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WendiStarr
08-21-2021, 01:53 PM
I'm super horny today and it's annoying because I can't do anything about it.

miss.a.p1600
08-21-2021, 08:02 PM
I think my dude is going to propose this weekend!

indiegirl
08-21-2021, 10:53 PM
Hot Damn Sha’Carri Richardson.... she got last place. That must feel awful but we all know on a good day she can deliver! Still rooting for her for the next Olympics to prove herself!

I also hate when guys turn into babies. I rushed here as fast as possible. Apparently I didn’t have to do the mask check for the ride and tested it out. I’m feeling tired and need to use the bathroom along with settling in. Be patient if you want a good experience. We are not robots.

miss.a.p1600
08-22-2021, 10:01 AM
^ I can’t help but think she threw the race on purpose for whatever reason

indiegirl
08-22-2021, 12:50 PM
^ I can’t help but think she threw the race on purpose for whatever reason

Her kick in the end of the race never happened either too.

LMAO I shouted "goobert!" outside because it was dog feeding time so they know to come in and my neighbor was outside at the time looking confused and said an awkward "HI!" from his yard LOLLL.

charlie61
08-22-2021, 06:07 PM
Just went a little ham with online shopping. Got diamond studs to complete my ear party, and like $600 worth of athleticwear from LLL. I'm glad i recently got a $10k promotion, lol. That'll help!

I basically lost my shit when i saw this one jacket from LLL. For me, a tailored, form-fitting, well-constructed, athletic jacket is absolute heaven... and LLL's stuff fits me like it was made for me. I love the tomboy vibe, ahh!

::sips more wine::

indiegirl
08-22-2021, 07:38 PM
Just went a little ham with online shopping. Got diamond studs to complete my ear party, and like $600 worth of athleticwear from LLL. I'm glad i recently got a $10k promotion, lol. That'll help!

I basically lost my shit when i saw this one jacket from LLL. For me, a tailored, form-fitting, well-constructed, athletic jacket is absolute heaven... and LLL's stuff fits me like it was made for me. I love the tomboy vibe, ahh!

::sips more wine::

I'm living through your shopping choices!! Tomboy vibe is it :)! I'm so into that look.

miss.a.p1600
08-23-2021, 06:06 AM
I think my dude is going to propose this weekend!

Ahhh!!!! He did it!

It was really sweet seeing this vulnerable side of him and the planning he put into it and also exciting to see the reaction from friends n family

LucyAW
08-23-2021, 06:09 AM
Aww congratulations miss a p!! Xx

LoveyD
08-23-2021, 06:59 AM
Congratulations Miss a.p! :-D

kimbe
08-24-2021, 02:10 PM
Congratulations!

baer45
08-24-2021, 07:31 PM
Congratulations! You did see that one coming! Well Done!

chanzep
08-24-2021, 07:49 PM
Congratulations.

WendiStarr
08-26-2021, 03:33 PM
I was hesitant on getting the covid-19 vaccine because I was told that people with autoimmune conditions might have no immune response. Recently they approved a 3rd dose so I figured I'd finally get the vaccine. I did this morning (Moderna) and my mom who is anti-covid vaccine has been sending me news articles about people who have died after receiving the vaccine. She said 1 of her friends had a heart attack after receiving the vaccine and another died of blood clots in her brain from it. I already suffer from anxiety and seeing that crap isn't helping. So far my arm hurts pretty bad and my head hurts a little. Damn anxiety.

whirlerz
08-26-2021, 03:39 PM
Ahhh!!!! He did it!

It was really sweet seeing this vulnerable side of him and the planning he put into it and also exciting to see the reaction from friends n family

Pic please! :)

miss.a.p1600
08-26-2021, 05:01 PM
I was perusing stripper web upstairs.

L creeped up the stairs n I couldn't hear till last min.

I had to hurry n close the site n open another window before he caught me lol!

Almost busted

indiegirl
08-26-2021, 08:14 PM
Lawd when I meet these guys I have no clue who I’m meeting. I’m sitting outside and a stranger asked for my phone number.

kimbe
08-26-2021, 11:34 PM
I was hesitant on getting the covid-19 vaccine because I was told that people with autoimmune conditions might have no immune response. Recently they approved a 3rd dose so I figured I'd finally get the vaccine. I did this morning (Moderna) and my mom who is anti-covid vaccine has been sending me news articles about people who have died after receiving the vaccine. She said 1 of her friends had a heart attack after receiving the vaccine and another died of blood clots in her brain from it. I already suffer from anxiety and seeing that crap isn't helping. So far my arm hurts pretty bad and my head hurts a little. Damn anxiety.

