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miss.a.p1600
01-14-2022, 05:52 AM
I threw away one of husband's shirts today without telling him. I usually wouldn't do something like that, but I have been begging and asking him to get rid of this ratty-ass shirt for months now, and he always complains and says no. It's not sentimental or even a pretty shirt. It's a generic, solid red t-shirt. It's had a huge hole in one of the armpits for months, and now it has them in both armpits. He has no interest in fixing it. He just wears it around the house on his days off CONSTANTLY. It's so ugly. It's not like he's lacking for t-shirts. I'm sick of washing and putting away this stupid hobo shirt. There is zero reason for him to keep it. If it's just about the color, I'll buy him another fucking red shirt.

I feel your pain.

Wtf do men keep these damn artifacts that are wraggedy as hell knowing good n damn well it needs to be in dumpster #4

And best believe they notice when their one article of junk goes missing.

I tried to discreetly throw away old ragged junk L was holding on to. He would notice and act like a damn kid about it. “Where is my pan”

“Um that old ass pan with the handle falling off and the coating wearing off? The one that’s probably too dangerous to eat off of yet you keep using it over n over again? Yeah it’s gone!”

“WHAT! I can’t believe you threw away my pan” (in a state of shock like that shit was some new, valuable item.”

Let me tell you something sir. If I tried to sell your beloved artifact, I’d have to pay someone to take this junk out of here because it’s worthless.

Quit acting like these mfs on Hoarders and get this shit up out of here!!!”

I hate when men collect useless junk then have the audacity to get mad when it’s properly discarded.

To make matters worse they be trying to have sex in their worn rags like it’s nothing.

Um bruh! There is nothing cute or sexy about any of this.

miss.a.p1600
01-14-2022, 06:00 AM
Please don't, I enjoy your posts! :)

Awww thanks. I enjoy reading yours too!

Secret Shelly
01-14-2022, 06:48 AM
To make matters worse they be trying to have sex in their worn rags like it’s nothing.

Um bruh! There is nothing cute or sexy about any of this.

I told one ex bf that if he's wearing one of those shirts than none of my clothes are coming off...and I was serious!!!

SnuffleUffleGrass
01-14-2022, 08:42 AM
I confess I guffawed at this post on reddit

It reminded me of my egg donor.

my mom has been refusing to get a job for 18+ years. she put her kids (us) through financial hell our whole lives when it could've easily been prevented. now all her kids are teens, and she still doesn't have a job. i'm 18 and i live w my roomate. i make minimum wage and get paid monthly, so saving is a big thing for me. my narcissist mother asks to borrow money from me every week and gets mad at me for the ways i spend my money like saying i get too much coffee or bubble tea when every month i get it about 5 times max...she calls me a "cheap, greedy bitch" and proceeds to verbally abuse me and make me feel bad about working for my money. she even managed to make me feel bad a few times. i can't escape her, and i hate her. lol.

kimbe
01-14-2022, 11:03 AM
I confess I gave T a bj while we had breakfast, in between eating my food. It felt kind of bad, since I felt I didn’t gave him the full attention I should. Might be late tonight so I figured it easily could be the only possibility.

GlamLifter
01-14-2022, 11:45 AM
^ That’s what I’d call proper time management! Lucky guy though ;)

WendiStarr
01-14-2022, 12:08 PM
I ate almost an entire bag of those Harvest Snaps green peas. Those dang things are addicting.

kimbe
01-15-2022, 01:11 AM
Well, that somewhat rushed BJ I gave T this morning kind of bothered me.. So when I got home around 8 he was watching Netflix, I sat down in front of him and gave him an intense long one, driving him crazy when I managed to keep him on that very edge for a while. A little later, he licked me :)

Starting the workshop at 8AM, so bed time now!

ava$
01-15-2022, 07:23 AM
I'm legit fucking terrified to give birth during this pandemic. Due to the rising cases in my state, the hospital changed their policy to 4 support people allowed in delivery room to only 1. They've also decided to do mandatory covid testing on all women in labor so even if a woman tests positive and is asymptomatic, she'll be sent to the covid ward and won't be allowed near the baby and no visitors. I get that they're being cautious but I'm scared of that happening to me. Now I have that to worry about, as well as getting preeclampsia again. Ugh.
I gave birth a year ago and the policy was exactly what u said one support person n got Covid tested, the experience turned out great except they seemed super short staffed, they gave me pitocin and it took so long to get my blood work back for my epidural that I felt that shit hard and the workers seem stressed. But just try n stay away from people so u don’t get Covid is the best thing u can do!

carmen_b
01-15-2022, 09:54 AM
I'm getting along a lot better with partner and it's been really nice. :)

There are some things that are still in negotiations ( or one thing I guess ).
My main concern in this Hawaii trip. I really feel strongly about it.
I WOULD feel guilty I'd say if it wasn't my ONE request in the last two months.

