out. Every sentence is just so unbelievably asinine that my brain imploded reading it.
I would love to see everyone simply stop responding to him so he will go away.
indiegirl
06-02-2021, 09:21 PM
I would love to see everyone simply stop responding to him so he will go away.
Raziel. *shakes head and ends post* LOLLL
Luci Fer
06-02-2021, 09:41 PM
My partner just shaved his beard and hair after months of looking like a literal escaped convict, and I'm playing it cool (don't want him to feel self-conscious), but the difference is beyond startling. Facial hair changes appearances dramatically... and any dude who criticizes women for wearing makeup needs to realize that guys have pretty much the same level of extreme customization options using their facial hair alone. They can contour with facial hair, hide flaws, etc. It's crazy!
Bahaha, I am always like "If I were a dude, I 'd change my facial hair every damn month! Why don't they do it?' (well, some do,but mostly they do the same. I'd personally try out every damn style of moustache and beard lol)
There re sooo many ways to customize it, I won't be surprised if women finally take this kind of accessory for themselves, like they did with a classic suit and other 'exclusively male attributes';D
JenniferNorth
06-02-2021, 09:53 PM
I would love to see everyone simply stop responding to him so he will go away.
I think that happened!
charlie61
06-02-2021, 09:59 PM
;) :-*
charlie61
06-02-2021, 10:01 PM
Bahaha, I am always like "If I were a dude, I 'd change my facial hair every damn month! Why don't they do it?' (well, some do,but mostly they do the same. I'd personally try out every damn style of moustache and beard lol)
There re sooo many ways to customize it, I won't be surprised if women finally take this kind of accessory for themselves, like they did with a classic suit and other 'exclusively male attributes';D
Right!! The contour possibilities are endless. It's like permanent makeup... it's so crazy to me!
indiegirl
06-02-2021, 10:04 PM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kPIdRJlzERo
Me seeing a man banned. ..this was my anthem for 3 minutes. Bahaha.
......
Anyways, meeting a fireman in 20 minutes. Woot woot.
JenniferNorth
06-02-2021, 10:05 PM
Charlie, I am going to assume those smiley faces are for me! }:D
On the subject of men's facial hair, my hubby is getting rid of his mutton chops and his chin strap, and for some reason this makes me feel sad. I think you're right, it counters and changes their faces a whole lot more than anyone realizes.
charlie61
06-02-2021, 10:15 PM
Charlie, I am going to assume those smiley faces are for me! }:D
On the subject of men's facial hair, my hubby is getting rid of his mutton chops and his chin strap, and for some reason this makes me feel sad. I think you're right, it counters and changes their faces a whole lot more than anyone realizes.
Right! It's honestly like if i wore a full face of makeup for 9 months straight and then took it off in an instant! It's startling!
Anyway, I've threadjacked enough with this beard stuff, lol!
Genoveve
06-02-2021, 10:19 PM
Raziel is still here. He has a zillion accounts.
JenniferNorth
06-02-2021, 10:24 PM
raziel is still here. He has a zillion accounts.
what. Ugh.
Luci Fer
06-02-2021, 10:50 PM
Raziel is still here. He has a zillion accounts.
Is it true? It's creepy AF.
LoveyDovey
06-03-2021, 08:53 AM
Wouldn't shock me.
Elektra Luxx
06-03-2021, 01:46 PM
It's raining and raining and raining. It's getting me down.
Genoveve
06-03-2021, 05:53 PM
Is it true? It's creepy AF.
Unfortunately yes. All these new accounts started popping up with the same exact writing style and did nothing but interact back and forth with Raziel, 'they' also had a tendency to find and bump yeeeears old threads that Raziel had been active in. He needs serious help.
