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kamiliam
02-02-2022, 10:51 AM
FOH w/some of these blues on here.
“ my sources” lol
people working a trick aren’t on the record.
whirlerz
02-02-2022, 11:44 AM
I need to leave my foot the fuck alone, peeking under its bandage, not helping.. :(
Made about my 6th trip outside to clean snow off my car, & shovel around it, almost fell by side entrance.
Also, this girl upstairs does a LOT of laundry, she gonna freak when machines get repo'd!
Dreamqueen
02-02-2022, 02:21 PM
This will probably sound really dumb, but I feel almost betrayed by a LOA blogger I used to follow hardcore. She was the first one I found years ago where I really resonated with her way of explaining things. I diligently read through her backlog of blogs every single day for a year until I was caught up, and I kept a close eye on her new ones. It really helped me out at the time.
Over time, she stopped posting as much, but would always come back every few months with an update, saying she had been doing all sorts of inner work that was leading her to bigger and better ways to help people with up-leveling their consciousness and lives. Then, COVID and the shitshow of American politics of 2020 happened. She barely wrote or posted anything during that time... she came back for about one month to post some podcasts where she had had discussions about race with other people, and then she dropped off the face of the planet again. It's been well over a year since I've seen any sign of her.
She would always say she "didn't shy away from the big questions" about LOA or collective manifestations when it comes to societal upheaval. Not only do I feel like she up and flaked on giving all her followers a perspective when we hit the biggest societal upheaval we've had for generations, but even half of the pages for her old blogs don't work anymore. She just didn't bother to maintain the blog portion of the site.
Edit to add: I just did some poking around, and it looks like she's shifted entirely to running expensive online workshops a couple times a years. So... she's still around, she just completely stopped putting out any new reading/podcasting material right when the world went to shit. I know this random internet person doesn't owe me anything, but I feel... abandoned... I guess, by someone that I really looked up to and looked to for a better way to look at and feel about things.
I felt that way about Doreen Virtue.
I still use her cards to read Tarot.
But, it feels like a mockery for some reason.
JenniferNorth
02-03-2022, 10:57 AM
I just hope he doesn't find some excuse or guilt trip to try to invite himself along.
I want him and his kids to stay where they belong.
If for some reason he tries to bombard himself into my travel ----- he will have to pay for him and his kids to stay in a separate room.
Nice.....That's good you got a little break and J and his daughter had some quality time
Miss P, tell him you are planning a Spa trip or something. I bet he wouldn't be interested in a spa day.
JenniferNorth
02-03-2022, 11:27 AM
I felt that way about Doreen Virtue.
I still use her cards to read Tarot.
But, it feels like a mockery for some reason.
Oh holy Crap, Doreen Virtue! Glad someone brought her name up! I love her cards, but I hate her as a person. When she was all new age, she had a santuary for farm animals. I guess whenever she ended the santuary, she sold them to farms (for slaughter). Fucking horrible. I am not religious; I believe in God, however, her Jesus cards and her hateful attitudes toward people in the name of "religion" can go suck it.
It appears her son (or sons?) is still a good person and nothing like his mom.
miss.a.p1600
02-03-2022, 12:45 PM
Miss P, tell him you are planning a Spa trip or something. I bet he wouldn't be interested in a spa day.
He would love a spa day.
Im just going to tell him NO!!!
Hes not offering to pay, my family is offering to pay (since I’ve lost an entire 1-2 weeks helping them) so he can be emasculated and stay his ass home since he didn’t pass the test nor get a raise he needs to be at that house taking care of his kids and trying to get a raise instead of clinging on to my every move.
Im pissed at him right now and he does not get to sit back and leech off my family.
Dreamqueen
02-03-2022, 01:22 PM
Oh holy Crap, Doreen Virtue! Glad someone brought her name up! I love her cards, but I hate her as a person. When she was all new age, she had a santuary for farm animals. I guess whenever she ended the santuary, she sold them to farms (for slaughter). Fucking horrible. I am not religious; I believe in God, however, her Jesus cards and her hateful attitudes toward people in the name of "religion" can go suck it.
It appears her son (or sons?) is still a good person and nothing like his mom.
Wow, she did that?
I hadn't heard.
She's a real POS!!
Is she still with that loser guy?
Or has he taken her money and split?
kimbe
02-03-2022, 02:11 PM
I feel really bad to confess this, but I’ve been so fucking hungry the last couple of days (since I’m dieting quite hard) so it almost felt good to finish off T when I gave him head earlier today… I know, it’s bad - but it’s a fact..
