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whirlerz
12-23-2021, 06:39 PM
^ Please end the will they won’t they and go jump on that D.
Some of us are waiting for updates haha.
I know, right?
You know I want to, right?!
I have to clean my bathroom He's going to fix my toilet so, maybe an opportunity?
He works so much he came home around 4pm & went straight to sleep I can tell no noise up there.
carmen_b
12-23-2021, 07:00 PM
A toilet fix is great.
Ha.
Then a DATE !! He should take you out. BUT you guys know each other already too, ha.
indiegirl
12-23-2021, 10:45 PM
I secretly would be down for a Karen thread on here. I dunno why, but covid really brought out the insanity in some people and people post it online. I always click in those videos. You know f-bombs are about to start flying with each Karen too. This one went full blown mental breakdown probably over something simple. Couldn't imagine behaving like this in public.
https://twitter.com/catturd2/status/1473975843365994499?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw%7Ctwcamp%5 Etweetembed%7Ctwterm%5E1473975843365994499%7Ctwgr% 5E%7Ctwcon%5Es1_c10&ref_url=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.godlikeproductions.com%2F forum1%2Fmessage4991305%2Fpg1
Update: Saw another video right when it started and it was because he wouldn't repent and didn't have Jesus in his heart or the same religion. Bahaha, well that escalated quickly and took a sharp left turn towards the booking process at the local jail. Lmao!
whirlerz
12-24-2021, 09:00 AM
A toilet fix is great.
Ha.
Then a DATE !! He should take you out. BUT you guys know it other already too, ha.
Right, he's not answering my texts rn :(. It's about the goofball who's getting evicted.
I may call him Idk.
We'll see.
WendiStarr
12-24-2021, 09:23 AM
I took advantage of the fact that I e only gained 15lbs and passed gestational diabetes test. Now my belly looks huge.
whirlerz
12-24-2021, 10:04 AM
I secretly would be down for a Karen thread on here. I dunno why, but covid really brought out the insanity in some people and people post it online. I always click in those videos. You know f-bombs are about to start flying with each Karen too. This one went full blown mental breakdown probably over something simple. Couldn't imagine behaving like this in public.
https://twitter.com/catturd2/status/1473975843365994499?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw%7Ctwcamp%5 Etweetembed%7Ctwterm%5E1473975843365994499%7Ctwgr% 5E%7Ctwcon%5Es1_c10&ref_url=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.godlikeproductions.com%2F forum1%2Fmessage4991305%2Fpg1
Update: Saw another video right when it started and it was because he wouldn't repent and didn't have Jesus in his heart or the same religion. Bahaha, well that escalated quickly and took a sharp left turn towards the booking process at the local jail. Lmao!
DONE!, Started, w. :)
Aurora_Sunset
12-24-2021, 04:04 PM
I confess I was embarrassed to bring my labrador retriever to petsmart yesterday because I thought people were gonna fat shame him since he's so obese or people would think I was overfeeding him/giving treats. People call him bear or big at the dog park. Petsmart always give dogs a treat that come in and they totally avoided giving him one LOL. I was kinda embarrassed.
Apparently the reason why 60% of labradors are obese in America is because of their genetics and they will scavenge/beg for food. Lol I'm so glad I found this video about it. I don't feel so bad like it is my fault. https://youtu.be/qBFr_1ImXx8?t=11
Kinda wild how my other dog is slim and he is so big.
One of my cats is HUGE and I have no idea why. I swear I feed him the same food and same amount as the other male cat, and even less food than I feed my older cat who I give wet food to. He plays, he wrestles with his buddy, he's active. He's just... a lard. It has to be a genetics thing. But I always feel super judged when he goes to the vet, because they always make a comment about his weight and tell me they don't want him to get bigger. And I'm like, "I don't either!" But I seriously don't know why he's so big or what to do about it.
