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carmen_b
08-04-2021, 11:49 AM
Omg
I’m the worst vacationer !
I love lounging and being lazy on precious vacation days.
J is hungry for something “ exciting “ and that sounds exhausting to me !!
I warned him I like lazy vacations and that I have pissed friends off in the past over it ! :/

Hopefully a comedy show as an outing is a good mid point tonight !

WendiStarr
08-04-2021, 04:02 PM
I drank a milkshake today. My nausea has been so bad but a milkshake sounded good and it was.

WendiStarr
08-05-2021, 08:08 AM
I'm seriously considering lying to my cam custies and saying that I'm pregnant again. These meds make my belly look pregnant and I have terrible nausea all day and night long that feels like morning sickness and smell sensitivity. I might as well use the pregnant feeling to my advantage$.

indiegirl
08-07-2021, 04:49 AM
I've postponed my jury duty again until January 31st. This is how it's gonna be if they keep wanting to send me jury duty summons multiple times a year. I'm planning on showing up in my pajamas.

trustfundkiller
08-07-2021, 10:01 AM
I've postponed my jury duty again until January 31st. This is how it's gonna be if they keep wanting to send me jury duty summons multiple times a year. I'm planning on showing up in my pajamas.
Can you try to get out of it? I once got summoned for jury duty and I wrote in with a letter saying that I have to go out of town to take care of a sick relative. At least here, it's pretty easy to get out of if you make up an excuse.

trustfundkiller
08-07-2021, 10:05 AM
I'm sick of summer so I'm burning a pumpkin spice candle and it is now fall in my mind. Who says you can't extend your favorite season by a month? We don't have seasons in Miami anyway, so August might as well be October.

indiegirl
08-07-2021, 10:37 AM
Can you try to get out of it? I once got summoned for jury duty and I wrote in with a letter saying that I have to go out of town to take care of a sick relative. At least here, it's pretty easy to get out of if you make up an excuse.

I've usually used the excuse of moving but this time around it seems different? They want proof you've changed areas with a recent bill instead of the address change only. It's so stupid!

I'm planning on showing up in pajamas, saying I'm unemployed, and saying "if this person is here they're not innocent and wasting the publics time going to trial."

They need to summon the retired elderly for jury duty who have the time to chill watching golf. Some of these trials last forever.

SnuffleUffleGrass
08-07-2021, 11:12 AM
I confess working in restaurants has turned me into a coffee snob.

The quality of restaurant coffee is higher than what most people get at the grocery store, so I've been waiting to get my coffee at work rather than brew at home.

On this topic, Costco changed suppliers for its house brand (Kirkland) and it's not as good as it used to be. I noticed immediately.

SnuffleUffleGrass
08-07-2021, 11:13 AM
I've usually used the excuse of moving but this time around it seems different? They want proof you've changed areas with a recent bill instead of the address change only. It's so stupid!

I'm planning on showing up in pajamas, saying I'm unemployed, and saying "if this person is here they're not innocent and wasting the publics time going to trial."

They need to summon the retired elderly for jury duty who have the time to chill watching golf. Some of these trials last forever.


I totally agree. With the Internet it would be easy to do a Volunteer pool of people who can serve for Jury Duty & not be taken away from important things like jobs or kids. Someone should get that ball rolling in state legislatures.

chanzep
08-07-2021, 11:18 AM
I am Sat inside with A.C. On blinds closed burning a fall candle. I feel like a cozy day.

miss.a.p1600
08-08-2021, 04:45 AM
Im Taking advantage of L sleeping in like a fairy queen and using stripper webs right next to him LOL!!!

miss.a.p1600
08-08-2021, 07:20 AM
L’s brother pops up n L tells me at the last minute.

Well I guess I’m just going to be myself at this moment: Hair messy, teeth unbrushed, n no bra

……should have warned me ahead of time.

Oh well!

carmen_b
08-08-2021, 07:32 AM
NO pop in guests !

I wish ugh !