Staci
02-03-2022, 02:43 PM
I feel really bad to confess this, but I’ve been so fucking hungry the last couple of days (since I’m dieting quite hard) so it almost felt good to finish off T when I gave him head earlier today… I know, it’s bad - but it’s a fact..
At least it's protein, right? LOL
kimbe
02-03-2022, 02:47 PM
At least it's protein, right? LOL
Yeah, that's what they tell you...
lynn2009
02-03-2022, 04:02 PM
I feel really sad again.
Genoveve
02-03-2022, 04:11 PM
“ my sources” lol
people working a trick aren’t on the record.
exactlyyyy.
kamiliam
02-03-2022, 04:26 PM
exactlyyyy.
He will never see it though. His brain would implode if he ever saw those situations as they really were.
JenniferNorth
02-03-2022, 05:11 PM
Wow, she did that?
I hadn't heard.
She's a real POS!!
Is she still with that loser guy?
Or has he taken her money and split?
You mean husband #5, the one she lived in Hawaii with when they had the farm animals? They split! Or was this a different loser guy? I got so mad at her that I stopped following her after that.
JenniferNorth
02-03-2022, 05:13 PM
He would love a spa day.
Im just going to tell him NO!!!
Hes not offering to pay, my family is offering to pay (since I’ve lost an entire 1-2 weeks helping them) so he can be emasculated and stay his ass home since he didn’t pass the test nor get a raise he needs to be at that house taking care of his kids and trying to get a raise instead of clinging on to my every move.
Im pissed at him right now and he does not get to sit back and leech off my family.
He would LOVE a spa day? LOL WTF dude.
Yeah, I wouldn't deal with that either. He doesn't need to be up your ass. And what, would he expect his kids to come along if it was a spa day? Ain't happening, dude.
carmen_b
02-03-2022, 05:15 PM
You can also just sell the trip as female only ( female heavy ) ect. !
Like ... don't be that loser dude trying to invite yourself on a girls trip.....everyone hates that guy !
He would love a spa day.
Im just going to tell him NO!!!
Hes not offering to pay, my family is offering to pay (since I’ve lost an entire 1-2 weeks helping them) so he can be emasculated and stay his ass home since he didn’t pass the test nor get a raise he needs to be at that house taking care of his kids and trying to get a raise instead of clinging on to my every move.
Im pissed at him right now and he does not get to sit back and leech off my family.
SnuffleUffleGrass
02-03-2022, 05:17 PM
Oh holy Crap, Doreen Virtue! Glad someone brought her name up! I love her cards, but I hate her as a person. When she was all new age, she had a santuary for farm animals. I guess whenever she ended the santuary, she sold them to farms (for slaughter). Fucking horrible. I am not religious; I believe in God, however, her Jesus cards and her hateful attitudes toward people in the name of "religion" can go suck it.
It appears her son (or sons?) is still a good person and nothing like his mom.
Whoah that sucks that she turned out to be so weird in a bad way.......that is so sad.................
miss.a.p1600
02-03-2022, 08:52 PM
You can also just sell the trip as female only ( female heavy ) ect. !
Like ... don't be that loser dude trying to invite yourself on a girls trip, everyone hates that guy !
Then he will guilt me into taking his daughter
there is no winning here just cling fest and guilt trips
Genoveve
02-03-2022, 09:31 PM
He will never see it though. His brain would implode if he ever saw those situations as they really were.
For sure. Accepting that the chicks were lying to him would mean he'd have to accept that they'd have some sort of incentive to lie to him, which would mean he'd have to accept that they had some sort of ulterior motive in regards to him which would mean he'd have to accept that they weren't just 100% into his sparkling personality. Plus it would mean he'd have to accept that he might be naïve. Neither of those things will ever happen.
I also don't understand how he doesn't think he's defending Hef when he accepts pro-Hef stories as gospel and expresses nothing but disbelief at any anti-Hef stories. As he likes to say, 'he wasn't there' so it's then all ''hearsay,'' including what his former galpals told him. So why lean so hard in one direction if he's not biased? ....I should have wrote that in my last post to him. Well I'm sure he'll be back and I'll have another chance. :tired:
kamiliam
02-03-2022, 09:50 PM
For sure. Accepting that the chicks were lying to him would mean he'd have to accept that they'd have some sort of incentive to lie to him, which would mean he'd have to accept that they had some sort of ulterior motive in regards to him which would mean he'd have to accept that they weren't just 100% into his sparkling personality. Plus it would mean he'd have to accept that he might be naïve. Neither of those things will ever happen.