Just keep in mind there's far greater risk to die/have serious illness from covid than from the vaccine, so the question should be if you would take the risk of not getting the vaccine :)

miss.a.p1600
08-27-2021, 07:51 AM
Having some work done on this house.

A new contractor has to come out because the ones L's brother wanted to use are slower than Christmas getting out here and one of them is I think not as skilled n broke stuff then denied it so no point calling him out.

He asked if I had money to pay the contractor. Then he would 'pay me back'.

Um, no sir.....

Drop off that wallet n credit card!

indiegirl
08-27-2021, 09:10 AM
I could've run out the room yesterday bahahaha. I was hoping for a great session where we connect, have some good laughs, etc... but when I finally saw the guy and then he blurted out "Do you remember seeing me in Arizona years ago? I moved to Newport Beach." I could've fucking bolted when I remembered all of the online review drama he caused me on TER in the way past referring to me as "ordering a steak dinner and getting cheese macaroni instead." Then him claiming I had ruined my face with fillers on blog posts when I gained a few pounds (weight gain is always in my face too) in the past.

This man doesn't even know how to hold a conversation and it was so fucking awful that I asked if he wanted me to stay (because I didn't want to). I don't know why he rebooked me if we didn't get along that time....he better not pull the same shit this time and destroy my livelihood with a poor review. I've worked too hard.

whirlerz
08-27-2021, 09:23 AM
What a Jerk, Indie!^

Im soo clueless..
I gave hot roomie a mini fountain to fix ( actually its new, I've no idea how to work it:-[)

He left me a note on my car, asked for a missing part I thought he was talking about something else for my car!

I found what was needed, texted him a pic.

Now Im turned on about him. :(

indiegirl
08-27-2021, 09:24 AM
What a Jerk, Indie!^

Im soo clueless..
I gave hot roomie a mini fountain to fix ( actually its new, I've no idea how to work it:-[)

He left me a note on my car, asked for a missing part I thought he was talking about something else for my car!

I found what was needed, texted him a pic.

Now Im turned on about him. :(

Omg you got a water fountain!?! Yesss! I'm too obsessed with mine.

whirlerz
08-27-2021, 09:26 AM
Just keep in mind there's far greater risk to die/have serious illness from covid than from the vaccine, so the question should be if you would take the risk of not getting the vaccine :)

THANK YOU FOR THIS^
This needs to be put up in every city..
People would still ignore it, tho. :(

whirlerz
08-27-2021, 09:28 AM
Omg you got a water fountain!?! Yesss! I'm too obsessed with mine.

I know, one of the reasons I got it, lol!;D
I got it @ a call center retail place I briefly worked.
I had 1 a long time ago, it broke.

I'm obsessed w/him lol}:D

JGB2009
08-27-2021, 09:54 AM
THANK YOU FOR THIS^
This needs to be put up in every city..
People would still ignore it, tho. :(

They would ignore it because they wouldn't believe what is said. Plus u get people who won't take it because they believe its the marking of the devil. I still have people who are very close to me who haven't gotten the shot yet. Honestly I am very worried for them and wish the would reconsider doing so.

miss.a.p1600
08-28-2021, 09:49 AM
Hot Damn Sha’Carri Richardson.... she got last place. That must feel awful but we all know on a good day she can deliver! Still rooting for her for the next Olympics to prove herself!

I also hate when guys turn into babies. I rushed here as fast as possible. Apparently I didn’t have to do the mask check for the ride and tested it out. I’m feeling tired and need to use the bathroom along with settling in. Be patient if you want a good experience. We are not robots.



https://youtu.be/FZc9YmTd_-c

whirlerz
08-28-2021, 10:10 AM
Men ARE babies, my Mom always said that!

Some body kill me now, so I don't read another installment of, How ________, in customer convo.::)

whirlerz
08-28-2021, 01:08 PM
Struggling to stay focused on my goals lately. I also feel like sometimes I'm on the verge of writing fucking novels in these threads because I don't have a lot of people to really talk to. I'm considering making a thread about how to improve life because that's what I'm trying to do lately, somewhere I can write long trains of thought and hopefully remind myself of what I'm trying to achieve.

