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miss.a.p1600
09-03-2021, 08:34 AM
^have you taken a pregnancy test at the doctors office?
Might be better to ease your fears by knowing for certain
indiegirl
09-03-2021, 12:07 PM
LMAO at my cousins husband's stupidity. I was randomly on dailymail.co.uk and he refused to get covid tested, which is typically required, or vaccinated on the set of a movie and wound up getting covid and shutting an entire movie production down. Hundreds of people are out of money now. What an idiot. I'm sure everybody is mad.
WendiStarr
09-03-2021, 03:31 PM
^have you taken a pregnancy test at the doctors office?
Might be better to ease your fears by knowing for certain
No, but I've taken home pregnancy tests and they were negative. I haven't had sex in 15 weeks. I know I need to make an appointment. I'm just scared that I am pregnant again and I don't want more kids or that it's something worse, like a tumor growing.
LoveyD
09-03-2021, 05:11 PM
No, but I've taken home pregnancy tests and they were negative. I haven't had sex in 15 weeks. I know I need to make an appointment. I'm just scared that I am pregnant again and I don't want more kids or that it's something worse, like a tumor growing.
It could be a fibroid. Are you super tired a lot? Are your periods heavier? I had a fibroid the size of a grapefruit and it made me look pregnant. I had to get a UAE and was down for about a week.
Fibroids are benign. They're nothing to worry about. But you can become anemic from heavy/long ass periods.
indiegirl
09-04-2021, 11:55 AM
One of my bulldozers (aka my dogs) knocked down and broke my roommates plant and container. I'm not admitting shit and dusting it under the rug. I feel guilty.
miss.a.p1600
09-06-2021, 09:51 AM
I got high yesterday and it pissed me off L was expecting sex and expecting an orgasm.
He is slowly getting better about what I want (but a long way to go still) and I could club him over the head and he would still try to please me HIS way. When I got high I came to the conclusion that he is too controlling, rigid, and demanding/expecting when it comes to sex.
My vagina doesn’t like men who control when I have sex and how fast I orgasm. If I don’t have the urge till 4 weeks from now then go masturbate for 3 weeks to please yourself like I do when you’re at work.
Not to mention he promised to eat better and workout more but he’s totally slacking off.
He said it would make him feel good to know I have orgasms after sex with him. I told him not to ask me “did you cum?” after sex every time and he stupidly keeps asking so I told him what he wanted to hear.
Then he’s like “are you just telling me that cause it’s what I want to hear”
Me: “yes”
charlie61
09-06-2021, 03:29 PM
Starting a new role tomorrow. Spent most of today just feeling anxious... performance anxiety. I'm looking forward to getting started so that i can stop fearing the unknown.
carmen_b
09-06-2021, 06:08 PM
I am embarrassed about this even as a type lol.
In Vegas on Friday I didn't mean to but I fell asleep at like 11p.m.
This is AFTER A FULL WEEK of Anti-biotics ( they really kick my ass ).
I had gone with my partner intending to attend half of a concert ( I was only able timing wise to get to last part ) . :/
These damn pills knocked me out so bad though. I might delete this but J got upset. I sort of *underestimated* the gravity of him wanting me THERE ( not in and out of the venue between little gambling adventures and random wandering around ). I have a slight problem with the sound of this band ( very harsh in places ). The timing was super weird too ( somehow the show was 6p.m. - 11 p.m. ). :/
I swear there is just something about the Vegas energy that makes couples fight.
IS it something in the water ?
Does everyone get into random squabbles with romantic partners here ?
The Vegas curse struck us AGAIN .
We did have a good talk on the way back though and set some expectations for future trips involving music hahaha so things were ultra clear on both sides.
charlie61
09-06-2021, 07:19 PM
^I find Vegas very stressful and would never go there for fun, honestly. All i see is how the city is set up to extract as much money from tourists as possible... it has this desperate, fake, frantic, scarcity energy that i abhor. Not talking about the local suburbs, of course, just the tourist areas. Nightmare. But i know you and i are very different.
carmen_b
09-07-2021, 08:10 AM
^ I'm a " local " in a way.
I know where to go to get food and drink deals ( days at places VARY haha ) .
I stay out of the tourist mess for the most part .
I thought my expertise would save the trip.....
Plus we had just one easy activity booked ( concert ) v.s. looking around for things to do OR walking around ( DO NOT DO THIS .... IT IS THE #1 MISTAKE TOURISTS MAKE ).
I am really wondering if we just SHOULDN'T go to that place together.
There was stress even getting there ( he tried to work until 2:30 and then was trying to make it to this damn concert by 5:30 ).