I also don't understand how he doesn't think he's defending Hef when he accepts pro-Hef stories as gospel and expresses nothing but disbelief at any anti-Hef stories. As he likes to say, 'he wasn't there' so it's then all ''hearsay,'' including what his former galpals told him. So why lean so hard in one direction if he's not biased? ....I should have wrote that in my last post to him. Well I'm sure he'll be back and I'll have another chance. :tired:
He’s just one of those people who loves arguing even though he is very bad at it.
some of it is that he doesn’t want to show full allegiance to “wokeness” on an issue, even if that’s what he really thinks. Cancel culture is in the back of his mind, all the shit he has done. He can never be on the wrong side of the media bro he is listening to. He just doesn’t really know much until he is told, thus that weird disconnect. He never wants to get in trouble but still get in his jabs/talking points all while seeming super daddy. To him only of course.
Genoveve
02-03-2022, 10:23 PM
He’s just one of those people who loves arguing even though he is very bad at it.
I'll say. I don't visit many of threads that he seems to be active in but a while ago I was following one and noticed that he just seemed to repeat himself. Repeatedly. He seems to get really upset too lol.
Btw when I read your post I got confused for some reason and thought you were responding to the post I made in another thread and were talking about the male youtuber I referenced. I was like: .......whut?? I'm embarrassed about how many times I reread it before I realized my mix up.
WendiStarr
02-04-2022, 10:06 AM
It looks like I'm being induced next weekend. I'm disappointed because that means the baby won't be a Pisces. I wanted a Pisces so bad(I'm a Pisces myself) , not another Aquarius. I know that's selfish but whatever.
Dreamqueen
02-04-2022, 02:17 PM
You mean husband #5, the one she lived in Hawaii with when they had the farm animals? They split! Or was this a different loser guy? I got so mad at her that I stopped following her after that.
Yes, him.
JenniferNorth
02-04-2022, 02:27 PM
It looks like I'm being induced next weekend. I'm disappointed because that means the baby won't be a Pisces. I wanted a Pisces so bad(I'm a Pisces myself) , not another Aquarius. I know that's selfish but whatever.
I'm a pisces too! I have leo and virgo children. Parenting a leo is very hard. You never know, this aquarius might be different!
indiegirl
02-05-2022, 08:38 AM
Hahaha mister needy dog is gonna hate the 4 seasons when I move in 2 years. He's such a big baby if it's "California cold". He wants to go outside right now and I know damn sure he'll be out there for a minute and hightail it back inside. He looked like he was panicking when in the snow in NYC and DC LOL!
JenniferNorth
02-05-2022, 10:39 AM
Then he will guilt me into taking his daughter
there is no winning here just cling fest and guilt trips
Tell him fuck no. I have spa days and I don't even take my oldest daughter. At some point for a mani/pedi I will, but to me spa day involves facials, back treatment or body wrap, etc. Kids shouldn't get anything more than nails and hair.
L is pissing me off (sorry Miss P!) only because he reminds me of an in-law (no contact now!) who thought it was everyone's job to take care of HER kids. This was before I was even married too. Like no, bitch, it's not. You had kids you can't take care of? Not my fucking problem.
Miss P, just be careful. You deserve better, and it's already like him and Bertha don't want to manage their own kids and they just want to fling them at any adult they find. Not trying to be mean to your man, just thinking of you. I would be so pissed off if someone tried to dictate a spa day to me, as if I don't deserve to relax.
carmen_b
02-05-2022, 11:06 AM
^ The day a guy announces ( or even hints ) I don’t deserve my spa time is a good day to start the permanent ignore plan for said guy...
indiegirl
02-05-2022, 12:32 PM
I fucked in a storage unit this morning that he owns. I have to pee so bad it hurts on the way home. Ya’ll wanna escort? Wait until you drive up to a nightmare with nothing informing you about it.
Jucie
02-05-2022, 12:36 PM
I fucked in a storage unit this morning that he owns. I have to pee so bad it hurts on the way home. Ya’ll wanna escort? Wait until you drive up to a nightmare with nothing informing you about it.
Yeah, it’s definitely not always glamorous as people have a tendency to think…
indiegirl
02-05-2022, 01:15 PM
I did an open house tour for my next door neighbor HAHAHA. My mom was on the phone laughing and nobody stopped me. I realized booties were required to get inside but I stomped in without knowing. It's super busy!
miss.a.p1600
02-05-2022, 06:40 PM
You can also just sell the trip as female only ( female heavy ) ect. !