Absolutely!^

LoveyD
08-28-2021, 04:35 PM
I may have to go back to seeing a therapist.

charlie61
08-28-2021, 06:57 PM
The memory of sex work is way more fun than the reality of the work itself, IME. By that, i mean that I'm really grateful for all of the memories i have in my mental rolodex. It's just nuts that we live this life once, and i love that i can think back on this huge variety of wacky memories. I can think about all of that when I'm 80-90 years old, haha. Part of me misses it, but part of me is glad to have it in the rear-view mirror. I wonder if I'll ever do it again.

LoveyD
08-28-2021, 07:04 PM
^^^ I feel this a lot too, Charlie. When I became a dancer, I did it because I wanted to live my life so that when I'm 88 and dying, I can think of all the fun times that I had, as well as be proud of how much I overcame.

charlie61
08-28-2021, 07:14 PM
^^^ I feel this a lot too, Charlie. When I became a dancer, I did it because I wanted to live my life so that when I'm 88 and dying, I can think of all the fun times that I had, as well as be proud of how much I overcame.

Thank you for understanding! I know it's kind of a cheesy sentiment. At the time, i was just getting that money, of course. But the memories - good, bad, neutral - are priceless. Having some distance from the memories makes them much more fun.

indiegirl
08-28-2021, 10:40 PM
He said that I'm the type of girl that when I get my life in order I would move on to someone else. He's right. I have plenty of options. Even now. He got jealous about being hit on in public. There is nothing more off-putting than being with an insecure man.

And I confess, the guy who came up to me was better looking :P!

Aurora_Sunset
08-29-2021, 08:22 AM
The memory of sex work is way more fun than the reality of the work itself, IME. By that, i mean that I'm really grateful for all of the memories i have in my mental rolodex. It's just nuts that we live this life once, and i love that i can think back on this huge variety of wacky memories. I can think about all of that when I'm 80-90 years old, haha. Part of me misses it, but part of me is glad to have it in the rear-view mirror. I wonder if I'll ever do it again.

I've been feeling exactly this way this week. For a long time, I've felt like I miss sex work, but I realized lately that I don't actually want to do it again. I'm glad I had the experience, but I'm also glad to have it in the past now. I think if I went back to it, I'd rediscover the bad parts all over again. But having the memories is awesome. It'll always be something I can look back on, and be like "Wow, I did this crazy thing that most people wouldn't even dream about."

Sometimes, I do think, if something ever happened to my partner (knock on wood), that I would probably go back to it in some form, at least for a bit while I figured out my next step in life. But I don't know how long I'd stick to it or how much I would enjoy it again. I'd like to think I'd be smarter the second time around and actually focus on using it for saving money/investing instead of traveling and such. But I also don't really regret using my money the way I did when I had it. It definitely gave me experiences in my 20s that most people don't have.

carmen_b
08-29-2021, 10:48 AM
He can level up too.
Start goal grabbing.
:)


He said that I'm the type of girl that when I get my life in order I would move on to someone else. He's right. I have plenty of options. Even now. He got jealous about being hit on in public. There is nothing more off-putting than being with an insecure man.

And I confess, the guy who came up to me was better looking :P!

carmen_b
08-29-2021, 10:51 AM
^ It’s funny you guys are mentioning the nostalgia factor ! :)

I don’t regret not dancing this month AT ALL .
There are many reasons.
The massive hassle of staying up late is a huge one.

I think I’m close to retiring again lol.

I guess my retirement may just look like working a night every 3-5 weeks.
It’s odd.
I *feel* this money being left on the table but there are other ways to earn too.
I opened my account and was like “ ok .. I don’t *have to* now do I even want to?”.

I swore I was going to work 1-2 nights this weekend but even factoring in getting sick , the healthy me was also not feeling it. :/

carmen_b
08-29-2021, 10:54 AM
When you go back you deal with the reality that this work is not easy.
2 of my last 3 shifts I was really“ clawing “ $ out . :/

I had one truly easy / fun shift out of last 5-6 I’d say.

miss.a.p1600
08-30-2021, 06:52 PM
I love it when L is occupied with his bay bay kids so I can peruse stripperweb

LoveyD
08-30-2021, 09:32 PM
I have stripper nostalgia too, but when I drove by my last club the other day I got that all-too-familiar feeling of dread in the pit of my stomach. Then I realized that quitting was the right thing to do lol

indiegirl
08-31-2021, 07:03 AM
It's sounding like a choir of moaning in this hotel. I'm competing with the woman next door who's on her second round of sex hahahaha.

trustfundkiller
08-31-2021, 10:26 AM
I was going to go back to the club in Sept but now I'm thinking about delaying until whenever I can get my booster. My fully vaxxed aunt has Delta right now. She feels miserable but she's not needing to go to the hospital or anything. Part of me also thinks I should just go back and whatever happens, happens. I've gotten the vaccine, take strict precautions and I do my best to stay healthy which is all anyone can do. We're going to be living alongside Covid and all the new variations for years to come. There's always going to be a reason not to go back.

miss.a.p1600
08-31-2021, 12:30 PM
I confess.

