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charlie61
07-22-2021, 12:07 PM
Agreed! Things were moving in a consistently positive direction for months but now it’s back to square one! Really not sure what to do from here. When we got back together I told him that even though everything felt warm and fuzzy and perfect, things would happen in the future that would trigger his trust issues and we would need to deal with it the right way next time. He agreed and promised things would be different but now the same stuff is happening again…

Yeah, the energy of his reactions is honestly a little scary to me. Someone accusing me of lying that frequently would feel similar to gaslighting, though it seems like it isn't intentional on his part. Just seems really unpredictable and explosive. I would start to feel constantly on-edge around someone like that, just waiting for the next landmine.

moneybags
07-22-2021, 04:36 PM
I cut off my twin flame. I cried on the way home, but I need to get over him. I’m really gonna miss him, but I have to move on with my life. It’s not fair to me. Sigh. I wish him the best. But I’m all or nothing when it comes to love-that’s my boundary. If you can’t love me 100 I don’t want nothing to do with you. I gonna work. First, I’m gonna take myself out to eat. I have Monday off. I’ll let myself have a good cry then. But for now I just need to make money.

carmen_b
07-22-2021, 05:15 PM
^ He’s not your twin !
:)
Better dude out there totally single and ready to meet you.

LoveyD
07-22-2021, 05:51 PM
Money, I've been in that same situation. You are worth 100 and you deserve it. Your heart will heal, you will move on, and you'll find the right one when the time is right. Make yourself the priority first. Hugs to you. Been there.

moneybags
07-22-2021, 06:36 PM
^ He’s not your twin !
:)
Better dude out there totally single and ready to meet you.

I totally thought about that! Im gonna move on and stop calling him “my twin flame”-I think it’s unhealthy. It’s soooo rare for me to connect with anyone though. It could be an unhealthy relationship pattern-being attracted to unavailable men. I think I’m gonna find another person-just to be safe. He helped me with what I legitimately needed help with. I’m at a place where I really don’t need him anymore. Plenty of other fish. I just need to move on.

Thanks.

Rejection is Gods redirection. Now that I think about it him alternating being being an asshole and being nice is a big red flag. Probably for the best I’m not talking to him anymore.


Namastay-away.

whirlerz
07-22-2021, 08:00 PM
I had a convo w/my crush roomie, asked him if his boss'd be interested in buying our bldg, since new LL's seem to be going in that direction & he'd previously expressed interest..

He said no, he really doesn't have the $ rn.

I have a table top fountain, (which I can't get it to run) & I then asked him if he could help me with it, he said "Yes, is that a sexual innuendo"?

Lmao:rotfl:

miss.a.p1600
07-22-2021, 08:20 PM
^Ahahaha

Let him quench his thirst at the glorious fountain of whirl ez

lurkingtitties
07-23-2021, 05:05 AM
Yeah, the energy of his reactions is honestly a little scary to me. Someone accusing me of lying that frequently would feel similar to gaslighting, though it seems like it isn't intentional on his part. Just seems really unpredictable and explosive. I would start to feel constantly on-edge around someone like that, just waiting for the next landmine.

I was sad about it yesterday morning but by the afternoon when it got to the 24 hour mark since I heard from him my feelings changed to resignation. I guess that’s a dealbreaker (that I didn’t even know I had until now, because it’s such ridiculous behavior that it would never cross my mind that a boyfriend would act this way) and the love I have for him is too damaged now to be able to repair. I couldn’t marry or have a family with someone who fucks off for days at a time when he’s mad at me.

carmen_b
07-23-2021, 06:20 AM
^Agreed.
I feel for you in this too .
I’m not sure if these false accusations are a Narc behavior thing or not but it does seem very manipulative.
It seems like he is trying to “ pin “ you in a position where you are like “ oh ok whatever “ to keep peace.
Narcs will do these minor “ tests “ before bigger abuse.

I don’t know if that is the case !
It just seems “ off “ . :(

Yes, normal people don’t ignore partners for 24 hours.
I feel like it’s really disrespectful to not be straight ( if he wants to part ways or something he should be straight forward ).

carmen_b
07-23-2021, 09:15 AM
I'm sure he could find an outlet to " plug into " lol .
Maybe into you and maybe an outlet on a wall to get your fountain going who knows.


I had a convo w/my crush roomie, asked him if his boss'd be interested in buying our bldg, since new LL's seem to be going in that direction & he'd previously expressed interest..

He said no, he really doesn't have the $ rn.