Luci Fer
06-04-2021, 12:24 AM
I bought a coconut oil and started to use it as a lube in my shows today, and I love it so much! It's really better than any lube, and the smell is just divine! All thanks to this forum! (I didnot have enough courage to use the oil for my kitty though haha)
LoveyDovey
06-04-2021, 08:53 AM
I bought a coconut oil and started to use it as a lube in my shows today, and I love it so much! It's really better than any lube, and the smell is just divine! All thanks to this forum! (I didnot have enough courage to use the oil for my kitty though haha)
My gynecologist actually recommends coconut oil as a lube. She said it's good for your vagina because it's an antibacterial.
Elektra Luxx
06-04-2021, 04:50 PM
I miss escorting sometimes. I miss meeting a stranger and having sex with them. The sense of no knowing this person and danger was a turn on for me. The feeling of being sexy and naughty. Although I'm glad I'm not escorting anymore because it was becoming a chore toward the end.
Aurora_Sunset
06-04-2021, 04:57 PM
I miss escorting sometimes. I miss meeting a stranger and having sex with them. The sense of no knowing this person and danger was a turn on for me. The feeling of being sexy and naughty. Although I'm glad I'm not escorting anymore because it was becoming a chore toward the end.
Me too. I don't miss the anxiety I would get from not knowing a client, but I definitely miss the naughty, "I've a got a secret" feeling I would get from it. Guess it made me feel more interesting and confident.
indiegirl
06-04-2021, 05:45 PM
Everyone seems to be getting called in for work. Sir, are you all emergency responders at night? Do you think I'd purchase a hotel yet? NO. Why would you be booking a lady if you're on call for work on a Friday night? I'm getting sick of getting dolled up, paying for transportation, paying for a hotel and being flaked on. I don't need another day 3 of making zero and losing more money.
Him: Sorry, this is the second time I have to cancel because of work
Me: No worries! *Blocks number*
Do they honestly expect me to book them again and agree to lose money when they reach out to me with their sad excuse? LOL. It's not fair to me. I'm the one spending hundreds yet on the day I accidentally fall asleep they blow up and are pissed/ threaten over the gas to get there locally. Hilarious.
Anyways, My stalker wasn't allowed on my newly cleaned bed today. He wasn't pleased lol:
https://i.ibb.co/k4CNpC9/IMG-3483.jpg (https://ibb.co/9b5QJ5V)
Elektra Luxx
06-04-2021, 06:46 PM
Guess it made me feel more interesting and confident.
Yes, that's exactly it. miss that confident feeling too.
Kylie8585
06-04-2021, 07:54 PM
I miss escorting sometimes. I miss meeting a stranger and having sex with them. The sense of no knowing this person and danger was a turn on for me. The feeling of being sexy and naughty. Although I'm glad I'm not escorting anymore because it was becoming a chore toward the end.
The naughty part is what I enjoy about it. I haven't been escorting as long as many here but I get a thrill out of knowing I'm doing something that many consider taboo. I always had the rep among a lot of people as being the "whore" but now I'm banking doing what I'm good at. While many of them are stuck at dead end retail jobs.
indiegirl
06-05-2021, 05:09 AM
Yes, that's exactly it. miss that confident feeling too.
I remember taking a 4 month break and when I returned thinking "Thank god. I was getting so bored." Plus I don't have a man so I was 4-ish months without sex so things got overdramatic in bed because I was without the "vitamin D". Vanilla life can be so boring sometimes.
miss.a.p1600
06-05-2021, 07:04 AM
I fucked up and told a prospective client I’d meet him at 9
I’m still in bed.
Ugh!!!!
I have till 9:15 to get my ass moving to make it before the deadline.
Genoveve
06-05-2021, 02:02 PM
I have a confession: So I am really into things like the paranormal, UFOs, and especially cryptids, and because I'm so into cryptids it's something that I have read a lot about and I know which areas are known for which sightings, and so whenever I get customers on cam who tell me where they live and they either live in a very rural area or are hunters(and thus spend tons of time in the woods) I always ask them if they have ever heard or seen anything weird 'out there' and I get all kinds of great cryptid stories. I also have ways of getting UFO sightings out of customers. It's so cool! (especially because I get paid for it lol) But I also accept that it's nuts. :alien:
miss.a.p1600
06-05-2021, 07:47 PM
Today is alone time. Just me. Thank heavens!!!!
indiegirl
06-05-2021, 08:10 PM
I'm heavily debating movies on the phone and I'm listening to a mansplainer. He called me a womansplainer in retaliation. It's been an hour. The debate is on!
