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_Avery_
02-05-2011, 04:51 PM
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livingdeadgirl
02-06-2011, 07:20 AM
I confess I am getting HAMMERED today. I never drink, so this should be entertaining for everyone at my casa :P

HollyInSeattle
02-06-2011, 07:30 AM
at times I need to be high or tipsy to deal with going to the club and putting up with customers

charlie61
02-06-2011, 09:04 PM
I confess that lately I have been completely obsessing over strip clubs (I haven't danced since October and am waiting to acclimate to my mainstream job before I consider trying out some new clubs as additional income).

I'm reading old SW threads that mention different clubs. I've been looking at the clubs' websites (to perv on their beautiful decorations, since I've never worked in a nice club). And then I have obsessive, unrealistic thoughts about going to these places and working. It's making me feel a bit insane...

Money is addicting.

kaiarose
02-07-2011, 08:05 PM
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kaiarose
02-07-2011, 08:06 PM
And yes I meant to type that small.

teaze
02-08-2011, 01:26 AM
...............................

princessjas
02-08-2011, 07:27 AM
I confess I drank during the Superbowl and my meds made me so sick, I've been shaking all over since Sunday night. Gah!! I just wanna feel normal again, so dehydrated and I drank 7 20oz bottles of water yesterday. I am an idiot.

Tasha_xoxo
02-08-2011, 03:13 PM
^^^
i did that too,,i hate the feeling,,
all shaky and shit,,makes me sleepy too.
iv been sleepin all day.

Arizona_Angel
02-09-2011, 03:10 AM
Just found out my son has Aspergers...so I got drunk. Stupid. Yes. I am drunk. I know.

livingdeadgirl
02-09-2011, 07:04 AM
:( Im sorry to hear that angel ^

GlitterBexie
02-09-2011, 11:35 AM
i do not know how much longer i can take this, but i dont have an option.

Im considering spending £300 on having my hair done.

princessjas
02-09-2011, 11:43 AM
Just found out my son has Aspergers...so I got drunk. Stupid. Yes. I am drunk. I know.

I am sooo sorry to hear this! I know how hard it is and yep, I got drunk too about 3 nights in a row, so don't feel bad over that. It's hard to deal with these diagnoses because we now know that what we deal with every single day is not going to magically disappear. ((HUGS))

BTW - I'm dealing with severe autism with possible....well probably moderate to severe mental retardation as well, so if you ever wanna chat, maybe some of the tricks I use with some minimal success with my son will work wonders for your son!

charlie61
02-09-2011, 08:11 PM
Just found out my son has Aspergers...so I got drunk. Stupid. Yes. I am drunk. I know.

Just remember, and I know you know this, but he is the same son now that he was before the doctor diagnosed him.

I firmly believe that people exist on a wide spectrum of traits. We all have issues. Just because some doctor grouped his issues into a category and slapped a label on it doesn't make people with Aspergers any crazier than the rest of us.

:hug:

livingdeadgirl
02-11-2011, 07:14 AM
RANT......

Ashly06
02-12-2011, 08:41 PM
I confess to still being in love with my ex. We started dating 4 yrs ago,then broke up after 1yr & 1/2. He's had a girlfriend for the last 2,yet we've been having sex since the day we first met. I think there's something wrong with me because I don't fell guilty. /:O

firemaiden04
02-13-2011, 10:33 AM
I confess that I haven't been attracted to my fiancee in months. I recently stopped taking a birth control that really messed with my hormones and sex drive and made me gain a lot of weight, so my doctor told me that it would just take time for everything to clear out of my system...but still, this sucks.

kthnx
02-13-2011, 10:55 AM
my confession: i hate welfare mooches and i think people that mooch welfare when they're living in 1600 sq ft lofts are "spoiled brats". Also, i think God made the wrong choice in giving many of these people babies. actually, i disagree with a lot of "God's workings", such as having convicted murderers being able to conceive babies, while cursing other people with expensive infertility, while allowing monster whore michael vick re-succeed as a football star, but making nice innocent people die young of cancer. to be honest im not happy with god right now AT ALL...or mebbe that's becuz this is the anniversery weekend of a major death in the family.

kthnx
02-13-2011, 10:56 AM
another confession: ill act like a perfectly normal, very sweet girl on the outside in real life but then i'll come on sites like this when im angry and depressed (see note above bout death anniversery) to vent how i really feel about things, things that would prolly get me beaten up or arrested for "disorerly conduct" if said in public in real life.