I told him that I'm not ok with a rushed vibe and would rather just leave 1-2 hours before him in my own car OR even take my car and visit friends there the day before.
I don't want to overanalyze it I guess but I keep going back to it a bit. :/
I think the crux of it is the he seems to expect a lot of me when we go.
It causes me to panic and feel stressed out.
^ We talked openly about it. We are still learning how to navigate a normal world together after a year of just pandemic romance haha.
charlie61
09-07-2021, 10:28 AM
^I know what you mean... my partner gets stressed about small trips, too. I don't think he's even aware of his energy most of the time. I'm in, "yay, we're going on a trip!" mode, and he's stuck in planning / logistics mode, even once we've hit the road. It makes sense that the one doing more of the planning and packing / preparing could accidentally get stuck in that detached, logical mindset. You feel responsible for the trip going smoothly, so it can be hard to relax.
Not sure if any of that resonates for your situation... kind of sounds like the reverse, where you're doing the planning, but he's still in stressed / work mode. He needs some kind of cushion during the transition time, maybe. I'm like you, where i would almost prefer to leave separately, so the energy doesn't bleed into my happy vibes. But that wouldn't be practical for us, as we're usually going camping. I try to just leave him alone during the ride, and he relaxes after we arrive at the spot and get settled. Let me know if you find a solution!
carmen_b
09-07-2021, 02:40 PM
It’s expensive on the weekends anyway ( we typically have Thurs morning to Monday late day together ).
So another place is probably the best solution.
This is probably good. I hate wearing a mask ha.
I really don’t want to return to Vegas for at least a month when heat dies a bit and maybe masks will be gone. If I get a wild hair maybe I’ll return alone , stay with friends, and see if anything at all can be pulled from a club on a Tues / Wed. trip! We’ve done many other successful trips. It’s just a weird place for us I guess.
indiegirl
09-08-2021, 03:41 AM
Just finished watching a video on hackers. I feel like people who are hackers or those who work at NASA are so smart that they have nothing better to do for a living because they couldn't emotionally tolerate a normal job.
Had a customer who worked for the US Army cyber task force years ago. I was thinking "this motherfucker is prolly watching me through my laptop camera"....I've had tape over my laptop camera ever since HAHAHA.
miss.a.p1600
09-08-2021, 06:51 AM
My vagina does not care about your ego.
She does not give you what you want. She does what SHE wants.
miss.a.p1600
09-08-2021, 07:17 AM
I get more pleasure from experiences that money can buy than I do from sex with a man. If I never saw Dick again I’d be just fine.
WendiStarr
09-08-2021, 07:33 AM
I'm freaking the fuck out now. I got another pregnancy test and instead of being negative like all the others, it turned positive instantly. I took another one of a different brand and the same thing. I haven't had sex in almost 16 weeks. I feel so angry right now. I wasn't even trying to get pregnant and yet here I am, probably 4 months pregnant. Wtf! Omg.
indiegirl
09-08-2021, 07:37 AM
I'm freaking the fuck out now. I got another pregnancy test and instead of being negative like all the others, it turned positive instantly. I took another one of a different brand and the same thing. I haven't had sex in almost 16 weeks. I feel so angry right now. I wasn't even trying to get pregnant and yet here I am, probably 4 months pregnant. Wtf! Omg.
Holy shit! Weren't you talking about telling customers you were pregnant? You probably were the entire time!
Luci Fer
09-08-2021, 08:57 AM
I can't wait to get laid this weekend from the boy toy. He annoys me sometimes but ugh he's sooo good in bed lately. And I get free pedis & foot massages :P
He does pedi to you? oh that's a dream come true>.<
I confess I am extremely sensitive when it's about any feet activity, it is a real turn on for me, foot massage etc, but ironically I never encounter any feet fans! ;(
Luci Fer
09-08-2021, 08:59 AM
I'm freaking the fuck out now. I got another pregnancy test and instead of being negative like all the others, it turned positive instantly. I took another one of a different brand and the same thing. I haven't had sex in almost 16 weeks. I feel so angry right now. I wasn't even trying to get pregnant and yet here I am, probably 4 months pregnant. Wtf! Omg.
Wendi, check it out at gynecologist, what if the tests are lying? Because how's that possible that they show negative result and then positive?
LoveyD
09-08-2021, 03:11 PM
^^ Exactly. You mentioned you didn't miss any periods, either. I hope it's just a test malfunction.