Elektra Luxx
06-05-2021, 08:50 PM
Vanilla life can be so boring sometimes.
OMG yes! I've been desensitized by my time escorting. I walk around perpetually bored in vanilla life.
lurkingtitties
06-06-2021, 05:38 AM
OMG yes! I've been desensitized by my time escorting. I walk around perpetually bored in vanilla life.
I felt this so hard the first few years after I retired! I’m 4 years out now and am only just starting to get over it because I started traveling for vanilla work.
LoveyDovey
06-06-2021, 06:35 AM
I'm too scared to escort. My father trafficked me when I was in my early teens and I after what he and his buddies put me through I don't think I could handle it. Thank God I didn't get pregnant!
The weird thing though is that after going through those experiences, it made dancing seem like a piece of cake. Especially in a club where there were no contact dances and we had to keep tops and bottoms on during lap dances.
Elektra Luxx
06-06-2021, 01:48 PM
^^^
I'm so very sorry to hear that happened to you. (Hugs)
AuroraJade
06-06-2021, 01:50 PM
I have a confession: So I am really into things like the paranormal, UFOs, and especially cryptids, and because I'm so into cryptids it's something that I have read a lot about and I know which areas are known for which sightings, and so whenever I get customers on cam who tell me where they live and they either live in a very rural area or are hunters(and thus spend tons of time in the woods) I always ask them if they have ever heard or seen anything weird 'out there' and I get all kinds of great cryptid stories. I also have ways of getting UFO sightings out of customers. It's so cool! (especially because I get paid for it lol) But I also accept that it's nuts. :alien:
Thats awesome I should do that too. I love UFOs, aliens, sightings too. I saw an UFO once, 10 years ago and I remember it clearly until this day. Its really something different.
LoveyDovey
06-06-2021, 03:53 PM
I have a confession: So I am really into things like the paranormal, UFOs, and especially cryptids, and because I'm so into cryptids it's something that I have read a lot about and I know which areas are known for which sightings, and so whenever I get customers on cam who tell me where they live and they either live in a very rural area or are hunters(and thus spend tons of time in the woods) I always ask them if they have ever heard or seen anything weird 'out there' and I get all kinds of great cryptid stories. I also have ways of getting UFO sightings out of customers. It's so cool! (especially because I get paid for it lol) But I also accept that it's nuts. :alien:
I've never heard of cryptids before. Had to google them. It's very interesting. I certainly believe there are life forms out there that are different.
Aurora_Sunset
06-06-2021, 06:01 PM
I was pissy that there was no OT offered at work this coming week. They just finally sent out an opportunity for tomorrow.... and I'm not taking it. I know I should, but they need to send these out earlier and get me to agree to it by the end of the workday on Saturday, before I get all comfortable being off work.
charlie61
06-06-2021, 06:43 PM
The unsettling feeling that I'm not doing the job that I'm supposed to be doing is coming back. I feel like i have always belonged in medical. I work in finance, and i know I'll be able to work my way up over time, with tenure and experience. But if i want to be in a different industry, it'd be better to make the change earlier, so i can start working my way up in that area. I don't know. I feel like every job I've tried becomes the same to me, so maybe switching would be stupid. Maybe I'm just feeling hormonal and restless. I just don't know. Finance has always been my most-hated subject, so it's kind of funny that that's what i do.
indiegirl
06-06-2021, 07:13 PM
This stupid Logan Paul / Mayweather fight better not ruin my money tonight. I used to hate boxing and sports when I stripped in Vegas. They'd pull down the TV screen for guys to watch and I'd be mad just standing there.