Kellydancer
02-13-2011, 03:39 PM
my confession: i hate welfare mooches and i think people that mooch welfare when they're living in 1600 sq ft lofts are "spoiled brats". Also, i think God made the wrong choice in giving many of these people babies. actually, i disagree with a lot of "God's workings", such as having convicted murderers being able to conceive babies, while cursing other people with expensive infertility, while allowing monster whore michael vick re-succeed as a football star, but making nice innocent people die young of cancer. to be honest im not happy with god right now AT ALL...or mebbe that's becuz this is the anniversery weekend of a major death in the family.

Sorry you are going through this. I admit I feel the same way. I've started going back to church and I question why bad things happen to good people while good things happen to bad people. For instance why did the man I wanted disappear and all the men I am finding aren't what I want at all. Or how about why can't I find a decent job while lazy people I know never struggled. I know people who never suffered in life and got the job and spouse they wanted. I know people who are good people yet they suffer. I too know welfare mooches who have had 6+ kids while I know great couples unable to have one child.

kthnx
02-13-2011, 04:27 PM
^ yeah what's weird is, earlier today i saw a reference to the farrah fawcett made-for-tv movie "small sacrifices" on a different website forum. it was a tv movie in which farrah fawcett portrayed convicted murderer diane downs, a woman who tried to kill her 3 children (succeeded in killing 1 of them) so she could keep her childless-by-choice boyfriend.

well, i remembered watching that tv movie as a kid and looked it up along with real-life murderer diane downs. turns out that there was a part that the farrah fawcett movie version had left out: after murdering her children but before getting arrested, the REAL diane downs got pregnant YET AGAIN (!). in the end, diane downs gave birth to the new baby in jail and the baby was immediately handed over to adoptive parents. but it still makes me angry as i wonder: WHY THE FUCK WOULD GOD GIVE A PREGNANCY TO SOMEONE LIKE THAT?????????!!!!!!!!! WTF WTF WTF WTF

charlie61
02-13-2011, 05:22 PM
I confess that I haven't been attracted to my fiancee in months. I recently stopped taking a birth control that really messed with my hormones and sex drive and made me gain a lot of weight, so my doctor told me that it would just take time for everything to clear out of my system...but still, this sucks.

Whatever you do, don't freak out. That'll just make it worse. Try to look at it as a stage in your relationship.

I go through short periods where I'm like "Why am I with this guy?"...it's bizarre and hormonal. And it passes every time. I mean, I'm with my soulmate, and I'm obsessed with him 99% of the time. Usually this happens when I'm stressed, or when my life is taking a turn (like when I got a new job).

But everyone goes through these stages, whether you're on birth control or not. So try to relax, even if it is super scary and sucky. :)

Jessie_tinydancer
02-13-2011, 07:11 PM
I slept with my ex again last night and we'll be going on a date in a few days. I confess to wondering why the hell he won't just leave his girlfriend. I mean if I do all the work,why should she get the credit? :'(

I was kinda thinking the same thing when I read the first post. I think its time for you to find a new piece on the side... turn the tables on him. On the DL of course and then maybe you will find out what he gets from playing that game.

Jessie_tinydancer
02-13-2011, 07:12 PM
I confess I slept for almost 30 hours yesterday (I woke up for 2 to eat dinner).

Surprise
02-14-2011, 12:52 AM
I confess I slept for almost 30 hours yesterday (I woke up for 2 to eat dinner).

i love doing this.

