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charlie61
12-05-2021, 06:30 PM
Indie, isn't it funny how we each find our niche in the industry?! I can see how small talk would feel intolerable to an escort. Like sure, if you're an escort and the guy buys an hour and chooses to spend half of it talking, whatever. But free talk?! Hell no! Haha. Just different hustles.

WendiStarr
12-06-2021, 08:58 AM
I hate BD so bad and hope that he gets ED and can't do anything about it because of his meds.

indiegirl
12-06-2021, 09:22 AM
Indie, isn't it funny how we each find our niche in the industry?! I can see how small talk would feel intolerable to an escort. Like sure, if you're an escort and the guy buys an hour and chooses to spend half of it talking, whatever. But free talk?! Hell no! Haha. Just different hustles.

So true!
For me in the strip clubs, it felt like how cats react to a bath just to have to do small talk with a customer and I wasn't being paid for it if they rejected me. I had so many tantrums in strip club dressing rooms bahaha.

carmen_b
12-06-2021, 11:16 AM
^ Totally. Accepting some time wasting is part of the job unfortunately. :/

miss.a.p1600
12-07-2021, 08:52 AM
L said he was considering staying home from work today.

For no reason except laziness.

Nah bruh! You not gone be laying around this house (aka my home office) while *Im* trying to work. Making noises, burping n farting, running the TV, popping in my office, and other annoying things men do when you tell them they’re restricted from certain areas n spaces.

Nope. I made it known he needs to go to work and there’s nothing cute about laying around all day when you have obligations to take care of.

It’s enough having his kids randomly invade my space let alone him invading my space.

Plus I’m not attracted to lazy men (unless they have hella money for me to overlook some flaws within reason).

Get your ass up n perform your manly tasks for the day.

whirlerz
12-07-2021, 11:42 AM
Lol. U tell em, Ms P!

Me: currently doing ez apply remote on glassdoor, canning now after a long ass block of time away.

miss.a.p1600
12-07-2021, 12:57 PM
I've always wondered what it would be like to get a man off from his prostate gspot

SnuffleUffleGrass
12-07-2021, 01:31 PM
I've always wondered what it would be like to get a man off from his prostate gspot

It's fun.


Confession- I cried a little bit when I found my boyfriend's mom's death certificate (I had to go through paperwork today in the office and it happened to be in a folder.) She was sick for a long time before she finally passed. She was the classiest lady I ever knew. I know she's in Heaven now, she earned her wings.

JGB2009
12-07-2021, 02:45 PM
I blocked my youngest child's father from what's app and FB. I don't need him being nosey when he plays no part in her life at all. If he needs to speak to me then he can call my actual phone number instead.

seashell
12-07-2021, 11:50 PM
I confess that I just went through a breakup... but I wanted it to happen far sooner than it did.

indiegirl
12-08-2021, 01:38 AM
My customer was hot tonight. He had to know so I let him and he complimented me back... I bless the HO gods out there. He looked stupid hot. LIKE "for real!?!?!" There's been others but this smile was and personality was yummy lollllll

seashell
12-08-2021, 02:08 AM
My customer was hot tonight. He had to know so I let him and he complimented me back... I bless the HO gods out there. He looked stupid hot. LIKE "for real!?!?!" There's been others but this smile was and personality was yummy lollllll
Omg I love getting a genuine hottie! It's like finding a unicorn... enjoy every moment! lol

whirlerz
12-08-2021, 12:46 PM
I could just feelthe Seething Hatred of an email I just got.. I know there's no emotion in the written word..

I asked for a pay slip, this frickin co. put me thru HELL, then decides not to hire me (fine, what ev::)), then f's me out of some pay, what?

She's all, "I sent the pay slip long ago", bitch, no you didn't.. So she just now sent it..

Telling ya, I can feel the HATE!

I know I'm a PIA}:D

carmen_b
12-08-2021, 01:42 PM
Sometimes I feel guilt .... like now ..... for counting down the hours until J's daughter leaves.

It's about 5 left !
They will get back at 2:30 today and then she's asleep at 7:30.
I don't really have to do anything in the morning other than say goodbye.
She is VERY well behaved so this 100% isn't a complaint about her.
It's more related to having another person in the house ( even though it's family ! ) , having to wear clothing in the house , and just having that extra level of ambient noise ( not even bad )!

I guess we are going to his uncles for a quick dinner ( that J will pick up ) so it'll be nice to get out at least.

