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LoveyDovey
06-08-2021, 11:17 AM
Sometimes I wish I had been born a man. Sometimes I envy how men have the ability to only think about themselves. They can spend all day watching tv while their better half is busy raising kids, cooking, cleaning, etc. They can cheat, guilt-free while their woman is suffering through chemo. They don't lie in bed at night worrying about the kids or what would happen if they suddenly died unexpectedly and worry about who would take care of their kids. All they care about is sticking their dick in any warm, wet orifice. You can say hi to them and they care about nothing other than when they're going to get their rocks off next.
That's not a real man, though. That's a narcissist.
Sadly, there are too many of them.
I confess that now that I worked out and did online grocery shopping, I want to just curl up in my bed and rest. I miss my boyfriend. I want to cuddle with him.
WendiStarr
06-08-2021, 05:12 PM
All of these terrible men are seriously making me want to just become a lesbian.
lynn2009
06-08-2021, 07:06 PM
OMG yes! I've been desensitized by my time escorting. I walk around perpetually bored in vanilla life.
Sweetie your inbox is full.
miss.a.p1600
06-08-2021, 07:49 PM
L said he wants to be everything I need n deserve....
Well sir, you better keep that money coming in - that's what I need n deserve!
Elektra Luxx
06-09-2021, 02:15 AM
Sweetie your inbox is full.
I cleared up space.
lurkingtitties
06-09-2021, 04:22 AM
All of these terrible men are seriously making me want to just become a lesbian.
I think about that often too! Smaller dating pool but I bed it’s way more quality over quantity. I used to get hit on a lot by lesbian/bi women when I was involved in the burner scene and I always thought my love life would be so much easier if I were attracted to women.
miss.a.p1600
06-09-2021, 05:02 AM
All of these terrible men are seriously making me want to just become a lesbian.
Unfortunately that won’t solve your problem lol because there is no shortage of deranged women either.
But at least we women look n smell nicer than men.
carmen_b
06-09-2021, 07:24 AM
^ I find that too.
Women can be appear very together but under the surface they are often not fully together. :/
I think that women just hide flaws and " present " better than men sometimes.
JenniferNorth
06-09-2021, 09:38 AM
^ Agree with this. We present better and we handle our BO WAY better lol. But that's it.
indiegirl
06-09-2021, 12:00 PM
Me when I post a simple comment on youtube and shit blows up with 1000+ likes.....*feeling embarrassed wanting to walk out* I didn't expect my comment to be noticed to that extent hahaha.
Anyways, I'm so grateful I got this grocery delivery to me again completed. I was ready to nap for hours and didn't want to waste this persons time.
charlie61
06-09-2021, 05:47 PM
This sounds silly, but I'm proud of myself for setting up a friend date on Friday! I've never had a platonic friendship as an adult. I hang out with a friend once and then never again, or i date people instead of befriending them. I have major intimacy issues with friendships (but not relationships)...i lose interest immediately after spending time with prospective friends. Challenging myself to keep this one going, as i know it'd be so healthy for me to have a friend!
SnuffleUffleGrass
06-10-2021, 07:36 AM
This sounds silly, but I'm proud of myself for setting up a friend date on Friday! I've never had a platonic friendship as an adult. I hang out with a friend once and then never again, or i date people instead of befriending them. I have major intimacy issues with friendships (but not relationships)...i lose interest immediately after spending time with prospective friends. Challenging myself to keep this one going, as i know it'd be so healthy for me to have a friend!
This isn't silly. I'm happy for you.
Confession- had a sloppy joe for breakfast. Adulthood is eating whatever you want for breakfast.
LoveyDovey
06-10-2021, 07:40 AM
^^ Sometimes I'll eat weird random stuff for breakfast. Like a pot pie or spaghetti.
miss.a.p1600
06-10-2021, 08:23 AM
Pizza for breakfast
But today I did eat a cbd brownie for breakfast
lynn2009
06-10-2021, 12:43 PM
.......
indiegirl
06-10-2021, 03:54 PM
This geriatric woman (aka me) is considering napping through today while closing my eyes listening to harry potter movies. I literally got home at 3am and I'm wondering how the hell I even busted my ass at the stripclub that late or the random early hours of working.