I honestly hate trying to ask the vet/vet techs for help about issues most of the time, because they always assume I'm doing something "wrong" and when I tell them I'm not doing that thing, they make it very obvious that they don't believe me. I can tell they think I overfeed the fat cat, when in reality, I probably give him less food than I "should" a lot of the time. When any of the cats develops a habit of pooping outside the box, they assume I'm not keeping the litter boxes clean or don't have enough of them, and when I insist that I clean the damn things 2-3 times a day, and the cats will still shit on the floor right after I cleaned them, they give me this look like they clearly think I'm lying and just repeat the advice... Anyway...Animals are fucking weird.
whirlerz
12-24-2021, 04:10 PM
I got my crush guy upstairs a little gift, some slides shoes (not flip flops) & a mini cologne sample of CK 2.
Plus a cute card, & a scone.
I feel kinda embarrassed about it tho, :-[like it's a dumb gift but we'll see.
I put everything in a Target bag & left it on his door.
Well he likes my gift, he got me one as well, a really nice pair of gloves & a card. :-*
LoveyD
12-24-2021, 10:19 PM
One of my cats is HUGE and I have no idea why. I swear I feed him the same food and same amount as the other male cat, and even less food than I feed my older cat who I give wet food to. He plays, he wrestles with his buddy, he's active. He's just... a lard. It has to be a genetics thing. But I always feel super judged when he goes to the vet, because they always make a comment about his weight and tell me they don't want him to get bigger. And I'm like, "I don't either!" But I seriously don't know why he's so big or what to do about it.
I honestly hate trying to ask the vet/vet techs for help about issues most of the time, because they always assume I'm doing something "wrong" and when I tell them I'm not doing that thing, they make it very obvious that they don't believe me. I can tell they think I overfeed the fat cat, when in reality, I probably give him less food than I "should" a lot of the time. When any of the cats develops a habit of pooping outside the box, they assume I'm not keeping the litter boxes clean or don't have enough of them, and when I insist that I clean the damn things 2-3 times a day, and the cats will still shit on the floor right after I cleaned them, they give me this look like they clearly think I'm lying and just repeat the advice... Anyway...Animals are fucking weird.
I used to have an obese ferret named BB. He was adorable.
whirlerz
12-25-2021, 09:55 AM
Well he likes my gift, he got me one as well, a really nice pair of gloves & a card. :-*
He broke his tooth off, eating fuckin candy!
He said he doesn't have $ to go to dentist, I told him to ask the girl upstairs for some $, who's been using his truck for months now, l already know he won't .
Anyway, that's a surgery, a dentist won't touch a broken tooth, personal experience here.o
neverendingkneebruises
12-25-2021, 03:13 PM
I honestly hate trying to ask the vet/vet techs for help about issues most of the time, because they always assume I'm doing something "wrong" and when I tell them I'm not doing that thing, they make it very obvious that they don't believe me. I can tell they think I overfeed the fat cat, when in reality, I probably give him less food than I "should" a lot of the time. When any of the cats develops a habit of pooping outside the box, they assume I'm not keeping the litter boxes clean or don't have enough of them, and when I insist that I clean the damn things 2-3 times a day, and the cats will still shit on the floor right after I cleaned them, they give me this look like they clearly think I'm lying and just repeat the advice... Anyway...Animals are fucking weird.
Please have him checked for diabetes and bladder problems or get another vets opinion - our family fat cat had these exact same issues and he ended up having bladder blockage, when it was drained his swelling went down and he was the same size as their other male cat. As well as diabetes and in the end my family decided to end his suffering and have him put to sleep. He might just be a fat lazy cat but just make sure
indiegirl
12-25-2021, 05:11 PM
Well I was dreading Christmas day this whole time because I didn't want to go and socialize. I was showing up just so I could have at least one person in my life still talking to me. I actually had a great time and was glad I went for 4 hours.
I got a gift of versace yellow diamond perfume and this aromatherapy body oil that is AMAZING (literally insane how good the perfume oil smells and how strong it is with such a tiny amount. Better than Versace Yellow Diamond IMO), we sang off-key to Xmas songs cleaning up dishes, and had good food. Was a shockingly good time :P. https://prabhujisgifts.com/products/padma-attar-perfume-oil-awakening?_pos=3&_sid=5b16e8ff0&_ss=r
Probably one of the better/best Xmas Eve's and Xmas Days I have had!