My son and I are very much in synch. We were supposed to go kayaking today, but BC I didn't sleep well last night, I woke up in a mood. When kiddo woke up, he asked if we could go on some other day BC he feels wiped out. So we decided to go Friday instead.
miss.a.p1600
09-08-2021, 07:47 PM
I'm freaking the fuck out now. I got another pregnancy test and instead of being negative like all the others, it turned positive instantly. I took another one of a different brand and the same thing. I haven't had sex in almost 16 weeks. I feel so angry right now. I wasn't even trying to get pregnant and yet here I am, probably 4 months pregnant. Wtf! Omg.
wow!
i remember you posting how you had all the classic symptoms and even your child’s father asked if you were pregnant.
Idk you but I figured you were cause you mentioned your symptoms
miss.a.p1600
09-08-2021, 07:49 PM
L is singing church music loudly and off key.
He’s a horrible singer.
I’m closing the door to drown out his wailing…..sadly I think I will still hear him.
Stfu!!!!
indiegirl
09-08-2021, 08:20 PM
I got an email that this psychic medium I am on a wait list of 2 years for a personal reading is coming to an area near me and he's almost sold out after the announcement today. ROAR. I wanted a good seat in the audience but I'm not sitting in the back row, spending 50-60 dollars for the ticket, and driving 1 hour and 30 minutes for nothing.
indiegirl
09-08-2021, 08:26 PM
L is singing church music loudly and off key.
He’s a horrible singer.
I’m closing the door to drown out his wailing…..sadly I think I will still hear him.
Stfu!!!!
LOL some people are so sensitive about their bad voice when they think they are releasing a gift to the world. Nobody wants to hear their "cat being put in the bathtub" voice!!! God bless earphones.
The worst thing you can do is say for them to stop because they get offended. My ears are offended LOLLLL!
Also another entertainment industry guy messaging me to meet......girllll you're either cheap or cause issues. I dunno how people even date these people or celebs. I wouldn't want them in my life. Me backtracking to Charlie Sheen in this biz contacting me and I didn't show up. Look where he's at now. They all have issues.
LoveyD
09-08-2021, 11:18 PM
I slept all day today. Had no energy to do anything but watch rhobh with my red light mask on and eat ice cream. I needed this day of rest.
miss.a.p1600
09-11-2021, 06:23 PM
I confess that I am ashamed to bring my fiancé around my family.
Most of them are snobby and classist.
He doesn’t have the best style, he is average salaried, and he is still overweight
indiegirl
09-12-2021, 05:24 AM
I confess every time someone asks me for proof I am legit and to hold up 1 finger, 2, 3, or a thumbs up selfie I save the photo so I don't have to waste my time for the next guy who asks. I save that photo for months. LOLLLLL. I'm tired of it. Or they want facetime or google duo. Next they're prolly gonna ask for a free home consultation in the future before booking hahahaha.
miss.a.p1600
09-12-2021, 08:38 AM
Im frustrated and took my secret stash of edibles. Now to douse my eyes with drops so no one can tell I’m high.
The lengths I go through to enjoy my existence
whirlerz
09-12-2021, 08:45 AM
Starting a new role tomorrow. Spent most of today just feeling anxious... performance anxiety. I'm looking forward to getting started so that i can stop fearing the unknown.
Hope all went well, Charlie, & continues to! :)
indiegirl
09-12-2021, 01:18 PM
Im frustrated and took my secret stash of edibles. Now to douse my eyes with drops so no one can tell I’m high.
The lengths I go through to enjoy my existence
Ewww I know how that feels lol!! Nothing like pretending to be fine with a grin on your face high and trying to hide it lol.
Aurora_Sunset
09-12-2021, 07:23 PM
I really wanted to enjoy an edible tonight, but I should have taken into account how tired I am. I'm so tired, I can barely enjoy my high because I just want to sleep. I pretty much wasted that one, I guess.
LoveyD
09-12-2021, 11:01 PM
I've been enjoying edibles all day.
charlie61
09-13-2021, 08:18 AM
I need to get into this edibles life lol... we should start a thread?
indiegirl
09-13-2021, 09:28 AM
I need to get into this edibles life lol... we should start a thread?
We should! Lol I've been having baby amounts of it lately so I never reach the point where I'm hysterically cry laughing during an Oprah show ever again on couch lock. It was awful LOLL.
miss.a.p1600
09-13-2021, 01:21 PM
Ok. So one more family met L ………and liked him. I guess he gets bonus points for showing up As best he could and winning over the family members
indiegirl
09-15-2021, 01:58 PM
Inspiration4 is launching tonight for a 3 day trip to space with 4 people who are civilians......noooooo thank you! I will take a hard pass on that. That's like going to party in Vegas for a weekend. One day is sufficient. LOLLL.