I've been trying hard to see this customer after he's done watching a movie today but I feel I need a day off this week instead of working 7 days a week for the most part.
charlie61
06-10-2021, 04:10 PM
My partner is a wonderful cook, and i hate cooking, so we're a good match (i clean up afterwards to keep the workload balanced). But I'm honestly perfectly happy eating very simple, healthy meals that require little cook time and little effort. His food is more delicious, and I'm grateful for his efforts, but i don't need fancy cooking. I made myself a little garbanzo-bean salad that was soooo good, and packed with veggies, healthy fats, and vitamin c, and it took me like 10 minutes to put together! I'd be perfectly happy eating like that all of the time.
WendiStarr
06-10-2021, 06:58 PM
I'm pms craving so bad tonight.
miss.a.p1600
06-10-2021, 09:29 PM
L said his ex wife text him saying it hurt her to see him with me.
Once I realized it was her I tried to walk away from him to make it seem like we weren't together so that she wouldn't retaliate against him later
But it was too late n she saw us.
I feel bad. But at the same time I think women need to start doing like men......
They compartmentalize well, they do not gaf, n have zero emotions after the relationship is over.
chanzep
06-10-2021, 09:40 PM
She should be moving on they are divorced.
indiegirl
06-10-2021, 09:51 PM
I'm pms craving so bad tonight.
I so feel this.
I'm counting down the hours until I'm allowed to eat. My boobs are starting to hurt again in preparation.
Sidenote: Did anyone else get the amazon prime $10 credit for being a member? Or is this a scam?
miss.a.p1600
06-10-2021, 09:58 PM
L asked me to send him a pic of my breasts
I simply googled some breasts that looked similar and sent it to him lol!
Haha can't believe he can't tell the difference
miss.a.p1600
06-10-2021, 10:04 PM
I so feel this.
I'm counting down the hours until I'm allowed to eat. My boobs are starting to hurt again in preparation.
Sidenote: Did anyone else get the amazon prime $10 credit for being a member? Or is this a scam?
It's real
Its only if you spend $10 with specific sellers though then they send you a $10 gift Gard/credit by email to used during prime day
indiegirl
06-11-2021, 12:22 AM
I'm storing the fly zapper electric wand in my room. The war is ending.
This same type of fly has been coming in my room for months. I thought flies died after 24 hours? Where are they coming from? It appears like a fruit fly but larger? Found one in my bathroom a few weeks ago and brought the wand out but sure enough they're still coming in the house.
All I know is that the fly zapper is next to my bed now to ward them off.
Worst feeling is knowing 2 customers lost their dogs at the same time. I'm terrible with consoling during appointments. I don't know what to say since I'm terrible with words.
indiegirl
06-11-2021, 08:28 AM
All of these terrible men are seriously making me want to just become a lesbian.
I sometimes frequent the thought if I can turn lesbian when I get treated poorly and maybe being lesbian is easier. hahaha
WendiStarr
06-11-2021, 12:51 PM
I took the trash out in my bikini since I was in the pool when I realized that the trash had to go out. BD protested it and tried to get me to change into ugly clothes because he said the doctor next door would see me out there in my bikini and probably stare. I said so what? The gross neighbor across the street hangs out on her front lawn in underwear with her beer gut and fat ass hanging out. BD has no problem at all, staring at that. I obtained much enjoyment from BD's reaction at me defying him, the gross neighbor's jaw dropping and her quickly going inside and closing her curtains, and the doctor peeping at me. I'm not interested in the doctor at all. I just wanted BD to realize that I am not totally undesirable and could do better than him.
lurkingtitties
06-11-2021, 01:14 PM
^^oh he knows...if he’s telling you that you are it’s to try and bring down your self esteem so you don’t find someone better!
miss.a.p1600
06-11-2021, 01:57 PM
I should be working but I was having an emotional breakdown (upset cause a client canceled but didn’t tell me till I drove all the way out there)
I had a meltdown
I figured I could take a quick nap to reset my mood.