Genoveve
12-25-2021, 05:33 PM
One of my cats is HUGE and I have no idea why. I swear I feed him the same food and same amount as the other male cat, and even less food than I feed my older cat who I give wet food to. He plays, he wrestles with his buddy, he's active. He's just... a lard. It has to be a genetics thing. But I always feel super judged when he goes to the vet, because they always make a comment about his weight and tell me they don't want him to get bigger. And I'm like, "I don't either!" But I seriously don't know why he's so big or what to do about it.
I honestly hate trying to ask the vet/vet techs for help about issues most of the time, because they always assume I'm doing something "wrong" and when I tell them I'm not doing that thing, they make it very obvious that they don't believe me. I can tell they think I overfeed the fat cat, when in reality, I probably give him less food than I "should" a lot of the time. When any of the cats develops a habit of pooping outside the box, they assume I'm not keeping the litter boxes clean or don't have enough of them, and when I insist that I clean the damn things 2-3 times a day, and the cats will still shit on the floor right after I cleaned them, they give me this look like they clearly think I'm lying and just repeat the advice... Anyway...Animals are fucking weird.
There's a youtuber I watch who has a fat dog despite her strict diet, she says she gives her nothing but the proper daily servings of the recommended dog food and there's otherwise nothing wrong with the dog. But the vets always lecture her about it and it drives her nuts.
LoveyD
12-25-2021, 06:03 PM
My son just left. We had such a nice afternoon together opening presents and chatting. Then we watched a Christmas Story like old times. I'm so proud of him and who he's becoming.
Aurora_Sunset
12-26-2021, 08:18 AM
I scheduled myself to work today and then decided not to go in. I have plenty of unpaid time to use, but it feels stupid to use it on a day I didn’t need to schedule in the first place - could’ve just taken it as my regular day off lol But I really thought I would rest more on Christmas. When I took the shift, I assumed the kids were going back to their mom’s early yesterday, but then found out that they were staying almost the entire day. I’m glad they had a good Christmas over here but it was not a chill, relaxing holiday at all. I could not bring myself to get up early and work for 10 hours today.
I shouldn’t feel bad. I didn’t miss a single day of work during Peak, when I know almost everyone else took multiple days off. It’s not crazy that I need a break after all that. Wish I would’ve told myself that before scheduling it, is all.
SnuffleUffleGrass
12-26-2021, 10:31 AM
I have to confess that keeping secrets is sometimes hard.
carmen_b
12-26-2021, 10:35 AM
Ohhhhh ^
carmen_b
12-26-2021, 10:35 AM
Beyond thrilled that the holiday is OVER .
Now it's time to really celebrate. I have a yoga class and pedi in mind today.
I will also work a few hours and try to be on some clients radar now that everyones favorite excuse " I'd like to wait to make a decision until after Christmas " isn't a factor.
Woo-hoo.
If I could drink I'd crack champagne today ha.
miss.a.p1600
12-26-2021, 10:56 AM
^the dreaded “call me after the holiday” excuse
No!!! I’m booked up after the holidays.
I confess. I’m going to have to tell L I don’t think a baby is a good idea. Possibly that I don’t want a kid with him right now. I have told him a few times but he won’t listen. I would consider it if he was serious about making more money, getting a promotion, etc.
he seems to have this magical thinking “oh we can have a baby right now and everything will be alright”
Um no. You’re not messing with some below average woman. This is a high quality experience. If you have to get qualified for homes, cars, etc. You’re going to need to get qualified for me to be linked for life to you.
The time clock for improvements is dwindling down.
miss.a.p1600
12-26-2021, 11:05 AM
2021 is almost over.
2022 is going to bring new experiences, joy, abundance, and more…….
Some people might get left in the dust to make room for new n more mutually beneficial relationships
WendiStarr
12-26-2021, 03:56 PM
I ended up going online and buying 4 hand soaps and a body spray from Bath and Body Works. I don't need them but it cheered me up.
indiegirl
12-26-2021, 05:04 PM
This video is a legit reminder I need a child at some point in my life or this will continue to be me celebrating my dog's birthdays bahahaha:
https://youtu.be/Rgz5IPSzZj0?t=453
Also yesss customer today told me I was different than other ladies and it felt non transactional. That's what this business was meant for. Many have ruined it and cheapened it over the years with no customer service skills and turning it into street work but in a hotel.