I think my nerves are worn from him waiting the FULL four weeks to take her out in public after vax ( it'll be 4 weeks next Sunday thank god ). The routine of just NEVER ever ever having the house to myself has become a little rough. I think all of us getting out and going somewhere will be fun too. I almost can't even believe it will FINALLY end but he claims he will take her out 4p.m.-7p.m. roughly at least 2 out of the three visit days ( M-W ) next week. It doesn't seem real so I am not counting that egg until it hatches.

carmen_b
12-08-2021, 07:02 PM
See guilt ha!^
We got the take out.
Nice meal and convo!
Wasn’t bad at all !!

indiegirl
12-08-2021, 10:19 PM
Customer yesterday asked to check the closet in the hotel room for anyone in there. LOL I asked why and he said he's found another woman in there. What the fuck are some providers doing out there!!?!! Bahahaha. Could you imagine sitting in a cramped closet for an hour or two sharing a hotel room with someone else? At the very least go sit in the lobby! Jesus hahahaha.

WendiStarr
12-09-2021, 11:33 AM
I bought a red bra and panty set that I don't need because it was on sale for $19.

whirlerz
12-09-2021, 01:22 PM
Good for you! You deserve it!

I'm about to buy some stuff off Ulta

Aurora_Sunset
12-10-2021, 06:10 PM
I paid almost $30 for Ubereats tonight instead of just making ramen, because 1) ramen is kinda depressing when you're in your 30s, and 2) I'm babying myself over my almost-car-accident

chanzep
12-10-2021, 07:00 PM
Don't blame you at all. I would do the same after what happened.

miss.a.p1600
12-10-2021, 09:01 PM
L said he was going out of town.

I can’t wait. I’m looking forward to having the house to myself for a full night n day.

I’m probably going to have edibles in deck, model lingerie for myself, make a ton of videos for social media or whatever, and just really bask in the aloneness of this magnificent place.

I don’t care what he does as long as I get a break from relationship obligations for one day at least and he is wise with his actions, then I’m good.

miss.a.p1600
12-11-2021, 08:40 AM
L tells me this morning he’s planning to get his kid.

The one who is not sick but around the sick one….

If Bertha sends a sick kid over, that kid will be sent right back

Anyways it’s not 24 hrs so I let him know it’s a Saturday night. He can do his parenting time but I didn’t plan to hang out with potentially sick unvaccinated kids on a Saturday night.

If Bertha needs a break n he’s obligated, fine. (As long as that kid isn’t sick too)

Just don’t expect me to be locked in with y’all for that.

miss.a.p1600
12-11-2021, 08:46 AM
L offered to buy me a new phone n pay my cellphone

Hell to the naw!

Thanks but no thanks - I hope he thinks of a better gift

SnuffleUffleGrass
12-12-2021, 07:27 AM
It took me almost 2 decades to get used to winter weather but I now enjoy winter as a season. Never thought this would happen.

WendiStarr
12-12-2021, 08:34 AM
I guess finding someone to get frisky with is a definite no now. I've hit the 3rd trimester and I peed a little while laughing today and again after sneezing. Kegels are doing nothing, I guess because the baby is in head down position and keeps using my bladder as a pillow or something. The peeing thing is embarrassing. Ugh.

carmen_b
12-12-2021, 10:17 AM
I find being on a partner phone plan creepy because I think at some level they could then see a phone history. It just seems weird. I have my own plan ha.
L offered to buy me a new phone n pay my cellphone

Hell to the naw!

Thanks but no thanks - I hope he thinks of a better gift

miss.a.p1600
12-12-2021, 10:42 AM
^exactly!

Just give me the money for the cell service n call it a day.

Precise reason why I like adult work. Just give me the cash n I’ll give you something of equal value n return. Only have to deal with their shit for a few minutes or hours as opposed to days, weeks, months, n years

But with most of these men out here if they give you something (cell phones etc) then they expect something in return (tracking your calls, demanding you answer every time they call, take it back it if you don’t do what they want)

Nah! I’m good.

I’d rather rely on a public pay phone calling collect than to have a man buy me anything with some unbeknownst to me strings attached.

Plus if I need to call a replacement bae…….I need to move in silence.

carmen_b
12-12-2021, 10:44 AM
Maybe when this guy asked if a bj *maybe* could happen in the CR I didn't say no right away.
Maybe.
Then when he bought it and not a damned thing happened back there ...... he can thank me for an expensive Vegas lesson.
You are welcome Sir !!

miss.a.p1600
12-12-2021, 10:47 AM
L is off work today.

I hate it when he is here at this house. Invading my space.

No plans or nothing.

Shit.

Go hang out with friends, take your kids to the park, get your hair cut, take your ass to the gym, something…..anything

I’m going to hurry up n get ready to leave before he invites his kids to this house or expects me to go somewhere with him or do much loathed step-mothering duties with him.