I have a table top fountain, (which I can't get it to run) & I then asked him if he could help me with it, he said "Yes, is that a sexual innuendo"?

Lmao:rotfl:

SnuffleUffleGrass
07-23-2021, 11:15 AM
Trigger warning- suicide














I was informed a friend of mine killed herself. Confession- Coincidentally the day before she did it I was having an extreme depressive episode. I wonder if I sensed her sadness. Now she is free of this terrible world that was bad to her, she is in a better place.

WendiStarr
07-23-2021, 07:56 PM
I suck at keeping my Twitter updated. I just randomly checked it today and saw that I lost a bunch of followers.

miss.a.p1600
07-24-2021, 10:03 AM
I almost got caught yesterday.

L and I took some thc last night.

He’s sprawled out on the couch high af. Meanwhile I’m high but moving around, cleaning. Then he’s like “how are you able to move around? Do you not feel this?”

My tolerance is a bit higher due to me having a personal stash so the 25mg hit him harder than it hit me.

I had to play it off like “oh I just have a little more control over it”

Then earlier I did admit that I indulged without him only cause I was in physical pain and needed it to help me sleep. I don’t know if he suspects anything.

I haven’t figured out how I’m going to keep my personal thc stash without having him policing my thc usage n requiring we can only do it together

carmen_b
07-24-2021, 03:43 PM
^ Put it in a makeup container.
He won’t ever know .
There are even products for that ( containers that feel / weigh like something but have a compartment in it ).
I don’t think you should hide anything personally ( just be yourself ) .

Don’t put anything in drawers . Everyone looks there , ha.

JGB2009
07-24-2021, 09:33 PM
You like me so much that it scares me.................although I am not getting married I feel like Julia Roberts in the movie called Runaway Bride.

indiegirl
07-25-2021, 09:36 PM
I'm officially a tenant and not an owner of my house. I'm at 350,000 profit I get in my pocket if I were to leave this house now but I'm waiting to make more money off it. Thank god my mom's husband works in real estate and wanted to look out for me. My brother wanted off co-signing to start his life with his wife and end our drama. Kinda didn't want to leave (it was a discussion we had about leaving) but it's not the right time because of my line of work as well as my set up with the doggo's. I can't have a plethora of custie's in a random place like Arkansas. LOL.

Apparently this house is a cash cow when I viewed it as a nightmare.

I'm staying until I finish school, and having a kid by myself (maybe a man alongside me if he's worth it) and leaving the hell out of California.

indiegirl
07-26-2021, 07:24 AM
^ He’s not your twin !
:)
Better dude out there totally single and ready to meet you.

Totally thought twin flame meant you came together in this world as twins. My sister went under a QHHT hypnosis I paid for and my twin brother and sister were apparently together in a past life and she had a past life with my mom. I was brand new to the scene *eyeroll*. Apparently I just shuffled my way into this life like "hey beetch!!!" LOL. I got more feedback about me during her hypnosis session and I didn't expect it nor did she ask.

Super interesting how that hypnosis level works and how there's so many different types of healing like reiki, sound therapy, etc.

miss.a.p1600
07-26-2021, 09:03 AM
Please tell me why tf I just peeped my married former coworker.

The one I let give me head. Lol!

Finally saw the wife he had hidden for so long. She looks just like him.

He gained a lot of weight and has hella grey hair.

Guess all that cheating n lying is aging him fast.

indiegirl
07-26-2021, 11:22 PM
5 days until vacation. WAHOOOO!

indiegirl
07-26-2021, 11:24 PM
I've subscribed to an insane amount of threads over the years on here and have organised them into an insane amount of folders, I think it's about 40. Some are useful, some are interesting and some are just for fun, many I very rarely look at. I should probably cut down on the folders, but I have a feeling I won't.

I don't think I've ever done a subscription or check how to? I just click and scroll down or start off wherever ya'll left off :P!

WendiStarr
07-27-2021, 06:03 PM
I feel like I'm going crazy. I am having nausea all day and night long and smell sensitivity. I can't stand the smell of eggs or raw meat. This feels deja vu like identical to when I was pregnant but I'm not pregnant. Now I'm also having the boob zingers like I did while pregnant. Why the hell or how the hell could menstrual suppression meds that also work as birth control do this? I'm going nuts.

charlie61
07-27-2021, 06:34 PM
I feel like I'm going crazy. I am having nausea all day and night long and smell sensitivity. I can't stand the smell of eggs or raw meat. This feels deja vu like identical to when I was pregnant but I'm not pregnant. Now I'm also having the boob zingers like I did while pregnant. Why the hell or how the hell could menstrual suppression meds that also work as birth control do this? I'm going nuts.