Now it’s 2 hours later
Fml
Angela888
06-11-2021, 02:02 PM
I should be working but I was having an emotional breakdown (upset cause a client canceled but didn’t tell me till I drove all the way out there)
I had a meltdown
I figured I could take a quick nap to reset my mood.
Now it’s 2 hours later
Fml
That’s horrendous! Poor you! I’d ask him to compensate you and if he doesn’t I’d block him. There are plenty of perves out there who don’t let you down and mess you about so is not waste my time even thinking about taking a booking from him again (personally) but I’m a hard Bitch now x
Staci
06-11-2021, 04:11 PM
I took the trash out in my bikini since I was in the pool when I realized that the trash had to go out. BD protested it and tried to get me to change into ugly clothes because he said the doctor next door would see me out there in my bikini and probably stare. I said so what? The gross neighbor across the street hangs out on her front lawn in underwear with her beer gut and fat ass hanging out. BD has no problem at all, staring at that. I obtained much enjoyment from BD's reaction at me defying him, the gross neighbor's jaw dropping and her quickly going inside and closing her curtains, and the doctor peeping at me. I'm not interested in the doctor at all. I just wanted BD to realize that I am not totally undesirable and could do better than him.
He could have offered to take it out himself. LOL
indiegirl
06-12-2021, 05:58 AM
Me making a mistake last night with someone I shouldn’t have even seen and now facing the consequences in the morning trying that awkward leave. I’m ready to go but every time I move he wants me to come back. I’m leaving soon now that I voiced it.
miss.a.p1600
06-12-2021, 06:58 AM
I kind of miss the old dude.
His house was bigger, he had more money (I think), we went out to restaurants all the time (I'm a complete foodie), and I think his dick was bigger (not that I'm a size queen or anything but still....)
I would have stayed or made more of an effort to make it work had it not been for him saying he didn't want to marry again nor have more kids.
xxxGothBarbie
06-12-2021, 10:32 AM
I enjoyed SO much sneaking into my hometown for a month without visiting any relatives that would've expected me to otherwise. I did run into my sister's hubby outside of his shop but I tried to avoid him it as much as I could. He probably told my sister who will tell my mom that they saw me & they'll be pissed bc I didn't tell them I was in town. They never call me so why in the hell would I wanna risk my exposure to covid while letting my vaccine immunity build up?! Nooope! Don't think so, besides I'm sooo much happier when I'm not around them.
JenniferNorth
06-13-2021, 02:40 PM
Hubby, kids and I went to a petting zoo that had a kitten barn. We got to hold a baby boy kitten that was SO tiny and only 7 weeks old. It made me miss and want my boy kitties who passed recently. I desperately want another boy kitty, but my only living cat is 17, and I don't think I can do that to her and not let her live out her golden years in peace...
LoveyDovey
06-13-2021, 02:54 PM
I really hate the fact that my bitch twin sister told my asshole father lies about me so she could claim my share of what was supposed to be my inheritance. I wrote about it in the book I released BC I want the world to know what a horrible person she is.
Part of me wants to fuck with her and piss her off in some other way though.
Edit: I'm choosing to stay positive. My success alone will piss her off enough.
I would have received at least $100,000 from the family estate. Fuck her.
Aurora_Sunset
06-13-2021, 04:15 PM
It's real
Its only if you spend $10 with specific sellers though then they send you a $10 gift Gard/credit by email to used during prime day
What!? They posted about this shit in the bathroom at work, as though it was a special thing they were just doing for employees during prime week. What a bunch of liars lol
miss.a.p1600
06-14-2021, 06:06 AM
I really hate the fact that my bitch twin sister told my asshole father lies about me so she could claim my share of what was supposed to be my inheritance. I wrote about it in the book I released BC I want the world to know what a horrible person she is.