LaurenAus
08-08-2021, 08:01 AM
think I'm losing a very longtime friend to the anti science, anti vax community. We were childhood friends, she moved abroad for years and was now planning to move back but she's become a person I don't like. I was okay with her stating her opinion and then us moving on but she just got Delta, sent me a video of her gloating and sunbathing in the sun, and basically mocking the virus. I said I was glad she was healthy but not to mock the pandemic as she knows it's something I take seriously; we got into it big time and to be honest I'm just disgusted. I don't know how to remain friends with someone whose values are in direct opposition with mine. It was bad enough that she became a Trump fan and thought the capitol takeover was hilarious, and other things like thinking white male privilege is a myth, but now this? Fuck that. It's true that this last year has really driven a wedge through relationships and now I'm feeling it.

carmen_b
08-08-2021, 08:45 AM
Do you ever get into phases where you are SO bored and frustrated ?
I feel like that is me lately ! Ugh ! I probably need to drag my calendar out and put the " things to look forward to " literally written down on it .
That is my usual trick to get out of feeling blah. I am just REALLY feeling it lately !
I will try to do yoga tonight or tomorrow and then book a massage for Tues. or Wed. as a starting point.
I want to " think bigger " though than that !!

carmen_b
08-08-2021, 08:49 AM
I may delete this confession.
I feel like my partner is being bit of a high maintenence nightmare lately.
He didn't even really do anything but that whole " entertain me " constantly vibe of our terrible vacation ...... whoa ..... I just can not take that energy thrown on me.

It was only three days but I should have made my plans to get away for 3-4 hours a day.
I have done that before when going to Vegas. I like booking a spa thing so my travel companions know that is where I'll be 3-4 hours in the day ( aka not available to them ). I was on a tight budget this time and didn't book it. It is my usual hack.

I thought I wouldn't need time to myself in the next 3-4 days because I had a few solo days last week if I remember right.
I am now rethinking it. :/

I have only been home 3 days out of the last 11 , maybe that is why I'm so off.

LoveyD
08-08-2021, 08:56 AM
Dear Assholes in my life,
Every time I get angry thinking about all the heinous, horrible things you did to hurt me and my son, I look at my book's "REPORT" page and smile as I see how many pages of my book are being read. People all across the planet are reading about alllll the dirty shit you did to me. Before you know it, the whole world is going to know what Assholes you are and the funniest thing about it all is , a) I'm getting $ for it, and b) you have no clue about it! Hahahahaa

ava$
08-08-2021, 10:03 AM
Dear Assholes in my life,
Every time I get angry thinking about all the heinous, horrible things you did to hurt me and my son, I look at my book's "REPORT" page and smile as I see how many pages of my book are being read. People all across the planet are reading about alllll the dirty shit you did to me. Before you know it, the whole world is going to know what Assholes you are and the funniest thing about it all is , a) I'm getting $ for it, and b) you have no clue about it! Hahahahaa
U wrote a book? Is it about dancing also? That’s cool!

carmen_b
08-08-2021, 10:10 AM
Lovey ,
Your book sounds amazing !

carmen_b
08-08-2021, 10:12 AM
For those of you who have met an ex of your partner ( I think the request is spurred on by the school year ) ..... is it better to meet just THEM ? I am curious. I find the set up of him , both of us, and his daughter particularly akward. I wonder if just us for a quick coffee or something might be better ?

Yesterday I cancelled the same day request meeting and put it to today.
Now she cancelled like one minute before leaving to meet.
For us it doesn't seem like anyone is ready ha but I was curious what you guys did if this has come up for anyone.

carmen_b
08-08-2021, 11:25 AM
I'm not trying to be mean but I just told J I'd feel better about meeting if a couple weeks could pass without her bringing up a stupid idea. She kept bringing up home school over the last few weeks which is just 100% not sustainable for anyone. It's detrimental to J's daughter too. Lets just let school start and scheduling will settle. I'm tired of seeing J frazzled not having her out of the house when he is working. The ex can not even keep up the schedule herself. It's been a bit but she has ( in the past ) called us and begged for babysitting and extra help.

Ok, no more bitching here for me lol I'm done now .

miss.a.p1600
08-08-2021, 11:52 AM
NO pop in guests !

I wish ugh !


I agree 100%

only thing is he’s helping us fix up the place and once it’s done……I’m going to regulate on the popups

miss.a.p1600
08-08-2021, 12:12 PM
For those of you who have met an ex of your partner ( I think the request is spurred on by the school year ) ..... is it better to meet just THEM ? I am curious. I find the set up of him , both of us, and his daughter particularly akward. I wonder if just us for a quick coffee or something might be better ?

Yesterday I cancelled the same day request meeting and put it to today.
Now she cancelled like one minute before leaving to meet.
For us it doesn't seem like anyone is ready ha but I was curious what you guys did if this has come up for anyone.