Like ... don't be that loser dude trying to invite yourself on a girls trip.....everyone hates that guy !
I confess.
I am more than thrilled to be traveling without L. I just need a bit of a break from him and his nonstop obligations to Bertha and her kids.
Only downside is my mom is going so it’s not completely solo. But it is ADULT Female only.
I have a feeling that if my mom wasn’t going and he knew I’d be by myself then L would be hell on wheels.
indiegirl
02-05-2022, 07:49 PM
I've grown to hate the saying "you teach people how to treat you." .......Why do I have to put in the effort to teach you not to be an asshole?! Kind of a crazy concept. Just because I'm nice doesn't mean I need to be taken advantage of.... Sorry guys, it's one of those days. Debbie Downer is in the building.
Aurora_Sunset
02-06-2022, 01:27 PM
The kids have been pretty antisocial this weekend, which I'm fine with. 6 yo came in earlier asking where I had gone this morning. I told her the store, and she asked if I bought her anything?? I was like "what would I buy you at the store?" She was like "something for us to make together." When I told her no, because she never expressed any desire to make or bake anything together this weekend, she kinda "hmmphed" and went back to her room and closed the door. You know what? Fine. They leave in 30 minutes, and I'll be glad to have the place to myself again.
miss.a.p1600
02-06-2022, 04:27 PM
The kids have been pretty antisocial this weekend, which I'm fine with. 6 yo came in earlier asking where I had gone this morning. I told her the store, and she asked if I bought her anything?? I was like "what would I buy you at the store?" She was like "something for us to make together." When I told her no, because she never expressed any desire to make or bake anything together this weekend, she kinda "hmmphed" and went back to her room and closed the door. You know what? Fine. They leave in 30 minutes, and I'll be glad to have the place to myself again.
^This sounds like how I feel every time L’s kids (especially his needy daughter) come over.
I end up usually faking it till they leave which I’m glad cause then I don’t have to waste energy on free acting.
I prefer they be enrolled in activities, hangout with their friends, or self entertain themselves.
I do not want to be the sole source of their entertainment because I don’t want kids clinging to me like that.
It’s not bad when there over for a few hours but when they stay multiple days I am more than ready for the territory invaders to leave.
Violethollywood
02-06-2022, 05:47 PM
I make my hubby pay me for sex. LOL. not that the sex is bad or anything, it's just im a SAHM, and i work from home and don't make jack shit from all the shit i do (sw. etsy. boutique) and i feel i should be compensated for my time and energy. that and he makes way more than i do . so whenever im not in the mood and he is i make him pay me for it LMAO everybody wins.
miss.a.p1600
02-06-2022, 06:29 PM
^agreed.
I need to be compensated!
Mf don’t come up in here expecting sex when you haven’t done anything to deserve it. And paying rent/mortgage that you’d pay anyways, whether or not I was here, doesn’t count.
Idiot men think they don’t have to pay for sex and should get free sex on demand just cause they’re in a relationship.
Um no sir! Try again and come CORRECT!
indiegirl
02-06-2022, 06:41 PM
I took a nap in one of my big dog's beds (I have a big barker dog bed with a pillow, blanket, and twin sized sheet. My dogs are fucking spoiled.) Took a turn for the worst because both dogs wanted on the bed to lay with me. I was trying to avoid needy dog and got stuck with a 130 pound labrador in a dog bed instead. LOL He's fucking huge lol.
Aurora_Sunset
02-06-2022, 08:46 PM
I have a headache and tummy-ache, and I'm tired. I know I should just lie down and go to bed but I hate "wasting" a night where I don't have to be up for work in the morning. But it's turning into a waste anyway, because I don't have the energy to do anything.
indiegirl
02-06-2022, 09:39 PM
Nobody said shit to me when I left the hotel with my dress on inside out rushing to make it to my uber this afternoon. GIRLLLL the pattern looks the same in the dark!! Hahaha I'm all walking around with a tag out as well as black elastic for the top part and nobody said a word!!
I also lost an $150 nice bangle bracelet in the dark. It totally fell off because it's crap. Good Riddance. That shit was made cheaply and broke off too many times. God was just ridding me of that BS.
Sorry I have a potty mouth when I'm not working with customers....if you haven't noticed by now from my posts. LOL.
Also this was the 3rd driver who mentioned how beautiful I was and never drove someone like me.....YUCK. I now mention I play my music loud on my earphones and can't hear so I'm not dead from someone weird. I'm in a car with a stranger. Girlll....not the time.
carmen_b
02-07-2022, 09:26 AM
J's daughter tested positive for Covid.