I don’t hate the kids - I hate their parents. That’s why I loathe it.

charlie61
12-12-2021, 10:47 AM
I talked to my ex-girlfriend for 5.5 hours last night while my partner was out of town. She and i will always be best friends and soulmates, and we're platonic over the phone. I have been starved for that sort of conversation. I don't plan to tell my partner. I didn't cross a line with her, and i have no desire to. My partner trusts me (he even agreed to let her come up and visit me, but i don't think that would be a good idea - seeing someone in person is different). He knows that i stay in touch with her.

charlie61
12-12-2021, 10:52 AM
I find being on a partner phone plan creepy because I think at some level they could then see a phone history. It just seems weird. I have my own plan ha.

Couldn't agree more. It was weirdly a huge deal for me to start my own phone plan after my divorce, and the phone people even mentioned that this is a common source of stress / relief for couples. Having your own phone and plan = independence. I hadn't even thought that maybe he's trying to keep track of miss p's calls and whatnot, but i bet you're right. My ex did this (and he had good reason to do it). He couldn't see what the texts said, but he could see that i was texting other numbers during the day (i remember specifically that he knew the area code and number of texts, but didn't have the texts themselves).

miss.a.p1600
12-12-2021, 11:50 AM
I feel a slight resentment towards my partner today.

I want to go to the steakhouse and have brunch.

This is his off day n Bertha is expecting him to get their kids. His dumb ass keeps telling his daughter his off days and she begs him to come over to our house.

I want to go by myself because I highly doubt L could afford (nor want) to take his kids to an upscale restaurant (their palate is calibrated to cheap fast food plus Bertha stays having them looking busted so they’d look out of place).

I know if I take myself I’ll hear the “oh you’re not a team player” and other guilt trips I don’t feel like listening to.

I’m probably going to just go anyways or make up an excuse to do it. Might meet some sugar daddies in there.

JGB2009
12-12-2021, 11:54 AM
^^^
Go and enjoy yourself.....I know I would.

whirlerz
12-12-2021, 12:23 PM
i feel a slight resentment towards my partner today.

I want to go to the steakhouse and have brunch.



I know if i take myself i’ll hear the “oh you’re not a team player” and other guilt trips i don’t feel like listening to.

I’m probably going to just go anyways or make up an excuse to do it. Might meet some sugar daddies in there.

u go, girl!




^^^
go and enjoy yourself.....i know i would.

yup ^

carmen_b
12-12-2021, 01:23 PM
^ Say you are going to the gym and go have the steak lol.

miss.a.p1600
12-12-2021, 03:01 PM
^ill have to post about why it’s harder for me to lie about my whereabouts in a separate thread.

I ended up grabbing myself some sushi, went to the park, and to the library.

As soon as Bertha pinged him to get their kids

I pinged myself to up n leave the house (aka Berthas kids hangout spot) cause I figured he’d do nothing with them but bring them to the house. Ugh!!!!!! Apparently these people have no hobbies outside the house.

Aurora_Sunset
12-12-2021, 03:03 PM
The few times I attempted camming, I sucked at it. I didn't have the patience, whatsoever. But lately, I suddenly want to try it again. I like the idea of extra money without having to interact with people face-to-face.

miss.a.p1600
12-12-2021, 03:56 PM
My dude acts like a ball n chains sometimes.

charlie61
12-12-2021, 05:09 PM
The few times I attempted camming, I sucked at it. I didn't have the patience, whatsoever. But lately, I suddenly want to try it again. I like the idea of extra money without having to interact with people face-to-face.

The key is to not focus on the site's cut, ugh. And also remember, of course, that camming money isn't under the table. All of that was hard for me to stomach after dancing for so long - i think i only lasted a couple of cam shifts.

indiegirl
12-12-2021, 11:23 PM
I'm seriously regretting buying that gift to the Michelin Steakhouse. I was searching for hours and finally settled on it. BUT thennnnn...omg if I saw it sooner, I would've bought a reservation to Vespertine Restaurant which is a 2 star Michelin that isn't well advertised at all. It's like experiencing a dinner in a sci-fi movie from the future!! It's 625 dollars for 2 people but I seriously would cut the couple's price out and only taken one person with me so we can both experience it!! It is so unique. I have it saved on my bookmark on my laptop. I'm going at some time in my life even if I have to go alone to save money. Their main website is so cool.

I usually laugh my ass off at these places that give you scraps of food for hundreds of dollars but you can tell this place has put so much thought, time, and passion into the food and place.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ilJA3WUKNE

indiegirl
12-13-2021, 12:03 AM
Maybe when this guy asked if a bj *maybe* could happen in the CR I didn't say no right away.
Maybe.
Then when he bought it and not a damned thing happened back there ...... he can thank me for an expensive Vegas lesson.
You are welcome Sir !!