Ls ex said she wanted to “lay eyes on the person watching her kids”

he was supposed to arrange it but never did

she ended up moving to another city


oh well!

carmen_b
08-08-2021, 01:09 PM
Nice. ^

How is that going? Does he still see his kids 4-5 days a month ?
I have to admit I'm a little jealous of that. :)

miss.a.p1600
08-08-2021, 01:14 PM
No. He used to have them 60% of the time. Now he will see them during their school breaks/holidays.

Yeah I’m kinda glad cause I don’t think the full-time stepmom thing is for me. I’d rather he just pay her child support than to physically take care of his crumbsnatchers 60% of the time. No thank you!

Plus L coddles just kids n let’s them sit around all day eating junk food.

They’d probably hate me cause I’d make them exercise, eat healthy, n read books

LoveyD
08-08-2021, 01:15 PM
U wrote a book? Is it about dancing also? That’s cool!

@carmen thanks so much!

@Ava Thanks! Yes, it's about the time I was a baby stripper in 2006, left my son's father (who was abusive) and wound up dating a customer from the club. Which normally I don't do, but I had genuine feelings. Turned out the customer, who told me he was divorced, lied to me and was still married. He was already moved out of the house because he was emotionally done with her, but he was not yet divorced. He told me he was divorced.

Well his (now-ex) wife found out and hired a team of amateur hitmen to murder me and my kid. They nearly killed us while we slept in our home, but God/dess intervened, and I wound up having a near-death experience. During my NDE the Light I saw told me that my father raped me and trafficked me to his buddies. I was awakened to how evil and manipulative my parents were to my siblings and me. My older sister ran away when I was 5 because of what my father was doing, but my parents smeared her name and manipulated everyone into thinking that my sister was the bad guy. God/dess also revealed how I nearly died because I was the target of a murder plot spearheaded by the customer's ex-wife. She hired a few guys who posed as customers and 3 dancers to "befriend" me. They were trying to get me otc so they could kill me. God/dess told me to write about this and make a film about it, so I wrote a book in hopes this will happen. I wrote to clear my Big Sister's name and explained what a true hero she is.

The book also explains what an NDE is and offers validation and support to people who have had one. It's also meant to comfort people who may have lost a loved one recently.

I made sure to describe in detail how my narcissistic family abused me and how I had no choice but to go No Contact on them after my NDE happened. Because I was finally woke to what pieces of shit they were/are. And I also told the story of how I handled those motherfuckers in the club.

Basically the book is their karma. Hahahhaahaaaa My success is their worst nightmare, basically.

carmen_b
08-08-2021, 01:17 PM
^ Miss P I don't want to think about how luxurious my life would be if there was less kid interaction.
I just don't allow myself that thought!

I try to balance that time ( 12-14 days a month or so ) with 50/50 spending time with them but also taking the opportunity to do my own activities and self care routines ect.
Luckily J fully supports my " me " time.
If I help him a *bit* like cooking a meal or offering 45 minutes of driving he just doesn't care if I then disappear for 12-24 hours at a time which is nice. I can squat at my own AirBnB nearby ( I plan to tomorrow ) !

I'm realizing I have some " blah " feelings left from the last 6-8 weeks that I am facing. I don't agree with how they ( as parents ) ran the schedule over the summer ( IT'S A SECRET as I NEVER SAID ANYTHING ).

I felt like during M-F she should have been out of the house 6 hours a day . It was more like 3. In early June I was already seeing the lack of outside the house time scheduled and thinking " this does not seem like the best idea " . :/

miss.a.p1600
08-08-2021, 01:19 PM
^plus you only have I one step kid. Probably a bit easier than two bay bays.

And from what you’ve mentioned before she is receptive to you :)

carmen_b
08-08-2021, 01:30 PM
^ Yeah, I like her which has made it easy but there are still challenging times.
I feel like the summer was mishandled ( you all know I'm huge on time management and lifestyle optimization ).
School starts Thursday.
I *almost* just stayed outside of town until the day it started BUT I thought it seemed excessive .

In my opinion all the adults can be a cohesive team managing school drop offs without having to meet quite yet.