It's nice to have my own money including the $1500 I'll need for this trip haha ( with or without him ).
There were whispers of having the trip covered ( with day job ) but I'm tired of waiting.

It's not a good sign if he won't arrange just two days of child care with his sister or asking ex for just two extra days ( all we would need to pull off a 6 day trip ). He gets 4 day chunks of time kid free all the time. It's just two extra days.

It would make it so much easier if a job I had pending would just confirm.
I still have some clients there left over from when I was there.
Then I would " have " to go at a certain time. :/

carmen_b
01-15-2022, 12:47 PM
I guess he IS willing to book now.
I have " a touch of concern " I'm not going to lie but at least the willingness to book is there .
My trip can be 6 days if he thinks he can only spare 5.
The problem is two days are sucked up in JUST the getting there.

Something is wrong with this situation though.
He knew I wanted this well in advance.
It feels very " thrown together " leaving in just 11 days.
I'm not sure how I feel about not having the 6 day span booked SMOOTHLY ( I would have preferred to know our 6 day span at least 3 weeks ahead ).

The modified time will work for me but now I'm worried he'll regret Hawaii.
It's a whole travel day to get there ( even for direct flights it burns a day ). That is only 3 full days on the ground.

I think I'm a little heart broken over the lack of smooth prep for this . :/
I might have to think of somewhere else ( warm ) to go that won't eat 8-9 hours in travel time to get there.

It's a " thing " with me.
I have never NOT fought about travel in my relationships.

chanzep
01-15-2022, 02:46 PM
I ate almost an entire bag of those Harvest Snaps green peas. Those dang things are addicting.

I love those. I used to order boxes of mini packets off Amazon.

Pokahantas
01-15-2022, 04:08 PM
I threw away one of husband's shirts today without telling him. I usually wouldn't do something like that, but I have been begging and asking him to get rid of this ratty-ass shirt for months now, and he always complains and says no. It's not sentimental or even a pretty shirt. It's a generic, solid red t-shirt. It's had a huge hole in one of the armpits for months, and now it has them in both armpits. He has no interest in fixing it. He just wears it around the house on his days off CONSTANTLY. It's so ugly. It's not like he's lacking for t-shirts. I'm sick of washing and putting away this stupid hobo shirt. There is zero reason for him to keep it. If it's just about the color, I'll buy him another fucking red shirt.

LOL HAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHHAHAH that’s so funny ;D.

Pokahantas
01-15-2022, 04:21 PM
Tomorrow is my boyfriend’s birthday celebration at my house with just him and I, but I’d rather just cam all day. All he’s going to do is eat, smoke weed, sleep / snore so loud that I can’t sleep or hear the tv and expect sex all while still not doing anything about being overweight and smashing me to death during sex with his gigantic stomach. I bought him a really nice knife to add to his collection, his fave cake & ice cream, and cooking him dinner. But I’m just dreading tomorrow and now I just have to deal with this. I don’t want to celebrate his birthday.

carmen_b
01-15-2022, 07:12 PM
^ Have you considered talking to him about a weight loss plan ?

If he won't make changes could you see yourself making a change happen such a seperation plan ect. ?

carmen_b
01-15-2022, 07:13 PM
^ I think it's ok to let an unhealthy habit be the thing that means you don't want to go forward. It's 100% ok to leave if you are feeling that way.

Pokahantas
01-15-2022, 10:39 PM
^ Have you considered talking to him about a weight loss plan ?

If he won't make changes could you see yourself making a change happen such a seperation plan ect. ?

He keeps saying he will lose the weight but he doesn’t. I am a healthy eater and exercise daily yet this still does not motivate him. I’m so torn on what to do. It’s been 3 years and I’m not attracted to him sexually. I have to smoke a lot of weed to do anything and now even that’s getting worse.