Hormones are powerful. I'm assuming the meds are stopping the bleeding by changing your hormones.

NatalieCentro
07-28-2021, 01:23 AM
I feel like I'm going crazy. I am having nausea all day and night long and smell sensitivity. I can't stand the smell of eggs or raw meat. This feels deja vu like identical to when I was pregnant but I'm not pregnant. Now I'm also having the boob zingers like I did while pregnant. Why the hell or how the hell could menstrual suppression meds that also work as birth control do this? I'm going nuts.

I took those for a while and had a lot of the same side effects. These basically put you in an artificial menopause. Orgaziming helps, so rub one out to feel better ;)

lynn2009
07-28-2021, 04:07 PM
I gave up on a yoga video early today. Not because the exercises were too hard but the poses were too involved and complicated and it was annoying.

chanzep
07-28-2021, 08:55 PM
I want to go back to the club so I can glam it up lol. I have 2 wigs and a bunch of unworn makeup i want to wear. I want to wear glitter eyeshadow etc!

indiegirl
07-29-2021, 12:46 AM
I confess I am back into watching the gymnastics cheering Rebeca Andrade on from Brazil. Everything about her floor routine shows she must have a background in ballet or jazz or a trainer who does and I'm loving it. Her turn out, arm/hand movements, and pointed toes compared to most gymnasts is refreshing LOL!

Random, apparently breakdancing is entering the 2024 Olympics.

miss.a.p1600
07-29-2021, 05:59 AM
Why tf does L’s bath towel smell like bodussy (booty, Dick, and pussy + cum)?

I’m going to get my bath towels monogrammed because I refuse to use towels that had been used by a man.

He always smells good himself but his towel???

Soon as he gets out of here n goes to work I’m washing that damn towel.

WendiStarr
07-29-2021, 07:30 AM
^ Omg, that made me laugh out loud. I thought about that Bernie Mac episode. "It smells like badussy in here!"

Oops, forgot to add my confession, I had a sex dream about an ex licking my pussy again and I gave myself an orgasm thinking about it.

WendiStarr
07-30-2021, 07:33 AM
I lost my temper with BD and ended up slapping him. I've never done that before. I think we're permanently over even though he keeps begging me to stay.

LoveyD
07-30-2021, 08:29 AM
^^ Sounds like he is "hoovering" now...

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/captivating-crimes/202003/hoovering-and-the-narcissistic-victim

I need to go find another podcast to speak on regarding my near death experience.

ava$
07-30-2021, 09:01 AM
I lost my temper with BD and ended up slapping him. I've never done that before. I think we're permanently over even though he keeps begging me to stay.
I used to do this regularly, it was from all his bs over n over.

carmen_b
07-30-2021, 09:14 AM
Wendi :
He has been such an ass !
Abusive !
I hope you can minimize contact but get some $$ out of him !

miss.a.p1600
07-30-2021, 12:41 PM
Why tf does L’s bath towel smell like bodussy (booty, Dick, and pussy + cum)?

I’m going to get my bath towels monogrammed because I refuse to use towels that had been used by a man.

He always smells good himself but his towel???

Soon as he gets out of here n goes to work I’m washing that damn towel.



He threw that damn towel away.

Thank goodness!!!!

LoveyD
07-30-2021, 02:09 PM
I've been binge watching MAKEOVERGUY on Youtube all morning. I want a makeover so bad. Need to do something new and different with my hair. I don't like my color, and I need a fresh new cut.

whirlerz
07-30-2021, 02:25 PM
I've been binge watching MAKEOVERGUY on Youtube all morning. I want a makeover so bad. Need to do something new and different with my hair. I don't like my color, and I need a fresh new cut.

Yes,I cut like 6+" off my hair, got bangs, & had my color redone (I touch up my gray roots w/Wella Kloreston, NN dark blond (for gray) also mix in gray magic additive.

I'm glad the colorist (master) toned down the brassy blond from mid length down, my hair grows fast. so I do my own touch ups, but, I could've used a few foil highlights, :(

whirlerz
07-30-2021, 02:29 PM
Also, using the LOA for my crush upstairs, I'll say to myself, "Oh my husband's gone to work", etc lol.:-[:hyper:

ava$
07-30-2021, 02:54 PM
I've been binge watching MAKEOVERGUY on Youtube all morning. I want a makeover so bad. Need to do something new and different with my hair. I don't like my color, and I need a fresh new cut.
I need something different also, I’ve let my bayalage grow out but it matches the dark in the bayalage but I saw those chunky highlights r in again like the Kelly Clarkson ones from the 2000’s, was wondering if people r really wearing this again?