I hate dealing with the fact that L had a disgruntled underperforming ex wife with kids she programmed to think like her. I think she’s low class and if I’m really honest I’m glad she moved away so I don’t have to deal with her or her brainwashed offspring too often.

I’ll be glad when he can quit paying her.

And if I’m more honest….if this don’t work out I’m NEVER doing men who with dependent kids n disgruntled ex wives who have scorned them

JGB2009
08-31-2021, 12:33 PM
Sometimes I wonder if you will take the advice from others and move to another state. Obviously if you do that then you didn't think much about me and you.

indiegirl
09-02-2021, 12:01 AM
https://youtu.be/FZc9YmTd_-c

I'm fucking deceased hahaha. Too funny. I hate when I see things too late on stripperweb.

carmen_b
09-02-2021, 10:52 AM
I feel like men often " demonize" their exes.
I am not saying this chick is awesome but I think you said yourself that she is now working 35-40 hours a week or something ?
At least it's *some* improvement . I can not remember but I think you said she only worked part time when with L .

It bothers everyone to see $ handed over haha. It bothers me in my own situation too but it was all settled legally before me on the scene. It's kind of just automated. Hopefully he can just put some of this on " auto " .




I hate dealing with the fact that L had a disgruntled underperforming ex wife with kids she programmed to think like her. I think she’s low class and if I’m really honest I’m glad she moved away so I don’t have to deal with her or her brainwashed offspring too often.

charlie61
09-02-2021, 01:07 PM
I feel like men often " demonize" their exes.
I am not saying this chick is awesome but I think you said yourself that she is now working 35-40 hours a week or something ?
At least it's *some* improvement . I can not remember but I think you said she only worked part time when with L .

It bothers everyone to see $ handed over haha. It bothers me in my own situation too but it was all settled legally before me on the scene. It's kind of just automated. Hopefully he can just put some of this on " auto " .

Totally agree, re: demonization of exes. I think a lot of people do this. Miss.a.p1600 did mention that she's judging L for staying with someone so long when he claims she was an awful partner, and i think that's how it should be. If someone talks trash about their ex, assuming they weren't in an abusive relationship or had to stay due to financial hardship or something, i turn that judgment right back on them.

carmen_b
09-02-2021, 01:12 PM
Miss P :

My partners ex is also an “ under performer “ . I remember googling her like 17 months ago and it was like searching for a ghost. No work networking or professional certifications found .

It’s hard not to judge sometimes ( because I know she wasn’t working even when he was making like 48-50k way back when ). Like ... a two person household could totally use two incomes at that number / amount ( duh ) even 8-9 years ago.

I try to let the judgements just go. It’s all in the past but I have thought “ how could he deal with this ?” at times.

charlie61
09-02-2021, 01:23 PM
Every ex has their own story about how things went down. I don't trust trash talking of exes whatsoever. Talking trash about an ex or your partner's ex indicates unresolved feelings, resentments, and issues, tbh. And it usually says more about us than the other person when we're judging (this is something i struggle with, too). We're self-aggrandizing and stroking our own egos, focusing on our own strengths and temporarily forgetting that we're imperfect, too.

xxxGothBarbie
09-02-2021, 08:48 PM
I can't wait to get laid this weekend from the boy toy. He annoys me sometimes but ugh he's sooo good in bed lately. And I get free pedis & foot massages :P

WendiStarr
09-03-2021, 08:24 AM
I'm legit getting worried because my belly is growing bigger and my innie is becoming an outtie. I look like I'm 4-5 months pregnant. I've not missed any periods. I am sure it's just hormones being messed up still but part of me fears that I'm going to one day just suddenly give birth one day. Both my girls were the result of clomid fertility drugs and all other pregnancies ended in miscarriage. I think I'm just somehow stressing and making things worse.