I really don't like wasting time so even talking about doing home school ( and that was really just them talking ) doesn't sit right with me.

trustfundkiller
08-08-2021, 02:42 PM
When I start dancing again, I want to go back to this club I got fired from a few years ago but I have no idea if the manager will rehire me. I started dating the bartender and we made no effort to hide it as we began coming in/leaving together. Apparently my manager had a problem with this. He pulled me aside one day and asked, "Are you fucking my bartender?" and I said, "I'm dating him too." That was the wrong answer, apparently :D that should be a forgivable offense in the stripper world. That manager was/is batshit because his brain is so fried from all the drugs he used to do. But the money there was so good it's worth putting up with him.

carmen_b
08-08-2021, 03:06 PM
I’d try it why not . ^

carmen_b
08-08-2021, 03:07 PM
Besides there could be another hot bartender to bang.

:)

trustfundkiller
08-08-2021, 03:25 PM
Besides there could be another hot bartender to bang.

:)
Hahaha that is funny! Maybe if I'm lucky ::)

lynn2009
08-08-2021, 03:54 PM
I don't like that China has so many more gold medals than the United States so far in the Olympics. And they are only one behind us in total count.


We won!! Most gold and most overall.

trustfundkiller
08-08-2021, 07:36 PM
When I start dancing again, I want to go back to this club I got fired from a few years ago but I have no idea if the manager will rehire me. I started dating the bartender and we made no effort to hide it as we began coming in/leaving together. Apparently my manager had a problem with this. He pulled me aside one day and asked, "Are you fucking my bartender?" and I said, "I'm dating him too." That was the wrong answer, apparently :D that should be a forgivable offense in the stripper world. That manager was/is batshit because his brain is so fried from all the drugs he used to do. But the money there was so good it's worth putting up with him.
Darn. I got excited for a min because I was peeping the club's social media and they were advertising new DJs, new bartenders, new dancers, a new chef and I thought, ok maybe the whole place is under new management. About time. Nope, it's still the same crazy crypt keeper looking manager who has been there since the dawn of time. I swear, that dude is never going to retire or die. He transcends time itself. Whoever answered the phone told me to call during the week and ask for Crypt Keeper, so I guess the good news is that I won't have to waste time driving there. I'll be able to find out on the phone if he's gotten over my love affair with the hunky bartender.

carmen_b
08-08-2021, 07:38 PM
^ All you can do is try !
Jealous old fucker lol !!!

Aurora_Sunset
08-09-2021, 07:32 AM
For those of you who have met an ex of your partner ( I think the request is spurred on by the school year ) ..... is it better to meet just THEM ? I am curious. I find the set up of him , both of us, and his daughter particularly akward. I wonder if just us for a quick coffee or something might be better ?

Yesterday I cancelled the same day request meeting and put it to today.
Now she cancelled like one minute before leaving to meet.
For us it doesn't seem like anyone is ready ha but I was curious what you guys did if this has come up for anyone.

Personally, my husband's ex wanted the 2 of us to meet one-on-one and I was against it. But I had already seen the batshit crazy texts and shit she had done to him in the months leading up to us meeting. I had also overheard the shitty things she said about my home when she came to pick the kids up once and didn't realize I was in the other room, listening to her. It very much felt like she wanted to get me one-on-one to either interrogate/intimidate me with no witnesses or talk shit about her ex-husband/my bf because she thought I didn't know about the problems in their marriage (which he had already told me all about). Especially since she was already dating dickhead future-stepdad at this point, he asserted that there was no reason for him and dickhead to meet one-on-one while we met one-on-one when we would all have to meet eventually anyway. It was still awkward, but we did it at her house, so the kids were off playing somewhere, not sitting around watching/listening. It was still awkward as fuck, but I think it would have been more awkward in public or with just me and her.

But that was my personal situation. If you feel more comfortable with her one-on-one there's nothing wrong with telling them that. It seems like she's got some dumb ideas about things but otherwise isn't hostile.

miss.a.p1600
08-09-2021, 07:34 AM
I’m actually glad L’s ex wife seems to be the opposite of what he claims - with respect to the complaint below.

One of his complaints was that she was (allegedly) lazy n didn’t contribute.

Now that she’s a single mom (and, probably, out of a toxic marriage) she seems to be pulling it together- mostly- for her and her kids sake.

Also less he has to help her financially (outside of child support) n otherwise, the more resources he can contribute here.

miss.a.p1600
08-09-2021, 07:38 AM
I’m also glad L is back to work.

All the “couples” time n “wherever you go, I go” was starting to wear on me.

I’m glad to have some me time at the house.