I feel bad for his stress ( she is FINE fyi and improving .... we are all fully vaxxed ) .
This happened at her Moms last Sunday who will now keep her ( we think ) for another 4 days until the negative test can come back ( most likely on Friday ) .
So yes ..... no club this week I'm 99% sure.
I can do that stuff when the house is loud and just soak in this quiet time for now.
I might as well take it while I have it !
I DO really want to see this burlesque show tomorrow though. It just looks SO beautiful and has LIVE music .
I set some money aside already. Now THAT is something I will burn a quiet day for.
lynn2009
02-07-2022, 11:07 AM
I feel like an asshole but I finally told a friend I can't make it to her destination wedding because of all the maintenance issues with my house already this year. Not only the HVAC but electrical (because the space heaters I had to use blew out the control panel) but now my washer flooded the entire basement. She asked if everyone would be able to make it before deciding on a destination wedding and it sounded like so much fun at the time but I'm only going to know two other women there, both of whom have their husbands and a baby/toddler and traveling is really stressful for me.
charlie61
02-07-2022, 11:25 AM
^ i think destination weddings where accommodations aren't covered are intended to result in small groups, right? It seems like such an elitist request otherwise, like people have the time and money to go somewhere far away for a wedding.
moneybags
02-07-2022, 11:33 AM
^ i think destination weddings where accommodations aren't covered are intended to result in small groups, right? It seems like such an elitist request otherwise, like people have the time and money to go somewhere far away for a wedding.
I just invited my mom and her husband and we had a reception when we got back. I can’t imagine asking people to travel right now
miss.a.p1600
02-07-2022, 12:16 PM
I confess that I have anxiety about the weather being freezing hell and impacting daily life to the point I feel like crawling in bed, doing nothing, and avoiding people (aka accountability n territory invaders)
miss.a.p1600
02-07-2022, 12:18 PM
I am dying to create an onlyfans account but I’d have to figure a way to create the content and get paid in a way that he (nor anyone else) would find out.
Then once I start rolling in the dough, I wouldn’t care who found out.
JenniferNorth
02-07-2022, 12:21 PM
Lynn, when I had my destination wedding, it was just me and the thing I married at the time. I always thought those types of weddings are more or less for you and your man, where you turn it into your honeymoon. Like I don't understand how people be able to just up and leave for someone's wedding. I feel like it is a lot to ask people who are not family.
charlie61
02-07-2022, 12:40 PM
Lynn, when I had my destination wedding, it was just me and the thing I married at the time. I always thought those types of weddings are more or less for you and your man, where you turn it into your honeymoon. Like I don't understand how people be able to just up and leave for someone's wedding. I feel like it is a lot to ask people who are not family.
Exactly. I would at least expect to see a block of rooms paid for if they expect anyone other than immediate family to come.
I think for many couples, it's a way of getting a small wedding without having to exclude a bunch of people and create waves. They can invite everyone to a remote island in the Mediterranean and only four people will show up. The rest will send gifts and money. The wedding is probably way less expensive as a result, they get a glamorous trip + honeymoon, they get gifts / money sent by people who can't make it, and no one gets excluded. Kind of genius actually.
Secret Shelly
02-07-2022, 12:55 PM
Nobody said shit to me when I left the hotel with my dress on inside out rushing to make it to my uber this afternoon. GIRLLLL the pattern looks the same in the dark!! Hahaha I'm all walking around with a tag out as well as black elastic for the top part and nobody said a word!!
I also lost an $150 nice bangle bracelet in the dark. It totally fell off because it's crap. Good Riddance. That shit was made cheaply and broke off too many times. God was just ridding me of that BS.
Sorry I have a potty mouth when I'm not working with customers....if you haven't noticed by now from my posts. LOL.
Also this was the 3rd driver who mentioned how beautiful I was and never drove someone like me.....YUCK. I now mention I play my music loud on my earphones and can't hear so I'm not dead from someone weird. I'm in a car with a stranger. Girlll....not the time.
I was hurrying out of an appointment once to get to my ride who had to be somewhere in a hurry...i had thrown on a button up linen top but had neglected to actually button it up, so as i'm flying down the hallway i ended up giving some teenage boy an early thrill in his life lol
JenniferNorth
02-07-2022, 12:56 PM
And nowadays (not back when I did it tho), the wedding can be livestreamed.
ravenskyy
02-07-2022, 01:29 PM
I'm seriously considering getting a divorce.