charlie61
06-06-2021, 07:26 PM
I said some really negative, critical stuff about my partner's hobby tonight. I was driving, wasn't paying much attention to what i was saying, and was 'joking,' but i took the joking too far. I apologized, and told him the truth, that my critical comments come from a place of fear. He accepted the apology, but it was still a step backwards in maturity for me. Last weekend, i went along with him to the track, and we had a good time being there together between his riding sets, but it was really hard for me to see the reality of the sport. His coach is just teaching him how to go faster and faster and faster. Like, 150 into a turn is the new 30. It's scary. It was scary seeing how happy my partner was doing it, too. This is my sweet, intellectual, worldly partner. Ugh.
Sometimes i wish i weren't in a relationship that challenged me so much to evolve and open my world up. But i know that growth is always uncomfortable.
charlie61
06-06-2021, 07:32 PM
Like, sometimes i have these brief fantasy moments of being in a relationship with a beautiful ace woman who doesn't challenge me at all, and we could just have this cozy little life together. But i know that the result, over years and years, would be this unsettling feeling that i never experienced much at all, and i don't think I'd be happy. Whatever happens with my partner and our relationship, I'm going to grow a lot (i already have in our four years together). I love him so much and what we have is great. I'm always trying not to overthink it, and just enjoy the ride.
Sorry, guys, I'm hormonal, lol... just venting.
miss.a.p1600
06-06-2021, 09:47 PM
Im struggling to get past my hypergamous beliefs
It’s been cause of many debates about how I think men should be providers.
I also feel like a slight mega cunt. He’s buying me a ring. But I can’t help but think I want him to spend more so I can get exactly what I want.
Aurora_Sunset
06-07-2021, 02:22 PM
I want more tattoos and piercings soooo badly lately. But, 1) Spending the money on them, especially nice tattoos, would be financially irresponsible as hell right now, and 2) I can't get any while donating plasma regularly. Once you get a new one, you're deferred from donating for an entire year.
JenniferNorth
06-07-2021, 02:45 PM
Miss P, I agree with you-they should be providers. I will gladly work, but you need to be the provider. If I'm providing, it sure isn't to you!
I confess I am a superbitch and just pissy about men. Reading about some of these dudes, thinking of the shitbag I was married to, and watching my husband mining for pretend gold is somehow setting me off lol.
lynn2009
06-07-2021, 06:18 PM
There has been a couple of times lately where I need to enter an emergency contact person information and I can't think of anyone.
indiegirl
06-08-2021, 12:59 AM
Super random, I used to love it when guys would pay for their friends to get a dance from me or if clients would splurge to see me for their birthday and travel from out of state. It made me feel like a queen! lol
Also I love hagglers. 60% off. *eyeroll* I should pull this trick at the dentists office. "All I have is ___." They would look confused and ask me to leave. LOL.
JenniferNorth
06-08-2021, 09:28 AM
I confess I have such crappy feet. I am looking at doing foot fetish work and my feet need to be babied before I can do that stuff again. I've tried soaking them, petroleum jelly, coconut lotion, socks etc and they are looking better, but not fetish-level yet....
WendiStarr
06-08-2021, 10:00 AM
Sometimes I wish I had been born a man. Sometimes I envy how men have the ability to only think about themselves. They can spend all day watching tv while their better half is busy raising kids, cooking, cleaning, etc. They can cheat, guilt-free while their woman is suffering through chemo. They don't lie in bed at night worrying about the kids or what would happen if they suddenly died unexpectedly and worry about who would take care of their kids. All they care about is sticking their dick in any warm, wet orifice. You can say hi to them and they care about nothing other than when they're going to get their rocks off next.
chanzep
06-08-2021, 10:21 AM
On Sunday I got up really early and went to caves and river walk. Spent the whole day walking. Yesterday I slept in lunch break and now I'm just sitting on balcony. Last week I was so good going gym at lunch.