Anyways, I have 2 customers scheduled for tonight and one is socially awkward especially on the phone to the point where I didn't know how to end the call. I wish I brought wine because he needs it lol.
carmen_b
12-26-2021, 06:04 PM
I hope this 6 days in a row ( kid free ) will be good for us.
I stand by what I did ( the sex diet thing ) and it was *temporary*.
I am SO ready to end it . Hopefully he realizes that ha and we dial it back up now.
I really NEEDED to see that he could listen to what I needed and MAKE an adjustment without a melt down ect. !
The only way to be sure ....was .... well .... test to be sure.
2 days of the last 7 was too lean even for for me though ha. :/
I guess we were both hurt somewhat in the experiment.
I wonder if this is something we should touch on in therapy though.
I wonder if we should BEGIN working with someone.
I keep considering it and then not going through with the booking !
I would say I'm doing 70% better ( depression symptoms ) than even 2 weeks ago.
More meds / more fake sun lamp time ect. !
I was going to put this into dating thread and now of course I can't find it ha .
I'm admitted to him I was depressed ( since I'm functional I can usually hide it pretty well ) and now I feel " eh " about admitting it.
carmen_b
12-26-2021, 06:11 PM
In the future hopefully I will learn from this.
I think it was me being too lazy to travel. :/
In the past 7 days we were together ( neither of us traveled to family for holiday ).
J's daughter was here for 5 days. It was just too much for me.
I don't think anyone really did anything wrong at all .
It's just something to note ( for myself ) for next time .
It might be odd / unconventional to be somewhere else ( my Airbnb nearby or cheapie hotel or freebie casino hotel ) BUT I kind of just *prefer* it on a quirky week like this one . Then there is a mix of time with them and time to myself ( elsewhere ). I was planning to talk to him about it but I'm paranoid like he might be offended.
indiegirl
12-26-2021, 06:46 PM
I have someones 400 dollar belt in my room and he's a gambling addict. I told him I'd leave the belt downstairs when I found it randomly but he insisted I fronted money for his next gamble. FUCK. OFF. This is like giving an addict money in the middle of his drug purchase begging me via messages. Just because I'm chill and easygoing during appointments doesn't mean I'm your doormat. Take your fucking belt and go home.
I have no problem giving you your belt back downstairs like I said.
carmen_b
12-26-2021, 06:49 PM
^ What .... that's so crazy lol.
If the belt is worth $400 come get it then ( downstairs ) and sell it.
indiegirl
12-26-2021, 06:52 PM
^ What .... that's so crazy lol.
If the belt is worth $400 come get it then ( downstairs ) and sell it.
Put that belt on the table is what I was thinking LOL. I have a reputation to uphold so I don't steal shit or want to deal with his BS past the appt. Had this happen quite a few times on tour and customers would go to the front desk with their fake name I left with staff to pick their crap up they left behind.
Also some random guy messaged me: It shows in reviews (on cheapo USA sex guide aka always there for me to fuck my life up) that you used to provide greek. What is the price now for greek?
I left no response but if I say no why push something I don't like. It is zero. My ass hurts the next day and it is hard to poop. TMI but all of this for a couple hundred extra for my distress? NO. I have loved every man who has entered my ass greek and I reciprocated with a strap on and they shouted out of pain. Imagine how I felt when you ripped into me the same LOLL. That wasn't a groan of pleasure.
LoveyD
12-27-2021, 07:56 AM
I ended up going online and buying 4 hand soaps and a body spray from Bath and Body Works. I don't need them but it cheered me up.
They are having their semi annual sale, so it's a perfect time to splurge! I went there yesterday and stocked up. It's really the only time I shop there anymore.
miss.a.p1600
12-27-2021, 08:10 AM
I’m really pissed L took it upon himself to post my picture on his Facebook without my consent. And making it worse saying “show off this ring!”
Ugh!!!!
I saw his Facebook timeline once and his profile is trash. A bunch of mindless pointless video, sports games of pro athletes who could give two shits about you, corny ass selfies.