Aurora_Sunset
09-15-2021, 03:02 PM
Inspiration4 is launching tonight for a 3 day trip to space with 4 people who are civilians......noooooo thank you! I will take a hard pass on that. That's like going to party in Vegas for a weekend. One day is sufficient. LOLLL.
I would sell a kidney to be on that civilian crew. I've always wanted to go to space for even 5 minutes. I'm so jealous of them!
indiegirl
09-15-2021, 03:08 PM
I would sell a kidney to be on that civilian crew. I've always wanted to go to space for even 5 minutes. I'm so jealous of them!
Do you know if they will be filming the entire 3 day flight for the public to see or is that not possible? That would be cool if they blogged during the trip and posted it online.
charlie61
09-15-2021, 03:46 PM
I would sell a kidney to be on that civilian crew. I've always wanted to go to space for even 5 minutes. I'm so jealous of them!
It's funny how different we all are! I would never want to go. I'd be beyond terrified during the flight, and beyond terrified that something would go wrong up there. >_<
LoveyD
09-15-2021, 04:59 PM
Someone just called me from a private number and didn't leave a voice mail. Always skeeves me out.
Aurora_Sunset
09-16-2021, 08:42 AM
Do you know if they will be filming the entire 3 day flight for the public to see or is that not possible? That would be cool if they blogged during the trip and posted it online.
I'm not sure. Nothing I've seen or read has indicated that they'll be documenting all of it film-wise. But I hope they do something. I'll be so curious to see what they do up there!
LoveyD
09-16-2021, 07:40 PM
I realized just now that I spend about $550 a month on weed edibles. I know I take a lot but it's for my anxiety and it keeps me chill. I think it's time I try and cut that in half. Maybe after I escape from my place I'll be less stressed in my own pad. But anyhow yeah I need to cut back, this is out of hand.
miss.a.p1600
09-17-2021, 06:23 AM
L eagerly invites his kids to spend the night.
He has no beds set up for them and stupidly ordered them last minute so they won’t be available in time.
indiegirl
09-18-2021, 07:18 AM
I'm in a bitch mood. Both dogs need to go to the vet and I know it's going to cost around 800 bucks. One has another growth I found yesterday after shaving him (first growth was benign) and the other dog has had an ongoing ear infection with a goop eye for like 6 months that the meds won't fix. I hate fucking taking them there and sitting outside. I'm gonna have to suck it up and get an uber to take me there at this point because I have to pay to get my car restarted with the battery if I were to drive them.
My mom's husband is the type to say "put the dog down" if it's cancerous. I'm that sap that would put my dog through chemotherapy spending thousands despite the dog being old because he's my baby. GOD I pray it's not cancerous.
miss.a.p1600
09-18-2021, 08:05 AM
I think something may be going on with L (emotionally)
Like even though nothing sexual n no dates have ever occurred he still seems hurt/worried about it. Hope he’ll be alright.
Anywho I’m ready to block all this ish out of my mind n get this schmoney!!!!! Cause the money won’t make itself n my sugar daddy is sleeping somewhere……
indiegirl
09-18-2021, 09:22 AM
I've been asked this morning if I'm an old fat lady or a man because of the professional way I speak in texts.....when in reality this is the same way I spoke at age 23. WTF is going on with this new generation of escorts? I spoke this way and literally copy and pasted what I wrote in emails since I was 22-23. LOL you must be dealing with a bunch of illiterate ho's and blame me for your choices in women. LOLLLLL.
I went to private school bitch. You don't run a business like some women in emails saying "hey bb u ready to play?" LOL.
On a positive note, the woman I wanted to work with who books with high class men found me on my new ad site and told me she wants to work with me again. I'm so excited. She knows I was highly reviewed/liked and I'm soooo happy she found me again despite being banned from TER for their bs rules.
miss.a.p1600
09-18-2021, 08:43 PM
L’s needy youngest kid is here.
Again.
Joy.
Why you don’t want to stay with yo mom……damn!!
indiegirl
09-19-2021, 05:58 AM
I reached the maximum level of human interaction I can tolerate yesterday. I went with a group of people to a jacuzzi, then to a restaurant, and then a bar. I survived. LOL!
WendiStarr
09-19-2021, 06:47 AM
Sometimes I go to the bathroom and pretend to be pooping just so I can get even a 5-10 minute break from the kids. I love them but I need breaks sometimes, even if it's for a short time.
indiegirl
09-19-2021, 09:56 AM
Sometimes I go to the bathroom and pretend to be pooping just so I can get even a 5-10 minute break from the kids. I love them but I need breaks sometimes, even if it's for a short time.
Did I miss the post if you are preggo or not pregnant? I've been wondering what the outcome was lol. Sorry!