Kellydancer
02-14-2011, 01:07 AM
^ yeah what's weird is, earlier today i saw a reference to the farrah fawcett made-for-tv movie "small sacrifices" on a different website forum. it was a tv movie in which farrah fawcett portrayed convicted murderer diane downs, a woman who tried to kill her 3 children (succeeded in killing 1 of them) so she could keep her childless-by-choice boyfriend.

well, i remembered watching that tv movie as a kid and looked it up along with real-life murderer diane downs. turns out that there was a part that the farrah fawcett movie version had left out: after murdering her children but before getting arrested, the REAL diane downs got pregnant YET AGAIN (!). in the end, diane downs gave birth to the new baby in jail and the baby was immediately handed over to adoptive parents. but it still makes me angry as i wonder: WHY THE FUCK WOULD GOD GIVE A PREGNANCY TO SOMEONE LIKE THAT?????????!!!!!!!!! WTF WTF WTF WTF

The version I saw had that part in, but yes it was disturbing how she was so able to get pregnant. I recently saw that daughter on tv and she's had a very rough life and it's sad. The other surviving kids actually were adopted by the DA and both did well (I think they are both married now).

4everresolutions
02-14-2011, 05:28 AM
I think I might be depressed. I've been sleeping 18+ hours a day for the last week. I just can't get out of bed.

charlie61
02-14-2011, 07:27 AM
^ Could your iron be low? When that was happening to me, it's b/c I was anemic. Many, many women are iron deficient. I was tired constantly and would easily sleep for 12 hours at a time.

pixierocksonthepole
02-14-2011, 08:36 AM
I know my recent over sleeping and lack of eating is a result from being depressed. I already have this problem and with my husband gone for a while it has just been amplified. :( I don't want to get out of bed. I feel like why should I?

Ashly06
02-14-2011, 03:41 PM
I was kinda thinking the same thing when I read the first post. I think its time for you to find a new piece on the side... turn the tables on him. On the DL of course and then maybe you will find out what he gets from playing that game.
You know what,you're absolutely right!!

MistyRose
02-14-2011, 05:52 PM
I know my recent over sleeping and lack of eating is a result from being depressed. I already have this problem and with my husband gone for a while it has just been amplified. :( I don't want to get out of bed. I feel like why should I?

I really, really, really know this feeling and I mean a LOT. But I can at least think of one reason for you to get out of bed and try to do something... Because I'm sure your husband would like knowing you're happy and doing well. :)

pixierocksonthepole
02-14-2011, 09:39 PM
I really, really, really know this feeling and I mean a LOT. But I can at least think of one reason for you to get out of bed and try to do something... Because I'm sure your husband would like knowing you're happy and doing well. :)

:-* thank you. i needed that. :thanx:

carmen_b
02-14-2011, 11:09 PM
Very likely Sugar Daddy fell in lap. This time I'm not going to be scattered. May have more questions for experienced Baby's. He picked me up at Starbucks.

kitinboots
02-15-2011, 07:28 AM
I confess I took a friend of mine (from 2 years) back to mine last night and let him fuck me in the ass good and proper. It was amazing, and I want more. I want to spent a week locked in my appartment with him being fucked in every way.
Plus I made it clear its just sex since I said 'Lets go for one more drink then go back to mine for casual sex, no strings attached'
Awesome :D

Ashly06
02-15-2011, 08:16 AM
I confess I took a friend of mine (from 2 years) back to mine last night and let him fuck me in the ass good and proper. It was amazing, and I want more. I want to spent a week locked in my appartment with him being fucked in every way.
Plus I made it clear its just sex since I said 'Lets go for one more drink then go back to mine for casual sex, no strings attached'
Awesome :D
WOW!! That does sound Awesome!

livingdeadgirl
02-17-2011, 07:46 AM
I confess I took a friend of mine (from 2 years) back to mine last night and let him fuck me in the ass good and proper. It was amazing, and I want more. I want to spent a week locked in my appartment with him being fucked in every way.
Plus I made it clear its just sex since I said 'Lets go for one more drink then go back to mine for casual sex, no strings attached'
Awesome :D

haha, that does sound awesome
:highfive:

Glamgirl
02-17-2011, 08:36 AM
I love my bf(of 4 months) so much that if he asked me to marry him tomorow i would say yes without hesitation!

kaiarose
02-17-2011, 11:36 AM
After thinking and re-thinking this over in my head I have decided to go ahead and get BOOBIES!! I have been dancing for 8 years and I fucking deserve this. One of my regulars is co-signing on a CareCredit loan for me. Yes, yes, yes I know financing isn't exactly the smartest way to go but I figured that I will have them paid off in no time and be on with my life. I have never been so excited about something!(besides the birth of my baby girl of course!) I have been dreaming about them for the past week as well. I have been the same cup size since I was 13 years old.. I am a woman now and I want to look like one. My husband knows everything which makes me that much more excited because I'm not hiding anything from him :) I haven't told any of my non-dancer friends yet. In fact I may not say anything until afterwards.... Hopefully April 4th is the big day... YAY :D

Surprise
02-17-2011, 11:54 AM
^^ that's AWESOME.

before and after pics PLEEEEEASE

how big are you going?!

kaiarose
02-17-2011, 12:00 PM
http://forum.stripperweb.com/showthread.php?t=32333&page=95

Scroll down a bit and you will find what they look like now... I want to look like a C cup. I'm not sure how many cc's I need to achieve that yet.. My biggest fear is that they will turn out cock eyed :(

Surprise
02-17-2011, 12:06 PM
http://forum.stripperweb.com/showthread.php?t=32333&page=95

Scroll down a bit and you will find what they look like now... I want to look like a C cup. I'm not sure how many cc's I need to achieve that yet.. My biggest fear is that they will turn out cock eyed :(

a c will look reallllllllllly good on your body, though you do look good now! did you breastfeed your little one?

kaiarose
02-17-2011, 12:13 PM
^ Thank you :)
I didn't breastfeed but I'm hoping that my skin is still a little stretchy anyways... Gosh I'm excited!! LOL

pixierocksonthepole
02-17-2011, 08:40 PM
Lately I purposely stay up later than I should in hopes that my husband will call even to talk for a minute. So far this week that call hasn't happened...but I still wait up. I don't really care if it makes me slower at work. It's not like I rush through my clients anyways.

Avery90
02-18-2011, 12:18 AM
My confession...I bought a sex enhacement herbal supplement for myself.

4everresolutions
02-18-2011, 01:49 AM
^ Let us know if it works! I've been curious about those....

Surprise
02-18-2011, 02:31 AM
^ Thank you :)
I didn't breastfeed but I'm hoping that my skin is still a little stretchy anyways... Gosh I'm excited!! LOL

i was totally wondering about that. i was like, she has a kid? she's so toned and got flawless (little, but bigger than mine) boobies!! *jealous*

I'm excited too!! yayyy boobies! ( . Y . )

confession: i rubbed one out in the shower while thinking of a custie i danced for tonight. boyfriend would NOT be pleased to hear this. :-\

charlie61
02-18-2011, 09:29 AM
http://forum.stripperweb.com/showthread.php?t=32333&page=95

Scroll down a bit and you will find what they look like now... I want to look like a C cup. I'm not sure how many cc's I need to achieve that yet.. My biggest fear is that they will turn out cock eyed :(

Weren't you the one who started the IBT thread???? :(

kaiarose
02-18-2011, 10:23 AM
Weren't you the one who started the IBT thread???? :(



Yes... :-[ LOL

I do appreciate small boobies and I was ready to embrace mine but then an opportunity knocked on my door and I answered it dammit!! LOL..

charlie61
02-18-2011, 10:38 AM
^ Understandable. What we appreciate about others isn't always the same as what we appreciate about ourselves.

BlondyJJJ
02-18-2011, 09:17 PM
i wait til my bf leaves n I watch tv shows that he HATES...all night too. Real Housewives, Jerseylicious, Platnum Weddings, oh and I masturbate like 3 times a day. lol that about sums it up