It’s like he just wants to keep eliminating himself from sex by doing things that irk tf out of me.
lynn2009
12-27-2021, 12:13 PM
I feel inexplicably, immeasurably sad. And not in my usual bitter angry and dead inside kind of way but I could burst out crying for hours any moment.
moneybags
12-27-2021, 12:25 PM
Crush is giving me the cold shoulder. That’s fine. Rejection is Gods protection. I’m still gonna try to work with him. But will be superficial as well. I give people one shot and if they play games I move on. He was flirting with me and THEN he told me he has a girlfriend! Ugh! This obviously says more about him than me. Not even be personal. Keep it 100 professional from now on. I hate have my feelings jerked around. This is why I charge men for my time.
He offered to help me and do all sorts of favors. What a dick to all of a sudden pretend he wasn’t trying to hook up with me. Grrr! He probably felt guilty. I swear I’m gonna investigate their social media next time. Any any pics with a girl and I’m cutting them off before they get my hopes up. Grrr!
I swear if he breaks up with his girlfriend he better not look to me!
carmen_b
12-27-2021, 01:14 PM
^ Yup, that social media should be clear AF with NO women in pictures and a relationship status at " single ".
Guys will hide that piece ( the status ) from profiles and it's never a good reason. The reason is usually because they are with someone or a couple people already lol.
Men can be stupid.
The world is really too tech. advanced these days to actually get away with cheating haha.
Sorry dudes the days are gone where you can simply take woman #2 out on a date 30-45 min. outside the area that woman #1 lives in. Isn't that crazy that men could do this shit before and get away with it ?
indiegirl
12-27-2021, 11:11 PM
I decided to be an asshole after this man has stood me up 3 times and tried to pull the same shit of not showing up AT ALL. This was after his 4th attempt to fuck me over:
https://www.linkpicture.com/q/Screen-Shot-2021-12-27-at-10.08.11-PM.png (https://www.linkpicture.com/view.php?img=LPic61caaa972a7ec903517545)
JGB2009
12-29-2021, 07:49 AM
I confess that I used a calling app to call my daughters dad. His recent behavior has been odd so I thought perhaps maybe he changed his number. Any who he didn't answer but it went to his voicemail done with his own voice.
miss.a.p1600
12-29-2021, 09:43 AM
I confess....
I think L's kids will be here for like 3 or 4 days.
Not a lot will be open NYE or NYD and thats 2 long ass mf days to be holed up in this damn house with the unvaccinated crumbsnatchers. The other 2 days I will be working ..... most of the day.
I have to find something to put on the schedule so I can get out *solo*
indiegirl
12-29-2021, 09:49 AM
I went "hey gurllll!'" On hotwire customer service. Booked a hot rate room and they put me in fucking Newport Beach. There is no way my customers are okay with that location. So hotwire is trying to cancel it right now. They said it was not a cancellable hotel....I disagree.
carmen_b
12-29-2021, 10:24 AM
I don't think things really will close down that much ( maybe evening Jan.31 is all ).
I think it's really .... will he be proactive AT ALL getting them out of the house ?
You could ask for a quiet window on a certain day but it's probably best to have your own plan B for sure.
I confess....
I think L's kids will be here for like 3 or 4 days.
Not a lot will be open NYE or NYD and thats 2 long ass mf days to be holed up in this damn house with the unvaccinated crumbsnatchers. The other 2 days I will be working ..... most of the day.
I have to find something to put on the schedule so I can get out *solo*
indiegirl
12-29-2021, 03:54 PM
Holy SHIT. Ghislaine Maxwell was found guilty of 5 out of 6 charges!! Girllll if they could let her be honest imagine all she would have to say!
miss.a.p1600
12-29-2021, 10:00 PM
I don't think things really will close down that much ( maybe evening Jan.31 is all ).
I think it's really .... will he be proactive AT ALL getting them out of the house ?
You could ask for a quiet window on a certain day but it's probably best to have your own plan B for sure.
I’ll discuss that with him tonight cause I was just thinking “would I be rude if I insisted he take his kids out tomorrow using that strategically picked gift card I gave them for Christmas so I can work from home without them all up in my space”
That’s the thing that pisses me off the most. He acts like IM the weirdo for wanting kids to be out participating in planned in advance activities n doing kids shit vs. Laying around the house all day.