Pokahantas
01-15-2022, 10:55 PM
^ I think it's ok to let an unhealthy habit be the thing that means you don't want to go forward. It's 100% ok to leave if you are feeling that way.
Thanks for saying this because I feel so much guilt. All he does is eat, sleep and smoke weed and occasionally do security work when works available. I can’t take it no more but tomorrow is his birthday so I have to deal with this. I honestly don’t know why I’ve stayed this long. He’s a good person but so many red flags. I’m embarrassed that I haven’t left him yet.

SnuffleUffleGrass
01-16-2022, 08:23 AM
I confess I bailed out of a planned lunch meeting to sit at home in fleece sweatpants and hang out with my dog. I don't feel bad at all bwahahahahhah.

GlamLifter
01-16-2022, 09:13 AM
I confess I’m surprised how little emotional affected I am despite all the time I spend with PT..

miss.a.p1600
01-16-2022, 10:22 AM
Lol @ L’s kids complaining at the food he cooked for them.

Ahahahaha…….i confess that I’m laughing at these shenanigans

That’s why you’ll NEVER catch me cooking for those overly picky crumbsnatchers.

All they eat is fried chicken and pizza rolls.

He should have just made them eat pizza rolls for breakfast and called it a day.

kimbe
01-16-2022, 11:30 AM
I confess I don't tolerate much alcohol.. After the workshop yesterday, I went out for some food with two of my clients and I had 3 glasses of wine over 2+ hours. Today I woke up with a heavy head..

On the positive side, T served me bedside coffee as he left for his morning work out (I easily skipped it today).

kimbe
01-16-2022, 11:34 AM
I confess I’m surprised how little emotional affected I am despite all the time I spend with PT..

When you do it purely for the money or benefits, I find it emotionally much easier. It's a business case, case closed.

Secret Shelly
01-16-2022, 12:21 PM
I'm seeing a customer for the first time in over 3 years tomorrow...it's what I'm calling a "Legacy Customer" because he's one I'd seen several times before I stopped escorting...I'm genuinely nervous af!!! just trying to get my stuff together trying to remember my routine, what I need to take, my precautions. AHHHHH! Anxiety is setting in and is a bitch!!!

kimbe
01-16-2022, 01:43 PM
I've barely been out of bed, just made some more coffee. Fuck, maybe it's the cold returning..

And I have to be at the airport by 3:30, I've promised to help out with maintenance on the airplane I hired for my check flight last week. He let me use the plane for that flight just paying for the gas, in return I'll help him out with the maintenance. It's a 100H check, takes appx 3 hours.

PS; I suspect him to be way more interested in me as a person than my working hours LoL. I wonder if I should dress super sexy or just put on my partners mechanics overall. If I do the latter, I doubt I'll ever get to hire his plane again ;)

GlamLifter
01-16-2022, 02:03 PM
^ Of course he is! What age is he?

Having company of a good looking woman is probably more important for him than your working hours, with no disrespect of your mechanical skills which I don’t know anything about.

Dress sexy, tease him but act just as you were in the overall! ;)

indiegirl
01-16-2022, 03:18 PM
I'm seeing a customer for the first time in over 3 years tomorrow...it's what I'm calling a "Legacy Customer" because he's one I'd seen several times before I stopped escorting...I'm genuinely nervous af!!! just trying to get my stuff together trying to remember my routine, what I need to take, my precautions. AHHHHH! Anxiety is setting in and is a bitch!!!

It is odd remembering your routine when you take a break! :P

I remember when I first started I prepared in advance by buying a bunch of disposable toothbrushes, bringing changes of sheets in my suitcase, and an automatic soap dispenser. Like....what was I thinking!?! The hotel provides those for free Hahaha. Best thing ever is 100 bulk condoms on amazon: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0029XFWPE?psc=1&ref=ppx_yo2_dt_b_product_details

I'd like to find a place that has cheap/bulk magnum sized condoms just in case

Aurora_Sunset
01-16-2022, 05:41 PM
My husband and I have both been sitting on the couch, gassy, for the last few hours. If you leave and walk back into the living room, it distinctly reeks of farts.

This would've been a good post for the Poop thread, if it was still in the Lounge. I'm still mad it got moved.

indiegirl
01-16-2022, 05:45 PM
My husband and I have both been sitting on the couch, gassy, for the last few hours. If you leave and walk back into the living room, it distinctly reeks of farts.