Aurora_Sunset
08-09-2021, 08:41 AM
I'm eating Cheeto puffs for breakfast because psychologically, I'm not hungry, but physically, I can tell I need to eat, and this was the easiest thing to grab.

Elektra Luxx
08-09-2021, 03:38 PM
Last night Bf and I went skinny-dipping in our backyard pool. It was his idea and it surprised me because he's usually uptight about things like that. It was relaxing and hot and so much fun. We're doing again tonight!

indiegirl
08-09-2021, 03:43 PM
Last night Bf and I went skinny-dipping in our backyard pool. It was his idea and it surprised me because he's usually uptight about things like that. It was relaxing and hot and so much fun. We're doing again tonight!

It's such a weird but freeing feeling going in naked in the pool or jacuzzi!

I've done it twice this year for the first time in my life and felt exposed despite dancing nude on stages bahaha.

miss.a.p1600
08-09-2021, 03:55 PM
L is gone n I just played with my clit sucker.

The times we used it together I could never orgasm. It’s like he’s there holding it like he’s clueless about the pressure n sensitivity of a clit (either pressing it too hard, too soft, wetting my clit too much, fucking unnecessarily shaking the vibrator, taking off the pressure when I’m about to orgasm, not listening when I give him instructions, n overall just fucking it up),

then he’s watching me n expecting an orgasm his way. N I can sense him getting bored n impatient. N he can sense me getting frustrated at him.

Acting Like the typical dude “me press button, me press on clit, she orgasm 5 minutes later, n horny for more (in a caveman male voice)”

It doesn’t work that way!

God I wish more men were educated about women’s pleasure n we didn’t have to sit there n coach them.

Anyhow, I thought the toy was a bust.

Come to find out I had an orgasm in like 3 minutes. I guess my clit likes to orgasm solo or with an extra freaky extra skilled man.

Maybe one day I’ll have a couples orgasm

Until then ima keep the toy drawer stocked!

charlie61
08-09-2021, 04:06 PM
^I'm the same way. Really don't even have an interest in using a vibrator during partnered activity... partly due to my orientation, but partly because i can't relax and fully enjoy with someone watching me. It always feels like a performance instead of something real, and I'm just too distracted thinking about what they're doing (just like you said, not the perfect amount of pressure, moving it around too much, etc.). I'd rather do it on my own and fully enjoy it. I'm used to doing it myself, so anything less than perfect is just not as good as what i could do.

I have to agree, too, that men can really be stuck in their ways to the point where they don't comprehend feedback. My guy loves giving oral, but i really don't enjoy receiving oral... I'd much rather he touch me through my underwear with a flat palm, circular motions. It still won't get me off, but it'll at least feel much better to me than oral. But i think he's not as confident with manual pleasure and also just can't understand that it feels way better to me than a tongue (because a mouth feels much better to him than a hand), so the feedback i give doesn't stick. And i don't feel motivated to keep giving the feedback, because at the end of the day, i would much rather just do it myself.

I know you and i are different, but i really related to your post!

JGB2009
08-09-2021, 06:29 PM
miss.a.p1600 and charlie61 I can relate to what you both just said.

carmen_b
08-09-2021, 06:33 PM
5 pm :

Dancing + Driving for it is awful . I’m done forever.

7:50p.m. :

I wish this town had a club and I could do a 4 hour mini shift tonight.

indiegirl
08-10-2021, 07:04 AM
I've never heard of a croque monsieur or a croque madame until today but they look sooooo yummy!

https://i.ibb.co/bXFjwNj/Screen-Shot-2021-08-10-at-6-56-19-AM.png (https://ibb.co/3cv56S5)

WendiStarr
08-10-2021, 10:11 AM
Had a sex dream about Christoph Waltz again. I wish the baby would nap because oldest is at a Girl Scout event until later this evening. I'd have the time and privacy to play with myself, if baby napped.

Elektra Luxx
08-10-2021, 06:03 PM
Last night Bf and I went skinny-dipping in our backyard pool. It was his idea and it surprised me because he's usually uptight about things like that. It was relaxing and hot and so much fun. We're doing again tonight!

We hired someone to cut up a tree that fell in my backyard a few months back and they found my underwear hanging on the side of the pool. I completely forgot that I left them there last night.

carmen_b
08-10-2021, 06:18 PM
Next time just walk out nude , duh. ^

Problem solved !