Part of me wants to fuck with her and piss her off in some other way though.
Edit: I'm choosing to stay positive. My success alone will piss her off enough.
I would have received at least $100,000 from the family estate. Fuck her.
F her!!!
You’ll get the 100k another way….
Perhaps from book sales or another source
LoveyDovey
06-14-2021, 06:53 AM
F her!!!
You’ll get the 100k another way….
Perhaps from book sales or another source
Thanks Miss ap. Hope so.
miss.a.p1600
06-14-2021, 03:45 PM
Cant wait till I can get home and take another thc capsule.
It’s been a long fucking week n it’s only Monday
WendiStarr
06-14-2021, 08:01 PM
Sometimes I watch Bridgerton at night, despite having seen all the episodes. I used to do this with Mad Men but Mad Men is no longer on Netflix. The familiarity gives me some comfort for some reason.
JenniferNorth
06-15-2021, 07:20 AM
It’s been a long fucking week n it’s only Monday
I heard that. It's Tuesday and I'm like.....so.....is this week over? Can we just jump straight into the next one? LOL
Aurora_Sunset
06-15-2021, 03:04 PM
I made a TikTok video!
Never thought I would - I used to not understand the app at all. I'm a little pissy that I had a cut a lot of stuff I was planning on because of the 1 minute video rule. They've rolled out trials of 3-minute videos for some users but you have to have a ton of followers to be granted access to testing that feature. Oh well. It's kinda rough-looking but I'm pretty happy with how it turned out.
It's a feel-good video for Pride, so I hope it reaches some people and makes them happy.
lynn2009
06-15-2021, 04:15 PM
I would like to have kids someday but I don't think I'll ever find a spouse and I don't think I could handle all the stress or work myself.
LoveyDovey
06-15-2021, 07:00 PM
I would go on my 3rd long walk today but I am just too stoned to do it.
xxxGothBarbie
06-15-2021, 07:38 PM
Kinda wished this one person was jumping for joy that I'm finally in town since we've never met but alas they aren't LOL
I was hoping to flirt then leave him hanging.... I'm an asshole LOL
miss.a.p1600
06-15-2021, 09:14 PM
I would go on my 3rd long walk today but I am just too stoned to do it.
LOL!
I had some edibles here a few weeks ago and i swear one of the pieces was waaaay stronger than the other.
Let me tell you………I was super high like the only thing I could do was lay in the bed. I think I fell asleep and when k woke up I was surprised by that reaction.
LoveyDovey
06-15-2021, 09:23 PM
^^I wound up going on my 3rd long walk today. All of a sudden I had to go out and explore lol and watch the sunset too.
They definitely help you sleep well! I'm going to pass out soon!
SnuffleUffleGrass
06-16-2021, 06:34 AM
I confess I enjoyed my lazy summer vacation.
indiegirl
06-16-2021, 08:41 AM
I promise myself I will get school figured out on certain dates and don't do it. My last final date was on the 15th when Cali reopened. Now it's the 16th. I need to push my ass to do it. I'm scared of change but it is needed.
indiegirl
06-16-2021, 10:09 AM
Also I gave someone 60 bucks just to shut the fuck up today. Sometimes it is worth it when they're annoying. I'm 32 yrs old. I'm not fighting over something stupid you want to yell at me for even though you're older. It's 60 bucks for my "cancel fee" for him typing on the computer...and I was busy. Funny how nice they became when they received it & wanted to book outcalls. I'm good. I'm realizing your drama is not needed. Basically I was charged for not seeing a customer my former pimp booked and was pissed the guy wanted to still see me not getting a cut. I wasn't feeling good and expressed that to him before the appt. I've never had my former female booker do that to me. She's only for high volume emails. I couldn't imagine marrying a man like that.