Genoveve
07-30-2021, 04:17 PM
I need something different also, I’ve let my bayalage grow out but it matches the dark in the bayalage but I saw those chunky highlights r in again like the Kelly Clarkson ones from the 2000’s, was wondering if people r really wearing this again?

I am loving chunky highlights, maybe not like THIS: 55702

But definitely like this: 55703

The last time I went to a salon I used these Beyonce hair pics as my reference, I was like "I know it's chunky and dated and unnatural looking but that's what I want."

5570455705

lynn2009
07-30-2021, 04:47 PM
I don't like that China has so many more gold medals than the United States so far in the Olympics. And they are only one behind us in total count.

ava$
07-30-2021, 04:57 PM
I am loving chunky highlights, maybe not like THIS: 55702

But definitely like this: 55703

The last time I went to a salon I used these Beyonce hair pics as my reference, I was like "I know it's chunky and dated and unnatural looking but that's what I want."

5570455705
those Beyoncé piks r pretty much what I’ve been seeing people have like Kylie but hers was darker…. I remember the maintenance on this was kind of a lot I like the roots look cause it’s so low maintenance but it’s old on me I’ve been doing it way too long

ava$
07-30-2021, 06:29 PM
My old hair guy did this, and I really liked it. My hair is a lot longer now but the ends are dry and fried. I do my own color, a 5N. .I'm just wondering if there's a better at-home beauty supply store hair color out there that won't dry out your hair so much. The one I use is a box dye from Sprouts and it dries out my hair, making it all frizzy. I bought a hydrating hair mask today to help it.
It looks good, have u tried olaplex? I’d try to order it n put the 1 in dye and use the step 2 when washing

LoveyD
07-30-2021, 06:36 PM
^^ I used to use olaplex, and you're reminding me to use it again. I loved what it did for my hair.

chanzep
07-30-2021, 06:42 PM
I like the colour of your hair also. You should maybe get a colour from Sally and do it. They have the fake olaplex too which I use it comes in purple box . Absolute perfection it's called.

LoveyD
07-30-2021, 06:49 PM
^^ yes, I remember that dupe! Going to Sally's tomorrow. Thanks for reminding me!

I'm sorry, I feel like I'm threadjacking..

kamiliam
07-30-2021, 07:11 PM
^^ I used to use olaplex, and you're reminding me to use it again. I loved what it did for my hair.

I just bought the number 3 again after getting a sample after a long break. I turned away from it because unfortunately everything else in that line makes my hair look like a limp greasy mess after no more then 2 days. But 3 once a week is a godsend, tried a lot of the other protein builders on the market and it's the best I've found, even in its diluted mass market form.

charlie61
07-30-2021, 07:30 PM
I've only worked with one dancer from stripperweb (to my knowledge) - we would hang out after work back in my college days. She died a few years ago. Likely a heroin overdose. I found out when i was at work, at my vanilla job. I remember when i first saw her using - we were at work, and i was beyond horrified. I knew that that's how she'd die. But it was still sad hearing that it actually happened.

ava$
07-30-2021, 07:38 PM
I like the colour of your hair also. You should maybe get a colour from Sally and do it. They have the fake olaplex too which I use it comes in purple box . Absolute perfection it's called.
Does it work just as good as olaplex?

chanzep
07-30-2021, 07:59 PM
I only ever did Olaplex at salon twice and I think.so. When I started using this stuff my hair was wrecked from being died from almost black to platinum at one point blonde plus flat ironed from curly for 10 years. I don't bleach anymore though just highlift tint to honey blonde. I think it works I have been using since 2016.

SnuffleUffleGrass
07-31-2021, 07:54 AM
I don't like that China has so many more gold medals than the United States so far in the Olympics. And they are only one behind us in total count.

This is an unpopular truth but China is the United State's biggest rival. I'm not surprised they're crushing it at the Olympics.

Confession- I'm going shopping tomorrow dammit. I've earned some girly recreation time.

indiegirl
08-04-2021, 09:39 AM
:P I confess I caused a man to miss his Trivia Game night he does weekly because I was napping. You could see the frustration/ attempt at patience on his face when I woke up on his couch. "We still have time to go" and I ended up rolling over to my left side and napping more lol.