This would've been a good post for the Poop thread, if it was still in the Lounge. I'm still mad it got moved.

This is too funny!

I've been so gassy today after my nap! I farted actually while I read your post and now I'm laughing out loud hahahaha.

Secret Shelly
01-16-2022, 08:17 PM
It is odd remembering your routine when you take a break! :P

I remember when I first started I prepared in advance by buying a bunch of disposable toothbrushes, bringing changes of sheets in my suitcase, and an automatic soap dispenser. Like....what was I thinking!?! The hotel provides those for free Hahaha. Best thing ever is 100 bulk condoms on amazon: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0029XFWPE?psc=1&ref=ppx_yo2_dt_b_product_details

I'd like to find a place that has cheap/bulk magnum sized condoms just in case

lol i can so relate! i just picked up the condoms at walmart but am also packing plenty of hand sanitizer, makeup, change of everything. Also just getting my contacts arranged so I can let someone know when i get there, call me if they don't hear from me by a certain time, and let know when i'm leaving. It's reminding me why I use to prefer incalls instead of out calling!

indiegirl
01-16-2022, 08:45 PM
lol i can so relate! i just picked up the condoms at walmart but am also packing plenty of hand sanitizer, makeup, change of everything. Also just getting my contacts arranged so I can let someone know when i get there, call me if they don't hear from me by a certain time, and let know when i'm leaving. It's reminding me why I use to prefer incalls instead of out calling!

Totally go with bulk condoms online because it saves so much money in the long run. I used to go to sex shops and geeez that was pricey when I was seeing multiple people daily because I use 2-4 condoms if they are MSOG per client.

Secret Shelly
01-16-2022, 08:50 PM
Totally go with bulk condoms online because it saves so much money in the long run. I used to go to sex shops and geeez that was pricey when I was seeing multiple people daily because I use 2-4 condoms if they are MSOG.

totally agree....and when I start getting back into it more I'll fire up the amazon order....but this guy was always a one and done type so I didn't go overboard and buy what I didnt think I needed.

GlamLifter
01-17-2022, 12:45 PM
Confess I was almost late for work today, which would have been the first time.
I decided I wanted to go for a session in the tanning bed on my way to work. I was so tired, being on a slight sleep deficit and finding it so relaxing, I actually fell asleep. I didn’t wake up until someone knocked violently at the door like 35 mins after the session had expired.

indiegirl
01-17-2022, 12:57 PM
I confess I thought someone was dying 15 minutes ago when waking up (didn't get home until 5am from work) to hear my roommate blasting music. I'm sorry, I paid for this fucking housekeeper that I truly regret having because of you requesting it and now you're turning up while I'm trying to sleep? Trust, when school is over nobody will be happier to kick you out than me.

Aurora_Sunset
01-17-2022, 02:24 PM
Confess I was almost late for work today, which would have been the first time.
I decided I wanted to go for a session in the tanning bed on my way to work. I was so tired, being on a slight sleep deficit and finding it so relaxing, I actually fell asleep. I didn’t wake up until someone knocked violently at the door like 35 mins after the session had expired.

Oh man, I'm always so scared I'm going to fall asleep in the tanning bed. I usually set a timer on my phone if I feel myself getting drowsy lol Because I just know it will happen some day. It's so cozy and relaxing.

Secret Shelly
01-17-2022, 08:28 PM
the appointment today went off pretty smoothly but I was a hot mess this morning and driving there. i had 2 contacts, one was my gf and another was another former escort who was the one who would call me if she didn't hear from me by a certain time...the customer is pretty simple to deal with since id been with him before and pretty much remembered my quirks and rules, maybe even better than me lol. good tip which more than made up for the boring couple of stories he went into lol

charlie61
01-17-2022, 10:26 PM
I have been wildly oversharing on here lately. :)

kimbe
01-18-2022, 12:28 AM
I confess when I have my clients practicing their posing during the workshop, I keep evaluating them in my head as dancers as well. LoL, I guess once a dancer, always a dancer...

indiegirl
01-19-2022, 02:56 AM
I have been wildly oversharing on here lately. :)

I don't think you do at all. I like your posts!

I win in that department. Trying to be better so I'm not annoying people. LOL.

It's nice being ourselves here or just talk about issues.