Exactly! A customer asked me for a happy ending at Spearmint Rhino in Vegas in the past (We were in a room where everyone can see us) I said yes even though it wasn't gonna happen. Then after the 3 songs were over I said "I hope you had a happy ending to the dances." LOLLLL Girll we were never gonna see this man again since he's a tourist and I didn't just drive from California to not make money.

carmen_b
12-13-2021, 08:47 AM
^ Yeah not quite sure how he thought we would even have enough privacy .... odd person. :/
But thanks for $300 rando from Seattle. Lol

indiegirl
12-14-2021, 01:42 PM
Had a long morning of the same man contacting me under 3 different numbers (guy who gets drunk in the morning and doesn't show up)....then I found this new guy. Hopefully this works out. These men tire me out to sheerly get them in the door, with the right amount, and behave.

It's been 6 fucking hours of this shit. I watched twilight and intermittent napped. I don't sleep I simply nap 24/7 lol. Now that he's here I'm all tired with him downstairs.

WonderWoman0642
12-14-2021, 01:56 PM
It took me almost 2 decades to get used to winter weather but I now enjoy winter as a season. Never thought this would happen.
I'm trying to enjoy it. One thing I do like is how quiet it is. During the warmer months, it can be a pain to shoot in my apartment. More people are coming and going, people mowing the lawn etc. Now it's just quiet and peaceful.

Staci
12-14-2021, 03:14 PM
I'm trying to enjoy it. One thing I do like is how quiet it is. During the warmer months, it can be a pain to shoot in my apartment. More people are coming and going, people mowing the lawn etc. Now it's just quiet and peaceful.
I live in Texas and the lawn has to be mowed year round.

Now they just come every two weeks instead of weekly! LOL

moneybags
12-14-2021, 05:41 PM
I keep making sure to emphasize to my doctor that he is in fact my doctor, so he remembers I’m his patient…lol. If he was single maybe I’d go out to dinner with him. I’m not gonna be anyones side chick though. All these doctors keep falling in love with me, but they are all taken. He also doesn’t know I dance. I’m keeping it that way! Fuck love and I want money. We can flirt and be friendly, but thats
it! If I’m fucking a dude, then I shouldn’t have to dance. I already know the drama that comes with adult work and vanilla men. I confess I’m a bit tired of being a fantasy for men. I’m glad I have enough wisdom to not be a dummy when it comes to “love.”

miss.a.p1600
12-14-2021, 06:08 PM
L keeps sounding like he might fail this test to get a certification which will pay him more.

Then he said he didn't want me to judge him if he failed.

Bruh! I WILL cold shoulder n judge the fuck out of you if you fail.....how tf you going to be a role model for your kids and show them that wasting your time studying only to fail is a pattern they should see from you? Why would you not want to get paid more to do the same exact work? You are showing your kids you do not care about them like you claim because you justify mediocrity n half ass providing when you can easily do better? How dare you have the gall to rush me into having a kid with you that you aren't even trying to provide for yet it will be okay for you to take your sweet ass time getting a raise.

I will turn into a cold frigid bitch if you fail the test.

Fail that test and you fail MY test.

chanzep
12-14-2021, 09:32 PM
Oh I remember you saying you will leave him if he fails. Don't blame you. He should be studying for test so he can get paid more he's not rich. A man with no ambition is a turn off. He should be doing this in his free time not running around to suit Bertha schedule.
He judge you for having bad times at work but expects you not too. He is the man he has to do well and provide.

indiegirl
12-15-2021, 09:15 AM
Apparently I have a knack for humiliating myself. I woke up groggy and actually left a voicemail on my customers phone trying to reschedule my dog's vet appointment. Afterwards I said out loud, "I wonder why they didn't answer the phone and it went to voicemail?" Then I checked and saw the number I left the voicemail on in horror hahahahaha. Had to call the actual vet's office afterwards.

Also I had to send back 500 dollars for the two hours he paid for. I was really tempted to just keep it and block his number but I knew karma would rear it's ugly head and a bad review would come out of me keeping it plus he would stop seeing me (and I felt guilty as well even though it wasn't my fault). All he had to do was tell me he wanted two hours instead of keeping me in the dark beforehand.

whirlerz
12-15-2021, 05:01 PM
Lol, that sounds like something I'd do (w/the phone call)

So, Cripes, just finished a zoom interview, a bunch of tests, a pain-in-ass job application, now they want me to do some virtual fucking thing::).
Of course, I get paid for none of it..
I get it the want the right candidate, but WTF.

Well, just finished it, I raced through it. PIA, a bunch more tests, lol.
Ugh.
We'll see.