It irks me to no end.
I’ll plan B myself to the library. It’s free. Peaceful. N no loud kids or partners. But when the library is closed I’ll see if I can buy a virtual office day membership.
miss.a.p1600
12-29-2021, 10:02 PM
I’m really surprised L has such a big family he is supposedly close to but no one wants to watch his kids for him.
He should learn to stop being so damn cheap make more fn money and send them to reputable camps n activities or whatever
indiegirl
12-30-2021, 07:24 AM
I had a busy day yesterday. I made 2k and this hotel needs to deliver more towels! One client said "I hope you didn't forget that we were meeting at 11pm" Lol I totally don't recall scheduling him but I accommodated him.
I couldn't keep up with all the requests so I stuck with only 4 people.
LoveyD
12-30-2021, 08:29 PM
Shit. I accidentally forgot to drop off a case of water to a customer. I would've returned it but I am already in safe parking and once you're in, you can't leave for the night. I actually needed water, so now I'm drinking it. I feel bad. Shit. Sorry, God.
miss.a.p1600
12-31-2021, 12:19 AM
^happened to me once when the app glitched and I couldn’t get the address to a customer I picked up food for.
It was some Asian fusion food.
I waited a good 10-20 minutes for the app to pull the address.
I was hungry af and said well look is like im getting free food since the app glitched.
Right as im eating into the food, the app comes back up and it’s the dude messaging me asking if I am coming because the restaurant said the food was picked up.
I felt so bad but I just ignored cause I knew that the less you say the better sometimes
Thank goodness I wasn’t penalized for that.
Secret Shelly
12-31-2021, 10:52 AM
I had a busy day yesterday. I made 2k and this hotel needs to deliver more towels! One client said "I hope you didn't forget that we were meeting at 11pm" Lol I totally don't recall scheduling him but I accommodated him.
I couldn't keep up with all the requests so I stuck with only 4 people.
Four was my usual upper limit for customers in a day. Three was preferable, but business is business. I knew most of the time I had to perform some mind fuckery on myself to perform for some clients and doing it too many times in a day and I was losing myself.
indiegirl
12-31-2021, 11:34 AM
Four was my usual upper limit for customers in a day. Three was preferable, but business is business. I knew most of the time I had to perform some mind fuckery on myself to perform for some clients and doing it too many times in a day and I was losing myself.
When I first started out and got busy I was seeing 10 a day or on tour seeing about 10-ish. That number sounds terrifying to me now LOL!!! Like how did that even happen! lol I couldn't do 10 people in a day now. Too tiring mentally and physically.
Aurora_Sunset
12-31-2021, 01:17 PM
When I first started out and got busy I was seeing 10 a day or on tour seeing about 10-ish. That number sounds terrifying to me now LOL!!! Like how did that even happen! lol I couldn't do 10 people in a day now. Too tiring mentally and physically.
I think the most I did in one day was 9, and I was like 'fuck, never again.' lol
Secret Shelly
12-31-2021, 01:37 PM
I think the most I did in one day was 9, and I was like 'fuck, never again.' lol
My record was 7. It happened twice and I just remember after like #4 I was so totally loathing the whole thing, which is when I started making a hard limit of no more than 4 ever.
trustfundkiller
12-31-2021, 05:51 PM
I fucking hate fireworks. Every NYE I stay home and comfort my cat who's absolutely terrified. I don't think fireworks should be legal for the average civilian to purchase. You should have to go to a professional fireworks display to see them. I feel bad for all of the animals who don't understand, and people suffering from PTSD.
chanzep
12-31-2021, 07:15 PM
Sometimes I miss my ex husband money lol. Like I could just say I was hungry and he would send money or moan about not going shopping in London at Christmas and he would send money . Oh well life is better without his headaches
miss.a.p1600
12-31-2021, 07:25 PM
I fucking hate fireworks. Every NYE I stay home and comfort my cat who's absolutely terrified. I don't think fireworks should be legal for the average civilian to purchase. You should have to go to a professional fireworks display to see them. I feel bad for all of the animals who don't understand, and people suffering from PTSD.
Often times the fireworks aren't legal.......but who gone enforce? So that's why people do it n get away with it unfortunately.