Secret Shelly
01-19-2022, 06:50 AM
this site is great for sw's to be able to come in, let our hair down and talk shop or bitch about life....plus it's great to get feedback, even if it's not what we want to hear.

SnuffleUffleGrass
01-19-2022, 10:38 AM
I confess that I am enjoying this whole "forgiveness journey" thing.

carmen_b
01-19-2022, 11:36 AM
^ Ohhhh interesting.

I have people that I can never forgive honestly.
Really it's just my 7 year ex I guess, ha.
I think if you can get into a place of " just letting it go" it is still progress and sometimes as far as you'll get.

GlamLifter
01-19-2022, 01:49 PM
Oh man, I'm always so scared I'm going to fall asleep in the tanning bed. I usually set a timer on my phone if I feel myself getting drowsy lol Because I just know it will happen some day. It's so cozy and relaxing.

Yep, have to start using the alarm….

moneybags
01-19-2022, 01:54 PM
I have been wildly oversharing on here lately. :)

me too. Being a stripper is so isolating.

I can’t just talk normally to outsiders. Everything gets put under the stripper magnifying glass. All my normal life problems become correlated with my work. As if correlation is causation, but you know how outsiders are. Everything is my fault because I’m a dirty stripper, and if I have normal life problems then it’s because I’m a dirty stripper. I deserve any bad thing that happens because I’m a dirty stripper.

Everything gets see through the slut lens. I really don’t have the psychological strength to deal with having to pick apart what’s true from what’s someone else’s b.s. projection. Especially with everything going on in the world, I don’t need any more controversy in my life. It’s just easier to post here than try to talk to people who would mostly likely judge the fuck out of me for every little thing I do.

Thank you for reading my stripper diary and not judging, or at least if you do you don’t tell me-fair enough.

SnuffleUffleGrass
01-19-2022, 02:13 PM
me too. Being a stripper is so isolating.

I can’t just talk normally to outsiders. Everything gets put under the stripper magnifying glass. All my normal life problems become correlated with my work. As if correlation is causation, but you know how outsiders are. Everything is my fault because I’m a dirty stripper, and if I have normal life problems then it’s because I’m a dirty stripper. I deserve any bad thing that happens because I’m a dirty stripper.

Everything gets see through the slut lens. I really don’t have the psychological strength to deal with having to pick apart what’s true from what’s someone else’s b.s. projection. Especially with everything going on in the world, I don’t need any more controversy in my life. It’s just easier to post here than try to talk to people who would mostly likely judge the fuck out of me for every little thing I do.

Thank you for reading my stripper diary and not judging, or at least if you do you don’t tell me-fair enough.

No judgement here.


Confession- I treated myself to an early birthday present and got a book to improve my skills at Tarot Card readings.

I still refuse to read for people b/c I'm so blunt and often rude that I think it's best if I don't read for people. I lack the finesse of a professional Tarot card reader.

Dreamqueen
01-19-2022, 04:09 PM
No judgement here.


Confession- I treated myself to an early birthday present and got a book to improve my skills at Tarot Card readings.

I still refuse to read for people b/c I'm so blunt and often rude that I think it's best if I don't read for people. I lack the finesse of a professional Tarot card reader.
I do that too when reading tarot.
Especially with cam customers.
They usually get spooked and run away.
Sorry if you're delicate ego can't handle the truth.
Which book did you get?

SnuffleUffleGrass
01-19-2022, 07:17 PM
I do that too when reading tarot.
Especially with cam customers.
They usually get spooked and run away.
Sorry if you're delicate ego can't handle the truth.
Which book did you get?

It's one with a French deck used to explain readings. It's from Barnes And Noble. I can PM the title & author if you want.....

LoveyD
01-19-2022, 07:51 PM
I love my tarot cards. I've had the same deck for 30 years! I have a Rider-Waite deck. I don't always like reading for other people though.

Dreamqueen
01-19-2022, 10:14 PM
It's one with a French deck used to explain readings. It's from Barnes And Noble. I can PM the title & author if you want.....

Yes please.
Thank You

kimbe
01-20-2022, 04:41 PM
Oh man, I'm always so scared I'm going to fall asleep in the tanning bed. I usually set a timer on my phone if I feel myself getting drowsy lol Because I just know it will happen some day. It's so cozy and relaxing.

It’s my favorite relaxing time! I often wish it would last longer..! :)